# Self-Worth — Quotations

- I have more than enough conditions to be happy.
- sick of thinking I'm worthless
- granted I'm smart enough to know these are thoughts
- I've coached enough that I can tell.
- As for me I'm struggling BIG with self-confidence.
- I've been able to identify that as my largest challenge, cultivating self-confidence.
- Hey there, wondering how you deal/process when you're having a crisis of confidence?
- All based on my own self assessment and self judgement.
- Alot of self loathing today, and hate myself for hating myself, go figure.
- Still have the self-loathing although not nearly as bad as it was yesterday.
- that I value greatly
- I rushed and didn't pause to think it through, or consult with enough outside people
- man, another day waking up with anxiety and self-criticism.
- not interesting enough
- My internal lack of confidence and inability to feel "sure" about things feeds this.
- Struggling with self doubt this morning and trying to just observe and not succumb
- I made the Super Bowl a line in the sand for me with some self care issues.
- Feeling quite worthless and struggling to shake the mindset.
- having separation between home and work is important—I've done this long enough to know that.
- Been struggling with confidence this past week.
- have tix to a concert in LA tonight and dont feel well enough to go.
- Lack of confidence, stress about many, many things, lack of sleep, anxiety and depression mood swings.
- Doing my best over here to fight off old thought patterns that want me to feel bad and make me feel worthless
- yeah, going until the wee hours does make you useless the next day.
- I'm not a good enough husband, a shitty father, has done poor planning for mine and my families future, on and on and on.
- We are writing a requirements document and I feel useless
- Right now feel useless
- Have any other vids worth sharing?
- What's wild is that theory manifests it self everywhere in my life now.
- https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2019/08/12/upshot/are-you-rich-where-does-your-net-worth-rank-wealth.html
- Not having enough resources in the future I think is my fear—getting old and being dirt poor, living in some public convalescent home and all alone, and dying alone.
- Fear of embarrassment, feeling less than others, low self esteem, etc.
- I think confidence needs to be in place.
- For me, I don't have enough money saved for either retiring or kids college, and professionally I feel OK.
- Not getting enough sleep every day.
- It's nine minutes long and it's definitely worth the listen in a peaceful quiet place.
- It feels hard, but I hope its worthwhile (freeing me up)
- Liked "You are not the past you, you are not the judgements of your past self, your are not your past experiences or events "
- Soon enough I'll be sad I'm not sorting my kids underwear because they've moved out 😊
- With free you are limited to what you can access and how long you can meditate, so for me I can see the value of paying for an annual subscription ($30 to start).
- Not enough room on the credit cards for the plane tickets 🙁
- We had some rain last week but not nearly enough.
- Enough of that and eventually you go the way of the Dodo.
- Just done with 35 mins of meditation on confidence
- Liked "We are far enough away with no fuel for it between it and us"
- keep trying to find happiness and contentment from inside — self generated — but no luck.
- This twitter thread is worth a scroll through:
- Have a few A+L things I'm doing, and of course trying to practice some kind of self care instead of being anxious and stressed all day
- Very interesting hearing about the research into the self critical voice in your head 🙂
- is that really worth it?
- No matter how smart you are, how much self clarity you have, and clearheaded miss about what's troubling you you still cannot get beyond it.
- takes about 3 hours out of each day, but so worth it
- Have done a great deal of meditation on self forgiveness and letting go, but 5 decades of internal critic is challenging to come up against
- I don't feel worthy Of pretty much anything in this headspace
- Not sure its worth the effort in pursuing, or will it eat at me long term?
- Self-esteem is essentially non-existent and self-doubt very strong.All that by 12 noon today.
- Self forgiveness is my new holy grail
- Assassinate the victim identity!"
- anyhow, back to working on my portfolio "for whatever that's worth"
- The blame shame guilt regret are attached to an old identity that lives in the past and it is trying to get you back.
- I think deep in my psyche it's not gonna be satisfied until it feels like I've suffered enough
- Just feel like a worthless loser.
- I didn't get proper help in the darkest of times because I felt not worth it, and that I can keep pushing through like I always have.
- I created a daily habit of self-love and I can say now that months later I still feel intense emotional pain, but I sit with it, I feel it, and do my best to stay with it.
- How is it serving an old identity?"
- Remember the best course of action is self care."
- I was staring at the root of a story that has gripped me my whole life; you aren't good enough, you don't measure up.I wasn't feeling my body, I was beyond physical form and everything made sense.
- Questioned "Worth listening too - his Mom would be proud of you "
- What's worth listening to?
- There is a part of me that believes I will never be over this.The amount of suffering, pain and internal anguish I've been through this past year has been enough for 2 lifetimes IMO.
- Anyhow, enough about me what are you up to today?
- I need to sit with the part of me that recoils and find out what's behind that.I suspect it's not feeling worthy of love or affection as it's what my weak ego has been denied for so long
- Once they get old enough to find their interests to go down the rabbit holeI'm sure you remember it well
- sure enough I started applying with them back in 2019, but stopped
- How the hell can I deliver something towards a target and I don't even know exists?To take it a step further on my think well if you're good at your job you're going to ask enough questions to notice.
- Comes full circle, "I'm not good enough"
- I am feeling I don't matter, because I am not good enough
- my latest selfie
- worth a listen if you haven't heard in a while
- its very hard to generate self-compassion and self-forgiveness when I sit with the effects of my behavior every day.
- beating self compassion and forgiveness into me through the experience of suffering.
- beyond the compassion and suffering on the self, I'm not sure what other lining there is.And if there is one, I'm blind to it
- Lots of spontaneous crying and an overwhelming feeling of worthlessness.
- That is a cruel and selfish act I could not do to others.I wouldn't want anyone to feel what I'm feeling.
- Not good enough
- And I felt as though my whole life I've kept myself just ahead of the line of "not good enough," but I'm way behind the line now psychologically
- its $34, but IMO well worth it.
- Only 30 mins and always feels like not enough time
- There's a part of me that doesn't think I'm good enough for anything so, I have to deal with that self-doubt and try to project confidence.
- But no matter what, I feel incredibly broken down with just enough energy to get out of bed and pretend I'm doing ok.
- They've never split the race like this and had to do it because they have three years worth of people who have qualified
- Lots of self hate and self disgust
- It makes me question my worth, and I already don't think much of myself, but then when ur sitting in a pile of shit for year's it changes you whether you want to or not
- Story can't change when self hate is dominant.
- I had changed my story before I got here and I've been reminded that I'm not worthy of Liz, my family, or this life.
- I've always felt not good enough and a failure pretty much my entire life.
- Any time I do "achieve" its never felt good enough and I've never felt relaxed about any of it as well—just tension and stress of not being good enough.
- I've actually felt very selfish for how much time I have focused on myself this past year.
- I feel more selfish and self-centered and I have it any other time in my life which is a weird feeling.
- I have had it enough that I can see a storm on the horizon type of thing
- Also, the Inability to speak my truth, self advocate, ask for something I want or need help with, and inability to share what I'm thinking because of shame.All that part of me is survival.
- With clarity, for me, comes more confidence.
- 4 mins worth it
- Maybe I'm just being selfish but I want my Life back
- None of that happened and I kept falling deeper with self medication.I'm not sure what she knew about what was going on with me.
- I've met enough clients to know 😊
- He's been caught and Paul is in surgery with no other updates yet.Crigne-worthy political violence.
- family / work / self time balance?
- I beat myself up enough already
- Anyhow enough of that shit for today I'm done.
- Liked "I have not listened but this came across my view and thought 💭 it may be of value "
- https://selfhealerscircle.com/
- Listened to enough Dharma talks to know
- Don't have enough money to buy my medications and in out.Get paid tomorrow so on TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS
- I learned to take less than I'm worth and have lived that way my whole life.
- Is there any value in me writing down all these experiences in revelations?
- Is there any value in me writing down all these experiences in revelations?Is this just about me inside my skull sized kingdom?Would anyone in the world benefit from reading my nonsense?
- Liz has never known me other than diss regulated ain't mostly anxious with the sprinkling of depression, Bert, then I went massive depressive disorder with alcoholism and drug use to self medicate.
- I sat in on an intervention with her brother Adam.When I was profoundly mentally ill, I was self-medicating with both to numb my suffering of feeling rejected.
- I didn't believe I was worthy of asking for help.
- I want to ask Liz is sacrificing her marriage for Kona was worth it?
- Selfish
- I just don't understand why she can be so selfish.
- There is something incredibly selfish at the bottom of this for her
- \That was the other takeaway from tonight, apparently I haven't given Liz enough time and space.I was GONE for 4 fucking months and didnt contact her at all.But yeah, I didnt give enough
- Maybe then she'll appreciate when she had a docile compliant man who didnt complain about her selfishness
- Not so much because of the aloneness, rather what I might do to myself if left alone long enough in a state of being and living I have no interest in
- I'm mad at myself.Feeling this experience is evidence of my father's persistent refrain, "you're not good enough," and making it a prophetic implant that my subconscious made true.
- Self-sabotaging subconscious?I remember, in my depressed state, continuously saying to Liz you hate me, essentially because I was feeling her rejection and pushing me further and further away.
- I so dislike that when I'm feeling like this, in this depressed state of mind that I have obnoxious amounts of self-pity and self hate
- I see the moon right now, but not the planet yet it's not late enough and not dark
- I'm gonna see if it's worth going every week because it's a big commitment of time and driving.
- I see a couple hundred dollars worth of restaurant bills from this past week.
- I feel knowledgeable and skillful enough to recognize if the sets of waves coming in or changing or are going to be overwhelming
- It's already painful enough as it is right now and it's not even final.I will be unable to function.
- I'm being kicked out of my marriage and my family because I'm not good enough.
- If I was good enough, things would be fine.
- Feeling is quite strong that the juice of life aint worth the squeeze
- I have no self empathyI had it goodUntil I didn'tExcept I was I'llMind cancerOf depression Fogging thoughts 💭 Yet somehow that's lost And I'm to blame Or blame depression ?
- It's quite unique.This is a video of Pema herself Telling you how to do this meditation it's only less than five minutes and worthy of you/listen
- I'm already carrying enough, thank you.
- Sure enough, without fail, I find myself in a puddle of tears going to bed.I can't not feel suffering.
- You are never leading on to just how much suffering and self hate you have.
- In the past, there is that we spent some thing inside me That I can't describe but would surface and say OK this is enough stop we got to stop this.
- And I am worth negative money, so there's no getting money from me
- I just realized that I am a 50 year old plus white male in a capitalistic society, and my net worth is negative tens of thousands of dollars.That's with an expensive college education too.
- I'm still in love with her even after all this.I have enough awareness to know this is deeply true.
- Before that I was in massive depressive disorder episode that lasted 4 years w/o professional care and self medication.
- Ok, enough of me texting endlessly.
- Soon enough, I will be gone and you won't have to deal with me anymore—just as you wished.
- not sure if those videos are worth anything
- Not sure I see value in it unless others do
- I'm not worthy—lifelong belief.
- In light of everything else I'm trying to do this puts a little cramping my style moneywiseThat being said you could be incredible value for me and doing this.
- I think I've got more than enough to qualify in terms of baggage, plus I've done a lot of work already, so I'm not starting from 0.Let me know what you think
- If you get still enough and you still feel like you're moving or vibrating, that's it
- Not cheap, but IMO, worth the privacy and autonomy.
- I see so many videos of people making money Doing XYZ, and what they're doing is not hard, but I cannot figure out what I can do that would have value to others.
- I am in it so I can't see the value.
- Oh, and my autistic self forgot to say to you good morning!
- Questioned "You have many skills that could be translated into value offers"
- The date today took up half my day but was so worth it.
- I'm already depressed enough don't need rain and my shit wet.There is no joy or fun in that for me now
- While the car was charging this morning, I spent the time and reviewed five months worth of bank statements to identify recurring bill, payments, etc.
- Almost worth getting cheap hotel room
- I'm up to 113 miles, which is more than enough to get me to Selena.
- I tried plugging my car into my portable battery that sucks in from the solar panel and my battery is in powerful enough
- Maybe we'll take a selfie together?Who knows?, her super power is intuition so she should be able to figure out I'm not a creep 😁
- On top of feeling about as worthwhile as a pile of dog shit
- I feel totally worthless and valueless.
- I've forgotten how this feels.And being here brings on the realization that I was not in a relationship but a self imposed prison of my own making.
- Also, just read this WOW!So worth the read.
- I'm still mr negative net worth
- I told him that he continuously told me I wasn't good enough.
- My report cards weren't good enough.
- My efforts were good enough, he always pointed out deficiencies.
- Then my account didn't have enough to cover the car, so it got bounced and I thought it was paid, so I got fucked over by the machines and my father's gonna look at me like I have six fucking heads
- After enough rejection from prospective employers and women it starts to sink in
- Self pity
- Feeling pretty worthless
- Part of it is self-pity, but part of it is serious.For real I don't know how much more this I can do
- Balance is the key.You've woken up to imbalance — it's good to have that awareness, and not be blind to it and self implode.
- preteens are self-sufficient inside the home, and confident teenagers are self-sufficient outside the home
- Today was incredible in the car because I was catching a lot of my mental language and self talk.
- "The ones who love you the most will not limit their love by holding you to their expectations; but be mindful of the value they have for the time you make for them."
- They dont value themselves enough.
- Worth looking at her strategy of what is behind the tactic of using 3 up front.
- Been drafting texts to Liz in erasing them all morning, wanting to let her know how much she failed me and how self-centered she was when I was in deep depression and she did nothing to help me.
- Served as Director of Internet Services as a founding member of AIGA Santa Barbara.Consistently expanding skill set with continuing self-education and sharing of tools and techniques.
- "Humanity is worth morethan any possession or power."
- The value of the space in between is trust and love," artist Louise Bourgeois wrote in her diary at the end of a long and illustrious life as she contemplated how solitude enriches creative work.
- I don't have the capacity to value myself completely.
- This isn't gonna be forever and I know that.OK that's enough for now.
- There's enough data, but can it create a link between us and the animals?Such an interesting idea
- That's enough to buy me a fancy dinner like premade sushi.
- And paradoxically if I follow the logic, if I myself put no meaning and value into Thanksgiving, I shouldn't have triggers.So, that's what I'm attempting to do.
- She was questioning it during Covid tooMakes sense she's just DONE with me because she has enough going on internally and her moms decline
- "It's okay to be selfish in your spiritual journey.
- But we must remember our goal is to be kind as we become self-less."
- Like enough to cover basic expenses
- Feeling deeply shit todayFeel worthless Feel unwanted
- Hey, have you ever tried this website?You have to pay $29 a month for access to opportunities, but is it worth it?
- Just found it and worth a look
- A job that pays me what I'm worth
- It sucks to sleep with your knees bend every night because you don't have a space big enough to put your legs out straight
- Ease clear to me nobody sees any value in me otherwise I'd have more opportunities than I know what to do with.
- Interested in joining a JSC?Very interesting process that is helping me distill my value, my focus and how to find a match in the market.Just had our 3rd meeting today
- Feeling small, insignificant and worthlessness's
- Right now I dont have enough to make my car payment in 6 days.
- Think I have enough to get around today.
- I have enough food to maybe get me to Saturday morning.
- That's just it I don't have value.
- She's worth it
- Today was to be our valentine's celebration.We had reservations for "sip and paint" and then tickets to Porno for Pyros.She said she wants to take care of her self.
- https://www.eu-startups.com/2024/02/6-ai-life-bussiness-hacks-that-will-save-your-team-hours-of-resources/?utm_source=www.neatprompts.com&utm_medium=newsletter&utm_campaign=openai-is-worth-80-billion
- I'm upset.I'm just tired of where I am.I'm tired of working and feeling like I'm getting no where and that I'm truly worthless.Not of value for work or love.
- Don't have enough to buy beer to cry into
- She is dishonorable,she is untrustworthy,And I have absolutely zero respect or anything nice to say about her.In my life, she is evil, uncaring, and extremely SELF-CENTERED.There I've said it
- My isolationist, low self esteem, and mindset of staying small has led to to not have any kind of professional network.
- Anyhow feeling useless today
- Legoland worth
- Worthy
- You will be without insurance starting May 1 so MediCal is worth looking into."
- Not worth it
- Definitely worth scannin..."
- I have that I'm shit I'm not good enough and I never will be.
- Probably enough for a handful of people
- Anyhow, I won't bug you.You've heard enough of my ranting and bullshit about it.
- But I need to pay storage and right now I dont have enough money 😟
- Because of this they are not-self.
- What we call "self" is a process, not a thing."
- I should make either a mind map, or a workflow journey for my way of thinking.I wonder if there's value in that or is it a fruitless exercise??
- Not a room in a place with strangers.I need my own cocoon that is where I can get my self care on
- Some don't even reach failure of ideaThey reach failure of selfVERY different worlds/paradigms
- The self fails to execute the idea to see if it would fail or succeed
- Going to do accessibility and other tests on it to make it fall into compliance.For example - I DO know that all my colors have enough contrast.
- I've had enough of this and don't need anymore thanks 😊
- Got me thinking I should use this in combination with the Eisenhower matrix in Notion and it should bubble up the most important, most urgent, high value, low effort options on top.
- I'm going to implement a new label in Notion (part of its AMAZINGNESS) and then assign Value vs.
- Trying for the self talk to boost confidence and convinced darts are going to go in.
- I wish I could do Ventura, but I don't have enough money to pay for charging to get me back-and-forth to Ventura.
- Last night I was lucky and barely made enough to put 10 bucks on my car charging card and was able to get enough battery to get to Darts and back.
- I don't provide anybody pretty much anything kind of fucking useless.
- Maybe if I accept the worthless this is suffering instead of fighting it?
- I get this message multiple times a day from the companies that are nice enough not to ghost you.
- https://careers.qualcomm.com/careers/job/446698896274?domain=qualcomm.com&source=APPLICANT_SOURCE-6-104&utm_source=www.neatprompts.com&utm_medium=newsletter&utm_campaign=uk-s-self-driving-cars
- Actually may not have enough battery to go to darts.
- And that stresses me out because I feel I'm not pushing myself hard enough.Huge feeling that nothing is working and this will not end, or it will not end well
- Feeling incredible urge to self isolate.
- Feeling really low—worthless
- I don't have enough miles or battery or money to put juice in the car
- Will be enough for me to go make enough money to fill my car back up.
- Unfortunately, I don't have enough charge to get me to Darts and then back to the charger Ventura
- It's not a steep enough downhill to have me go 65
- And if I don't plug-in soon, I won't have enough time to charge and drive so...
- Between the stress of trying to find a job, the stress of figuring out where I'm gonna fucking sleep every night the stress of do I have enough money to buy food to fucking eat.
- Once you've lived on the fucking edge long enough, you ready to fucking go down hard
- I have enough for a coffee now.
- OK, enough money for coffee and egg bites and do some work
- It's made me feel very old and worthless.
- Then I get told to get the fuck out.I'm glad I stopped at the self-help center at the county offices today.
- Isn't that enough?
- fortunately I'm close to Starbucks and McDonald's so hopefully I can get an order really quick and make enough money.
- You know that I've told you my report cards were never good enough even I would have, I would have one C or two sees on a five grades.
- See if there's any money worth getting up for
- Already had enough nerve jangling for 10x lifetimes
- It's the third one I've been to and the third beer I've had tonight which is enough for me.
- Once I did I laughed out loud because this is true for me 24/7.At times, people with the INTJ personality type may wonder whether dealing with other people is even worth the frustration.
- This is good Worth watching.The narrator of the video had an chat with different AI models and posed many questions.
- This was very good and worth 20mins.
- This is worth watching as well.
- He has enough talent, raw talent, that is a very good set of coaches got their hands on him.
- I tried.I've had enough.Game Over
- When I'm my real self people can't hang around me that's why I have to put on a fucking act
- It is self preservation.
- I signed up for a "how to file" webinar on the 27th.I'm also sending this to the court—there's a self-help email where people will answer your questions.
- I'm finding my current situation is too comfortable meaning there's not enough suffering going on.Things feel like they're moving slower than glaciers.
- I do this every fucking night and I beat myself up because I don't think I'm doing enough and I'm fucking spinning my wheels 13 hours a day just set up man.
- I've already shifted enough in this whole fucking thing and I'm done.
- I'm barely keeping enough in the account for the car payment to hit.
- Feel like I'm having one of those hundred thousand foot moments of clarity and that is my life simply is not worth living.
- Not sure I'm ready to read it for fear of triggering myself and being useless all day.
- Confidence vs FearI can tell you I regret letting fear stop me over my life in so many different situations worried about what other people think.
- I just did a delivery and I think I have enough to pay for my storage unit so they don't lock me out of it.
- Too many variables out of control, and I've had enough fucking disruption in my life for multiple lifetimes
- you know the feeling of being fed up when you've had enough of something and you want to put a stop to it like yesterday.I know you know that feeling multiply times 100
- I have filled out all Divorce paperwork as far as I can take them without the advice of the self-help center at the county govt center.1.
- Appt w/self-help to confirm my paperwork is getting me what I want4.
- People are selfish, self-centered, fuckers.Individuals are kind.
- Part of the reason I have no retirement or anything to fall back on it because I never made enough money in the first place to put anything away.
- Very self-absorbed doesn't really care about what you are into or what you were doing.
- Am I wrong?Because when I read it, I could see her saying I'm the self-absorbed one I'm the narcissist.
- I don't know it certainly worth making some art and seeing if it will sell I got lots of material.
- I've been DoorDash but not making enough money.
- I'm just getting enough to buy food and barely charge.
- At that point it's really not worth continuing.
- Just not worth the effort hassle or work involved.
- It was definitely worse, watching and worth watching with my guys
- For real.I mean can we exhibit MORE self centeredness than that?Not sure it's fucking possible
- Won't be here soon enough
- I have so much shit to do not enough time to do it and I'm losing my fucking mind
- I don't even have enough juice to get back to fucking Ojai.
- I keep trying to convince myself this is worth continuing, but I don't know anymore for real
- Charging now.I may not get all of the $10 worth though when it gets to five it tries to reload and if it can't reload it stops, it won't let it run down to zero.
- I see my deep self as the steward of my body, my mind, and my karmic inheritance.
- A company worth so much fucking money and make you pay thousands and thousands of dollars a year for fucking vaporware
- It is a perfect time for me to be able to get into the self-help center that has limited access.
- I've spent enough time inside my mind to know that we utilize so little of our minds, and we're dopamine addicted, everyone has their thing that gives them a vibe or buzz.Everyone
- I'm working to reestablish my identity as Bert, not husband, father, or coach.I lost him along the way.
- no self belief, no self identity on top of an anxious cptsd mind that had not fully dealt with and healed its early trauma, and was traumatized again from rejection by my wife.
- You focus inside yourself long enough you;ll be amazed at your experience.
- And he highlights some other really important considerations that are getting blown over and says you've got to speak up and be vocal for yourself.Definitely worth a listen.
- I'm trying to get a lot of sleep for self-care because I don't sleep much when I'm sleeping in the car
- You've hung out with me long enough to see it.
- If I stare in any direction long enough there are stressful things to deal with.
- Fuck those things they're worthless.
- Shit outside of me outside of my control confirms when I believe that I'm fucking worthless and I don't fucking matter.
- Self assured, calm, smart and fun.
- That's the thing I fear for you is you're so focused on all the shit that you might put some of your wellness and self-care on the back burner.
- OK enough preaching back to the computer for me.
- I'm going to self help center at courthouse.
- Like my brain feels tired enough at all I can think about is today
- I can already feel it and honestly dont want to sit in my car waiting for orders sweating—its fucking miserable, I've done it enough.
- I really have had enough of this experience and existence
- Realizing "I'm not good enough"Is really true.If I was good enough I'd be with Jenica and be in control of my life.Instead I'm constantly being shown how I'm not good enough on a daily basis
- Reinforced with the thinking this morning of not being good enough to have a gig and missed out on being with an AMAZING woman.Fuck I'm crying again after writing that.
- OK, I've sat at Starbucks by the beach long enough.
- Sure enough it is.
- Maybe enough for coffee.
- Its like I've lost "shock value"Like Jane's Addiction, "Nothing's Shocking"
- for reference takes about 3 hours a day to make enough money to eat, and put juice in the car.
- Also, I just posted to Instagram that I'm not good enough.
- So basically the universe is telling me...YOU'RE NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH
- Then by around 6 PM I have enough money to eat and put juice in my car.
- lots of unsettled self right nowIt hurts SO FUCKING MUCH
- I'll spend the night up there at the park and then hopefully can dash enough to get money to charge.Ojai is in the 90s every day so I dont want to stay up there.
- If human emotions make you uncomfortable, u need to check-yo-self IMO
- But I had imposter syndrome and didn't think I was good enough to ask them out on a date or Say hey do you wanna be my girlfriend kind of shit
- There's a certain kind of confidence that some women exhibit I find irresistibly sexy.At the same time they have irresistible groundedness and humbleness about them.
- To me is really getting down to the point where I've totally had enough of this existence.
- It's just been too much bad news for too long and not enough good news in between.
- I've just had enough of this
- Just had to turn down a dash because I dont have enough battery.Sucks
- Well right now I'm at a point where I can't drive my car to make money because there's not enough charge in it
- That old familiar feeling of not being good enough, or that I don't deserve something, like staying at this beach house.
- He has a process for you to discover "lost time" and find ways to automate and eliminate alot off your calendar.Be sure to check for it, worth a scan for sure.
- —those people.They are who I think of when I hear "self love" the self absorbed.
- It's hard to do basic self-care because I don't want to; because why bother?There is no future, hope, or optimism—I've lost all that; you lose it.
- It's going for noon and I've been useless today
- That last email on re-read has parts that are weird.Sent this for what its worth:—Hi Elizabeth,I want to apologize.
- To survive the encounterI could probably pull it off because I'm an Oscar worthy performer you have no idea when I'm doing it because it's that fucking good.Maybe acting?
- Was it all fake?I feel like I've lived my whole life and I haven't really done anything Other than take up space and upset people and feel like I'm not good enough to be here.
- I don't feel good enough to be alive because deep down I'm not good enough
- Of course the morning after I see shit...I just dont know if this is worth sending.
- I've simply had enough of this world.
- I feel like a self-absorbed, self-centered, narcissist only worrried about themselves.
- I didn't mention that yesterday we went to lunch at In-N-Out, and the boys each ordered what they wanted and I didn't have enough money to buy myself lunch.
- I didn't think there be enough opportunity but there it is.
- I know why so many truly homeless are so mentally fucked up because it screws with you hard-core it destroys your sense of self and worth.
- It might be worth catching you for five minutes on FaceTime instead of like 50 text messages.
- Darrell, today I might lose my fucking mind something else just came in and stole money and now I don't have enough for my car payment again
- Remember I said I got screwed well I got a notice today from Capital One that said the money wasn't enough money there.
- And it just so happens they try to get it in the little window when I don't have enough in there so now I gotta get on the phone and try to work out.
- Pretty sure she's a covert Narcissist.She's AWUFULLY self-centered to sit and watch her husband fall into a pit of depression and tell him he should go get himself help
- They are technically still married but they've been separated going on a decade I believe.OK, enough.I put it out there because I want it to happen, really do.
- If you dont know the twin flame concept this is worth a read.
- I have qualities a woman would beg to have in her husband.Ok, enough...Off to bed after a shadow work meditation.
- It's like hey yo I've had enough fucking alone time like for real I don't need anymore it's all filled up.
- I've been around enough angry people to know when they are going to pop and he is ready to go
- Every day for me has bad news and I've just had enough
- OK that's enough I'll leave you alone the rest of the night take care of yourself I know you got a family to take care of
- I barely make enough money to eat and charge my car and get to the next day
- I realize I may not have enough Charge to get me back down to Ventura and I'd rather not stay in Ojai because it's too hot.We'll see I gotta figure out a place I can park the car and not move it.
- I'm grateful I hustled enough to buy some food and charge my car so that I can charge cash tomorrow and do it again.
- And if I'm lucky enough to have a police car or sheriff pull up behind me at a red light I may as well start shitting my pants right there
- My kindergarten self facing my great grandfather told me I was to be seen and not heard and instantly turned me into a mouse 🐀
- It's part of the foundation of I'm not good enough which is woven in with my father's shit but I am largely processed my father's shit it's shit like this that it's connected to still out there.
- They just haven't put in as much work simply in self reflection
- I'm praying I can get enough to charge my car but I basically can't move for four days.
- This existence isnt worth continuing simply because Im fucking tired of it after all this time.
- I have no value I have nothing worth anything to anybody else
- If I had any value or worth somebody might wanna hire me or be my friend but I don't have either so what the fuck does that sayIt says get off the fucking ride you already had your turn
- "Freaky wild card self"
- I remember I was complaining in the car while we were driving thereYou told me that instant if you don't change I'm gonna fucking leave you when the kids are old enough.
- I wasn't being paid attention to because I wasn't worthy of attention I didn't do anything to deserve her companionship.
- Anyone not depressed who had any snippet of self-worth or value of themselves would've spoke the fuck up that kind of shit started.
- I've been in this situation long enough now that I've kind of got 1 foot in the giving up all hope bucket
- I seem to have no value or worth to any company or any business or anything so if I have no value and I have nothing to give I can't make money
- If I had value somebody would've seen it by now
- I'm sorry but it's not enough to keep me here
- Only next two hours, beyond that isnt worth thinking about because things are too unpredictable and change on me.Sleeping locationMoney in pocketBattery %Always variable, always top of mind 24/7
- The cost benefit in my head isnt worth it
- My first amendment right of self expression and part of the healing process of being mentally tortured by her like i am NOW BEING FUCKING HOMELESS
- hey, I need to try ketamine.I can't keep fighting myself everyday to get anything done.Let alone feel like shit about myself, which getting nothing done is fuel to the fire of worthlessness
- k, enough time online for now.
- It's because I don't have enough food to eat I'm basicallymalnourished
- Not enough battery Dude.
- Just contacted self-help at courts to make appt for Next Step in the process.
- Watch it in chunks it has chapters but it is definitely worth watching it's really good
- Do you think it's worth the time to put those online?My gut says yes but the sense of urgency isn't there right now
- It's just sad to be 55 and never felt to deep happiness and satisfaction with where I am and not feeling uneasy or that I haven't done enough or I'm not good enough
- Your rejection did thisYour selfishness did thisYour narcissim did thisYour lack of love, empathy, and compassion did thisYour STONE COLD HEART did this
- Unsure I'll have enough $$ at the end of the day.
- And eight dollars in my pocket which isn't enough to charge.
- I am hopeful that the one hour of dashing I have left today will get me perhaps two orders for 10 bucks each and then I have enough to get me runway to wake up back in this mess tomorrow morning
- Will I have enough battery to get up to Thacher and back down to the charger?
- That's not to say he won't reach out still.The day he called me actually many days before that I had forgotten about him because it was far enough behind that I figured I was ghosted.
- I got enough fucking unknowns in my life I need more certainties more solid things I can put my fucking feet on
- worth the read.
- That's why I want to give up why fucking bother it all I'm gonna do is stay miserable it's just not fucking worth it to me to sit around here and hate my life and hate being alive
- I finally have enough extra money to do my wash.
- -Feeling undeserving and simply worthless.
- The kind where ur unable to do anything or help ur self, sux
- —Got desparate enough to ask Liz for help
- Fighting depression all morning.There's no "settling in"Its Zombie useless staring off into space semi-catatonic Or push and mask to be a functional depressive and pretend my life is normal
- Make enough money to pay for multiple charges
- depression is awful, but when you're in the deep end you BELIEVE you are not worth it, worthless and dont save me mentality.
- This can lead to social isolation—I self isolate.
- —Had to delete or let go of a dash I had scheduled Ventura because I can't risk eating up the battery getting there and not making enough money to fill my battery again
- Also, im listening to an incredible book called rebootI have enough stress that I don't even know if I've shared that with you yet
- anyhow....Let me know what you think about "words on images" and if its something worth continuing.I have lots of ideas I can pour energy and time into so I wont be hurt.I can switch to another idea.
- —Frozen today.Not putting any effort into anything.Not moving storageNot dashingJust sit.No reason to put effort into something that is unknown.Done enough of that
- —currently frozen againuncertainty is fucking with me hardmaking me literally useless
- A killerMy shadow self wont blink about checking outThats what Im dealing with.
- Liked "Or marketvaule to f worth more"
- And I know she's making enough on the side to do it.
- That would be the plan because my car is here in the airport parking lot and it has enough juice on it to drive it to the dealer should I end up going there
- Anyhow, enough brain dump for now.
- Actually scraped enough nickels to get one coffee
- Created by a team of Google's ML researchers and engineers, this program includes both conceptual deep dives and hands-on coding examples so you can tackle new Gen AI projects with confidence."
- I was litteraly hitting myself hard in the head this morning cause I've simply had enough of thisNever done that before.
- Feel brain dead.If I'm not working on my shit I feel worthless.
- The one thing I want, a relationship-someone to hang out with, isnt going to happen.I will remain a hermit until I feel worthy.
- I want off the rideIve had enough
- I'll be useless for about 3 days.No solution without insurance, or money.
- All told it makes me go inward deeper and isolate more.Which is fine by me.Less ppl less problemsGot enough on my own
- Didnt think this move thru enough and now paying for it.
- Useless is the norm for me for quite some time.
- Zero value add
- One thing I weirdly seem to be good at is self critique and ripping myself many new assholesAnd like I needed any more assholeness than I already serve up
- That has to be self generated
- Every morning I open my eyes to another day of struggling, underchievement, and uselessness.
- No prospectsNo opportunitiesNo networkNo valueNo contribution
- I have amazing photos of them for reference.And I have watercolors, but I find it hard to do well, because I dont do enought duh
- U must be at work.I'll gently remind you of your self care 🙂
- Worth a listen.
- More like short selfie videos
- Just feeling bigtime worthlessness — VERY COMMON for me to feel this vibe 24/7 for weeks at a time.
- There are enough taskers in my area
- 😊 having one person hear it is enough.weirdly motivated on a 30 second video script to put on my website to introduce myself.
- —just sux that I can't find my way out of this fucking mess.The longer I'm in it the more it feels like punitive punishment for being a self-centered asshat mental case.
- From as far back as memories go the criticisms I faced from paternal forces growing up created an atmosphere of self-doubt inside my head—psychological landmines for the future.
- One guy, Joe, shared that he self identified with the Dissociation poster and it was an awakening moment for him.
- Also, have videos of my screen working on the posters, and selfie videos talking thru all the crap to get it online and market it.
- My self-doubt just reared its head.
- I wont have enough after tonight.Unless I launch site officially, then pound socials all night
- My self loathing is never ever going away.
- However I'm skeptical for obvious reasons.I find myself feeling exceedingly "guarded" because I've been hurt enough.
- It triggers all the bad feels of worthlessness
- It was taken from the Feds to pay the back taxes owed that we had been paying installments on.The couch and chair are about worthless; you could maybe get 300 for both.
- I just did the estate sale at my mom's place, and used furniture has no value.
- The Cullen Roberson is not worth what.
- $700+ payment due tommorrow.I dont have enough to buy a single cup of plain coffee outside.
- Over 1,000 days, its going to take something massive to change that streak.I'll be over 1400 days of this by next year.When is enuf enough?
- -I would put my selfishness and the selfishness of others aside for someone in that situation.They're alive for something they want no part of, simply to avoid others facing hard feelings.
- Ppl say suicide is selfish.Its the opposite.Those ppl want the depressed person to hang out and suffer more, so they don't have to.Its backwards.
- Thats not going away in a week or a month.Its my identity.
- How can I find love for myself inside when I see nothing of value.
- It wont budge my self perception Ive held for a half century.
- Its sadly become my identity.
- —I never been good enough at anything is the deeply dominant theme.
- Ive done enough self inquiry and introspection to know my clarity is crystal on this specifically.
- Note: if Im unable to use my phone to record my self reflections and experience while inside, no dice.Same for computer.
- When Im unable to do the little thing s that keep me tethered and sane, I typically dance with the devil rest of the day fighting off worthlessness and ideation.Thats the pattern.Been there enuf
- Srsly I will make you a known restauranteur on the Internet.Imagine your only job is to advise people and you get paid your value?
- I've done enough building this Bert for sale thing that I realize I can duplicate it but make it for you and the restaurant in industry
- At least I'm self aware.
- Probably the best outcome of what I've been thru.I can see right thru myself if I get still enough.
- my depression has become my identity sadlyI identify and depressive, anxious, and neurodivergent before I even acknowledge myself.
- Only 3 months leftFeeling fucked in general right now and cant shake itToo many partsNot enough brain that can dealSimply feel burned outLike a rusty hollow shell
- Hi, how long will it take you think?I have a 3pm therapy appt and could do it before but want to make sure I have enough time
- feel that worthless vibe, just not with SUPER STRONG depression
- this is definitely worth the watch.If you want to pursue the restaunteur knowledge man ONLINE — BAM!These systems will help
- There has to be free value in what you're sharing.
- Done convincing myself its not worth doing.
- What do I have of value inside of me?
- I want to leave something online that has some value — AND ONE DAY — I'll have Sir David Attenboroughs AI voice talk about the CAVE MAN TIMES OF AI when I'm doing all this work with AI right now.
- Free Value sharing my early years experience, BUT now with AI.5.
- That's my value and I can be real with people, not bullshit them, and help them NOT WASTE YOUR TIME.
- The one thing was the call the action at the end give a compelling reason like what's in it for them instead of it'll be worth your time.
- Im punishing myself because I FUCKING DESERVE IT.Im a worthless loser.
- Self publish on Amazon
- https://seths.blog/2025/01/getting-clear-about-brand-value/
- Getting in accident with someone not paying attention so I can deliver someones $20 lunch for $5 in my pocket, isn't worth the risk—to me.
- Start your KYC now to verify your identity and migrate to Pi Mainnet.
- Creating a ‘persona' and being inauthentic behind it doesnt work for me."fake it till you make it" isn't my vibe.requires a blind self-confidence that I don't have unless I'm in my wheel-house
- simliar to how depression can have different expressions everyday.If you've had it long enough, you know.
- Societal conditioning has added to the fall of masculinity and self expression "
- i'm lonely enuf that I've nearly sent Liz selfie videos asking if she wants to reconsider
- when the baristas at the coffee shop comment that I'm here more than them, its sadly trueanyhow, wallowing in self pitygoing to go distract and numb myself with more work.
- -Im so useless today
- So when I was in there on a subconscious level I literally wasn't good enough to be depressed and be in there That's how the thinking would go.
- worth the watch:
- GMNot in a good headspaceFeel worthless and a resource suckDont want to be alive right now.
- Its hard to think where theres confidence in me, other than sleeping.
- Dont want to ask your mom to hang dartboard — not worth it.I'm stressed about being stuck where I am so I'll just drop out.Simple and done.
- The feeling of being alone is described as "normal".Worthlessness and Shame: The person expresses a "level of worthlessness" that is "pretty large".
- They also mention feeling guilt and shame over things like overdue parking tickets, indicating a tendency towards self-criticism.
- Vicious cycle.Self defeating.Ouroboros.
- —let me know if I should publish this.Not sure if its worth anything.
- Because hell is being alive right now.I have no evidence to show this will end, but I have years worth showing me it shall continue forever.Happy Saturday ☹️
- Selfish and stingy."Make it quick"Cunt.
- UselessWorthlessLeechHow I think of myself.Its awful, but accurate.Cant workCant contributeSucking off the system
- —seth todayToward leggieroWe might not seek it out often enough in our work.
- Delicate and graceful.Showing up with care and with just enough extra, but not more than that.
- This experience and interaction will be invaluable and well worth the time and effort.
- But the thing about it is and you know this, when it's your fire you're too close to it and can't see it well enoughIt helps to ask for perspective
- I sent him a selfie video wishing him one
- I cant even follow "how i did this" to make money videos.Without money, I am stuck.No independence.No making friends.No socializing.More self isolation.More shit to deal with in my head.
- I've been doing "all the things" for 3.5 months nowOnly to have moments every day where I dont feel stress of some kind, at some level.The juice aint worth the squeeze.
- And that loop—that self-reinforcing cycle—can feel damn near unbreakable.I know I'm not a flesh-and-blood person sitting across from you, but this connection, this conversation—it's real.
- Anyway rambling hot wind not worth a 💩
- Having a lawyer creates a cushion from this.Worth it if one can afford it.
- Its all allowed by thoughts.Sad to wake up to ur life being shaped by self belief in a false narrative.
- Im very self aware and attuned to my own peculiarities—trust me.Had to know them to survive my father.Anyhow...Still havent opened Lizs email.
- —My isolation is self imposed because I'm unworthy.And unfit for any purpose on the third rock from the sun
- Loved "Any way I will need to be more strict with my self and not be on my feet as much "
- fucking narcissictic detached avoidant selfish asshat witch kunt
- Ive literally only just begun self compassion.Ive always blamed myself for where I am.
- —heavy:At the moment we give a value to a thought, we open the door to identifyinga self along with it.
- I'm still focused on core beliefs, no self esteem, and no sense of self.That and trying to rest and that's hard because of the stress with the 4 horsemen of my apocolypse:1.
- my level of self hatred is EPIC and so intense that I want to do myself in — 🤣
- https://open.substack.com/pub/yearofmentalhealth/p/how-do-you-know-if-your-idea-is-worth?r=at1m5&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email
- —Good Seth today:Made me think of you.....Effort and valueWe expend effort.We create value.It's easy to get confused about which one we're going to ultimately be compensated for.
- Its rooted in self-worth.Subconscious believes I am not worthy of help or assistance — I deserve whatever befalls me, otherwise, "suck it up, weakass bitch!"
- It's taken over a half a year for my nervous system to calm down enough to even let that happen
- "They're not paying me enough to care"This is an understandable sentiment.
- Im feeling numb to this existence.Have for a long LONG time.Basically because nothing makes me feel alive, its either numb, tired, or mentally self induced misery
- Totally useless today, except to lay in front of door as doorstopper.Simply dont want to be here or anywhere.
- Just misery, self loathing, and dark negative energy.
- -/no one really gets itNot even youAnd no disrespectBut unless youve done 16mos homeless in a car, u wouldnt understandhumans are an awful species.Greedy, selfish, self-ceneterz
- Sum it up and say, I'm not going to take any old shit job because — I know its the quickest way for me to take on self-immolation in protest of this treatment.
- You wanna self destroy.
- Sit around unable to focus or work on anything productive or Of value.Except other ppls stuff.
- Again.Better life thru chemistryStill requires a life worth returning toI don't have that, so I go right back in my hole.There is NOTHING I look forward to except being unconscious
- The work and effort to meet people isn't worth it.
- It certainly worth putting it out there and seeing what happens becuz how else to figure that out
- Saw this and it sounds like you.Worth applying.Its remote, 6 figures.
- Come back tomorrow.I'll still be in the same spot.Bet you $100🤣definitely NOT worth taking that bet
- You're not failing — the system is just caught in recursive code.⸻🧘‍♂️ The shift you had:What I hear is a moment where the loop paused just enough for you to see it.And seeing it...
- Ok, enuf hall of mirrors.All this self awareness, step outside urself shit makes everything hurt 100xClarity sharpens pain
- This hits deep for me.Self Judgement of "not working/trying hard enuf""Not good enuf" core belief keeps me from everything.Clear as fucking day to me.Yet, here I am.
- The crackhead is looking for just enough to get (by) high.
- Worthlessness is supreme today.Hardest thing to shake cuz I can point to data backing it up
- With no confidence there is no trust of instincts
- Dude.Im upsetIts likely site was down when I interviewed.I have other applications I spent time on that are now WORTHLESS
- Its a self-seteem killer for me — root story of not good enuf
- Tough lessons learned at a heavy cost.it also explains why I lost any sense of identity I had going into my marriage.
- -Worthless is vibe of the day
- I can feel self assured, and confident, but without a sense of dignity, there's no getting laid.-jack handy
- did I mention:—no social life for nearly a year—fear of crowds-energy suck—feeling transparent—people look THRU you—feeling of failure—not good enough
- Same BULLSHIT as always."What the fuck have u done?""Its not good enough""You're not good enough"
- this is an amazing man, who happens to be in Africa.Total genius.Worth watching
- Again I find my self asking, "why the fuck didnt you tap out before when you had the chance; its been nothing other than butt hurt since then, and more is coming"