# Hopelessness — Quotations

- sick of thinking I'm worthless
- "What do you have?" "What do you want?" "What will you give up?" He says the last question is key
- I then find myself being pissed at me because I'm now stuck in a 36/mo lease 😟
- Feels like there is no way to win out of this.
- It feels like I'm stuck
- And stuck with it for 3 years
- Feeling quite worthless and struggling to shake the mindset.
- Looks like I might be stuck
- You know, over time I can see how shifting perspective and such helps, but I find myself still ‘stuck', ie, depressed and anxiety rattled.
- Doing my best over here to fight off old thought patterns that want me to feel bad and make me feel worthless
- and what happens to people when their winning formula comes up empty
- and 10 years from now for me, they'll be gone—empty nest
- He has to give up cerveza—if you can believe it.
- Yeah, I've been stuck a while in some areas.
- Darragh‘s team was in Lancaster today and defeated to higher division teams in the second round of league cup.
- My mind has been so ‘stuck' on get-through-today thinking for a while and I've not been growing or getting better at much—like a plateau for many years.
- I'm Bill Murray and I'm stuck in Groundhog Day mode
- feel stuck, stuck in depression and unhappiness for a long time (years)
- Liked "Action away from pain is a good motivator but without a destination of pleasure, it becomes an empty pursuit "
- "We cannot bear a pointless torment : but we can endure great pain if we believe that it's purposeful."
- "Covid times" are like this void in your memory of events.
- This place is empty and has 7 stations
- Feeling very defeated
- Feels like there's a part of me that has boot on my throat for getting myself in this situation and it will never give up.It is furious with me for allowing myself to fall apart so spectacularly.
- You seem to be choosing to stay stuck in the story of blame/shame which keeps you in victimhood.
- Just feel like a worthless loser.
- stuck in mobile fixes on my site.
- I'm stuck between wanting the car and not having any money to make it happen right now.
- Also note this is not a place or a mindset anybody wants to be stuck in.
- Lots of spontaneous crying and an overwhelming feeling of worthlessness.
- Anyhow, time to go meditate and do my best to empty the head for a short while
- Honestly if the holidays come around and my life is still stuck like this...
- that I've done in the past 14 months.There's no way that it could not change you in someway, and I was most definitely looking for a big change.
- Or are you stuck
- So, just getting REALLY to working now.Working in wrapping up the move.The WordPress is up and running, however the posts and pages aren't in place yet, so it looks empty
- I think I answered a big void of my understanding, the WHY behind her way of being
- Going to give up alcohol for a while.Not that I'm drinking a lot, some on weekends shooting darts.
- It's never felt more hopeless in my life
- I'm not feeling that so much today just feeling defeated feeling like a loser and a failure.
- I still love my wife, but feel stuck.
- No intention of anything other than meeting a new person.I'm feeling stuck between doing nothing and clicking on her message.
- NO WAY
- There seems to be no way out from the place, I'm in.
- My body is moving, but my mind is stuck.I look forward to talking tomorrow morning.
- I feel that intensely — and the riff is an ear worm that's stuck in my head most days
- Sending communications through the counselor.Anyhow, it appears as if Liz wants me out in six weeks and there is honestly no way I will be financially ready to go in six weeks.
- I don't feel human, I feel outcast, I feel thrown away, I feel discarded, I feel less then, I feel hopeless, I feel suffering, I feel pain, I feel Gray, I feel dead inside
- I feel empty.
- I get stuck a lot every day.My mind will start thinking of some thing and then it locks in suddenly half an hour is gone by for 45 minutesThat whole time I'm just zoned out.
- Being a human who I know has a physical love style — I feel some kind of void in my life, hard to explain.
- Hopeless + Helpless weak fuck I am
- Been thinking.The idea that she says there's no way back is a soul crusher and really makes me want to just give up.
- No way back but thru leaving
- Emphasized "No way back but thru leaving "
- Defeated
- Tired of fightingTired of getting no whereTired of feeling isolated and stuck
- If I had done it, my mom would've found me lying dead in the kitchen with a serrated 12 inch long knife stuck just under the sternum into my spinal column
- everything is feeling pointless
- But that's a fully empty battery, most times I only need 40-50 mile charge
- I have a picture up on my homepage now in that big empty spot 😁
- Since meeting Helena online, she has helped me focus on the future and focus on moving forward rather than being stuck Where I am or stuck in the past
- Stuck in OJAI
- And had like 30 empty so I imagine I could roll up to the front door and get a spot and not even have to make a reservation.Thoughts
- Ask the people next to me if it was empty.
- Laughed at "The space feels a bit empty without you here.
- I feel totally worthless and valueless.
- As it stands, now I'm going to be stuck here and not be able to return to California because I can't fucking afford it.
- I just took a deep breath and sat there with it and let him sit in that empty space after he said that.Big picture is he wanted to express his concern and care for me.
- No car, no job, no family, only thing left to give up is my life
- Sometimes dude, I just wanna give up too fucking tired
- All I know is I looked at my father, and said there's no way I'm not going.
- Tired and defeated here
- Feeling pretty worthless
- Feeling incredibly defeated
- I don't know the answer to that I'm stuck .Heading to California I don't think I've ever felt as unstable as I do now.
- She's so stuck in her own story and ego of control I think it nearly impossible.
- She stuck a sword thru wheat
- I don't want to spend money because I don't know how long I'll be stuck like this
- Wanna throw my hands up in the air give up it's all too fucking much at once
- Feeling defeated 😔
- Yes, campus goes empty and the dining hall closes for the week
- Not love, not hate, not anger, just a void.
- I'm breaking down my campground because I have to check out this morning then running to storage to empty my car so it's ready for packages if I need to do that
- Not now I don't My life is too unsettledNo job and no apt.Feeling burned out from car camping and feeling stuck and depressed about my life.I don't deserve anything until my shit is handled
- I reflected on this year versus last year when living in the house, my stocking was completely empty on Christmas morning.
- Feeling deeply shit todayFeel worthless Feel unwanted
- Feeling small, insignificant and worthlessness's
- I'm emptying my soul to my NSA group.
- Feeling incredibly discouraged and defeated today.Have darts tonight at 7pm.Will be weird to play darts and drink water all night.
- Shit fucks you up when you get stuck in a headspace for too long, you know that and I know that.
- The, knowing all about it part I am coming up empty
- I'm upset.I'm just tired of where I am.I'm tired of working and feeling like I'm getting no where and that I'm truly worthless.Not of value for work or love.
- Why do I always get my feet stuck in the super glue of my storyteller mind??
- Feeling like shit.Have 24 miles of charge in my car.Stuck in Ojai$9 on über card$5 on DoorDash CardNeed $10 to resupply my charging card.Last night was chips and chocolate granola for dinner.
- I have to give up the idea I'm going to meet someone The rub is I cannot stand being around happy couples
- Things I'm getting stuck on and keep repeating
- On some level it all seems pointless to me.
- There's no way to pretend or put your mind in this space if you've never actually lived it
- I looked yesterday but came up empty
- I'm ready to give up.
- Defeated That's how it feels
- I'm to the point where you give up and you give the world the finger
- Maybe if I accept the worthless this is suffering instead of fighting it?
- It's what it feels like it feels pointless
- And when things are pointless, I just stare into fucking space and flatline my brain.
- No way I'll make round trip
- Everything feels pointless
- Feeling really low—worthless
- I say that while parked in Starbucks parking lot at 9:30am and its 75% empty, on a Sunday — that NEVER happens
- I've hustled my ass through two DoorDash today and end up with five dollars in my pocket there is no way at least right now.
- I want to give upUniverse is yanking me around and I'm fed up
- The sword is stuck in my chest and somebody is turning it left and right it fucking hurts.
- I would never fucking abandon her I would never give up on her and I lived my life like that was going the same way towards me.
- It's made me feel very old and worthless.
- Somedays, and sometimes, I want to give up on everything.
- Sometimes you get stuck.
- You just want to give up and do whatever energy-depleting activities you gravitate toward.
- It's more of empty anxiety about not knowing what the fuck to do.It's like being frozen like a deer in the headlights.
- I get stuck in this weird Logic paradox where I want to check out because of how much life hurts, but in order to not hurt my kids I have to stay alive and live with how my life hurts.
- Do you see how that starts to feel like Groundhog Day how that's pretty uninspiring and would really kind of defeat a lot of people it's pretty much beat me
- Hey Liz, why don't you let Bert stay in the empty fucking house?
- When there's a void, people feel the impulse to fill the space.I have no friends, no money, and no place to stay.
- You realize that since Sallie's passing her house is sat empty?
- And the fact that the house sits empty and Liz let me sleep on the street in my car, pretty fucking cruel IMO
- I rarely Get to do anything I find truly enjoyable, and this was one of the reasons I stuck around in California.
- Gets me thinking about how empty my life is
- Anyhow, dont want to get stuck in a mind rat hold today
- Staying alive day by day is what success looks like to me, and so far I've been able to do that.There are times I want to give up and check out.
- So if you ever "get stuck," you can always try clicking a few forward or backward.image.pngThe video of my brief walkthrough link is here.
- I've called in and left messages and yeah, I'm just stuck in bureaucracy.
- I'm just feeling defeated
- The voids of the mind
- I have 24 miles of Charge and I'm stuck at target because I can't reload my charging card.
- I could try to DoorDash, but there is no way I'll make that much money in 24 hours and besides DoorDash won't let me do that many hours in a row
- I bring my battery back up, but that's empty.
- ballistic here Shelley there's no way on God's green earth that I am going to get to $250 before I run out of hours that I can drive I've done and I've got 70 bucks
- The only thing I have left to do is to give up and check out because I'm really done pushing this fucking rock up the hill
- GMWoke up sad 😔Feeling hopelessI was here a year ago, wtf?Giving up on hope and optimism.
- Fuck those things they're worthless.
- I am really upset with him, and I have no way to express that
- Shit outside of me outside of my control confirms when I believe that I'm fucking worthless and I don't fucking matter.
- Feel defeated
- Or I could just do nothing and give up on everything.
- But I feel loneliness with an empty intensity that makes me NOT want to continue living Today is one hour old.
- it makes things feel hopeless when you dont see or feel any progress or movement
- Unless you've had these feelings, there's no way to say it that I can think of.You simply know, deeply, that checking out is a positive outcome for you because things will change.
- They can totally master the game in their head but there's no way they could step on the court and play with guys who are six and 7 foot tall
- fucking stuck
- If I drive up there and dont get anything I'm stuck.
- And then it made me think for a moment that Liz may not want to go through with this because she hast to give up a lot financiallyBut the law is 50-50 so I'm just thinking out loud OK I'll stop
- I have 23 miles left on the car no way to DoorDash and no way to recharge.Totally fucked
- He keeps asking what do you want to experience out of this life and honestly I come up fucking empty.
- I just know that I come up empty when I imagine what I want life to be.Nothing there
- And it shows in the birthday cards and such I got from her.With those sentiments on those cards just empty slogans?
- today is another hard day for me and only been up an hour.I feel numb, mentally and physically.As if I just want to stop doing anything that is ‘TRYING" and give up.Nothing is working.
- right now I'm stuck with 17 miles left in my battery and I am waiting in line 2nd car deep waiting for a charger I have my dash unpause but that only lasts for 30 minutes and then they kick you out.
- OK I'm gonna go eat a half gallon of ice cream and then cry in the empty container
- I really just wanna fucking give up I'm so done with this shit
- there is no way for you to see what I'm seeing
- I fucking give up eating to pay my car.
- Liz is having to get her moms house empty I guess.No idea.
- There is no way you can have that intensity and not still have feelings.I honestly think its going to turn out to be a weird story.
- If she had stuck it out with me she'd be so fucking stoked right now because I am so different than I was before.
- I have no way of ‘funding' any part of any kind of relationship, including friendship—not really a great way to start a relationship2.
- I was in no way trying to provoke him but he was triggered.
- Totally defeated
- I miss her so intensely.I want to feel her love again.Something is telling me not to give up on her.
- There is no way I'm going to live the rest of my life without trying to get back with her.I know I have to wait and see what plays out with Elizabeth and the divorce.
- Then sun and mon no money for sure and stuck
- Feeling really stuck in mud today.I miss having a partner.
- StuckAnd broke.No dashing.Have $1
- On the kids stuck on the fucking Ferris wheel and they can't get them off.
- I'm stuck somewhere I can't get out of and I don't want to spend more time here
- Yeah you can read lots of anger in my text I am angry but it's pointless for me to scream at an inanimate object just won't do anything for me I've already done the screaming
- hey, I need to try ketamine.I can't keep fighting myself everyday to get anything done.Let alone feel like shit about myself, which getting nothing done is fuel to the fire of worthlessness
- Feeling defeated
- I just tried to buy groceries and couldn't really embarrassing having to leave groceries in front of the cashier and walk out out of the store empty-handed
- I'm the kid stuck on top of the Ferris wheel who they won't let off and he decides to just jump jump from the top of the fucking Ferris wheel I've just had it
- I've decided to stop and give up
- Another day of pointlessness
- Defeated and feeling very done with life and livingIts been a living hell for yearsWhy am I here again???Oh thats right so other people can have comfortable lives and no mental issues.
- Until some of these things are behind me or better managed I'm afraid I'm stuck in life.
- stuck where I am for 24 hours looks like
- hopelessness is trying to move in
- get stuck in liminal spaces in my brain
- even as much as I want to, and put the intention out there, I get stuck when I'm super tired
- Until I have money I'm stuck
- Anyhow I texted my opponent the number two guy in the county and said apologies something got me stuck in Ohio and I can play tomorrow night wherever you like
- And I need to hit the road in about 20-25 and head to darts.If I dont get cash I'll be stuck in VTA.
- That's why I want to give up why fucking bother it all I'm gonna do is stay miserable it's just not fucking worth it to me to sit around here and hate my life and hate being alive
- -Feeling undeserving and simply worthless.
- I give up
- —Find myself screaming into the void everyday
- If I go there feeling like I do I just don't wanna bring my mindset to Darts it's it's just defeatist I won't have fun
- depression is awful, but when you're in the deep end you BELIEVE you are not worth it, worthless and dont save me mentality.
- I'm stuck here for the forseeable futureSux
- —Alone screaming into the void for this all to fucking end already
- Clicking out into voids in my brain.Places where theres no anything.
- I have less than $1 on meNo coffeeAnd stuck right now
- Feels like huge sections of my life are filled with voidsI have no memoriesBecause brain was too fucked up doing depression, anxiety, and ADD every day my whole life
- I said no way to her, but this is a woman I've known for 25 years we took our kids to preschool together and had barbecues together.
- My mind is deeply deeply stuck in survival mode.
- It gets stuck from dirt and shit and if it doesn't extend the car won't charge it will show a red light.
- So Im stuck in St George for 7-10 days minimum.$630 - 900 for a week Motel 6$3200 fix$4200 to move from CA to CO that I dont have
- Had to walk away from my reservationSo stuck in airport now.Note: she cant take cc over phone.
- It says it has 17 miles left on the battery and if I drive it one more time it's gonna be stuck wherever I am
- my head in stuck in existential dread
- Feel brain dead.If I'm not working on my shit I feel worthless.
- Anyhow another day staring at and shouting into the void
- Makes me want to give up
- These empty nest years used to be something I dreamed ofNever imagined the living hell waiting for me
- Ugh...Still waiting for meds.Fuck.Week of cold turkeyHad 5 hours of dashing had yo give up today.
- Stuck at a mental cross roads that stretch straight and as far as the eye can see on a clear day.
- Told to use your intuition, what ur gut tells yaBit there aint no feeling thereJust emptyness
- A void
- My existence feels pointless.
- Head just wanted to go there just now.Until I can get on my feet — things I'm stuck, stagnant, and enormously sad.
- Just feeling bigtime worthlessness — VERY COMMON for me to feel this vibe 24/7 for weeks at a time.
- Spinning my wheels trying to get out of the mud but keep digging myself deeper into being stuck.
- Everyone assumes, because of age, im stuck in another decade.
- Off to do pointless things by myself and not interact with others.I cant afford connections to other peopleLiterally and figuratively
- I would subconsciously take it as a defeat, loss, living up to expected ‘less than' expectations — the old way of being.
- Stuck there until I get insurance.
- —just digs me deeper into the hole, and gets me closer to the dark sidehavent been stuck there since CA, but it has shown up, just not stuck around.
- pointless
- It triggers all the bad feels of worthlessness
- It was taken from the Feds to pay the back taxes owed that we had been paying installments on.The couch and chair are about worthless; you could maybe get 300 for both.
- Imagine its bedlam at your house.Quieter than an empty church over here.Weird morning.Struggling.Sent boys a short christmas greeting on video and lost it a bit at the end.It just hurts deep.
- When Im unable to do the little thing s that keep me tethered and sane, I typically dance with the devil rest of the day fighting off worthlessness and ideation.Thats the pattern.Been there enuf
- Also, stuck inside all day in basement.
- Think I may just go walk in a circle outside, come back, and simply give up trying.Let it go.Nothing more frustrating than not being motivated, and pushing yourself to do thingsOnly to be thwarted.
- Hey,Imagine ur headed to work.Never heard about what you wanted done at your house.Day 2 stuck in basement.Good times for mental health!so triggered from processing email.
- It's really hard to pour energy into anything when you feel empty
- —feeling thoroughly beaten down and defeated todayworthlessness dominant
- feel that worthless vibe, just not with SUPER STRONG depression
- It's likely to contract but wanna make sure there's no way for water to get in
- GmWoke up feeling crap.Been stuck inside for 3days now.
- Discouraged and want to give up.
- Everything is fucking pointless
- Im punishing myself because I FUCKING DESERVE IT.Im a worthless loser.
- Ive stopped applying to jobs, pointless exercise right now
- -Woke up feeling lost, and sad.Everything feels incredibly pointless today.Staring at the floor.
- Feeling depression creeping back up.Went for a walk.No helpOverthinking, anxious, and stuck inside an endlessly lonely existence.Since the new year ive been to one coffee shop.
- —Life is largely empty.
- super empty
- the void
- My life still feels so fucked and stuck right nowAnyhow...
- GMNot in a good headspaceFeel worthless and a resource suckDont want to be alive right now.
- It's demoralizing and defeating
- Dont want to ask your mom to hang dartboard — not worth it.I'm stressed about being stuck where I am so I'll just drop out.Simple and done.
- The feeling of being alone is described as "normal".Worthlessness and Shame: The person expresses a "level of worthlessness" that is "pretty large".
- Feel eternally stuck, without much time, half of which is spent in the disease.I look back at my time at Thacher and even tho I knew I had it good, I really didnt know.
- Vicious cycle.Self defeating.Ouroboros.
- I dont have any aspirations or goals, just sadness and a broken, empty, and frustrated heart and soul.Dr.
- I cant even follow "how i did this" to make money videos.Without money, I am stuck.No independence.No making friends.No socializing.More self isolation.More shit to deal with in my head.
- was at cavegirl this am.Now have a tension headache.A day where I feel defeated.I hate feeling like this.
- Sadly I believe I'll miss the chances and stay stuck.
- Doing anything feels Pointless.
- -Defeated is tonights vibe🙁Defeated with a dash of suicidal ideation.Yeah, came back today.
- Feel like I did in January sudenly.Its like a truck of gasoline got dumped on embers of a glowing fire Ive been fighting FOR YEARS.I feel defeated.
- -Im sick and tiredOf being sick and tiredAnd Im sick of bitchingIt feels like whiney complainingBut these feelings in my bodyAre unpleasant and no way for someone to live.
- May head east in a few weeks.Feeling stuck.
- —Despite birthday tomorrow, and everything else.I still am perceiving being stuck, and miserable.Unsure I should even be chasing a job designing software anymore.
- I have to give up caring about everythingliving OR dying
- feeling empty and lost.
- nothing i can do but sit in this and soak in misery.I give up
- And here for another day of feeling stuck and depressed.Incredibly motivating, that is.
- It's hard to motivate when everything feels pointless
- Hopelessness is high now having to answer brothers textsThose are triggering to read
- So session 5 is doneFeel disappointedIm cryingBut otherwise still stuck where Ive been for years
- very unmotivatedvery unhappyvery alonevery stuck
- Who the fuck knows?I'm stuck in depression.Acceptance has work now.I've fought depression tel:247365.
- I'm simply accepting this is my life now—broken, no home, no job, no social life, just the basement and being stuck in my skull all day.I simply hate being alive.
- Feel stuck at ur Moms.Starting to bother me deeply.
- Lived from 23-55 stuck in a Quasi—BPD, CPTSD, Anxiety, Depression Cocoon.makes you wonder about "WTF do I do now?"
- Then weekend letting brain crunch on integration.Also, stuck on making a decision until I have more information.
- Just left emptyhabded
- Overall things are largely pointless and I find no joy or alternative to this persisting state.
- Worthlessness is supreme today.Hardest thing to shake cuz I can point to data backing it up
- mentally stuck and it sux.
- Dude.Im upsetIts likely site was down when I interviewed.I have other applications I spent time on that are now WORTHLESS
- Honestly NOT looking forward to it.Already feel the depression waiting to surge, and expect I'll shutdown, or simply concede defeat.
- And thats big.Anyhow, turn in rental tomorrow.Then I'm stuck.Tempted to ask Liz if she wants to keep going on divorce.
- Have zero desire to go out, interact or talk with anyone.I dont belong here.And now Im fucking stuck here
- -Worthless is vibe of the day
- The internal feeling of losing, or being defeated is huge.
- Do you remember a movie with Robin Williams where he gets stuck in hell until he remembers he doesn't have to stay there.