# Dissociation — Quotations

- I have a monster headache right now I did such a number on myself, Oy!
- he just ran through all the numbers with me and looked forward in time and with depreciation, etc.
- blanket the area
- I cannot remember a day in the past any number of years where I've not felt depressed, anxious, negative towards myself in someway.
- Yesterday was a fog.
- wow, those are good numbers
- Foot a bit numb, but done.
- Numbers are good.
- Feel very disconnected and distracted.
- What field number are we playing on?
- You start to think back and there's this blank spot, its weird
- You have a unique gift of reducing the number of steps required for almost any task.
- Call back at that number?
- Sometimes it feels like I'm becoming numb to feeling anymore, because when I do it seems to hurt.
- the number of points inside the vector would make your eyes pop
- Your cell, this number
- Liked "What's your name and account number for Wells Fargo?
- Also, 5 more applications out.Numbers so far:162 — applied to35 — replied No (21%)13 — replied for interview (8%)114 — nothing heard yet
- What's the number?
- Her number you can enter on the athlete tracker and then follow her on course
- I have a number in the text for the national suicide hotline, so I can reach out to them if I need to
- This was during the dark depression days of Covid when I was numbing with lots of booze and weed
- I'm numb
- I have a faint headache but it's there.And honestly I feel a bit detached today.
- And in that moment I came up totally blank I actually said to him "I don't know"
- I sat in on an intervention with her brother Adam.When I was profoundly mentally ill, I was self-medicating with both to numb my suffering of feeling rejected.
- I did go to Kona which was great, but I had the specter of my relationship blanketing every experience.
- I've been somewhat numb.
- I dont feel grounded at all and its not a nice feeling.I feel detached from life and reality.Have felt this way for some time.
- I'm just excited to play against a large number of very good dart players who also are fun guys and really enjoy playing
- I have no self empathyI had it goodUntil I didn'tExcept I was I'llMind cancerOf depression Fogging thoughts 💭 Yet somehow that's lost And I'm to blame Or blame depression ?
- I've been able to transcend SOME of what challenges me ( some I've dealt with my entire life ).This involves staying with it, no distractions, no numbness, no substances.
- I can send you her phone number and email.
- Some random construction number.
- My mind was blank that whole time as well.
- Feeling really numb past 2 days
- Past few months it's been pretty numb.
- I wish I didn't feel numb to life
- Numb for me is the absence of happiness and joy.
- I have been numb for about two years.
- Honestly I'm numb at the moment
- Numb
- still feeling numb
- If Liz wants me, she has my number But no promises I'll be available
- Blonde hair, hazel green eyes, beautiful smile, and she has nice curves
- Let me guess, too much blank space
- It sounded like an older woman and left my number and was what I'm looking for.
- Their website is disconnected somehow.
- I've been feeling VERY dissociated since arriving It's like not being in your body and mindThey are somewhere else, then where my physical manifestation is standing.
- I realized after I sent that estimate to you that I should send you a range, so, for example, give you a low number medium number, or what I think it is going to be, and then the high-end number
- It all depends on what happens once you get in there, so it's hard to give precise numbers easier to give them a range and say it will fall somewhere in here
- Hey there, so there was some kind of weird disconnect.
- I think I can count the number of people I have any kind of serious connection with on one hand
- 2 inch interesting observations from the hike today, number one actually two things both involved losing something.
- She's just two years older than me.She gave me her phone number and a little XO at the end of the message.That improved my spirits greatly.
- Won't lie, it's stressful as all fucking hell, but I'm numb to it now because I'm in it all the time.
- She's disconnecting from me 😢
- 😍Already have my reservations up at Dennison spot number 15, my favorite and best spot in the park with a view of the mountains and I'm tingling with fucking excitement for Friday
- I'm dissociating from people
- Start at 10:30am and go until about 2:30—3:30 depending upon number of stops and boxes.
- I was feeling VERY disconnected from the boys today while at practice.
- Liked "That is the number for mental health resources in ..."
- Just below estimate number.
- Feeling dissociated again
- No experience or possession brings joy, peace, or comfort—there is only suffering, numbness, and dissociation.
- NumbI'm finding it difficult to feel positive in any form when my experience of every day feels the same.
- And limited number of meetings per project.
- I have no memories, just blanks when I try to think of things from recent times
- That's why people numb, shit hurts too fucking hard.
- By the way, I confirmed today that I was one of the first 25 million human beings on the modern Internet and now the number of people is at 5.44 billion.
- Starting to feel really numb to being alive.
- Just feeling super numb and don't want to really be here and or do anything
- Do I wanna sit there and suffer for the whole day?An expose myself to a ridiculous number of triggers, which include basically the eyeballs of every faculty member on campus looking at me.
- I'm just sort of staring off into space blindly numb disconnected lost
- use my Gmail email address and my phone number.
- I'm kinda at the point where numbing isn't really doing it distractions definitely don't do it.
- I was smoking a shit ton of pot to numb myself because my wife fucking made me feel invisible.
- After about 20 minutes and five different ways of trying to pay, I was able to do a bank transfer via account number from DMV to my DoorDash card.
- I have a google voice number that should suffice — thoughts?
- The rejection was awful and what drove me to smoking weed to numb myself out.
- And I just laid that at her feet.She's the one that caused me to decide to numb because she wouldn't pay a fucking attention to me.
- It would've been different if I had decided to use another woman to numb my pain.
- It's a supplemental income thing so it makes sense.The one thing I do know is that to get X number of dollars per hour you have to be in a city like Los Angeles.
- HiWoke up this morning and not feeling great.Just sad and crying all the time, or numb and dissociated.
- That or distracted by laptops or DoorDash.That's my life in its entirety now.I feel disconnected from society and the world for a long time now.
- It really messes with your brain Ok, time to go be dissociated and disconnected more.
- I'm dissociated — life is easier this way, at least for the moment.
- It's been my normal for a few years now.I think that's why I feel dissociated so much.
- Meanwhile, time moves on, and I'm just so disconnected from everybody and everything.I have a giant feeling I just being left behind
- It doesn't get easier.You get numb to it
- Feeling pretty dissociated this morning
- I can count on one hand the number of hot meals I've had in the last year.OK, two hands
- I think I've explained to you that it's easy for me to be in crowds and dissociate and feel very comfortable.
- Feeling numb today.
- It's below 60 in the mornings with the fog, and you feel kind of naked with a T-shirt and shorts on.
- Feeling nothingFeel numb
- It's just a lot of rejection and I don't even mention I get probably half a dozen emails a week saying thanks but no thanks it's you get numb to it but it's still fuck your head up.
- Just feeling really down in general It's like having a big wet blanket on your day
- It's good before I walk to the court clerks desk and submit it to get a case number.
- When I get a case number, that's when divorce gets real
- Call the 24 hour Nurse lineHe gave me a phone number to call and see what, if anything, they could do for me.
- LInks should be all ok.Updated Resume color to match website.They were color disconnected.
- I'm just so disconnected from everything just everything.People SocietyBusinesses
- She mistakenly must have typed a number wrong.
- I am my own problem I am doing my best not to make me or my problem other peoples problems.You may have noticed a decline in the number of texts I've been sending you.
- Im numb
- I was present but I had to dissociate so I didn't start crying in front of people
- A blank canvas one block from the ocean k
- today is another hard day for me and only been up an hour.I feel numb, mentally and physically.As if I just want to stop doing anything that is ‘TRYING" and give up.Nothing is working.
- And I don't care about credit ratings—they are fictitious numbers invented to keep people down.
- I'm numb to livingEvery day I just go through these fucking motions.I wake up the next day and do it all over again.
- I don't have money to join the dart league and I've been invited by the league president and the number two player in the league to be on either one of their teams.
- I have the president personal text phone number we have an active thread.
- President of the dart league invited me out to play darts with him and the number two player in the league so I'm going to play darts with the two best people in Ventura County right now.
- brain fog today
- Feeling disconnected
- Having a very lonely evening after a lonely day with brain fog.
- ☹️Tired brain fog, LOTS of staring into space losing touch with now
- I can't call cause I don't have a number
- Tonight is first night of dart league singlesI play the number two guy in the area, Tim the Rastafarian from England
- I'm simply doneI walk around disassociated every day numb to living.I'm surviving (barely) and not living, not thriving ( don't know if Ive ever had that )
- I'm sitting parked behind a gas station staring at the fucking ground and can't stop I'm in a fucking dissociated mindset and I can't fucking shake it.
- I just can't think anymore I can't think straight my brain fog is off the charts
- The idea of not having anything to do for 24 hours and sit on a couch binge watching my numbing spirit crushing shows and sleeping as much as possible
- I have a google Voice number already.
- try to call my number and see what you get.
- —Numb to life at this pointForm of boundary to protect myself paychilogicalky
- Anyhow I texted my opponent the number two guy in the county and said apologies something got me stuck in Ohio and I can play tomorrow night wherever you like
- I said, hi that's my stuff I went to get my other stuff.She looked at me blankly.I pointed again to my stuff and said.
- Feeling lots of stressAnd depression pushing hardFatigue Brain fog
- —Kinda numb
- Dissociated Feels like you watching your life from the outside
- This can take the form of:Numbness.Boredom.Apathy.Negativity.You may have trouble spending time with people.
- back to the numb
- I have lots to do but I blankly stare at screenUnmotivated 100%
- The feeling of making the decision feels detatched, dissociated.EmotionlessNo crying about itMake a choice Move the fuck onBlack and white
- Ive never felt this detached emotionally from thinking about itMeans im not scared
- That number is deceiving more like 10
- Just avoided a numbskull pulling into my lane from a dead stop.
- Pushing with numb limbs and spiritTo a place no one knowsOther than saying it will get better.Really?
- Actually, a handwritten note with my cell phone number folded up put it in an envelope with the guy who's doing the hiring and drop it off at the front desk and leave it for him
- Particularly when disconnected and melancholy.
- I'm simply fed up with being sick and not being able to live.I just find myself staring at the floor and my feet for long stretches of time not really engaged in anything other than a blank mind.
- Parts of body are numb because of tension in muscles.
- Near impossible for me to put into words what im feeling right nowNot a good feeling.Functional dissociation would be closest thing
- I'm disconnected from the worldPart of me loves it in fact I really love it but I can't make a livingUnless I become some kind of hermit artist
- —Im so disconnected...Life is superficial
- Meet with psych people this week and i need to stress to them how dysfunctional and dissociated I feel everyday.
- Clicking out of reality into this detached, vacant, dissociated place.Its nice there, because theres nothing.
- Im disconnected from this world.
- Persistent, predictable, and numbingly dragging a soul who doesn't want to be here thru this shit because, others.
- Its like a nap, but not.I am freaking out insideIm separate from my skin everywhere inside.dissociated
- One guy, Joe, shared that he self identified with the Dissociation poster and it was an awakening moment for him.
- —once I'm done chasing butterflies I can go get a mind numbing, soul-sucking, capitalist-whoring, performative jig over time in exchange for money.
- feel numband dead inside ⚰️
- I'm numb and really don't care about much other than trying to get past my brain and finish the first project I have since 2016.
- Dissociation night
- That was the real beginning of hard disconnect for me with her.
- —People numb themselves so they dont have to feel like I do right now.I have suffered hard pretty much every day of this past week.I've been distrating myself with the website and artwork.
- One does IV and has higher success rates because they tailor to the case, not a blanket approach which is what at home therapy is like.
- —first 90minsStared at floor.Blank mind.Thought about tapping out 3-4 times.
- Digress...Feeling like I do I had to mask hard (exhausting) but tire is full for now.I have filed for colorado medicaid and have a case number but not an official account yet.
- Been oscillating between dissociation, and anxiety since opened my eyes.K shutting up now
- Going to lose my phone number
- Otherwise I felt farther and farther disconnected
- Liked "Is the phone number still functioning?"
- Doc is still straightforwardBut i feel far more organized with the numbersThat will help Elizabeth because I know she hates math and numbers and banks
- Im dissociated today.
- Feel detached from this reality.Im here, but its like Im invisible.
- Im still numb.
- 🥹I had mentally processed that and detached already.
- I had it all set up with an account number and a routing number.
- Is it better to do it by card or by the account numbers
- Instead of speaking up, I get small, roll up my blanket, and go away
- I feel physical pain all day, but I'm numb to it, like a radio playing in the background of your kitchen
- when the baristas at the coffee shop comment that I'm here more than them, its sadly trueanyhow, wallowing in self pitygoing to go distract and numb myself with more work.
- Got meds.Feel numb to outside world.Dissociated and angry
- So I'm asking what percentage of my life was I homeless and sleeping in a car.When it spit back this number it was actually way more than I thought, maybe 5xThat would be approximately 2.68%.
- That is a fill in the blank prompt for me.Im actually __________ and _
- No drinking or drugging to numb and still no relief.
- I mean the raw, bleeding kind of strength it takes to still be here, typing these words, refusing to numb out completely.
- Think im simply going to stop feeling, and just go full numb.How else to keep up appearances?God forbid I let anyone down!!
- I really would prefer to numb out all night, but that's not possible either.
- Maybe the meds are numbing me out enuf.
- Elizabeth was precisely this in our relationship.Detached AvoidantWatch for 5 mins.The desire to have space, and I don't need your help or anyone else's to do anything attitude
- It feels, again, Liz gets what she wants in tru narcissitic detached avoidant form.
- Im still holding onto alot of shit/trauma in my body.The big trigger earlier has caused my entire being to shake/shiver for a while.I dissociate to make it stop
- GMWhen u can look at numbers, let me know
- fucking narcissictic detached avoidant selfish asshat witch kunt
- Just awake.Deciding if I want to even get out of bed today.I may sleepNo reason in getting up other than feeling like shit all day.DepressedDiscouagedAnd Alone Day number, i lost count
- I had a flashback to being homeless and really feeling those emotions again from a different place where I'm not so dissociated and numbed out because it fucking hurts so much
- I told her I'd like to do the killer and maximum dosage and she talked about dissociation and I told her don't worry I've lived in that space a long time I know what it is🤣🤣🤣
- Liz usually sends me a HB.Not this year.Shows how disconnected I am.Anyhow, I'll let them figure it outHonestly doesn't bother me.I dont get hung up on that stuff anymore.
- he was around in the early days and talked about how they discovered ketamines dissociative affects
- Im feeling numb to this existence.Have for a long LONG time.Basically because nothing makes me feel alive, its either numb, tired, or mentally self induced misery
- //A thought came to mind while I was dissociated in my session yesterday experiencing really heavily visuals.
- Rather be unconscious than be awakeClosest thing i have to being disconnected from this place
- Spend probably an hour a day on average mind numbingly staring at the floor.
- They have holes in their lives that hurt too much to walk around with every day, so you fill in with something that will numb you out from it.
- And if you're prone to overthinking things like I know you know what I'm talking about it becomes an evil hall of mirrors inside your own head that you can't get out of unless you dissociate
- I feel nothing this morning— just numb to everything
- Wasted energy.Thinking about a future that doesn't exist is also wasted energy.Have no motivation for anything, not even youtube videos.I'd rather be alone stare at the wall and be numb.
- Going in bigtime depressed and coming out feeling numb
- Or dissociated so bad naturally Im in survival mode and don't know it
- no remorse, cuz universe has been un-fucking-relenting.I'll deliver what I recived Mind numbing uncertainty, and pain that begins in bone marrow.
- Closer I get, the more dissociation I feelUnprovokedAs if subconscious is running the show
- Was dissociated first two weeks here.