# Isolation — Quotations

- Trying to put positive energy out into the world so I don't feel so isolated and depressed 😊
- Imagine the silence is because you're busy 😜
- One thing I feel is alone.
- Despite having family I feel alone and everyone's either upset with me, or indifferent 😕.
- I have to say it is very strange to be with my family, yet I feel so alone
- And ultimately I will be all alone.
- Sorry for radio silence – been in a meeting.
- Not having enough resources in the future I think is my fear—getting old and being dirt poor, living in some public convalescent home and all alone, and dying alone.
- I have this fear, that I've never really identified, and its being alone.
- Sometimes it makes me feel so alone
- yes, fear of leaving us and being left all alone
- House is VERY quiet and I feel alone.
- It's nine minutes long and it's definitely worth the listen in a peaceful quiet place.
- You've been super quiet everything OK?
- The reason you had radio silence from me
- weird, golfs one of those things where you can keep the 6f distance.
- Tonight is opening of school party and Liz went alone
- We would leave Sallie here alone for the holidays.
- Not one word was said.I kept quiet just allowing space....And crickets 🦗 🦗 🦗
- Having a hard time tonight.Feelings of aloneness are high.Feel abandoned
- 2 xmases in a row spending night alone...
- Also I made a connection to a coach based in London who specializes in quiet borderline personality disorder.
- Total silence whole way.
- but I didn't express anything, just silence
- wow, just happened across this epic speech on a statehouse floor against hate.Finally someone standing up and not being quiet about it
- I could feel a lot of hurt and distance.
- Was SO much fun to spend alone time with him.
- Create distance and find peace and relief.
- I would love to be more, but right now I believe "quiet and kind" is the best approachAnyhow.
- I think I may have been a monk in a previous life because both meditation and being alone are very enjoyable
- Total silence.
- It will hit me subside it'll hit me again subside and then it'll be quiet for a while and that the feeling of thoughts come back again in sets
- I will grow old by myself and die alone
- I was going to take Weston with me, so I wasn't alone.
- Liked "Phone was in silence "
- I regret we didn't communicate, but I was operating from a space of time and distance for her to heal.meanwhile I was just trying to process why I was being accused of and what transpired that day.
- Of course I was depressed and that made me feel more isolated.Meanwhile I was spiraling into my depression deeper and deeper because I was feeling the ultimate rejection from my wife.
- weird for you to be quiet for a whole day
- It also says you have notifications silenced
- Comes across as, quick then leave me the fuck alone
- Funny how effective that was because I quietly backpedal then shut the door.
- It was confusing, but I could barely keep myself going, let alone ask her what was up.
- With me being quiet
- I just feel incredibly hurt and alone and I feel that way through a really long time and it hurts too much to feel it anymore
- I am feeling absolutely unheard in this process.
- Felt more isolated and ignored, and forgotten over time
- Living alone, for me — NOT GOOD.
- I'm actually frightened by the prospect of living alone
- The fear of being alone.
- Not so much because of the aloneness, rather what I might do to myself if left alone long enough in a state of being and living I have no interest in
- Stress-making volume 🔊 in quiet spaces
- It was bang, and then quiet.
- Patrick's Day.I'm just sitting home alone like every other day, so no St.
- Plus, I don't like going out alone, I don't enjoy standing around by myself like a dork.
- When you're alone, you really don't have to cook a lot of stuff
- I know I can be happy alone.
- I am really used to being all alone, it's just that I haven't been in a very long time.
- Im honestly fearful of moving out away from my family and being isolated and alone.
- Last time I lived alone was 30+ years ago in a studio apt on the third floor of the Algonquin on broadway in Saratoga.I hated it.
- When I move out of this house, I'm going to be alone all the time.It's not as if I'm going to be entertaining all my friends which don't exist, or entertaining anyone really.
- Now, my all life isolates between work, and various distractions, or thinking about my future, it really does not feel like a future to me.
- Anyhow just back from dinner with colleagues and alone in hotel room.
- Honestly, when I move out of it the house and I'm all alone, it really may be the very end of me.I fear that day
- I just summarize, if I "let it all hang out" I will keep people at a distance, because it is uncomfortable to be in my presence when I am suffering deeply
- More alone and feeling lost and groundless
- Going quiet
- The acknowledgment of that fact, alone was massive for me.
- I am just gonna go quietly pack up my shit leave things, tidy and get the fuck out
- I have classic quiet type borderline personality disorder.What that means is I have a lot of anger that is directed at myself.
- Moving further away is just going to isolate me more not good
- I look at a lonely future of isolation.
- I got Sallie asking me about taking me and the boys out to dinner for my birthday next week.How do I politely decline?The ask alone was incredibly triggering to read
- And I am being very quiet with her now and we haven't had a group session in a few weeks.
- All I can think of is these are post-Kona weekends that were supposed to be the good times after all that sacrifice.I sit home alone.
- And it's in a VERY quiet part of town, which I'm willing to pay for.
- Nice place, quiet.
- Tired of fightingTired of getting no whereTired of feeling isolated and stuck
- I'm going to sit home alone yet another week of my life.I don't have many left to go so makes me feel like why the fuck botherPointless
- Sitting alone in home office staring at wall for past 20 mins
- I've never felt more outcast and alone than this moment
- I feel forgotten, alone, broken, and deep sense of failure.That's all ego driven, I'm well awareBut to be human is to have ego.
- feeling the desire to isolate, hermit, and sleep
- This is hard, and I feel all alone.
- I know you're gonna tell me that all these people are here for you, and that you're not alone, but that's not the kind of alone I mean
- Companionship, alone.I'm used to having somebody with me for the past 30 years and now I got nothing.
- I was in total communication silence
- It's too much for anyone person to handle let alone someone is Weak minded this me.It just sucks to fail.
- Want to see how it goes traveling electric over distance
- I will learn all I need to know about traveling with this car long distances from this road trip alone
- After my first incline I was 12 miles in the whole of making it here I ended up +49 miles due to my evolving skills in battery management over a long distance.
- Learning how to tortoise 🐢 my way over long distances 🤣
- I want to be alone
- I'm ok, just want to be alone
- I'm in a super dark space and needed to get away and be alone.
- only time I feel slightly good is when I'm alone
- I'd rather be all alone
- And that is unsettling because I've been alone now going on 4 years.
- I believed there was nothing but a lifetime of aloneness on the other side.
- Preferably walking distance to the beach
- Yeah that's where I'm headed, lonely old man
- Just realized too, that I'm gonna be enjoying Thanksgiving and Christmas all alone
- One thing that really sux.Nights and mornings are incredibly lonely and have been for years now.
- Actually a majority of life has been lonely for last few years now.
- So I know I'm the narrator of my life, and I guess there's no getting around saying I am alone/lonely.
- I don't feel so incredibly lonely.
- Feeling super alone.
- "You are born alone.
- You die alone.
- All I know is, I'm headed to a dark place and I can feel it every day.The holidays are coming up and I'm gonna spend them alone sleeping in my car.
- I will find a shady spot meditate for a few moments and enjoy stillness and quiet
- Are you in the 6 days of silence?
- So much alone time.It's wonderful.To APoint
- Falling in line, and keeping quiet.
- Now I'm going to go buy a can opener for my tuna fish can and go sit at my campsite alone for the rest of the day
- I'm going quiet now.Won't be communicating until Friday.Wishing anyone a happy Thanksgiving is triggering despite awareness and being ready for it.You can't stop the thoughts, emotions, and feelings.
- OK, I'm gonna try to be quiet now and I'm already crying about it so I'll just reach back out on Friday morning
- It's my heart that will NEVER recover from this.I think I'm just going to be alone rest of my life because then no one can hurt me
- But I know I can just get used to it as it's better than being hurt or setting myself up to be hurt.Maybe that's might take away from all this is that I just need to be alone.
- Because its not my place, I'm a PITA, I'm just there to make more work for people, etc.Anyhow I will find myself alone on Christmas morning.
- My silence, I mistakenly thought, was giving you time and space away from me.
- Be quiet until she reaches out?
- Feel more alone than ever
- That alone weeds out the posers
- Ok, off to my never search alone meeting.
- Feeling a large sense of failure.Feeling rejection from my kidsBeen texting Aidan for a month and no response.Feeling incredibly isolated and feel like an outcast and outsider to society and culture.
- And with good headphones, preferably ones that go over the year, possibly noise canceling if you can in a quiet room this video never fails.
- It says you have notification silence but I wanted to ask if you're going to look at that page tonight if you could put any notes in a Google doc, that would be cool.
- Feeling completely isolated yet surrounded by people
- Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning.
- Get small, get quiet, and no one will even notice I'm there or not.I'm good at it as I've honed that skill my entire life and I'm comfortable like that — small and quiet.
- Maybe I'll just stay alone the rest of my life.
- But it also hurts to be alone.
- Anyhow, I'm parked in A rainy parking lot alone and going to sleep.Pray the lordMy soul to take Before I wake
- Notifications silenced?
- Just feeling deeply shitty and alone
- Fortunately, I just sat alone like a big fucking loser because I don't have any friends or any people that I can fucking relate to so there you go.Have decided to give the fuck up.
- "provide support to maintain the standard of living during the divorce."An apartment in the east end of Ojai alone will eat half her monthly income.
- Ok quiet for real now
- Another lonely one
- Walking thru a supermarket and suddenly start crying because of deep down pain.I feel isolated and sad.I went to darts today and felt nothing.
- Long silences
- I've been quiet because I've been gnawing away like a chipmunk on it.
- No bueno.Ideation all morning.Feeling intense loneliness.Distractions with work etc don't really workJust another shitty birthday alone.
- now I get to sit in the park and drink alone.
- Also, I went to Westridge to get a freshly made gluten-free pizza for dinner and they were out of gluten-free dough.So it's turkey, cheese and maybe some chips with my beer tonight alone.
- Anyhow, time to go run on the fucking mind treadmill all day only to end up all alone in my car parked on some random street.Wash rinse repeat
- My favorite part of the weekWeekends when I'm reminded that I am broke and alone.It's the homelessness that makes everything really difficult for me
- "Vanilla or chocolate?"But most of the choices we live with are unseen.
- Feeling incredibly sad and alone going to bed now.
- Sitting in my car alone crying.
- Nobody will talk to you and you need that at some level and if you're lonely like me it's really hard.
- I need to accept that I'm alone.
- One with someone who is in the never search alone process who is a full stack developer based in Texas.
- its lonely and depressing.My user experience is less than stellar
- Feeling incredible urge to self isolate.
- All I do is stress out all day and I'm alone and have no one to talk to
- I've got nothing I'm totally fucking isolated and alone
- Feeling massively alone after having such a team oriented day
- Otherwise, it's lonely, isolating, and never ending.For someone whose lived almost half their life with someone else being alone again is really fucking hard.
- Especially when you didn't wanna be alone in the first place.
- I nearly said something, but I just let the silence sit.
- I'll just be quiet
- I just sit there quiet and don't say anything.
- I'm in a place full of people and all alone at Transmission.Which is ok, it's normal for me to be alone.
- AloneAdriftAlienated
- OK, I'm gonna be quiet now.
- It's being a lonely hermit.
- I'm alone 99% of the time, and Darrel is the only person I text.
- Well, in about 10 minutes, I'm gonna go spend the rest of the night alone sitting in my car in a parking lotLike I have for over the past 180 days
- I mean, I do drink alone.
- And would rather be left alone
- I'm going to be housesitting for a week from the 20th to the 26th down in the Pierpont area walking distance to the beach.
- Weird lonely day.At laundromat doing my laundry 🧺 Then market to buy turkey and cheese as usual.
- I find myself crying to sleep tonight alone.
- I have my never search alone group meeting in one hour starting at 10:30 Pacific after that meeting I'm going to grab some pants and warmer clothes for Ventura.
- I logged in to the hosting server but I dont see a way to transfer files.Confused and going into my never search alone meeting until as long as 12 noon.
- It's hard to contend with and quiet my mind.
- Find myself sitting alone in the storage parking lot on a beautiful evening all by myself when I should be in a beautiful house with a beautiful wife but well, how did I get here?
- extremely comfortable in my own skinYet extremely lonely tired of the present stateHopeful for change towardsNo one knowsThe end
- I'm typing this sitting outside in my car alone.Going out into public is a double edge sword for me right now.
- Because I haven't even looked at my fucking email today let alone do fuck all on the laptop
- and alone
- forgot to mentionone thing....I find that I feel more comfortable in the place I dont want to be, alone.
- In the fact I am alone.
- I see Bert is alone that's fucked up.
- take her at her word without hearing my side.Sherry sat and heard my version of events, and having heard both stories says there is alot of distance between them.
- I kept quiet about my mental health issues with Elizabeth.
- Along with dates I had sessions with just her alone, and with Elizabeth (3 of us).
- I'm also feeling lonely
- I've been alone a long time anyway, everything fucked up
- Parked in a supermarket lot.Being alone, and not having a partner sux.
- Feeling ungrounded and lonely.Unsure of next thing to do
- I'd rather be alone than with people.
- Currently find myself sitting alone in a parking lot for a park watching people pull in get out of the cars happy with friends and family and walk off into the beautiful park to have a nice time.
- I could dash but I'll wait for dinner hours.I'm just super alone.
- Wondering how you are?Weird for you to be this quiet 🤫
- Despite the beautiful evening I had tonight, I felt aloneAnother weekend of life goes by and I'm sleeping in my car.
- Something other than checking email, applying, worrying, crying, or driving hours of doordash in silence, alone.
- Like I'm so fucking lonely and I wanna hang out with somebody but I can't put myself out there when I don't have resources
- No music no sound Just silence and clicking out
- and come to think of it they loom every night and have for years with the exception of my time with Jenica.I felt lonely inside my marriage going back to at least 2016.
- I know why I am alone right now and probably why the universe didn't let me stay with Jenica.
- ok, quiet time now.
- I would do it alone but it would probably be best to have somebody around so I don't wonder off into traffic🤣🤣🤣
- OK quiet time until I hear back I don't wanna flood you and I would like a response
- Sitting in a parking lot alone crying.
- Still alone, lost, and outcast.Same shit, for another day.I'm so done with this
- I find myself alone depressed and angry.
- Largely angry because I'm alone and don't have anybody to share anything with Just sucks because it makes me more depressed it's like a fucking demon feeding itself
- "owner of a lonely heart"
- I feel so incredibly alone
- Just sitting here in silence staring at DoorDash trying to get money to fall out of the sky
- Not silenced
- Sitting home alone because I have no resources to go have fun.
- Loneliness and the lonely heart are gigantic right now
- I've been working on a streamlined version of my http://bertmahoney.com website.A document was shared with everyone on Slack for never search alone.
- Shes expressive in a way that balances my tendency to be quiet.
- For example, I'm no longer quiet when I do or do not want to do, or have, something — ie.
- I'm just feeling incredibly alone at the moment and I don't want to be here.
- Anyway I'm just sick of feeling fucked up and alone and depressed and feeling like a loser because my luck won't changeI really feel the tap out urge strongly
- I'm definitely not trying to find myself in other things or look for some kind of codependency I'm just straight up fucking alone
- It's like hey yo I've had enough fucking alone time like for real I don't need anymore it's all filled up.
- It's not like I don't like being alone it's just that I've done so much of it that it's too muchBeing alone for me has been far too much of a good thing
- And I have the enjoyable prospective spending yet another weekend alone
- African proverb: "If you want to go fast, go alone.
- I'm alone, very alone.
- Being alone right now and this weekend is not good.No beach house sit.
- OK that's enough I'll leave you alone the rest of the night take care of yourself I know you got a family to take care of
- kind of hard to navigate all this alone
- However I find myself still incredibly lonely, certainly a very lonely heartI also find myself bored.
- I lay here alone squished in the back of my car thinking back to when I got the spoon with her in bed.
- I now have the ability to sit in silence and stillness for any duration of time that I like.
- feeling isolated and extremely alone.
- And I don't know where I'll be in three weeks let alone Next Week
- Sux being alone
- Weird feeling im going to Live alone the rest of my life A hermit.
- Is you know if it wouldn't piss other people off or leave other people psychologically damaged and I was alone.
- And I was thinking about the prospect of working and finally getting somewhere to live and I'm still going to be alone and like I said earlier I'm just I'm planning for it let's put it that way
- I'm going to do that sit alone in the parking lot by myself thing
- Having a very lonely evening after a lonely day with brain fog.
- Just around lots of people but still alone
- Anyway I'll go start talking to myself and leave you alone
- hey, I need to try ketamine.I can't keep fighting myself everyday to get anything done.Let alone feel like shit about myself, which getting nothing done is fuel to the fire of worthlessness
- Be quiet, go away
- I know I'm quiet ask my parents sometimes I don't talk to them for over a month.
- I spend all day, everyday, hundreds of them ALONE, physically and mentally CUT OFF from others and society.Its not like Im going to miss much, other than suffering more.
- I can barely keep myself alive every day let alone take on more stuff to do
- I mean dude I don't even have money to buy fucking water this moring let alone eat
- Alone for another friday nightPreparing for sleep knowing that...
- I'm feeling pretty depressed and alone
- U been far more quiet over past couple weeks
- These are all the questions in my head and everything's gonna fall into place tonight today.I hope that helps illustrate how I can't really plan for the future let alone tomorrow
- —Winter is a terribly lonely season for me and Im headed there soon.
- k quiet now and back to it
- —U R QUIET
- She's used to quiet submissive Bert
- Pretty lonely
- Im usually ok being that isolated but when depression hits hard the feeling of being outcast skyrockets
- I'm so fucking alone I have to hear a voice so I hear my own
- So sit in here to use wifi and subject myself, or sit in my car alone crying all day
- anyhow I'll leave you alone like I have past couple days.
- This can lead to social isolation—I self isolate.
- I feel completely unheard completely not understood and largely just fucking floating out in the world on my own and fine
- I sit here in silence and just fucking stare at the battery go down
- K ill be quiet.Im just fed up and I want to die.
- —I sit alone in my head all dayI sit alone inside technology all dayI sit alone all dayGreatest time of connectivity in humanity, and I'm more alone than I have ever been.—
- —Alone screaming into the void for this all to fucking end already
- Cant do dark at 4pmCant do alone in apt no sun, no outside, for 6 months
- —Uh have never search alone meeting today.
- Its become the "never find a job and search alone" fer me
- I'm not the same person I was last summer let alone last month
- It's a Catch-22 I'd rather be sitting alone by myself but I crave the intimacy of a deep relationship with a woman
- Grouchy cranky old men who live by themselves and die alone come from somewhere.
- I had spent many days and nights there playing darts alone.
- You can take that roll it up put it up your ass and get the fuck out of here I feel silence at the end makes you seem weak.
- More isolated than ever
- Going to apply to http://usps.comIf I get a full-time job maybe I'll just go be a mailman the rest of my life and live alone and just disappear
- Felt shut out so I left.Now sitting alone in the carFiguring out where to go.
- OkGoing to go quiet.No one responds to me so I'll not pay attention to phone for a while
- —Weird times in Target.Fucked up attitude towards buying anything over $2Spent an hour walking around feeling lost, alone, and isolated.
- Lack of familiarity and not knowing where there are places I could go alone to hang out, and not feel like an oddball or the loner every ones staring at.Strong desire to isolate and keep to myself.
- ——Observation:I'm isolated here.I could see Declan in person.
- My heart says its lonely3.
- All told it makes me go inward deeper and isolate more.Which is fine by me.Less ppl less problemsGot enough on my own
- Would rather be alone—Ive put out alot of effort with zero results.
- Nothing to do, no friends and no where to goI in the basement alone sleeping the day away.
- —Honestly felt better in CA even tho I was stressed I wasnt this isolated and depressed.At least i could go sit by the ocean, that helped.Going to sit in a basement all winter.
- Losing either will challenge me mentally in ways, places and distances Ive yet to be taken.Considering what Ive already covered thats a tall order
- —I'm simply tired of dragging my ass through every dayAnd for what?Alone all day.Around ppl at coffee shops but my head is down working when there.
- —another night of being alone, tired and crying
- --I'm alone, in the basement.One more Saturday night.—over 80 weeks of it
- Working on distance first.
- I TRULY would rather be alone than sitting around other people when all I want to do is be in a quiet place and be alone.
- woke up and now at Spruce cafe walking distance to the house.Place has a far different vibe
- I've been alone for 6 weeks other than talking to your mom.I don't want to be here, meaning colorado.
- Not ungrateful, and its zero about ur mom.I simply don't know a soul wherever I go and it compounds my awareness of being alone.
- I'm too much for myself, let alone someone as busy as you.
- Being around people and feeling completely isolated and alone is tel:247365.
- Im likely masking by defaultK quiet now
- —GMyou always seem to have notifications silencedTrying to get back on track and get my store online.
- I just got hit With a massive wave of depression and deep pit of my stomach sadness.For some reason the universe is highlighting the fact that I'm alone.
- Driving in silence and it feels like I'm in a movie like it isn't real what I'm doing.I really fucking hate this.
- Is it ever?Thinking I want to be alone on Christmas.
- So that was fun.Did all this work and whoop de doo!Feeling a broke, alone, depressed, loser at the moment.Thing is I have that moment ALOTMy head feels too fucked up to get myself out of where I am.
- Ok, time to go spend the whole day in my head alone stressing about money all fucking day long
- I've been more isolated and alone since being here.
- So I'm here at your mom's alone all day now.
- Seen Darrell once since I've been here, going on 2 months now.I was FAR LESS isolated in CA.
- Morning (cuz not good 4 me)another day isolated in the basement.
- Heading to bed.As much as I try not to go there I'm feeling alone and sadSomehow, Im not sure if I want to keep going, as in rejection.I've had more rejection this year than any other in my life.
- Imagine its bedlam at your house.Quieter than an empty church over here.Weird morning.Struggling.Sent boys a short christmas greeting on video and lost it a bit at the end.It just hurts deep.
- Its farfar worse and more intense when alone.
- 🔥 🔥 🔥I didn't sleep alone last NYE.I'd say my NYE took a GIANT STEP BACKWARDS🥺
- k, quiet now
- I owe you BIGTIME for this alone.
- I just have no idea how busy I will be from the moment they except me in the door until I'm alone in the evening
- No job, no friends, isolated, no resources TO go anywhere to meet ppl anyway.
- There were times I had to go into the bathroom and quietly cry for a bit to let some of the hard feelings go
- However, im still alone so I stew inside my head in walks at the ponds.
- Thats my experience walking alone right now.
- Going to go walk around the pond alone after I pump up the tire with a hand pumpThen back in the basement I go.
- Same meds, same shit different day.Instead of getting better Im FAR more isolated in a basement 23 hours a day thru no fault of my own.I'd rather depressed and miserable be in California.
- anyhow, back to my lonely world inside my head.
- Another day spent alone in my head.616 daysNo end in aight
- If no coffee shops, you would not be reading this text messagestaying isolated through no fault of my own simply reinforces that I don't matterSuicide ideation is here with me now.
- feel incredibly isolated and alone, but no means to go out.Its going to be like this for a long time.
- So my Sunday is sitting alone in the basement with a new mindfuck and triggered into my depression.
- I cried the whole time and then got more triggered cause I can't buy any food and can't go to the coffee shop So sit alone and can't get the fuck out of my head.
- Feeling depression creeping back up.Went for a walk.No helpOverthinking, anxious, and stuck inside an endlessly lonely existence.Since the new year ive been to one coffee shop.
- Being alone, and knowing today is about Love.--"I've got your back"This is a complicated promise.
- GMHope the knee leaves u alone as possible today.
- —also, it just hit so hard I nearly started crying here at the cafejust how alone I feel.
- its fine, but lonely as all fuck.
- i'm lonely enuf that I've nearly sent Liz selfie videos asking if she wants to reconsider
- It's the long-term trend, the one that is quietly happening, over time.Sometimes, a big wave comes along and we lose our focus.
- I just know times are ticking and all this time I sit around alone this time I don't get back so yeah whatever, maybe my problem is I fucking care.
- Now i go spend the day in my head, in my hall of mental mirrors, stressed, worried, anxious, fearful, sad, lonely, discouraged, and depressed.
- Maybe then somebody would fucking understand me because right now I feel unheard and not understood with how unrelenting and discouraging it is to be alive like this
- The feeling of being alone is described as "normal".Worthlessness and Shame: The person expresses a "level of worthlessness" that is "pretty large".
- We're so fucked.And we've got 3 3/4 more years of this, until we have our second January 6 moment because if Trump is still around he is not gonna go quietly
- I'm in Lonely Loser mode with no light of any tunnel or any way out.
- Fighting TWICE as hard to get HALF the distance each day IS NOT CUTTING IT ANYMOREIM FUCKING TIRED.
- So here I sit alone for the remainder if the night.
- Not only do I have depression but I have a mind that won't shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
- U r quiet
- lmk what you think about keeping my distance, or simply going out for coffee and talking.her birthday is Thursday I discovered today — she shared it
- 1.2 trillion on big7 stocks alone
- Still friendless and spend all my days alone.
- It's like you've poured yourself into trying, again and again, and instead of being met with connection or momentum, you're met with more silence, more effort with no return.
- Ok, quiet now.
- Hola.Been quiet.Wasssssuppp!?!
- Im simply sick of bitching about same shit different dayUr well past the "make it stop" moment let alone me
- fucked up mental healthI sit alone in a basement.Meanwhile in an apartment in Florence and art classes......
- Just awake.Deciding if I want to even get out of bed today.I may sleepNo reason in getting up other than feeling like shit all day.DepressedDiscouagedAnd Alone Day number, i lost count
- tired of being alivethis feeling never goes awayit just gets quiet because of distractiontired of the same shit, different day after day after day....
- If I could just go away and be my own problem to myself and leave everybody else the fuck alone I would've done it day one.
- Sitting in total silence for hours.
- Tired, frustrated, and alone.The catch 22 of not letting myself allow ppl in my life because i dont have the means is a slow death by isolation.
- That alone makes me want to tap out.
- —Primarily feeling lost, alone, and abandoned by my family.
- very unmotivatedvery unhappyvery alonevery stuck
- I was depressed, lonely and alone.
- Wasted energy.Thinking about a future that doesn't exist is also wasted energy.Have no motivation for anything, not even youtube videos.I'd rather be alone stare at the wall and be numb.
- me toojust not in the right timeline/realityI seem to be in the one where I die alone, homeless and discarded by society.
- likely in bed at 8pmtoday has been dissapointingIts sad, dark, and alone.
- Also, quieted tinnitusCant turn off anxiety naturally.
- Everything is quiet and aok here
- Lonely2.
- Like living a miserable day on repeat.I'm economically isolated.I don't have my own place.
- Hyperventilating in walks, all kinds of not ok.Ive done SO MUCH of this alone, exiled suffering shit for multiple lifetimes.
- I'm going to go on disability the rest of my life, live alone, and fade into dust
- Talking through everything after having some time and distance put things out on the table in front of me in a way I hadn't seen before
- Believe she has one above her garage, and asked yesterday about confirming its ok to plan for that.Would give me some physical distance.
- hi, how are u doing this Friday?Weekends remind me how alone and isolated I am.
- Sick of being alone.NO ONE HERE is near my frequency.It makes for draining interactions having to explain shit, or say id rather not.
- Feel more isolated here.There in CO at least i had the barista friend who was on my wavelength.
- Done nothing.Seen no one.Other than my 3 mile loop around the island, i don't do ppl.Im also very quiet around parents