[00:00:26.000 --> 00:00:55.000]   I'm able to get Steve and take a look at how he can make sure that he's going to get the horse out of to that and get to the most of the people and that's my box of fun that I've been to where he wanted him to be.
[00:00:55.000 --> 00:01:00.000]   I think he has music from a lifetime.
[00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:04.000]   I got started in 2016.
[00:01:04.000 --> 00:01:09.000]   The crew was just starting to play.
[00:01:09.000 --> 00:01:11.000]   I've been learning.
[00:01:11.000 --> 00:01:17.000]   I've been learning how to do that in a lot of directions.
[00:01:17.000 --> 00:01:34.000]   A lot of it.
[00:01:34.000 --> 00:01:49.000]   While I was reading my rhymes, I was learning how to do the corrections.
[00:01:49.000 --> 00:02:02.000]   He was just making decisions, and he was learning something.
[00:02:02.000 --> 00:02:05.000]   He graduated high school.
[00:02:05.000 --> 00:02:08.000]   He got the two-year degree.
[00:02:08.000 --> 00:02:14.000]   He was actually listening back to the bike.
[00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:23.000]   And he was very beautiful.
[00:02:23.000 --> 00:02:32.000]   He was able to read people who were not far from their friends.
[00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:43.000]   And for the men, from the other side of that place.
[00:02:43.000 --> 00:03:01.000]   And he decided to do the community for a couple of years, and suddenly he really went off.
[00:03:01.000 --> 00:03:04.000]   I wonder what I got him from.
[00:03:04.000 --> 00:03:07.000]   That's a very bad idea.
[00:03:07.000 --> 00:03:12.000]   That's actually one of the big crunches I have.
[00:03:12.000 --> 00:03:20.000]   I'm going to have to read my work.
[00:03:20.000 --> 00:03:25.000]   That's a question that's been on my mind far.
[00:03:25.000 --> 00:03:51.000]   That core belief is you're not good enough to put in the knees of the hip.
[00:03:51.000 --> 00:03:54.000]   And you're not good enough to put in the hip.
[00:03:54.000 --> 00:04:02.000]   But at the same time, you want to use the knee.
[00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:06.000]   Right?
[00:04:06.000 --> 00:04:09.000]   The knees are soft.
[00:04:09.000 --> 00:04:16.000]   You're increasing your knees in this.
[00:04:16.000 --> 00:04:21.000]   And you're going to find out when you're good enough.
[00:04:21.000 --> 00:04:25.000]   You're making us clear, but I'm going to be treated.
[00:04:25.000 --> 00:04:34.000]   And you're going to need an advocate for the ride.
[00:04:34.000 --> 00:04:50.000]   Something I would say to my soccer players when I was coaching, club soccer.
[00:04:50.000 --> 00:04:55.000]   There are three elements to any soccer game.
[00:04:55.000 --> 00:05:04.000]   Your attitude, your effort, and the outcome.
[00:05:04.000 --> 00:05:13.000]   And in that triangulation, you only have control over two of those things.
[00:05:13.000 --> 00:05:18.000]   Your effort and your attitude.
[00:05:18.000 --> 00:05:31.000]   And if all you do is pour your energy and focus into the outcome, you're likely not going to end up with it.
[00:05:31.000 --> 00:05:33.000]   There's a want there.
[00:05:33.000 --> 00:05:40.000]   And whenever there's wanting, there's lack.
[00:05:40.000 --> 00:05:55.000]   And put yourself into a mind state of lack that you lack something that you're not good enough.
[00:05:55.000 --> 00:06:05.000]   So, big picture.
[00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:11.000]   What's the mission of these transmissions?
[00:06:11.000 --> 00:06:25.000]   I would say, the mission is threefold.
[00:06:25.000 --> 00:06:40.000]   The first part of the mission is to document and share what I've learned
[00:06:40.000 --> 00:06:46.000]   over a lifetime of working with technology.
[00:06:46.000 --> 00:06:56.000]   And in particular, my last 30 years of focus on the Internet.
[00:06:56.000 --> 00:07:06.000]   And to do that, I have a project called the Modern AI Web Machine.
[00:07:06.000 --> 00:07:12.000]   This project will be a YouTube channel.
[00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:26.000]   And on that channel, I'm going to publish a series of tutorial videos that will walk you through
[00:07:26.000 --> 00:07:38.000]   how I set up my own publishing and e-commerce platform that I own.
[00:07:38.000 --> 00:07:44.000]   I'm not paying anyone for a monthly service fee.
[00:07:44.000 --> 00:07:47.000]   So, I own my stuff.
[00:07:47.000 --> 00:07:53.000]   It can't disappear on me.
[00:07:53.000 --> 00:08:07.000]   And the story of the store comes from my experiences with mental health over my lifetime.
[00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:15.000]   I plan to create art that will get noticed and commented on.
[00:08:15.000 --> 00:08:21.000]   And when that happens, that question, what's that about?
[00:08:21.000 --> 00:08:24.000]   Where did you get that? What is that?
[00:08:24.000 --> 00:08:31.000]   That starts a conversation that then goes into mental health.
[00:08:31.000 --> 00:08:41.000]   And just throwing that one pebble in the stone, I think,
[00:08:41.000 --> 00:08:53.000]   throwing that one pebble into the pond and creating that chain reaction of ripples
[00:08:53.000 --> 00:09:01.000]   could potentially do something.
[00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:11.000]   The question is, can I be somebody? Then by sharing my knowledge,
[00:09:11.000 --> 00:09:17.000]   we'll see if it has any value to anyone out there.
[00:09:17.000 --> 00:09:31.000]   Then the other aspect is the vulnerability, sharing my life, what I'm doing, all the challenges.
[00:09:31.000 --> 00:09:34.000]   I would think there's got to be value in that.
[00:09:34.000 --> 00:09:44.000]   For someone, particularly if you're struggling with mental health issues,
[00:09:44.000 --> 00:09:52.000]   I'll simply say, I've been to the dark side and back more than a dozen times.
[00:09:52.000 --> 00:10:00.000]   I've stared into the abyss solidly four times.
[00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:06.000]   And I nearly took my life twice.
[00:10:06.000 --> 00:10:13.000]   And I'm still here for some damn reason.
[00:10:13.000 --> 00:10:24.000]   And maybe that's what this whole thing is going to be about me figuring out that
[00:10:24.000 --> 00:10:30.000]   maybe I am somebody and what the fuck that is.
[00:10:30.000 --> 00:10:33.000]   So here's to it.
[00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:35.000]   Let's get it on.