Jun 01, 2018 1:14:34 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

What are you doing for lunch? Mom we are dow n town.

Jun 01, 2018 1:18:50 PM Me

I have my lunch sitting on the counter. You should get something

Jun 01, 2018 1:19:12 PM Me

Westridge market has a great new deli

Jun 01, 2018 1:19:28 PM Me

There next to the library and across the street from the mob shop bike store

Jun 01, 2018 1:21:05 PM Me

The dining hall still has lunch going, but it's Mexican, rice beans beef and chicken. Stuff you would make burritos with

Jun 01, 2018 1:21:17 PM Me

That can be a bit heavy

Jun 08, 2018 8:01:56 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 44 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Bert 2 Q. Gs up 56 52 me

Jun 08, 2018 8:02:25 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 44 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

101 left

Jun 08, 2018 8:03:13 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 43 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

58 52

Jun 08, 2018 8:07:03 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 39 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Halftime. Gs 61 to 62. Mom

Jun 08, 2018 8:08:00 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 38 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Wrong Gs 61 to 52. Mom

Jun 08, 2018 8:45:34 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 1 minute, 10 seconds) +15185908211

3rd. 79 63 G. §

Jun 08, 2018 8:58:49 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 47 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

94 to 70

Jun 08, 2018 9:12:37 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 34 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

4min" 103 to77

Jun 08, 2018 9:14:04 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 32 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

104-79

Jun 08, 2018 9:22:21 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 24 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

Final Gs 108'85

Jun 13, 2018 2:03:57 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Bert got the cards. Mom😁

Jun 13, 2018 2:21:30 PM Me

Thank you!!!!!

Jun 15, 2018 2:54:38 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, send pic of you and. me&dad. Also could mot send send any pics,your camera is full. On the train to La. Luv Mom. 😊

Jun 15, 2018 2:57:12 PM Me

Safe travels!!

Jun 15, 2018 2:57:54 PM Me

Jun 15, 2018 3:00:58 PM +15185908211

Thanks, they are great. 😳

Jun 15, 2018 3:04:57 PM Me

Safe travels!

Jun 15, 2018 7:19:33 PM (Read by you after 55 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Bery. Just got on train in La ,ready to take off. Mom😯

Jun 15, 2018 8:15:54 PM Me

Enjoy the ride to Chicago! We're at OBC with the Thurston's. They say hello!

Jun 16, 2018 3:37:52 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 16 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, good pic of beach game Need to look up Sprint. You just missed a good for all, 15,00 for each with switch over from old plan. Family plan unlimited. Tx and all. Look it u when you get a chan'ce. Mom😬

Jul 19, 2018 10:42:36 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, got your message this morn. Thats great. I sent Aidan a tx. Talk later. When you and Liz leave, we are going to the. Jersey shore for the wk. Luv mom😎

Jul 19, 2018 10:50:35 AM Me

Yes! Such good news for him. Very happy he was able to do it. Dad mentioned you were going to New Jersey next week. Hope you have a great time, it will be a lot of fun with the kids!

Jul 19, 2018 10:50:51 AM Me

We fly to Canada one week from today

Jul 20, 2018 11:43:07 AM Me

Hi Mom, any chance you can mail me some xanax? And have it get here by Wednesday?

Jul 20, 2018 7:28:16 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, i only have 3 left And. Idon't go to drs until next mo. You will have to see your dr. On mon. Sorry Mom . should of let me know sooner. Luv. Mom😕

Jul 20, 2018 8:35:17 PM Me

No worries! I have another plan 😊

Jul 21, 2018 11:32:54 AM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , have a great trip and i hope Liz comes in first.🏃🏊🚴 luv Mom

Jul 21, 2018 11:33:45 AM Me

Thanks! Hope you have a good time in New Jersey! I'll give you a call shortly. When do you leave?

Jul 26, 2018 9:43:15 AM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, are you all packed and ready to go? I lost contact with your call yesterday, just getting back to you. Did you get your aspirins or something else? Hope you guys have a great trip. Love Mom

Jul 26, 2018 10:06:05 AM Me

Hi Mom, we're finishing the packing this morning. We head out around 2:30-3pm today. I have some old asprins that will work. Thanks for the good wishes on your trip! Hope you have a nice trip to the beach as well. I'll update Facebook on Sunday with Liz's race as it progresses.

Jul 26, 2018 10:06:36 AM Me

Also Aidan takes his drivers test this morning do you try and get his license. We will let you know how that goes.

Jul 26, 2018 10:07:03 AM Me

Hope you have a great day today, I love you, and miss you very much! ❤️

Jul 26, 2018 10:10:50 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Me too! Mo

Aug 13, 2018 5:43:05 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Bert be there in one mom to pick you up. Mom

Aug 15, 2018 12:13:02 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 16, 2018 3:17:04 PM Me

Thanks!! It was a great visit we both really enjoyed our time visiting with you. I hope you enjoyed the party, I know we did

Aug 16, 2018 3:19:55 PM +15185908211

I thank you and russfor a fantastic. Party. Did you get the the pics I just sent ? Mom

Aug 16, 2018 3:49:08 PM Me

Yes, got the pics. All good

Aug 16, 2018 3:50:02 PM +15185908211

Are you on plane?

Aug 16, 2018 3:50:20 PM Me

On our plane ✈️ just waiting for last people to board Someone's not looking forward to flying...

Aug 16, 2018 3:51:59 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 11 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

We know. It will be ok, tell him we are thing of him. Meme

Aug 16, 2018 7:03:39 PM Me

Just landed in Chicago

Aug 17, 2018 10:21:18 AM Me

Hey mom, as you know I'm back and I'm awake I'm going on my walk. Nice to be back. But really nice to visit with you guys and hang out for a while. Russ says it's raining, hope the storms aren't too bad. Another bright sunny warm day here in California 😁👍

Aug 17, 2018 10:22:26 AM Me

Really grateful we could come out there and have a party for you and dad. We had a lot of fun and a good time.

Aug 17, 2018 10:22:50 AM Me

Do me a favor and make an appointment with the dermatologist and get your back checked out 👍👍👍😁

Aug 17, 2018 10:23:23 AM +15185908211

That’s great. How is fat doing?😏

Aug 17, 2018 10:23:47 AM Me

Fat?

Aug 17, 2018 10:24:00 AM +15185908211

Sorry I mean far

Aug 17, 2018 10:24:16 AM +15185908211

Darragh

Aug 17, 2018 10:24:17 AM Me

Darragh?

Aug 17, 2018 10:24:20 AM Me

Haha

Aug 17, 2018 10:24:36 AM Me

Far is what I get when I type in DAR

Aug 17, 2018 10:25:03 AM +15185908211

Me to

Aug 17, 2018 10:25:18 AM +15185908211

How is he

Aug 17, 2018 10:27:32 AM Me

He's good, and already playing video games this morning! He was a real trooper yesterday. The turbulence from Chicago to LA was the longest I've ever experienced on the flight. First 45 minutes to an hour we were bouncing up and down. The pilot wouldn't let the flight crew get out of their seats. Darragh had tears in his eyes, and he was squeezing the life out of my hand he was so scared. I kept reassuring him, and finally everything settled. The flight crew gave him a pair of wings to pin on his shirt. I told him how proud I was of him for how brave he was. I don't know if I could have done that at 12 years old.

Aug 17, 2018 10:28:28 AM Me

I don't want you to get the picture but the plane was bouncing up and down in the sky. It would be like driving on a bumpy dirt road and a car, but you're in a plane

Aug 17, 2018 10:28:48 AM Me

The thunderstorms in the Midwest are pretty big, and I think they're headed your way

Aug 17, 2018 10:29:36 AM +15185908211

Ooo. Crap😩

Aug 17, 2018 10:30:36 AM Me

Plane stayed level the whole time it was just bumpy

Aug 17, 2018 10:31:07 AM Me

I never felt scared, but I felt for Dara and what he was going through

Aug 28, 2018 12:45:29 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 28, 2018 12:51:36 PM Me

Thanks!!

Aug 28, 2018 12:52:03 PM Me

Hope you're doing well. Liz and Declan left for camping today in the Sierras

Aug 28, 2018 12:53:10 PM +15185908211

👾ok will send more. I hope it’s not to hot there??

Aug 28, 2018 12:53:40 PM Me

Really nice here. In the 70s

Aug 28, 2018 12:54:06 PM Me

I'm stressing out when I shouldn't be. Lots going on

Aug 28, 2018 12:55:16 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

We are really hot today 94, good pool day, after work. What’s going on?? Mom

Aug 28, 2018 12:55:51 PM Me

Let me text you in a bit. Have to drive Aidan to Ventura for school now

Aug 28, 2018 12:56:08 PM +15185908211

👍

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Sep 01, 2018 9:06:06 AM +15185908211

Sep 01, 2018 9:08:29 AM +15185908211

Bert got some good buys on shirts and shorts cargo, and pants. Let me know. Secs sizes 🧐

Sep 01, 2018 9:09:04 AM +15185908211

I mean Decs

Sep 01, 2018 12:18:02 PM Me

Hi Mom, at soccer tournament. Sorry didn't answer sooner. Declan is adult small shirt, and 28in waist

Sep 01, 2018 12:19:26 PM Me

We tied first game 2-2. We were losing 2-0 and came back

Sep 01, 2018 1:59:16 PM +15185908211

Yea mom

Sep 06, 2018 2:50:42 PM Me

Hi! Happy Birthday!!! 🎉🎁🎂🎊🎈 I called and left messages and missed you. Off to soccer coach soon. Hope you're having a great day and are doing something fun!
Sent with Confetti

Sep 09, 2018 1:10:14 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

On our way home

Sep 09, 2018 1:59:47 PM Me

Safe travels. Hope you're doing well. I'm in sparks, Nevada at Dylan Reynolds wedding. Lizs brother, Adam's, son.

Sep 10, 2018 3:59:57 PM +15185908211

Bert I found the watch at JC Penny’s. Find it for me send info. I have coupon too! Mom😄

Sep 11, 2018 11:06:34 AM +15185908211

Bert Declan’s box will get there by Mon. Keep your eye out for it. Also I think we order Aidan’s watch he wanted for his B day. Hope Declan likes everything. I put a gift receipt in there if something don’t fit. Card in the mail for Aidan 😏. Luv. Mom

Sep 11, 2018 11:07:50 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom!

Sep 11, 2018 11:07:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks for letting me know.

Sep 11, 2018 11:08:08 AM Me

Are you around today? Would love to talk with you

Sep 11, 2018 11:10:32 AM +15185908211

Face time around 2::00. Today. I’ll FaceTime. Then🤔 Mom

Sep 11, 2018 12:13:00 PM Me

Hi Mom, I’ll be back in front of the computer shortly and can FaceTime.

Sep 11, 2018 12:33:27 PM +15185908211

Sep 16, 2018 4:05:02 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, either center forward or wing man. He will get better results. That’s my opinion. Don’t over analyze . Luv. Mom🤨

Sep 16, 2018 4:13:37 PM Me

Thanks Mom. It hurts to want something To happen for your kid and it doesn't click. Today felt like everyone was scoring but him. If I feel it, I know he is. I won't over analyze or dwell 😊

Sep 16, 2018 4:17:53 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 39 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Make sure just keep up a good attitude. And telling him it will happen. Tell him meme said go for it. It will happen. He is only 12. It will happen. Mom🤪

Sep 19, 2018 2:18:54 PM +15185908211

Bert let me know if Declan got his pkg. mom

Sep 19, 2018 2:21:45 PM Me

Oh my, yes!! What a great package!! He's wearing one of the pants and shirts today

Sep 19, 2018 2:21:59 PM Me

We all really like the stuff

Sep 19, 2018 2:26:09 PM +15185908211

Thanks mom. The gift receipt is in the box just in case. Take pic for me. How did he like the socks? Mom

Sep 19, 2018 2:26:48 PM Me

He really liked hamburger socks! And he really likes the pants a lot!!!

Sep 19, 2018 2:27:36 PM Me

He's working so very hard right now. It's definitely punching above his weight, but I think he can do it

Sep 19, 2018 2:31:55 PM +15185908211

Yes I do to I think he will surprise us. I don’t know if dad told you Dave Williams dad passed, we are on on our way out soon to the wake. It is on the Brendese sight if you want to send anything. Mom

Sep 19, 2018 2:44:36 PM Me

You mean Mr. Williams? Moose's dad?

Sep 19, 2018 2:45:39 PM +15185908211

Yes, bones & timmy too.

Sep 19, 2018 2:52:55 PM Me

Sorry to hear that. Tell them I'm thinking about them

Sep 19, 2018 2:53:50 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 26 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Will do. Got to go now

Sep 20, 2018 12:24:26 PM Me

I posted a note on the website.

Sep 20, 2018 12:24:50 PM Me

Hope youre having a good 😊 day!!!

Oct 02, 2018 10:23:09 AM Me

Hi mom, this morning a few things happened this morning and put me into bad head space. Feeling like a failure and worthless. I share this because I don't usually share it with anyone and it feels better to let someone I trust know

Oct 02, 2018 10:24:38 AM Me

I'm sure it will pass, it usually does, but it sucks when you're in it.

Oct 02, 2018 10:26:56 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Bert what happened to make you feel that way?🙁

Oct 02, 2018 11:35:15 AM (Read by them after 6 seconds) Me

I received an email about Declan struggling with school this morning. Last night Darragh was saying some things, and been thinking about Aidan and where he’s at. Feel like I’m parentally failing my kids. Seems like other kids don’t have the issues my guys have and its tough to help them. Feel like things I did/didn’t do in the past have setup whats happening now. Feel responsible for my kids issues and struggles.

Oct 02, 2018 11:36:01 AM (Read by them after 5 seconds) Me

Plus soccer is making me feel down too.

Oct 02, 2018 12:20:06 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Bert you are not failing your kids, you can only guide them in the right direction and the rest is up to them. You can only do so much. I know you want every thing for them but sometimes it doesn’t work that way. You can’t blame everything on yourself. How does Liz feel? You need to get a grip and also go to your Dr. and get some help. You can’t help any one else till you take care of your self. Sometimes you have to do what you have to. Luv. Mom🧒🏼

Oct 02, 2018 12:22:08 PM Me

Thanks😊

Oct 02, 2018 12:23:18 PM +15185908211

What are you going to do? Luv mom🧐

Oct 09, 2018 8:49:16 AM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Bert Sara is in labor right now. Wanted to let you know. Mom🤱

Oct 09, 2018 9:40:51 AM Me

Oh wow! Thanks for letting me know

Oct 09, 2018 9:41:01 AM Me

Send updates if you get them

Oct 09, 2018 9:41:51 AM +15185908211

Will do . How are you this morn? Mom

Oct 09, 2018 10:09:45 AM (Read by them after 5 minutes, 11 seconds) Me

Hi, I’m ok I guess. Sleep struggles. How are you?

Oct 09, 2018 10:17:01 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Are you going to bed at a decent hour? You should get at least 7 or 8 hrs a night to feel good Mom

Oct 09, 2018 10:21:39 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

I’m good, dad has the shingles on his head and eye taking meds just has to ride it out. Going to dentist tomm. Uck not looking forward to that. Mom😜

Oct 09, 2018 10:29:44 AM Me

I know on the hours of sleep, I have a hard time getting to sleep at night

Oct 09, 2018 10:29:58 AM Me

Sorry to hear about dad and shingles. That sounds really awful.

Oct 09, 2018 10:30:18 AM Me

I went to the dentist yesterday for a teeth cleaning. I did not want to go. But my teeth are very clean today!

Oct 09, 2018 10:31:01 AM Me

And I got a clean bill of health for my teeth and mouth. However, they did refer me to an orthodontist to consult about my teeth grinding and my teeth being misaligned

Oct 09, 2018 10:31:52 AM Me

I'm trying to get some exercise in right now.

Oct 09, 2018 10:32:49 AM Me

Every morning I've been waking up and feeling like a failure. I tell myself it's not true, I tell myself it's bullshit, but no matter what I tell myself I thought still come back. I asked my mind to find evidence to support it, but still thoughts come back

Oct 09, 2018 10:35:41 AM Me

Then again, I see in the news about those 20 people dying in a car crash and it reminds me anything granted and that everything actually is OK

Oct 09, 2018 10:36:02 AM +15185908211

Yes that happens you have to tell yourself , you are not going to do this to me and I am not going to let you. If you are walking say it out real. loud and mean it, because I am in control mom

Oct 09, 2018 10:36:32 AM Me

👍

Oct 09, 2018 10:41:44 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 25 seconds) +15185908211

That accident I knew one of the young girls and her mother so sad. Her name was Rachel Cavosie. From around the pond

Oct 09, 2018 10:42:56 AM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

Big article in the NewYork Post, also on national news

Oct 09, 2018 10:43:37 AM Me

I've seen it on the New York Times and read all about it. Sorry to hear that you knew one of the girls

Oct 09, 2018 10:44:24 AM +15185908211

Tx later , work now

Oct 09, 2018 10:44:40 AM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +15185908211

Have a good day

Oct 09, 2018 10:45:22 AM Me

OK, thanks for texting with me! Always great to connect with you. Always makes me feel better. I love you very much, and miss you. Talk soon have a great day

Oct 09, 2018 10:46:03 AM +15185908211

Me too love you to. Mom😍

Oct 23, 2018 11:20:02 AM Me

Hi mom! Hope this message finds you doing well. Sorry I haven't called just been busy on the side. Hope you'll be watching the World Series starting today. Your Dodgers are in it!

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Oct 27, 2018 6:19:56 PM Me

Very cool

Oct 27, 2018 6:20:16 PM Me

Bottom of first Dodgers up to bat

Oct 27, 2018 6:24:19 PM +15185908211

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Oct 27, 2018 7:40:02 PM Me

Who's the creepy nun?

Oct 27, 2018 7:42:39 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 47 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

It’s the jay man

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Nov 06, 2018 7:16:43 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

Bert this is mom I left you a message on your phone I know it is early but I might have a place in Lake Placid right in down town. I touched base with Geo . Get back to me as soon as possible. Mom

Nov 06, 2018 9:31:29 AM Me

Hi, I'll call you shortly

Nov 16, 2018 1:40:34 PM +15185908211

Are you there? We are at the apple store. Dad sent you a message. Mom

Nov 16, 2018 1:40:46 PM Me

Yes. I replied

Nov 16, 2018 1:41:02 PM Me

Backblaze WILL work with new computer.

Nov 16, 2018 1:41:06 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

It will back it up just fine

Nov 16, 2018 1:41:11 PM Me

No worries at all

Nov 16, 2018 1:42:31 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +15185908211

I want to know if I can use backblaze to transfer all my data desk top etc to my new computer can you call me on moms phone

Nov 16, 2018 1:42:52 PM (Read by them after 42 seconds) Me

yes.

Nov 16, 2018 1:42:55 PM (Read by them after 42 seconds) Me

one min

Nov 22, 2018 11:15:22 AM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

Happy Turkey day to everyone😆. Send luv. To all. Face time later. Mom

Nov 22, 2018 12:19:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

OK, we’re doing hikes, bikes, and some soccer right now. Doing exercise 😊

Nov 22, 2018 12:19:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

We can do FaceTime later. Are you guys having dinner at your house? Russ and Jenn coming over?

Dec 08, 2018 7:44:04 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 20 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Bert I know it’s early there but can you send me a pic of the ear buds Aidan wants as we are going shopping.and where we can get them. Mom

Dec 08, 2018 11:05:23 AM Me

Hi just saw this. Let me look and let you know

Dec 08, 2018 11:06:45 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Yes we are getting ready to go out shopping mom

Dec 08, 2018 11:13:15 AM Me

Ok, and I have a headset for Darragh too

Dec 08, 2018 11:15:03 AM Me

He wants headphones over the camera. It's

Dec 08, 2018 11:19:42 AM +15185908211

Do you have a name or pic

Dec 08, 2018 11:21:48 AM Me

Yes.

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:00 AM Me

Darragh’s is at Target:

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:03 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

https://www.target.com/p/plantronics-rig-400hs-stereo-gaming-headset-for-playstation-4-xbox-one-pc/-/A-51384490

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:09 AM Me

Plantronics RIG 400HS Stereo Gaming Headset for PlayStation 4/Xbox One/PC

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:18 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

do you see the picture?

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:26 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

and you see the name.

Dec 08, 2018 11:22:33 AM Me

Let me get Aidans now

Dec 08, 2018 11:40:07 AM (Read by them after 9 minutes, 26 seconds) Me

I don’t see headphones on Aidans list. I have texted him to ask. He’s at a Kickboxing class right now. He should be home in a couple hours and I’ll keep asking

Dec 08, 2018 5:14:48 PM (Read by them after 11 minutes, 28 seconds) Me

Aidan sent me these headphones on Amazon:

Dec 08, 2018 5:14:51 PM (Read by them after 11 minutes, 29 seconds) Me

Amazon.com

Dec 08, 2018 5:18:38 PM (Read by them after 11 minutes, 27 seconds) Me

These look to be the same thing on Walkmart:

Dec 08, 2018 5:18:40 PM (Read by them after 11 minutes, 29 seconds) Me

Walmart.com

Dec 09, 2018 1:02:06 PM +15185908211

These you have to order is there anything in the store he wants

Dec 09, 2018 1:14:07 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I can ask him.

Dec 09, 2018 1:17:35 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

It’s too late we are leaving Walmart’s now mom

Dec 09, 2018 1:51:03 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

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Dec 09, 2018 1:51:47 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

he’s up now. I’ll ask him to look again. And if he can’t find these exact ones for in-store, you could order on amazon and have them shipped to me. I can then wrap and put under the tree for him.

Dec 13, 2018 8:05:01 AM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Bert , make sure you check your mail for a white enevelope, it is for you mom..check today

Dec 13, 2018 9:05:19 AM Me

Ok 👌 i'll be sure to check today. I am off to a funeral for a friend this morning who died this past weekend. She was around my age and left behind her husband and three kids

Dec 14, 2018 2:44:20 PM +15185908211

Ok mom.

Dec 14, 2018 2:48:26 PM Me

Got your envelope with the bottle

Dec 25, 2018 8:01:25 AM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning and Merry Xmas Mom

Dec 25, 2018 8:17:47 AM Me

Good morning, merry Christmas

Dec 25, 2018 8:18:25 AM +15185908211

Are you guys up?

Dec 25, 2018 8:18:42 AM Me

Yes, but I’m going back to bed

Dec 25, 2018 8:19:35 AM +15185908211

👍 did the kids open there gifts?

Dec 25, 2018 8:19:57 AM Me

Yes, all opening is done

Dec 25, 2018 8:20:48 AM +15185908211

Ok

Dec 25, 2018 8:21:10 AM Me

They LOVE there gifts

Dec 25, 2018 8:22:22 AM +15185908211

Have they got there jammies on

Dec 25, 2018 8:23:17 AM +15185908211

Loved your gift pretty neat

Dec 25, 2018 8:46:08 AM Me

They opened the jammies this morning. Didn’t open your christmas box until last night after they all went to bed.

Dec 25, 2018 8:46:20 AM Me

They’ll wear them tonight

Dec 25, 2018 8:46:44 AM Me

Do you mean the gift with the glasses? And Sherlock spray?

Dec 25, 2018 8:52:12 AM +15185908211

That was a great idea loved it. I put the spray in the bathroom 🚽 already the socks were 👍. I was talking about the other 🎁. both were great

Dec 25, 2018 8:58:44 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

excellent

Dec 25, 2018 9:07:09 AM Me

Hi Mom, are there gift receipts for Aidan’s clothes?

Dec 25, 2018 9:07:39 AM Me

Merry Christmas 🎄🎅🏼

Dec 25, 2018 9:08:08 AM +15185908211

Yes I think so are his things to big?

Dec 25, 2018 9:08:43 AM Me

Yeah, he’s been losing lots of weight

Dec 25, 2018 9:11:04 AM +15185908211

Take picks of the things that don’t fit. Did he like his tree ornament, also did he get the shirt Dad ordered?

Dec 25, 2018 9:21:03 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

was it red?

Dec 25, 2018 9:21:09 AM Me

the shirt?

Dec 25, 2018 9:21:32 AM Me

we all got our tree ornaments 😊

Dec 25, 2018 9:23:57 AM Me

ill send pics soon

Dec 25, 2018 9:24:24 AM +15185908211

It was a shirt Aidan wanted from some company on line. Dad had to order it. Ask Aidan

Dec 25, 2018 9:25:41 AM +15185908211

I will ask dad when he wakes up . He doesn’t feel well mom

Dec 25, 2018 9:26:12 AM Me

ok, hope he feels better!!

Dec 25, 2018 9:26:34 AM Me

I’m laying down too. not enough sleep 😊

Dec 25, 2018 9:26:53 AM +15185908211

Yea

Dec 25, 2018 9:52:13 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

was this the shirt?

Dec 25, 2018 9:52:19 AM Me

https://www.superareshop.com/half-sumo-muay-thai-shirt.html

Dec 25, 2018 9:52:32 AM Me

if so, do you have tracking number?

Dec 25, 2018 9:55:45 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 45 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

I think so, dad is still snoozing I will ask him mom

Dec 25, 2018 12:41:36 PM Me

Ok, just woke up from my snooze. Going to make coffee etc

Dec 25, 2018 12:44:35 PM +15185908211

Ok me to having tea and food

Dec 25, 2018 12:45:43 PM Me

Declans headphone for games isn’t working right. We’ve done troubleshooting and looked online. Sent a note to company that makes them to see what we can do. No worries because Darragh is being nice and sharing his new set with Declan 👍😁

Dec 25, 2018 12:47:52 PM +15185908211

We can send receipt if you cannot fix them got at wal mart

Dec 25, 2018 1:20:17 PM Me

Ok, sounds good

Dec 25, 2018 1:20:25 PM Me

How is dad doing?

Dec 25, 2018 1:22:18 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 5 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

He’s ok I think he got a cold, all the kids here have the sniffles

Dec 26, 2018 11:33:05 AM (Read by them after 12 minutes, 24 seconds) Me

Hi Mom, Happy Boxing Day! Following up with you on the red shirt from yesterday. I think you said Dad got Aidan the shirt but we didn’t see it. Wanted to see if there was tracking information.

Dec 26, 2018 12:43:02 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Dad said he did not order it . Take pics of things that don’t fit so I can find the slip. Also did you fix Decs earphones. The place you rented in Lake placid big enough

Dec 26, 2018 12:44:00 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Is it big enough for all of us, Russ wanted to make sure. Mom

Dec 26, 2018 12:55:48 PM (Read by them after 12 minutes, 49 seconds) Me

Hi Mom, ok thought Dad had ordered another item for Aidan. Just want to make sure I’m not missing anything.

Dec 26, 2018 1:06:56 PM (Read by them after 12 minutes, 49 seconds) Me

Did not figure out Declans headphone deal. Have a request into support and waiting to hear back.

Dec 26, 2018 1:08:53 PM Me

I’m out right now, but when I get home I can take pics and send them to you.

Dec 26, 2018 1:20:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I know the place we have in LP can sleep 8, meaning 8 beds of various sizes.

Dec 26, 2018 1:21:31 PM Me

We can likely put the kids on the floor if we need to. Do we know what days they’re planning on coming up?

Dec 26, 2018 1:44:50 PM +15185908211

We are going out at 530, that sounds good . We can bring sleeping bags if needed plus I have Queen size blow up bed, we are good. Mom

Dec 26, 2018 1:47:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

OK, I may not get the pics to you before you leave. I’ll send them when I can.

Dec 26, 2018 2:31:24 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 38 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Dec 31, 2018 11:30:42 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, Are you around today?

Dec 31, 2018 12:00:17 PM +15185908211

Yes, I just got back from post office. I mailed receipts for the boys clothiers and receipt for Decks ear phones. Also there are 2 shirts for Aidan. Mom

Dec 31, 2018 12:00:38 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Cool! Thanks so much for doing all that 😊

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:11 PM +15185908211

Are you guys going anywhere ?

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:11 PM Me

I’ll give you a call in a little bit. Trying to get some work done

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:15 PM Me

No.

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:29 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Just staying here at home. Perry’s are coming over for dinner and games.

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:41 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Aidan is with is friend Sean at disneyland for NYE

Dec 31, 2018 12:01:54 PM +15185908211

Nice

Dec 31, 2018 12:02:04 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

keeping it mellow

Dec 31, 2018 12:02:23 PM Me

Honestly NYE might be my least favorite holiday.

Dec 31, 2018 12:02:40 PM +15185908211

Yea me too!

Dec 31, 2018 12:05:01 PM +15185908211

I think we are just going to chill here Dad just got over with a nasty head cold and chest congestion feeling better today. I have a slight scratchy throat

Dec 31, 2018 12:05:34 PM Me

Glad to hear he’s feeling better.

Dec 31, 2018 12:06:34 PM Me

My throat has been bugging me for days. Have an appt this Wed to get checked out. I think I have re-occuring tonsil infections going on

Dec 31, 2018 12:07:07 PM +15185908211

Oh no I hope not

Dec 31, 2018 12:07:10 PM Me

Mostly on right side, but both sides hurt sometimes

Dec 31, 2018 12:08:00 PM Me

not sure. I went to a ear, nose, throat guy a little over a year ago and he checked me out. Had a CT scan, etc and got the all clear.

Dec 31, 2018 12:08:38 PM Me

However, its never really resolved itself. Keeps coming and going. I’ve largely ignored it because it would come and go, but this past time it’s been bugging me more

Dec 31, 2018 12:10:53 PM +15185908211

It could be? I hope you don’t have to get your tonsils out . Ouch Mabey you need an antibiotic

Dec 31, 2018 12:11:17 PM Me

homeopathic medicines help symptoms, and I do end up feeling better, but it always seems to come back.

Dec 31, 2018 12:11:26 PM Me

Its like returning sinus infections

Dec 31, 2018 12:14:00 PM +15185908211

Antibiotic, will knock it out. Need something stronger. Also you need to send me some more no shit Sherlock spray, I love it mom

Dec 31, 2018 12:14:10 PM Me

Haha

Dec 31, 2018 12:14:32 PM Me

Got that at Ojai Pharmacy across the street from the post office in town

Dec 31, 2018 12:14:49 PM Me

I knew you would love that

Dec 31, 2018 12:15:27 PM +15185908211

You have to send me some more when you get a chance

Dec 31, 2018 12:18:10 PM Me

k. I’ll try to give you a call when I have some of this work done. I have to get D&D to help me clean the house in a few hours before Liz gets back from town. We have to get the living room disaster zone tidy before tonight 😊

Jan 01, 2019 4:13:20 PM Me

Hi Mom, you free? Going on hike and can call

Jan 20, 2019 11:20:40 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

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Jan 20, 2019 11:25:08 AM Me

Wow, you have a lot of snow! Russ sent me some pictures too. I’ll send you some pictures of Darragh in the sunshine and 70°

Jan 20, 2019 11:28:04 AM +15185908211

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Jan 20, 2019 11:30:09 AM Me

Great pics

Jan 20, 2019 11:30:10 AM +15185908211

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Jan 20, 2019 11:41:59 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 51 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Hope you liked all the pics. Mom. I raw the pic of. Aidan at his kickboxing class,he looks great. His looks are changing he looks like me when I was about 12, he also looked like my cousin Billy Noble.

Apr 03, 2019 1:57:28 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

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Apr 03, 2019 1:59:21 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Dad said that made his day. Mom

Apr 03, 2019 2:18:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Haha! I knew that he would LOVE that.

Apr 03, 2019 2:18:11 PM Me

I’ll show declan the picture.

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Apr 20, 2019 9:42:13 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 45 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Bert

Apr 21, 2019 10:32:54 AM Me

Great photos

Apr 21, 2019 10:32:57 AM Me

Like the cake!

Apr 21, 2019 10:32:57 AM Me

Happy Easter 🐣🐇🐰

May 01, 2019 6:28:37 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, and happy50th .🎉🎂 love mom

May 01, 2019 6:30:14 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Have a great day

May 01, 2019 7:33:05 AM Me

Thank you mom! I honestly can’t believe it. I have work meetings all morning then taking afternoon off

May 01, 2019 7:35:00 AM +15185908211

Good go and enjoy yourself and have a nice lunch . Did you get your box? Mom

May 01, 2019 7:35:28 AM Me

I did, but haven’t opened it yet

May 01, 2019 7:37:00 AM +15185908211

Open at lunch time . Ok got to go to work now. Let me know if you like? Mom

May 01, 2019 7:37:24 AM Me

Ok will do. Have a good day at work!

May 01, 2019 7:37:27 AM Me

😁

May 19, 2019 5:31:49 PM Me

Left you a voicemail

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Jun 03, 2019 9:34:58 AM Me

That’s cool! Thanks for sharing

Jun 19, 2019 4:27:40 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 19, 2019 4:28:22 PM +15185908211

Kegs last game

Jun 19, 2019 4:30:42 PM Me

👍

Jun 21, 2019 8:49:26 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 11 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, Happy late anniversary to you &Liz. Been very busy sorry, hope you had a nice day🥂. Mom

Jun 21, 2019 8:51:17 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 9 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Also Dar has a card comming in mail. Mom🎉

Jun 21, 2019 11:02:21 AM Me

Hi Mom! Thanks for anniversary wishes. We’re headed back home today after a couple nights in Ventura. Had a nice time. Can’t believe it’s been 20 years 😁

Jun 21, 2019 11:02:39 AM Me

Thanks for heads up on Darraghs card too!

Jun 24, 2019 8:28:01 PM Me

This is the poster

Jun 24, 2019 8:29:02 PM +15185908211

So true. Luv you

Jun 25, 2019 10:46:53 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, we told Darragh last night and he broke into tears immediately. He settled down and seemed to be ok this morning—he’s off working at summer camp right now.

Jun 25, 2019 10:48:08 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Aidan took it pretty hard. Liz told him when she picked him up from work last night and he was very distraught, sad and teary eyed. I could see his eyes were bright red when he got home. I tried talking with him about it, but he told me he didn’t want to talk about Nat. That’s ok we all process this differently.

Jun 25, 2019 10:48:50 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Declan stayed overnight with friends last night and went there right after camp, so we weren’t able to tell him yet—doing that today.

Jun 25, 2019 10:49:38 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I’m affected more than I thought. I’m finding it VERY hard to concentrate on things like work.

Jul 15, 2019 11:48:47 AM +15185908211

Bert , Mom here I told Dad that you are not going to be able to come, and that’s ok. The services are to be Wed 4-7. and Thurs 9:30 at St. Mary’s. Luv. Mom. Here is the obit

Jul 15, 2019 11:49:05 AM Me

ok

Jul 15, 2019 11:49:51 AM +15185908211

Jul 15, 2019 11:50:50 AM +15185908211

Did you get the obit? Mom

Jul 15, 2019 11:51:41 AM +15185908211

Jul 15, 2019 11:52:20 AM Me

I did, just read it

Jul 15, 2019 11:52:25 AM Me

Thanks for sending that.

Jul 16, 2019 4:31:32 PM (Read by you after 38 seconds) +15185908211

Jul 16, 2019 4:32:09 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

1981

Jul 16, 2019 4:34:54 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Jul 23, 2019 11:04:37 AM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Bert 2 boxes just arrived

Jul 23, 2019 11:06:03 AM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

How is Dar doing? Mom

Jul 23, 2019 11:54:31 AM Me

2 boxes? I shipped one

Jul 23, 2019 11:54:44 AM Me

Thrive box is what I shipped

Jul 23, 2019 11:55:19 AM +15185908211

Ok let me clean

Jul 23, 2019 11:58:39 AM +15185908211

There is 2 boxes one is thrive and the other bike carrier

Jul 23, 2019 11:59:22 AM Me

Oh bike carrier, that’s right forgot

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Jul 26, 2019 8:30:23 AM +15185908211

We are on our way. Going to stop in Saratoga for breakfast

Jul 26, 2019 9:09:21 AM Me

Ok

Jul 26, 2019 2:42:05 PM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +15185908211

In the mkt that whole time. Mom

Jul 28, 2019 11:04:40 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Did you herefrom Russwe can’ they him

Jul 28, 2019 11:17:38 AM (Read by them after 58 seconds) Me

I’ve not heard from Russ.

Jul 28, 2019 11:19:04 AM Me

I’ve texted him.

Jul 28, 2019 11:19:16 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Unsure where he is. I dont have Nicks number.

Jul 28, 2019 11:19:24 AM Me

He might be easier to reach

Jul 28, 2019 11:19:52 AM +15185908211

We don”t either

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Jul 30, 2019 11:22:34 AM Me

Nice

Aug 15, 2019 8:01:52 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 5 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

Unable to locate attachment: IMG_1415.HEIC

Aug 16, 2019 9:54:18 AM Me

Hi Mom, the thing you sent yesterday didn’t come through. Can you send again?

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Aug 24, 2019 12:10:32 PM Me

Hi Mom, it’s Bert. Russ is keeping me updated all day. Keep updating him and he’ll let me know. Just letting you know that I’m thinking of you guys, and that everything Will get sorted out, and get dad on the road to recovery. I know it’s stressful, but they’re narrowing it down and they’ll get to the bottom of it. I love you, and I love dad. Be well and I’m here if you need to call.

Aug 24, 2019 12:17:15 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Dad is finally resting still waiting on more test results. Staying overnight at hospital. Tx later. I lost the wi go here hope you get message. Luv Mom

Aug 24, 2019 12:26:00 PM Me

I got it thanks!!

Aug 24, 2019 12:26:39 PM +15185908211

🤒. Ok

Aug 24, 2019 2:55:03 PM Me

Mom, can I call you later? Would that be ok?

Aug 24, 2019 2:59:16 PM +15185908211

I don’t know what time I get out of here . We have been here since 10:00 this morn it’s now 5 still in emergency room , soon to go to be ammited up stairs. Call when I get home. Mom

Aug 24, 2019 3:01:20 PM Me

No worries mom. Take care of you so you can be there for dad. We can talk tomorrow. Love you ❤️

Aug 24, 2019 3:02:14 PM +15185908211

Ok 👍

Aug 28, 2019 9:40:55 AM Me

Hi Mom, hope all is well out there today. Hope dad is feeling better now that he’s home and resting. Let me know how you are both doing when you can. Love you both Bert

Aug 29, 2019 9:47:20 AM Me

Hi Mom, talked to dad this morning. In waiting room for my colonoscopy. Ready for my closeup!

Aug 29, 2019 9:47:34 AM Me

Hope you’re doing well today

Aug 29, 2019 9:48:53 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Good luck Mom you will do fine

Aug 29, 2019 9:51:10 AM +15185908211

Dad just needs to get strength back. Low fat diet. I am fine. Mom

Aug 29, 2019 9:51:15 AM Me

Thanks!

Aug 29, 2019 9:51:41 AM Me

Yeah, he sounded a little low energy. Said he was going to work for a bit

Aug 29, 2019 9:52:52 AM +15185908211

He has a Dr appt today as 230.and gastro Drnext week

Aug 29, 2019 9:53:50 AM Me

👍 let me know how it goes. He said is regular doc is going to be upset with him

Aug 29, 2019 9:54:08 AM Me

Because he kept telling him to cut down beers

Aug 29, 2019 9:54:14 AM Me

😁

Aug 29, 2019 9:54:42 AM +15185908211

Oh I am sure😳

Aug 29, 2019 9:54:56 AM Me

I’m just glad he’s ok and can get better. Just has to make some lifestyle tweaks

Aug 29, 2019 9:55:28 AM +15185908211

Oh yea🥴

Aug 29, 2019 9:55:47 AM Me

Ok have a great day. Headed off soon.

Aug 29, 2019 9:56:08 AM +15185908211

Kk😷

Sep 03, 2019 5:22:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, possibly headed to JCPenny’s later to get Darragh something. Is there a phone number or some code I can use so you get credits or discounts?

Sep 03, 2019 5:22:13 PM Me

thought you had one

Sep 05, 2019 7:40:02 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 36 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

No you need my card so I can get points that’s ok. Mom

Sep 05, 2019 11:17:03 AM Me

Ah ok. No worries.

Sep 05, 2019 11:17:10 AM Me

How are you doing?

Sep 06, 2019 9:35:33 AM Me

Happy Birthday 🎂🎈🎊🎉🎁
Sent with Balloons

Sep 06, 2019 9:35:56 AM Me

Love you 😍 mom! Hope you’re having a great day

Sep 06, 2019 9:37:33 AM +15185908211

Tx Mom here is a pic of flowers from Dad

Sep 06, 2019 9:38:13 AM +15185908211

Sep 06, 2019 9:42:58 AM Me

So nice! I’ll be calling you later about 3 your time

Sep 06, 2019 9:43:26 AM +15185908211

Kk

Oct 11, 2019 9:20:31 PM Me

Saw this at the market in OJAI tonight

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Nov 25, 2019 3:59:01 PM Me

👍

Nov 25, 2019 3:59:07 PM Me

Nice sunset

Nov 25, 2019 4:33:04 PM Me

Where are you guys now?

Nov 25, 2019 5:53:33 PM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Now we are in Iowa but there is no WiFi from Chicago to Cali. Mom

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At Tree & dons

Nov 26, 2019 1:16:32 PM Me

Nice!

Nov 26, 2019 1:16:40 PM Me

Say Hi 👋

Nov 26, 2019 1:26:07 PM Me

Just got back from getting a styling haircut in Santa Barbara

Nov 26, 2019 1:26:36 PM Me

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Nice doo. Meems

Nov 28, 2019 9:04:21 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 6 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Happy turkey day. Luv meems

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Nov 28, 2019 1:10:50 PM Me

You in Longmont?

Dec 07, 2019 10:13:08 AM (Read by you after 43 seconds) +15185908211

The mighty Missipi

Dec 07, 2019 10:13:08 AM (Read by you after 43 seconds) +15185908211

Mississippi

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Dec 07, 2019 10:14:12 AM Me

Very cool. Was going to ask you where you were today

Dec 07, 2019 11:34:25 AM +15185908211

If you blow up middle pic you can see a big span bridge

Dec 07, 2019 12:31:50 PM Me

What bridge is that?

Dec 07, 2019 12:34:59 PM (Read by you after 7 hours, 11 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

We don’t know???

Dec 07, 2019 7:46:07 PM Me

Where are you now?

Dec 07, 2019 8:18:02 PM (Read by you after 16 hours, 4 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Just leaving Chi. Be home tomorrow around 2:30

Dec 08, 2019 12:22:30 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

You must be nearly home.

Dec 25, 2019 8:55:18 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 25 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning and Merry Xmas. To All. Mom & Dad

Dec 25, 2019 12:21:16 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Merry Christmas over there!

Dec 25, 2019 12:22:48 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

Did the kids like there stuff and money

Dec 25, 2019 12:26:09 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Oh yes. You guys at home? Can you FaceTime sometime soon?

Dec 25, 2019 12:27:44 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

I don’t know Dad is out walking now are you guys going out?

Dec 28, 2019 10:29:20 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 33 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

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Dec 28, 2019 1:03:24 PM Me

Love the photos, thanks for sending them

Jan 08, 2020 5:25:48 PM (Read by you after 31 seconds) +15185908211

Jan 08, 2020 5:26:44 PM Me

Thanks!

Jan 08, 2020 5:27:28 PM Me

I’m sending the money to Darrell electronically and he’ll give it to her 😁

Jan 08, 2020 5:28:43 PM +15185908211

Kk luv Mom

Jan 08, 2020 5:29:12 PM +15185908211

Jan 19, 2020 7:43:01 PM (Read by you after 55 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Oh yea Mom

Jan 19, 2020 7:44:19 PM (Read by you after 54 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Super bowl

Jan 19, 2020 8:38:48 PM Me

I saw that. Congratulations!!

Jan 27, 2020 9:49:20 AM +15185908211

Good morning. 🌞. How are you feeling today. Hope better. Mom

Jan 27, 2020 10:14:28 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi mom! I’m doing ok. Still in a bit of shock over the Kobe Bryant crash yesterday. Reminding me to pay attention to my life. 😊 Hope you’re doing well out there.

Jan 27, 2020 10:27:43 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Yea that’s areal shame. Have a good day😘

Jan 27, 2020 10:28:04 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hope you have a good day too!

Mar 17, 2020 3:28:59 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

Mar 17, 2020 5:56:03 PM Me

So cute

Mar 20, 2020 9:51:49 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

How is everybody holding up out there. Just think you can have the kids do all the laundry . Haha 😂

Mar 20, 2020 11:44:15 AM Me

We’re ok. I’ll call after my meetings today. I’ll be done about 12:30ish out here.

Mar 20, 2020 11:44:31 AM Me

So after 3:30 for you

Mar 20, 2020 11:47:12 AM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Kk I am doing some painting I”be Been putting off later. Mom

Mar 23, 2020 4:34:39 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

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Mar 23, 2020 4:36:06 PM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Spring snow storm. Show the kids. Mom

Mar 23, 2020 4:39:26 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

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Mar 26, 2020 3:19:58 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 8 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Have Deck show you my tx. Mom

Mar 31, 2020 4:58:26 PM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +15185908211

Mar 31, 2020 4:59:22 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

That’s cool to see

Mar 31, 2020 5:00:25 PM +15185908211

It looks a lot like you and Aidan

Mar 31, 2020 5:00:46 PM Me

Aidan got his ears from him

Apr 11, 2020 12:35:53 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 11, 2020 12:39:03 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

Second Corona puzzle done Mom

Apr 11, 2020 12:57:10 PM Me

Nice!

Apr 11, 2020 12:57:54 PM Me

We had a puzzle going on over here but they stopped working on it

Apr 11, 2020 12:58:50 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

We already did 2 I will send it. Mom

Apr 11, 2020 1:00:19 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 11, 2020 1:21:30 PM Me

Lost connection

Apr 11, 2020 1:21:31 PM Me

I’m hiking, and turned the corner around a ridge and the connection went dead

Apr 11, 2020 1:22:34 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Kk tx later or tomorrow. Lv Mom

Apr 11, 2020 1:22:56 PM (Read by you after 41 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get other puzzle

Apr 12, 2020 7:07:37 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 36 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning Happy Easter to you and Liz. Mom

Apr 12, 2020 11:44:23 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Happy Easter!!! Hope you have a nice relaxing day out there.

Apr 13, 2020 2:01:55 PM Me

Just peeking out this morning

Apr 13, 2020 2:22:21 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Nice tulips. Mom

Apr 13, 2020 2:34:17 PM Me

Thanks! Liz gave me a variety of tulip bulbs for Christmas. I put them in mid February and 2 weeks ago they peeked thru the dirt.

Apr 13, 2020 2:36:14 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Yea tulips are just starting to come up around here lots of daffodils

Apr 14, 2020 11:23:14 AM Me

Opened up today! And you can see the other not far behind

Apr 14, 2020 11:51:29 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Very pretty

May 01, 2020 6:40:51 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 30 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Have a wonderful day& enjoy. Love Mom ps did you check your mail

May 01, 2020 10:12:58 AM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Your cousin Meghan had a baby girl yesterday, I think she weighed 7.5. 20 in. They named her Shesha it’s some kind of Irish name?

May 01, 2020 11:12:14 AM Me

Thanks! I did get the card and the check, thank you very much! That will go to buy a new set of cleats for me

May 01, 2020 11:14:25 AM +15185908211

That’s great.what are you doing today ?

May 01, 2020 11:15:33 AM +15185908211

Order dinner out tonight

May 10, 2020 6:54:45 PM Me

Got your message from Liz. We’re home now. Will call you tamale

May 10, 2020 6:55:10 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Kk luv you

May 10, 2020 7:40:42 PM Me

Love you too!

May 10, 2020 7:41:14 PM +15185908211

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May 27, 2020 9:11:05 AM +15185908211

I loved the. Video it was great. Mom 🤗

May 27, 2020 9:14:14 AM +15185908211

Aunt Pat wants to know when she should send Dar out a gift for his grad? Mom

May 27, 2020 4:57:17 PM Me

I guess whenever she would like. We can hold on to it until the time is right.

May 27, 2020 6:09:44 PM (Read by you after 41 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

When is his graduation day supposed to have been?

May 29, 2020 1:12:55 PM Me

From my garden

May 29, 2020 1:25:10 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 36 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

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Beautiful white rose?

Jun 14, 2020 5:26:50 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 14, 2020 5:28:16 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Bert Mahoney Cali

Jun 14, 2020 5:29:06 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 14, 2020 5:29:39 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Bert Mahoney Cali

Jun 14, 2020 5:29:40 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 14, 2020 7:25:38 PM Me

Jun 14, 2020 7:25:55 PM Me

I’m sure you like the magnet too

Jun 14, 2020 7:26:54 PM +15185908211

Oh yes did you get the pics

Jun 14, 2020 7:27:13 PM Me

Sent with Normal effect

Jun 14, 2020 7:27:29 PM +15185908211

Ok 👍

Jun 14, 2020 7:27:44 PM Me

Looks nice

Jun 14, 2020 7:28:42 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 43 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

I planted all the flowers before we came to airport, that’s where we are now

Jun 14, 2020 9:12:48 PM Me

New teak table and chairs

Jun 21, 2020 2:45:27 PM Me

Love these purple flowers

Jun 26, 2020 11:57:01 AM Me

Watermelons 🍉 are starting to take off

Jul 04, 2020 8:23:53 AM (Read by you after 11 hours, 25 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Happy 4th to all have a good day. Love ❤️ Mom

Jul 04, 2020 7:49:12 PM Me

Happy 4th to you too Mom!

Jul 04, 2020 7:49:22 PM Me

Did u do fireworks?

Jul 04, 2020 7:50:29 PM Me

None here. Too dry, and governer shut California back down. Masks everywhere and no bars or indoor seating

Jul 04, 2020 7:50:48 PM Me

So been painting boys room all day

Aug 22, 2020 9:42:00 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 25 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Bert we sent out a check for the kids school clothes. It should be there by tues or we’d. Keep your eye on the mail. mom

Aug 22, 2020 3:07:07 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

thanks mom!

Aug 22, 2020 3:49:10 PM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

No problem, use for sneakers or pants or under ware and socks. Luv Mom

Aug 30, 2020 10:07:17 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 13 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

I got my bday gift today I love the tapestry, will hang on porch. Tell the kids I said thanks. Very nice here are some pics.

Aug 30, 2020 10:09:13 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 11 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 30, 2020 11:22:21 AM Me

Great! Thought they wouldn’t arrive until tomorrow. We’re really glad you like them!

Sep 05, 2020 7:24:09 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

I told dad that when Aidan was 8 or 10 I took him to down town to the salon to get ashave & hair cut and dad said no he has gone to the barbers and I said no Bert always cuts the boys hair and he said no . And I was right as always. Mom

Sep 05, 2020 7:29:59 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

Wait the royal treatment. Aidan knows what that means. Mom

Sep 06, 2020 4:32:44 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

haha

Sep 06, 2020 4:47:05 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

Ha ha what. Mom

Sep 06, 2020 4:47:21 PM Me

you won the bet

Sep 06, 2020 4:47:34 PM +15185908211

Yea!

Sep 06, 2020 4:49:47 PM +15185908211

Fires on Co bad just talked to aunt Pot everything is covered in ash. They are wearing masks because the air quality is bad. Mom

Sep 06, 2020 4:51:05 PM +15185908211

And then by Wed it is going to rain and get cold possibly snow

Sep 06, 2020 4:51:41 PM +15185908211

Pat said it is real hot there too! Mom

Sep 06, 2020 4:52:31 PM +15185908211

Going to cook some filets on grill now yum

Sep 06, 2020 4:53:27 PM +15185908211

Sun is just setting

Sep 06, 2020 4:54:32 PM +15185908211

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Sep 06, 2020 9:03:28 PM Me

U still awake?

Sep 06, 2020 9:04:14 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

She’s sleeping

Sep 06, 2020 9:04:33 PM Me

Ok

Sep 07, 2020 11:04:33 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Are you there?

Sep 07, 2020 11:07:22 AM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

yes, my phone died

Sep 07, 2020 11:07:33 AM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

call you in a few, need to connect a cable to it.

Sep 07, 2020 11:08:02 AM +15185908211

Kk

Sep 09, 2020 6:39:09 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

I could see all th fires mom

Sep 09, 2020 6:39:22 PM Me

It’s hazy here

Sep 09, 2020 6:39:39 PM Me

That’s about it

Sep 09, 2020 6:40:50 PM +15185908211

Oh wow Aunt pat had snow this morn. 33 she put her fireplace on , yesterday 100. Mom

Sep 09, 2020 6:43:50 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 09, 2020 6:44:08 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 1 minute, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Here is Uncle Dave on his 66th in his back deck. Mom

Sep 10, 2020 8:41:49 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 4 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Aidans pkg should be there tomorrow, I don’t know if you want to save it for his party at Magas. Also he has a bday card in mail should be there on Sat,we sent it pirority mail so you could give it to him at his bday celebration. Luv. Mom&Abuelo

Sep 10, 2020 12:46:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

ok, I’ll be on the lookout.

Sep 10, 2020 2:53:00 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

How is the weather,air quality? Mom

Sep 10, 2020 2:53:39 PM Me

Not exactly sure, But far more orange today and getting worse

Sep 10, 2020 2:54:21 PM +15185908211

Oh no , keep me updated. Mom

Sep 10, 2020 2:56:09 PM Me

👍

Oct 17, 2020 8:52:06 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 32 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Russ party mom

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Oct 24, 2020 12:51:38 PM +15185908211

Are you still alive? Did the Boys get there box of goodies? On my way out to Sams club , tx me Luv Mom

Oct 24, 2020 2:10:59 PM (Read by them after 15 seconds) Me

GIPHY

Oct 24, 2020 2:11:21 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I, am, Alive!!!!! 😊

Oct 24, 2020 2:12:19 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Yes, boys got box of goodies. Candy was eaten in less than 24hours.

Nov 14, 2020 7:44:31 PM Me

From the garden. My new fountain setup with all the succulents

Nov 14, 2020 7:45:36 PM Me

The white/pink bougainvillea are “Thai” bougainvillea. Really beautiful 😻

Nov 14, 2020 7:45:57 PM Me

I also have a red one as well.

Nov 14, 2020 7:47:13 PM Me

I have 20+ succulents They’re easy to care for and they love ❤️ our summer heat

Nov 15, 2020 10:50:20 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 3 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Your patio looks great luv the water fountain. Mom

Nov 26, 2020 10:47:35 AM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Happy turkey day to all🦃. Are you guys cooking home?

Nov 26, 2020 12:13:10 PM Me

Happy Thanksgiving. Yes we’re at home, just us this year

Nov 26, 2020 3:22:30 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 34 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 26, 2020 3:23:11 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 33 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Nov 26, 2020 6:04:56 PM +15185908211

Are you guys eating yet?

Nov 26, 2020 6:07:43 PM +15185908211

Russ and Jen already went to her mothers house for dessert I finished cleaning up and now I got comfy and got my jammies on chillin. Luv Mom

Nov 26, 2020 6:09:36 PM +15185908211

I tx all the kids and wished them happy that

Nov 30, 2020 12:27:40 PM Me

Can I call you later?

Nov 30, 2020 12:28:05 PM Me

Can call in about an hour

Nov 30, 2020 12:28:28 PM +15185908211

Just wanted to know the boys sizes for Jammies

Nov 30, 2020 12:29:43 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 35 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Also A pkg is in the mail for Liz’s BDay

Nov 30, 2020 2:06:17 PM Me

Darragh is boys large, or 16-18 Declan is men’s Medium Aidan is men’s large

Dec 15, 2020 10:25:46 AM +15185908211

Tried to FaceTime you this morning. Will try later. Mom

Dec 15, 2020 8:25:04 PM Me

Sorry I missed you. I’m around tomorrow

Dec 17, 2020 9:45:43 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 1 minute, 28 seconds) +15185908211

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We got slammed last night, I think about a foot or more over my knees first snow this year. Mom

Dec 17, 2020 12:47:43 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

😳

Dec 17, 2020 12:47:47 PM Me

wow

Dec 17, 2020 12:48:04 PM Me

been a long time since I’ve seen that much snow there

Dec 17, 2020 12:48:21 PM +15185908211

Is too!

Dec 18, 2020 10:50:44 AM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

A Pat sent an envelope for the boys for x mas, should arrive today. Mom

Dec 18, 2020 10:52:38 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

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Dec 21, 2020 1:16:32 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Received your package today, do you want me to open up box& is there stuff in there for Russ & Jen too. Mom

Dec 21, 2020 1:16:58 PM Me

Hi, just stuff for you and Dad. You can open it.

Dec 21, 2020 1:17:15 PM Me

Gifts are wrapped. Should find 2 pics of D& D in there.

Dec 21, 2020 1:17:59 PM +15185908211

Excellent😋 tks

Dec 21, 2020 1:21:45 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes) +15185908211

Have kids open there boxes x mad eve. And when the other box comes put there cards on tree 🌲. Mom. Yours and Liz are in other box coming too. Aunt Pat sent cards for boys keep eye out in mail.

Dec 21, 2020 1:32:11 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

ok, got it. We got Aunt Pat’s card. i have it on my desk.

Dec 21, 2020 1:33:59 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

No I think she sent 3 separate cards for boys with money 💰 , put on tree

Dec 22, 2020 4:31:12 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 17 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 22, 2020 4:31:44 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 16 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Shy Shultz

Dec 22, 2020 4:33:59 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 14 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Shy

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Dec 23, 2020 11:56:52 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

The resemblance to Sgt Shultz from Hogans Heros is uncanny

Dec 23, 2020 11:56:56 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Dec 23, 2020 11:57:56 AM Me

“I know nothing!”

Dec 23, 2020 12:29:06 PM Me

Hey enjoy that Keegan is shorter than you. In less than 10 years he’s likely to be looking down at you

Dec 23, 2020 12:29:21 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Declan and Aidan are both over 6’ now

Dec 23, 2020 12:29:42 PM Me

Darragh is almost as tall as Liz

Dec 24, 2020 11:44:34 AM Me

Here’s Darragh opening his box 📦 this morning. He couldn’t wait

Dec 24, 2020 11:53:45 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

I glad everything fit those are his x mad jammies😍 me

Dec 24, 2020 12:08:43 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

There is one more box, keep checking the mail cards for all and ornaments to hang on tree, & for you and Liz, put cards on tree 🌲. For boys mom

Dec 24, 2020 12:14:00 PM Me

Everything fit great. Don’t know if you can tell but he’s just about 5’6” - basically looking Liz in the eye. He’s starting to shoot up.

Dec 24, 2020 12:14:20 PM Me

Declan is still 😴 asleep 💤

Dec 24, 2020 12:14:46 PM Me

Need to bake some cookies and then will go look for 📦

Dec 24, 2020 12:15:01 PM Me

Then wrapping until ?

Dec 24, 2020 12:15:10 PM +15185908211

Kk

Dec 24, 2020 12:23:03 PM Me

Darragh went upstairs and woke him up. Not sure if you can tell how tall he is from vid.

Dec 24, 2020 12:24:29 PM Me

I’ll send Aidan’s when I can

Dec 24, 2020 12:25:03 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

The vid was all blue, no pics

Dec 24, 2020 12:25:52 PM Me

Dec 24, 2020 12:25:52 PM Me

Sent again

Dec 24, 2020 12:25:56 PM Me

It’s about 3 mins

Dec 24, 2020 12:26:10 PM +15185908211

Ok

Dec 24, 2020 2:14:23 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 24, 2020 2:16:30 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Wish you guys were here. Mom. We shoul plan next year x mad in Colorado

Dec 24, 2020 2:17:26 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Every body

Dec 24, 2020 2:20:07 PM Me

Colorado could definitely work for us.

Dec 24, 2020 2:21:46 PM Me

I’ll put bug 🐜 in Lizs ear over holiday. I mentioned going to Lake Tahoe again (really fun) next year but would be great to see Aunt Pat, Darrell, Tree and the little girls. Not met them yet

Dec 24, 2020 2:22:28 PM Me

Boys could ski/snowboard and would LOVE that

Dec 24, 2020 2:22:39 PM +15185908211

We will work on it

Dec 24, 2020 2:23:32 PM +15185908211

Last year Dar took Willow to bunny hill she did great

Dec 24, 2020 2:24:47 PM +15185908211

Did you get vid of room

Dec 24, 2020 8:44:26 PM Me

Dec 24, 2020 8:46:48 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Looking good mom

Dec 25, 2020 12:11:05 PM Me

Merry Christmas 🎁 Here’s my peppermint cookies for this year

Dec 25, 2020 12:13:10 PM Me

The Art Institute of Chicago

Dec 25, 2020 12:13:10 PM Me

Based on these paintings

Dec 25, 2020 12:14:45 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Merry x mas to all , cookies look great 👍 did kids open there gifts 🎁 yet?

Dec 25, 2020 12:15:58 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Dar just txtd merry x mas the same time you did

Dec 25, 2020 12:18:40 PM Me

Can I call you later?

Dec 25, 2020 12:18:57 PM Me

Like 15-20?

Dec 25, 2020 12:19:01 PM Me

Mins

Dec 25, 2020 12:19:08 PM +15185908211

Kk

Dec 25, 2020 1:19:52 PM Me

Hi

Dec 25, 2020 1:20:25 PM Me

Can talk

Dec 25, 2020 2:36:36 PM Me

Your battery died 😀

Dec 25, 2020 3:00:02 PM Me

Darragh and his clay mask

Dec 25, 2020 6:37:07 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Real cute

Dec 25, 2020 6:41:03 PM Me

From my hike today...

Dec 25, 2020 6:41:33 PM Me

Moon out early

Dec 25, 2020 6:42:53 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Nice shots. The sun set one is great

Dec 25, 2020 6:43:52 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 25, 2020 6:45:30 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Snow all gone. Today

Dec 27, 2020 6:01:33 PM Me

Winter blooms and some of my Dutch tulip 🌷 bulbs are waking up, wow 😳

Dec 28, 2020 7:00:25 PM Me

The new knife rack

Dec 28, 2020 7:02:02 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

That’s nice & handy

Dec 28, 2020 7:02:28 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get your mail today?

Dec 28, 2020 7:06:49 PM Me

We did get the box 📦 today. Everyone got their cards. Thank you! Very nice of you.

Dec 28, 2020 7:07:14 PM Me

? There were 3 shirts. Are they all for Aidan?

Dec 28, 2020 7:07:58 PM +15185908211

No they are for you. And something for Liz

Dec 28, 2020 7:09:28 PM Me

Oh, boys opened box

Dec 28, 2020 7:10:08 PM Me

And Liz says thank you for the necklace and bracelet!

Dec 28, 2020 7:10:44 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

The sweater and shirts are for you

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Dec 28, 2020 7:11:09 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

I hope you like them

Dec 31, 2020 10:09:27 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 51 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Happy new year. To all luv. Mom

Jan 06, 2021 10:57:41 AM Me

Twitter

Jan 06, 2021 10:59:31 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 5 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

🥰 cute Mom

Jan 27, 2021 11:11:19 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

in a meeting. saw you called

Feb 01, 2021 3:05:33 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

saw this online yesterday. not sure if you know about it. Annual birdwatching event:

Feb 01, 2021 3:05:36 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Audubon

Feb 01, 2021 3:06:36 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Yes. Tks

Feb 08, 2021 9:47:34 AM Me

Call u back shortly. Brushing teeth

Feb 08, 2021 9:47:47 AM +15185908211

Kk

Feb 14, 2021 7:49:48 AM +15185908211

Happy Valentine’s to everybody. Luv mom

Feb 21, 2021 5:53:16 PM Me

Feb 21, 2021 5:54:18 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Yea I can see weary too!

Feb 21, 2021 5:54:40 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

West’s

Feb 21, 2021 6:14:24 PM Me

Feb 21, 2021 6:14:50 PM Me

Making our way down. Field is on the right

Feb 21, 2021 6:18:44 PM +15185908211

Oh yea , I am watching American idol and they are in Joao or contests from there, they showed what almost looked like the mts you are in . The judge Luke Bryant says he’s in hippie land.

Feb 21, 2021 6:19:20 PM +15185908211

Ojai

Feb 21, 2021 6:19:43 PM Me

Sun right behind my head

Feb 21, 2021 6:20:03 PM +15185908211

Nice shot

Mar 01, 2021 7:01:04 PM Me

Hi, wondering how your back is feeling

Mar 01, 2021 8:16:35 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

Pretty good, still have pains yet they come and go I have been walking everyday It’s only been almost 4 weeks on Thursday .

Mar 01, 2021 8:36:53 PM Me

Pain that’s comes goes is good. Things are still healing inside. When it sticks around no matter how you move is what to watch for.

Mar 01, 2021 8:37:49 PM Me

Keep walking no matter what. A month out now u can push yourself a bit more. Your body will tell u how much is too much

Mar 01, 2021 8:39:01 PM +15185908211

Yea I know Tks luv you

Mar 07, 2021 8:40:34 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

hi mom, you still awake? can I face time in a few?

Mar 07, 2021 8:40:42 PM Me

I know its late

Mar 07, 2021 8:42:38 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

I was just dozing off. Is it important? If not face time morn. Mom

Mar 07, 2021 8:42:50 PM Me

not important.

Mar 07, 2021 8:42:57 PM Me

we can talk tomorrow.

Mar 07, 2021 8:43:12 PM Me

meant to connect earlier, but I sometimes forget about time difference

Mar 07, 2021 8:44:09 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Kk that’s good tomorrow luv mom

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Mar 12, 2021 11:00:26 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Just at sent Declan’s card for B Day, keep eye out in mail he has 2 other gifts coming so save them for his BDay. Luv Mom

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Mar 15, 2021 7:30:24 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 13 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Willow skiing

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Mar 23, 2021 10:23:16 AM Me

We got a new puppy 🐶 Meet “Koda” She’s mix of border collie, Australian shepherd. 8weeks old

Mar 23, 2021 10:25:10 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

Oh how cute, how does Westin like him?

Mar 23, 2021 10:25:26 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Westin

Mar 23, 2021 10:25:35 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

E

Mar 23, 2021 11:28:38 AM Me

Took a couple days to warm up, but he’s playing with her now

Mar 23, 2021 11:28:55 AM Me

She’s incredibly sweet and loves to snuggle

Mar 23, 2021 11:29:23 AM Me

She’s little.

Mar 23, 2021 11:30:56 AM Me

Video from weekend walking her with Westy, D and D

Mar 23, 2021 11:31:16 AM +15185908211

She looks like a lab, she will probably get big

Mar 23, 2021 11:31:45 AM Me

Yes. We think Beckett size,maybe a bit smaller

Mar 23, 2021 11:31:56 AM Me

She’s sweet like Beckett

Mar 23, 2021 11:33:42 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

She’s cute. 😉

Mar 25, 2021 7:31:14 PM Me

Declan at training right now. Game tomorrow

Mar 26, 2021 7:18:08 PM +15185908211

Send me some vids. Mom

Apr 04, 2021 8:37:17 AM +15185908211

Sent with Normal effect

Hoppy Easter 🐣 to all, have a great day

Apr 04, 2021 8:37:38 AM +15185908211

Miss you all

Apr 04, 2021 4:30:29 PM (Read by you after 53 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 04, 2021 4:31:05 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 04, 2021 4:31:18 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 04, 2021 4:50:49 PM Me

Apr 04, 2021 4:52:06 PM Me

Will call shortly. Finishing chores cleaning up garden from winter leaves 🍁 and dead 💩

Apr 04, 2021 4:52:31 PM Me

Pics u sent are great

Apr 04, 2021 4:52:48 PM +15185908211

Somebody’s paws look awful big, hope she doesn’t grow into them! Are you Gus eating home or going out?

Apr 04, 2021 4:52:58 PM Me

Here

Apr 04, 2021 4:53:12 PM +15185908211

Ham?

Apr 04, 2021 4:53:47 PM Me

Apr 04, 2021 4:54:20 PM Me

Apr 04, 2021 4:54:36 PM +15185908211

We went to Mc G 3:30 setting it was good😙

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Apr 04, 2021 4:54:56 PM Me

Sounds great

Apr 04, 2021 4:55:04 PM +15185908211

😆

Apr 04, 2021 4:55:12 PM Me

Ok firing up blower

Apr 04, 2021 4:55:23 PM +15185908211

Kk later

Apr 04, 2021 4:55:39 PM Me

Apr 04, 2021 4:56:15 PM Me

Maybe try that with Declan and shoot some vid

Apr 04, 2021 4:56:16 PM +15185908211

Good looks like Dec

Apr 04, 2021 4:56:20 PM Me

Haha

Apr 04, 2021 4:56:58 PM Me

Dad should try that for his birthday 🥳 ride in the yard

Apr 04, 2021 4:57:16 PM Me

In front of garage

Apr 04, 2021 4:57:32 PM +15185908211

Yea he would puke 🤢

Apr 04, 2021 4:57:45 PM Me

Put on TikTok Addison can help u

Apr 04, 2021 4:57:57 PM +15185908211

Ok

Apr 04, 2021 4:58:23 PM +15185908211

I will look it up

Apr 04, 2021 4:58:38 PM Me

That’s what would be hilarious 😂 His reaction “Oh... Jesus Christ mike make it stop!!”

Apr 04, 2021 4:59:00 PM Me

Always asking for Jesus

Apr 04, 2021 4:59:16 PM Me

😝

Apr 04, 2021 5:00:03 PM Me

K talk soon.

Apr 04, 2021 5:12:01 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Did you forget today is Dads B Day?

Apr 04, 2021 5:59:34 PM Me

Nope

Apr 04, 2021 6:00:14 PM +15185908211

Ok

Apr 06, 2021 6:25:55 PM +15185908211

Apr 13, 2021 8:42:35 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 3 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 , how are you feeling ?

Apr 13, 2021 10:46:13 AM Me

Feeling good today. Arm a bit sore but otherwise all good

Apr 13, 2021 10:49:15 AM +15185908211

That’s great 😃

Apr 14, 2021 4:07:13 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

.how do you feel today? Are you and Liz going to go to Co for thanksgiving , let me know tree is going to find us a place in the mts for everybody, aunt pot& me and dad are paying for the house, so you guys will have to pay for plane tickets & so on, let me know and we will work on details. Mom

Apr 14, 2021 4:17:56 PM Me

I feel fine today thanks. Just tired from work and lack of sleep. Anyhow will talk to Liz about CO. I brought it up once—right now her focus is get thru school year and get to her IRONMAN race in Idaho (early June) She’s into DEEP training right now for next few weeks and then taper to the race.

Apr 14, 2021 4:18:19 PM Me

Heading out to Declans first home game for soccer today. They play Santa Paula at home.

Apr 14, 2021 5:16:21 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Ok sounds good

Apr 14, 2021 6:28:27 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

How’s the game going?

Apr 14, 2021 6:28:48 PM Me

Just scored up 1-0

Apr 14, 2021 6:28:56 PM Me

10 mins left

Apr 14, 2021 6:29:00 PM Me

First half

Apr 14, 2021 6:29:29 PM +15185908211

Yea, is Dec playing send me pic

Apr 14, 2021 6:38:53 PM Me

Apr 14, 2021 6:57:45 PM Me

Halftime 1-0 Nordhoff

Apr 14, 2021 6:58:03 PM Me

We just scored 2 more goals. Up 3-0

Apr 14, 2021 6:58:19 PM Me

30 mins left

Apr 14, 2021 6:58:33 PM +15185908211

Yippie yuppie & yahooie

Apr 14, 2021 6:58:52 PM +15185908211

Is Dec in

Apr 14, 2021 6:58:59 PM Me

Yes

Apr 14, 2021 6:59:19 PM +15185908211

Hope he scores

Apr 25, 2021 1:37:58 PM (Read by them after 12 seconds) Me

hi, are you around? can I FaceTime you?

Apr 25, 2021 1:40:47 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

I am out shopping later

Apr 25, 2021 1:40:58 PM Me

ok

Apr 25, 2021 1:41:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

going to walk dogs

Apr 25, 2021 3:49:25 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

i can FaceTime

May 01, 2021 7:41:17 AM (Read by you after 10 hours, 59 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Goodmorning , Hap Hap Birthday 🥳 have a great day

May 01, 2021 7:42:38 AM (Read by you after 10 hours, 57 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

May 01, 2021 6:40:29 PM Me

Thanks!

May 01, 2021 6:40:42 PM Me

Spent your gift already

May 01, 2021 6:41:56 PM +15185908211

Did you like the card & shirt?

May 01, 2021 6:42:13 PM Me

Yes

May 01, 2021 6:42:49 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Ok good. Did you do your hike?

May 01, 2021 6:46:50 PM Me

Not the chief

May 01, 2021 6:46:54 PM Me

Too hot

May 01, 2021 6:47:07 PM Me

90s past 2days

May 01, 2021 6:49:20 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Oh hot 🥵 did you get a cake 🎂? & you didn’t tx Dad. Did Russ tell you about Mike Moor?

May 01, 2021 6:51:43 PM Me

Yes about Mike

May 01, 2021 6:51:49 PM Me

Very 😞

May 01, 2021 6:55:44 PM (Read by you after 47 seconds) +15185908211

Yes he told me today , it was a bleeding ulcer of th stomach, he was a good person and funny too! Dad got you the shirt. Have a cocktail 🍹 on me

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May 01, 2021 6:58:14 PM Me

He was a good human. An old soul, VERY funny and keenly aware of others. Feel very bad for Jenn and Russ. They’ve known him forever and I know he was like an uncle to the kids.

May 01, 2021 6:58:51 PM Me

Was trying to remember if he came to our wedding

May 01, 2021 7:02:37 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Oh yes almost all the pics he was in them we joked and said where is milieu Moore that ha how many pictures he was in, you know where’s Waldo we said where’s milieu, don’t forget to tx dad luv mom

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May 08, 2021 12:57:33 PM +15185908211

I watched live stream, but I couldn’t tell which one was Dar. The video was black &white so it was hard to tell, send me a vid if you can

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May 08, 2021 12:59:54 PM +15185908211

Also no volume, kept going in & out

May 09, 2021 1:11:55 PM Me

U home?

May 09, 2021 1:12:01 PM Me

Or out and about?

May 09, 2021 1:20:01 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Yes I was screwing some new patio chairs together, to back a while need to get done for cookout

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May 09, 2021 1:27:41 PM Me

Was going to call before going into mountains ⛰ on a hike

May 09, 2021 1:27:55 PM Me

Call in hour?

May 09, 2021 1:28:28 PM Me

4,or 4:30 ur time?

May 09, 2021 2:29:58 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Call in Agee mins

May 09, 2021 2:36:20 PM (Read by them after 52 minutes, 33 seconds) Me

hey about to hike. let me know when you’re not busy

May 09, 2021 4:16:18 PM Me

I’ll try calling u from Lake Casitas. Headed there now for picnic with Sallie and the whole fam damily

May 09, 2021 4:17:21 PM +15185908211

Okweare just sitting down to eat

May 09, 2021 5:32:27 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 16 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

Tried to face time with you, again it’s 7:30 here FaceTime when you get a chance

Aug 08, 2021 3:04:07 PM Me

hi mom, you around? Meaning home? I could FaceTime if you’re around

Aug 08, 2021 3:04:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

LMK

Aug 08, 2021 7:52:39 PM Me

hi, let me call you after I walk the dogs before it gets too dark

Aug 08, 2021 7:52:59 PM Me

was away from my phone folding 7 mountains of laundry

Aug 08, 2021 7:53:41 PM Me

give me 30-40 mins

Aug 08, 2021 7:53:46 PM Me

is that too late?

Aug 08, 2021 7:54:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

just realized its about 10pm there

Aug 08, 2021 7:55:04 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

How about tomorrow I am dosing off , in morn I will face time you Lv Mom

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Aug 08, 2021 8:14:44 PM Me

Perfect

Aug 08, 2021 8:15:15 PM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 14, 2021 12:43:13 PM Me

Hi Mom, you around? Is now a good time to call?

Aug 14, 2021 12:43:49 PM Me

About to take dogs 🐕 out for short walk about

Aug 14, 2021 12:44:08 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yea, just got back from mkt

Aug 14, 2021 12:44:52 PM Me

K I’ll call in next 10 mins, getting out the door

Aug 14, 2021 12:48:31 PM Me

Wait a few not ready

Aug 14, 2021 12:48:46 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Kk

Aug 14, 2021 1:15:41 PM Me

K ready, was helping Declan look for something

Aug 27, 2021 2:31:08 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 51 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

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Just got it try later Mom

Sep 06, 2021 10:26:31 AM Me

Happy Birthday 🎂🥳 🎉🎁🎈 🥳 🎉🎁🎈 🥳 🎉🎁🎈 🥳 🎉🎁🎈 🥳 🎉🎁🎈

Sep 06, 2021 10:26:50 AM Me

Let me know when you’re around, can call you.

Sep 06, 2021 11:47:54 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Face time 3:00 my time

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Sep 06, 2021 1:16:15 PM Me

Just off another call. Calling in a few

Sep 06, 2021 1:16:39 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

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Sep 06, 2021 1:42:33 PM Me

Just saw it try again

Sep 27, 2021 4:21:20 PM (Read by you after 21 hours, 22 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Went to Drs appt today, every thing was excellent, going to live another 6 mos😜. Also I won 500.00 on scratchie& 10.00 on another ticket. Yippie

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Sep 28, 2021 1:44:19 PM Me

glad to hear checkup went well

Nov 28, 2021 3:10:27 PM Me

I’m hiking

Nov 28, 2021 3:11:15 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 6 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Ok I will tx you in the morn Lv Mom

Dec 04, 2021 7:23:27 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 48 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 06, 2021 9:50:47 AM (Read by you after 57 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Face time me when you get a chance mom

Dec 06, 2021 10:48:25 AM Me

ok

Dec 08, 2021 1:13:04 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

hi, I got my plane ticket back to California today. I fly back Monday Dec 20th @ 12pm. Be in California before 2pm.

Dec 08, 2021 1:17:48 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

knowing I have a date/time to return has removed a great deal of anxiety about my visit never ending—even though I knew it would, nothing was set, and that was unsettling just by itself. Also, being in the middle of the holidays is an X factor — feelings, for me, are just more intense this time of year

Dec 08, 2021 7:29:53 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Got your message but I was in the ups store mailing the boys box, so anyway that is good news. I prayers are with you and my thoughts that it works out for the best for the both of you . Remember we are here for you no matter what we all love ❤️ you & miss you& the boys . Keep in touch before you leave , and when you get home. Love from all of us, we got your back. Love Mom

Dec 08, 2021 7:38:29 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

thanks mom

Dec 08, 2021 7:39:07 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

🥰

Dec 13, 2021 8:48:17 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 7 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning🌞 hope you have a good day . Lv Mom

Dec 13, 2021 9:55:56 AM Me

thanks

Dec 13, 2021 12:28:17 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Twitter

Dec 13, 2021 12:29:17 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 41 seconds) +15185908211

So cute

Dec 13, 2021 12:31:00 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

exactly. super cute

Dec 13, 2021 12:31:16 PM Me

can tell he’s a great dog by the look on his face

Dec 17, 2021 1:43:24 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Just reaching out to see how you are doing?Mom

Dec 17, 2021 1:44:19 PM Me

I’m good. In Denver at an art museum dedicated to one of my painting hero’s Clifford Still

Dec 17, 2021 1:44:52 PM Me

Dec 17, 2021 1:45:17 PM Me

Basically have the museum to myself. It’s a real treat

Dec 17, 2021 1:45:47 PM +15185908211

Wow 😮 send some pics

Dec 17, 2021 1:46:55 PM +15185908211

What’s up with the blue square??

Dec 17, 2021 1:47:48 PM Me

Haha it has lots of texture and detail

Dec 17, 2021 1:48:07 PM Me

Tap on the photos and you’ll see

Dec 17, 2021 1:49:11 PM +15185908211

Oh I see now, well 3 more days, are you excited?

Dec 17, 2021 2:00:27 PM Me

Excited to go back? Yes and no

Dec 17, 2021 2:11:26 PM +15185908211

Ok enjoy the museum🤗

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Dec 17, 2021 2:18:23 PM +15185908211

Funny 😆 blue pic

Dec 17, 2021 2:20:00 PM +15185908211

Aunt Pot said Ondrei is going to be at her house, I think tomorrow , you will be able to see him

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Dec 17, 2021 2:20:31 PM Me

Yes

Dec 17, 2021 2:21:47 PM +15185908211

Got to go waiting for the Kegs, babysitting tonight

Dec 17, 2021 2:24:10 PM +15185908211

Russ& Jen are going to Amyas 21st b day remember her & Aidan are the same age

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Dec 17, 2021 2:46:56 PM Me

Wow 😮

Dec 17, 2021 2:47:02 PM Me

That’s right

Dec 18, 2021 11:01:59 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi mom, fyi - call you on Sunday. Going to aunt pats for dinner. Ondrei is here, so I’ll get to see him tomorrow too. nite

Dec 19, 2021 11:15:10 PM Me

Hi mom, apologies for not calling. Got home from hike, got cleaned up and went over to dinner at Aunt Pats. Got to see Ondrei and spend time with him. Also Aunt Pat had pictures of old relatives. I took pictures and wrote down names. Let me know if you want me to send copies to you.

Dec 19, 2021 11:15:53 PM Me

Get on plane tomorrow. If I have time in terminal I can call before I board.

Dec 20, 2021 7:07:26 AM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

My thoughts and prayers are with you that it all works out for the both of you. Have a good flight ✈️ home, keep me posted love 💕 Mom

Dec 20, 2021 11:44:19 AM Me

I’m boarded on the plane ✈️

Dec 20, 2021 11:45:01 AM Me

Didn’t have time to call. I can try later when I’m back in OJAI

Dec 20, 2021 8:16:11 PM Me

Hi, are you asleep? 😴

Dec 20, 2021 8:16:29 PM Me

First moment I’ve had to call

Dec 21, 2021 8:34:47 AM +15185908211

How are things going? Mom

Dec 21, 2021 9:36:50 AM Me

Hi, thinks are ok. Been great to see everyone after being away over a month. Darragh got ALOT taller. He’s a few inches from looking me straight in the eyes 👀 Declan is the same lovable guy, and haven’t seen Aidan yet. It was great to see Liz, but when I found her she was on the phone in the car. So I got in and we started home. A hello, but no hugs, no kiss, no touching. Some conversation about people and the trip and then we were home. Slept on the couch last night so I’m 6 months into that. I LOVE ❤️ my family SO much. I’ve been through horrible major depressive disorder, now feeling like myself again, but I continue to be in purgatory. I remain steadfast in my commitment to keep my family and relationship together. I’ve developed a stronger sense of patience, and the ability to sit with extremely HEAVY emotions over days and meditate to be with them and process them.

Dec 21, 2021 9:45:57 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

I am praying for you, I am with you, keep up the positive attitude. Ask Liz to sit down with you to talk things over, or ask her to meet you for coffee and you can talk to see where things are going. Make today a super day because yesterday gets jealous. Keep me posted. Love Mom

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Dec 21, 2021 10:03:00 AM Me

I’m not going to push for the talk. I’ll let her come to me when she’s ready. I’m completely ready, but know that patience is the way

Dec 21, 2021 10:04:56 AM +15185908211

That’s so true, patience is a virtue

Dec 21, 2021 10:06:49 AM Me

Part of my awakening is to understand that not everyone has a shared sense of urgency about the same things What is important to me RIGHT NOW may be at the bottom of your list, or not even on the list at all

Dec 21, 2021 10:07:58 AM Me

Hey I may be getting the hang of “as you get older, you get wiser”

Dec 21, 2021 10:08:31 AM +15185908211

Yes 👍

Dec 21, 2021 10:09:02 AM +15185908211

How do you think I survived all these years

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Dec 21, 2021 10:21:49 AM Me

❤️

Dec 25, 2021 7:52:33 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 53 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

Merry Christmas 🎄 Lv 🥰 mom& dad

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Dec 25, 2021 1:46:21 PM Me

Making brunch

Dec 25, 2021 1:46:38 PM Me

I could FaceTime if u can

Dec 25, 2021 1:47:09 PM +15185908211

Yes face time me

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Dec 25, 2021 1:47:21 PM Me

One min

Dec 25, 2021 6:05:08 PM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

Are you free now?

Dec 25, 2021 6:32:14 PM Me

About to eat

Dec 25, 2021 6:32:23 PM Me

Food is coming to table

Dec 25, 2021 6:34:01 PM +15185908211

Ok we went home , face time with Russ in a bit

Dec 29, 2021 9:19:18 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 10 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning😊 tx or face time me when you get a chance, let me know how things are going 🥰 Mom

Dec 29, 2021 2:30:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hi mom. will do. getting some things done right now that have been on my mind. Once I get them out of the way I’ll reach out

Dec 29, 2021 2:30:56 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

another very rainy day here. only 2 days where the sun has shined in the 8 days I’ve been back.

Dec 29, 2021 2:38:58 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 19 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 29, 2021 6:58:22 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hi mom

Dec 29, 2021 6:58:29 PM Me

ok to call you in a few?

Dec 30, 2021 8:51:24 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Good morn, sorry I missed your message last night found it this morning. I will try to catch you this afternoon 😍 Lv Mom

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Dec 30, 2021 2:27:38 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Are you busy?

Dec 30, 2021 2:27:45 PM Me

working at the moment

Dec 30, 2021 2:27:54 PM Me

I can call you when I’m done

Dec 30, 2021 2:28:02 PM Me

won’t be 5 hours from now

Dec 30, 2021 2:28:04 PM Me

😊

Dec 30, 2021 2:28:56 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 38 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 30, 2021 5:07:50 PM Me

going to take Weston on walk in a few. Done works for now

Dec 30, 2021 5:07:57 PM Me

Will call

Dec 30, 2021 5:08:52 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jan 07, 2022 9:30:07 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 22 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning🌦 we got our first snow this year about 3” not too much. How is the job hunting going? Let me know how things are going. Luv😘 Mom

Jan 07, 2022 9:31:09 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 21 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

I am going out to shovel , and clean off porch, later

Jan 07, 2022 5:02:18 PM +15185908211

Wanted to let you know Uncle Steve got rushed to St Peters hosp for an emergency aorta aneurism in his stomach. Keep you updated Mom

Jan 07, 2022 5:02:42 PM Me

Oh wow. Hope he’s ok

Jan 07, 2022 5:02:59 PM Me

About to go to Declans soccer ⚽️ game

Jan 07, 2022 5:03:06 PM Me

Will text you scores

Jan 07, 2022 5:04:18 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 49 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Jan 08, 2022 8:06:14 AM +15185908211

Did tests on uncle Steve found the aneurism was 2-3 “ small and not leaking, has to follow up with vascular Dr on Monday. Keeping an eye on it, they sent him home. mom

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Jan 10, 2022 10:27:23 AM Me

Twitter

Jan 14, 2022 2:10:12 PM Me

you around? at home? Was going to call, but want to check before I do

Jan 14, 2022 2:11:08 PM (Read by you after 58 seconds) +15185908211

Yes I am available now

Jan 14, 2022 2:12:21 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

ill call shortly

Jan 14, 2022 2:12:39 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Kk

Jan 14, 2022 3:10:13 PM Me

K calling in a few

Jan 14, 2022 3:10:31 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 54 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Kk

Jan 14, 2022 5:19:43 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Don’t forget to send me the link

Jan 14, 2022 5:23:43 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/living-emotional-intensity/201909/do-you-have-quiet-bpd

Jan 14, 2022 5:23:56 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Do You Have "Quiet BPD"? Suffering in silence with borderline personality disorder.

Jan 14, 2022 5:24:16 PM +15185908211

Tks

Jan 14, 2022 5:24:58 PM Me

This is HUGE for me:

Jan 14, 2022 5:24:59 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

All your life, you have learned how to hide your true feelings. This may be because you grew up in a household where the expression of your needs and emotions was not allowed. Through social conditioning, you were led to believe that only the "happy, calm, and normal" version of you would be accepted. So no matter how much you are suffering on the inside, you hide it.

Jan 14, 2022 5:25:36 PM Me

I feel this is very true for me as well:

Jan 14, 2022 5:25:38 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

You appear high functioning. Many people with Quiet BPD appear independent, successful, and high functioning. You may be highly driven and perfectionistic. You may be capable at work during the day but collapse when you get home. Subconsciously, you have come to believe that by appearing perfect, beautiful, successful, and so on, you will be able to avoid painful abandonment or rejection. When these false pillars of self-esteem are removed, as in the case of unemployment, divorce, or financial losses, your sense of self will be at risk of crumbling.

Jan 14, 2022 5:26:06 PM Me

And indeed it has!

Jan 14, 2022 5:33:56 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Yes but you are pulling your self together , and I will be there for you all the way no matter what. Remember the best thing that ever happened to me iswhen you were born. Keep positive. Better days are coming I know it. Love ❤️ mom

Jan 14, 2022 5:49:16 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks for that reassurance. I was dreading that conversation since before I left for Colorado. Every day I would sit in the basement room and think about what was going to happen and try to prepare my mind for “outcomes.” It was not like anything that I thought. It was far more devastating psychologically, emotionally and physically than I imagined. Its weird, its like I have acceptance

Jan 14, 2022 6:14:52 PM (Read by you after 54 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

🥰

Jan 14, 2022 6:23:35 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

You always had that you just didn’t know it. We all missed you and family all these years . Luv Mom

Jan 14, 2022 9:11:52 PM Me

January rose from the garden. Very fragrant

Jan 17, 2022 5:15:41 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 35 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

How is everybody holding up? How do you feel? Mom

Jan 17, 2022 8:51:20 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I’m ok. Feel tired anytime I try to push myself. Hiking yesterday was SLOW motion.

Jan 17, 2022 8:54:21 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Have a hot feeling on the back of my neck—its what I get right before I get flu or anything kick-ass. I’ve had that feeling for 2 days now and it hasn’t gotten worse. I’ve been sleeping a lot at night. Not motivated to do anything really. Liz is down big time for her. Haven’t seen her run or bike in about a week now—that NEVER happens. Good thing its 10 months away 😊 Boys both feel good. They’re happy quarantining and being on video games. Darragh has to be online classes, Declan not. Declan has to do homework, and makeup work.

Jan 17, 2022 8:55:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Been outside for about 5 hours shoring up the tarps on the porch so the water doesn’t pool and drain onto the stuff on the porch :-)

Jan 17, 2022 8:55:18 PM Me

I’ll try to catch you tomorrow

Jan 17, 2022 8:57:10 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Ok Tks, feel better 😘

Jan 17, 2022 8:57:44 PM Me

Yeah pooped from being on a ladder for that long, up-down-up-down-up-down-up-down-up-down-

Jan 17, 2022 8:57:46 PM Me

hahaha

Jan 17, 2022 8:58:31 PM +15185908211

😵‍💫

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Jan 17, 2022 8:58:37 PM Me

Last storm the tarps weren’t ready. We got about 3 inches and everything was a mess out there. Thank god its dry climate here. Water dries up.

Jan 17, 2022 8:59:20 PM Me

Yeah, exactly I was feeling vertigo going up/down and spinning around moving the ladder. Trying to go fast because it was raining on me—supposed to rain until 3/4am here

Jan 17, 2022 9:02:04 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

FYI, I’m working on my professional website. Finally getting it all together and getting it online. I sent copies of my resume and case studies to a friend who’s a good writer and no bullshit—tells it like it is, savvy and smart. Anyhow will send you links soon as I roll things out. You can look at it on your phone and tablet to let me know if everything looks good, and nothing looks, or is, broken.

Jan 17, 2022 9:02:53 PM Me

it will be at this address:

Jan 17, 2022 9:02:55 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://bertmahoney.com/

Jan 17, 2022 9:03:58 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Ok 👍

Jan 18, 2022 11:27:11 AM Me

Heard u are at hospital with Dad, Russ told me what’s up. Hoping all goes as well as it can!! Russ will keep me posted. I’ll call later when u r home

Jan 22, 2022 1:06:18 PM Me

Hi, ok time to call?

Jan 22, 2022 1:07:36 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

I will call you in a few

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Jan 29, 2022 3:20:50 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Jan 29, 2022 3:45:51 PM Me

Ooo nice sunset 🌅!

Jan 29, 2022 3:46:29 PM Me

Looks like town hall coming out Roof of garage 😜

Jan 29, 2022 3:47:00 PM Me

I’m on way home from hike. Call u when I’m home

Jan 30, 2022 5:29:14 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Yes watching game, and doing Dad, call you later Or FaceTime you tomorrow, got or in morning got to get up early and get dad showered & dressed. Lv Mom hope things are going well 🤗

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Jan 30, 2022 5:29:43 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

PT

Jan 30, 2022 5:32:53 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

PS don’t forget to call Dad, tomorrow

Jan 30, 2022 5:33:28 PM Me

I can try to call tomorrow.

Jan 30, 2022 5:33:42 PM Me

Do you need help with Dad?

Jan 30, 2022 5:34:01 PM Me

Don’t over do it 😁

Jan 30, 2022 5:35:02 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes) +15185908211

I am ok

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Jan 30, 2022 5:37:01 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

🙄

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Jan 30, 2022 5:39:12 PM ⇲ Me

Eye rolling?

Jan 30, 2022 5:39:27 PM ⇲ Me

Jan 30, 2022 5:40:14 PM ⇲ +15185908211

Really I am fine😃

Jan 30, 2022 5:42:18 PM ⇲ +15185908211

My screen is stuck?

Jan 30, 2022 5:37:10 PM Me

For real?

Jan 30, 2022 5:37:35 PM Me

You doing ok with COVID?

Jan 30, 2022 5:39:12 PM ⇱ Me

Eye rolling?
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Jan 30, 2022 5:39:24 PM +15185908211

Yea, you know I am a tough old broad, yes ,I lucked out all those vit C& D

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Jan 30, 2022 5:40:14 PM ⇱ +15185908211

Really I am fine😃
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Jan 30, 2022 5:40:26 PM Me

Don’t want you overdoing it and then making yourself sick, or hurting yourself like throwing out your back or your shoulder or your neck,🤣

Jan 30, 2022 5:41:05 PM Me

7-7

Jan 30, 2022 5:41:19 PM Me

I know u luv 49ers

Jan 30, 2022 5:41:42 PM Me

I’m rooting for LA 😝

Jan 30, 2022 5:42:07 PM Me

Just cause it’s LA Not a big time fan or anything

Jan 30, 2022 5:42:18 PM ⇱ +15185908211

My screen is stuck?
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Jan 30, 2022 5:42:34 PM Me

I honestly didn’t know LA had a football team until a couple weeks ago🤣

Jan 30, 2022 5:42:54 PM Me

Pay zero attention to nfl

Jan 30, 2022 5:43:24 PM Me

Tv screen?

Jan 30, 2022 5:43:45 PM +15185908211

Boo 👻 got it back it’s ok

Jan 30, 2022 5:43:57 PM Me

Off the fingertips

Jan 30, 2022 5:44:00 PM Me

Ack!

Jan 30, 2022 5:44:14 PM +15185908211

Too bad 😆

Jan 30, 2022 5:44:36 PM Me

Thinking this will be close whole way

Jan 30, 2022 5:44:57 PM +15185908211

Yes 🤨

Jan 30, 2022 5:44:57 PM Me

You watch KC v Bengals?

Jan 30, 2022 5:45:09 PM Me

Wow 👀

Jan 30, 2022 5:45:19 PM Me

Awesome comeback

Jan 30, 2022 5:45:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yes that was a good game too

Jan 30, 2022 5:45:57 PM Me

I like watching those. Hate the blowouts—snooze fest

Jan 30, 2022 5:46:18 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

HaHa lol

Jan 30, 2022 5:46:46 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Game on

Jan 31, 2022 7:24:13 PM (Read by you after 22 hours, 4 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

That was great 👍 tell Dec Meme is proud great job

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Feb 01, 2022 5:29:03 PM Me

Sent dad email with the text and photos coach took

Feb 08, 2022 11:29:55 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

How are things going, you hav been quiet, how is things with you and Liz? 🙄 Lv Mom😘

Feb 08, 2022 12:14:32 PM Me

Let me call you in a few hours. Working right now. Everything ok, the same. But feel slightly less tension in the air. Been working on me and can fill you in on details when I call

Feb 08, 2022 12:15:18 PM +15185908211

Kk

Feb 08, 2022 3:22:06 PM Me

Hi, didn’t forget about you I am just about wrapping things up and will call you in about 1520 minutes if that’s OK. We can FaceTime

Feb 08, 2022 3:22:17 PM Me

15-20

Feb 08, 2022 3:22:32 PM Me

Let me know

Feb 08, 2022 3:24:41 PM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Kk 👍

Feb 10, 2022 7:31:40 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 37 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Don’t forget to wish Russ a happy b day today🎂

Feb 10, 2022 1:09:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I did, and didn’t forget 😊

Feb 13, 2022 8:50:43 PM Me

Mom will call you tomorrow, Monday.

Feb 19, 2022 9:28:02 PM Me

This is legit Mom. Love ❤️ Bert Pi is a new digital currency developed by Stanford PhDs, with over 25 million members worldwide. To claim your Pi, follow this link https://minepi.com/bertmahoney and use my username (bertmahoney) as your invitation code.

Feb 21, 2022 9:14:21 PM Me

Wildflowers are starting to bloom in the foothills. These were

Attachment does not exist!

Feb 23, 2022 5:53:25 PM Me

Talked to therapist today about starting to work together doing Dialectical Behavior Therapy. Looking forward to it

Feb 23, 2022 5:53:38 PM Me

We start this Friday

Mar 04, 2022 9:03:46 AM Me

Have dr appt. Everything ok?

Mar 04, 2022 9:04:47 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yes just wondering when you are coming in on Tuesday?

Mar 04, 2022 9:05:10 AM Me

9:30pm Wednesday

Mar 04, 2022 9:05:21 AM Me

8th

Mar 04, 2022 9:05:44 AM +15185908211

Oh ok,will talk before that

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Mar 04, 2022 9:06:02 AM Me

Yes

Mar 06, 2022 2:58:26 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 50 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Give Dad a call or tx him on your urinate, plane& time. Tks Mom

Mar 06, 2022 5:49:05 PM Me

“urinate” ?? 🤣🤣🤣

Mar 06, 2022 5:51:18 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

I ment intinary. 😲

Mar 06, 2022 5:51:36 PM Me

haha

Mar 06, 2022 5:51:47 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

just texted arrival stuff to all 3 of you

Mar 06, 2022 5:52:41 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211

Ok tks

Mar 06, 2022 5:53:23 PM +15185908211

Ok who’s picking you up?

Mar 06, 2022 5:53:52 PM Me

I could Uber if needed

Mar 06, 2022 5:54:12 PM +15185908211

Did you ask Russ?

Mar 06, 2022 5:55:21 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Or if not we can get you

Mar 06, 2022 5:57:06 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

See if Russ can pick you up, Dad has a meeting

Mar 06, 2022 6:12:51 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Dad& Me will pick you up see you then, have a great flight ✈️ Love ❤️

Mar 06, 2022 6:15:19 PM Me

Did not ask Russ

Mar 06, 2022 6:15:36 PM Me

U guys ok driving?

Mar 06, 2022 6:15:46 PM Me

Dads ribs and all

Mar 06, 2022 6:16:16 PM +15185908211

Yes

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Mar 06, 2022 6:17:05 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 36 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Kk💗

Mar 09, 2022 10:20:44 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 32 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

It’s getting late are you coming now, I am getting tired 😴

Mar 10, 2022 10:41:38 AM (Read by you after 7 hours, 11 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Tell Dad he forgot his phone

Mar 10, 2022 10:42:16 AM (Read by you after 7 hours, 10 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Oh never mind he didn’t woops

Mar 15, 2022 5:36:11 AM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Only one person ahead of me

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Mar 15, 2022 1:19:26 PM +15185908211

We are going to get the truck.washed, I will leave my key to back door under the am flag

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Mar 15, 2022 1:19:59 PM Me

Went off trail and having to track Fanta bit to get online

Mar 15, 2022 1:20:14 PM Me

😁

Mar 15, 2022 1:20:33 PM +15185908211

What is Fanta

Mar 15, 2022 1:20:47 PM Me

Back to

Mar 15, 2022 1:21:11 PM +15185908211

👌

Mar 15, 2022 1:23:16 PM Me

If it’s possible while you’re out could you pick up the long drink? Here’s a picture of what it looks like

Mar 15, 2022 2:19:03 PM Me

Just got to the house I got the keys. And don’t worry I’m taking my shoes off there really muddy

Mar 15, 2022 2:23:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Change your shoes we are out in front we w

Mar 15, 2022 9:29:38 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 48 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

We are home now , where are you guys? Did you win any games?

Mar 15, 2022 9:31:39 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 46 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Be careful. Lv Mom

Mar 20, 2022 1:57:11 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

All out of blue coffee

Mar 20, 2022 1:57:20 PM Me

that’s ok

Mar 20, 2022 1:57:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

lemonade would be goo

Mar 20, 2022 1:57:45 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Just have coconut

Mar 20, 2022 1:57:53 PM Me

no thanks

Mar 20, 2022 1:58:21 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Kk lemonade it is they are all out of milk

Mar 21, 2022 1:12:58 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Is this your stuff

Mar 21, 2022 1:13:25 PM Me

YES 🙌
Sent with Confetti

Mar 21, 2022 1:14:11 PM Me

The one to its right is the one I get in OJAI

Mar 21, 2022 1:17:05 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 43 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Kk

Mar 23, 2022 11:08:07 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 18 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Are you home?

Mar 25, 2022 5:29:17 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 51 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Jeopardy is coming on come play

Mar 25, 2022 5:29:59 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 50 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Are you there?

Mar 27, 2022 2:56:42 PM (Read by you after 36 seconds) +15185908211

It’s Mom almost 5 we are going to Ponchos at 6. Are you awake

Mar 27, 2022 2:59:07 PM Me

Just woke up

Mar 27, 2022 2:59:13 PM Me

Going to shower

Mar 27, 2022 2:59:21 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 3 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

Kk

Mar 27, 2022 2:59:59 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 2 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

All your clothes are clean I will leave them in bathroom

Apr 03, 2022 4:22:40 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 25 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 03, 2022 5:22:33 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 25 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Apr 03, 2022 6:27:07 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 20 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

Whwre did you go?

Apr 04, 2022 5:24:48 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Are you out in back?

Apr 04, 2022 5:47:36 PM Me

I went to store with Russ

Apr 04, 2022 5:47:53 PM Me

Be there soon to bring dad a gift

Apr 04, 2022 5:48:04 PM Me

🎁

Apr 04, 2022 5:48:13 PM +15185908211

Oh ok

Apr 07, 2022 12:32:35 PM +15185908211

We are going to the pool place, if you do not have your key 🔑 Russ has one

Apr 11, 2022 11:27:01 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

FOR YOUR EARS:

Apr 11, 2022 11:27:05 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

YouTube

Apr 11, 2022 1:21:43 PM Me

They did electronic transfer and faxed a hardcopy to 518-233-8260

Apr 11, 2022 1:22:05 PM Me

It’s obvious the electronic way is not working can you confirm that is their fax number and if so they should have it sitting there on paper

Apr 13, 2022 12:46:44 PM (Read by them after 11 seconds) Me

Head on walk, I’ll go out front door.

Apr 13, 2022 12:47:00 PM Me

Also, my prescription is ready at Walgreens

Apr 13, 2022 12:47:04 PM Me

😁

Apr 14, 2022 11:45:16 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Figures I would show up when they’re closed for lunch

Apr 14, 2022 11:46:04 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Oh they open back up at 2 I think 🤔

Apr 14, 2022 1:05:57 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

I am home so you don’t need your key Mom

Apr 14, 2022 1:11:41 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Apr 16, 2022 11:14:49 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to lunch is there any where you would like to eat, iftheres Panera Bread, Red Robin?

Apr 16, 2022 11:19:45 AM Me

I’m good

Apr 16, 2022 11:20:00 AM Me

Have my key

Apr 16, 2022 11:20:01 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Are you sure?

Apr 16, 2022 11:20:07 AM Me

Yes

Apr 16, 2022 11:20:12 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Apr 23, 2022 7:20:03 AM (Read by them after 8 seconds) Me

Apr 26, 2022 12:27:55 PM (Read by them after 6 seconds) Me

Screen door is unlocked, but back door is locked

Apr 26, 2022 12:28:10 PM Me

Out hiking

May 01, 2022 7:06:52 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 22 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

May 01, 2022 7:07:08 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 22 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

May 01, 2022 7:42:38 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 47 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

May 01, 2022 7:43:04 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 46 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

May 02, 2022 1:40:46 PM Me

May 02, 2022 1:44:49 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

Where was that?

May 02, 2022 1:51:33 PM Me

Entry to peebles

May 02, 2022 2:00:42 PM +15185908211

Oh🧐

May 08, 2022 3:39:55 PM +15185908211

What did you do to the tv it won’t work

May 16, 2022 8:07:00 PM Me

So you have a copy for yourself and can send them to aunt Pat

May 17, 2022 11:55:31 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 35 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

May 17, 2022 11:55:31 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 35 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

May 18, 2022 4:21:36 PM Me

you and dad need to pick one of these two shirts that aidan has designed.

May 18, 2022 4:21:39 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 18, 2022 7:24:11 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 14 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Instagram

May 18, 2022 7:25:30 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 12 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

https://apple.news/AUDx-ptr8Sbmo1sWiIoomkQ

May 22, 2022 11:40:31 AM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Is this what you want

May 23, 2022 1:53:25 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Did Russ answer you ?

May 23, 2022 2:03:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

What?

May 23, 2022 2:03:38 PM Me

I just tried to answer your call

May 23, 2022 2:04:06 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

It’s on for wed, pinky time

May 23, 2022 2:05:22 PM Me

K

May 28, 2022 8:49:04 AM (Read by you after 1 day, 1 hour, 48 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

H

May 28, 2022 8:49:35 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Good morn, how did the dogs react?

May 28, 2022 11:04:28 AM Me

Just woke up.

May 28, 2022 11:04:36 AM Me

Oy

May 28, 2022 11:04:55 AM Me

Declan and westy are asleep. Didn’t see me yet

May 28, 2022 6:19:08 PM Me

Westy growled from the top of the stairs because he heard me moving stuff around in my office so I started talking to him in his special voice he started to squeal like a baby pig

May 28, 2022 6:19:28 PM Me

He ran down the stairs and just kept turning in circles for probably 5 to 10 minutes while I kept scratching him and he kept squealing

May 28, 2022 6:20:19 PM Me

Having fun on trails!

May 29, 2022 10:35:19 AM +15185908211

Great shot of Westin

May 29, 2022 10:35:31 AM +15185908211

Westin

May 31, 2022 11:45:08 AM Me

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Jun 06, 2022 5:51:47 PM Me

Hi Mom! Tracking your train online. Looks like you get to Kansas City at 10 o’clock tonight. If you stop in New Mexico and see nice turquoise pendants preferably set in silver that you could put on a larger necklace that would be great I’ll send you pictures of what I’m looking for. Light blue turquoise would be great. I’ll pay you back whatever it costs

Jun 06, 2022 5:54:47 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Ok, I will try my best😍

Jun 06, 2022 5:57:22 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Mighty Mississippi

Jun 06, 2022 6:43:33 PM Me

Unable to locate attachment: IMG_4681.heic.jpeg

For reference with coins for comparison. Anything this size.

Jun 06, 2022 8:36:48 PM (Read by you after 23 hours, 50 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Kk Tks

Jun 07, 2022 8:27:43 PM Me

Got this note today. Refund Issued: $104.85 for Garden Winds Universal 10 x 10 Single Tiered Gazebo Repla..., available in your account in 3-5 business days. Details amzn.com/orders

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I love the desert

Jun 08, 2022 8:37:04 AM Me

Quite beautiful

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Jun 08, 2022 9:56:11 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 57 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

Can you pick us up? 🥰, Dad is tired & I am too it would be nice let me know Lv Mom

Jun 08, 2022 11:55:09 AM Me

I know would be great but you would get to Oxnard before I could go to LA and back. I couldn’t leave until getting declan from school

Jun 10, 2022 5:58:55 PM Me

Almost back I’m just a block away see you soon

Jun 10, 2022 6:01:16 PM +15185908211

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Jun 10, 2022 7:41:26 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Dad has fob

Jun 10, 2022 7:45:16 PM Me

Cars parked I’m on my way I think it locked itself

Jun 10, 2022 8:09:22 PM +15185908211

We have ringside seats, down where the chairs are meet you at bottom

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Jun 15, 2022 7:50:46 PM +15185908211

Do you want me turn on oven for frys

Jun 16, 2022 6:02:49 PM +15185908211

We are going to Okai pizza 🍕 the boys do not want to go, do you want to go about 5:30 or so?

Jun 16, 2022 6:03:56 PM Me

I’m good. Staying and working on photos I took yesterday. They’re for my portfolio and want to publish asap

Jun 16, 2022 6:05:37 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , do you want a gluten free cheese pizza to go?

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Jun 16, 2022 6:05:56 PM Me

Yes please

Jun 16, 2022 6:06:26 PM +15185908211

Do you want anything else on it

Jun 16, 2022 6:06:35 PM Me

No

Jun 16, 2022 6:06:42 PM +15185908211

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Jun 18, 2022 12:48:03 PM Me

Hi mom, there is a box on the dining table that’s open that says be Mahoney on the outside it has a gift inside it for you

Jun 18, 2022 12:51:51 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Nice I Lv it, Tks

Jun 18, 2022 1:50:28 PM Me

I’m in Ventura, just done at hospital 🏥

Jun 18, 2022 1:50:32 PM Me

Headed back

Jun 19, 2022 9:15:08 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 42 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

We are stopping for gas

Jun 19, 2022 1:57:53 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 19, 2022 2:29:58 PM Me

Darragh, pinkies up! 😂

Jun 19, 2022 2:30:12 PM Me

Abuelo is zoning out

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Going to get subs & pizza

Jun 19, 2022 5:08:20 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Any news on Maga

Jun 19, 2022 5:41:37 PM Me

No, not yet

Jun 19, 2022 6:05:56 PM Me

All made

Jun 19, 2022 6:07:42 PM +15185908211

Very nice, did Liz get home yet?

Jun 19, 2022 6:10:10 PM Me

Not yet

Jun 19, 2022 6:10:18 PM Me

I think she’s been visiting with her mom today

Jun 19, 2022 6:11:10 PM +15185908211

Oh ok we are going to board soon on sleepers , later

Jun 19, 2022 6:11:34 PM Me

Ok

Jun 19, 2022 6:11:56 PM Me

Text me photos of DARRAGH and his room once you all get settled

Jun 19, 2022 6:12:07 PM Me

Safe travels!

Jun 19, 2022 6:12:21 PM Me

Taking Westy for the poop 💩 loop

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Far in his room, loves it

Jun 19, 2022 7:16:06 PM Me

The cover of the anniversary card I painted for Liz. And the quote I put inside.

Jun 19, 2022 7:22:11 PM +15185908211

Love it 🥰

Jun 19, 2022 7:31:30 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Hope she likes the stone

Jun 19, 2022 7:32:53 PM Me

me too

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Jun 20, 2022 3:38:21 PM Me

😁

Jun 20, 2022 3:39:38 PM +15185908211

How is Maga, hope they got her feeling better

Jun 20, 2022 3:39:51 PM Me

Trying to find out now

Jun 20, 2022 3:40:21 PM +15185908211

K let me know

Jun 20, 2022 3:40:32 PM Me

As of last night so-so. She was feeling bit better in morning yesterday and then not so great. Trying to find out how she’s doing today

Jun 20, 2022 3:41:21 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Did you give Liz her gift yet?

Jun 20, 2022 3:41:56 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

no. she didn’t make it back here last night. she should be here today. I’ll let you know when I do

Jun 20, 2022 3:42:11 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 53 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 20, 2022 5:35:29 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

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Cross in desert

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Jun 20, 2022 8:50:32 PM Me

Nice sunset

Jun 20, 2022 10:24:22 PM Me

Sallie is still in hospital. She’s still the same and doctors haven’t found a solution yet. I’ll keep u posted as I find out more

Jun 21, 2022 3:52:24 PM +15185908211

How are things going with Maga& Liz?

Jun 21, 2022 5:49:42 PM ⇲ Me

Maga is still in hospital until they can get BP, calcium, and oxygen levels up. No news or update on her yet

Jun 21, 2022 5:52:36 PM ⇲ Me

Liz is quiet. I can tell her moms condition is on her mind BIG TIME and it’s apparent to me how stressed she is about it, which is all understandable. I’m not so concerned about me and Liz at the moment. More concerned about her mom.

Jun 21, 2022 5:52:51 PM ⇲ Me

And her

Jun 21, 2022 4:36:44 PM +15185908211

Jun 21, 2022 5:49:42 PM ⇱ Me

Maga is still in hospital until they can get BP, calcium, and oxygen levels up. No news or update on her yet
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Jun 21, 2022 5:52:36 PM ⇱ Me

Liz is quiet. I can tell her moms condition is on her mind BIG TIME and it’s apparent to me how stressed she is about it, which is all understandable. I’m not so concerned about me and Liz at the moment. More concerned about her mom.
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Jun 21, 2022 5:52:51 PM ⇱ Me

And her
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Jun 21, 2022 8:12:33 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Dar on his throne, waiting in handicap room to get off in Chicago so we get our connection

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Send me pic of me dec& dad at grad Tks

Jun 23, 2022 2:27:59 PM Me

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Jun 23, 2022 6:44:49 PM Me

let me guess, testos

Jun 23, 2022 6:44:52 PM Me

😊

Jun 23, 2022 6:45:10 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Nope Jimmy’s

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He just came back from Keegs last game, they lost 4-3

Jun 23, 2022 6:48:47 PM Me

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Jun 25, 2022 12:03:08 PM Me

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Jul 02, 2022 3:14:56 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up? Any news on the job hunt? Did you give Liz her stone yet? How is Maga?

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Jul 03, 2022 6:35:13 PM Me

Thanks for the photos!

Jul 03, 2022 6:35:47 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 48 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

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Jul 05, 2022 5:34:06 PM +15185908211

What’s up, how is Maga? Any news on the return trip yet?

Jul 07, 2022 12:12:42 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up? How is the job search 👀, and how is Maga doing? 🤨

Jul 07, 2022 12:21:16 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Apologies on not getting back to you. Maga is doing MUCH better. She’s been transferred to a in-patient Physical therapy facility in Ventura so she can get her strength and balance back after being in bed for 2-3 weeks.

Jul 07, 2022 12:21:55 PM Me

She moved there yesterday, and appears to be on the mend. When she’s cleared by PT she can head home.

Jul 07, 2022 12:22:32 PM Me

The job search is moving along. I’ve been working many hours every day on it and hoping it to bear fruit soon.

Jul 07, 2022 12:22:59 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

😁

Jul 07, 2022 1:14:52 PM Me

i’m trying to work, what’s up

Jul 07, 2022 1:17:17 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Dar said you got his plane ✈️ ticket? Let me know the details, I am going to buy him a roller bag for his stuff

Jul 07, 2022 1:17:32 PM Me

working on it now

Jul 07, 2022 1:17:38 PM Me

will send the details when I have them

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Just dropped Dar off got through ok

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Jul 29, 2022 6:53:29 PM Me

Find a way to listen. Great song. Makes me think of James Brown

Jul 29, 2022 6:53:32 PM Me

Spotify

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Aug 14, 2022 11:52:54 AM Me

Green headed Tanager

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Aug 28, 2022 7:41:34 PM Me

Hi mom, is tomorrow morning/noon time work to give you a call? Nothing urgent just to catch up. Let me know when you can

Aug 28, 2022 7:49:12 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

That sounds good 👌

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Aug 29, 2022 12:57:28 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, had a few people reach out for interviews this morning. I’m lining one up right now to happen in the next hour or two with a recruiter. It would be for 6-8 week contract. Let me get this under my belt and then I’ll call you 😊

Aug 29, 2022 12:58:15 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 45 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 30, 2022 11:18:50 AM Me

Hi, I’m in Ventura waiting for Declan who is in class. I could call in a few mins if that works

Aug 30, 2022 11:21:59 AM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

How about 30 min cooking burger for dads lunch

Aug 30, 2022 11:22:09 AM Me

K

Aug 30, 2022 12:03:13 PM Me

K, Declan got back early. Taking him to in n out, then home. I’ll call u when I’m back, about an hour

Aug 30, 2022 12:03:58 PM +15185908211

Ok

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Sep 11, 2022 1:51:20 PM Me

Hi is now an ok time to call?

Sep 11, 2022 2:02:45 PM Me

Let me know when it’s ok to call. Wanted to update u

Sep 11, 2022 2:08:10 PM Me

Call u in a minute

Sep 11, 2022 2:08:23 PM +15185908211

Face time you in a while

Sep 11, 2022 2:12:02 PM Me

Ok

Sep 11, 2022 4:08:55 PM Me

Are you out?

Sep 11, 2022 4:09:05 PM Me

And about

Sep 20, 2022 10:18:00 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I saw that you called, taking Declan to school this morning. I will call you when I’m not moving or driving

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Just checking in to see what’s up? When do you leave for Hi

Sep 25, 2022 3:38:48 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

one week from today.

Sep 25, 2022 3:38:54 PM Me

calling u shortly

Sep 25, 2022 3:39:00 PM Me

doing dishes and finishing up

Sep 25, 2022 3:39:46 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Ok I will be here

Sep 25, 2022 3:47:13 PM Me

are you guys home?

Sep 25, 2022 3:47:31 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Yes

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Kegs latest stuffy, look at his ribbon

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His head turns around

Sep 28, 2022 12:57:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

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I tx Dar, on his good 🏈 game

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Ch your mail today

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I will

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Have a good time, & safe travels love to all😘 mom&Dad, send pics

Oct 01, 2022 6:28:13 PM Me

That looks great out front

Oct 01, 2022 6:28:28 PM Me

I’ve been going non stop all day

Oct 01, 2022 6:28:41 PM Me

Doing garden 🪴 bits now

Oct 01, 2022 6:32:02 PM +15185908211

Ok, try to relax a little bit, have a great time for yourself, Lv mom😘, get some 😴

Oct 01, 2022 6:34:40 PM Me

I will, and I will give you a call tomorrow once were settled in our place for the week. Thanks again for the money, make sure to tell dad thank you. I have a follow up with my Amazon advisor on Tuesday, this is a person who is like my coach through the process who actually works for Amazon. They help answer questions and guide you. So I’ll be doing that next week from Hawaii. Then the following week I will have my real third interview, and then cross my fingers I make it to the final round

Oct 01, 2022 6:35:32 PM Me

And if not, I had a recruiter from another team at Amazon reached out to me. She said to let this process finish out and if they don’t pick me I could get introduced to her team and interview with them possibly

Oct 01, 2022 6:36:33 PM Me

Plus I have two other businesses that I’m waiting to hear back from on next round interviews.

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Zoom in

Oct 05, 2022 2:46:05 PM Me

Saw him

Oct 07, 2022 9:08:51 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 11 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

When you wake up &about let me know what place Liz came in

Oct 07, 2022 2:21:01 PM Me

101st

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Oct 11, 2022 10:48:33 AM Me

Had to move my interview to 12-1 pacific time. I need some extra time to get back to Ojai with Declan from school

Oct 11, 2022 10:48:56 AM Me

So after 4pm your time would be great

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Ok

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Oct 11, 2022 10:49:33 AM Me

I’ll be able to tell you how the interview went

Oct 11, 2022 10:50:07 AM +15185908211

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Oct 12, 2022 2:30:24 PM Me

Is now a good time to call you?

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I ft you later

Oct 12, 2022 2:53:22 PM Me

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Oct 12, 2022 2:53:50 PM Me

I have a meeting from 8-9pm your time

Oct 12, 2022 11:46:54 PM Me

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Oct 13, 2022 7:56:32 AM +15185908211

What a shot🙀

Oct 13, 2022 7:27:39 PM Me

Hi there, I didn’t hear back from you today about what to do

Oct 13, 2022 7:31:22 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 53 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Well I told Dad and he said what do I look like the bank, and I said no the bank of Dad , how did the interviews go?

Oct 13, 2022 9:25:42 PM Me

They went well. And I got some follow up emails from the people I interviewed with yesterday. Just following up with me to see if I had any other questions.

Oct 13, 2022 9:26:01 PM Me

I have one more interview at 9 AM tomorrow and then I’m tomorrow I’m scheduling two interviews for Monday

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Call Dad or face time about 2 our time , it’s probably better if you ask him for a small loan, I am sure he.will Lv Mom

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😘

Oct 14, 2022 10:22:46 AM Me

Ok

Oct 14, 2022 10:23:40 AM Me

I just got off my morning interview with applied systems. A company that makes software for the insurance industry. My first call went really well and she is passing my information on to the manager. If they like my résumé and work online they will reach out for a 45 minute zoom call, that’s the next step. Otherwise the rest of today is working on my website

Oct 14, 2022 10:23:56 AM Me

I’ll reach out at two your time

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Oct 14, 2022 12:30:31 PM Me

Hi

Oct 14, 2022 12:30:44 PM Me

Should I call on the phone FaceTime what do you want to do about connecting

Oct 14, 2022 12:49:37 PM Me

hola

Oct 16, 2022 11:43:41 AM Me

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Oct 16, 2022 5:56:44 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi mom, did Dad have a chance to pay anything

Oct 16, 2022 6:00:24 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

He’s on it now

Oct 16, 2022 6:08:35 PM Me

Thank you!!!!!

Oct 16, 2022 6:08:59 PM Me

Also, I started talking with Liz. Not going so great. She ended up getting in the Jeep and leaving.

Oct 16, 2022 6:10:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I said that I would like us to go to a professional counselor to talk about things. She doesn’t see the benefit, but will do it. She said she is done with us.

Oct 16, 2022 6:10:54 PM Me

So, its been a tough weekend

Oct 16, 2022 6:12:03 PM Me

I want to go to a professional counselor no matter what. I want us to have closure, both feel like we’re heard, and can feel positive with moving on in our lives if that’s what we decide to do.

Oct 16, 2022 6:12:31 PM Me

Friday and today were big days.

Oct 16, 2022 6:13:04 PM Me

I’m sad and happy

Oct 16, 2022 6:17:11 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Just remember we are all here for you Russ Jen & me & Dad , Aunt Pot & Dar Sara &Tree&Don, just have to figure what’s next step. Tx me anytime you need to . LvvMom

Oct 16, 2022 6:23:08 PM Me

ok I will.

Oct 16, 2022 6:23:21 PM Me

I suspect the rest of this year may be a roller coaster

Oct 16, 2022 6:23:48 PM Me

I know Tree told me I have a standing invite to stay on there couch downstairs next to the pool table. 😊

Oct 16, 2022 6:24:48 PM Me

If I leave CA I would likely head towards CO, but I don’t want to get too far away from the boys until they figure themselves out and start their independent lives

Oct 16, 2022 6:25:51 PM Me

know that I’m doing ok, I’m not crying and dont feel bad at all in this moment. I actually feel happy and peaceful because I have a better understanding

Oct 16, 2022 6:26:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can walk away happy as long as I understand why

Oct 16, 2022 6:27:00 PM Me

I cent be better without learning from my mistakes. This being the biggest mistake of my life deserves some attention I would think.

Oct 16, 2022 6:27:22 PM Me

I’m actually devastated for the boys. This will hurt them a lot I suspect.

Oct 16, 2022 6:27:44 PM Me

Of course if this does come to pass. No one has drawn up papers at this point

Oct 16, 2022 6:27:54 PM Me

I will keep you posted

Oct 16, 2022 6:28:29 PM Me

I just dont want to die alone

Oct 16, 2022 6:30:30 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Just remember we are here for you , and you are not going to die period. And the boys are old enough to understand what’s going on , and they love you both

Oct 16, 2022 6:30:58 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

They will deal

Oct 16, 2022 6:32:50 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Also take the job offer , when they get back to you

Oct 16, 2022 6:52:46 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Bert dad wants you to call him he is trying to get through to you To pay the bills

Oct 16, 2022 7:00:04 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m in the middle of dinner

Oct 16, 2022 7:00:09 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I see his note.

Oct 16, 2022 7:00:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Go ahead and do it again. I’m watching my phone for the code.

Oct 16, 2022 7:00:58 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Do you have a code

Oct 16, 2022 7:01:23 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

yep

Oct 16, 2022 7:01:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

265878

Oct 16, 2022 7:02:45 PM Me

If that doesn’t work try again I’m watching my phone, it was charging. It had completely died on me

Oct 16, 2022 7:03:00 PM Me

Just saw the voicemail from dad come in

Oct 16, 2022 7:03:31 PM +15185908211

Kk

Oct 16, 2022 7:03:59 PM Me

Just got this

Oct 16, 2022 7:04:02 PM Me

742899

Oct 16, 2022 7:04:35 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

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Oct 17, 2022 10:50:47 AM Me

Just up about 20 mins ago after waking up all night 😞

Oct 17, 2022 10:55:31 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

That is to be expected, just keep busy , each day will ❤️‍🩹

Oct 17, 2022 10:55:48 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Get better

Oct 17, 2022 12:24:31 PM Me

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Oct 17, 2022 12:25:16 PM Me

I’ve been going for 14 months like this and it feels like its may get worse

Oct 17, 2022 2:03:13 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

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Oct 17, 2022 2:03:38 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

It’s up to you, you have to fin

Oct 17, 2022 2:04:45 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Find the inner strength

Oct 17, 2022 2:05:06 PM (Read by you after 1 minute) +15185908211

dig Deep

Oct 17, 2022 2:06:01 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

😖

Oct 17, 2022 2:06:43 PM Me

yeah, been doing that for 14mos solid. Just to keep head above water and HOPE we can resolve things

Oct 17, 2022 2:07:00 PM Me

Just feeling mighty discouraged

Oct 17, 2022 2:08:58 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Yoda says no, look forward to your future& the boys🧐

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Oct 17, 2022 2:33:44 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Ii was able to find a Marriage and Family therapist in Ojai who is on our plan.

Oct 17, 2022 2:34:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Going to send her profile to my friend Joanna who is a licensed therapist to see if she or any of her colleagues know of this woman. I see recommendations online, but that’s not the same as knowing someone who knows her. Hoping I can get Liz to agree to an initial appointment, and go from there. Fingers crossed

Oct 17, 2022 2:35:09 PM Me

https://bit.ly/3MFqwf5

Oct 17, 2022 2:35:16 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

that’s the link to her profile

Oct 17, 2022 3:14:27 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

🤞 good luck, let me know Lv Mom

Oct 17, 2022 4:08:18 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I will for sure.

Oct 17, 2022 6:35:40 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Bert it’s Mom, Dad is trying to get a hold of you, please get back to him

Oct 17, 2022 6:36:07 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

It’s for your bills

Oct 17, 2022 6:39:57 PM Me

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Oct 17, 2022 6:40:03 PM Me

On the trail

Oct 17, 2022 7:59:50 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I think Dad got the Adobe one. Do you know if he got the Mental Health One? Cerebral?

Oct 17, 2022 8:00:09 PM Me

BTW, initial offer is $10k a month, 6 mo contract.

Oct 17, 2022 8:00:23 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m going to reply and ask for 12k

Oct 17, 2022 8:10:25 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Dad said he has to enroll, and dosen’t want to. I don’t know what that means tx him, Lv Mom

Oct 17, 2022 8:22:13 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Yeah, in order to pay he needs to click that button. Need it to reactivate my account

Oct 17, 2022 8:23:25 PM +15185908211

Sends to Dad

Oct 17, 2022 8:23:29 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

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Oct 19, 2022 10:34:02 AM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15185908211

Birds are great 😊, how is every thing going?

Oct 19, 2022 10:37:20 AM Me

I’m sad pretty much most of every day. Depression is right behind me looking over my shoulder, I can feel it. Keeping to myself and in the house pretty much all the time.

Oct 19, 2022 10:37:47 AM Me

I have an incredibly boring life

Oct 19, 2022 10:41:52 AM +15185908211

Come on man, pull yourself up by the boot straps, go to town get coffee, enjoy the beautiful fall day, breath in some fresh air and tell yourself it will be alright 🤓

Oct 19, 2022 10:42:20 AM +15185908211

It’s all what you make it

Oct 19, 2022 10:44:09 AM Me

As much as people who suffer from depression want to pull up their bootstraps, it’s really impossible. And in honesty and fairness when people say things similar to that to those suffering from depression, it actually makes us feel worse because it reinforces just how awful we feel. I know you mean nothing but kindness and love, but I am just sharing that info with you

Oct 19, 2022 10:44:23 AM Me

Sometimes people think depression is like incredibly bad sadness, and it’s not that at all

Oct 19, 2022 10:45:19 AM Me

I am wet very aware of it and can feel it, but I also know there are things I can do to keep it at bay, and it doesn’t involve positive thinking 😁

Oct 19, 2022 10:51:24 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Believe me been there done that, had a nervous break down after having Russ, cried for months at a time stayed in house, and in bed, didn’t go anywhere beacuse I would choke and cry. I know what it feels like, but you have to force yourself to do things, and remember I had no help back then but positive thinking does help Lv Mom. How is your job offer going

Oct 19, 2022 10:58:12 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I do remember you telling me about that time.

Oct 19, 2022 10:58:27 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Heard back, and should get the paperwork today

Oct 19, 2022 11:00:05 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Yes😊it’s your beginning

Oct 19, 2022 11:03:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

yeah, I’m wanting to see if they can do a bit more $$$ per month. Never hurts to ask. If all goes well I should be starting next week.

Oct 19, 2022 11:06:04 AM (Read by you after 35 seconds) +15185908211

Fantastic you should have a pkg in mail stuff for boys & shirt for you& plug, click mail

Oct 19, 2022 11:06:29 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Check

Oct 19, 2022 11:06:41 AM Me

ok

Oct 20, 2022 2:58:12 AM Me

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Oct 21, 2022 1:20:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, happy friday

Oct 21, 2022 1:20:26 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hope you and dad are doing well

Oct 21, 2022 1:22:41 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Heard back from “Hatch” and they are busy editing the contract today and my contact there is working on getting me what I asked for in compensation. I should hear by EOD today and if not Monday. Once I have a contract that looks good, I’ll sign and start work asap. Then once I get paid I can pay you back for the Credit Card payments, and then pay dad back for the 3k+ I owe him from before.

Oct 21, 2022 1:23:31 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Wondering if you can pay the Apple Card and Discover cards on my list? They are sending me notices. Just keep track and I will pay you back for these payments.

Oct 21, 2022 1:31:26 PM (Read by them after 5 seconds) Me

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Oct 21, 2022 3:38:05 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry I just saw your message, did you tx Dad , it would be a good idea, he said you never tx him, but any way that’s a beautiful 🐦. Looks like things are finally going your way🥰 Mom

Oct 21, 2022 3:38:30 PM Me

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Oct 21, 2022 3:39:40 PM +15185908211

By the way Dar & Sara & Kids left this morning to France

Oct 21, 2022 3:40:12 PM +15185908211

Going for 9 to 11mos

Oct 21, 2022 3:40:18 PM Me

Thought it was Florida first?

Oct 21, 2022 3:41:54 PM +15185908211

Oh yea I forgot, only talked to A pot for a few, saw the kids and wished them all safe travels

Oct 21, 2022 3:42:52 PM Me

I think they leave tomorrow morning, because Darrell was texting me just a short while ago

Oct 21, 2022 3:43:24 PM +15185908211

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Oct 25, 2022 12:24:10 AM Me

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/this-american-life/id201671138?i=1000543313576

Oct 27, 2022 9:53:21 PM Me

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Oct 31, 2022 10:44:38 AM Me

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Oct 31, 2022 10:49:21 AM +15185908211

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https://twitter.com/pazybirds/status/1588052353227231232?s=42&t=6Y6Kgl5n_ssU1rQyHJCCIg

Nov 06, 2022 12:00:50 AM Me

Good one. Good suggestions

Nov 06, 2022 12:00:53 AM Me

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Nov 07, 2022 10:34:32 AM +15185908211

Good morning😀 Did you start your new job yet?

Nov 07, 2022 10:35:44 AM +15185908211

& How are things going

Nov 07, 2022 11:54:59 AM Me

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Nov 07, 2022 12:04:26 PM Me

Things are ok I guess. Eager to start next Monday. They’re shipping me equipment to work on 👍 I’m feeling lots of shame for being so broke. Have had many times this past month after Kona where I’ve not been able to just get up and go with boys to do x, y, or z. I’ve been honest with them and they know I’ve not been working steady for a long time and at times money is non-existent. I was able to buy Darragh some new cleats that will be here soon. But he’s asking for a few things I can’t get because no $$ or credit. One is a pair of compression sleeves for his shin splints. The other is helping him get a Nike jacket he wants online.

Nov 07, 2022 12:07:47 PM Me

But meditating and working to let go of shame and guilt. Sometimes it’s very difficult 😞 to do. It may take a few sessions or days. And just like the wind it will change and come back for another visit. I’ve discovered you have to be it’s friend with compassion, than to fight it, suppress, or pretend it’s not there. You have to acknowledge and engage but in a conscious and aware manner. 🧘‍♂️

Nov 07, 2022 12:14:02 PM Me

Even with the upcoming work things still feel uncertain. I have reached out to a counselor in Santa Barbara from a recommendation via Derick Waiting to hear back

Nov 07, 2022 12:36:44 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Can you get the stuff on line, if so send me info & sizes, early x mas gift Lv mom

Nov 07, 2022 1:23:39 PM Me

yes. Its online. Let me send you the links

Nov 07, 2022 3:55:42 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 52 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Ok, I got a question for you, what about Liz forking up the cash?

Nov 07, 2022 6:49:58 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

She did pay for Kona flights and lodging in Hawaii. I was unemployed and not making money at the time. 😊 Plus she helped on the cleats. ($140) They’re custom of course 😊

Nov 07, 2022 6:51:58 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Ok just wondering, no worries Lv mom don’t forget to send me the links

Nov 07, 2022 6:52:09 PM Me

I’m getting them right now

Nov 07, 2022 6:52:17 PM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 07, 2022 6:53:07 PM Me

A pair of these in white.

Nov 07, 2022 6:53:12 PM Me

https://amzn.to/3t8vQ1J

Nov 07, 2022 6:53:16 PM Me

Large/x-large

Nov 07, 2022 6:54:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Amazon.com

Nov 07, 2022 6:56:46 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

What about the jacket

Nov 07, 2022 6:57:18 PM Me

Checking on the size with him right now

Nov 07, 2022 6:57:40 PM Me

I have it on my screen, and will send you a link with the size already selected

Nov 07, 2022 6:57:55 PM +15185908211

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Nov 07, 2022 7:01:45 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

This jacket is reversible and is a “winter” jacket for him

Nov 07, 2022 7:01:52 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://stockx.com/buy/nike-big-swoosh-reversible-boa-jacket-asia-sizing-cave-purple

Nov 07, 2022 7:02:05 PM Me

this website he and Declan use a lot, StockX

Nov 07, 2022 7:02:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ve bought many items from them for the boys

Nov 07, 2022 7:02:41 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

coast is $135

Nov 07, 2022 7:02:58 PM Me

he wont outgrow it

Nov 07, 2022 7:07:34 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

I don’t see the web sight& size socks & sleeve?

Nov 07, 2022 7:08:59 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Send it to Dad

Nov 07, 2022 7:18:45 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

new job shipped me a new computer!

Nov 07, 2022 7:19:06 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Amazon.com

Nov 07, 2022 7:19:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

that’s the sleeve, for his shin splints. In white

Nov 07, 2022 7:19:24 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Wow fantastic

Nov 07, 2022 7:21:14 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Send Dad E Mail to the links

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Nov 07, 2022 7:25:22 PM Me

ok, juist emailed to him

Nov 07, 2022 7:25:59 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Tks

Nov 08, 2022 10:56:26 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Good morn, don’t forget to vote 🗳, also Dad started to order the stuff for Dar but they wanted him to join, ssn no, enter your card, he dosen’t want to join , he put in his card and he couldn’t go any further unless he joined???? What to do, just wanted to order stuff. Tx him let him know

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Nov 08, 2022 10:57:27 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

We have it all ready to order

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Nov 08, 2022 11:01:25 AM Me

Heard this this morning. Give a listen 🕊🦅🦜🐥 Michigan lawmakers are considering changing the state's official bird

Nov 08, 2022 11:01:27 AM Me

NPR.org

Nov 08, 2022 11:02:04 AM Me

I have a stock x account I can give him my login info

Nov 08, 2022 11:27:04 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Sound s like a in plan, send it to Dad

Nov 08, 2022 12:28:10 PM Me

I emailed it

Nov 08, 2022 8:35:54 PM Me

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Nov 27, 2022 6:39:31 PM (Read by you after 1 minute) +15185908211

Nov 27, 2022 6:40:40 PM +15185908211

The light shinning on them looks like the cross so special

Nov 27, 2022 6:41:45 PM Me

I was walking down hill and taking photos at the same time. I saw this thru the viewfinder and just happened to catch it

Nov 27, 2022 6:42:39 PM +15185908211

Special, should make a pic of that

Nov 27, 2022 6:43:03 PM Me

This was earlier in the sequence, they’re off to the right

Nov 27, 2022 6:43:40 PM Me

One looking back one forwards

Nov 27, 2022 6:44:08 PM Me

It was really cloudy most of the time but the sun peeked through at specific moments

Nov 27, 2022 6:44:42 PM Me

With sun behind clouds, same hike

Nov 27, 2022 6:45:07 PM +15185908211

That would make a beautiful picture

Nov 27, 2022 6:45:42 PM +15185908211

Frame it and hang on wall

Dec 15, 2022 8:55:31 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

The box may be coming, so don’t let the boys open until x Mas Mom

Dec 15, 2022 8:55:41 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

OK

Dec 15, 2022 8:55:46 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Late for you over there

Dec 15, 2022 8:56:04 PM Me

Work is going good. Getting WAY more busy

Dec 15, 2022 8:56:10 PM Me

Just finishing up work now

Dec 15, 2022 8:57:05 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Yes 11:00 going to bed, night night

Dec 15, 2022 9:06:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Unite

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Dec 24, 2022 2:48:59 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Merry x mas

Dec 24, 2022 2:55:57 PM Me

Whatever that was it was tiny

Dec 24, 2022 2:56:17 PM Me

Dec 24, 2022 2:58:25 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 52 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Wow , I will have to check my camera settings it was the tree and decos I will send again , are you all set for Xmas 🎅

Dec 24, 2022 3:13:26 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 37 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Just double click on it it gets big

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Dec 24, 2022 5:50:43 PM Me

Much better

Dec 24, 2022 11:13:18 PM Me

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Dec 25, 2022 11:28:15 AM ⇲ Me

These two showed up this week, I don’t think I’ve ever had flowers on that plan ever, it’s finally happy

Dec 25, 2022 11:27:20 AM Me

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Dec 25, 2022 11:27:44 AM Me

That last one is one you gave me before you left in June it’s starting to sprout up

Dec 25, 2022 11:28:15 AM ⇱ Me

These two showed up this week, I don’t think I’ve ever had flowers on that plan ever, it’s finally happy
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Dec 25, 2022 11:29:39 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 41 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Wow, beautiful, no I never remember seeing any on that plant, how is things going with you & Liz?

Dec 25, 2022 1:12:11 PM Me

Not great. It’s like I’m invisible 🫥

Dec 25, 2022 1:15:12 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Oh no, does that mean no communication going on, or going to talk to someone?&try to work things out?

Dec 25, 2022 1:26:36 PM Me

I’ve been trying to find someone but every time I get a referral the person has a wait list. I couldn’t search until a few weeks ago. I had no money to pay $200 an hour for sessions.

Dec 25, 2022 1:27:06 PM Me

Really not much. I feel like a ghost 🫥

Dec 25, 2022 1:27:56 PM Me

I’m getting my gear on and going on a hike

Dec 25, 2022 1:28:05 PM +15185908211

Are the kids home with you today?

Dec 25, 2022 1:28:23 PM Me

Yeah. Aidan and Maga coming by later

Dec 25, 2022 1:28:55 PM +15185908211

Ok are you going to make dinner

Dec 25, 2022 1:30:13 PM Me

Liz is right now. Offered to help in any way, but she’s all good. Doesn’t need my help

Dec 25, 2022 1:31:07 PM Me

Those are my presents I got today. Only missing toothpaste and coal. ppl say it’s not the gift it’s the thought. Tough year for me.

Dec 25, 2022 1:31:39 PM Me

Btw thanks to u and dad for the $$$

Dec 25, 2022 1:33:12 PM Me

Going to hike, come back and have dinner with everyone then just go to bed

Dec 25, 2022 1:34:49 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Ok, just remember we all love ❤️ you here and we have your back. By the way what was your gifts, thought you could use some cash👍 Lv mom

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Dec 25, 2022 1:35:55 PM +15185908211

Who gave you that?

Dec 25, 2022 1:36:08 PM Me

What?

Dec 25, 2022 1:36:17 PM Me

Soap and lollipop

Dec 25, 2022 1:36:34 PM +15185908211

3 Lilly pops & soap

Dec 25, 2022 1:37:03 PM Me

I think it was leftover from filling the boys stockings, they were overflowing

Dec 25, 2022 1:37:15 PM Me

So stocking was actually empty

Dec 25, 2022 1:37:56 PM +15185908211

Oh wow’s 🥹

Dec 25, 2022 1:39:22 PM Me

Never feels good to have your negative self talk validated by those you love.

Dec 25, 2022 1:40:51 PM Me

One take is I was on the naughty list

Dec 25, 2022 1:41:35 PM Me

All these years, make sure to let dad know! Santa 🎅🏼 did his job this year!

Dec 25, 2022 1:43:48 PM +15185908211

It should make you feel better that you have other people you can count on. Never, she don’t know how good she had it. And that’s all I am going to say now

Dec 25, 2022 1:46:51 PM +15185908211

Have a great hike

Dec 25, 2022 1:55:59 PM Me

Thx

Dec 25, 2022 1:58:42 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

😘

Dec 25, 2022 5:36:41 PM Me

The sun is down enough that the cactus opened up The third flower

Dec 25, 2022 5:52:35 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

Oh yea nice 😊

Dec 25, 2022 6:26:48 PM Me

Can I FaceTime tomorrow?

Dec 25, 2022 6:30:36 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 33 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Yes sounds good, we have to go to Kegs bday party @ 6:00 our time

Dec 30, 2022 12:56:09 PM Me

Twitter

Dec 31, 2022 10:58:48 AM Me

I like these

Dec 31, 2022 11:00:48 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 31, 2022 11:03:38 AM Me

Did you get your tea towels with the hummingbirds and the birds of OJAI?

Dec 31, 2022 11:08:51 AM +15185908211

Oh yes, I will hang them up after I put Xmas towels away , i will send pics, how is everything going?

Dec 31, 2022 11:10:02 AM Me

Ok I guess

Dec 31, 2022 11:10:34 AM (Read by you after 7 hours, 36 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

We’ll have you spoke to each other?

Dec 31, 2022 10:20:44 PM +15185908211

Happy new year

Jan 04, 2023 11:12:41 PM Me

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1282464231/cactus-set-mexican-exhibition-art-poster?utm_source=OpenGraph&utm_medium=PageTools&utm_campaign=Share

Jan 04, 2023 11:12:41 PM Me

Love this

Jan 07, 2023 10:45:05 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

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Jan 07, 2023 10:49:27 AM Me

Just sent it to him

Jan 07, 2023 11:54:30 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jan 08, 2023 7:37:32 PM Me

On my hike today

Jan 08, 2023 7:37:52 PM Me

Purple tips

Jan 08, 2023 7:38:15 PM Me

All over by barn area

Jan 08, 2023 7:38:16 PM +15185908211

It looks like a lily

Jan 08, 2023 7:39:02 PM +15185908211

Yes that what it is

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Jan 08, 2023 7:40:20 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

I have them here out in back mine are orange

Jan 08, 2023 7:41:48 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

They multiply by themselves they have bulbs , the rain woke them up

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Jan 10, 2023 11:00:47 AM Me

Struggling hard today

Jan 10, 2023 11:57:11 AM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Yoda says, think good thoughts. I will not give in .👏 I have the stomach bug & don’t feel well today. Lv MoM

Jan 10, 2023 12:35:42 PM Me

Worst day ever

Jan 10, 2023 12:38:57 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 29 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

I am here for you, did you take your meds?

Jan 10, 2023 2:08:33 PM Me

Yeah

Jan 10, 2023 2:11:21 PM +15185908211

Is it still raining ☔️? Maybe lake Casitis will come back

Jan 10, 2023 2:17:02 PM Me

Sunny for a bit, but more rain later this week and weekend

Jan 10, 2023 2:18:35 PM +15185908211

Oh no🙀

Jan 12, 2023 5:42:42 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Great game 👍

Jan 12, 2023 5:56:43 PM Me

Yeah, we were really happy with how they played

Jan 12, 2023 5:57:09 PM Me

They were able to do what we’ve been asking them since we started training. The first game to give them confidence that they can do it

Jan 12, 2023 5:58:29 PM +15185908211

Yes I noticed they passed the ball well, and controlled it

Jan 12, 2023 5:58:57 PM +15185908211

Was Liz there?

Jan 12, 2023 5:59:13 PM Me

Yeah on other side of field

Jan 12, 2023 6:01:05 PM +15185908211

I thought it was her, I Tex Dar & thanked him for scoring for me🤗

Jan 12, 2023 8:00:52 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

She was sitting up on the hill with Declan and had the dog with her

Jan 17, 2023 8:42:13 PM Me

My new 2023 photos. I am grey, older in age, not older in spirit.

Jan 23, 2023 10:59:32 AM (Read by you after 35 seconds) +15185908211

First big snow fall of the season

Jan 23, 2023 10:59:44 AM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +15185908211

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Jan 23, 2023 11:00:19 AM Me

Oh wow, Winter wonderland

Jan 23, 2023 11:00:25 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

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Dad in his Irish cap

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Jan 26, 2023 6:46:22 PM Me

The past 24 hours have been really hard. Had a marriage counseling session last night and it was really tough. I’m just processing a lot right now feeling very sad and depressed.

Jan 26, 2023 6:47:48 PM Me

The sessions are good and the woman who is our counselor is very nice and good. It’s just that the sessions bring up a lot from the past and I’m sharing things that no one has ever heard of and it can be difficult.

Jan 26, 2023 6:55:36 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Well that’s what gets you through things, that’s what you are there for, to let it all out good or bad. That’s what it takes, you will feel relief after all is said & done, to get it all out on the table. Don’t dwell on it, think about the next session, to work on more. Lv Mom

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Jan 26, 2023 7:00:12 PM Me

That’s a good perspective and take on the situation. Truly, I’m happy I read that

Jan 26, 2023 7:44:58 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 13 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Lv you Mom 😘

Jan 26, 2023 9:06:09 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Thanks. My heart hurts a lot. Feeling I need to rest

Jan 28, 2023 4:26:51 PM Me

Depression is here. It’s back, but not severe

Jan 28, 2023 4:33:11 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 40 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Ok, do you have any x, if so take some, if not have a stiff one, don’t let it control you, I am with you🥹😍

Jan 28, 2023 7:14:17 PM Me

Ok

Jan 28, 2023 7:14:34 PM Me

Home with boys and going to play video games

Jan 28, 2023 7:17:14 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 37 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

👍 Lv you guys& put your mind on the games

Jan 29, 2023 3:52:45 PM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

🥹😞😿

Jan 29, 2023 4:27:39 PM Me

Sorry about 49ers

Feb 01, 2023 5:54:02 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 7 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

It’s Mom, just touching base to see how you are doing.😘 Lv MOM

Feb 01, 2023 10:05:05 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

So so. Tired, sad, and have headaches, ringing in my ears is getting worse, feel just incredibly heartbroken and sad. Not much else to report other than — I get up — take medication — drink coffee — go online and work — either go coach, or go to town, come back and go online, play darts, watch YouTube vids and go to bed.

Feb 01, 2023 10:20:27 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Oh, and walk dogs somewhere in there sometimes. I’m not finding hiking much fun anymore either too tired or don’t want to go. I’ve been living in between days for almost 2 years now, wondering why I feel like I’m being punished so incredibly hard for an honest and heartbreaking mistake. I know I’ve caused pain and suffering, and I’m remorseful and regretful countless times. All the self-inflicted suffering and shame literally brought me to my knees; I’ve cried gallons of tears, yet here I sit in a sorry state. Right now, I’m focusing on work. I had my second big presentation of project work this past Monday, and it was very well received—so that was nice. I like the people and company I work for more daily, so that’s been positive. I am working on projects I enjoy and have been building a new department inside the company. If things keep moving positively, I can make significant contributions this year and help them get their software MUCH better designed and organized.

Feb 02, 2023 9:01:43 AM (Read by you after 6 hours, 30 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Work sounds like it’s going good 😊. If you have time today FaceTime me.

Feb 02, 2023 3:08:58 PM Me

Hi phone is under 10% right now as I take the dog for a walk. Is there a time I can call you a little later? Or better question is what time is too late to call. I don’t want to interrupt your shows.

Feb 02, 2023 3:28:18 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

FaceTime tomorrow ,around 12:00 my time, have a good night, Lv MoM 👩

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Feb 02, 2023 3:32:36 PM Me

Sound like a plan

Feb 02, 2023 3:32:56 PM Me

Also, tell dad to send me the total amount I owe you guys so I can get it into my debt paid down calendar

Feb 02, 2023 3:34:24 PM +15185908211

Kk🐕

Feb 02, 2023 3:34:40 PM Me

Email or text is fine

Feb 02, 2023 3:36:01 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Feb 04, 2023 11:26:53 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

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Here’s a pic of mini me 😆

Feb 04, 2023 11:34:34 AM Me

Get her in a rock climbing gym

Feb 12, 2023 3:25:52 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

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Feb 12, 2023 3:30:45 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Russell bday dinner , Texas Roadhouse, nice place, 2 hr wait😬

Feb 12, 2023 3:42:43 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Feb 12, 2023 3:43:08 PM +15185908211

Pink sunset

Feb 12, 2023 3:44:29 PM Me

I love the sky in your pics

Feb 12, 2023 3:45:10 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

🤗

Feb 12, 2023 3:45:11 PM Me

Dad looks like he’s sitting at the kids table at Russ’s birthday party. It’s kind of funny.

Feb 12, 2023 3:45:27 PM Me

Making Carnitas nachos here and watch the Super Bowl, and playing some darts

Feb 12, 2023 3:48:00 PM +15185908211

They had to make an extra seat , to accommodate 7 we are going down to Russels to watch game , go Chiefs, 🏟️🏈

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Feb 12, 2023 3:48:47 PM Me

Was the food worth the wait?

Feb 12, 2023 3:51:59 PM +15185908211

Oh yes, great waitress too! We are going pretty soon , what team do you like

Feb 12, 2023 3:52:12 PM Me

Chiefs

Feb 12, 2023 3:56:42 PM Me

Feb 12, 2023 4:07:33 PM Me

Feb 12, 2023 4:09:53 PM +15185908211

Yummy

Feb 12, 2023 4:10:28 PM Me

Feb 12, 2023 4:10:40 PM Me

Feb 12, 2023 4:11:18 PM Me

Hey California poppy plant I got near the top of the mountain on the hike yesterday. I got the roots and everything and I’m going to try and transplanted in my garden.

Feb 12, 2023 6:59:32 PM Me

Work of art

Feb 15, 2023 2:34:38 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

My depression and anxiety are sky high today. I can actually feel both at the same time which is really weird. Just not feeling well. Feeling hopeless honestly.

Feb 15, 2023 3:49:54 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

Need to come home, and get some love 💗

Feb 15, 2023 3:50:30 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

How are things going with you and Liz ?

Feb 15, 2023 5:09:35 PM Me

Not good for me. She wants to split up, divorce.

Feb 15, 2023 5:15:18 PM (Read by you after 54 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

I am there for you , I will pray for you, please if you need to talk face time me anytime, we all love ❤️ you & care for you, I am starting to cry 😢 . Just know I am here for you Russ& Jen too!

Feb 15, 2023 6:10:06 PM Me

😊

Feb 15, 2023 6:10:09 PM Me

Thanks

Feb 15, 2023 6:15:06 PM Me

Didn’t really sleep last night. I got super triggered and feel broken. Eyes red and swollen all day. Tears come out of my eyes when I think of where I’m at. Like tear faucet getting turned on. Been focused on work to take mind off things. Need to make a plan and will do that this weekend. Thanks for your kind words and thoughts. Honestly I feel like I failed at life. I don’t want to start my life over and lose my family.

Feb 15, 2023 6:32:06 PM +15185908211

Just think you are not the first one in the world to have to go through this you are not alone, I don’t think that you will lose your family , the boys love you, we love you, you have not failed at life, someone else did And dosen’t know how to handle it, so giving up is easier than trying. 🫶🏻 it will take time. Lv Mom

Feb 18, 2023 10:58:49 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 59 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

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Feb 18, 2023 7:01:45 PM (Read by you after 58 seconds) +15185908211

How do you feel today? Hope you are feeling better , let me know what is going on. Love Mom

Feb 20, 2023 8:43:05 AM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, hope all is well, FaceTime me, when you get a chance, did not here from you Luv Mom

Feb 20, 2023 9:04:26 AM Me

Ok

Feb 20, 2023 7:11:46 PM Me

Hi, sorry I didn’t have a chance to FaceTime you today. I’m just on my way home now. I drove Sallie to a doctors appointment this afternoon and I am just on my way home now. I will have time tomorrow to FaceTime you. Again I apologize for not connecting. OK I’ll talk to you tomorrow.

Feb 20, 2023 7:15:04 PM +15185908211

Kk Tks ❤️

Feb 21, 2023 7:09:49 PM Me

Is it too late to call or should I do it tomorrow?

Feb 21, 2023 7:11:07 PM Me

I realize it’s after 9 o’clock out there, so I’m not sure if you’re watching programs. I will call you in the morning tomorrow before I start work

Feb 21, 2023 7:12:02 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Tommrow is fine , I am watching a double episode call me in morn Lv MoM

Feb 21, 2023 7:13:08 PM Me

K

Feb 21, 2023 7:13:22 PM Me

Will do. Day zipped by on me

Feb 21, 2023 7:14:18 PM Me

I’ll quickly let you know I found the Ventura County dart Association. And I might be able to get myself on a team.

Feb 21, 2023 7:14:55 PM +15185908211

Me too🫶🏻. 👍 excellent

Feb 22, 2023 12:28:21 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 11 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

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Feb 22, 2023 3:40:57 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Those are great

Mar 05, 2023 10:46:46 AM Me

I’m not doing well today

Mar 05, 2023 6:34:39 PM Me

Everything ok over there?

Mar 08, 2023 9:28:29 AM Me

Today is international women’s day, and I want to acknowledge you, for being one of the incredible women in my life, so thank you Mom for all you have done and being who you are! ❤️

Mar 08, 2023 9:47:36 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 4 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Tk you I love 💗 you 🥹 MOM

Mar 08, 2023 9:49:31 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get on the Dart team?

Mar 08, 2023 11:52:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Not yet. Have been busy and not able to focus enough, or have enough energy to go. Working during day very hard and eyes and mind are tired by 5pm. They play roughly 7-10/11ish on Tuesday for Singles, and Thursday for Teams.

Mar 08, 2023 11:53:20 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ll start going once I get my new car.

Mar 08, 2023 11:53:38 AM Me

Working on that today. Hopefully can get downpayment in today.

Mar 08, 2023 11:57:37 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 31 seconds) +15185908211

👍😁

Mar 09, 2023 8:22:13 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

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Mar 09, 2023 8:43:07 AM Me

That’s very cool

Apr 09, 2023 9:50:50 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Sent with Normal effect

Hoppy Easter 🐣 Lv , Mom& Dad

Apr 09, 2023 10:10:15 AM Me

Happy Easter!

Apr 09, 2023 10:10:39 AM Me

I’ll be honest I totally forgot that it was Easter today. I don’t know what day it is most days

Apr 14, 2023 5:52:07 PM +15185908211

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Pink sunset tonight

Apr 14, 2023 5:52:19 PM +15185908211

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Apr 14, 2023 5:52:36 PM Me

Wow

Apr 14, 2023 5:52:59 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Tks

Apr 14, 2023 5:53:31 PM +15185908211

Are you home yet?

Apr 14, 2023 5:53:35 PM Me

Left East Coast at 4:45 AM and got in my door at 1:30 PM Pacific roughly 12 hours. I’m still awake taking Westie for a walk, shower dinner chill

Apr 14, 2023 5:53:55 PM Me

12 hours coast to coast door to door is typically what it takes

Apr 14, 2023 5:54:29 PM Me

Santa Barbara, Dallas, Greensboro, North Carolina. Then I did the same thing to get back to here to flights each way.

Apr 14, 2023 5:55:00 PM Me

Apr 14, 2023 5:55:17 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

👍 I am dog & cat sitting Russ& Jen are in lake placid for so break weekend

Apr 14, 2023 5:55:25 PM +15185908211

GreT shot

Apr 14, 2023 5:55:45 PM Me

It’s as I’m walking down the trail with him behind the panting. I think he’s had his ass on the couch since I flew away on Tuesday.

Apr 14, 2023 5:56:37 PM Me

Declan did say he took them out a couple times but I’m sure it was short. Not because of Declan because of Weston. He doesn’t go out on big adventures with anyone but me I think it’s because maybe I’m the only one he trusts I don’t know, but if anyone else walks away from the house with him, he gets about 100 yards away, and then turns around and comes home.

Apr 14, 2023 5:57:54 PM Me

Apr 14, 2023 5:58:28 PM (Read by you after 50 seconds) +15185908211

He’s getting on, what a great dog

Apr 14, 2023 5:58:50 PM (Read by you after 28 seconds) +15185908211

He was waiting for you

Apr 14, 2023 5:59:49 PM Me

Apr 20, 2023 8:01:06 PM Me

Apr 20, 2023 8:03:52 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Blue bell’s beautiful 😍

Apr 20, 2023 8:11:49 PM Me

Apr 20, 2023 8:12:00 PM Me

I’m out walking the dog at sunset and overgrowth on the trails is incredible. The hills are so green.

Apr 20, 2023 8:12:39 PM Me

Apr 20, 2023 8:13:46 PM (Read by you after 17 hours, 15 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

That’s fantastic , first time in years🙃

Apr 21, 2023 1:29:21 PM Me

Sampling of the colors I just saw on my poop loop walk with Weston

Apr 22, 2023 8:26:27 PM Me

Apr 22, 2023 8:27:57 PM +15185908211

Hiding in bushes, cute, catch me if you can

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Apr 22, 2023 8:28:34 PM Me

I was trying to show you how overgrown the trail is usually everything around it is dead

Apr 22, 2023 8:29:27 PM Me

Spotify

Apr 22, 2023 8:30:08 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 41 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Oh yeah, forgot

Apr 22, 2023 8:30:55 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 40 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Julio, I remember that well

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Apr 24, 2023 3:20:51 PM +15185908211

Check your mail this week, have 3 pkgs coming, mailed one for you today ,will be there on Thursday. Mom

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Apr 24, 2023 3:21:38 PM Me

Let’s try to connect this week if you can. Maybe FaceTime. I’m super busy with work. Have a big presentation coming up on Friday.

Apr 24, 2023 3:22:06 PM (Read by you after 37 seconds) +15185908211

👍👍

Apr 26, 2023 7:56:07 PM +15185908211

One pkg delivered today cl if you can

Apr 26, 2023 8:12:04 PM Me

Ok

Apr 26, 2023 8:12:18 PM Me

I saw it at home. Darragh brought it back from the package room

Apr 26, 2023 8:13:08 PM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15185908211

It’s for your birthday 🥳

Apr 26, 2023 8:17:51 PM +15185908211

You have two more coming from Amazon too! Hope you like them

Apr 27, 2023 8:45:47 PM Me

Apr 27, 2023 8:47:56 PM Me

This cactus spits up crazy flowers

Apr 27, 2023 8:49:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Beautiful 🤩, yes that what they do once they wake up from a 20 ye drought

Apr 27, 2023 8:50:20 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Or some were dormant, for years

Apr 27, 2023 8:51:04 PM Me

Without question the spot where these guys sit gets tiny bits of water, but nothing that would produce the flowers. They need a lot of water today to do that, to stimulate that kind of growth.

Apr 27, 2023 8:54:47 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get yourpkg p today? Hope so they are all for your B Day. Let me knowLvMom

Apr 27, 2023 9:37:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I checked I didnt get amazon packages yet

Apr 28, 2023 8:22:12 AM Me

Twitter

Apr 28, 2023 8:23:45 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

👍, I 👀

Apr 28, 2023 8:24:20 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Check today for your mail

Apr 28, 2023 8:38:04 AM Me

Ok

Apr 29, 2023 11:15:07 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get your pkgs yet?3 in all for your B Day can open them up now or wait . Lv mom& Dad

Apr 29, 2023 11:15:27 AM Me

I got one with 2 t-shirts, and one with 2 cactus

Apr 29, 2023 11:15:33 AM Me

There’s another?

Apr 29, 2023 11:16:53 AM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +15185908211

Should be 2 cactus& 2 darts shirt, also a box with card& gifts

Apr 29, 2023 11:17:52 AM Me

K, I’ll go look in package room on way to hike. About to go before it gets into Low 80’s here today

Apr 29, 2023 11:18:53 AM Me

Just had a counselor session. This past week was torturous. 4 days in a row deep depression — sleep, eat, work, repeat. Nothing else except feeling crap

Apr 29, 2023 11:22:22 AM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 28 seconds) ⇲ +15185908211

Go get fresh air, clear mind, ofcrap 💩 , and concentrate on your future Lv Mom🤯

Apr 29, 2023 11:18:53 AM +15185908211

Ok, Tks talk later

Apr 29, 2023 11:18:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

K

Apr 29, 2023 11:22:22 AM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 28 seconds) ⇱ +15185908211

Go get fresh air, clear mind, ofcrap 💩 , and concentrate on your future Lv Mom🤯
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Apr 29, 2023 5:01:49 PM Me

Top right

Apr 29, 2023 5:02:38 PM Me

I’m waiting for these to pop in the garden

Apr 29, 2023 6:00:45 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Wow 😮, did you get all your stuff , hope you liked it all , especially the dart shirts

Apr 29, 2023 6:02:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Need to check for Amazon package, right?

Apr 29, 2023 6:03:00 PM Me

I got the personal packages

Apr 29, 2023 6:03:13 PM Me

U see the cactus you sent top right

Apr 29, 2023 6:03:38 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

They got water and now some 80º sunshine. Living their best life.

Apr 29, 2023 6:03:50 PM Me

And cactus friends

Apr 29, 2023 6:04:26 PM +15185908211

👍yes, did you like card & frother

Apr 29, 2023 6:04:26 PM Me

Would be great to get a small place with a tiny garden to sit in with my cactus 😊

Apr 29, 2023 6:04:42 PM Me

FROTHER!!!

Apr 29, 2023 6:04:47 PM Me

Havent opened card yet

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

FYI, want to send Dad another $1000

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ask him if I send it to russ again

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:28 PM Me

And ask him how much I owe 😊

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:39 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

promise that’s all the questions 😊

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:51 PM +15185908211

👍, frother was in box with card & cactus

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Apr 29, 2023 6:06:08 PM ⇲ Me

Got this box

Apr 29, 2023 6:05:53 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I just moved all my CC’s to my new bank acct

Apr 29, 2023 6:06:08 PM ⇱ Me

Got this box
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Apr 29, 2023 6:06:48 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15185908211

👍 kk ck card out

Apr 29, 2023 6:07:13 PM Me

Ok

Apr 29, 2023 6:07:41 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get all 4 shirts

Apr 29, 2023 6:07:51 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I got 2

Apr 29, 2023 6:07:54 PM Me

Not 4

Apr 29, 2023 6:08:04 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

What ones

Apr 29, 2023 6:08:21 PM Me

Cactus and 3some

Apr 29, 2023 6:13:31 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Dad’s checking order 2 dart shirts&2cactus , all were delivered

Apr 29, 2023 6:13:43 PM Me

Ok

Apr 29, 2023 6:14:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ll check in a few. Haven’t been up to package room yet. Can take Westy out to do biological break.

Apr 29, 2023 6:14:44 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

Let me know if you get them, Kk

Apr 29, 2023 6:16:08 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Yes send to Russ again , just let him know it’s coming

Apr 29, 2023 7:03:05 PM Me

OK I just looked in the package room and don’t see anything. It’s likely I will get the package on Monday which is my birthday after all so. OK back to work for me. Got so much to do in so little time to do it.

Apr 29, 2023 7:05:04 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 12 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , relax & you will get it done Lv you mom

May 01, 2023 6:15:33 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 43 seconds) +15185908211

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May 01, 2023 6:16:18 PM (Read by you after 58 seconds) +15185908211

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May 01, 2023 6:17:34 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Is there flooding?

May 01, 2023 6:17:49 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Havent looked yet

May 01, 2023 6:17:52 PM +15185908211

No but it’s high

May 02, 2023 9:45:05 PM Me

Here ya go!

May 03, 2023 8:22:32 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 5 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Did you like them all? And did they fit Mom

May 03, 2023 10:30:38 AM Me

I like them a lot. The Cactus shirt (white) is awesome. However, the “Tight Threesome” screams pervert to me. 😊

May 03, 2023 10:31:28 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Ha ha 🙃

May 03, 2023 5:05:08 PM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow how sweet, Lv it

May 03, 2023 5:05:41 PM (Read by you after 57 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

May 03, 2023 6:04:15 PM Me

The phone found it and put it in front of me today

May 03, 2023 6:04:59 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 03, 2023 6:05:30 PM Me

You forget how little they were

May 03, 2023 6:06:18 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

🥹 🥲

May 03, 2023 6:06:45 PM Me

Good times 😊

May 03, 2023 6:06:52 PM +15185908211

🤪

May 03, 2023 6:07:57 PM Me

I’m careful of triggering myself. I haven’t been triggered in three days. That’s the longest stretch in my entire life. 😳🤯

May 03, 2023 6:08:37 PM Me

In other words, no reflexive habitual pattern responses that are harmful to everybody

May 03, 2023 6:11:12 PM +15185908211

That’s fantastic, my prayers are with you that , things are starting to come around for you , I will be praying 🙏

May 03, 2023 6:12:11 PM Me

For the past four years, I was triggered every day, and some days was like a machine gun of triggers. All of that triggering stems from lack of awareness, and not knowing how to achieve and maintain, or being comfortable in stillness.

May 03, 2023 6:14:50 PM +15185908211

🫶🏻. Mom

May 03, 2023 6:16:31 PM Me

| It's seeing the same thing but processing it in a far different and better manner. when once a sound, a word, a sight a feeling would instantly reflexively cause, anxiety, or panic, or despair or fear... The more you practice, being still, the more aware you are of how you react to things and can be patient enough with yourself to choose the right course of action or the right response It’s like riding a bike, once you learn it, you know how to do it, and of course the more you do it it’s like a muscle you just get better at it so the image of a blister out Yogi or Monk is absolutely true. I can see where all of this begins.
Edited 46 seconds later | It's seeing the same thing but processing it in a far different and better manner. when once a sound, a word, a sight a feeling would instantly reflexively cause, anxiety, or panic, or despair or fear... The more you practice, being still, the more aware you are of how you react to things and can be patient enough with yourself to choose the right course of action or the right response It’s like riding a bike, once you learn it, you know how to do it, and of course the more you do it it’s like a muscle you just get better at it so the image of a blissed out Yogi or Monk is absolutely true. I can see where all of this begins.

May 03, 2023 6:17:17 PM Me

Edited to “It's seeing the same thing but processing it in a far different and better manner. when once a sound, a word, a sight a feeling would instantly reflexively cause, anxiety, or panic, or despair or fear... The more you practice, being still, the more aware you are of how you react to things and can be patient enough with yourself to choose the right course of action or the right response It’s like riding a bike, once you learn it, you know how to do it, and of course the more you do it it’s like a muscle you just get better at it so the image of a blissed out Yogi or Monk is absolutely true. I can see where all of this begins. ”

May 03, 2023 6:18:39 PM Me

And I would say it’s a different mindset, a way of seeing hearing and processing things differently. Definitely a change of mindset, But an extremely conscious and self-aware change of mindset.

May 03, 2023 6:19:08 PM Me

My level of self-awareness, and ability to sit with really difficult shit is off the charts now

May 03, 2023 6:19:57 PM +15185908211

So true, I Lv at end of day to be still & quiet, best time of day

May 03, 2023 6:21:17 PM ⇲ Me

But can you sit without any stimulation, no phone no TV no conversation just you and your mind and try to get to a place where you don’t have any thoughts you’re just literally still and being, not doing anything

May 03, 2023 6:20:15 PM Me

What I mean is things like the dark side don’t scare me. The depression, etc.. None of that scares me. It’s just there and yes, you can sit with the discomfort at a certain point it doesn’t have any power over you. I know you know this :-)

May 03, 2023 6:21:04 PM +15185908211

Yes oh yes 🙌

May 03, 2023 6:21:17 PM ⇱ Me

But can you sit without any stimulation, no phone no TV no conversation just you and your mind and try to get to a place where you don’t have any thoughts you’re just literally still and being, not doing anything
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May 03, 2023 6:21:45 PM Me

I’ve gotten to this place a few times and it is extremely cool

May 03, 2023 6:22:24 PM Me

The problem is the millisecond you’re aware that it’s happening. You have a thought 🤣🤣

May 03, 2023 6:22:57 PM Me

It’s a really interesting state of being and trying to balance it

May 03, 2023 6:23:26 PM Me

not “fall off”

May 03, 2023 6:23:51 PM Me

Thing is when I first sit down to do this I was thinking nonstop. Eventually you’ll have a few seconds and then more and more and more.

May 03, 2023 6:25:10 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 7 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍 yes had that , hope it stays, hard to find, I call it inner peace , searching a long time

May 04, 2023 10:51:48 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 32 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

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Me bunn bunn in the yard

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May 07, 2023 5:18:52 PM Me

Hi, hope your weekend was good! Can you facetime later? When do your shows start?

May 07, 2023 5:21:54 PM +15185908211

Yes in a little bit just eating

May 07, 2023 5:22:27 PM Me

K I’m running an errand and can do it after that so our timing will probably be perfect

May 07, 2023 5:45:59 PM Me

Can I call you later?

May 07, 2023 5:46:09 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Kk

May 07, 2023 6:33:24 PM Me

I am back at home but just putting stuff away. I can call you in about 10 minutes? Does that work for you? I’m trying not to be doing the dishes or cooking dinner while I’m talking to you so we can focus.

May 07, 2023 6:35:59 PM (Read by you after 45 seconds) +15185908211

Pretty soon our shows are on right now I am watching idol, sometime in morn I will face time you

May 07, 2023 6:36:47 PM Me

Ok

May 07, 2023 6:36:56 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

🫶🏻

May 07, 2023 6:37:32 PM Me

9-10:30 am PST I am in meetings but free after that

May 07, 2023 6:37:54 PM Me

Working but not in meetings

May 07, 2023 6:38:05 PM +15185908211

Kk

May 08, 2023 6:08:39 PM Me

Twitter

May 09, 2023 12:07:52 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

YouTube

May 11, 2023 10:04:49 AM Me

The cactus you sent in the box are doing great now they’ve been rained on and had lots of sun. They’ve got their color back and they will get big.

May 12, 2023 3:27:55 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

It’s Mom, how are things today? Don’t forget we have your back in case you need help until you get back on your feet 😍Mom

May 12, 2023 3:29:51 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Remember take out your card from the kids and read it, it will put in a better mood🙃

May 12, 2023 4:03:14 PM Me

Hi, I’m ok. Just in a weird headspace. Still a bit numb and was dissociated for the rest of yesterday after it happened. I was quite useless the rest of the day. About to dig into getting out there again. Already updated LInkedIn, updating resume, then going back thru old emails to reach out to recruiters I connected to in the past.

May 12, 2023 4:04:52 PM +15185908211

Good thing, do you still have your positive feeling?

May 12, 2023 4:05:46 PM Me

Not feeling positive, feeling knocked off my feet. Like a cricket bat to the head. Still stunned

May 12, 2023 4:08:39 PM (Read by you after 44 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Remember the other day we talked and you had a different feeling going on and it was positive, hope it’s still there. If you need help money wise don’t hestitate to ask

May 12, 2023 4:53:21 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I think it is. Just preoccupied and distracted by my current situation.

May 12, 2023 4:53:35 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Once I can get some traction I’ll feel better

May 12, 2023 4:53:42 PM +15185908211

👍

May 12, 2023 4:53:48 PM Me

and thanks on the $$$ I’m ok for now

May 12, 2023 4:54:12 PM Me

have a therapy session tomorrow morning at 9am which will be good

May 12, 2023 4:54:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

been doing saturday mornings for over a month now. Good way to start the day

May 12, 2023 6:21:53 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 14, 2023 9:15:33 AM Me

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻 🌻 Happy Mother’s Day 🌻 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻 Grateful for a lifetime of love ❤️
Sent with Balloons

May 14, 2023 9:16:15 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Tks, Lv you

May 14, 2023 2:43:03 PM Me

5.65 lbs Can is for size reference

May 14, 2023 2:43:51 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 14, 2023 7:49:25 PM Me

There it is, pulled and crisped Coca Cola carnitas

May 14, 2023 7:50:15 PM Me

May 14, 2023 7:50:25 PM Me

Made with Mexican coca cola

May 14, 2023 7:50:33 PM Me

They use real sugar

May 14, 2023 7:50:42 PM Me

Not high fructose

May 14, 2023 7:51:59 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 26 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Oh my god that looks good enjoy ☺️

May 14, 2023 7:52:13 PM Me

Tastes incredible

May 14, 2023 7:52:22 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 26 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 14, 2023 7:52:44 PM Me

May 14, 2023 7:52:44 PM Me

Pork and crispy fats

May 14, 2023 7:53:27 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 25 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

🤤

May 27, 2023 10:52:44 AM Me

Face time this weekend?

May 27, 2023 10:52:50 AM Me

Let me know

May 27, 2023 10:52:57 AM Me

Have stuff to share

May 27, 2023 10:53:04 AM Me

Things are moving

May 27, 2023 10:54:29 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍 sounds like a plan, maybe later on in the day! Mom

May 27, 2023 10:54:42 AM Me

Ok

May 27, 2023 10:54:55 AM Me

You guys are at home this weekend? You’re not out doing all sorts of Memorial Day things?

May 27, 2023 10:56:09 AM +15185908211

No just cooking out tommrow with Russ &Jen then, going to visit cemetery sites

May 27, 2023 10:56:24 AM Me

I'm busy packing boxes and moving my stuff into storage this weekend

May 27, 2023 10:56:39 AM Me

I have my summer plan roughed out

May 27, 2023 10:57:45 AM Me

And I met someone, a woman, online and we've been texting everyday this week. Lots to share

May 27, 2023 10:58:46 AM Me

I went on the dating sites this past week and have a bunch of dates already without trying hard.

May 27, 2023 10:59:17 AM Me

My therapist said “good stuff doesn't sit on the shelf very long” 🤣🤣🤣

May 27, 2023 11:01:09 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

👍🙃

May 28, 2023 11:40:30 AM Me

are you free to FaceTime?

May 28, 2023 11:43:12 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

I face time you in a few minutes

May 28, 2023 11:43:19 AM Me

K

May 28, 2023 11:43:39 AM Me

I have a busy day ahead 😊

May 29, 2023 9:58:15 AM Me

wish me luck. I’m off to my first in person date. Going to meet someone for coffee. This will be the first time in over 30 years that’s happened holy shit.

May 29, 2023 9:58:47 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 🥴

May 29, 2023 12:42:43 PM Me

She was really nice

May 29, 2023 12:43:19 PM +15185908211

👍

May 29, 2023 12:44:21 PM Me

Avid backpacker and world traveller. She's and education administrator in Newbury park. She's working on her PHD. She’s from a small town outside Chicago

May 29, 2023 3:12:49 PM Me

When we said goodbye, she did say to me “I hope to hear from you”

May 29, 2023 3:13:21 PM Me

I’m glad she said that because I’m terrible at picking up anything other than what people are saying. I don’t pick up on “hitting on” and never have been able to.

May 29, 2023 3:17:04 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

When she gives you the eyeball, you will be able to tell

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May 29, 2023 3:25:30 PM Me

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May 29, 2023 3:26:05 PM +15185908211

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May 29, 2023 3:26:24 PM Me

From yesterday

Attachment does not exist!

May 29, 2023 3:26:29 PM Me

More today

May 29, 2023 3:27:03 PM Me

E45 is my new bingo number

May 29, 2023 3:27:19 PM +15185908211

Wow 🤩

May 29, 2023 3:27:33 PM Me

Oh, and that’s my car

May 29, 2023 3:27:48 PM Me

Super fun to drive and has really good at handling

May 29, 2023 3:28:04 PM Me

It’s German engineered so of course I think it’s awesome

May 29, 2023 3:28:05 PM +15185908211

Is that storage no.👍

May 29, 2023 3:28:18 PM Me

Yeah, my storage number is E 45

May 29, 2023 3:28:34 PM Me

It’s a 5 x 10, but I could live in it if I needed to

May 29, 2023 3:28:49 PM +15185908211

🥴

May 29, 2023 3:29:06 PM Me

I’m not worried though I’m going to find a really good position sometime soon. I expect or anticipate having it before the end of June.

May 29, 2023 3:29:30 PM Me

I am more prepared, professionally, and mentally for this go at it

May 29, 2023 3:30:31 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

🤞👍🫶🏻

May 29, 2023 3:31:06 PM Me

I like I texted Darrell this morning. The way I look at it is this sometime in the last week I had my John Belushi “. Do you see the light” moment? When Belushi does his handsprings down the aisle and then starts dancing that’s exactly how I have felt this past week .

May 29, 2023 3:31:08 PM Me

YouTube

May 29, 2023 3:31:38 PM Me

Watch that clip at six minutes long and it’s so good. James Brown is the preacher. It’s amazing.

May 29, 2023 3:32:43 PM Me

May 29, 2023 3:33:15 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I was watching a he vid

May 29, 2023 3:37:36 PM +15185908211

That was 👍

May 29, 2023 3:38:12 PM Me

So good

May 29, 2023 3:38:19 PM Me

I forgot how good that was

May 29, 2023 3:38:29 PM +15185908211

Me too

May 29, 2023 3:38:38 PM Me

That movie is top five all-time for me. I would take it to a deserted island with me.

May 29, 2023 3:39:01 PM +15185908211

😂

May 29, 2023 3:39:23 PM Me

I can’t think of another musical comedy that even comes close

May 29, 2023 3:39:38 PM Me

People forget that movies a musical

May 29, 2023 3:40:04 PM Me

I wish I was old enough to have seen them in concert

May 29, 2023 3:40:14 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Heaven how art are art tho

May 29, 2023 3:41:01 PM +15185908211

You know what I mean

May 29, 2023 3:42:30 PM Me

That last sentence got jumbled I don’t understand it

May 29, 2023 3:44:57 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Brother how art tho, with George Clooney

May 29, 2023 3:45:14 PM Me

OMG YES!!!!

May 29, 2023 3:45:35 PM Me

Gopher Everett?

May 29, 2023 3:45:53 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

😆

May 30, 2023 12:11:21 AM Me

May 30, 2023 2:21:23 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

that happened last night. Picture above

May 30, 2023 2:28:13 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I used AI to make some cool photos of me

May 30, 2023 2:28:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 30, 2023 2:28:42 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 30, 2023 2:29:02 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 30, 2023 2:29:04 PM Me

May 30, 2023 2:29:23 PM +15185908211

You look like a movie star ⭐️

May 30, 2023 2:29:28 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Love the last one

May 30, 2023 2:29:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

My eyes are perfect

May 30, 2023 2:30:02 PM Me

I uploaded 8 photos of myself, then you pick styles and does it for free. A FUN tool

May 30, 2023 2:30:11 PM +15185908211

👍

May 30, 2023 2:30:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://app.vana.com/

May 30, 2023 2:30:36 PM Me

You should try it. You will like the styles.

May 30, 2023 2:30:50 PM Me

I think they have Angels

May 30, 2023 2:31:00 PM +15185908211

You look like De caption, Leo

May 30, 2023 2:31:13 PM Me

I look like Bert

May 30, 2023 2:31:15 PM Me

😊

May 30, 2023 2:31:30 PM Me

I dont look like anyone else but myself 😛

May 30, 2023 2:31:44 PM +15185908211

🤪

May 30, 2023 2:32:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Try it later if you can

May 30, 2023 2:34:08 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Ok right now we have to take Keegs to baseball game, Russ & Jen have a high honors top ten awards with Addy

May 30, 2023 3:27:48 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Me in a Sci Fi poster

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May 30, 2023 3:27:51 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Wild what it can do

May 30, 2023 3:27:58 PM Me

And it looks exactly like me

May 30, 2023 3:28:15 PM Me

Make sure to show dad

May 30, 2023 5:03:39 PM Me

Hey, that website, will let you upload photos of pets. You could upload a bunch of photos of floppy and generate some AI photos of her.

May 30, 2023 5:14:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I look like Aidan in this one

May 30, 2023 5:14:55 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 30, 2023 5:15:18 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

May 30, 2023 5:15:19 PM Me

So much fun

May 31, 2023 9:03:45 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

May 31, 2023 9:05:09 AM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 31, 2023 5:44:50 PM Me

I just turned on my phone now and look what time it was

May 31, 2023 6:07:01 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

😉

May 31, 2023 6:07:25 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

🤨

May 31, 2023 6:36:16 PM Me

May 31, 2023 6:37:45 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow, is there enough room for everything?

May 31, 2023 6:38:20 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Send more pics

May 31, 2023 6:38:41 PM Me

May 31, 2023 6:38:41 PM Me

Plenty

May 31, 2023 6:39:09 PM Me

It’s like a giant puzzle

May 31, 2023 6:39:12 PM Me

Tetris

May 31, 2023 6:39:16 PM Me

Jenna

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May 31, 2023 6:39:22 PM Me

Jenga

May 31, 2023 6:39:28 PM Me

Damn autocorrect

May 31, 2023 6:39:49 PM +15185908211

I get it

May 31, 2023 6:40:32 PM +15185908211

Kk😸

May 31, 2023 6:42:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

😘✌️👋🏻

May 31, 2023 7:16:52 PM Me

May 31, 2023 7:53:09 PM Me

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May 31, 2023 7:53:09 PM Me

Make sure not to miss. I LOVED carol burnett growing up Harvey Korman and Tim ??? They were fantastic Remember “Hedley Lamar”

May 31, 2023 7:53:27 PM Me

Tim Conway!!

Jun 01, 2023 12:12:06 AM Me

Tonight. Saw it

Jun 01, 2023 6:25:29 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 13 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

😉

Jun 01, 2023 8:35:57 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Those numbers mean your universe is working for you in a positive way , also a spiritual guidance

Jun 01, 2023 10:39:15 AM Me

when I can find time I’ll share the gallery of those I have. I screen capture them all the time — at least since I’ve been going through all this and I started to notice it a lot

Jun 01, 2023 10:39:32 AM Me

Not sure how many I have but I think its dozens

Jun 01, 2023 12:38:18 PM Me

Jun 01, 2023 1:56:38 PM Me

Card Darrell sent. I feel this because I’m living it

Jun 01, 2023 4:46:13 PM Me

Here’s the final big load with my secret helper 🤣🤣🤣

Jun 01, 2023 5:44:30 PM Me

Jun 01, 2023 6:54:01 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 20 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Oh 😮

Jun 01, 2023 9:13:08 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 10 seconds) +15185908211

I just looked at the time & it was 11:11 good signs Mom

Jun 01, 2023 9:14:51 PM Me

Just heading into the campsite right now. I checked in there yesterday so I know where I’m going but it’s just getting dark hair so I’ll take pictures and send them in the morning.

Jun 01, 2023 9:17:50 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Kk nite nite Lv mom

Jun 01, 2023 10:05:17 PM Me

Good night

Jun 02, 2023 3:22:57 PM Me

Just now

Jun 02, 2023 3:23:23 PM Me

Every day it happens sometimes more than once

Jun 02, 2023 3:23:24 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Hum??

Jun 02, 2023 3:24:45 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 41 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Look them up they are good signs from angles & so on city it out I did, good carmaker

Jun 02, 2023 3:24:55 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 41 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Carmaker

Jun 02, 2023 3:25:26 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 40 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

You know what I mean

Jun 02, 2023 3:25:57 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 40 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Clean out the numbers

Jun 02, 2023 3:26:05 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 40 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Check

Jun 02, 2023 10:06:46 PM Me

Jun 02, 2023 10:06:59 PM Me

Loving this

Jun 02, 2023 10:07:37 PM Me

Last night there wasn’t a soul here you could hear the crickets, tonight it’s Friday and all a bunch of wasted yahoos out loud right now. Hopefully they’re quiet at 10 o’clock which is in 45 minutes or so.

Jun 03, 2023 4:36:55 PM Me

I just got done putting the last load in the storage. I went to the store. and use my Apple Pay, flipped on the phone, and this is what time it was

Jun 03, 2023 4:38:26 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

🤨

Jun 03, 2023 4:42:10 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Google up your numbers they are all the angles watching over you mom

Jun 03, 2023 5:45:06 PM Me

Wow just now

Jun 03, 2023 5:45:22 PM Me

Like this every day

Jun 03, 2023 5:45:36 PM Me

Since a few months ago

Jun 03, 2023 5:46:13 PM Me

I have them all in my photo album. I’ll go in and share the album with you.

Jun 03, 2023 5:46:29 PM Me

I’ll do it later tonight

Jun 04, 2023 11:38:44 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

He looks so cute 🥰. Happy Sunday

Jun 04, 2023 1:12:26 PM Me

Jun 06, 2023 12:13:12 PM Me

Jun 06, 2023 2:11:33 PM Me

Jun 07, 2023 3:23:00 PM Me

Jun 07, 2023 3:23:37 PM Me

All the time

Jun 07, 2023 3:23:44 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

??🧐

Jun 07, 2023 3:25:41 PM +15185908211

It can mean new beginnings

Jun 07, 2023 3:25:52 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

How true

Jun 07, 2023 3:26:39 PM +15185908211

How is Westin today? Any luck on job front?

Jun 07, 2023 3:26:51 PM +15185908211

Westin

Jun 07, 2023 3:26:58 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

?????

Jun 07, 2023 3:27:21 PM Me

Applications going out. Over 10 now

Jun 07, 2023 3:27:30 PM Me

No reply yet

Jun 07, 2023 3:27:40 PM Me

Weston is Good

Jun 07, 2023 3:27:54 PM +15185908211

😊

Jun 07, 2023 3:28:27 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

How are you????

Jun 07, 2023 3:29:44 PM +15185908211

We are gettin smoke & hazy sky’s from forest fires in Canada

Jun 07, 2023 3:30:18 PM +15185908211

Can’t even see my sky line

Jun 07, 2023 3:30:26 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

NY

Jun 07, 2023 3:31:02 PM +15185908211

Air quality is bad for some people

Jun 07, 2023 3:43:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I sent russ and dale a link for checking air quality

Jun 07, 2023 3:43:47 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Now you know what we were dealing with when we had the rash of fires on west coast

Jun 07, 2023 3:44:25 PM Me

Thomas obviously, but other fires as far away as Oregon, Washington and Canada blow smoke down here, even Montana

Jun 07, 2023 3:44:41 PM Me

Anything this side of the rockies can show up here

Jun 07, 2023 3:45:00 PM Me

People with compromised lung issues suffer badly

Jun 07, 2023 3:45:21 PM Me

Updated images and copy on homepage:

Jun 07, 2023 3:45:23 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Bert Mahoney — A multi-disciplinary designer with over 30 years of experience.

Jun 07, 2023 3:47:25 PM +15185908211

👍

Jun 07, 2023 3:49:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Does it look good on your phone and iPad?

Jun 07, 2023 3:49:38 PM Me

Anything look broken

Jun 07, 2023 3:50:39 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Looks good🤨

Jun 07, 2023 5:44:44 PM Me

Literally just looked at the time after hours of work

Jun 07, 2023 5:45:24 PM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

🙄

Jun 08, 2023 9:14:50 AM Me

Jun 08, 2023 9:24:20 AM Me

good morning

Jun 08, 2023 9:24:39 AM Me

After a wet week of camping, my first sunny morning

Jun 08, 2023 9:25:08 AM Me

Hope the air quality is clearing soon

Jun 08, 2023 9:25:14 AM Me

Make sure to stay inside, run the AC

Jun 08, 2023 9:29:19 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

I am fine it’s starting to clear, Dad said it bothered him . I was out staining deck & wood, didn’t bother me at all 🫣

Jun 08, 2023 9:29:37 AM Me

Wear n95 mask

Jun 08, 2023 9:30:05 AM Me

The stuff in the air gets in your lungs and dont come out

Jun 08, 2023 9:30:32 AM Me

P10 p2.5 particulate matter

Jun 08, 2023 9:30:41 AM Me

even if u feel ok

Jun 08, 2023 9:30:48 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Its still there

Jun 08, 2023 9:31:43 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://www.airnow.gov/

Jun 08, 2023 9:32:06 AM +15185908211

It’s not that bad here NYC looked like London fog, l know all that stuff😷

Jun 08, 2023 9:32:07 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Put in your zip

Jun 08, 2023 9:32:14 AM Me

Its real time data

Jun 08, 2023 9:32:21 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

What I used out here

Jun 08, 2023 9:33:41 AM Me

I know you’l be good, but take precautions. They’re simple and they help

Jun 08, 2023 9:34:40 AM Me

Look at those who were cavalier about Covid, “oh its no big deal” and now they are 😵💀

Jun 08, 2023 9:35:06 AM +15185908211

The sun is finally coming out 😁, got to go now , finishing my staining& mulching, I will put mask on😷

Jun 08, 2023 9:35:20 AM Me

Ok

Jun 08, 2023 9:35:38 AM Me

Making plans to go camping in Utah next week on my way to CO

Jun 08, 2023 9:35:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Zion Canyon, or Bryce Canyon National Parks

Jun 08, 2023 9:36:17 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Going hiking in places I’ve never been

Jun 08, 2023 9:36:47 AM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

When are you leaving? & is Westin going too?

Jun 08, 2023 9:37:06 AM Me

Probably on Monday, Fathers Day, or Tuesday AM

Jun 08, 2023 9:37:17 AM Me

Should be in CO by the end of the week

Jun 08, 2023 9:37:32 AM Me

Just over a week from today

Jun 08, 2023 9:38:03 AM Me

Darrell and family will be up there on the 10th and gives them 10 days to get nested before I show up

Jun 08, 2023 9:38:09 AM Me

Not sure about Weston het

Jun 08, 2023 9:38:12 AM Me

Yet

Jun 08, 2023 9:38:28 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m excited. This is fun

Jun 08, 2023 9:38:56 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Enjoying myself now that the heavy lifting into storage is done

Jun 08, 2023 9:39:13 AM Me

Can finally chill a bit

Jun 08, 2023 9:39:20 AM Me

OK go stain

Jun 08, 2023 9:39:24 AM Me

Text later

Jun 08, 2023 9:42:19 AM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

Be very careful a lot of nuts out there, Just be aware, I worry , other than that have a great adventure& enjoy yourself for a change , me myself &I. Oh Happy Day🥰 take pics & send Love 💕 Mom

Jun 08, 2023 9:42:54 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Of course. I know to stay clear of the sketch misters

Jun 08, 2023 9:43:06 AM Me

Meisters

Jun 08, 2023 9:43:09 AM +15185908211

Ha ha

Jun 08, 2023 9:43:12 AM Me

No misters

Jun 08, 2023 9:43:18 AM Me

I stay to myself

Jun 08, 2023 9:43:50 AM Me

If people approach me I’m friendly but not going to be taken

Jun 08, 2023 9:44:07 AM +15185908211

👍

Jun 08, 2023 9:44:31 AM +15185908211

🤨🧐

Jun 08, 2023 9:44:38 AM Me

And the force is strong with me now. I can sense when someone isn’t right, or all there. Just being next to them

Jun 08, 2023 9:44:43 AM Me

They dont need to say a word

Jun 08, 2023 9:44:46 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can feel it

Jun 08, 2023 9:45:03 AM +15185908211

😊

Jun 08, 2023 9:45:16 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Only because my mind has been to the dark side and back more than once.

Jun 08, 2023 9:45:41 AM Me

Its like living on the Death Star, I somehow found an escape pod

Jun 08, 2023 9:45:48 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can spot the dark side a mile away

Jun 08, 2023 9:46:14 AM +15185908211

😁😉

Jun 08, 2023 2:41:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi mom

Jun 08, 2023 2:41:54 PM Me

I ordered Dad a gift for Fathers day that is coming from Amazon

Jun 08, 2023 2:41:58 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

But its addressed to you

Jun 08, 2023 2:42:01 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Meme Mahoney

Jun 08, 2023 2:42:07 PM Me

Should be there tomorrow

Jun 08, 2023 2:42:45 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Kk, in Ty class now

Jun 08, 2023 2:42:54 PM Me

I got him this. It’s INCREDIBLE shaving kit. I just bought a travel kit and shaved with it and it’s the closest shave I’ve EVER had. Super smooth.

Jun 08, 2023 2:42:59 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Amazon.com

Jun 08, 2023 2:43:25 PM Me

Uncle Nick would approve, Its straight from Italy 🇮🇹!!

Jun 08, 2023 2:43:37 PM +15185908211

👍😁

Jun 08, 2023 2:43:52 PM Me

He will love how his face feels after he uses it

Jun 08, 2023 2:43:56 PM Me

You will too

Jun 08, 2023 2:44:07 PM +15185908211

😆

Jun 08, 2023 2:44:28 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Won’t be like kissing a porcupine 🤣

Jun 08, 2023 2:44:48 PM Me

I bought a lot of new camping gear and such.

Jun 08, 2023 2:45:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

My new flexible solar panel is charging my portable battery unit that can power a fridge

Jun 08, 2023 2:45:28 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can plug my car into the battery 😛

Jun 08, 2023 2:45:41 PM Me

So my car is now solar

Jun 08, 2023 2:46:08 PM Me

Jun 08, 2023 2:46:59 PM Me

Charge my car while off grid camping and hiking 😊

Jun 08, 2023 2:47:42 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Cool👍

Jun 08, 2023 2:55:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Show dad

Jun 09, 2023 9:13:19 AM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

You are not going to believe this, just got off phone looked up at clock 11:11🙄?

Jun 09, 2023 9:41:50 AM Me

Hahaha

Jun 09, 2023 10:09:09 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hey mom. It says dads gift is out for Delivery

Jun 09, 2023 10:09:17 AM Me

Be on the lookout for Amazon or UPS

Jun 09, 2023 10:09:53 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I paid to have it put in a gift bag so it should be wrapped for him

Jun 09, 2023 4:33:44 PM Me

Jun 09, 2023 4:50:35 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 4 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

🙀

Jun 09, 2023 6:55:31 PM Me

Just now

Jun 10, 2023 9:37:58 PM Me

Jun 11, 2023 12:13:08 AM Me

Saturday night. Random look 👀 It’s my birthday every time I see that

Jun 11, 2023 12:43:36 PM Me

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Setup new 2man tent that uses my hiking poles as the poles! Less shit to carry 😜

Jun 11, 2023 12:44:49 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Cool👍

Jun 11, 2023 12:47:22 PM Me

I have that for the road trip in case dont want car twnt and want to spread out

Jun 11, 2023 12:47:39 PM Me

Planning the road trip today

Jun 11, 2023 12:47:59 PM Me

Had to buy an adapter for my car to plug into Tesla chargers

Jun 11, 2023 12:48:06 PM Me

Hit the road tomorrow

Jun 11, 2023 12:48:18 PM Me

After I get my hands on it

Jun 11, 2023 12:48:40 PM Me

I’ll send you the travel plans and keep you updated

Jun 11, 2023 12:49:00 PM +15185908211

Good idea, keep me posted, Lv Mom

Jun 11, 2023 5:19:47 PM Me

Solar panel in the hatchback, plugged into my battery will charge as the sun is shining and I’m driving down the freeway

Jun 11, 2023 5:20:58 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

😸👍

Jun 11, 2023 8:37:52 PM Me

Spotify

Jun 12, 2023 12:12:16 PM Me

I’m literally pulling out of my spot at camp looked at my phone turned it on and this is what time it was 🤯

Jun 12, 2023 12:12:48 PM Me

It’s truly nuts how much I see it

Jun 12, 2023 12:23:48 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 8 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

The angles are repedialty sending you a message that a good & positive change is comming and you should have faith in this message and act in a happy outcome, seeing a repeating number is like your angle pointing to you making you seen & heard. You are on the right path of life, like a highway sign. Look up Angle numbers. Angel 😇 Woops Mom

Jun 12, 2023 3:32:36 PM Me

Jun 12, 2023 3:44:22 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Lv it🚙

Jun 12, 2023 3:44:51 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Keep in touch

Jun 12, 2023 4:03:14 PM Me

I wiil

Jun 12, 2023 4:03:46 PM +15185908211

🫶🏻

Jun 12, 2023 4:04:10 PM Me

Every night when I stop, wherever I stop, I’ll be sure to send you a link to a Google map that has my location for the night. I’m stuck in a one lane road because of construction. We’re moving now. OK I’m going to drive until I am too tired to drive since I got started so late today.

Jun 12, 2023 4:04:58 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

☺️

Jun 12, 2023 4:05:18 PM (Read by you after 57 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

🥰

Jun 13, 2023 8:21:06 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 43 seconds) +15185908211

I sent you a tx on the number 1111 , yesterday at 5:30 look for it

Jun 13, 2023 9:22:14 AM Me

While.driving last night

Jun 13, 2023 9:26:31 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Did you find the Angel quote?

Jun 13, 2023 4:35:16 PM ⇲ Me

Didnt

Jun 13, 2023 4:34:26 PM Me

Jun 13, 2023 4:34:43 PM Me

Walked by it and looked 👀 down

Jun 13, 2023 4:35:03 PM Me

Every day, sometimes 2 or 3x

Jun 13, 2023 4:35:16 PM ⇱ Me

Didnt
This message responded to an earlier message.

Jun 13, 2023 6:49:13 PM Me

Jun 14, 2023 8:46:19 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 😃 have a great day🥰 Mom

Jun 14, 2023 9:31:06 AM Me

Thanks!

Jun 14, 2023 9:31:20 AM Me

I slept in because I’m at a hotel and it’s the first but I slept in since June 1

Jun 14, 2023 9:32:06 AM Me

My back is thanking me

Jun 14, 2023 10:06:57 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 4 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

😌

Jun 14, 2023 11:11:49 AM Me

Jun 14, 2023 11:33:55 AM Me

Juicing up at Walmart before I head into the desert to go check out the national park

Jun 15, 2023 12:11:37 PM Me

Hi 👋 I am heading out from St. George to Moab Utah right now. I am running low on funds at the moment. Let me know if there is a way I could borrow some money until I get to Colorado and working.

Jun 15, 2023 12:11:40 PM Me

Moab

Jun 15, 2023 2:55:03 PM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Dad wants to know how much you absolutely need? We are on a way to Kegs final game , championship. 😜

Jun 15, 2023 2:55:17 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

Tx Dad

Jun 15, 2023 3:33:47 PM Me

K, let you know later today when I stop driving for the night

Jun 15, 2023 3:34:27 PM Me

Just saw 3:33 but couldn’t capture it 😁

Jun 16, 2023 11:11:21 AM Me

Jun 16, 2023 6:24:06 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 21 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up and where are you Mom

Jun 16, 2023 7:45:53 PM Me

In Moab

Jun 16, 2023 7:46:07 PM Me

Just done hiking 7 miles in arches

Jun 16, 2023 7:46:13 PM Me

Wiped out

Jun 16, 2023 7:46:35 PM Me

Charging my car on a very slow charger for a little bit going to the market and then back to the campground and crashing for the night

Jun 16, 2023 7:46:56 PM Me

I had an extremely full day of travel and hiking

Jun 16, 2023 7:48:45 PM Me

Jun 16, 2023 8:05:21 PM (Read by you after 2 days, 13 hours, 8 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Lv it, great shot, talk tomorrow, Lv Mom

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Jun 16, 2023 8:57:54 PM Me

I’ll be in Moab for a bit tomorrow and can call you when I’m there because the cell signal is strong. We’re I’m camping I have one bar and hiking inside of arches. I’ve got nothing.

Jun 17, 2023 12:03:07 PM Me

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Right before bed

Jun 17, 2023 1:48:03 PM Me

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It’s a women’s shirt. HILARIOUS 🤣

Jun 17, 2023 2:06:00 PM Me

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Jun 17, 2023 2:06:01 PM Me

I got this sticker for my car

Jun 17, 2023 5:53:48 PM (Read by you after 1 day, 15 hours, 19 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 19, 2023 9:13:28 AM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Monday just looked at clock to call tree& club on A pot,11:11

Jun 19, 2023 9:13:41 AM +15185908211

Check

Jun 19, 2023 9:14:19 AM Me

Yesterday on the road

Jun 19, 2023 9:14:43 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

🧐

Jun 19, 2023 9:14:48 AM Me

Just woke up 20 mins ago. The girls are excited I’m here

Jun 19, 2023 9:15:19 AM Me

They saw me last night, but when you were a kid you think tomorrow morning things will disappear so I promised them I’d still be here

Jun 19, 2023 9:16:19 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

So cute ☺️, I am going to see if I can get a up date on A pot

Jun 20, 2023 12:49:02 PM Me

Oh, I missed your FaceTime call.

Jun 20, 2023 12:49:28 PM Me

I’m on my computer at the house now. Pulling together my data to see what I need to cover the core bills.

Jun 20, 2023 12:49:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Will be emailing it to dad shortly.

Jun 20, 2023 12:49:47 PM Me

I’ll let both you and him know by text when I send it

Jun 22, 2023 1:49:24 PM (Read by you after 45 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 22, 2023 1:50:03 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

He took off when I got out there

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Jun 22, 2023 1:51:50 PM Me

heard a story on NPR today talking about Monarchs spots on their wings having an impact on their migration.

Jun 22, 2023 1:51:54 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

NPR

Jun 22, 2023 1:52:02 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

3 min lsten

Jun 22, 2023 1:55:50 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 22, 2023 2:03:31 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Dad went to cardiologist yesterday, he has to get a cathetrison next Thursday, same as what Aunt Pot had, if there is any thing wrong they will fix it right then & there. Wanted to let you know , Dad is a nervous wreck 😰,

Jun 22, 2023 2:03:49 PM Me

Oh boy

Jun 22, 2023 2:03:55 PM Me

Of course he is

Jun 22, 2023 2:04:04 PM Me

Hes thinking of what happened to Granny

Jun 22, 2023 2:04:08 PM Me

Right?

Jun 22, 2023 2:05:54 PM (Read by you after 25 seconds) +15185908211

Probably, but I told him better to find out now, than having a stroke or heartattack,

Jun 22, 2023 2:06:31 PM Me

He could take some Xanax, but he hates pills

Jun 22, 2023 2:06:38 PM Me

He’ll just drink

Jun 22, 2023 2:07:06 PM Me

Right, preventative care

Jun 22, 2023 2:07:55 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

He has a fib , he is on a blood thinner, eleaquois, no he drinks only a few now

Jun 22, 2023 2:08:13 PM Me

that’s too much

Jun 22, 2023 2:08:20 PM Me

All that stuff to be on

Jun 23, 2023 11:18:32 AM Me

Watch! Listen! Dance!!

Jun 23, 2023 11:18:37 AM Me

YouTube

Jun 23, 2023 11:19:12 AM Me

Takes a few mins to get the groove, but when it hits 👊

Jun 25, 2023 8:17:02 PM Me

Jun 26, 2023 7:55:42 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

It’s Mom let me know you are ok. Please

Jun 26, 2023 7:57:41 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

, I am worried

Jun 26, 2023 8:02:30 PM Me

I'm ok

Jun 26, 2023 8:02:49 PM Me

Still here

Jun 26, 2023 8:03:09 PM Me

Not going anywhere

Jun 26, 2023 8:03:29 PM Me

Just need to get emotions out and want to be alone

Jun 26, 2023 8:05:59 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 37 seconds) +15185908211

Ok you scared me, Dar & when Liz tx me I was going out of my mind, love ❤️ you, stay in touchMom

Jun 26, 2023 8:08:08 PM Me

Just dealing with the darkness

Jun 26, 2023 8:08:17 PM Me

It's not easy

Jun 26, 2023 8:09:14 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Oh how I know, if I could do it you can too

Jun 26, 2023 8:09:18 PM Me

Tsunami hit me today like a wall

Jun 26, 2023 8:09:48 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

It probably all built up

Jun 26, 2023 8:10:47 PM Me

I'm in a dark place and want to be alone. Not going anywhere it's just hard to push and I'm tired of it

Jun 26, 2023 8:11:56 PM +15185908211

Where are you?

Jun 26, 2023 8:13:53 PM ⇲ Me

Parked somewhere.

Jun 26, 2023 8:12:50 PM Me

Day after day after day.... It's always there, and I'm just hitting an intense point

Jun 26, 2023 8:13:23 PM Me

I have to ride it out and don't want to be around people, that's all

Jun 26, 2023 8:13:53 PM ⇱ Me

Parked somewhere.
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Jun 26, 2023 8:14:14 PM Me

Im ok and not doing anything stuoid

Jun 26, 2023 8:14:30 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I wish I was there for you

Jun 26, 2023 8:14:37 PM Me

just struggling hard

Jun 26, 2023 8:15:49 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Plz you can do it, I am there for you, almost crying 😢

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Jun 26, 2023 8:16:03 PM Me

I will

Jun 26, 2023 8:16:32 PM Me

I don’t have anything with me so I’m not going to harm myself if that’s what you are thinking

Jun 26, 2023 8:16:59 PM Me

Just feel like hiding from the world and existence

Jun 26, 2023 8:19:38 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Why don’t you go just go back to Dar everybody is worried about you

Jun 26, 2023 8:20:18 PM Me

Because the kids will be in my space and don’t want to expose them to this darkness

Jun 26, 2023 8:20:30 PM Me

They will feel it

Jun 26, 2023 8:20:47 PM Me

It literally comes off me like an energy

Jun 26, 2023 8:20:53 PM Me

People can feel it

Jun 26, 2023 8:21:24 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

No , Dar is looking all over for you

Jun 26, 2023 8:21:45 PM Me

K

Jun 26, 2023 8:22:04 PM Me

Going to market and then to house, then to bed.

Jun 26, 2023 8:22:14 PM Me

Done with today

Jun 26, 2023 8:23:36 PM (Read by you after 33 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , I will let Dar know

Jun 26, 2023 8:24:12 PM Me

K

Jun 26, 2023 8:27:21 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Are you in the mkt yet

Jun 26, 2023 8:30:01 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Let me know when you get to Dar

Jun 26, 2023 8:37:17 PM Me

K

Jun 26, 2023 8:37:22 PM Me

At market

Jun 26, 2023 8:39:47 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Kk, get something good to eat. Let me know when you get to Dara house, the kids will be in bed by then,

Jun 26, 2023 8:48:09 PM Me

K

Jun 26, 2023 8:53:23 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Are you going to Dara when done shopping

Jun 26, 2023 8:55:18 PM Me

Darrell s yes

Jun 26, 2023 8:55:24 PM Me

Just arrived

Jun 26, 2023 8:56:44 PM Me

Feeling crap

Jun 26, 2023 8:57:22 PM Me

Emotions have been redlined all day

Jun 26, 2023 8:59:24 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Is Dar there?

Jun 26, 2023 8:59:38 PM Me

Yes

Jun 26, 2023 9:01:26 PM +15185908211

Kk , I’m with you try to rest your weary mind, I love you very much, Lv Mom🫶🏻

Jun 27, 2023 9:32:37 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, 🌞 hope today is a better day for you , Lv mom🫶🏻

Jun 27, 2023 10:19:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks

Jun 27, 2023 10:21:24 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Try to relax today, you have been going 40 miles per hour😌Mom

Jun 28, 2023 10:38:26 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning😃 have a wonderful day& relax 🫶🏻Mom

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Jun 28, 2023 10:39:56 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Also Dar has a gift coming in the mail today for his Birthday 🥳

Jun 28, 2023 10:53:38 AM Me

Ok. You should text him. He’s probably just waking up right now.

Jun 28, 2023 10:53:59 AM Me

I’m not there, so I can’t check the mail. It will be up in the mail room if it’s a package.

Jun 28, 2023 11:01:14 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 45 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 29, 2023 10:58:39 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Dad is all done he made out fine no blockages, he might need a pacer to regulate electrical pluses, to keep at a steady rate, so that’s great news 😊

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Jun 29, 2023 11:01:13 AM Me

That’s great news. Now maybe you could tell him it’s not such a big deal to go to the hospital and have a procedure.

Jun 29, 2023 11:01:31 AM Me

I’m curious how he was last night and this morning heading in?

Jun 29, 2023 11:02:37 AM +15185908211

He was ok just a little nervous 😬

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Jun 29, 2023 11:16:10 AM Me

I remember that Nat got a pacemaker. And at the time the technology was very good. It’s at least 10 years beyond that now. From what I understand there are pacemakers you can control via Bluetooth with your phone, smart phone, so for example, if you were going to exercise etc. you could let the pacemaker know that your heart rate is going to go up that kind of thing

Jun 29, 2023 11:17:19 AM Me

And the procedure to have a pacemaker put in is far more advanced than it was. They will not have to open that up to do that. I remember was that the device itself was just under his skin nearest chest, and then the wires went down into the heart, and they do all that through veins, and such with very little holes.

Jun 29, 2023 11:18:13 AM Me

If I remember his pacemaker, procedure may have been outpatient where he went in in the morning and once he was awake, they went through everything on how to control it

Jun 29, 2023 11:18:52 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 29, 2023 11:19:22 AM Me

Is he getting an appointment scheduled for a pacemaker

Jun 29, 2023 11:20:28 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 2 seconds) +15185908211

He has got to go on July 12 to his cardiologist

Jun 29, 2023 11:21:18 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

And go from there

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Jun 29, 2023 11:23:01 AM Me

In a couple of hours, I am headed out into the wilderness for a day. Sarah‘s brother his wife and two boys are coming to visit for a day stopping while they head out on their summer vacation. So, I found a campground that Darrell and some friends have stayed at before it’s incredibly beautiful. It’s only about 2530 minute drive from here So I will be off the grid about 2 o’clock today and should be back here at the house tomorrow afternoon. Maybe three 4 o’clock

Jun 29, 2023 11:23:37 AM Me

That way, I have some peace and quiet and not around four kids under the age of eight

Jun 29, 2023 11:27:45 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

I hear ya , just be careful 🫶🏻, we are in the process of discharge now, be safe Lv Mom& Dad

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Jun 29, 2023 11:28:21 AM Me

I’ll be fine. Next to a river bill take pictures

Jun 29, 2023 11:28:57 AM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 30, 2023 10:42:47 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 46 minutes) +15185908211

What’s up, are you going back to Dara yet?

Jun 30, 2023 2:29:02 PM Me

I’m good

Jun 30, 2023 2:29:11 PM Me

Seeing if coast is clear

Jun 30, 2023 6:41:56 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jul 04, 2023 8:28:11 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 36 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Lv Mom&Dad

Jul 04, 2023 10:05:39 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Have a good day over there

Jul 04, 2023 10:06:18 AM Me

woke up on the wrong side of my brain today — past 3 of 4 days have been shit

Jul 04, 2023 10:08:38 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Tks, why don’t you come home and spend a few weeks, before returning to Cali?

Jul 04, 2023 10:09:21 AM +15185908211

How is job hunting going?

Jul 04, 2023 10:09:24 AM Me

I would like to, but right now I dont have the means

Jul 04, 2023 10:09:28 AM Me

No money

Jul 04, 2023 10:09:39 AM Me

Job hunting is hard

Jul 04, 2023 10:09:58 AM Me

And if I go get a job at Walmart I will kill myself

Jul 04, 2023 10:10:22 AM +15185908211

Well just keep on trudging

Jul 04, 2023 10:11:01 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Onward & forward

Jul 04, 2023 10:11:09 AM Me

I know its hard to hear that I dont want to keep going or keep pushing. I have no job, no home, no family, little money, and losing my mind too.

Jul 04, 2023 10:11:34 AM Me

all of it hitting at once

Jul 04, 2023 10:11:55 AM Me

Its just a little bit hard to wake up and pretend to be positive and optimistic

Jul 04, 2023 10:12:08 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

When reality is real

Jul 04, 2023 10:12:58 AM Me

The way I look at it is, I had a good life. I got married, had a family and that was all great. All of that is over now.

Jul 04, 2023 10:13:18 AM Me

I’m tired

Jul 04, 2023 10:13:59 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

And I dont like spinning my wheels.

Jul 04, 2023 10:14:26 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ok, done being dire

Jul 04, 2023 10:14:55 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Need to get online and apply to jobs.

Jul 04, 2023 10:15:18 AM Me

I dont celebrate July 4th anymore. Its the day my marriage ended.

Jul 04, 2023 10:15:32 AM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Got to try to get a grip, it takes mind over matter really hard , yes it is hard and a lot of people have done it you will see it will pass, try to keep mind on getting yourself together

Jul 04, 2023 10:16:13 AM Me

I do have it together. I have absolute clarity on my situation and where things are.

Jul 04, 2023 10:16:50 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I am a functional depressive — I can operate like anyone else but I’m always 😟

Jul 04, 2023 10:17:19 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

And, I’ll be honest. Russ says it a lot too….

Jul 04, 2023 10:17:26 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Other people have had it worse

Jul 04, 2023 10:17:45 AM Me

That makes me feel like my situation doesn’t matter

Jul 04, 2023 10:17:53 AM Me

Or that I’m weak

Jul 04, 2023 10:17:58 AM Me

I’m not weak

Jul 04, 2023 10:18:12 AM +15185908211

Think about your future 😃🤩now, it’s all about you 🫶🏻

Jul 04, 2023 10:18:12 AM Me

I challenge ANYONE to live inside my head for 48 hours

Jul 04, 2023 10:18:26 AM Me

Few could deal

Jul 04, 2023 10:18:58 AM Me

I’ve had this circular argument with other people before.

Jul 04, 2023 10:19:08 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

It is about more than me

Jul 04, 2023 10:19:32 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

But is the expectation that I should live and suffer the rest of my days just so others can feel good?

Jul 04, 2023 10:20:02 AM Me

Why is it when people pass they say “they’re not in pain or suffering anymore”

Jul 04, 2023 10:20:12 AM Me

And they seem glad for them?

Jul 04, 2023 10:20:22 AM +15185908211

Got to go going to mkt, tk later, No

Jul 04, 2023 10:20:23 AM Me

This is all RHETORICAL of course I know the answers

Jul 04, 2023 10:20:37 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m not going to do anything stupid

Jul 04, 2023 10:21:02 AM Me

I just dont like waking up in the morning

Jul 04, 2023 10:21:26 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Don’t think so much, meditate 🧘

Jul 04, 2023 10:21:35 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Good suggestion

Jul 04, 2023 10:21:39 AM Me

On it

Jul 04, 2023 10:21:52 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

🫶🏻

Jul 07, 2023 3:33:56 PM Me

Jul 07, 2023 3:46:57 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 😮

Jul 07, 2023 3:50:31 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

It means positive energy towards your quest, good no to see

Jul 07, 2023 3:50:47 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I need it

Jul 07, 2023 3:50:52 PM Me

More than ever

Jul 07, 2023 3:50:59 PM Me

I have over 40 applications out now

Jul 07, 2023 3:51:30 PM Me

Getting a solid FT gig would take a shit ton of stress off me

Jul 07, 2023 4:22:25 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 45 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Oh yes, the angles are looking over you 😇

Jul 07, 2023 7:08:15 PM Me

I thought you might like the design on the front of this house

Jul 09, 2023 9:59:56 AM Me

I can FaceTime today if you want and have time

Jul 09, 2023 1:43:17 PM Me

Can I call you later?

Jul 09, 2023 1:44:38 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

👍 , just found your message I was out side with no phone, it’s pouring like hell here

Jul 09, 2023 2:30:44 PM Me

I can FaceTime

Jul 09, 2023 2:30:58 PM Me

Can you?

Jul 10, 2023 1:27:52 PM Me

Today so far…

Jul 10, 2023 1:34:59 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

🧐

Jul 13, 2023 5:56:00 PM Me

Just today

Jul 13, 2023 5:56:06 PM Me

Jul 13, 2023 6:03:09 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

555 means a new job , or or a new location

Jul 13, 2023 6:08:17 PM Me

Got an email from a new recruiter late today who’s replying to my resume submission. Already followed up. Hope to talk with her tomorrow

Jul 13, 2023 6:09:56 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 39 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Fantastic , hope all goes good 👍🫶🏻

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Jul 13, 2023 9:54:57 PM Me

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Jul 14, 2023 11:15:29 AM Me

Ridiculous. Just glanced at stove, 💥 Just now

Jul 14, 2023 11:17:23 AM (Read by you after 11 hours, 9 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Omg 😱

Jul 16, 2023 3:53:33 PM Me

My chart

Jul 18, 2023 4:44:47 PM Me

Jul 18, 2023 4:45:41 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

😮 I better play the power ball

Jul 19, 2023 9:02:56 AM Me

This past week, back to last Monday, is one of the hardest mental stretches to get through. It was a dark, sad, depressing week. No job, no home, no marriage, no family (mine), no money. Honestly don’t know how I’m dealing with all this at once, AND at the same time finding out thru my research that who i have been my whole life isn’t really me. I‘ve been masking my entire life—always kind, pleasant and agreeable—all survival skills embedded in me as a child in order to avoid punishment—24/7/365 Also discovering I’ve had bad depression since at least 16, but didn’t know it, or what it was. I’ve gotten VERY CLEAR on myself and doing it every day. About to go meditate for 30mins… K enuf sharing for now

Jul 19, 2023 4:44:21 PM Me

Hi

Jul 19, 2023 4:45:12 PM Me

Just as I picked up the phone to chat you

Jul 19, 2023 4:46:27 PM Me

I was going to ask you about something you had mentioned previously. I knew you said one of the apartments is open upstairs. Is that still the case? Honestly, it would be awesome to have my own space. But I also understand the need of the money for mortgage, etc. I’m just curious what the situation is because I am trying to think ahead and plan ahead for what’s going on at least to the end of the year

Jul 19, 2023 4:47:49 PM Me

I think once I land a gig, and I am off on it solidly I’ll start to look for apartments in California either in Ventura or Ojai. Once I find some thing and can lock it down is when I’ll probably fly from you guys back to Ojai. Remember I’m coaching Darragh Senior season varsity soccer this year. It’s going to be a lot of fun. I’m gonna love every minute of it.

Jul 19, 2023 4:48:22 PM Me

When that exactly happens, I am estimating as early as mid-September as late as the end of October

Jul 19, 2023 4:48:38 PM Me

It really depends on when I start new employment

Jul 19, 2023 4:49:13 PM Me

Could you let me know that you got all this? Also, is this showing up on your phone or your iPad?

Jul 19, 2023 6:53:42 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 17 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry I have been busy all day, on the go, just got your messages & yes the apt is still empty, it will work out good, when do you plan to get here, & are you flying in? Let me know the details, face time you tommrow, I am extremely tired need to rest Lv Mom

Jul 19, 2023 9:11:50 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

K

Jul 19, 2023 9:11:59 PM Me

I’ll be online

Jul 19, 2023 9:12:46 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Jul 19, 2023 9:12:52 PM Me

At dinner tonight

Jul 20, 2023 10:22:42 AM Me

One sec

Jul 20, 2023 10:22:56 AM +15185908211

👍

Jul 23, 2023 3:33:49 PM Me

Just now

Jul 23, 2023 3:34:28 PM (Read by you after 19 hours, 37 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 🥹

Jul 24, 2023 11:11:53 AM Me

Just now

Jul 24, 2023 11:12:36 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Goog vibes😊🫶🏻

Jul 24, 2023 11:12:44 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

yeah

Jul 24, 2023 11:12:54 AM Me

Heading over mountains to Aunt Pat tomorrow

Jul 24, 2023 11:13:31 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Then looking at heading out by the weekend to go to NY

Jul 24, 2023 11:13:54 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 just be careful, 👍❤️

Jul 24, 2023 11:14:35 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

K

Jul 24, 2023 11:14:45 AM Me

I ordered this last night and its going to be delivered to you

Jul 24, 2023 11:14:53 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Jul 24, 2023 11:15:18 AM Me

I can send video to it from computer or phone and have a gigantic screen up to 300”

Jul 24, 2023 11:16:51 AM (Read by you after 47 seconds) +15185908211

Ok be looking for it

Jul 24, 2023 11:17:34 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Did you get cheap ticket to here to fly home?

Jul 24, 2023 11:17:41 AM Me

No

Jul 24, 2023 11:17:45 AM Me

driving

Jul 24, 2023 11:18:06 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 😮

Jul 24, 2023 11:26:53 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

How long will it take you to get here & and do you have a planned trip?

Jul 24, 2023 11:27:06 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

4-5 days, and yes

Jul 24, 2023 11:27:15 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jul 24, 2023 12:10:56 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +15185908211

Try the train, coach. Would be cheap, check it out

Jul 24, 2023 12:11:40 PM Me

If my car doesn’t check out then maybe

Jul 24, 2023 12:12:29 PM Me

I can get less expensive plane tickets but I’m going to have to wait two weeks to leave. I can hop in my car and get there before I even leave with a cheap plane ticket.

Jul 24, 2023 12:14:49 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 5 seconds) ⇲ +15185908211

Afternoon thunderstorm , yikes lighting too😬

Jul 24, 2023 12:22:58 PM ⇲ +15185908211

👍

Jul 24, 2023 12:12:58 PM Me

Just now

Jul 24, 2023 12:14:49 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 5 seconds) ⇱ +15185908211

Afternoon thunderstorm , yikes lighting too😬
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Jul 24, 2023 12:22:34 PM Me

I’m switching gears to work hunting now. Did a lot over the weekend

Jul 24, 2023 12:22:58 PM ⇱ +15185908211

👍
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Jul 25, 2023 4:45:18 PM Me

While charging my car

Jul 26, 2023 10:08:03 AM Me

Hi, did you get my package?

Jul 26, 2023 10:08:07 AM Me

Was delivered

Jul 26, 2023 10:08:19 AM Me

And Good afternoon 😃

Jul 26, 2023 10:49:37 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Lv your new pic👍

Jul 26, 2023 10:49:47 AM Me

Thx

Jul 26, 2023 10:50:00 AM Me

Have time to call later?

Jul 26, 2023 2:22:15 PM Me

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Jul 26, 2023 7:11:20 PM Me

Jul 26, 2023 8:39:25 PM Me

Jul 27, 2023 11:17:54 AM (Read by you after 41 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Got your pkg, also, beautiful pond lily

Jul 27, 2023 11:59:05 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Cool

Jul 27, 2023 11:59:13 AM Me

Any chance you can get on phone today?

Jul 29, 2023 11:42:30 AM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Are you leaving today? 😃

Jul 29, 2023 12:28:42 PM Me

Yep

Jul 29, 2023 12:28:45 PM Me

Shortly

Jul 29, 2023 12:30:03 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Ok let me know

Jul 29, 2023 12:35:06 PM Me

Ok

Jul 29, 2023 12:43:59 PM (Read by you after 48 seconds) +15185908211

. Hi

Jul 29, 2023 1:49:21 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 51 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

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Jul 29, 2023 4:41:43 PM Me

Wow 😮

Jul 29, 2023 4:42:05 PM Me

That’s incredible

Jul 30, 2023 10:12:06 AM Me

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Just now

Jul 31, 2023 10:38:02 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

How is it going today? And where are you now?

Jul 31, 2023 10:38:24 AM Me

In Des Moines. Taking off soon

Jul 31, 2023 10:38:45 AM Me

I’ll be in Indiana today, maybe Illinois

Jul 31, 2023 10:39:50 AM Me

I’ll keep you updated

Jul 31, 2023 10:40:20 AM (Read by you after 1 day, 22 hours, 11 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

👍 safe travels, just keep us updated, getting stuff ready for your apt🫶🏻

Jul 31, 2023 1:01:02 PM Me

K

Jul 31, 2023 1:01:10 PM Me

Doesn’t need much

Jul 31, 2023 3:44:31 PM Me

Jul 31, 2023 3:45:58 PM +15185908211

🥸😺

Aug 01, 2023 10:12:34 AM Me

Aug 01, 2023 8:35:54 PM Me

Do they have Cazadores Tequila at bobs?

Aug 02, 2023 7:17:33 AM +15185908211

Probably, at the liquor store?

Aug 02, 2023 8:38:44 AM Me

Could you see if it’s possible to get me an appointment with the massage lady in Waterford Last time we tried, but she was booked too far out

Aug 02, 2023 8:51:38 AM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +15185908211

I will try😊

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Aug 02, 2023 3:05:20 PM Me

Just now

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Aug 03, 2023 5:04:50 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

We hungry

Aug 03, 2023 5:08:40 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 58 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Are you there

Aug 04, 2023 4:19:54 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Ready

Aug 04, 2023 4:21:31 PM Me

Yep

Aug 06, 2023 2:55:11 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 5 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Bert after dinner would you mow the rest of the lawn👏 Mom

Aug 06, 2023 5:57:04 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

Ready

Aug 06, 2023 5:57:15 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

👍😊

Aug 06, 2023 5:57:22 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

😃🤟

Aug 06, 2023 5:57:38 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

😬🙄

Aug 06, 2023 6:00:33 PM Me

Ok

Aug 09, 2023 10:12:24 AM Me

Aug 09, 2023 10:22:06 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 30 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

😳

Aug 10, 2023 3:26:18 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to Red Robin do you want to go?

Aug 10, 2023 3:26:41 PM Me

No I’m good

Aug 10, 2023 3:26:47 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Sure

Aug 10, 2023 3:26:55 PM Me

Yep

Aug 11, 2023 11:50:41 AM Me

Just paid for storage. Thanks for that!

Aug 12, 2023 10:02:19 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 20 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 12, 2023 3:30:50 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

We are home, I have the sauce with sausage& chicken if you want it Mim

Aug 12, 2023 3:31:02 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

k

Aug 12, 2023 3:31:20 PM +15185908211

Are you here

Aug 12, 2023 3:31:23 PM Me

Yes

Aug 12, 2023 3:31:29 PM Me

showering

Aug 12, 2023 3:32:29 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Oh I went up stairs you were probably getting in showe , I will heat it up for you

Aug 12, 2023 3:33:06 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Come down & grab it

Aug 12, 2023 3:42:33 PM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

All ready

Aug 12, 2023 9:12:02 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 20 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Aug 13, 2023 11:31:16 AM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Going to pool place in Latham be back soon

Aug 13, 2023 11:31:31 AM Me

Ok

Aug 13, 2023 11:32:01 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I was going to start mowing and it started raining.

Aug 13, 2023 11:32:10 AM Me

Going to start in a minute. Sunny now

Aug 14, 2023 2:09:42 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

We are running to mkt, need anything? Just tx me

Aug 14, 2023 2:10:35 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

I have a burger in my frig you can grill for din din

Aug 14, 2023 2:18:55 PM Me

Lemonade 😊

Aug 14, 2023 5:09:37 PM Me

Hi 👋 3 things I thought of. 1. Paint over mauve bedroom. Just one gallon should do it. We can pick color there. 2. Rubber overlay for my charge cord. Makes a small rubber ramp over my cord so you don’t catch it with your foot 3. Screw in fans at Amazon.

Aug 14, 2023 5:28:37 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Tommrow 👍

Aug 14, 2023 7:02:13 PM Me

Perfect

Aug 16, 2023 8:43:30 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

We will go to Lowe’s at 11:30 k

Aug 16, 2023 8:43:39 AM Me

Ok

Aug 16, 2023 8:44:39 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 54 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

I am coming up to ck out the ceiling in bd rm, in a few

Aug 16, 2023 6:41:11 PM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

I will see what I can do, did you say 2

Aug 16, 2023 6:53:42 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

Or 3

Aug 16, 2023 6:56:36 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes) +15185908211

What about your car pmt & storage , how much do you owe?

Aug 16, 2023 7:16:48 PM Me

Was $300

Aug 16, 2023 7:18:14 PM Me

I paid storage and good until end of the month. I’m one car payment late, with a fee tacked on/ $450. That will also be due again in a few weeks 😒

Aug 16, 2023 7:18:45 PM Me

Payment for car is usually $430

Aug 17, 2023 9:02:57 AM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Are you here?

Aug 17, 2023 9:05:26 AM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Give me a tx

Aug 17, 2023 1:02:01 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 57 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Could you make me a list of bills to be paid up to Oct, totals Tks Mom

Aug 17, 2023 2:59:52 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi, I sent all the info. And I went off on a mental dump so you know where my head is at.

Aug 17, 2023 5:00:18 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want a Jimmys pizza ?

Aug 17, 2023 5:00:39 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Pegs closed

Aug 17, 2023 5:06:22 PM +15185908211

20:00 min

Aug 17, 2023 5:07:47 PM Me

Ok

Aug 17, 2023 5:07:59 PM Me

So 7:25

Aug 17, 2023 5:08:24 PM Me

I can meet out front at the car

Aug 17, 2023 5:20:26 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

Dads ready

Aug 17, 2023 5:20:43 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

K

Aug 17, 2023 5:20:53 PM Me

be down in front one min

Aug 18, 2023 9:10:32 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Bert Dad just vetoed the money, make sure you pay up your car to oct, storage & your phone, Lv Mom

Aug 18, 2023 9:17:58 AM Me

Ok

Aug 18, 2023 9:18:32 AM Me

I read that and saw Vetoed And then realized you meant Venmo

Aug 18, 2023 9:18:48 AM Me

I almost pooped my pants

Aug 18, 2023 9:19:03 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

🤣

Aug 18, 2023 9:19:22 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ll pay it all online asap

Aug 18, 2023 9:19:38 AM Me

I want peace of mind

Aug 18, 2023 9:19:54 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

🫶🏻 i spelled it right but it didn’t come out right when I sent it

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Aug 18, 2023 9:20:02 AM Me

Will help me focus and stress less 😊

Aug 18, 2023 9:20:47 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ve actually never been more confident until the last few days that I’m gonna get a gig before the end of September

Aug 18, 2023 2:06:36 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to the mkt up in Brunswick do you want to come to get food , great food walk in beer cooler Al kinds of wired beers

Aug 18, 2023 2:06:55 PM Me

Hi

Aug 18, 2023 2:08:01 PM Me

On phone at moment But would love to go sometime

Aug 18, 2023 2:08:29 PM +15185908211

About 10:00 min

Aug 18, 2023 2:09:39 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

If not now , we can run up tomorrow

Aug 18, 2023 2:09:55 PM Me

You go

Aug 18, 2023 2:10:08 PM Me

We can tomorrow

Aug 18, 2023 2:10:25 PM +15185908211

👍 , need food

Aug 18, 2023 2:10:30 PM Me

If u see cutwater grab one

Aug 18, 2023 2:10:42 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

For dinner

Aug 18, 2023 2:12:50 PM Me

No

Aug 18, 2023 2:55:56 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

We are just on our way to mkt, want to go

Aug 18, 2023 3:41:37 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

No drink how about twisted tea or Arnold Palmer

Aug 18, 2023 3:44:28 PM Me

Arnold palmers

Aug 18, 2023 3:44:36 PM Me

THANKS!!

Aug 18, 2023 3:57:00 PM Me

Off to ride bikes w Russ up the Tow Path

Aug 18, 2023 4:35:48 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 46 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Just got back

Aug 18, 2023 4:37:21 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 45 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

We are home

Aug 19, 2023 9:25:32 AM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Want to work on shed wood & gate this afternoon?

Aug 19, 2023 9:48:46 AM Me

Later, like 4:30. Going on my walk, watching some soccer with Russ, then back here to paint more of ceiling. After that I could do that

Aug 19, 2023 9:50:13 AM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

No too late, do you want to go to the mkt soon

Aug 19, 2023 9:50:38 AM Me

When I’m back from Russ’

Aug 19, 2023 9:50:54 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

What time

Aug 19, 2023 9:51:38 AM +15185908211

Never mind

Aug 20, 2023 8:48:23 AM Me

I’ll come downstairs after I’m done with my Reiki session to do the stuff in the yard

Aug 20, 2023 8:48:31 AM Me

We’re starting it in a few minutes

Aug 20, 2023 8:49:05 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

👍, jumping in shower

Aug 20, 2023 10:07:36 AM (Read by you after 59 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

Can you bring the step ladder down Dads putting up smoke alarm

Aug 20, 2023 3:04:03 PM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

On way down un plug your car& bring it in

Aug 21, 2023 2:30:09 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 15 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Took pic it is a Dalia

Aug 21, 2023 2:30:27 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Went on flora

Aug 22, 2023 12:31:03 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to Sams club want to go?

Aug 23, 2023 12:26:30 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Going to mkt need any thing?

Aug 23, 2023 12:26:49 PM Me

Oh yes. I’m coming down. One sec.

Aug 23, 2023 12:28:29 PM (Read by you after 36 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 23, 2023 1:40:07 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

We are just across the bridge

Aug 23, 2023 1:40:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ok

Aug 23, 2023 5:08:40 PM Me

Aug 23, 2023 5:08:59 PM Me

Holy shit on a stick mom I was running with my head down. I just happen to pick it up and saw him in my peripheral vision stop called, he looked right at me and then I took the pics.

Aug 23, 2023 5:10:51 PM (Read by you after 25 seconds) +15185908211

So cool, can’t believe it, beautiful

Aug 23, 2023 5:11:15 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Great shot

Aug 24, 2023 2:20:33 PM Me

Hi, I’m ready to go to get paint if you are

Aug 24, 2023 2:20:38 PM Me

LMK

Aug 24, 2023 2:24:53 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Ok meet you in front

Aug 24, 2023 2:25:02 PM Me

Ok!

Aug 24, 2023 2:25:08 PM Me

Just hitting the rest room first

Aug 24, 2023 2:28:16 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 25, 2023 9:09:18 AM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

You have mail here from Liz, also send Dad A pots itenery, Tks Mom

Aug 25, 2023 9:19:33 AM Me

K

Aug 25, 2023 9:20:45 AM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

👍, it’s in front hall, I am going out with Addy

Aug 25, 2023 3:48:04 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

M just plugged in cord on porch

Aug 25, 2023 4:41:36 PM Me

Thanks! I’m 🔌 in

Aug 25, 2023 4:41:55 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Aug 25, 2023 4:42:07 PM Me

I’ll take off for Aunt Pat at 10:30 PM because it takes 20 minutes to get there and she does not land until 11 so she likely will not get a hold of the plane until 10 or 15 minutes after that

Aug 25, 2023 4:42:42 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

True

Aug 25, 2023 4:48:28 PM Me

And who knows if she has checked her bag, emerge case will need to wait by the carousel for it to show up. But once I have her and her bags and we take five or 10 minutes to get into my car, will be back here lickety-split

Aug 25, 2023 4:48:40 PM Me

I can text you when I have her in the car and I’m pulling out of the airport

Aug 25, 2023 4:49:22 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 25, 2023 4:51:58 PM Me

I just remembered, you should take her up to that gravesite in Mechanicville. Your relatives on your mothers, mothers side I think she would really like that.

Aug 25, 2023 4:52:09 PM Me

If you have time, of course

Aug 25, 2023 4:52:37 PM Me

And once Russ and I find Thomas Noble and his father’s location, next time she comes out, we can take all of you there

Aug 25, 2023 4:52:45 PM Me

We can make a day of it

Aug 25, 2023 4:53:07 PM Me

I was just thinking it would be cool to visit him on the Fourth of July

Aug 25, 2023 4:53:43 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 sounds good, how appropriate

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Aug 25, 2023 4:54:34 PM Me

It still blows my mind that relatives of yours going back to couple of generations are buried, so damn close and we were clueless about it

Aug 25, 2023 4:54:47 PM Me

And we would not have found them without the Internet

Aug 25, 2023 4:55:11 PM Me

Basically why I love what I do. The Internet helps people.

Aug 25, 2023 4:55:31 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

True, and if you didn’t look we would never know

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Aug 25, 2023 5:45:20 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

A pot just got on the plane ✈️, won’t get in till 11:17

Aug 25, 2023 5:48:19 PM Me

Ok

Aug 25, 2023 5:48:26 PM Me

Got it

Aug 25, 2023 5:48:33 PM Me

More paint

Aug 25, 2023 5:49:03 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 25, 2023 6:46:41 PM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

A pot just tx in the air and won’t be here until 11:45 Mom

Aug 25, 2023 7:19:11 PM Me

Ok

Aug 25, 2023 9:12:09 PM (Read by you after 41 seconds) +15185908211

Aug 25, 2023 9:12:39 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Just now

Aug 25, 2023 9:13:00 PM Me

🤣

Aug 25, 2023 9:13:09 PM Me

Leaving in a few

Aug 25, 2023 9:13:22 PM Me

Want to go? 😄

Aug 25, 2023 9:15:06 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

No , bring some change so you don’t have to pay for overtime, A pot will pay 😋

Aug 25, 2023 9:15:50 PM Me

Ok

Aug 25, 2023 9:18:03 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I tired 😴

Aug 25, 2023 9:23:17 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Going yet ?

Aug 25, 2023 9:24:24 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Ding dong!

Aug 25, 2023 9:24:39 PM Me

What????

Aug 25, 2023 9:24:47 PM +15185908211

Kk

Aug 25, 2023 9:25:02 PM +15185908211

Never mind

Aug 26, 2023 4:00:50 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Lv it

Aug 26, 2023 5:07:22 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Are you ok?

Aug 26, 2023 5:07:28 PM Me

Yes

Aug 26, 2023 5:07:31 PM Me

Why

Aug 26, 2023 5:07:39 PM Me

I’m texting at the moment

Aug 26, 2023 5:07:57 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 25 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Didn’t hear lawn mower? 👍

Aug 28, 2023 10:12:22 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

I need ladder & give me your laundry in your bag, meet you in hallway

Aug 28, 2023 10:13:29 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

How many outlet covers do I need for bed room

Aug 28, 2023 10:16:24 AM Me

Let me go count. Then I’ll come down with the ladder and laundry 😊

Aug 28, 2023 4:35:23 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Jammies and pants are clean & dry

Aug 28, 2023 5:09:18 PM Me

ok

Sep 01, 2023 7:35:54 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 23 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Got a message from Liz, she is looking for tax records for Darragh’s College, she said she try to get a hold of you. Let me know Mom

Sep 01, 2023 11:59:32 AM Me

Ok thanks for the note

Sep 01, 2023 12:00:02 PM Me

Please tell me you didn’t tell her where I was

Sep 01, 2023 6:17:53 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 37 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

No I didn’t even tx her back, just left it up to you Mom🫶🏻

Sep 01, 2023 6:20:04 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 35 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Didn’t tkink it was my place to say a word, that’s why I left it up to you to contact her

Sep 01, 2023 6:22:04 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

No worries 😉 Mum the word

Sep 01, 2023 7:56:12 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Cool. I texted her. Got it handled. All is well.

Sep 01, 2023 7:56:48 PM Me

BTW, having a GREAT time in Des Moines. Went to a cool sculpture park today and a cool restaurant in downtown.

Sep 01, 2023 7:57:17 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 21 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

👍🫶🏻 see you soon Lv Mom

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Sep 06, 2023 10:22:02 AM Me

I’m coming down in a few Just finishing something

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:29 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 29 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 06, 2023 10:24:49 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Come around back , don’t want you to get anything, I think I past contagious 😷

Sep 06, 2023 10:25:01 AM Me

Ok

Sep 06, 2023 11:53:28 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Ck in hallway

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Sep 06, 2023 11:55:23 AM Me

Got it

Sep 06, 2023 11:57:40 AM +15185908211

👍

Sep 06, 2023 1:26:41 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

I took out vodka bottle & Lysoled it off for you it’s out back, just wash sho

Sep 06, 2023 1:27:10 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Shot glass off

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Sep 06, 2023 2:21:15 PM Me

Can you bring out the key for the side gate between the pool and the right side of the house? I’m about to start mowing.

Sep 06, 2023 3:54:30 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

If you want to go with Dale go I will save your Pizza

Sep 06, 2023 4:00:13 PM Me

Ok that sounds good

Sep 06, 2023 4:00:32 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 07, 2023 1:40:48 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Pizza in hall

Sep 07, 2023 1:41:44 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Going to mkt will pick up newsman’s limeade

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Sep 07, 2023 3:31:38 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 32 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

We are coming in with groc want to help

Sep 07, 2023 6:38:20 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

How are you?

Sep 07, 2023 6:47:41 PM Me

Sick 🤒

Sep 07, 2023 6:53:44 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

What?

Sep 07, 2023 6:58:22 PM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Dee went to visit her grandfather & now he has it & his brother

Sep 07, 2023 7:00:05 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Going back & forth with Dar & his kleets he wants, he said Messy crafted them himself. 😂

Sep 07, 2023 7:01:05 PM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Over 300.00 bucks😩

Sep 07, 2023 7:34:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

i have a fever, not well

Sep 07, 2023 7:34:36 PM Me

Yeah, 250.00 is typical for high end cleats

Sep 07, 2023 7:35:42 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 55 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Really, I didn’t have any fever at all

Sep 07, 2023 7:37:20 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 53 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

At least it cooled down a little , if you need anything let me know

Sep 08, 2023 8:38:49 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 52 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

How do you feel today?

Sep 08, 2023 10:20:02 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 11 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Bank bd room screen is popped wide open , towards pool side

Sep 08, 2023 11:31:35 AM Me

I’m still sick. Sleeping all day

Sep 08, 2023 11:32:20 AM +15185908211

Need any thing?

Sep 08, 2023 11:32:31 AM Me

No

Sep 08, 2023 4:48:27 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 53 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 08, 2023 5:07:34 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 34 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Going out with Russ later , hope so came all this way to spend time together

Sep 08, 2023 7:23:41 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 18 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Are you ok? Haven’t heard from you in a long while?

Sep 09, 2023 7:30:45 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

How are we this morning?l, I am feeling a 100 better

Sep 09, 2023 7:42:34 AM Me

Still not 100

Sep 09, 2023 7:43:26 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Drink plenty of water, do you need anything?

Sep 09, 2023 7:49:00 AM Me

Sep 09, 2023 7:49:00 AM Me

These are two for four dollars at Hannaford and I’m about to finish my last one off. This water has electrolytes in it so it’s good.

Sep 09, 2023 7:50:55 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 7 seconds) +15185908211

When I get dressed I run to store & get you some in a bit , will tx you

Sep 09, 2023 7:51:09 AM (Read by you after 53 seconds) +15185908211

Anything else

Sep 09, 2023 10:22:54 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Water is in the front hall

Sep 09, 2023 10:29:15 AM Me

Ok thanks!!

Sep 09, 2023 10:34:04 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Is your car still ok to be plugged in?

Sep 09, 2023 10:37:20 AM Me

Yes

Sep 09, 2023 10:37:33 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 09, 2023 4:43:54 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

How’s things going, I have sweet sausage, onions peppers in Paul newnewmans sockaroni sauce, would you like some?

Sep 09, 2023 4:53:17 PM ⇲ Me

Im good Cooked my GF chicken pot pie and feel better, thanks! I’m about 75% and was at 20 😵‍💫

Sep 09, 2023 4:45:06 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Fire works go off at 8:30 or so

Sep 09, 2023 4:54:36 PM ⇲ Me

Heading to girls home game at 7:15 with Russ. I want to get outside for a bit, but know that will probably empty my batteries 🪫

Sep 09, 2023 4:53:17 PM ⇱ Me

Im good Cooked my GF chicken pot pie and feel better, thanks! I’m about 75% and was at 20 😵‍💫
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Sep 09, 2023 4:54:09 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Glad to hear that😍

Sep 09, 2023 4:54:36 PM ⇱ Me

Heading to girls home game at 7:15 with Russ. I want to get outside for a bit, but know that will probably empty my batteries 🪫
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Sep 09, 2023 4:55:53 PM Me

I’m driving myself in case I’m not feeling good I can leave and Russ can stay. .

Sep 09, 2023 4:56:07 PM Me

Bringing my water

Sep 09, 2023 4:56:30 PM +15185908211

Oh ok, games at school

Sep 09, 2023 4:56:43 PM Me

And I’ve showered 🧼 plus groomed a bit

Sep 09, 2023 4:56:51 PM Me

I was rank

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:03 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Pew

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:09 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Lol

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:15 PM Me

Washed all sheets and bedding

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:33 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍ex

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:37 PM Me

Also bed has slow leak again

Sep 09, 2023 4:57:52 PM Me

I tried to find it but couldn’t

Sep 09, 2023 4:58:40 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Well I have patches , if you want you can sleep in back bd room

Sep 09, 2023 4:59:28 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

I ck it tommrow

Sep 09, 2023 5:02:56 PM Me

I’m good I have my pad and we can try tomorrow 👍

Sep 09, 2023 5:03:29 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 50 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

👍🫶🏻

Sep 10, 2023 12:57:22 PM Me

Hi

Sep 10, 2023 12:57:40 PM Me

Do you have a Covid test I could use?

Sep 10, 2023 12:58:28 PM Me

I want to rule it out before I go outside again. Stupid of me to not do it yesterday

Sep 10, 2023 12:59:58 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

No , but I am running to mkt in a few, see if I can get one at Pharmacy , if not I can get one at wal greens

Sep 10, 2023 1:00:10 PM Me

Ok thanks 🙏

Sep 10, 2023 1:00:33 PM Me

Mkt Could I ask for a few things?

Sep 10, 2023 1:00:54 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Send me a list

Sep 10, 2023 1:01:19 PM Me

K making one now. It’s not much

Sep 10, 2023 1:01:43 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Need coffee pods

Sep 10, 2023 1:02:08 PM Me

Let me make list 😉

Sep 10, 2023 1:02:15 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 10, 2023 1:08:36 PM Me

K

Sep 10, 2023 1:08:41 PM Me

coffee pods, newmans if possible

Sep 10, 2023 1:09:00 PM Me

Veggie stradws

Sep 10, 2023 1:09:34 PM Me

Schaar Cibatta Rolls (4 pack)

Sep 10, 2023 1:09:48 PM Me

Sep 10, 2023 1:10:09 PM Me

BearNaked Granola

Sep 10, 2023 1:10:23 PM Me

Sep 10, 2023 1:10:59 PM Me

Large Arnold Palmer (lemonade/tea)

Sep 10, 2023 1:11:41 PM Me

Or just LEMON 🍋 ade I’m good on limeade

Sep 10, 2023 1:12:04 PM Me

Last thing

Sep 10, 2023 1:12:57 PM Me

Starbucks vanilla latte

Sep 10, 2023 1:13:02 PM Me

Sep 10, 2023 1:13:39 PM Me

That’s on back wall with other cold coffee stuff

Sep 10, 2023 1:13:45 PM Me

That’s it

Sep 10, 2023 1:13:48 PM +15185908211

Where to get rolls

Sep 10, 2023 1:14:33 PM Me

Think in bread aisle

Sep 10, 2023 1:14:44 PM +15185908211

👍

Sep 10, 2023 1:15:07 PM Me

I’m confusing it in my head with Colorado markets 🤪

Sep 10, 2023 1:15:22 PM +15185908211

😂

Sep 10, 2023 2:12:15 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Simply lemonade

Sep 10, 2023 2:14:28 PM Me

Yes

Sep 10, 2023 2:14:33 PM Me

Works

Sep 10, 2023 2:15:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Could your bread be in frozen Hilton

Sep 10, 2023 2:15:49 PM Me

I know I got it there but wasn’t frozen

Sep 10, 2023 2:16:19 PM Me

All the Schaar gluten free stuff is together

Sep 10, 2023 2:17:07 PM Me

If it’s a pita to find then forget it

Sep 10, 2023 3:15:50 PM Me

Sep 10, 2023 3:16:04 PM Me

I gotz it

Sep 10, 2023 3:16:37 PM Me

Showed up immediately after the fluid went through

Sep 10, 2023 3:17:01 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Wait 15:00

Sep 10, 2023 3:17:32 PM Me

I have it on a timer don’t worry

Sep 10, 2023 3:17:50 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Mine didn’t show with just one line 2 lines lt punk

Sep 10, 2023 3:17:57 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Pink

Sep 10, 2023 3:19:57 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Do you have cough sore throat runny nose ,fever that’s the new strain, & aches

Sep 10, 2023 3:25:55 PM Me

Ache fever runny nose fatigue

Sep 10, 2023 3:26:15 PM +15185908211

Oh no

Sep 10, 2023 3:26:20 PM Me

Still 2 lines showing

Sep 10, 2023 3:26:37 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

😱

Sep 10, 2023 3:26:51 PM Me

Yeah, boo!

Sep 10, 2023 3:26:56 PM Me

Boo!

Sep 10, 2023 3:27:35 PM Me

Today is day 4 for me

Sep 10, 2023 3:27:51 PM Me

Thursday started

Sep 10, 2023 3:28:15 PM Me

Anyhow I have lots to do so 😁

Sep 10, 2023 3:36:29 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Lots of fluids

Sep 10, 2023 3:54:37 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Yep

Sep 10, 2023 3:55:22 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

🥺😩🥶

Sep 10, 2023 5:47:24 PM Me

Hi, do you happen to have extra roll of paper towels? I realize I have none and need some You could leave at bottom of stairs 😁

Sep 10, 2023 6:12:21 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 10, 2023 6:12:28 PM Me

K

Sep 10, 2023 6:12:52 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Bottom stairs now

Sep 10, 2023 6:13:08 PM Me

K thanks!

Sep 10, 2023 6:13:20 PM Me

Making pasta with pesto

Sep 10, 2023 6:13:56 PM Me

And u know I always eat late ⏰

Sep 10, 2023 6:15:04 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 11, 2023 1:15:28 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

How are we feeling today? Need anything?

Sep 11, 2023 1:22:26 PM Me

Headache, sore, runny nose

Sep 11, 2023 1:22:34 PM Me

Tired

Sep 11, 2023 1:22:46 PM Me

Don’t need anything

Sep 11, 2023 1:23:51 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 41 seconds) +15185908211

😩so sorry, rest , feel better😊

Sep 11, 2023 2:25:37 PM Me

Thx

Sep 11, 2023 3:15:04 PM Me

Should I mow the lawn soon?

Sep 11, 2023 3:16:22 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

You can wait for tomorrow or whenever you’re up to it

Sep 12, 2023 10:35:47 AM Me

Hi, can I get some of the eye glass cleaners in the box Dad has? I never got any back and my glasses have that greasy layer 😊

Sep 12, 2023 10:36:12 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Today, runny nose, light soreness, light fatigue

Sep 12, 2023 10:36:28 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I may be good tomorrow

Sep 12, 2023 10:38:31 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Putting them in front hall, great 👍 that you are feeling better, just ripped down night shade plant took me 1 hour, jumping in shower now

Sep 12, 2023 1:29:56 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ll be coming down to mow shortly

Sep 12, 2023 1:30:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Could I get the key for that side gate? Or maybe you could unlock it and just let it sit. I’ll lock after I go through it.

Sep 12, 2023 1:31:04 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 12, 2023 2:03:48 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to sams club need anything

Sep 12, 2023 2:30:08 PM Me

If I didn’t miss you. Lemonade with real sugar. Turkey breast meat for sandwiches 🥪 Soccer ⚽️ (size 5) to train for rest of month. For real. Solid red shirt, athletic material for training and soccer game on 23rd If they also have a white one that would be great. Paper towels Klondike bars plain

Sep 12, 2023 2:57:26 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 31 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 13, 2023 10:03:45 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

How do you feel today, better I hope . I left you mail out side your door & filled your eye cleaner box

Sep 13, 2023 10:16:23 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi I feel almost human. tempted to test as today is day 7 since sick started

Sep 13, 2023 10:17:10 AM Me

Slept a lot last night. Still feel more fatigue, post nasal drip, and slight headache—but otherwise feel ok

Sep 13, 2023 10:17:54 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Been online applying, and reading more “no’s” I’m not giving up

Sep 13, 2023 10:18:44 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 19 seconds) +15185908211

That’s the spirit 👍

Sep 13, 2023 11:55:50 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Going to liquor store& mkt , need anything?

Sep 13, 2023 11:56:13 AM Me

Lemonade.

Sep 13, 2023 11:56:33 AM +15185908211

👍 any Tito’s

Sep 13, 2023 1:38:08 PM Me

Im on a call

Sep 13, 2023 1:38:14 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 13, 2023 2:03:26 PM Me

Off call

Sep 13, 2023 2:03:33 PM Me

What’s up?

Sep 13, 2023 2:04:01 PM Me

FYI tested positive. Thought maybe I’d be done but no

Sep 13, 2023 2:06:40 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

I was the same way, next day I felt fine, I have some stuff for you I will bring it up in a few , frozen stuff too, I will knock

Sep 13, 2023 2:06:54 PM Me

Ok

Sep 14, 2023 11:48:39 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi, feeling a bit better every day. I think I’m good on stuff. If you see covid tests I would love another one to test tomorrow and Saturday if need be.

Sep 14, 2023 11:54:19 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Up here applying to jobs. Heard back from more companies; unfortunately in everyones eyes there are other candidates that better match their needs. 😶

Sep 14, 2023 3:02:22 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Keep plugging🙏🫶🏻

Sep 14, 2023 3:49:03 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 40 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Pizza here meet me in hallway

Sep 15, 2023 12:09:58 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up how do you feel today? Wished Aidan a happy b day, sent him a card with money gift, sent Dar money for his expensive cleats

Sep 15, 2023 12:10:30 PM Me

Oh good. Was going to ask about Darragh money for cleats. He asked about that.

Sep 15, 2023 12:10:41 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ive been trying to get ahold of Aidan but no reply

Sep 15, 2023 12:10:56 PM Me

I feel largely ok. Slight runny nose.

Sep 15, 2023 12:11:09 PM Me

Been online applying and following up.

Sep 15, 2023 12:11:48 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Another Recruiter reached out. Which is good, but I’ve not had luck with them yet. I’ve always found my next thing myself.

Sep 15, 2023 12:12:27 PM +15185908211

👍🙏🫶🏻

Sep 15, 2023 12:12:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Going to go hike around Peebles in a few. Need to get outside.

Sep 15, 2023 12:12:48 PM Me

Then back here for a shower and Covid Test

Sep 15, 2023 12:12:54 PM Me

See if I’m clear

Sep 15, 2023 12:12:59 PM +15185908211

👍

Sep 16, 2023 2:40:27 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Did you test yourself yet?

Sep 16, 2023 3:03:16 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Look menu up for ponchos, & tx me your order, I will to go for you

Sep 16, 2023 3:08:40 PM Me

2 chicken tacos 2 beef tacos Both with soft CORN tortillas

Sep 16, 2023 3:08:48 PM Me

That’s it

Sep 16, 2023 3:08:59 PM Me

When u leaving?

Sep 16, 2023 3:09:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

5:45

Sep 16, 2023 3:10:59 PM Me

K

Sep 16, 2023 5:44:46 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 24 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Foods here meet you in hall

Sep 17, 2023 4:14:45 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15185908211

I think your window on drivers side is open ! mom

Sep 17, 2023 4:15:21 PM Me

Can you check before I walk all way down?

Sep 17, 2023 4:15:32 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Sep 17, 2023 4:15:37 PM Me

Should be shut

Sep 18, 2023 8:37:50 AM Me

Good morning. Feeling ok but still getting glue out of my sinuses. I can smell some things, think smell is coming back. Going to push on applications. Have a meeting for a new project today at 1pm. Got a referral from my friend Tyler. New Marketing agency in Ventura. Also following up with 2 recruiters. Seems like some momentum is happening.

Sep 18, 2023 8:38:11 AM Me

Instagram

Sep 20, 2023 11:13:57 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Look up Jersey Mike subsCl park, they have gluten free subs , give me your order , getting them for din din

Sep 20, 2023 11:18:17 AM Me

Ok

Sep 20, 2023 11:19:14 AM Me

Going to be down to mow shortly. Got some stuff done, and have more to do, but need to break it up

Sep 20, 2023 11:21:32 AM Me

Sep 20, 2023 11:21:54 AM Me

That looks good 😋

Sep 20, 2023 11:22:23 AM Me

No mayo at all. Oil and vinegar only

Sep 20, 2023 11:38:38 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Salt & pepper too that one is gluten free?

Sep 20, 2023 11:45:00 AM Me

No. I thought you said that I could get anything GF?

Sep 20, 2023 11:45:10 AM Me

S&P yes

Sep 20, 2023 1:09:55 PM Me

I forgot, if you see the red and white long sleeve, athletic shirts at Wally world grab them. I wear a large.

Sep 20, 2023 1:25:50 PM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Short sleeve ok

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Sep 20, 2023 2:04:49 PM Me

Yes

Sep 20, 2023 2:05:00 PM Me

Sorry didn’t see this until now

Sep 20, 2023 3:13:34 PM Me

Thank you for my sub. It was really good. I’m sorry you had a bad experience. As you would say to me, “have a cocktail and chill”

Sep 20, 2023 3:36:46 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 11 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Went back , the guy knew as soon as we pulled up got my sub & receipt, no problem

Sep 20, 2023 3:37:18 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 11 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

😃

Sep 20, 2023 3:58:18 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 50 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

We will go out in the morning to Kohl’s& Boscovs to get shirts& clips for mud flaps& I want to stop at Lowe’s, 11:00or so

Sep 20, 2023 8:48:25 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Ok

Sep 21, 2023 8:15:35 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi, Do you want me to come downstairs at 11am to head out?

Sep 21, 2023 8:16:19 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Or if a different time, just let me know. Up here doing some work for Tricias website and processing email/applying to opportunities.

Sep 21, 2023 8:32:04 AM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Come down at 11:15

Sep 21, 2023 9:10:43 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ok

Sep 21, 2023 9:11:02 AM Me

just read this. Be down in 10 mins

Sep 21, 2023 9:11:21 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 5 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 21, 2023 9:12:30 AM Me

K

Sep 23, 2023 5:49:45 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

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Sep 23, 2023 8:00:54 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 46 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 23, 2023 8:02:19 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 44 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 23, 2023 8:03:32 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 43 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 23, 2023 8:03:54 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 43 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 23, 2023 8:04:32 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 42 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Sep 24, 2023 1:44:00 PM Me

Sep 24, 2023 1:44:44 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 58 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow, how pretty

Sep 24, 2023 3:33:22 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

You just got a delivery from Amazon it’s in front hall

Sep 24, 2023 3:43:47 PM Me

Ok

Sep 25, 2023 7:29:38 AM Me

FYI got dads heart rhythm device to work 😁 Did you want to run errands today?

Sep 25, 2023 7:30:41 AM Me

It works with my phone and I took my rhythm, all good 👍

Sep 25, 2023 7:32:23 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

👍 , no I have stuff here to work on

Sep 25, 2023 7:37:27 AM Me

Ok

Sep 25, 2023 10:10:36 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Can you run me the ladder down to the back

Sep 25, 2023 10:28:57 AM Me

Yeah. Just saw this. Headed out in a few mins to walk around island

Sep 25, 2023 10:30:06 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Sep 25, 2023 10:50:11 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 49 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Are you coming, been outside 1500 min waiting

Sep 28, 2023 11:37:51 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up

Sep 29, 2023 9:26:08 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Could you please come down & unplug your car or I will leave you a plastic bag to put over it or wrap it up.

Sep 29, 2023 9:26:23 AM Me

ok

Sep 29, 2023 3:58:47 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Out in front

Sep 30, 2023 2:43:29 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Would you like to go to dinner, we could go to Olive Garden or ponchos, let me know

Sep 30, 2023 2:44:01 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Also I have your ic yea here

Sep 30, 2023 3:04:48 PM Me

I’m ok. Up at Dales playing darts. I’m good on dinner. Thank you for offering 😁 Going to make some pasta 🍝 and meat sauce. Will head home soon as Dale is off to see his girlfriend shortly

Sep 30, 2023 3:07:02 PM +15185908211

👍, ok got Madeline a new mop she was happy, when you get here don’t forget your ice tea in frig

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Sep 30, 2023 3:07:56 PM Me

Staying in. No crazy partying with Dale. No drinking for me. Triggers my depression the following day. ☹️ I’ve noticed a pattern of that. So just like Nancy used to say… just say no 🤣

Sep 30, 2023 3:08:52 PM Me

No alcohol for a while isn’t a bad thing

Sep 30, 2023 3:09:22 PM +15185908211

👍 also Addy has pink eye, just to let you know

Sep 30, 2023 3:09:32 PM Me

Oh shit 💩

Sep 30, 2023 3:09:50 PM Me

Were u with her?

Sep 30, 2023 3:10:01 PM +15185908211

No

Sep 30, 2023 3:10:12 PM Me

Phew 😮‍💨

Sep 30, 2023 3:10:31 PM +15185908211

Don’t need that😵‍💫

Sep 30, 2023 3:10:54 PM Me

If Dale takes off I’ll be down soon. He’s still on the phone

Sep 30, 2023 3:11:04 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍👍👍

Sep 30, 2023 3:25:23 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want your gl free pizza?

Sep 30, 2023 3:27:05 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 26 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

🙄🤙😉🙃🤪🤩

Oct 01, 2023 1:41:19 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Oct 01, 2023 1:41:43 PM Me

Cool

Oct 02, 2023 10:06:52 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi, do you want to go to Wally World after you and dad have lunch?

Oct 02, 2023 6:26:04 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Bert, cousin Terry called wants to visit told her you were here , she said Lv to see you, let me know

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Oct 02, 2023 7:17:17 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

She’s coming Thursday, around 4:30 or so

Oct 02, 2023 7:17:27 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ok

Oct 03, 2023 3:46:46 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

If you come down bring the paint roller, Tks. Leave in back

Oct 03, 2023 3:51:58 PM Me

ok

Oct 04, 2023 12:52:11 PM (Read by them after 5 seconds) Me

Hi, I’ll be down to mow the lawn shortly.

Oct 04, 2023 12:53:01 PM (Read by them after 10 seconds) Me

Been applying, 10 already, and applied for unemployment insurance in California and Submitted all my info to CalJobs which if you’re getting UI, you have to be registered there, so I did it.

Oct 04, 2023 5:33:08 PM Me

Turns out the ginger, beer, taste fine, if anything, the ginger isn’t as punchy or spicy. That seems to be what it lost. Otherwise it’s sweet and as flavor.

Oct 04, 2023 5:37:16 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

😜

Oct 05, 2023 9:13:59 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want to go to mkt to get some drinks mom , if so I am ready

Oct 05, 2023 9:14:21 AM Me

Ok my connection was wonky

Oct 05, 2023 9:14:33 AM Me

To Clifton Park?

Oct 05, 2023 9:14:48 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

No over the bridge

Oct 05, 2023 9:14:55 AM Me

Oh ok

Oct 05, 2023 9:15:12 AM Me

Need to get shoes keys etc

Oct 05, 2023 9:15:22 AM Me

5 min

Oct 05, 2023 9:15:28 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I will wait for you 👍

Oct 06, 2023 9:46:58 AM Me

Oct 06, 2023 7:15:37 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Very weird we are watching dateline & the missing person from Ohio name was Emily Noble , how eerie

Oct 06, 2023 7:24:23 PM Me

Haha

Oct 06, 2023 7:27:08 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Oh by the way I really loved today, I enjoyed being with you & Russ touched my heart ❤️ 🫶🏻 Mom

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Oct 07, 2023 11:51:16 AM (Read by you after 26 minutes) +15185908211

Going to store need any thing , milk cereal??

Oct 07, 2023 11:52:41 AM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Any beer

Oct 07, 2023 12:17:56 PM Me

Cold coffee, latte if they have it

Oct 07, 2023 12:31:51 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 18 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Oct 07, 2023 5:09:57 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Everything ok

Oct 07, 2023 5:31:15 PM Me

Yep 👍

Oct 07, 2023 5:31:24 PM Me

Home upstairs

Oct 07, 2023 5:31:43 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 44 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

🫶🏻 KK

Oct 08, 2023 8:33:49 AM (Read by you after 30 seconds) +15185908211

Forgot your milk

Oct 08, 2023 8:34:37 AM Me

Put at bottom of stairs

Oct 08, 2023 8:34:44 AM Me

Get in a min

Oct 08, 2023 8:34:49 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Oct 08, 2023 10:30:37 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

At 1:00 will you come down & help me move the branches from the side of house & help with basement Mom

Oct 08, 2023 10:36:44 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Hold on we have to run to Lowe’s, I tx you when I get back

Oct 08, 2023 10:36:58 AM Me

Ok

Oct 08, 2023 12:25:24 PM Me

You back yet?

Oct 08, 2023 12:26:09 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

On our way

Oct 08, 2023 12:30:02 PM Me

Ok

Oct 08, 2023 1:14:01 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

I’m home now

Oct 08, 2023 1:18:41 PM Me

Ok

Oct 08, 2023 1:18:50 PM Me

Be down in a few

Oct 08, 2023 1:19:01 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Oct 09, 2023 6:59:09 AM Me

Let me know when you’re up and about today 😁

Oct 09, 2023 7:04:29 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

Just got up what’s up

Oct 09, 2023 7:04:50 AM Me

Nothing urgent

Oct 09, 2023 7:05:01 AM Me

No panic 😁

Oct 09, 2023 7:05:26 AM Me

I’ll be down there in hour or so

Oct 09, 2023 10:41:09 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

dad just vetoed Russ, bemoaned

Oct 09, 2023 10:41:26 AM +15185908211

😆

Oct 09, 2023 10:41:46 AM Me

Does veto = venmo?

Oct 09, 2023 11:23:04 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Yes it would not do it right

Oct 09, 2023 11:37:17 AM Me

Haha

Oct 09, 2023 11:37:35 AM Me

All good I was able to make my payment. Everything is good 👍

Oct 09, 2023 2:04:43 PM Me

If I were to get you to watch why files would 5 be a good time?

Oct 09, 2023 4:01:52 PM Me

Be down in 5

Oct 09, 2023 4:01:55 PM Me

Min

Oct 09, 2023 4:02:18 PM +15185908211

👍

Oct 09, 2023 4:02:29 PM Me

Not 10 minit - 5 minit

Oct 09, 2023 4:02:48 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

K

Oct 09, 2023 6:01:44 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Send me vids of jaw relaxation

Oct 09, 2023 6:04:10 PM Me

Okay

Oct 09, 2023 6:08:02 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

YouTube

Oct 09, 2023 6:08:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

YouTube

Oct 09, 2023 7:09:42 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

YouTube

Oct 09, 2023 7:10:04 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

YouTube

Oct 09, 2023 7:10:37 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

He’s in Portland. I would almost fly up there to get one of these treatments.

Oct 09, 2023 7:17:35 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

Just watching I could almost feel it, fantastic massager

Oct 09, 2023 8:42:19 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://www.amazon.com/ap/signin?openid.pape.max_auth_age=900&openid.return_to=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.amazon.com%2Fprogress-tracker%2Fpackage%2Fref%3Dpe_386300_442618370_scr_pt_track%3FitemId%3D%26orderId%3D112-1540437-6187446%26_encoding%3DUTF8%26shipmentId%3D234985384587301%26from%3Dgp%26packageIndex%3D0%26path%3D%252Fprogress-tracker%252Fpackage%252Fref%253Dpe_386300_442618370_scr_pt_track%253FitemId%253D%2526orderId%253D112-1540437-6187446%2526_encoding%253DUTF8%2526shipmentId%253D234985384587301%2526from%253Dgp%2526packageIndex%253D0&openid.assoc_handle=usflex&openid.mode=checkid_setup&openid.ns=http%3A%2F%2Fspecs.openid.net%2Fauth%2F2.0

Oct 09, 2023 8:45:11 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

What is Amazon. Com. Sign in

Oct 09, 2023 8:45:35 PM Me

I was trying to share the tracking info. The link didn’t work I’ll find another way.

Oct 09, 2023 8:45:53 PM +15185908211

K

Oct 09, 2023 8:46:31 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I am going nite nite, pretty soon

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Oct 10, 2023 9:44:43 AM Me

I’ll probably come down about 130 to clean the car for a bit

Oct 10, 2023 9:45:33 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 6 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Oct 10, 2023 12:51:39 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Coming to do car? I am out side

Oct 10, 2023 12:52:06 PM Me

Yeah, I got sidetracked by a text from Darrell about Tricia‘s website. I’ve almost got it sorted out. Be down in five minutes or less.

Oct 10, 2023 2:01:33 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 11 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Are you done yet?

Oct 10, 2023 3:13:23 PM Me

Be down in a minute

Oct 10, 2023 3:13:46 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

!ok I am almost ready

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Oct 10, 2023 3:26:17 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Ready

Oct 11, 2023 10:57:15 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I’ll be down about 3pm to work on cleaning interior of car. Busy on applications to positions right now. ALso doing follow ups with recruiters who I’ve talked to letting them know I am still out here and looking

Oct 11, 2023 10:57:34 AM +15185908211

👍

Oct 11, 2023 12:20:23 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Ring is here , I am charging battery now

Oct 11, 2023 12:45:26 PM Me

Oh cool

Oct 11, 2023 1:41:34 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Ran to store be back soon, I have hamburgers in frig, leave me 2

Oct 11, 2023 1:41:43 PM Me

Ok

Oct 11, 2023 1:41:53 PM Me

I may go to Wally world after I clean the car

Oct 11, 2023 1:42:02 PM Me

I still need pink erasers

Oct 11, 2023 3:20:40 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want tomato & bacon

Oct 11, 2023 3:21:00 PM Me

Sure Can leave it at bottom of stairs

Oct 12, 2023 9:12:02 AM Me

Oct 12, 2023 9:26:42 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

😳

Oct 12, 2023 9:49:35 AM Me

🤣🤣🤣

Oct 12, 2023 9:55:12 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up now? We could do the cam & cut down a few branches in front, finish your car

Oct 12, 2023 9:56:20 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

also recycle comes in morn, so get your stuff out

Oct 12, 2023 10:02:37 AM Me

OK, I’ll bring my recycling down when I come downstairs. I’ll come down about 130. I have some emails to go through and resumes to send out before I go to other stuff.

Oct 12, 2023 10:03:08 AM Me

Make sure we have some old newspaper to wipe the windows with the Windex😁

Oct 13, 2023 9:07:25 AM Me

Good morning! I’ll be down about 1 o’clock to clean the windows on my car and then was going to head to either Wally world or Michael’s. I think that was Michael we went to right?

Oct 13, 2023 9:08:18 AM Me

I need one or two watercolor tubes of paint, and would like to find a carrier for all my watercolor crap, and also get a few frames for the watercolors. I’m working on for you and Dad. 😁

Oct 13, 2023 9:09:59 AM Me

I paid EVERYTHING to make it all CURRENT this morning 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌 Big stressor turned off 😅

Oct 13, 2023 9:10:39 AM Me

So, I have funds now. I can get x country no problem

Oct 13, 2023 9:10:53 AM Me

😜👍

Oct 13, 2023 9:11:21 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +15185908211

Did Dar pay you

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Oct 13, 2023 9:11:40 AM Me

Oct 13, 2023 9:12:06 AM Me

Why would Darragh pay me?

Oct 13, 2023 9:12:34 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Boo 👻, I thought you did work for him?

Oct 13, 2023 9:12:50 AM Me

Oh Darrell

Oct 13, 2023 9:13:09 AM Me

U put DAR And I think about my kid, not my cousin

Oct 13, 2023 9:13:23 AM +15185908211

🤪

Oct 13, 2023 9:14:23 AM Me

yeah, that was Work I did for Tricia’s website they did pay me and I was able to pay one bill with it and get my checking account out of negative had a tiny bit of pocket money

Oct 13, 2023 9:14:43 AM Me

But my pockets were empty two days before I had the deposit hit

Oct 13, 2023 9:15:01 AM Me

Yeah, my checking account was 150 in the whole but not now

Oct 13, 2023 9:16:50 AM Me

Also, before I took the money out, I had a good philosophical/objective conversation with Darrell about taking the money out. His point to me was if you need that money to survive you take it out because if you don’t survive now, there is no future where you would need that money 🤔 simple logic. Not complicated 😁

Oct 13, 2023 9:17:04 AM +15185908211

Jumping in shower, maybe we can set up cam when I get done, did you contact the guy from thacher for possible place to stay, if not get on it

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Oct 13, 2023 9:18:03 AM +15185908211

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Oct 13, 2023 10:40:43 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Email sent!!!

Oct 13, 2023 10:40:52 AM Me

Hi Jeff, I hope this email finds you and the famlilia well. Firstly, congratulations on your appointment as head of school at Thacher, and thanks for your outstanding stewardship over the past few surrealistic years. You know the old guard—Marvin, Phyliss and David, Peter, Michael, Kurt, etc. and the vacuum of institutional knowledge among the faculty is likely palpable, but I digress. You don't need me to tell you this, but you have done an excellent job, and I wish you great success and Godspeed in the future 🤙 I am assisting Head Coach Jungo with varsity soccer this year in the absence of Coach Sanchez, and it has been an honor to coach the boys since 2018's team. This year, we have a solid, experienced team and a perfect prospect of winning the league and going far in the CIF playoffs. I wouldn't miss this opportunity to coach Darragh one last time for the world, and I know you can appreciate that from coaching your own boys. As I return to campus to coach soccer, I update you on my current situation. Liz and I have amicably separated since earlier this year. Eventually, papers will be signed, etc. It's not my choice; I control the controllables. I've not shared this news with anyone on campus; if Elizabeth has shared it with anyone on campus, she has not told me. I would appreciate your confidentiality around this. I never imagined I would find myself in this situation. I took a wedding vow that was, until death do us part, to work through bad times; alas, that is not to be. I've done enormous introspection, reflection, meditation, and work to find myself again after losing my marriage, my family, and me—it was not an easy journey marked by some very dark times. I currently find myself in a great space and feel better than I have in over 5 years. I continue meditation every day; it has been the linchpin to my staying tethered to earth. I've become what some may say is evolved or "woke" :-) I plan to depart upstate New York this Sunday, drive my electric car across the country, and arrive in Ojai on November 1st, 2023. I drove out here last June. My current professional situation is that I have been looking for work in my field for six months, and I am still applying to openings daily. It's a highly competitive job market in digital design presently. I have applied to over 200 opportunities in my field, and finding a new gig has never taken me this long. I am an eternal optimist and continue to send out half a dozen to a dozen apps daily, fighting against ageism. If you know anyone needing my expertise, I would appreciate sending them to my website at https://bertmahoney.com. I am unsure about faculty turnover or the current housing situation on campus, but is there any space where I could stay during soccer season? I realize this is a piano falling out of the sky and that I am not your problem. However, I learned as a kid that if you don't ask, you don't know. I hope to see you soon and catch up. I wish you and the football team all the best success going forward. Cheers from Upstate New York, Bert

Oct 13, 2023 10:45:26 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

👍🫶🏻

Oct 13, 2023 10:47:48 AM Me

Visiting scholar of soccer during the season.

Oct 13, 2023 10:48:06 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Just sent that to Jeff to see if I could stay in the visiting scholars building

Oct 13, 2023 10:48:15 AM Me

The little studio apt I told you about

Oct 13, 2023 10:48:35 AM Me

It’s close to soccer field. On opposite side of campus from Liz and barns

Oct 13, 2023 10:48:51 AM Me

Its next to turn off for gymkhana field

Oct 13, 2023 10:50:03 AM Me

OK, need to do a couple things before I come down. So now its 1:30-45 That email took an hour and 15 minutes to write and edit. But I think it clearly lays things out for him to understand the situation.

Oct 13, 2023 10:50:40 AM Me

Worth the time to write. Reminds him at the very least he’ll be seeing me on campus soon

Oct 13, 2023 10:50:50 AM Me

Hes a good guy

Oct 13, 2023 10:52:05 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Sounds good👏

Oct 13, 2023 11:14:38 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want lettuce & egg salad with Tom

Oct 13, 2023 11:24:11 AM Me

No thank you 😊

Oct 13, 2023 11:24:25 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Oct 13, 2023 11:36:37 AM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Are you ready?

Oct 13, 2023 11:36:56 AM Me

Yeah, I’ll be down in just a few

Oct 13, 2023 1:03:48 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

Meet you in food section

Oct 13, 2023 1:04:31 PM Me

Where are you?? 😀

Oct 13, 2023 1:11:04 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

I am in food section

Oct 13, 2023 2:37:19 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Today😼

Oct 13, 2023 2:43:19 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Throw me keys down so I can finish windows

Oct 13, 2023 2:43:38 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

& poof

Oct 13, 2023 3:21:18 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 38 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

All Done, just have to spray tires

Oct 13, 2023 4:23:55 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 35 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want onions

Oct 14, 2023 10:12:54 AM Me

Coming down I got a message from Derick and was replying to him, and I can’t believe I picked up my phone and just saw this

Oct 14, 2023 10:13:58 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

🤡

Oct 14, 2023 12:00:45 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Dads ready

Oct 14, 2023 12:00:51 PM Me

K

Oct 14, 2023 12:01:04 PM Me

I’m coming down

Oct 14, 2023 1:02:16 PM (Read by you after 26 seconds) +15185908211

Going to mkt do you want any beer,Mikes hard lemonade bk cherry

Oct 14, 2023 1:02:49 PM Me

Yes please

Oct 14, 2023 1:03:40 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

If it rains put cornhole on back deck by pool

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Oct 14, 2023 4:23:57 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Pizza coming just went to get it

Oct 14, 2023 4:32:36 PM Me

Ok

Oct 14, 2023 4:32:45 PM Me

Be down in a few

Oct 14, 2023 4:33:31 PM Me

Oct 14, 2023 4:34:47 PM +15185908211

👍

Oct 14, 2023 4:45:29 PM Me

Oct 14, 2023 4:45:29 PM Me

I’m coming down now

Oct 15, 2023 10:02:20 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

There is turkey breast & prov in frig if you want some for lunch come down & get it, we are going up to the 2nd st corner to watch motor cycles, & dinner is at 5:45, leave at about5:15

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Oct 15, 2023 10:19:52 AM Me

Got it

Oct 15, 2023 12:38:57 PM Me

I checked out the menu, and I called them and spoke to a really nice woman who gave me some recommendations. They don’t have a gluten-free menu, but she told me what to ask for and I’m all set. 😁 We are a go for Emma Jayne’s

Oct 15, 2023 12:39:47 PM +15185908211

👍 oh good

Oct 15, 2023 12:41:26 PM Me

And they have a blueberry margarita😜😋

Oct 15, 2023 3:17:46 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Bert meet us down stairs

Oct 15, 2023 3:18:10 PM Me

What time?

Oct 15, 2023 3:18:20 PM +15185908211

Now

Oct 15, 2023 3:20:12 PM Me

K I thought it was 545

Oct 15, 2023 3:20:54 PM Me

I can meet you there. I have it on the map. I’ll just be like five maybe 10 minutes tops behind you. Order me a blueberry margarita. I’m finishing something up for you guys.

Oct 15, 2023 3:22:26 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

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Oct 15, 2023 3:22:50 PM Me

Waiting for something to dry and I need to put a shirt on

Oct 15, 2023 3:29:27 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

We are still at russels, do you want to come get you

Oct 15, 2023 3:30:25 PM Me

No

Oct 15, 2023 3:30:30 PM Me

Just getting dressed now

Oct 15, 2023 3:30:44 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍ok see you there

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Oct 15, 2023 3:59:52 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

Almost here? No blueberry margaritas all out

Oct 15, 2023 4:00:12 PM Me

OK, no problem a regular one then

Oct 15, 2023 4:00:18 PM Me

I’m in route

Oct 15, 2023 4:00:29 PM Me

Relax and enjoy yourselves don’t be uptight

Oct 15, 2023 4:01:08 PM Me

Order Dad an appetizer, if he’s going to pass out from malnutrition

Oct 16, 2023 10:50:38 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 5 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Do you want some turkey & prov on a plate

Oct 16, 2023 3:04:25 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

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Check him out, ghostbusters, that huge

Oct 16, 2023 3:20:09 PM Me

I’m eating what’s in the cooler. Hungry

Oct 16, 2023 3:21:33 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 enjoy 😉

Oct 16, 2023 3:56:09 PM Me

Oct 16, 2023 3:56:56 PM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Whoa!

Oct 16, 2023 4:19:50 PM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Sunset

Oct 16, 2023 4:20:01 PM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

Oct 18, 2023 6:24:09 AM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 safe travels today

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Oct 18, 2023 9:12:57 AM Me

Oct 18, 2023 9:15:58 AM (Read by you after 30 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

😳 🥰

Oct 18, 2023 9:16:31 AM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Where are you now?

Oct 18, 2023 9:46:42 AM Me

By notre dame

Oct 18, 2023 9:47:31 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 24 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Oct 18, 2023 11:12:12 AM Me

Oct 18, 2023 11:14:45 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 11 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

😳😁

Oct 18, 2023 2:26:37 PM Me

I know I got crazy. And I got 222.

Oct 18, 2023 2:27:04 PM Me

Just plugged it’s got 72% to charge it’s gonna take a little while so I’m gonna go to Starbucks which is on the other side of the parking lot. I dropped the pin so Dad can see it on the map keep adding up the miles

Oct 18, 2023 2:27:56 PM Me

If my hopes go OK be in Des Moines tonight and I will get a hotel room. It a hot shower and a bed sounds great. One thing it’s freaking windy. Sustain that at least 5 to 10 with 15 to 20 mph gusts so it’s normal for out here though this is farm country

Oct 18, 2023 3:42:45 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 37 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Sounds great 👍 nice hot shower 🚿 aha 🥵 Lv 😃

Oct 18, 2023 8:20:33 PM Me

Check out tomorrow at 11am 😊 But doubt, I’ll stay that late. But I will take advantage of the free breakfast.

Oct 18, 2023 8:21:08 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 13 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

👍👍👍

Oct 19, 2023 9:12:37 AM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Oct 19, 2023 9:36:20 AM Me

😂

Oct 19, 2023 1:26:23 PM +15185908211

Pond closed 🥲 where are you now?

Oct 19, 2023 10:11:50 PM Me

Oct 20, 2023 10:12:16 AM Me

Oct 20, 2023 10:13:34 AM +15185908211

😳 wow

Oct 20, 2023 2:22:38 PM Me

Just now

Oct 22, 2023 9:53:15 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 40 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, what are your plans going forward, keep me up dated🫶🏻Mom

Oct 22, 2023 11:34:48 AM Me

Headed over the pass to Darrell’s today. In a few hours. I’ll post pics and updates.

Oct 22, 2023 1:12:20 PM Me

They’re always letting me know they’re watching or nearby

Oct 22, 2023 1:52:10 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

👍, ok safe travels, 🫶🏻 Mom& Dad

Oct 22, 2023 3:21:09 PM Me

👍

Oct 22, 2023 7:46:30 PM +15185908211

Are we there yet? Are we there yet ??

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Oct 23, 2023 11:11:44 AM Me

Just now

Oct 23, 2023 11:12:16 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

😳🥴

Oct 24, 2023 11:15:01 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Did you hear from Jeff on campus housing & did you have any bites on job front?

Oct 24, 2023 12:18:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

No bites.

Oct 24, 2023 12:18:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Have sent out more resumes

Oct 24, 2023 12:18:53 PM Me

Have a new resource to help me (ppl like me in their 50’s) to write resumes and letters that get you interviews and jobs.

Oct 24, 2023 12:19:11 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

So Im excited to go through that and tweak my stuff some more.

Oct 24, 2023 12:19:19 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

And Jeff replied — no housing

Oct 24, 2023 12:19:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I thought I told that to you already.

Oct 24, 2023 12:19:34 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

OK, need to shower and then going to head out.

Oct 24, 2023 12:21:56 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 51 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Oct 24, 2023 11:13:12 PM Me

In the hotel

Oct 25, 2023 7:15:33 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 19 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

😳😊

Oct 25, 2023 11:12:11 AM Me

Oct 27, 2023 6:30:02 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Fantastic 👍 😳 😎

Oct 27, 2023 7:20:09 PM Me

Got both of these on the hike

Oct 27, 2023 7:20:26 PM Me

And I got 111 earlier

Oct 30, 2023 10:58:08 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Any bites on job front 🙏

Oct 30, 2023 11:13:57 AM Me

☹️

Oct 30, 2023 11:14:09 AM Me

Working on it now

Oct 30, 2023 11:14:21 AM +15185908211

👍

Oct 30, 2023 11:15:06 AM Me

Have a call with a Canadian AI company Darrell connected me with. Not a job per se but a talk about possiblities

Oct 30, 2023 11:16:38 AM Me

I may be camping my whole time coaching 🫤 I have to let go of the shame I feel before I can ask anyone for anything.

Oct 30, 2023 11:17:41 AM Me

Ok need to get to it. Today is first day of soccer tryouts. We have tryouts all this week which is like practice, but next week we split them up into varsity and JV.

Oct 30, 2023 11:18:04 AM Me

Been keeping me updated on the Waterford soccer and the playoffs. I heard both the boys and girls are doing really well

Oct 30, 2023 11:18:17 AM Me

Russ has…

Oct 30, 2023 11:18:35 AM Me

I’ll send an update later today

Oct 31, 2023 9:13:57 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 53 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Oct 31, 2023 10:55:59 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning , how’s things going?

Oct 31, 2023 11:07:36 AM Me

Ok. Headed into town to go to a local café and work on the free Wi-Fi until I have training and then come back go to sleep repeat

Nov 02, 2023 9:46:40 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Good Morning 🌞, hope all is going well 😊🫶🏻 Any bites on the job front. 🤓

Nov 02, 2023 10:31:23 AM Me

Nothing yet. Back at it today. Feeling discouraged today. That “loser” feeling is hitting me hard

Nov 02, 2023 10:32:43 AM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

Ch all the schools, see if they need anything, you never know???

Nov 03, 2023 11:21:39 AM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 😃, what’s up , how is Fat’s practice going?

Nov 03, 2023 11:22:06 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

I mean Dar. 😂 lol

Nov 03, 2023 11:54:46 AM Me

Hahaha

Nov 03, 2023 11:54:59 AM Me

They are going well.

Nov 03, 2023 11:56:07 AM Me

I’m at cafe working on finding something until 3 which is practice time. Then to camp, I eat something. And then sleep. Done that routine all week

Nov 03, 2023 11:57:59 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Ok 👌 wishing you good luck, sending Angles your way 👼

Nov 03, 2023 12:05:28 PM Me

Thanks! Need all the help I can get

Nov 03, 2023 5:44:56 PM Me

Just now

Nov 04, 2023 1:28:24 PM Me

Hi there. Hope Saturday is treating you well.

Nov 04, 2023 2:24:22 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

So far, Dad & me are under the weather 🤢 again, at Drs last week, did tests COVID & flu - neg, gave me over the counter musinx& zink cough drops, not doing any good, Dad went to Drs he got upper respiratory infection on 2 antibiotics, puffer & abroutrol breathing machine,plus he got juntivitus in his eyes, eye drops for 10 days. Yippee he feels much better today, constant cough both of us, then I was sucking on cough drop & it popped my cap off of my tooth, having lots of fun 🤩

Nov 04, 2023 2:30:23 PM Me

Oy!

Nov 04, 2023 2:30:35 PM Me

I haven’t showered in a week 😊

Nov 04, 2023 2:31:48 PM +15185908211

Oy😳, is there a shower at camp ground?

Nov 04, 2023 2:32:09 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I met with Sallie on Thursday. She had an in-heart pacemaker put in to keep her ticker steady. I had no idea that she had this done and was shocked to not know. Anyhow, she is well, had a great chat and says hello. She asked how you were both doing too.

Nov 04, 2023 2:34:49 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

You could jump in the ocean with soap& shampoo, in your suit, or ask Sally to take a shower

Nov 04, 2023 3:05:30 PM Me

Yeah, I’m trying to not bother people with me — my situation is not their problem. I’ll be able to get in the ocean tomorrow and rinse off with non-saltwater in showers near bathrooms. They have them everywhere on CA beaches for getting salt and sand off you.

Nov 04, 2023 3:06:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I was triggered pretty hard this morning. Telling myself stories that make me feel sad and self pity. Not very productive or helpful. Just makes me feel miserable.

Nov 04, 2023 3:06:50 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Being here, and not living up on campus, just feels totally wrong to me.

Nov 04, 2023 3:07:26 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can feel it every time I drop the boys off after soccer 😢

Nov 04, 2023 4:26:20 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

Just have to try to get a grip, get mad 😠

Nov 04, 2023 4:30:32 PM Me

🙂

Nov 04, 2023 4:30:57 PM Me

At soccer practice, Darragh is not here today because he’s feeling too sick. He was feeling sick yesterday, but well enough to come out and be a part of practice but not practice.

Nov 04, 2023 4:31:44 PM Me

Today is the last day of tryouts for the freshman. We make final decisions on the varsity roster probably after this practice. Then we start our first official varsity only training session on Monday and then have our first nonly game one week from next Tuesday. I’ll be sure to send you, Dad and Russ the link, if you would like to watch the stream of Darragh’s game.

Nov 04, 2023 4:33:11 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 23 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

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Oh yes

Nov 04, 2023 4:34:35 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 21 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

We are watching Wfd boys soccer regionals 6-1 us Yea

Nov 04, 2023 11:03:16 PM Me

download the co-star astrology app & add me asap ->

Nov 04, 2023 11:03:19 PM Me

https://www.costarastrology.com/

Nov 04, 2023 11:18:14 PM Me

Today was very hard mentally and emotionally

Nov 05, 2023 12:58:26 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Sallie said to me last night, “at least you’re not in jail!” And she says that as someone who has had to go to the police station and bail Adam out of jail more than once that I know of. One time when his son Dylan was getting married.

Nov 05, 2023 12:58:30 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

She’s right. There is that

Nov 05, 2023 12:59:21 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Also, I see seriously homeless people who look hungry — lots of bad luck, karma, and energy.

Nov 07, 2023 10:07:47 AM Me

Look at the beak on this one! Another of the breakfast crew. There’s also pelicans that fly low across the water about

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out just looking for fish close to the surface. Probably anywhere from 3 to

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long I would estimate probably as long as your finger middle finger very skinny, he just looked at me. Hahaha

Nov 07, 2023 10:07:53 AM Me

And yesterday I saw dolphins probably about five or six

Nov 07, 2023 10:08:19 AM Me

The birdwatching here is really cool. It’s like wild kingdom with Marlin Perkins. 😂

Nov 07, 2023 10:09:27 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 37 seconds) +15185908211

They are west coast sand pipers, look it up

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Nov 07, 2023 10:11:18 AM Me

What about those little white ones that run super fast and are afraid of the water

Nov 09, 2023 12:23:47 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Hope your day is going good 😊, I got a package in mail today, it is the whole body meal, chocolate?

Nov 09, 2023 1:53:47 PM Me

Ka Chava Its good. You should make one and try it. It’s a meal substitute that is loaded with vitamins and nutrients

Nov 09, 2023 1:54:08 PM Me

You could just send it my way

Nov 10, 2023 2:14:08 PM Me

Nov 12, 2023 4:24:39 PM (Read by you after 38 seconds) +15185908211

Where is that?

Nov 12, 2023 4:25:58 PM ⇲ Me

I’m in Ojai

Nov 12, 2023 4:25:13 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

And no bites on the job front??

Nov 12, 2023 4:25:44 PM ⇲ Me

I will tell you when that happens. Otherwise, asking me kind of pointless.

Nov 12, 2023 4:25:44 PM ⇱ Me

I will tell you when that happens. Otherwise, asking me kind of pointless.
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Nov 12, 2023 4:25:58 PM ⇱ Me

I’m in Ojai
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Nov 13, 2023 8:31:22 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Your pkg got delivered this morning. mom

Nov 13, 2023 8:32:00 PM Me

Got it! 😃

Nov 13, 2023 8:32:15 PM (Read by you after 12 hours, 49 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

👍🫶🏻

Nov 14, 2023 8:45:41 AM (Read by you after 36 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, my x mas cactus is blooming already Lv mom

Nov 17, 2023 11:43:07 AM Me

My card balance

Nov 18, 2023 8:04:25 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 5 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Lucky sign 🍀

Nov 18, 2023 9:09:49 AM Me

How are things back there?

Nov 18, 2023 9:10:02 AM Me

Rain 🌧️ clears out today.

Nov 18, 2023 9:11:39 AM Me

Have a date for drinks tonight with a woman named Jan who is originally from London UK 🇬🇧 plus she’s a designer Spoke on the phone for over an hour last night and decided to meet tonight. We’ll see how it goes.

Nov 18, 2023 9:15:46 AM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +15185908211

😊

Nov 18, 2023 9:16:13 AM Me

Saw Elizabeth for first time face to face, or 10 feet away at Starbucks yesterday. Closest I’ve been to her in 6 months. I didn’t even notice her. She saw me and said hi to me. Once I realized it was her, it was a quick “hi” and right back to what I was focusing on. Didn’t engage or look at her the rest of the time as she sat at a table with some students. I wasn’t trying to do anything other than be, and that’s what I did

Nov 18, 2023 9:16:32 AM Me

She left and that was that

Nov 18, 2023 9:16:50 AM Me

Wasn’t triggered or bothered in the slightest

Nov 18, 2023 9:17:40 AM Me

I was surprised that I didn’t have any reaction. Not love, not hate, not anger, just a void.

Nov 18, 2023 9:20:16 AM Me

Realize I have to shower Haven’t in over a week. Dad would die 🤣🤣

Nov 18, 2023 9:20:51 AM Me

Going to play soccer with D and D later today

Nov 18, 2023 9:26:01 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

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Yes , shower 🚿 please, have a good time with the boys. Kept your cool 😎

Nov 18, 2023 6:32:36 PM Me

Nov 19, 2023 9:48:58 AM Me

Having a hard day

Nov 19, 2023 10:58:37 AM (Read by you after 40 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

What’s going on ? 🥹

Nov 19, 2023 10:58:37 AM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Nov 19, 2023 10:59:28 AM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

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Ok going out for a bit, answer you later

Nov 19, 2023 11:39:45 AM Me

K, I am taking Weston on a short hike. I just have been dealing with a lot of rejection lately, and it grinds me down like a dull pencil

Nov 19, 2023 11:42:23 AM +15185908211

👍🫶🏻

Nov 19, 2023 11:44:25 AM Me

No bathroom 24/7 sux Being homeless sux Being unemployed sux Rejected over and over sux Everything just sux That’s all

Nov 19, 2023 11:45:28 AM Me

I’m frustrated

Nov 19, 2023 1:15:42 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

You can always come home & go from there, have you talked to Laura? Sometimes you have to swallow your pride& and ask for a little help ☺️

Nov 19, 2023 2:11:42 PM Me

Nov 19, 2023 5:45:14 PM Me

Nov 19, 2023 5:46:01 PM Me

Plus 11:11 earlier on the watch

Nov 19, 2023 5:46:13 PM Me

Lots of numbers today

Nov 19, 2023 5:46:53 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

I have to see what 444 means?

Nov 19, 2023 5:47:25 PM Me

11 7 4 Those are my numbers from my name and birthday

Nov 19, 2023 5:49:58 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

That’s right, 444 means you are on the right path & financially too! ??

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Nov 19, 2023 5:58:03 PM +15185908211

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Nov 19, 2023 6:56:17 PM Me

Just saw this now

Nov 19, 2023 6:59:35 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Means changes are underway, 555 look it up

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Nov 19, 2023 7:15:16 PM Me

I need me some

Nov 19, 2023 7:16:27 PM Me

Walk into Starbucks and this is on Changes, Pts. 1 & 2 by Neal Francis

Nov 19, 2023 7:16:31 PM Me

Shazam

Nov 19, 2023 7:17:23 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Oh yea I know that song 🎵

Nov 22, 2023 12:32:16 PM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

What’s up today? What are you doing to do for. Thanksgiving? 🫶🏻

Nov 22, 2023 6:45:50 PM ⇲ Me

I’m camping ⛺️ Here until next Monday morning then head out to UPS for the first day

Nov 22, 2023 6:25:34 PM Me

My spirit animal

Nov 22, 2023 6:25:45 PM Me

mindbodygreen

Nov 22, 2023 6:31:21 PM Me

This one says I’m a hummingbird which I like

Nov 22, 2023 6:32:04 PM Me

http://www.riddle.com/embed/showcase/210051

Nov 22, 2023 6:32:05 PM Me

This gave me hummingbird as a result

Nov 22, 2023 6:32:43 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

👍, me too!

Nov 22, 2023 6:45:50 PM ⇱ Me

I’m camping ⛺️ Here until next Monday morning then head out to UPS for the first day
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Nov 22, 2023 6:46:49 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

How’s the weather?

Nov 22, 2023 6:48:08 PM ⇲ Me

Was low 80s in the foothills when I talk Weston and Koda (shady lady) out for a mile and a half hike

Nov 22, 2023 6:47:03 PM Me

For Thanksgiving I went and picked up the turkey today.

Nov 22, 2023 6:48:08 PM ⇱ Me

Was low 80s in the foothills when I talk Weston and Koda (shady lady) out for a mile and a half hike
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Nov 22, 2023 6:48:21 PM Me

Talk = took

Nov 22, 2023 6:48:41 PM +15185908211

😆

Nov 22, 2023 6:48:49 PM Me

Like I said to Darrell

Nov 22, 2023 6:49:02 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 6:49:25 PM Me

I’m fine. This is fine. Everything is fine.

Nov 22, 2023 6:50:08 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 6:50:28 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I feel so bad😞, it hurts me

Nov 22, 2023 6:51:39 PM Me

Know that is a choice To feel suffering. To me, it shows there is an attachment to something an idea or an “ideal.”

Nov 22, 2023 6:53:44 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

I don’t know what that means all I know is I am crying for you😿

Nov 22, 2023 6:54:16 PM Me

know that tomorrow, for everyone who is not American, by birth or naturalization, will not celebrate the holiday. Tomorrow is just another day on the calendar. It has meaning, because people attach meaning to it. There’s nothing wrong with that, nor is there anything wrong in believing the meaning to the day. However, choosing to suffer on the holiday is a choice. If anyone in this situation should feel suffering, it would be me. Earlier today there was a few hours where I felt a lot of self-pity. I felt bad because I’ve been culturally conditioned to see that spending a holiday by yourself is somehow bad. Or somehow makes a person an outcast in someway. I seen none of that at all. I know from myself I’m free of the burden of suffering over not participating in the holiday.

Nov 22, 2023 6:54:31 PM Me

One long stream of consciousness, I just spoken into the phone and have no idea if it was all transcribed to properly

Nov 22, 2023 6:56:18 PM +15185908211

👍

Nov 22, 2023 6:57:07 PM Me

I tell you with a clear mind that I am not suffering. I don’t feel bad that I am alone, nor do I feel any kind of stirred emotion. I have a highly keen, sense of awareness. Thoughts, feelings, and how emotions are lit by those things. I can stop the fire in my mind before it starts.

Nov 22, 2023 6:57:29 PM Me

I’m ok I’m alone, but aok

Nov 22, 2023 6:58:01 PM Me

it’s an adventure, right? Life that is

Nov 22, 2023 6:58:28 PM +15185908211

I also like being by myself, I feel my best sometimes

Nov 22, 2023 6:58:34 PM Me

How does one not live without doing things that they’ve not done before

Nov 22, 2023 6:58:48 PM +15185908211

?

Nov 22, 2023 6:59:07 PM Me

Life, adventure etc

Nov 22, 2023 6:59:24 PM Me

Read only what I wrote a few back

Nov 22, 2023 7:00:56 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

🫶🏻you it will be ok my thoughts & prayers are with you, Lv Mom

Nov 22, 2023 7:02:19 PM Me

Tomorrow I will be doing what many others before have done. It’s your choice in how you both See/view it And Think, feel, react. My mind is resilient and resolute in its ability to not allow things like this to impact me in a negative way intellectually or emotionally

Nov 22, 2023 7:02:58 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:03:04 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:04:06 PM +15185908211

Ok 👍

Nov 22, 2023 7:04:18 PM +15185908211

Cannot do

Nov 22, 2023 7:04:20 PM Me

I’ve had glimpses of what the cat illustrates. Simply by being stillness and following my breathing pattern

Nov 22, 2023 7:04:44 PM Me

It’s so simple, Yet so challenging to maintain

Nov 22, 2023 7:04:58 PM Me

That’s why it’s called A practice

Nov 22, 2023 7:05:47 PM Me

I hit 808 check ins on my meditation app today 😁

Nov 22, 2023 7:06:08 PM Me

Almost 3 years of experience

Nov 22, 2023 7:06:36 PM Me

Over 2 years for sure

Nov 22, 2023 7:06:44 PM +15185908211

What does that mean

Nov 22, 2023 7:07:03 PM Me

Every check-in is a day that I’ve used the app on my phone to meditate.

Nov 22, 2023 7:07:16 PM Me

So that equals 808 days of meditation

Nov 22, 2023 7:07:28 PM +15185908211

Oh ok

Nov 22, 2023 7:07:34 PM Me

I speak on contemplating what my swami name will be

Nov 22, 2023 7:08:01 PM Me

🤣🤣🤣

Nov 22, 2023 7:08:27 PM +15185908211

Lol

Nov 22, 2023 7:08:42 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:09:04 PM Me

Could do that for a few hours. Would be nice

Nov 22, 2023 7:09:43 PM +15185908211

👍

Nov 22, 2023 7:09:53 PM Me

it’s incredibly powerful to be able to turn your mind off and not move to the point where you don’t feel the edge of your skin, and you are just being, there is no doing in your body or mind

Nov 22, 2023 7:10:46 PM +15185908211

But then reality hits

Nov 22, 2023 7:10:48 PM Me

The thing is as soon as you say “oh my goodness I wasn’t thinking!” When I first was able to get in that space, that would happen and break it. But now I’m able to avoid that entirely

Nov 22, 2023 7:11:20 PM Me

It’s like being in a state of flow or riding a wave or let’s say you’re in the groove one night while bowling that kind of thing

Nov 22, 2023 7:11:34 PM Me

Like “I can’t miss “

Nov 22, 2023 7:11:50 PM +15185908211

Yea nice 😊

Nov 22, 2023 7:12:04 PM Me

On those days when everything falls into places really nice. Just like a life not every meditation is like that, nor is every day perfectly blissful

Nov 22, 2023 7:12:50 PM Me

Some days meditations, dredge up things you forgot, and you cry during the meditation but then you’re able to be with it to the point where it doesn’t affect you anymore it just is what it is a memory of something from the past

Nov 22, 2023 7:13:24 PM Me

Thing is when people judge up some of that stuff. It makes them far too uncomfortable, so they avoid it and distract themselves with nonsense.

Nov 22, 2023 7:14:18 PM Me

Oh crap, I just realized how late it is there you’re probably into your shows I’ll let you go. Besides, I want to do some art I’m gonna make a design from my photographs of chief Peak that I sent you. Remember how I turned him sideways and it was really easy to see? I’m gonna make it design for a T-shirt out of that, and maybe a poster

Nov 22, 2023 7:14:43 PM Me

| See if any of the local stores want to sell T-shirts, stickers and posters, etc. the design
Edited 11 seconds later | See if any of the local stores want to sell T-shirts, stickers and posters, etc. of the design

Nov 22, 2023 7:15:08 PM Me

I’ve wanted to do this for years, but I’ve never had the Cajones to do it

Nov 22, 2023 7:15:31 PM Me

Cajones = balls

Nov 22, 2023 7:16:08 PM Me

A touch of my Spanglish 😂😂

Nov 22, 2023 7:17:48 PM Me

A question for you. If you could get your hands on let’s say gift wrap paper that had cool designs of birds on it. Would that be something you would buy? Or bird lovers would buy you think? I have an idea and I read something today online about using AI to create some new business ideas and I want to give it a try, but before I spend time doing that, I wanted to see what you think. Maybe I will try one tonight that is created design for wrapping paper, and send it to you to see what you think.

Nov 22, 2023 7:18:46 PM +15185908211

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Yea I know what that means, but chief t shirt is a good idea 👍 & yes our shows are on tx you tommrow 🫶🏻

Nov 22, 2023 7:19:11 PM Me

If the you looks like something either you or you think a bird lover would buy then I might pursue this idea as a side hustle. I can invest a few hours upfront, creating, perhaps three dozen different designs for different types of birds and then put them online. Once people buy them the company, I upload the artwork to take care of printing and mailing and all that shit. Then I get my percentage.

Nov 22, 2023 7:19:57 PM Me

All I need to do is come up with the designs upload, and then promote them

Nov 22, 2023 7:20:26 PM Me

All that technical stuff is super easy for me. Becoming up with these business ideas, I might as well bang my head against the brick. It’s just not something that falls into my brain easily.

Nov 22, 2023 7:21:43 PM +15185908211

Excellent idea

Nov 22, 2023 7:21:54 PM +15185908211

It does mine

Nov 22, 2023 7:45:25 PM Me

Cool. I know it’s getting late there, so I’ll text you here when I have a few designs and you can look in the morning I’ll email them to dad so you can see them large scale on his screen the size it would be if it were real.

Nov 22, 2023 7:45:46 PM Me

If it looks good text me back and let me know

Nov 22, 2023 7:45:59 PM Me

Started tomorrow, and hopefully have a store built by the end of the

Nov 22, 2023 7:46:02 PM Me

Day

Nov 22, 2023 7:46:26 PM Me

Then I can get Darrell‘s help in promoting it. He knows how to promote shit online and get it all over the place.

Nov 22, 2023 7:47:16 PM Me

OK, sleep well. Know that I am safe at a campsite. I’m not on the street and I’m enjoying myself quite honestly.

Nov 22, 2023 7:47:46 PM +15185908211

👍🫶🏻

Nov 22, 2023 7:50:14 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:50:21 PM Me

It’s pretty dark here. That’s the best I could do with the exposure.

Nov 22, 2023 7:50:35 PM Me

The light is where my picnic table is with all my crap

Nov 22, 2023 7:50:53 PM Me

The downtown lights of Ojai are just beyond the trees

Nov 22, 2023 7:51:21 PM Me

😴💤🥱

Nov 22, 2023 7:51:50 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:51:58 PM Me

My pic is funny

Nov 22, 2023 7:52:32 PM Me

Nov 22, 2023 7:52:46 PM Me

Grizzly Adam’s

Nov 22, 2023 7:53:27 PM Me

www.google.com

Nov 22, 2023 7:53:39 PM +15185908211

I see🙄 , yes I see you, Santa 🎅

Nov 22, 2023 7:53:52 PM Me

Remember him from when I was a kid

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:08 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Oh yea!

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:20 PM Me

Every time my beard grows long, I think of Grizzly Adams

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:30 PM +15185908211

Lol

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:31 PM Me

I’m going to find that old movie and watch it

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:43 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:45 PM Me

OK good night I’m sure we’ll chat or FaceTime tomorrow

Nov 22, 2023 7:54:56 PM +15185908211

👍👍

Nov 22, 2023 7:55:04 PM Me

And I know that Darrell and the girls are at Tricia’s tonight

Nov 22, 2023 7:55:24 PM Me

Maybe Aunt Pat is headed to Trisha’s? After all she does have her new kitchen, which is really awesome.

Nov 22, 2023 7:55:55 PM Me

You guys should come back out this way and make sure you stop and take time to visit Aunt Pat and Tree and Don when you come out for Darragh’s graduation

Nov 22, 2023 7:56:13 PM +15185908211

👍

Nov 22, 2023 7:56:16 PM Me

Maybe on the way back, that way you could stay as long as you like

Nov 22, 2023 7:56:31 PM Me

It may be on the way out here. You could pick up Aunt Pat and she might want to come out and see Whitey graduate.

Nov 22, 2023 7:56:47 PM Me

😂

Nov 22, 2023 7:56:48 PM +15185908211

Sounds better

Nov 22, 2023 7:57:32 PM Me

take the girls with you from Darrell and Sarah bring them out to California. They know me all too well and I've told them endless stories about my boys, but they've never met any of them and they will all be there.

Nov 22, 2023 7:57:53 PM Me

Then, again, that is a lot of kid energy for quite a long time

Nov 22, 2023 7:57:59 PM Me

OK good night

Nov 22, 2023 7:58:05 PM +15185908211

CaliShe is coming to Whities grad, she is going to stay at her friends in

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Nov 22, 2023 7:58:05 PM Me

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Nov 22, 2023 7:58:27 PM Me

Port Hueneme

Nov 22, 2023 7:58:41 PM Me

Why-knee-me

Nov 22, 2023 7:59:17 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Oh my knee😂😂😂

Nov 22, 2023 7:59:28 PM Me

Hahaha

Nov 22, 2023 7:59:39 PM Me

K nighty night

Nov 22, 2023 7:59:49 PM (Read by you after 31 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 22, 2023 8:01:20 PM Me

https://apple.news/AVMGsu6RyT4-99EIIJ52i5g

Nov 22, 2023 8:02:40 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 27 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Lol 😂

Nov 23, 2023 8:29:39 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Happy Turkey 🦃 Day to you

Nov 23, 2023 8:48:20 AM Me

Thx ☺️ You too.

Nov 23, 2023 12:12:09 PM Me

‼️

Nov 23, 2023 12:13:07 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Wow just watching crab flick,

Nov 23, 2023 12:25:29 PM Me

That is hilarious

Nov 23, 2023 12:25:45 PM Me

You’ve seen the dog and cat ones, yes?

Nov 23, 2023 12:26:21 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Not yet just going out door

Nov 23, 2023 12:26:39 PM Me

K i’m going to town to run some errands and then back up here to do some painting

Nov 23, 2023 12:26:52 PM Me

I need to finish the house painting and the Townhall painting

Nov 23, 2023 12:29:33 PM Me

Also, I do have bird designs from last night but the files were enormous. Too hard to transfer from here at the campground. When I get to Starbucks and I’m on Wi-Fi, I will email dad few image ideas for things like wrapping paper mugs, etc..

Nov 23, 2023 2:43:25 PM Me

Hi, I emailed Dad the bird artwork. I’ll share one of them here with you that I created with AI. I did them in the style of John Audubon.

Nov 23, 2023 2:43:58 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Northern Cardinal

Nov 23, 2023 5:22:58 PM Me

Mom, have you asked Dad to open the email to look at these images big on the screen

Nov 23, 2023 5:24:10 PM Me

I think these look very good, so I went ahead and asked the AI to make one for seven birds in each of the five regions. So I will have a total of 35 different birds and vegetation represented. It’s going to be Northeast Southeast Midwest Southwest Northwest

Nov 23, 2023 5:26:53 PM Me

I have the lists, and I asked AI to generate the top seven birds in each of those regions, and it spit them out with maybe 10 word descriptions along with it. Then I took the list of those bird names and created a prompt Prompts are what you give AI to do something. So I can prompt it by saying write me a story about a kid down on his luck. So that’s what it will do. And it does this based on the prompt So for this particular piece of artwork, I asked for an image of BIRD in a pattern, showing the BIRD at different sizes. Make the birds sit Amongst foliage it is typically seen amongst Make these images in the style of John Audubon’s birds of America

Nov 23, 2023 5:27:21 PM Me

So if I ask it that last paragraph, and where it says bird in YOU swap in the name of whatever you’re looking for, it creates some thing that looks like that cardinal I sent you

Nov 23, 2023 5:28:44 PM Me

Have my store open online you can go buy some wrapping paper and have it delivered. I’ll be very curious to see what you think of the quality. I’m going to be setting this up onto two or three different websites where people can buy this pattern and have it put on just about anything.

Nov 23, 2023 5:29:16 PM Me

When I have the stores set up, I’ll send you and Dad the links and you can go take a look. I have a suspicion. You’re gonna want the cardinal, the Bluejay, and perhaps one of the hummingbirds.

Nov 23, 2023 5:33:32 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Not yet we are still at Russ& Jens👍

Nov 23, 2023 5:33:41 PM Me

Ok

Nov 23, 2023 5:34:41 PM Me

The guy whose idea I’m following set this up for flowers, in the store just sat there and in one month with nothing it generated 300 bucks. He knows people that have a large enough library of things they are selling that make upwards of $7000 a month, that’s 96K a year

Nov 23, 2023 5:36:24 PM Me

So I have artwork and I’ve already set up two out of three stores. I need to put in some PayPal info and upload the images and descriptions Then after that I will create an Instagram account and a Twitter account and publish the URL and pictures of the work online to try and get people buying If people start buying, I will take the money and invest in a Facebook advertising campaign and have Darrell help set me up. Then I have the potential to make lots of money. At least it will be set up to do it. It’s a matter of getting it noticed And getting it in front of people and in groups that are interested in that kind of thing online

Nov 23, 2023 5:38:08 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 sounds good

Nov 23, 2023 5:38:58 PM Me

There are a lot of people making money online from far stupider crap

Nov 23, 2023 5:39:43 PM Me

Any idea I’ve ever had about setting something up online to make money I’ve always shied away from it never spent the time doing it because I figure it would never work. Something I learned and should’ve implemented long ago is that you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take

Nov 23, 2023 5:57:49 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

That’s right don’t ask don’t get

Nov 23, 2023 6:27:15 PM Me

Watching??

Nov 23, 2023 6:27:55 PM (Read by you after 49 seconds) +15185908211

Sent with Normal effect

Nov 23, 2023 6:28:56 PM Me

Got it live

Nov 23, 2023 6:29:33 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Excellent 😊

Nov 23, 2023 6:29:52 PM (Read by you after 30 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Yes

Nov 23, 2023 6:34:04 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Oh shit

Nov 23, 2023 7:00:47 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 23, 2023 7:01:09 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Declan

Nov 23, 2023 7:04:14 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Nov 23, 2023 7:04:33 PM Me

Nice

Nov 23, 2023 7:09:34 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Nov 23, 2023 7:25:29 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 24, 2023 10:57:46 AM Me

Just now

Nov 25, 2023 3:23:07 PM Me

I just got this, I rarely get twos, I don’t think I’ve ever gotten 2s

Nov 27, 2023 9:40:45 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning & good luck today 🥰

Nov 27, 2023 10:28:49 AM Me

Thanks!

Nov 27, 2023 10:29:14 AM Me

Currently charging my car and then on my way to target to buy some boots with steel toes. They want you wearing heavy duty shoes in case you drop boxes on your feet.

Nov 27, 2023 10:29:55 AM Me

And sadly, I had to peel all the stickers off the back of my car, because UPS want people delivering their packages with stickers showing anything. Which if you’re running a corporation makes sense you wouldn’t want people with political stickers on their cars and then people create a mess

Nov 27, 2023 10:30:27 AM Me

But I want $23 an hour so I’m happy to peel my stickers off. Two of them ripped, heckle fish and the I went outside today sticker. The others are stuck to other things maybe one day I’ll be able to put them back in the car for now that’s it.

Nov 27, 2023 10:31:33 AM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Poor heckle fish 🐠

Nov 27, 2023 11:25:51 AM Me

Buying new steel tip boots like I said. These are pretty cool. They are sketchers and they’re like high top sneakers Quite comfortable

Nov 27, 2023 11:43:39 AM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

👍 , that’s what I wear sketchers sneakers, good choice

Nov 27, 2023 12:12:14 PM Me

Just now as I got in the car. Today was just paperwork and confirming we exist. Now I wait to get contacted by a supervisor and then I go on route with the supervisor and learn how to work the software and check packages so that they know they’re delivered . So that I just have to wait for the call and be ready to rock ‘n’ roll.

Nov 27, 2023 12:12:58 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Nov 28, 2023 3:22:41 PM Me

Nov 28, 2023 3:23:21 PM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

👀

Nov 28, 2023 4:13:18 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

222 means your ex is thinking of you, look it up

Nov 28, 2023 4:13:36 PM Me

Whoa 😳

Nov 28, 2023 4:15:36 PM Me

Been hanging out, or dating a new woman since Sunday and it’s going well. You would like her ALOT. She’s from humble beginnings

Nov 28, 2023 4:15:50 PM Me

A fighter and a great mom

Nov 28, 2023 4:16:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

???

Nov 28, 2023 4:16:45 PM Me

We’re going to dinner tonight

Nov 28, 2023 4:17:33 PM (Read by you after 35 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 🙂

Nov 28, 2023 4:18:08 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 32 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

Enjoy 😉

Nov 28, 2023 4:18:56 PM Me

She lives in Ventura with her boys Ezra 20, and Owen 17 Raised them by herself

Nov 28, 2023 4:19:13 PM Me

She’s mid 40s

Nov 28, 2023 4:19:24 PM Me

Russ and Jenn’s age

Nov 28, 2023 4:19:58 PM Me

Actually no, she’s younger. Born in 1980

Nov 28, 2023 4:20:50 PM Me

She is wise and has deep street smarts

Nov 28, 2023 4:21:52 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 29 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

That’s good 😊 just take it easy, and enjoy yourself , did you get your heater

Nov 28, 2023 6:53:52 PM ⇲ Me

Got the heater. I’m not rushing into getting married. A girlfriend, however, would be fun. Better than aloneness I’ve had enough of that. I’m ready to connect with someone new and ready to get back “full normal” If we’re enjoying each others company then it’s okay 👌

Nov 28, 2023 6:51:09 PM Me

Just saw 5 fives

Nov 28, 2023 6:53:52 PM ⇱ Me

Got the heater. I’m not rushing into getting married. A girlfriend, however, would be fun. Better than aloneness I’ve had enough of that. I’m ready to connect with someone new and ready to get back “full normal” If we’re enjoying each others company then it’s okay 👌
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Nov 28, 2023 6:56:14 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 25 seconds) +15185908211

Your right, have a great time, go with the flow 😉

Nov 28, 2023 6:57:47 PM (Read by you after 8 hours, 58 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Lv you 🥰

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Nov 29, 2023 2:18:34 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi! Has such a great evening last night. Conversation so fluid and absorbing that I didnt notice we were the last people in the restaurant and shut it down. Being with her is effortless and relaxing. Its like being with no other person in my life so far—a unique experience. And I am happy to know that she is also present to the pace at which “this” or “we” move. We are not running off to Las Vegas to get married. That said I’ve put my dating app on pause because I want to focus on her. If I’m honest with myself I am a one-woman-at-a-time guy. I can’t be jumping back and forth, it would feel very weird to me, anyhow just sharing what’s going on.

Nov 29, 2023 2:19:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

And I’ve shared all of that with her as well. I am transparent with what I’m thinking and feeling, and unafraid to share—no more suppression, and deal with things rationally 😊

Nov 29, 2023 2:20:18 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m being smart with my heart.

Nov 29, 2023 2:21:16 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211

That sounds, really smart, also glad you had a great time🥰

Nov 29, 2023 3:22:37 PM Me

Nov 29, 2023 3:27:07 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

🙄🤨

Nov 29, 2023 9:46:30 PM Me

MANSCAPED

Nov 29, 2023 9:46:30 PM Me

I like this 🎄

Dec 06, 2023 8:21:38 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, how is Santa’s deliveries going? Hope all is well, any news on the big job hunt? Prayed for you at church yesterday at Aunt Sandy’s Mass 🫶🏻😘

Dec 07, 2023 3:16:43 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Don’t forget to wish A Pot a happy birthday day, it’s today

Dec 07, 2023 3:17:17 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Dec 07, 2023 3:18:32 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 09, 2023 4:17:43 PM Me

Hi 👋 I was supposed to get paid by UPS yesterday but it never showed up. I’m not sure what’s going on and I don’t know who to contact. I have to wait at least until Monday before I can do anything. So wondering if I might be able to borrow money because I have 7 bucks to my name right now

Dec 09, 2023 4:24:05 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

How much

Dec 09, 2023 4:53:03 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

???

Dec 09, 2023 5:10:07 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

Are you there?

Dec 09, 2023 5:14:03 PM Me

Hi

Dec 09, 2023 5:14:08 PM Me

I was driving

Dec 09, 2023 5:14:24 PM Me

Two or 300

Dec 09, 2023 5:15:08 PM Me

Food, charge car, and “in case of emergency”

Dec 09, 2023 5:15:32 PM Me

And Starbucks with boys tomorrow morning 🙏

Dec 09, 2023 5:17:15 PM Me

I just tried charging the car and I couldn’t reload from my bank account because it was too low

Dec 09, 2023 5:17:50 PM Me

I’ve not been living extravagantly either

Dec 09, 2023 5:18:07 PM +15185908211

Dad is taxing you now

Dec 09, 2023 5:18:28 PM Me

K

Dec 09, 2023 5:33:22 PM Me

I replied

Dec 09, 2023 5:37:19 PM +15185908211

Waiting for Russ to get home, very shortly and Dad is going to vemo the money through Russ, will let you know when

Dec 09, 2023 5:45:01 PM Me

Okay

Dec 09, 2023 5:45:28 PM Me

THANK YOU
Sent with Echo

Dec 09, 2023 5:46:44 PM Me

I’m actually working on sending resumes now 😊

Dec 09, 2023 5:51:50 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Don’t forget to thank your father 🫶🏻Mom

Dec 09, 2023 5:53:08 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Russ just sent, ck

Dec 09, 2023 5:53:29 PM Me

Yeah, I’m working with him right now to get it into my bank account. I’ve got a set something up and then the money will move.

Dec 09, 2023 5:53:34 PM Me

Dec 09, 2023 5:54:50 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Nice sunset

Dec 09, 2023 5:55:01 PM Me

Yes

Dec 09, 2023 5:55:15 PM Me

Really nice here today

Dec 09, 2023 7:18:37 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 24 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Everything work out ok? Mom

Dec 10, 2023 8:43:36 AM Me

Yes

Dec 10, 2023 8:43:48 AM Me

Got the 💰

Dec 10, 2023 8:48:07 AM Me

Btw, I’ve met someone I’m smitten with. Her name is Jenica and she lives in Ventura with her two boys Owen (17) and Ezra (20). She is quite into me, and we’ve talked and decided we’re a “thing” now, girlfriend/boyfriend. I REALLY like her

Dec 10, 2023 8:48:41 AM Me

I feel relaxed and happy with her

Dec 10, 2023 8:50:25 AM Me

And she knows my situation and is wanting to be emotionally supportive while I work to get ground under my feet again.

Dec 10, 2023 8:50:40 AM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

Good,Merry x mas, the list you sent for Dec was to late,,we already bought the boys some stuff and is wrapped& ready to go. He can buy them with his Xmas money or have Liz get them. The well is getting dry

Dec 10, 2023 8:51:10 AM Me

Understand

Dec 10, 2023 8:53:33 AM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211

Oh Wow, just take it slow🫶🏻 Mom

Dec 10, 2023 8:54:20 AM Me

We’ve talked about that, and we both agree to take it slow

Dec 10, 2023 8:54:29 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 47 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 16, 2023 8:53:44 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning Santa 🎅, how’s delivering going, & how are things going, any bites on job front? Also a pkg should be there on Monday so tell the boys to look for it , tell them not to open it, it’s their x mas gifts, also I will be mailing the boys cards from Aunt Pot , that 300 demerit was your x mas gift 🎁 🫶🏻. Mom& Dad

Dec 16, 2023 8:57:42 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 10 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Never mind don’t tell the boys to look for it because they will open it, ask Liz to look for it on Monday & the cards too

Dec 16, 2023 11:08:57 AM Me

Ok

Dec 18, 2023 2:13:41 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 59 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 18, 2023 2:14:11 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 58 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 18, 2023 2:14:56 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 58 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Dec 19, 2023 11:23:59 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 6 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, how’s things going? How “s. Santas deliveries?

Dec 20, 2023 10:14:19 AM ⇲ Me

Things are ok. Bummed I’m not able to get Christmas presents for the boys this year. Dealing with my feelings of failure around that and life in general. If anything the holidays INTENSIFY all my negative thoughts and feelings. So I’m surviving, that’s at least something I’m doing ok with. Otherwise I try not to think about life too much because it hurts so deeply. I’m pushing myself to show up everyday and not give up on living until the universe decides otherwise. So for now I’m surviving, not existing, happy or thriving, just making it from waking up to sleep each day and working to get the next job in my field.

Dec 20, 2023 10:15:41 AM ⇲ Me

Been raining here past two days and rain for next 2 days. Rain amps up my negative mood and energy

Dec 20, 2023 10:16:02 AM ⇲ Me

Maybe why I’m so negative.

Dec 19, 2023 2:52:09 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 38 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

The boys pkg delivered today, tell Liz, Also an enevelope from Aunt Pot should get there on Thursday

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Dec 19, 2023 7:31:12 PM Me

I sent Declan your contact information so that he could send questions about what to open so he can get his PJs be on the lookout 👀

Dec 19, 2023 7:39:24 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 26 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

He will have to wait till x mas eve they are all in one bundle for each

Dec 19, 2023 7:41:16 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 24 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Each has his own bundle

Dec 20, 2023 10:14:19 AM ⇱ Me

Things are ok. Bummed I’m not able to get Christmas presents for the boys this year. Dealing with my feelings of failure around that and life in general. If anything the holidays INTENSIFY all my negative thoughts and feelings. So I’m surviving, that’s at least something I’m doing ok with. Otherwise I try not to think about life too much because it hurts so deeply. I’m pushing myself to show up everyday and not give up on living until the universe decides otherwise. So for now I’m surviving, not existing, happy or thriving, just making it from waking up to sleep each day and working to get the next job in my field.
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Dec 20, 2023 10:15:41 AM ⇱ Me

Been raining here past two days and rain for next 2 days. Rain amps up my negative mood and energy
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Dec 20, 2023 10:16:02 AM ⇱ Me

Maybe why I’m so negative.
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Dec 20, 2023 10:31:59 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

I think the boys will understand your situation, I tried to face time Declan but to no avail, I will try later & Darragh too. We have been having warm weather here & lots of rain , it flooded down on South St. I sent you a vid of the Cohoes falls with a rainbow 🌈, I hope you feel better , you can always come home& bring the boys with you. I worry about you all the time, please take care of yourself. Love Mom

Dec 20, 2023 4:35:37 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 8 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

Take the boys out for breakfast or Starbucks and tell them x mas is not all about gifts it’s about love being with the ones you love ❤️ and celebration of Christs birthday, being together is more important than anything else in the world 🌎 love Mom

Dec 20, 2023 5:44:32 PM Me

Dec 20, 2023 5:47:42 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 2 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

😳 wow

Dec 21, 2023 3:31:34 PM Me

I got paid last night and my car and another bill hit. I have seven bucks to live off of for an entire week.

Dec 21, 2023 4:57:53 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

What did you do with the 300.00? It was your x mas gift. What were you thinking , we can’t keep subsiding you , you are into us for over 10.000 It’s cheaper to come home & live here, you need to get your shit in a pile, no more excuses. I know it’s tough but you need to pull yourself together & concentrate on a real job in a office or otherwise, worry about you not everyone else, the boys are big enough to understand what’s going on they will survive you need to survive, so here is 150.00 for the week use it wisely, because that is it the Bank is closed. We don’t want you to go hungry

Dec 21, 2023 5:11:30 PM Me

The 300 was spent on food, laundry, and charging car. It was in my bank account so bills got paid too.

Dec 21, 2023 5:11:59 PM Me

Am I going to go east without my car? I can’t survive out there without a car.

Dec 21, 2023 5:14:04 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 45 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Dad just sent 300

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Dec 21, 2023 5:22:44 PM (Read by you after 15 hours, 36 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Money was sent to you account

Dec 22, 2023 8:59:35 AM Me

Thank you for your kindness

Dec 22, 2023 8:59:53 AM Me

Working today and tomorrow

Dec 22, 2023 9:00:13 AM Me

Online right now looking for more opportunities

Dec 25, 2023 7:27:22 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 25 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, Merry Christmas 🎄 Love ❤️ Mom&Dad

Dec 25, 2023 9:02:05 AM Me

Hi 👋 good morning Merry Christmas 🎁

Dec 25, 2023 6:58:00 PM Me

I want to express my deep, heartfelt gratitude for all your and Dads help this year. It’s been the worst year of my life so far and yeah let’s just hope it goes up from here. With ♥️ Bert

Dec 25, 2023 7:03:34 PM Me

Got water Almost there

Dec 25, 2023 7:08:03 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

You are our son we would do it without question , and it will go up from here I know it . Love ❤️ you very much Mom& Dad, wish you were here, should of never let you go🫶🏻

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Dec 25, 2023 7:12:41 PM (Read by you after 22 seconds) +15185908211

Got water almost here? What

Dec 25, 2023 7:13:12 PM Me

That was meant for somebody else. No worries.

Dec 25, 2023 7:13:21 PM +15185908211

👍

Dec 25, 2023 7:13:56 PM +15185908211

Watching 49’ers game

Dec 27, 2023 5:45:44 PM Me

Today

Dec 27, 2023 5:47:24 PM (Read by you after 54 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 😮 any luck 🍀 on the job front?

Dec 27, 2023 5:53:44 PM Me

I'm working hard on my end applying and following up. Most businesses aren't doing anything between Christmas and New Year No more UPS work so figuring out next step Also, messed up my back and left leg last Friday working. Have not been able to walk without sharp nerve pain in my leg for 5 days now. Can't see chiropractor until 8th. Sux

Dec 27, 2023 6:56:15 PM Me

Wow 😮

Dec 28, 2023 11:10:20 AM (Read by you after 36 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Need to go to Trader Joe’s or Cisco? Need food money & charge money

Dec 28, 2023 7:12:13 PM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

The water comm ing over the wall, was not near you was it ? It was on the beach oin Ventura, people were running & screaming 😱

Dec 28, 2023 8:04:01 PM Me

It was on the streets of Ventura today. Just streets running parallel with the beach

Dec 28, 2023 8:05:16 PM Me

I’m not sure if there were injuries or not

Dec 28, 2023 8:05:32 PM Me

They did have some streets blocked off, but things look to be cleared up in Ventura now

Dec 28, 2023 8:07:07 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Dec 29, 2023 2:11:59 PM Me

Dec 30, 2023 6:56:15 PM Me

Dec 30, 2023 7:42:41 PM Me

Hi, I’m trying to stretch my bucks until I can get $ from one last place I have some. A Fidelity account from my Jensen Design days. Not much but it will keep me going thru the end of the soccer season if I am frugal.

Dec 30, 2023 7:43:06 PM Me

I’ve been in Starbucks since 9am working on my stuff.

Dec 30, 2023 7:44:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Many proposals sent out and another 10 applications. I found another great set of opportunities — people looking for SENIOR designers. Anyhow I’m feeling good about things going into January — Something is going to hit, maybe even more than one.

Dec 30, 2023 7:46:02 PM Me

Question for you. Could I use your Mastercard ending in 6267, with expiration 12/2026 to order my med refills? Its $105 for all 3 scripts — 90 day supply of each. Heart med, 2 anti-depressants. LMK and thanks 😊

Dec 30, 2023 8:15:51 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Ok 👍

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Dec 30, 2023 8:19:50 PM (Read by you after 33 seconds) +15185908211

Lv 😘 mom& Dad praying 🙏 on job front

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Dec 30, 2023 8:22:33 PM Me

Just ordered it. Already have confirmation. THANK YOU

Dec 30, 2023 8:25:20 PM +15185908211

😘

Dec 30, 2023 8:25:50 PM Me

Just leaving Starbucks now. Been working for 10.5 hours

Dec 30, 2023 8:28:13 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 36 seconds) +15185908211

Time to rest😴

Dec 30, 2023 8:38:19 PM Me

One screencap of all the apps I’ve submitted

Dec 30, 2023 8:40:13 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

👍 I thought you had a bite on that co from earlier

Dec 30, 2023 9:10:16 PM Me

Which?

Dec 30, 2023 9:10:39 PM Me

I’ve applied to some multiple times for different positions at the same place

Dec 31, 2023 2:11:35 PM Me

Just now

Dec 31, 2023 2:14:38 PM (Read by you after 40 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

Wow good numbers👍

Dec 31, 2023 7:10:31 PM Me

Dec 31, 2023 10:02:57 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Happy new year

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Dec 31, 2023 10:07:21 PM Me

YouTube

Dec 31, 2023 10:07:42 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

lol

Dec 31, 2023 10:10:26 PM Me

The best

Jan 03, 2024 1:13:13 PM Me

Jan 03, 2024 1:16:00 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

😳

Jan 03, 2024 1:21:29 PM Me

I know

Jan 03, 2024 1:21:48 PM Me

Good contact with a recruiter today 🙏

Jan 03, 2024 1:22:09 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 50 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

👍🙏🫶🏻

Jan 03, 2024 6:56:07 PM Me

Today

Jan 03, 2024 6:58:52 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 9 seconds) +15185908211

I have to look up angel numbers

Jan 03, 2024 7:06:36 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

1212 means money& finicial future

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Jan 03, 2024 8:12:08 PM Me

I just saw two of my three numerology numbers

Jan 05, 2024 12:11:56 PM Me

Jan 11, 2024 11:11:15 AM Me

It's 1/11 today. You know I'll see 11:11 :-)

Jan 11, 2024 12:12:07 PM Me

It happened!! 11:11 on 1/11

Jan 11, 2024 12:12:08 PM Me

I was waiting for my computer to upload a file and glanced at the clock, bingo!!

Jan 11, 2024 12:13:18 PM +15185908211

Ha Ha 😆

Jan 14, 2024 2:12:48 PM Me

Happy Sunday! Hope all is well. On the road, but can call later when. I'm back in town

Jan 14, 2024 2:22:10 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 1 second) +15185908211

Everyone here is good, got some snow today. Power went out, just came back on. Yes got to cg my phone, tk later 🫶🏻

Jan 14, 2024 7:22:48 PM Me

I’ll call tomorrow Too late now

Jan 14, 2024 7:23:08 PM Me

All good here

Jan 14, 2024 7:23:32 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 32 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jan 15, 2024 6:55:44 AM Me

Jan 16, 2024 9:01:36 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, at Starbucks working. Darragh has an away game today at Villanova School (I think you guys know where that is—it’s in Ojai). We kickoff at 3pm PST. Not sure about video stream but I can keep you posted. My back has been being difficult in my attempts to get back to feeling 100%. It keeps tweaking and causing these micro spasms. Anyhow, lots of followups for me today with recruiters and companies. I’m part of a new job search group recommended by a friend. We’re starting meetings this week. Its called “never search alone.” I

Jan 16, 2024 9:01:51 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m excited to help others, and get help.

Jan 16, 2024 10:26:32 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

On a side note I’m wondering if I could ask a favor. I know… another favor. 😟 I’m wanting to get a new online therapist. Feeling the need to talk to a professional and someone that doesn’t know me or my situation. I would like to work with someone who has a totally clean perspective. Someone who never knew me living under that roof. I’ve looked into pricing and the difference is $10 between BetterHelp, and Cerebral (where I meet with the psych doc for meds). I

Jan 16, 2024 10:29:29 AM Me

I’m in Starbucks and you’re making all my devices go nuts

Jan 16, 2024 10:30:27 AM Me

The cost is $80 per week, $320 a month. I just emailed the HR woman at Thacher to see if I can get reimbursed thru healthcare plan. Let me get that answer first and I’ll reach out again

Jan 16, 2024 10:30:43 AM Me

That’s once a week meeting.

Jan 16, 2024 10:31:09 AM Me

I’ll connect later this afternoon, around 3-4 pm your time

Jan 16, 2024 10:33:34 AM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Trying to face time you a couple times, need info for Dara grad 🧑‍🎓 , is that covered under your insurance with Liz ?

Jan 16, 2024 10:33:51 AM Me

I’m checking

Jan 16, 2024 10:34:15 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 38 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Kk. , ft later

Jan 16, 2024 12:12:38 PM Me

Jan 16, 2024 12:13:12 PM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow 😯

Jan 16, 2024 1:14:39 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Quick update. I pay up front, then submit a superbill for reimbursement. So I do get something back.

Jan 16, 2024 1:14:51 PM Me

Heading over to the school to get the team.

Jan 16, 2024 2:11:42 PM Me

Just now Wow

Jan 18, 2024 5:46:25 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 11 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

What was the score? Good game

Jan 18, 2024 5:49:07 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 9 minutes) +15185908211

What’s going on

Jan 18, 2024 9:58:17 PM Me

Was 0-0 tie

Jan 27, 2024 7:45:43 PM Me

You will enjoy meeting Jenica. She’s raised 2 boys (Ezra 22, and Owen, 16) on her own. She has a great personality and spirit. She’s unapologetically Jenica. She takes shit from no one. For example she has a wall hanging with “Boss Ass Bitch” on it and said it was on the wall behind her when she was project manager on a construction site. Her background is construction management and property management. She’s really creative at designing spaces, houses etc

Jan 27, 2024 7:46:49 PM Me

she’s unconventional and the most amazing mom to her boys. She calls them “my babies”

Jan 27, 2024 7:48:12 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

She sounds great 😊

Jan 27, 2024 8:10:08 PM Me

I know, and I’m not trying to set an expectation, that you will enjoy “shooting the shit” with her and sharing stories back and forth

Jan 27, 2024 8:12:22 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Looking forward to that 😋

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Jan 31, 2024 11:56:41 AM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 2 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry , I was in hallway with Madeline, so any way we got the place from Liz’s friend Sheri, got a good Deal.Also A pot is coming too& stay with us, you might have to pick her up at airport, will let you know details later. We are coming in on May27or 28 , leave on the 3rd of June, there is a banquet the night before, as far as I know there is no other parties, will fill you in if there is anything. Any news on job front😊 Lv MOM

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Feb 04, 2024 11:00:00 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Warning , just on news, Ventura co, & Ojai rain up to 7/ 1/2 “. Be careful Mom

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Feb 04, 2024 11:00:33 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

They are sandbagging in Ojai

Feb 04, 2024 11:17:00 AM Me

Thanks for the heads up 😁 I’m in Ventura at Jenica’s. We’re safe in this area. It’s supposed to rain hard starting in 2 hours and then continue until 6 or 7pm tonight

Feb 04, 2024 11:17:42 AM Me

I’ll try to FaceTime you later.

Feb 04, 2024 11:18:08 AM +15185908211

Let the Boys know

Feb 04, 2024 12:34:52 PM Me

Ok

Feb 04, 2024 12:35:28 PM Me

Do remember they’re at over 1,000 feet above sea level 😁

Feb 04, 2024 12:35:37 PM Me

Rain is picking up now

Feb 06, 2024 2:14:05 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I caught both of these today… Bananas

Feb 06, 2024 2:14:56 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Woah 🤯

Feb 06, 2024 6:55:51 PM Me

3 in one day

Feb 09, 2024 6:44:22 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

Just sent Dar a nice message 😍

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Feb 12, 2024 5:45:44 PM Me

Just now. 4 is one of my three main numbers in numerology not to mention the soccer jersey number I wore forever

Feb 14, 2024 9:52:07 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, hope all is going well, said 🙏 for you last night to find work, you know you can always come home🥰. FYI , we cancled the cabin on Rockaway, it was too small. So I found Hummingbird Inn for our dates , I had Tree do the confirmation , all set May27- June 3

Feb 14, 2024 9:52:42 AM Me

Ok

Feb 14, 2024 9:56:58 PM Me

❤️❤️❤️

Feb 15, 2024 6:56:08 PM Me

Feb 18, 2024 8:51:01 AM Me

Hi

Feb 18, 2024 8:51:12 AM Me

You around? Can I call you?

Feb 18, 2024 8:51:59 AM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Yes, now is a good time

Feb 18, 2024 8:52:18 AM Me

K

Feb 18, 2024 2:00:57 PM Me

Whenever you send the 100 let me know so I can keep on the lookout

Feb 18, 2024 2:01:14 PM Me

I’m going to head to Ventura and see if I can get deliveries. There’s really nothing going on up here in Ojai.

Feb 18, 2024 3:52:37 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

Money should be coming soon, Russ is going to vemo to you make sure you take it out of acct for your food. Don’t want them to take it out of your account for bills

Feb 18, 2024 3:56:30 PM Me

Fortunately, my Venmo is not connected to any of my bills. There is no way for any of them to touch that money unless I give it to them explicitly. I just finished my fourth delivery and have made 35 bucks so far.

Feb 18, 2024 3:57:06 PM Me

And this isn’t the peak. Between 5 and 7 PM out here is Peak. And there’s a gigantic rainstorm about to hit about 4 o’clock, so I’m hoping lots of people order takeout and have it delivered and I can get wet and make some money

Feb 18, 2024 3:57:41 PM Me

I will let you know how it goes. When I’m all done I will likely drive until seven or 730 and see where I’m at. But if I can get 50 to 75 bucks for an afternoon of driving that seems promising.

Feb 18, 2024 3:58:19 PM +15185908211

👍

Feb 18, 2024 4:02:45 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Russ just sent

Feb 18, 2024 4:04:43 PM Me

Perfect timing. I’m at Sprouts market. Will get some gluten free bread 😁

Feb 18, 2024 4:05:04 PM +15185908211

👍🥰

Feb 18, 2024 8:52:19 PM Me

Feb 18, 2024 8:54:17 PM Me

Look what I found in Ventura at Target 🎯

Feb 18, 2024 9:20:29 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 25 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Yummy

Feb 18, 2024 10:45:58 PM Me

Yep

Feb 19, 2024 3:05:31 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Time to Uber eats, had my rosary & JM&J in my pocket all day 🙏

Feb 19, 2024 3:09:20 PM Me

Made $41 during lunch in Ventura.

Feb 19, 2024 3:09:37 PM Me

Headed to Ojai to deliver for dinner

Feb 19, 2024 3:09:45 PM +15185908211

👍

Feb 19, 2024 3:09:46 PM Me

See how it goes

Feb 19, 2024 3:09:55 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

😜

Feb 20, 2024 10:45:59 PM Me

Was playing “99 darts” to see how many points you can score, and I got 999 on my way Never had 3 9s Need to look that up

Feb 21, 2024 9:42:13 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Later in the night I had a 1666 Score too

Feb 21, 2024 6:56:02 PM Me

Today

Feb 23, 2024 11:38:01 PM Me

Mom you will like this channel It’s people telling their near death experience stories of crossing over and coming back. There’s an entire YouTube channel with incredible videos. And these are real people. This is an actors and bullshit so check it out.

Feb 23, 2024 11:38:05 PM Me

YouTube

Feb 23, 2024 11:38:24 PM Me

YouTube

Feb 23, 2024 11:39:11 PM Me

I’ve been transfixed by this channel and watching a lot of the videos because they’re so authentic and their stories are fascinating and interesting and anyhow

Feb 24, 2024 11:34:11 AM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

They were looking over you for sure 👍

Feb 25, 2024 12:12:27 PM Me

Feb 25, 2024 4:34:15 PM Me

Feb 26, 2024 8:03:46 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 have a great day 😻

Feb 26, 2024 8:47:03 AM Me

Thanks!

Feb 26, 2024 8:47:19 AM Me

I will I get to start new project today so it’s exciting

Feb 27, 2024 10:26:31 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 have a great day

Feb 27, 2024 10:26:43 AM Me

Thanks!

Feb 27, 2024 10:26:55 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Been at Starbucks working for just about an hour now

Feb 27, 2024 10:27:14 AM Me

See a cardio/vascular doctor today for my varicose veins

Feb 27, 2024 10:28:43 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Hope all goes well, Uncle Steve had stints put in his legs this morning , all is well & he is home already

Feb 28, 2024 8:36:32 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 have a great day

Feb 28, 2024 9:22:13 AM Me

Thanks! I hope uncle Steve is doing well. Tell him I say hello.

Feb 29, 2024 2:11:40 PM Me

Feb 29, 2024 3:49:56 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 23 minutes, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Hope you day is going well, sad news on the home front, my niece Darcy passed last night, Aunt Chris daughter, I don’t know if you remember her she was 57 , so sad 😞. Mom

Feb 29, 2024 3:51:07 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 22 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Feb 29, 2024 3:51:35 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 21 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

That’s Terry & Darcy

Feb 29, 2024 6:13:45 PM Me

Whoa Totally know Darcy

Feb 29, 2024 6:13:58 PM Me

Stunned 😳

Mar 01, 2024 9:15:00 AM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +15185908211

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Good morning 😃, guess what time it is 😁, have a great day

Mar 01, 2024 9:15:43 AM Me

Thanks. Already at Starbucks working

Mar 01, 2024 9:15:59 AM Me

Mar 01, 2024 9:16:17 AM Me

When you get here before 8am no one else is here

Mar 01, 2024 9:16:48 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Oh yea👍 😻

Mar 01, 2024 3:22:32 PM Me

Mar 01, 2024 3:22:49 PM Me

Still at Starbucks working on client project

Mar 02, 2024 4:34:17 PM Me

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Mar 04, 2024 5:44:48 PM Me

Monday the 4th at 4:44 is when I went online to drive tonight 👀

Mar 05, 2024 9:45:57 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 hope you have a great day, the angel 😇 no’s 444 in money means prosperity is just around the corner 🤗🥰Mom

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Mar 05, 2024 10:09:37 AM Me

I just got to schedule most of the day in OJAI for dashing

Mar 05, 2024 10:15:31 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Mar 05, 2024 12:11:37 PM Me

Mar 06, 2024 9:09:55 AM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 😃, have a great day Lv Mom

Mar 06, 2024 9:33:59 AM Me

Thanks mom. Interestingly, it started sprinkling just after 8 o’clock this morning. We may have a rainy day on our hands.

Mar 06, 2024 9:35:49 AM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

No more rain 🌧️ 😁

Mar 06, 2024 10:15:50 AM Me

We do have a rainy day. But all clear after that.

Mar 06, 2024 10:16:10 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 35 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Mar 06, 2024 2:13:34 PM Me

Mar 06, 2024 2:14:17 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 26 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

🥴

Mar 08, 2024 8:59:42 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning🤩 have a great day Lv Mom

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Mar 08, 2024 9:14:37 AM Me

Thanks !

Mar 10, 2024 4:34:02 PM Me

All today. Just caught 333

Mar 11, 2024 7:09:50 PM Me

Hi

Mar 11, 2024 7:10:03 PM Me

How goes Monday Mom?

Mar 11, 2024 7:10:19 PM Me

Happy for more daylight?

Mar 11, 2024 7:12:24 PM Me

Here’s a photo from Jenica’s birthday celebration at Transmission Brewing last Friday of me with her.

Mar 11, 2024 7:13:40 PM Me

She's 44 and a fantastic human being.

Mar 11, 2024 7:14:35 PM Me

She looks forward to hopefully meeting you 😁

Mar 11, 2024 7:17:26 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Caught me watching the voice, oh wow glad for you, tx you in morning , I thought you guys were Split up , guess not tk tommr ow😘

Mar 11, 2024 7:50:03 PM Me

Ok

Mar 11, 2024 7:50:47 PM Me

Sunset soon. It's chilly and surf is high.

Mar 11, 2024 7:51:12 PM Me

Mar 11, 2024 7:51:39 PM +15185908211

Beautiful 🤩

Mar 11, 2024 7:51:45 PM Me

I love living here. I missed the ocean

Mar 11, 2024 7:52:46 PM +15185908211

Yea good , but I miss you 🥰

Mar 11, 2024 7:52:48 PM Me

If I can get the $$$ I’ll ✈️ back for Addison’s

Mar 11, 2024 7:53:00 PM Me

👩‍🎓

Mar 11, 2024 7:53:15 PM Me

What is date? 📆

Mar 11, 2024 7:53:31 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 Dar too?

Mar 11, 2024 7:54:06 PM Me

It’s all $$$ mom. Depends when. They go on a big class party for about a week after graduation then he’ll get back.

Mar 11, 2024 7:55:20 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

June. ?? The end of mo let you know

Mar 11, 2024 7:55:26 PM Me

I was able to Get a cocktail umbrella for Yoda to hold so he and Buddha don’t get sunbleached on my dashboard. Buddha and Yoda are my copilots

Mar 11, 2024 7:56:34 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 14 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Mar 12, 2024 10:27:59 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 7 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

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Mar 12, 2024 5:45:13 PM Me

Mar 12, 2024 5:47:53 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

🧐 means good luck 🍀👍

Mar 12, 2024 7:04:23 PM Me

I hope

Mar 13, 2024 9:12:28 AM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning have a great day😍

Mar 13, 2024 10:03:22 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Cool! Thanks Mom!

Mar 13, 2024 10:03:35 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

At Starbucks working already.

Mar 13, 2024 10:05:16 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Pickup $2k cash money today at a local bank. Turns out my clients wife is VP at the local “Bank of Sierra” here in Ojai.

Mar 13, 2024 10:12:54 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Be able to pay bills and get my bank account out from -600.00 2000 -600 (bank) 1400 left -880 (2 car payments. Late one and this one) 520 left -180 (storage) 340 left -200 (IRS) 140 left And that money just get my head barely above water. That 140 that’s left will be gone by start of next week. That’s why I can’t stop doordashing or anything. And think, to have a 1bd apt here is $2k a month, plus utilities. That’s why homelessness is RAMPANT in the wealthiest state in the union. Bananas

Mar 13, 2024 10:14:26 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

👍🍀

Mar 13, 2024 10:24:04 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

It gives me a few days to focus hard on the project, but then have to door dash to eat. I hope this period of my life ends soon. While grateful for my circumstance because I see others who have it worse, I’m still in the midst of so many people of SERIOUS means 💰 💰 💰 💰 💰 That when you’re in my position or “lower” its as if you don’t exist. I see it all the time. On my drive to Ojai from Ventura this morning I saw many homeless. I spent some time by surfers point. One of the largest homeless encampments is down where the Ventura River meets the ocean. Again, the disparity between the HAVES and HAVE NOTS is more stark than I’ve EVER seen it in my 50+ years walking this rock. Anyhow…

Mar 13, 2024 10:24:32 AM Me

Back to your regularly scheduled programming…

Mar 13, 2024 4:11:31 PM Me

I was just able to deposit $1100 in my bank account so it’s above zero and I can make my past due car payment. Winning the small battles I guess.

Mar 13, 2024 4:13:33 PM +15185908211

👍, making progress 🧐

Mar 13, 2024 6:56:16 PM Me

And was listening to this AMAZING version MUST listen Mom. 1971, your time, and this version BRINGS IT!

Mar 13, 2024 6:56:17 PM Me

Spotify

Mar 13, 2024 6:59:36 PM +15185908211

Oh yea excellent

Mar 13, 2024 7:00:40 PM Me

This is excellent too

Mar 13, 2024 7:03:50 PM +15185908211

😝

Mar 13, 2024 7:14:46 PM Me

When you come out for graduation I’ll bring you to a chill beach that allows dogs. We can bring some chairs a cooler and an umbrella, and a pack of these. Will be a great day at the beach 🏝️ Happy to drive too 😜

Mar 13, 2024 7:15:26 PM Me

7 and 7s on the beach with a nice joint

Mar 13, 2024 7:16:18 PM +15185908211

Ha ha Aunt Pot will like that too!

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Mar 13, 2024 7:17:05 PM Me

OMG 😆 I’ll invite Jenica, we’ll have the best time

Mar 13, 2024 7:17:30 PM +15185908211

I don’t know about Dad with the skunk

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Mar 13, 2024 7:18:44 PM +15185908211

We will see🤔

Mar 13, 2024 7:19:03 PM Me

That’s ok. He can sit in the shade with a Coors light in hand, and a mini cooler full of them on ice. And a pocket full of slim Jim’s. He’ll be happy he can mind his own business, too.

Mar 13, 2024 7:19:37 PM +15185908211

👍

Mar 13, 2024 7:20:37 PM +15185908211

Watching suriver

Mar 13, 2024 7:20:54 PM Me

And sit up wind 💨 Not down wind

Mar 13, 2024 7:21:36 PM +15185908211

lol

Mar 13, 2024 7:22:10 PM Me

i’ll call Keegan and tell him that Papa is being mean to me

Mar 13, 2024 7:22:31 PM Me

Keegan will give dad a talking to

Mar 13, 2024 7:22:50 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Ha ha , oh yea

Mar 13, 2024 7:23:23 PM Me

I never knew how to do that when I was younger. Seen and not heard right?!?

Mar 13, 2024 7:25:02 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

He opens up up his mouth like me, but do you know now?

Mar 13, 2024 7:25:26 PM Me

Yes

Mar 13, 2024 7:26:03 PM Me

Don’t you remember me unleashing the fury a summer ago?

Mar 13, 2024 7:26:20 PM Me

When I yelled at him and told him I wasn’t 15 anymore that I was over 50

Mar 13, 2024 7:26:54 PM Me

Like, my dude, please take a chill 💊

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Mar 13, 2024 7:29:42 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Yes true, but dad has chilled out a lot, he knows how much he hurt you& he loves you very much though he has a hard time time showing it, believe me he does & that all that counts

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Mar 13, 2024 7:34:00 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

The dosen’t know how to express himself 🤔Lv Mom

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Mar 13, 2024 7:35:19 PM Me

i’ll take you and dad to the dispensary where they know me like Norm from cheers. you can see what it’s like to walk into a store where you can buy just about anything you want in terms of weed 🌿

Mar 13, 2024 7:36:12 PM +15185908211

lol you 😆

Mar 14, 2024 2:03:43 PM Me

I’m driving up to Ojai and just happened to look down at my gauges and look at my mileage 44,400 money

Mar 14, 2024 2:43:46 PM (Read by you after 17 hours, 27 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Mar 15, 2024 8:14:50 AM Me

G morning Just saw that one of My credit cards took $300 I didn't expect and that's going to make my car payment late again. Dammit I can't get ahead!! Spent time begging the bank to waive overcharge fees and could only get $70 excused from a multi billion dollar bank. I'll never get out of this hoke

Mar 15, 2024 8:18:18 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 37 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Oh 😿

Mar 15, 2024 10:56:10 AM Me

Exactly

Mar 15, 2024 10:56:25 AM Me

One step forward, 15 steps back

Mar 15, 2024 10:56:29 AM Me

That’s what it feels like

Mar 15, 2024 10:56:42 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Every time I get momentum, something pulls the plug.

Mar 15, 2024 10:58:33 AM Me

It’s almost as if I can see my future. I’m going to get everything dialed in, and then when things are finally going ok, I’m going to get sick with some terminal thing.

Mar 15, 2024 11:02:45 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Stop , don’t think like that, things could be worse, good things to come just a bump in the road. When things are bad something good comes out of it. 🤗😘

Mar 15, 2024 11:05:41 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Lets hope

Mar 15, 2024 11:06:03 AM Me

Its hard to see things as shiny and happy when you’ve been in the swamp for a while.

Mar 15, 2024 11:07:31 AM Me

Being homeless makes you go mental in this culture - for real. I could fall into it REALLY easy, but I have too much awareness around my mind. For those not so attuned…. They fall 🕳️ And I can see it in their faces, clear as day.

Mar 15, 2024 11:07:36 AM Me

Total Defeat

Mar 15, 2024 11:08:37 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 3 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

😔

Mar 15, 2024 4:33:59 PM Me

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Mr Bun Bun in the yard

Mar 19, 2024 9:54:59 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning have a great day😘

Mar 19, 2024 10:27:34 AM Me

Thanks! I need it

Mar 19, 2024 10:28:57 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

🤗😁

Mar 20, 2024 8:40:43 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 14 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

Happy Wednesday 🙃 have a great day😘

Mar 20, 2024 9:56:45 AM Me

Thanks Mom 😁

Mar 21, 2024 9:58:17 AM Me

At annual physical They're noticing my bad cholesterol is high and been there since my last visit. Putting me on a statin to see how it goes

Mar 21, 2024 10:15:11 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Ok I take 2 statins, summation 20 mg 1 a day & zeros 10 mg 1a day , Been on them for years, my cholesterol on all levels are excellent, so it won’t hurt it will help 😘

Mar 21, 2024 10:19:15 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

Spelling did not come out right, Simvastion& Zetia

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Mar 21, 2024 5:44:33 PM Me

Happy solstice 😃

Mar 21, 2024 5:45:54 PM (Read by you after 18 hours, 25 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

You too Lv🥰

Mar 22, 2024 12:11:35 PM Me

Mar 22, 2024 1:12:16 PM Me

Mar 22, 2024 1:12:46 PM (Read by you after 22 hours, 59 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

🧐

Mar 23, 2024 12:12:04 PM Me

Mar 23, 2024 2:11:36 PM Me

Unable to locate attachment: Screenshot 2024-03-23 at 1.11.26 PM.heic

Mar 25, 2024 6:46:57 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 53 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Mar 25, 2024 6:47:13 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 53 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

Mar 25, 2024 6:47:23 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 52 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

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Mar 25, 2024 6:50:34 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 49 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

No snow all winter , then we get snow & freezing rain , power outages , in the 50’s today all will melt 😘 Have a great day& touch base with the county job

Mar 25, 2024 9:40:40 AM Me

Wow 😮

Mar 25, 2024 9:42:14 AM Me

And yes. Doing follow ups today. Thanks for the reminder. I'm honestly at the point where it doesn't seem to matter what I do, it's not happening

Mar 25, 2024 9:43:48 AM Me

I always feel like I have un ending optimism, but I am losing faith. 10 months solid.

Mar 25, 2024 9:44:37 AM Me

Like universe is telling me to do something else and I'm not getting the message

Mar 25, 2024 9:46:33 AM Me

Left wondering why I'm even here. I serve no purpose. I am a leech on the economy like all the other unemployed, a sucker!

Mar 25, 2024 9:46:53 AM Me

🤣

Mar 25, 2024 10:25:04 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Yoda , Positive Think 🧐

Mar 25, 2024 10:25:25 AM Me

I’m going back and forth with Uncle Don about the illegals.

Mar 25, 2024 10:25:51 AM +15185908211

Kk👍later going to mkt

Mar 25, 2024 10:28:09 AM Me

Trying to get him to give a shit about me more than them. Explain why an educated, experienced guy who WANTS to WORK, cant even get a job at a gas station?? He’ll say its illegals, but that’s a diversion from people like me who have paid into the system for decades and can’t get real help when we need it and are left to the wind. I see people like me all over, living out of their vehicles, etc. If you know what to look for, you see it everywhere. And you dont know what to look for until you’ve lived in your car for a few months.

Mar 25, 2024 10:30:45 AM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Stinkorama, 😤, need to get mad 😠 Yoda do you will

Mar 28, 2024 10:37:38 AM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, any news on the county job? When I saw your message this morning I thought it was the county 😠 well any way have a great day Lv 🥰 Mom

Mar 28, 2024 11:21:59 AM Me

Thx! I’m taking a look right now I just got done with morning meetings

Mar 29, 2024 9:31:17 AM Me

Been trying to door dash all week for money and only made $17 and now have $1.75 left to my name. Trying again today and hoping I can make some.

Mar 29, 2024 9:31:47 AM Me

Feeling a lot of stress

Mar 29, 2024 9:34:44 AM Me

It's hard to keep it together. Hard not to break down. And I'm tired of walking around pretending my life is good, it's not.

Mar 29, 2024 9:35:35 AM Me

I've been “faking it” to make it too long. I'm a worn down pencil

Mar 29, 2024 9:38:23 AM +15185908211

How about going to Lowe’s or Cisco, they are always hiring, what happened to the county job?

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Mar 29, 2024 9:38:36 AM Me

Venting and feeling sorry for myself. Kind of pathetic honesty. Sorry

Mar 29, 2024 9:39:03 AM Me

Been rejected by lowes, and all the other big box storea

Mar 29, 2024 9:39:20 AM +15185908211

Why?

Mar 29, 2024 9:39:56 AM Me

They never tell me, and there aren't people who you can talk to

Mar 29, 2024 9:40:10 AM Me

They send an email Thanks, but no thanks

Mar 29, 2024 9:40:59 AM +15185908211

Target & Wally World

Mar 29, 2024 9:41:22 AM ⇲ Me

Same. Thx but No. Anyhow, going to go get online at Starbucks now and keep looking

Mar 29, 2024 9:41:22 AM ⇱ Me

Same. Thx but No. Anyhow, going to go get online at Starbucks now and keep looking
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Mar 29, 2024 9:42:10 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

How did Declan’s bday go

Mar 29, 2024 9:42:28 AM Me

not sure, didn't get to see him

Mar 29, 2024 9:43:10 AM Me

I've been Kicked out of my family and they continue to live life. Normally, at least that’s how it seems to me. I am just forgotten.

Mar 29, 2024 9:44:38 AM Me

Elizabeth for some reason can’t deal with me being around anywhere

Mar 29, 2024 9:46:29 AM +15185908211

Oh 😯, I was just going to say, why don’t you come home, apparently, there’s nothing there for you , wasted time going back there🥲

Mar 29, 2024 9:47:40 AM ⇲ Me

Can't do it

Mar 29, 2024 9:47:04 AM Me

Probably because I’ll lay into her and I don’t give a shit whose around to watch and listen. Shes a dishonorable person

Mar 29, 2024 9:47:40 AM ⇱ Me

Can't do it
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Mar 29, 2024 9:47:58 AM Me

More depressing there than here

Mar 29, 2024 9:48:01 AM Me

Sorry

Mar 29, 2024 9:49:09 AM (Read by you after 26 seconds) +15185908211

No , you have Russ Dale, & probably get a job faster here

Mar 29, 2024 9:49:49 AM +15185908211

Maybe, Dales looking for a room mate?

Mar 29, 2024 9:50:54 AM Me

I was there last year and it was harder than here mentally. And I don't talk to Dale anymore. Stopped before I left NY. He was an asshole one night and said something so mean to me I won't talk to him again.

Mar 29, 2024 9:52:00 AM Me

Never said bye, just left NY

Mar 29, 2024 9:52:07 AM +15185908211

😯 Wow, I didn’t know

Mar 29, 2024 9:53:56 AM +15185908211

The Apt upstairs is all fixed, just need to some touch up painting,

Mar 29, 2024 9:53:56 AM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Mar 29, 2024 9:54:17 AM +15185908211

👍

Mar 30, 2024 1:18:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom, Hope Saturday is going well for you. Quick update. I’ve been unable to door dash all week because I can’t get on the schedule, it’s first come first take and for whatever reason I can’t get time slots. No time slots, no money. All the times are taken and when I look ahead on the schedule everything is taken Doesn't matter time of day Anyhow I also can’t get my hands on an updated AAA insurance card to update my Uber car info so I can’t do that either. I dont invoice the software project until a week from Monday. So that’s a while a way and I’m late again on the car payment. Last money I got went to late bills and some food. So, down to $0.10 on me, half a bag of popcorn and a half a jar of blueberry 🫐 jelly Being homeless and broke sucks really hard. I’m tempted to make a sign and beg on the corner. Watched a homeless person make $$ is 30 mins. The shame of it is a bit overwhelming but if I could get over that... who knows. We’re expecting really hard rain here tonight, supposedly inches worth—we’ll see. In Ventura at teh moment but may head up to Ojai. Feeling burned out and tired. Like I’ve been pushing and pushing and getting nowhere. Its frustrating.

Mar 30, 2024 3:21:43 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

We are sending 100.00 for food . I was shopping just got your msg Lv mom .

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Mar 30, 2024 3:28:21 PM Me

Thanks! Been busy reorganizing my storage space. Making room for me to use my computer and brew coffee

Mar 30, 2024 4:09:40 PM Me

Burritobowl and lemonade

Mar 30, 2024 4:09:50 PM Me

😁

Mar 30, 2024 4:54:14 PM Me

My tri tip burrito bowl 🍵 was amazing. Only $8, fresh and hot. So 👍

Mar 30, 2024 4:54:43 PM Me

Hadn't eaten something that substantial in a few days

Mar 31, 2024 7:03:20 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 4 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Happy Easter 🐇

Mar 31, 2024 11:08:38 AM Me

Happy Easter 🐰 😁

Apr 01, 2024 7:02:26 PM Me

Hi mom, how goes it? Nursing an Easter 🐰 Hangover per chance? 🤣🤣

Apr 01, 2024 7:02:53 PM Me

Actually by now you'd have the dog that bit ya

Apr 01, 2024 7:04:01 PM Me

Can you please confirm your dates again for me? Want to block the calendar out

Apr 01, 2024 7:04:23 PM Me

Grazie 😙

Apr 01, 2024 7:04:57 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

No only had 3 drinks, feel fine

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Apr 01, 2024 7:05:13 PM Me

Guess what

Apr 01, 2024 7:05:24 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

What?

Apr 01, 2024 7:07:01 PM Me

I went to Vegas over the weekend and eloped with Jenica! We had Elvis do the honors

Apr 01, 2024 7:07:50 PM Me

All paperwork is in its proper place

Apr 01, 2024 7:10:39 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Your crazy, your not even divorced???

Apr 01, 2024 7:11:03 PM Me

Read the last line I sent

Apr 01, 2024 7:11:28 PM +15185908211

Don’t get it

Apr 01, 2024 7:11:43 PM Me

Took care of the paperwork

Apr 01, 2024 7:12:25 PM +15185908211

Ok April Fools, 🤣

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Apr 01, 2024 7:12:47 PM Me

Go forward, move whead, try to detect it, it's not too late to….

Apr 01, 2024 7:13:02 PM Me

🤣🤣🤣

Apr 01, 2024 7:13:27 PM Me

Good ya?

Apr 01, 2024 7:15:07 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

You landed the job 😍😍😍

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Apr 01, 2024 7:19:19 PM Me

Remind me your arrival and departure dates

Apr 01, 2024 7:19:31 PM Me

Planning something

Apr 01, 2024 7:23:38 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Monday 27 , leaving June3rd

Apr 01, 2024 7:23:58 PM Me

Arrive 27?

Apr 01, 2024 7:24:09 PM +15185908211

Yes

Apr 01, 2024 7:24:15 PM Me

6 days or 7?

Apr 01, 2024 7:24:52 PM (Read by you after 53 seconds) +15185908211

7

Apr 01, 2024 7:25:48 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

6 Woops

Apr 01, 2024 7:25:55 PM Me

All good

Apr 01, 2024 7:26:13 PM Me

Do u have anything planned already?

Apr 01, 2024 7:26:37 PM Me

Trying to see what days u r free

Apr 01, 2024 7:26:42 PM +15185908211

Aunt Pot comes o the 28 th

Apr 01, 2024 7:26:51 PM Me

No prob

Apr 01, 2024 7:27:14 PM Me

And I need to take u back to Vta to get ur car next day

Apr 01, 2024 7:27:17 PM Me

Right?

Apr 01, 2024 7:27:27 PM Me

That's still right?

Apr 01, 2024 7:27:47 PM Me

Same day as Aunt Pot arrival?

Apr 01, 2024 7:28:01 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

No that’s not down pat yet

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Apr 01, 2024 7:28:19 PM Me

U arrive 27 She arrives 28

Apr 01, 2024 7:28:32 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

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Apr 01, 2024 7:28:37 PM Me

K

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:08 PM Me

I need to bring you and Dad to get ur car yes??

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:22 PM Me

Has that changed??

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:35 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Trying to see if we can get car rental at train station??

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:43 PM Me

I could pick it up early with Jenica

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:51 PM +15185908211

Don’t know yet

Apr 01, 2024 7:29:52 PM Me

And have it at Hotel

Apr 01, 2024 7:30:55 PM Me

Tell dad that if he can figure out how to have me pick up car on 26th, I can have it waiting for you, or pick you up in it!!

Apr 01, 2024 7:31:26 PM Me

Then if he needs to go back down he can

Apr 01, 2024 7:31:44 PM Me

But at least u have car to get around

Apr 01, 2024 7:32:25 PM Me

Let me know what you think No need to answer immediately if u need to figure out stuff

Apr 01, 2024 7:32:36 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Will let you know details as soon as we know

Apr 01, 2024 7:32:40 PM Me

Putting idea out there

Apr 01, 2024 7:32:55 PM Me

Trying to make it easier

Apr 01, 2024 7:33:05 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I thought the same thing

Apr 01, 2024 7:33:07 PM Me

Less hassle for u

Apr 01, 2024 7:33:35 PM Me

Funny I drove right by that place last week

Apr 01, 2024 7:33:58 PM Me

On that corner, enterprise rental

Apr 01, 2024 7:34:05 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Apr 01, 2024 7:34:15 PM Me

Doing do or dash in Ventura

Apr 01, 2024 7:34:44 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

K watching idol

Apr 01, 2024 7:34:53 PM Me

Actually have discovered whole neighborhoods I didn't know existed

Apr 01, 2024 7:35:22 PM Me

Can show u guys some old California bungalows

Apr 01, 2024 7:35:52 PM Me

Like that pic I sent

Apr 01, 2024 7:38:14 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 8 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Apr 02, 2024 9:29:37 AM Me

Happy Tuesday!

Apr 02, 2024 9:29:45 AM Me

Will Dad be 77 this year?

Apr 02, 2024 10:40:59 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 30 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Yes, Happy Tuesday 😘

Apr 02, 2024 11:56:06 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

I didn’t get any pics

Apr 02, 2024 12:12:36 PM ⇲ Me

Remember I sent bungalow pics a few weeks back?

Apr 02, 2024 12:12:39 PM ⇲ Me

Those

Apr 02, 2024 12:11:52 PM Me

Boom

Apr 02, 2024 12:12:30 PM +15185908211

🧐

Apr 02, 2024 12:12:36 PM ⇱ Me

Remember I sent bungalow pics a few weeks back?
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Apr 02, 2024 12:12:39 PM ⇱ Me

Those
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Apr 02, 2024 12:13:32 PM Me

Me and Declan yesterday when he got his new drogba jersey from me

Apr 02, 2024 12:14:10 PM Me

He's such a good person down to his core 🥹

Apr 02, 2024 12:14:59 PM Me

♥️Him so much Love them all of course, but he makes the effort to stay connected tight with me

Apr 03, 2024 7:28:30 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

😁 nice pic

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Apr 08, 2024 7:18:16 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 24 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning, solar eclipse day, have a good day 🥰

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Apr 14, 2024 8:55:03 AM (Read by you after 7 hours, 52 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Good Sunday morning just touching base to see how things are going, have a great day🥰

Apr 17, 2024 9:06:50 AM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning😍, hope something comes through today, Have a great day🥰

Apr 17, 2024 11:39:12 AM Me

Thanks.

Apr 18, 2024 1:12:37 PM Me

Apr 20, 2024 2:51:42 PM Me

Apr 20, 2024 3:22:44 PM Me

Apr 20, 2024 3:23:29 PM (Read by you after 58 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow, it’s a sign

Apr 20, 2024 3:24:41 PM Me

Wasn't looking for it either

Apr 20, 2024 3:25:00 PM Me

looked at my phone and said oh 😮

Apr 20, 2024 3:25:48 PM Me

i’m at storage getting my gear Westy and I are hiking up to the Pines tonight and tomorrow morning we’re gonna go to the top of the chief. I’ve wanted to do this for a very long time probably more than 10 years and it was like I was waiting around for the perfect day, and guess what? It’s right here right now.

Apr 20, 2024 3:26:24 PM Me

Apr 20, 2024 3:26:24 PM Me

I can see him from here

Apr 20, 2024 3:28:34 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Just becareful for wild animals, have a good adventure, take some pics & send

Apr 20, 2024 3:49:42 PM Me

Change of plans I couldn’t find my tent steaks

Apr 20, 2024 3:50:44 PM Me

really sucks

Apr 20, 2024 3:51:42 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Keep looking 👀

Apr 20, 2024 3:52:16 PM Me

I’ve already left storage. I’m on my way up to Thacher so I can use the good Wi-Fi for my therapy session and then I’m just gonna hike with Weston and call it a night come back and sleep in the car.

Apr 20, 2024 3:52:38 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Apr 20, 2024 3:53:08 PM +15185908211

😞 sorry

Apr 20, 2024 3:53:08 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Apr 20, 2024 3:54:43 PM Me

I was just so ready for it and now it’s a giant letdown. I have no idea how long it would take to find so even going back and searching. It’s a two hour hike up there and I don’t want it getting dark while I’m still trying to get the camp.

Apr 20, 2024 3:55:23 PM Me

At least i didn’t get up to the campground and go to set up my tent and not have the steaks

Apr 20, 2024 3:55:51 PM Me

that may have sucked a little harder than this moment, but it would’ve added to the adventure

Apr 20, 2024 3:56:16 PM Me

Plus, I have Weston with me so nothing would get within 50 feet of us without him going bananas

Apr 20, 2024 3:56:41 PM Me

Westy has very good Spidey senses in the woods

Apr 22, 2024 10:50:50 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, have a good day🥰 Lv Mom

Apr 22, 2024 10:57:04 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Hi. Thanks for that. 😊

Apr 24, 2024 9:16:17 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞, hope something comes up today 🤔 I am praying 🙏, have a great day Lv Mom

Apr 24, 2024 9:39:37 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks! Been busting my butt rewriting ALL my job search materials based on all the work I am doing through the Never Search Alone process.

Apr 24, 2024 9:41:26 AM Me

Going to email Dad and Russ links to my rewrites of resume and LinkedIn profile page. Today I am redesigning my website to be smarter about who my target audience is and have all my materials have a holistic look, like they belong together. Ask dad because you can check it out. I’ll send website update soon

Apr 24, 2024 9:54:45 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

👍 something has to give😬😵‍💫

Apr 24, 2024 5:50:40 PM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +15185908211

Check out the sunset colors

Apr 24, 2024 5:51:51 PM Me

Wow, those are nice.

Apr 24, 2024 5:52:02 PM Me

How about that pool?

Apr 24, 2024 5:52:30 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Yea cool too

Apr 24, 2024 5:53:22 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Cover is still on!

Apr 24, 2024 9:19:51 PM Me

This kettle will boil a little more than a pint, 20 ounces, and it will work with my portable battery that I charge up that I brought cross country with me and it won’t trip it so that means it’s under 1000 W of pole it only pulls 600 W And it’s less than 40 bucks and it would be super useful because I can make coffee for myself instead of paying expensive Starbucks coffee Small Kettle Electric, 0.8L Double Wall Portable Travel Kettle with 304 Stainless Steel, 600W Mini Hot Water Boiler with Auto Shut-off, Fast Boil, BPA-Free

Apr 24, 2024 9:19:57 PM Me

Amazon.com

Apr 26, 2024 8:38:10 AM (Read by you after 43 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning ☀️, you have a card coming in the mail should be there Saturday, check the mail room , I sent to Thacher address or have Declan ck . Have a great day, hope something comes soon 🙏. Anything’s better than nothing. Lv Mom

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Apr 26, 2024 9:21:55 AM Me

Thanks 😌

Apr 27, 2024 11:28:12 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Your card was delivered 😍

Apr 27, 2024 11:42:04 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ok

Apr 27, 2024 11:42:15 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Should I wait until my birthday?

Apr 27, 2024 1:36:33 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 31 seconds) +15185908211

No you can get it now, you can probably use it

Apr 30, 2024 10:48:06 AM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

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Apr 30, 2024 11:12:48 AM Me

Wow

Apr 30, 2024 11:19:27 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

The pharmacy was $75. 3 medications 90 days each. Be here day after tomorrow

Apr 30, 2024 11:20:11 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 11 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Apr 30, 2024 2:51:30 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Just sent Dar, a congrats

Apr 30, 2024 3:06:02 PM Me

Yeah, I saw it

Apr 30, 2024 6:43:17 PM Me

At rite aid 1.75 liters

Apr 30, 2024 6:43:52 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

Wow

Apr 30, 2024 6:44:12 PM Me

Cheap or not

Apr 30, 2024 6:44:32 PM +15185908211

👍

Apr 30, 2024 6:44:45 PM Me

Cool now u know

Apr 30, 2024 6:45:03 PM Me

This is the Rite Aid across from the car wash on the right side of the road as you’re driving into the middle of town

Apr 30, 2024 6:45:44 PM Me

Tell dad 30 pack

Apr 30, 2024 6:46:05 PM (Read by you after 48 seconds) +15185908211

Good deal

Apr 30, 2024 6:47:57 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Yes I know where your talking about

Apr 30, 2024 6:48:07 PM Me

Ok

Apr 30, 2024 6:48:12 PM Me

👍

May 01, 2024 7:07:02 AM (Read by you after 10 hours, 28 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

Good morning& Happy Birthday 🎂🎈, have a wonderful day Lv Mom

May 01, 2024 5:28:58 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Did you open your card? Go have yourself a nice dinner Lv Mom

May 01, 2024 5:35:15 PM Me

Hi, thanks and yes I did.

May 04, 2024 7:29:11 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 56 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning ☀️, have a great day 😌 Lv Mom

May 04, 2024 10:28:17 AM Me

Thx

May 06, 2024 7:51:52 PM Me

https://one.npr.org/i/1249443933:1249443934

May 06, 2024 7:51:53 PM Me

Scientists study the mysteries of bird migration in the mountains of Los Angeles You will LOVE listening to this.

May 06, 2024 7:52:09 PM Me

Click on that link and listen 👂

May 09, 2024 9:38:53 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 9 minutes, 18 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 😃, hope today is fruitful, see you soon Lv Mom🥰

May 09, 2024 10:49:15 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Thanks. Have my weekly job search group meeting today. Been busting my butt all week on sprucing up my website. There’s a bit more to do but its more concise and snappy.

May 09, 2024 10:50:38 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Applied to 3 excellent opportunities yesterday — match up with me very well. I’m far more active online on LinkedIn which is where hiring people hang out and post jobs. Anyhow, I’m on it every day, always refining and tweaking.

May 12, 2024 9:45:35 AM Me

Happy Mothers Day ❤️
Sent with Echo

May 12, 2024 9:46:04 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Tks 🥰

May 12, 2024 10:48:00 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can call you later. I’m door dashing most of today

May 12, 2024 10:48:41 AM (Read by you after 30 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 12, 2024 12:47:58 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

May 12, 2024 12:48:01 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

May 12, 2024 1:35:01 PM Me

I'll call after 4pm your time. Doordash until the top of the hour out here. I’ll wait till I get over to the storage place that way I’m parked and don’t have any distractions.

May 12, 2024 1:36:29 PM Me

I just got an order to pick up and deliver from Starbucks depending on how long this takes. This could be my last delivery so hope to call you within an hour.

May 12, 2024 4:59:37 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

👍

May 12, 2024 6:32:56 PM Me

Ok to call in a few

May 12, 2024 6:33:27 PM Me

Almost able to

May 12, 2024 6:33:44 PM Me

And if tonight is too hard, I can call you tomorrow too whatever you like

May 12, 2024 6:34:02 PM +15185908211

👍

May 12, 2024 6:34:08 PM Me

K

May 16, 2024 12:01:11 AM Me

YouTube

May 21, 2024 3:22:33 PM Me

May 21, 2024 3:23:13 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

😳

May 23, 2024 10:19:58 AM Me

Hi, good morning. Remember Don't overpack.

May 23, 2024 10:20:24 AM Me

Take off tomorrow, yes

May 23, 2024 10:23:41 AM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

🤣 dress clothes, reg clothes, etc . Yes tommrow, we will keep you updated along the way doing last min stuff. 😍

May 23, 2024 10:24:10 AM Me

I need to clean my car

May 23, 2024 10:25:39 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

Ps tx Tree tommrow, she turns 60, her & Don went to las Vegas to Santana for her Birthday

May 23, 2024 10:33:25 AM Me

Ok

May 23, 2024 10:33:52 AM Me

Aunt pat here Sun or Non?

May 23, 2024 10:33:57 AM Me

Mon?

May 23, 2024 10:34:09 AM Me

I have to pick her up

May 23, 2024 10:37:28 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

I will let you know have to ck her itinerary

May 23, 2024 10:37:43 AM Me

Ok

May 24, 2024 5:59:01 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Still at the train station, running about an hour late, waiting for power, or new engine?

May 24, 2024 6:06:29 PM Me

Ok

May 24, 2024 6:06:39 PM Me

Russ is keeping me updated

May 24, 2024 6:07:15 PM Me

I'm door-dashing and trying to make food 🍕 money. Just started

May 26, 2024 8:15:20 AM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

It’s sun morn ,8:14 we are in LaJunta

May 26, 2024 9:03:44 AM Me

New Mexico?

May 26, 2024 9:14:29 AM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15185908211

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May 26, 2024 9:15:23 AM Me

What time are you guys scheduled to arrive in Oxnard tomorrow?

May 26, 2024 9:17:34 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Hopefully 9:15 will keep you updated

May 26, 2024 9:24:35 AM Me

Ok

May 26, 2024 9:25:23 AM Me

I'll need to be fully charged to pick you up. So I’ll need to get down there earlier so I have time to charge the car.

May 28, 2024 11:46:57 PM Me

Going to sleep out here. I'm known to fight hard in my sleep. Meaning I'm in a fight club while supposedly asleep. Last thing I want to do is have an Episode of that and hurt anyone. I wake up with no memory of it. So I'm all good Let me know when you are up. I may work all day tomorrow Got nothing done today

May 28, 2024 11:53:09 PM Me

I feel safe and happy in my car

May 28, 2024 11:55:26 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +15185908211

You are not staying here tonight

May 28, 2024 11:55:58 PM Me

No I'm all on

May 28, 2024 11:56:00 PM Me

Ok

May 28, 2024 11:56:24 PM Me

I'll text when I wake

May 28, 2024 11:57:55 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , are you sure?

May 28, 2024 11:58:02 PM Me

Yeo

May 28, 2024 11:58:12 PM Me

Already falling asleep

May 28, 2024 11:58:24 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 18 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Kk 👍

May 29, 2024 10:01:32 AM Me

Can I call you later?

May 29, 2024 10:02:28 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

We are going to Bonnie Lou’s for breakfast do you want to go

May 29, 2024 10:03:48 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

??????

May 29, 2024 10:03:53 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

?????

May 29, 2024 10:18:08 AM Me

I was on a scheduled call with my psychiatric nurse checking in on my med changes

May 29, 2024 10:20:28 AM Me

I'm good on breakfast

May 29, 2024 10:20:44 AM +15185908211

👍

May 29, 2024 10:21:30 AM Me

Going to work on my client project, the app. And check in on all my current applications and see if there’s anything else I want to apply to. I also have to set up a meeting for tomorrow morning with my job search group. I am running the meeting tomorrow because one of our people is going to be out for the day.

May 29, 2024 10:24:07 AM Me

Also, I think I may have a lead on something. I saw a preview of an email that I have yet to read where someone wants to know what my availability is. I had one of those before many months ago, but nothing came of it. One thing I’ve learned to never get my hopes even the tiniest bit stoked, there’s no sense in it

May 30, 2024 10:58:57 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi, the barber got back to me and said he could see me as early as 4:30pm today. I asked to book it and just waiting for confirmation.

May 30, 2024 10:59:03 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

And good morning

May 30, 2024 10:59:31 AM Me

Have meetings until 12 noon, and then have to work on my client project a bunch. Likely until haircut time

May 30, 2024 10:59:52 AM Me

And still waiting on confirmation on dart tournament tonight at 6:30

May 30, 2024 11:08:53 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 1 minute, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Sound’s good , stop by when you know for your money for your hair cut

May 30, 2024 1:11:29 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Ok, he’s confirmed so I’m going to head down there about 4pm

May 30, 2024 1:12:17 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

👍 just tx me

May 30, 2024 1:30:10 PM Me

Ok

May 30, 2024 2:27:25 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Are you guys at hotel?

May 30, 2024 2:28:04 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

On our way there now , meet you there

May 30, 2024 2:28:10 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m thinking of coming by sometime after 2pm. Was hoping to take a shower if that’s ok.

May 30, 2024 2:28:39 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

May 30, 2024 3:13:20 PM (Read by you after 44 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

Are you comming because we want to go back to town

May 30, 2024 4:17:19 PM Me

I’m on my way to storage right now to grab something and then headed to the hotel

May 30, 2024 4:18:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

We are at Vons be right there wait for us

May 30, 2024 4:20:11 PM Me

Ok

May 30, 2024 4:39:55 PM Me

How close are you? I need to leave in about 10 minutes and I was hoping to take a shower.

May 30, 2024 4:43:03 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 37 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

We ate here

May 30, 2024 7:20:47 PM Me

Dad told me you went. You went to Subway.

Jun 01, 2024 12:00:38 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 21 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 01, 2024 7:23:45 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211

Where are you. ?

Jun 01, 2024 7:24:18 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Are you at storage place

Jun 01, 2024 7:24:24 PM Me

I'm at storage working on cleaning up my space. It's a mess

Jun 01, 2024 7:24:52 PM +15185908211

Where is it , we are in town

Jun 01, 2024 8:53:05 PM Me

Are u back from town?

Jun 01, 2024 9:08:22 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Yes we went to fresh grill why what’s up

Jun 01, 2024 9:21:11 PM Me

No biggie. Was going to see about a shower but I can wait until tomorrow Finally have a space clear so I can practice darts for a few games 🎯

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Jun 01, 2024 9:31:37 PM Me

Thanks for sharing ❤️

Jun 01, 2024 9:32:10 PM Me

They're great 🥹

Jun 01, 2024 9:32:29 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

👍🥰😁

Jun 01, 2024 9:32:44 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

🧑‍🎓❤️

Jun 01, 2024 9:35:50 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

You will have to show me tommrow how to send vid of procession, it said to long to send ???

Jun 01, 2024 9:42:29 PM Me

Sure

Jun 01, 2024 9:49:06 PM (Read by you after 45 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 01, 2024 9:54:24 PM Me

Wow

Jun 01, 2024 9:59:02 PM Me

| Great Christmas present for each boy Get this one and one from today printed 5x7 then frame 🔲 both pictures in one frame with poster board with squares cut to put each photo in. Get three of the same made. One for each to have as a keepsake Described “love, meme and abuelo”
Edited 26 seconds later | Great Christmas present for each boy Get this one and one from today printed 5x7 then frame 🔲 both pictures in one frame with poster board with squares cut to put each photo in. Get three of the same made. One for each to have as a keepsake Enscribed “love, meme and abuelo”

Jun 01, 2024 9:59:47 PM Me

Would be a great gift

Jun 01, 2024 10:00:51 PM Me

When they each have kids they can all point to that photo to see what there papa looked like when he was little with his meme and abuelo

Jun 01, 2024 10:01:03 PM Me

So cool

Jun 01, 2024 10:01:11 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

How precious, sounds like a great plan I will have Addy help me do it, great for x mas👍

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Jun 01, 2024 10:01:56 PM Me

I know she'll design it well so it looks 👀 extra primo espsecial

Jun 01, 2024 10:02:11 PM Me

Impressionante

Jun 01, 2024 10:02:32 PM +15185908211

👍 you know it

Jun 01, 2024 10:03:09 PM Me

It's what we call in art a diptych, 2 pieces of art that are one

Jun 01, 2024 10:03:33 PM Me

Triptych is 3, etc

Jun 01, 2024 10:03:41 PM +15185908211

Uhm

Jun 01, 2024 10:03:51 PM Me

If u remember my senior art show had lots of that

Jun 01, 2024 10:04:21 PM Me

2 separate canvases but it's one painting

Jun 01, 2024 10:04:27 PM +15185908211

Yes😁

Jun 01, 2024 10:04:30 PM Me

Ok

Jun 01, 2024 10:04:38 PM Me

U got it?

Jun 01, 2024 10:05:48 PM Me

Thinking you might want to have the photoos printed at multiple sizes to see what pairing looks the right size

Jun 01, 2024 10:06:25 PM +15185908211

Definitely going to do it😊

Jun 01, 2024 10:07:20 PM Me

2 8x10s might be cool or too big Know what I mean?? Cheap to print some different sizes to find right size overall

Jun 01, 2024 10:07:26 PM Me

Get low quality

Jun 01, 2024 10:07:57 PM Me

I can show you the place online where Liz has her art printed

Jun 01, 2024 10:08:09 PM Me

Not very expensive either

Jun 01, 2024 10:08:49 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Ok send it time

Jun 01, 2024 10:09:05 PM Me

Ok

Jun 01, 2024 10:09:52 PM Me

Once I park

Jun 01, 2024 10:27:54 PM Me

I was texting with Joanna and she said she'd love to drive you guys somewhere tomorrow if you'd like to go to the pier in Ventura, or perhaps Santa Barbara? She mentioned not getting to say hello and I suggested that she swing by the hotel and then she suggested going somewhere So think it over Maybe decide in the morning Told her were going to breakfast

Jun 01, 2024 10:35:02 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Well Lv to but we are doing breakfast with you guys in morning see if she wants to go to breakfast with us. Then I have to take shower & pack up our stuff, so see if she wants to come to breakfast😊

Jun 01, 2024 10:35:22 PM Me

Ok

Jun 01, 2024 10:45:35 PM Me

Joanna shared this with me

Jun 01, 2024 10:45:39 PM Me

Jun 01, 2024 10:50:44 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

That’s nice, didn’t get that one 😊

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Jun 01, 2024 10:51:29 PM Me

Forgot to ask him who he walked with. Of course hours and hours went by but now that I see this photo I’m curious what her name is. I should find it out now because 20 years from now he might not remember.

Jun 01, 2024 10:52:10 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

True

Jun 01, 2024 10:58:43 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 15 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

We will figure out what we will do tomorrow, tired now, nite nite, tx in morning 🥰

Jun 02, 2024 8:45:22 AM Me

Good morning. I’ve already been up DoorDash Ing and was able to make money to charge my car which I’m doing right now. Let me know if you called Bonnie Luis and figured that out. I drove by and saw them with the lights on getting ready for the day.

Jun 02, 2024 8:50:55 AM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 1 second) +15185908211

I think we will just wing it , I will let you know, have to take shower& Pat to , & then tx the kids, I will let you know 😍

Jun 02, 2024 9:33:04 AM Me

Ok

Jun 02, 2024 10:14:24 AM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Meeting at Bonnie Lou’s at 10:30, Asians comming Declan & see if you can reach Dar??

Jun 02, 2024 10:14:39 AM Me

Ok

Jun 02, 2024 10:14:43 AM +15185908211

We are picking up Dec

Jun 02, 2024 10:14:51 AM Me

If we all text him, he will get the message

Jun 02, 2024 10:15:01 AM Me

Tell tell Aidan and Declan to text him to

Jun 02, 2024 10:15:30 AM +15185908211

Dad already tx him no response

Jun 02, 2024 10:15:46 AM Me

Alseep

Jun 02, 2024 11:19:43 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

We got the boys, heading to Boonnie Lou’s see you there

Jun 02, 2024 11:19:50 AM Me

Ok

Jun 02, 2024 11:19:56 AM +15185908211

👍

Jun 02, 2024 11:20:01 AM Me

I’m doing my best to get there. I’m having to deal with some stuff stuff.

Jun 02, 2024 11:20:26 AM +15185908211

Be there

Jun 02, 2024 11:21:08 AM Me

I'll be there as soon as I can. I’m having to figure out how to make money move around so I can pay car tickets and pay my registration and get the vultures off my back for at least 24 hours.

Jun 02, 2024 11:21:35 AM Me

I’ve been at it for about four hours now so again I will be there as soon as I can

Jun 02, 2024 11:21:47 AM +15185908211

Ok

Jun 02, 2024 11:21:56 AM Me

Last thing I wanna do is drive around with my expired registration get pulled over for a ticket and have to pay the state or the government even more money

Jun 02, 2024 11:22:11 AM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 02, 2024 11:22:42 AM Me

Having a hard day from the start

Jun 02, 2024 11:23:38 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Just show up

Jun 03, 2024 9:11:30 AM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

We are at enterprise now👍

Jun 03, 2024 9:39:26 AM Me

Ok

Jun 03, 2024 9:39:35 AM Me

Back at hotel 🏨

Jun 03, 2024 9:39:41 AM Me

Taking a shower

Jun 03, 2024 9:40:21 AM Me

Car is charged full 🔋 We leave at 11am

Jun 03, 2024 9:41:15 AM Me

I'll text you and Tricia when I wave goodbye to Aunt Pat and she heads to her gate.

Jun 03, 2024 9:41:23 AM Me

Send a picture

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Jun 03, 2024 11:39:05 AM Me

Oh wow

Jun 03, 2024 11:39:17 AM Me

Moving right along

Jun 03, 2024 11:39:24 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍

Jun 03, 2024 11:39:59 AM Me

We're packing the car here. Going to head out at 11 since that's checkout time

Jun 03, 2024 11:40:21 AM Me

We won't have to rush at all

Jun 03, 2024 11:40:34 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 23 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 03, 2024 12:09:57 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Jun 03, 2024 12:14:45 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Jun 03, 2024 1:17:55 PM Me

We’re at the airport in Santa Barbara

Jun 03, 2024 1:18:38 PM Me

Waiting for her ride to the gate

Jun 03, 2024 1:20:59 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 03, 2024 7:14:04 PM Me

Here’s my edit

Jun 03, 2024 7:15:01 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Nice😄

Jun 03, 2024 7:17:33 PM Me

Another

Jun 03, 2024 7:18:01 PM Me

So much going on in the big photo

Jun 03, 2024 8:57:40 PM Me

How goes it?

Jun 03, 2024 9:01:46 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Pretty good, tired now , so I will say a do, nite nite🥰❤️

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Jun 03, 2024 9:03:03 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

When I get home I will work on getting Russ to send long vid of graduation 🧑‍🎓

Jun 03, 2024 9:03:13 PM Me

I'm walking down at the beach and the Ventura train went by

Jun 03, 2024 9:03:22 PM Me

Toottoot

Jun 03, 2024 9:03:41 PM Me

Made me think of you guys

Jun 03, 2024 9:04:25 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 04, 2024 5:28:55 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

Sky over Raton nm

Jun 04, 2024 5:28:59 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Jun 04, 2024 5:29:08 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 04, 2024 5:29:52 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

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Jun 04, 2024 5:51:55 PM Me

Wow

Jun 04, 2024 5:52:11 PM Me

Looks like mid country

Jun 04, 2024 6:00:53 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Raton nm

Jun 04, 2024 6:47:35 PM Me

Cool 👍

Jun 04, 2024 6:48:10 PM Me

I'm dashing and have been going for a few hours now. Go until 6:30

Jun 04, 2024 6:48:38 PM Me

Then back online for some website tweaks in my site

Jun 04, 2024 10:09:59 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 49 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry, eating on train,

Jun 04, 2024 10:10:00 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Jun 04, 2024 10:10:20 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 48 minutes, 44 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jun 05, 2024 8:59:25 AM Me

Where r u now?

Jun 05, 2024 11:35:57 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +15185908211

Galesburg I’ll, will teach Chicago around 2:00 or 2:30

Jun 05, 2024 11:36:15 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Wow

Jun 05, 2024 11:36:18 AM Me

Amazing

Jun 05, 2024 11:36:20 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yippie

Jun 05, 2024 11:36:33 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

New Mexico to Chicago is fast

Jun 05, 2024 11:37:17 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

How’s the weather)

Jun 05, 2024 11:37:44 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Been sunny and clear skied, 80’s yesterday and for the foreseeable future

Jun 05, 2024 11:39:26 AM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +15185908211

That figures, we leave & it gets nice. Time to eat lunch😍

Jun 05, 2024 11:39:55 AM Me

So weird

Jun 05, 2024 11:40:11 AM Me

It’s like we had our June weather during may. A month early

Jun 05, 2024 11:40:25 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

We had that overcast look all month

Jun 05, 2024 8:31:46 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 34 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Leaving Chicago now, yippie ,yappie & yahooie

Jun 05, 2024 9:52:38 PM Me

Wow

Jun 05, 2024 9:52:48 PM Me

Home tomorrow

Jun 11, 2024 6:56:49 PM Me

I’ve seen hundreds of these since being in this space and I perceive tiny things but nothing earth shattering

Jun 18, 2024 9:29:08 PM Me

Hi, heads up. I refilled 2 meds..

Jun 18, 2024 9:29:42 PM Me

thanks 🙏❤️

Jun 22, 2024 1:12:53 PM Me

Just randomly saw this

Jun 23, 2024 9:25:08 AM Me

80 a 8 am Did you get my text message about buying a power cord?

Jun 23, 2024 9:26:30 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

No??

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Jul 04, 2024 9:26:15 PM Me

I remember spinning, sparklers all night and catching lightning bugs in jars

Jul 06, 2024 6:26:58 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 5 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

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Rain cloud

Jul 06, 2024 7:33:15 PM Me

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Jul 06, 2024 7:34:09 PM Me

All random

Jul 06, 2024 7:35:20 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

😳 woah 😮 maby it means something? 🤞

Jul 06, 2024 7:35:51 PM Me

One of my projects is to pull all the images out of my photo library that I’ve captured in this past year. I may have hundreds of these things that I’ve captured.

Jul 06, 2024 7:36:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yes I know 😊

Jul 07, 2024 12:11:28 PM Me

Jul 07, 2024 12:12:30 PM (Read by you after 55 minutes, 28 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow’ 😮

Jul 07, 2024 2:12:04 PM Me

Jul 08, 2024 4:34:05 PM Me

I

Jul 08, 2024 6:56:11 PM Me

Jul 08, 2024 6:56:42 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 9 minutes) +15185908211

😳 wow

Jul 11, 2024 12:12:12 PM Me

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Jul 14, 2024 5:14:32 PM Me

Jul 14, 2024 5:15:10 PM (Read by you after 29 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

😮😳

Jul 14, 2024 5:44:45 PM Me

Jul 14, 2024 5:47:09 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 4 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

😳🤪

Jul 14, 2024 6:55:37 PM Me

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Jul 18, 2024 8:25:38 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Nothing like waiting to last min, hope you are going to do house sitting job, how much does it pay? Dad is still in hospital , for observation, will know more tommrow, I will let you know,

Jul 18, 2024 8:26:16 PM Me

Russ has kept me posted all day about Dad and I’ve been confirming with him that I got the messages so I’ve known all day what’s been going on and I know that he’s there overnight which probably annoys the shit out of him because I know how much he hates hospitals🤣

Jul 18, 2024 8:27:02 PM Me

I am going tomorrow to meet the people at their house and I start Saturday. It doesn’t pay anything I get to stay at the beach for a week for free and all I have to do is feed and walk a dog that’s pretty fair to me considering I get to sleep in a week and I haven’t slept in a very, very long time.

Jul 18, 2024 8:27:22 PM Me

Sleep in a bed for a week is what I meant to say

Jul 18, 2024 8:27:56 PM Me

And I’ve been door dashing since 630 Pacific and I’m about to do a couple more hours now and I am pooped

Jul 18, 2024 8:30:52 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 27 seconds) +15185908211

I sent you a little money I was stashing away

Jul 18, 2024 8:32:28 PM Me

thank you ❤️

Jul 18, 2024 8:32:29 PM Me

paid

Jul 18, 2024 8:32:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

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Jul 18, 2024 8:33:00 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Kk

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Jul 18, 2024 8:33:40 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

You can ask darrell sometime how much I was losing my mind I thought it was the street tomorrow

Jul 19, 2024 8:36:52 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

Did you pay your phone?

Jul 19, 2024 8:56:57 AM Me

No. Paid my car insurance.

Jul 19, 2024 8:58:06 AM Me

Have to doordash for another whole day to do that. I'm wiped out tired. 😔

Jul 19, 2024 8:58:40 AM Me

It's on my long list of things that need my attention

Jul 19, 2024 9:00:06 AM Me

I'm just getting myself going for the day

Jul 19, 2024 9:01:18 AM Me

There's no let up

Jul 19, 2024 9:03:12 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Ok , at hospital with Dad Dr was in, he’s going to give him an infusion to completely stop bleeding, 24 hr took him off blood thinners, he sees him next week

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Jul 19, 2024 9:04:39 AM ⇲ Me

Asked Russ for update but just got it 👍 Headed to check client project, check email for reply from company who interviewed me on Monday. Then meet house sit ppl and their doggy at 4:30

Jul 19, 2024 9:05:47 AM ⇲ Me

Otherwise I'll be trying to dooordash in 90+ with no AC. Have to do it that way or my battery 🔋 disappears too quick

Jul 19, 2024 9:05:55 AM ⇲ Me

A schvitz

Jul 19, 2024 9:04:39 AM ⇱ Me

Asked Russ for update but just got it 👍 Headed to check client project, check email for reply from company who interviewed me on Monday. Then meet house sit ppl and their doggy at 4:30
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Jul 19, 2024 9:05:47 AM ⇱ Me

Otherwise I'll be trying to dooordash in 90+ with no AC. Have to do it that way or my battery 🔋 disappears too quick
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Jul 19, 2024 9:05:55 AM ⇱ Me

A schvitz
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Jul 19, 2024 9:10:59 AM +15185908211

Electric cars A schivitz 🤪

Jul 19, 2024 9:32:26 AM Me

🤣

Jul 19, 2024 2:11:20 PM Me

Jul 20, 2024 8:59:39 AM Me

Hi Mom, you would like this guy he’s one of my meditation teachers and he lives in LA. He’s live right now so you could click on this and watch him give a talk and then do a meditation for free DavidJi Live from LA at 8am PST He's great!!

Jul 20, 2024 8:59:57 AM Me

https://insig.ht/e/XDy2vSz8nLb

Jul 20, 2024 9:03:04 AM Me

Like chilling with Gandalf

Jul 20, 2024 9:09:46 AM Me

Giving a full moon talk Happens in 18 hours

Jul 29, 2024 11:41:56 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hi, good afternoon over there.

Jul 29, 2024 11:42:07 AM Me

How are you?

Jul 29, 2024 11:42:11 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

How is Dad doing?

Jul 29, 2024 11:49:51 AM Me

I have a question for you when you have a moment.

Jul 29, 2024 11:50:24 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

He’s doing better each day, have Drs all week , did blood work this morning, tommrow the gastroenterologist, then on Thursday the cardiologist to evaluate him possibly getting a watchman for his AFib, he can’t take blood thinners anymore, that’s what caused this, I ok just tired, but I will be ok 👍 , got to go waiting on the lawn mower guy to bring back the repaired mower Lv 🥰🙏Mom

Jul 29, 2024 11:51:00 AM Me

Thanks! And NICE on the lawnmower

Jul 29, 2024 11:51:24 AM Me

I’m having a prespription refill problem because I’m between healthcare plans.

Jul 29, 2024 11:51:39 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I dont have anyone who can write a refill for my depression meds.

Jul 29, 2024 11:51:49 AM Me

However, I have found a solution

Jul 29, 2024 11:52:22 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Amazon has online clinic where you can do refills. You meet by video call with a FNP or doc and get your refills done

Jul 29, 2024 11:52:37 AM Me

Pay $49 per video visit

Jul 29, 2024 11:53:17 AM Me

Then I get the depression meds renewed. I can keep pushing with MediCal.

Jul 29, 2024 11:54:13 AM Me

I did online chat with them but they said they cant approve refill without a doctor script, and I dont have my doctor in their plan just yet. Let me look into this today some more and I’ll let you know later today.

Jul 29, 2024 11:54:23 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

maybe 3-4 hours from now

Jul 29, 2024 11:54:28 AM Me

OK?

Jul 29, 2024 11:55:39 AM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +15185908211

Ok, your therapist won’t refill your script till you get help?

Jul 29, 2024 11:56:58 AM Me

She the kind of therapist that doesnt write prescriptions. Psychologist (License) vs Psychiatrist. (MD, doc)

Jul 29, 2024 11:57:30 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I can ask. Let me ask her. She may have a way of klaing it happen

Jul 29, 2024 11:58:10 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

👍 try

Jul 29, 2024 11:59:20 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Ir go to emergency care Explain your situation & maybe they can help??

Jul 29, 2024 12:00:51 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

Let me know

Jul 29, 2024 12:03:46 PM Me

k

Jul 29, 2024 12:03:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

just texted my therapist

Jul 29, 2024 12:04:02 PM Me

she if knows a way

Jul 29, 2024 12:04:55 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Jul 29, 2024 1:05:06 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

She doesnt know a way 🙁 But have the Amazon option. Could you help me do that? Pay 49 for the consult to get the prescription written? I’ll ask for as long a prescription as they can do.

Jul 29, 2024 1:08:53 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

I am at Mott’s you in a min

Jul 29, 2024 1:13:09 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

k

Jul 29, 2024 1:18:06 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

What the hell was that message🤪

Jul 29, 2024 1:20:49 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Do you still have our card no from the other scripts? If so does that include cost for scripts how much& usually 90 day is the longest, let me know

Jul 29, 2024 1:29:14 PM (Read by them after 1 second) ⇲ Me

I dont have the number, but its stored inside my Amazon acct.

Jul 29, 2024 1:26:22 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 40 seconds) +15185908211

What is alive or services on 7/19 for 99.00??? Let me know

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Jul 29, 2024 1:28:40 PM ⇲ Me

I’ll take a look and see

Jul 29, 2024 1:28:40 PM ⇱ Me

I’ll take a look and see
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Jul 29, 2024 1:28:59 PM +15185908211

👍

Jul 29, 2024 1:29:14 PM (Read by them after 1 second) ⇱ Me

I dont have the number, but its stored inside my Amazon acct.
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Jul 29, 2024 1:29:30 PM Me

k,k i’ll go look, dads asking on his phone too

Jul 29, 2024 1:29:38 PM +15185908211

👍

Jul 29, 2024 1:33:59 PM Me

$99 is from dads device. Its named Alivecor:

Jul 29, 2024 1:34:04 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Alivecor

Jul 29, 2024 1:34:10 PM Me

that;s who charge is from

Jul 29, 2024 1:34:16 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

not amazon, not on my side

Jul 29, 2024 1:34:39 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

amazon is the only place I have you. and is says clearly MARGIE Mahoney

Jul 29, 2024 3:28:47 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

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Jul 29, 2024 4:56:34 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! Just off my video call with a lovely nurse with a sense of humor. She put the scripts in while we’re on the call. I hit refresh on my amazon pharmacy account and I can see the refills in the queue. Delivery to campus on Thursday. I’ll drive up and pickup. I have the mailroom guys email, Lenny, and tell him to keep and eye out and let me know when its there. Then I dont drive up for nothing. Boys are in Vegas with Liz so cant have them look.

Jul 29, 2024 4:58:24 PM (Read by you after 46 seconds) +15185908211

Good news🥰 Lv Mom

Jul 29, 2024 4:59:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m confirming everything on the pharmacy side now.

Jul 29, 2024 4:59:35 PM Me

this is HUUUUGGGGGEEEEEE

Jul 29, 2024 4:59:41 PM Me

like the car guy

Jul 29, 2024 6:27:10 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

😆

Jul 30, 2024 9:53:15 AM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Yeah!!! Its on its way

Jul 30, 2024 9:53:23 AM Me

my meds

Jul 30, 2024 9:56:01 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

😆👍

Jul 30, 2024 9:56:18 AM Me

wiped out today

Jul 30, 2024 9:56:45 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

tired. mentally drained. doing the paperwork takes it out of me. hits me harder than I realize

Jul 30, 2024 9:57:50 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

still pushing today tho. Getting all the supporting documents together. Credit card statements, Pictures of my sleeping setup in the car. Pictures of my car on the street in places where I sleep at night.

Jul 30, 2024 9:59:20 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I have 2 pictures of cards Liz gave to me months before “i want a divorce” One from Valentines, one from my birthday. They both sing my praises at how awesome a husband I am, and for putting up with her stuff. Those are submitted to back up my claim of supporting her “stuff” (horses and triathlon)

Jul 30, 2024 9:59:51 AM Me

Doing my best at providing documentation to support any claims I make

Jul 30, 2024 10:07:13 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

👍 good job 😊

Jul 30, 2024 10:10:00 AM Me

thanks! ❤️

Jul 31, 2024 12:12:04 PM Me

Just now…

Jul 31, 2024 12:12:44 PM Me

Angels may be hanging out with me 😁

Jul 31, 2024 12:13:15 PM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

That’s right

Jul 31, 2024 2:11:21 PM Me

Jul 31, 2024 5:44:29 PM Me

Jul 31, 2024 5:50:26 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

It means stability .& support , clarity

Jul 31, 2024 5:51:02 PM Me

It’s been a weird day then again it’s been one weird weird week

Jul 31, 2024 5:52:25 PM Me

I really can’t wait to have this paperwork in the rearview mirror. It puts me in a not fun headspace but today I unplugged and I am at Marina Park, which is near where I sat for the dog and I’m about to take my meditation cushion and go meditate right next to the ocean for 20 minutes. I’m taking the opportunity to unplug for a while because I literally have not stopped for weeks. I have not taken any days off so anyhow off to meditate

Jul 31, 2024 5:53:04 PM Me

It’s been stressed and applications and dashing and more stress. It’s a cycle. I feel like a hamster in a wheel.

Jul 31, 2024 5:53:52 PM Me

| And I need to learn or rather teach myself to change my perception. And take action, positive action like meditation to unplug so I don’t feel like a hamster in a wheel in the first place we even think it.
Edited 19 seconds later | And I need to learn or rather teach myself to change my perception. And take action, positive action like meditation to unplug so I don’t feel like a hamster in a wheel in the first place or even think it.

Jul 31, 2024 5:55:10 PM +15185908211

I hear ya😊, go chill 🙏 OHM

Aug 02, 2024 6:56:10 PM Me

Aug 02, 2024 7:01:09 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 27 minutes, 55 seconds) +15185908211

It means change transformation & good luck, freedom& personal growth 👍😍

Aug 02, 2024 7:01:10 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Aug 02, 2024 7:01:26 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 27 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 03, 2024 9:48:39 AM Me

Saw Jenica at coffee shop this morning with her new boyfriend. I stopped to say hello and not pretend I didn’t see her. She seemed annoyed to see me. Needless to say but it hurt a lot. Like a sword 🗡️ thru the gut. Another crap 💩 start to a day.

Aug 03, 2024 9:50:10 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

There’s a lot of fish in the sea, move on 😁

Aug 03, 2024 9:50:28 AM Me

| You said that to me when I was a kid and I remember it visibly
Edited 8 seconds later | You said that to me when I was a kid and I remember it vividly

Aug 03, 2024 9:51:08 AM Me

The thing is, I clicked with her like no other person. Not even Liz.

Aug 03, 2024 9:51:44 AM Me

Anyhow

Aug 03, 2024 10:19:06 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

Wasn’t meant to be, obviously she moved on , forget about it, as Nick would say

Aug 03, 2024 10:27:14 AM Me

Good point

Aug 03, 2024 10:28:11 AM Me

He might say you’re too pretty to be looking backwards

Aug 03, 2024 10:31:47 AM Me

Hey Darragh is here until 20th He heads to school because they go camping before they start their college adventure. So my plan right now is to be here until he leaves so I can say goodbye to him properly

Aug 03, 2024 10:34:31 AM Me

And then I want to go to Colorado, drive there. Probably stay with tree and Don. Tree told me I can come stay there for as long as I need when I stayed last visit. It would be nice to see them, and hang with Darrell in person for a bit. We can get more done chitchatting in person than we can in text. We pretty much only text each other and don’t call.

Aug 03, 2024 10:34:35 AM +15185908211

👍

Aug 03, 2024 10:36:04 AM Me

I want to drive, But I think I need new front tires , they’re bald on one of the tracks and my car needs a brake job for sure and I’ve not taken it to the dealer once and it’s got over 50,000 miles on it. Won’t lie it’s making some noises. 😬 It would be prudent to take it in to get looked at before I would attempt driving across Utah because that was the longest stretch of road with nothing

Aug 03, 2024 10:36:23 AM Me

Don’t want to be in CO without a car

Aug 03, 2024 10:37:03 AM Me

I’d leave my stuff in storage here until I can figure out where I’m headed

Aug 03, 2024 10:37:34 AM Me

“Thinking out loud” here in text just now, all of that

Aug 03, 2024 10:38:56 AM Me

I’m going on a walk now. Have a headache and feel stressed. I have lots of spinning plates. Need to meditate a bit.

Aug 03, 2024 10:40:07 AM Me

I know you know the feeling of dealing with too much and the panic 😱 attacks that can come Working to avoid going there 🙂

Aug 03, 2024 12:11:48 PM Me

Just now I just got back to my car after meditating. How freaky is that?

Aug 03, 2024 12:34:04 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

😃 🤪

Aug 04, 2024 12:12:11 PM Me

Just looked at the phone I nearly cried

Aug 04, 2024 12:13:02 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 22 seconds) +15185908211

Wow👀

Aug 04, 2024 12:23:26 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

I’ve seen 3 — 11:11’s in the last 5 days Not normal

Aug 04, 2024 12:23:43 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

you have the screen captures: Wed, yesterday and today

Aug 04, 2024 12:23:59 PM (Read by you after 38 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 05, 2024 8:24:46 AM Me

Another mentally hard morning here. It’s hard to keep going when it all feels fruitless and hopeless. Screaming into the void

Aug 05, 2024 8:27:34 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Scream and get it off your chest & then start with a new attitude for the day 😃🥰

Aug 05, 2024 8:28:50 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 47 seconds) +15185908211

It will get better, it will get better & so on☺️

Aug 05, 2024 8:45:40 AM Me

It never gets better. In the same place I was 16 months ago. Every day is basically the same. I’ve accepted that this is as good as it gets. I had a nice life only I was unable to relax and enjoy any of it. Either too worried or too scared to ever speak up because I really don’t matter because I’m not good enough. Overwhelming themes that have run my whole life Fear and never having confidence in myself have put me where I am.

Aug 05, 2024 8:55:08 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 19 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Have to say I am worth it, and I am going to do it, I know I can, screw that get angry , don’t let it get to you

Aug 05, 2024 10:15:07 AM Me

Anger is not the way, that I know. Accepting things as they are is the way through

Aug 05, 2024 10:17:48 AM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

👍🙏🥰

Aug 05, 2024 4:35:13 PM Me

I need some good mojo sent my way. Riding the low tide of a depressive episode today.

Aug 05, 2024 4:37:51 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

Cusp of spiritual awaking & trust yourself

Aug 05, 2024 4:38:03 PM +15185908211

333

Aug 05, 2024 4:39:00 PM Me

yeah, sitting here doing some volunteer work as my board member role for the dart league. Looked down at my phone and there it was 333 Just like all the others

Aug 05, 2024 4:39:28 PM Me

I should do a search in photo library to see how many I have, its hundreds for sure, maybe over 1,000

Aug 05, 2024 4:39:54 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 6 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Stop ✋ it

Aug 07, 2024 12:42:51 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

stop what?

Aug 07, 2024 12:43:59 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

GM btw. Having a really crappy morning, over here. Supreme level crap Top shelf crap Haven;t had crap like this in a while 🤣🤣🤣 have to try and keep myself laughing

Aug 07, 2024 12:44:26 PM +15185908211

????? I don’t know

Aug 07, 2024 12:45:55 PM ⇲ Me

on the “stop it” gotcha

Aug 07, 2024 12:45:55 PM ⇱ Me

on the “stop it” gotcha
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Aug 08, 2024 12:11:45 AM Me

Tonight

Aug 08, 2024 5:44:44 PM Me

Today

Aug 12, 2024 7:30:48 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 🌞 , have a great day 🥰Mom

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Aug 12, 2024 12:11:45 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 10 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

😱

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Aug 12, 2024 4:01:58 PM ⇲ Me

27

How many squares do you see? 👀

Aug 12, 2024 4:01:58 PM ⇱ Me

27
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Aug 12, 2024 4:04:01 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

No 3 the one on top is a real one sitting on my squrell statue 🤣🤣🤣

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Aug 12, 2024 6:55:53 PM Me

Just now

Aug 13, 2024 4:34:08 PM Me

Just now

Aug 13, 2024 5:37:12 PM (Read by you after 14 hours, 58 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 14, 2024 10:10:44 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

I am so happy to hear that ❤️ Mom

Aug 14, 2024 10:11:49 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

This morning

Aug 14, 2024 10:24:09 AM Me

Nice

Aug 14, 2024 3:22:49 PM Me

Just now after getting in the house

Aug 14, 2024 4:34:03 PM Me

What?!?

Aug 14, 2024 5:44:44 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

?????👀

Aug 15, 2024 12:22:45 PM Me

Next in line to file. Been here 20mins and this shows up

Aug 15, 2024 2:11:42 PM Me

Aug 15, 2024 3:22:52 PM Me

Holy 💩

Aug 18, 2024 5:46:16 PM Me

Aug 19, 2024 6:55:33 PM Me

This just happened

Aug 22, 2024 6:55:54 PM Me

Just now as I swiped on my phone finishing my DoorDash

Aug 22, 2024 7:02:04 PM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 13 seconds) +15185908211

Wow 😮

Aug 25, 2024 5:44:32 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

This happened just now. What does this mean again the fours? I don’t know what they mean

Aug 25, 2024 7:00:08 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 19 seconds) +15185908211

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Aug 25, 2024 7:32:59 PM ⇲ Me

Where did you find that answer?

Aug 25, 2024 7:10:44 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

🥰 Lv Mom

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Aug 25, 2024 7:11:55 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Aug 25, 2024 7:33:29 PM ⇲ Me

How tall is he now??

Kegs & Aunt San 68 today

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Aug 25, 2024 7:32:59 PM ⇱ Me

Where did you find that answer?
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Aug 25, 2024 7:33:29 PM ⇱ Me

How tall is he now??
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Aug 25, 2024 7:35:31 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 19 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

On angel 😇 numbers, google it, about 5 ft 1 ,

Aug 29, 2024 2:13:04 PM Me

Been having some challenging days. But I’m moving in a psychologically positive direction. I’ll send more updates soon

Aug 29, 2024 2:16:13 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 53 minutes, 46 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 29, 2024 4:33:44 PM Me

Just now opening my phone

Aug 29, 2024 4:34:33 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

👀 ?

Aug 29, 2024 4:34:34 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Aug 29, 2024 4:34:45 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Aug 31, 2024 2:11:57 PM Me

Aug 31, 2024 2:12:40 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

👀 😘

Aug 31, 2024 2:22:12 PM Me

Hard day today.

Aug 31, 2024 2:49:44 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 8 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Everybody is having a hard day, on our way out to Uncle Dave’s 70 Th party 🎉

Aug 31, 2024 3:58:24 PM Me

👀👀👀

Aug 31, 2024 3:58:49 PM Me

70? Holy Christmas

Aug 31, 2024 4:01:14 PM Me

I’d really like to get out of California and go to Colorado. However I lack resources to get me there. I’m trying to work on that now I just paid my car which was $600 A very kind friend bought me two new tires to replace my balding ones and for me to go to Colorado she wants me to kickstart my life in a new place she said it would be the best thing to get away from here. I absolutely agree I can’t be in Ojai it’s just too weird . So I stay down here in Ventura but I’m looking everywhere to bump into Jenica. Ran into her a month ago and ran into two of her very good friends two days ago

Aug 31, 2024 4:33:47 PM Me

Just now

Aug 31, 2024 5:45:42 PM Me

I literally just happened to glanced down at my phone 30 seconds ago and I saw this last time I looked at my phone I had the threes the second time I glance at it it’s got the force this is bananas

Sep 01, 2024 1:23:11 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Sep 01, 2024 6:55:41 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Sep 02, 2024 12:11:48 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Wow

Sep 02, 2024 12:12:01 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Just now

Sep 02, 2024 12:12:13 PM Me

Another random glance and its there

Sep 02, 2024 12:13:07 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

An interesting observation. Yesterday I did not have a particularly great day. It was rather challenging. The times I did glance at the phone it was 1112 or 223 or 334 it’s like everything was off by one which that’s how my day felt. I find the synchronicity a little interesting

Sep 02, 2024 12:16:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Getting plan for Colorado I have an interview with a company in the same Town as Darrell and Sara. This week. Aside from that I still plan to head that way. I need to change of scenery.

Sep 02, 2024 3:22:39 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

Wow

Sep 02, 2024 4:00:56 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 02, 2024 7:09:42 PM Me

Hi mom, I know your birthday is coming up in a few days and I want to let you know I am working on some thing for your birthday. I probably won’t have it there in time but I wanted you to know that I am working on something. It’s not Big in elaborate like dad’s Kane but I think you will like it. As soon as I’m able to get it out of here I will let you know

Sep 02, 2024 7:13:45 PM (Read by you after 30 minutes, 58 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , Tks , just a card would do , or a face time didn’t need any thing, Lv Mom

Sep 02, 2024 7:43:12 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 31 seconds) +15185908211

The only thing would be to come home , Lv you miss you very very much 🥰 Mom

Sep 03, 2024 12:44:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Ones and Fours

Sep 03, 2024 4:33:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Just now 🤯

Sep 03, 2024 4:34:17 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 20 minutes, 57 seconds) +15185908211

Wow 🤩

Sep 03, 2024 6:55:20 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Crazy

Sep 03, 2024 6:56:49 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 27 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

Hmm 🤔

Sep 03, 2024 6:59:21 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 25 minutes, 24 seconds) +15185908211

Dad woke up this morning & we tested him for Covid Positive😬, got some med from His Dr,

Sep 03, 2024 10:25:10 PM Me

Oy keep me posted. Is it mild or hard??

Sep 04, 2024 8:54:58 AM Me

How is Dad doing today?

Sep 04, 2024 9:43:52 AM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 15 seconds) +15185908211

I think it’s pretty mild, he got some meds from Drs, 😃

Sep 04, 2024 10:32:17 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

ok, let me know if anything changes

Sep 04, 2024 12:11:19 PM Me

Sep 05, 2024 2:11:18 PM Me

Sep 06, 2024 8:09:01 AM Me

Happy Birthday 🎂🥳🎉🎊🎁
Sent with Heart

Sep 06, 2024 12:11:26 PM Me

I just got this for real

Sep 06, 2024 9:15:37 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Now Nitty night

Sep 07, 2024 6:56:00 PM Me

Just now

Sep 08, 2024 12:11:40 PM Me

Just now

Sep 08, 2024 12:50:07 PM Me

Starbucks points

Sep 08, 2024 2:11:25 PM Me

Just now

Sep 08, 2024 3:22:19 PM Me

Wild

Sep 08, 2024 3:22:53 PM Me

111 minutes inbetween too

Sep 09, 2024 10:17:48 AM Me

My point balance at Starbys

Sep 10, 2024 11:56:41 AM Me

Hi mom, how are things?

Sep 10, 2024 11:56:47 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Is dad better from Covid?

Sep 10, 2024 11:56:51 AM Me

How do you feel?

Sep 10, 2024 11:57:10 AM Me

Dad’s appt is 14th right?

Sep 10, 2024 2:26:35 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hello?

Sep 10, 2024 2:26:42 PM Me

😊

Sep 10, 2024 2:27:24 PM (Read by you after 42 seconds) +15185908211

No th 17th 😁

Sep 10, 2024 2:28:15 PM Me

oh, ok. putting it on calendar now

Sep 10, 2024 2:28:49 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry out side digging up dirt , cleaning for fall

Sep 10, 2024 2:29:05 PM Me

I know. I did it with you last year

Sep 10, 2024 2:29:08 PM Me

😊

Sep 10, 2024 3:13:55 PM Me

A question for you. I need to pay my late storage fee in order to have my insurance claim processed. I should get 2k back and could return the $199 to you once I get the check from insurance. LMK, because they will not process the claim without it. note: you’ll be getting the $199 right back.

Sep 10, 2024 3:24:57 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

Ok Dad is going to vemo Russ & will send to you

Sep 10, 2024 3:26:33 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Russ Dad is going to vemo you 199.00 to Bert, so you can vemo it to him for storage unit damage claim. Mom

Sep 10, 2024 3:26:50 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

Sorry 🤪

Sep 10, 2024 3:31:05 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Hello🙄

Sep 10, 2024 3:45:52 PM Me

hi

Sep 10, 2024 3:46:09 PM Me

I just read your note. Let me check the amount when I log in

Sep 10, 2024 3:47:38 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Sep 10, 2024 3:47:39 PM Me

199

Sep 10, 2024 3:48:30 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 25 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , just look for the vemo from Russ

Sep 10, 2024 3:51:46 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +15185908211

Russ just sent the money 💰, look for it

Sep 10, 2024 3:52:00 PM Me

❤️

Sep 10, 2024 3:52:17 PM +15185908211

❤️

Sep 10, 2024 3:53:16 PM +15185908211

Send a Tks to Dad too 😊 Mom

Sep 10, 2024 3:57:07 PM Me

K

Sep 10, 2024 4:14:23 PM Me

All paid thanks!!

Sep 10, 2024 5:44:37 PM Me

Sep 10, 2024 9:15:18 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 29 seconds) +15185908211

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Nighty nite

Sep 10, 2024 9:15:20 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 10, 2024 9:15:37 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

K

Sep 10, 2024 9:29:12 PM Me

I just wish the numbers actually did something other than wow look at that

Sep 12, 2024 10:02:39 AM Me

Hi mom, I’m gonna order one of my prescriptions today on Amazon. I’ll let you know how much it is

Sep 12, 2024 2:11:40 PM Me

Theyre with me today

Sep 12, 2024 2:55:13 PM Me

Mom, ordered my depressiin med venlafaxine. Have 4 left $23 and 90 more will be here on Monday

Sep 12, 2024 2:55:42 PM (Read by you after 41 minutes, 38 seconds) +15185908211

🌞

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Sep 12, 2024 3:38:47 PM Me

Remember Jenica? We just pulled up on the opposite sides of a red light in Ventura she was taking a right and I was taking a left and I ended up driving up behind her and right next to her and for a split second I think she saw me. I put my arm out the window to wave. I just sent her a text that said hi yes it wasn’t your imagination or your eyes playing tricks that was me was nice to see you I’ll be in a flash I hope you are well Bert I still cannot get that woman out of my mind. I’d still be with her if I had had a job and that crushes my heart but at the same time it kind of drives me to get one because when I do I’m gonna send her a video message to let her know

Sep 12, 2024 4:28:14 PM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Did you hear anything back from the job in Co ?

Sep 12, 2024 4:55:50 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’ve sent my additional designs, and 2 references.

Sep 12, 2024 4:56:01 PM Me

Hes making his mind up over the weekend.

Sep 12, 2024 4:56:04 PM Me

I have a good shot.

Sep 12, 2024 4:56:52 PM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 3 seconds) +15185908211

Praying 🙏

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Sep 12, 2024 5:45:47 PM Me

Ageism is my only hurdle/barrier

Sep 12, 2024 5:46:57 PM +15185908211

🙃 not always

Sep 13, 2024 12:11:24 AM Me

G night

Sep 13, 2024 4:34:18 PM Me

Just now Friday the 13th 3:33 👻👻👻👻

Sep 13, 2024 4:37:38 PM +15185908211

💀🤡👻👺🙀

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Sep 14, 2024 12:11:57 AM Me

Gnight

Sep 14, 2024 4:56:47 PM Me

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👀👀👀

Sep 14, 2024 4:57:49 PM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +15185908211

What?

Sep 14, 2024 4:58:36 PM Me

555.5 yards

Sep 14, 2024 4:59:14 PM Me

555.5 feet rather

Sep 14, 2024 4:59:48 PM Me

In the screenshot

Sep 14, 2024 5:00:03 PM Me

Above

Sep 14, 2024 5:00:40 PM (Read by you after 56 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

I don’t see anything

Sep 14, 2024 5:57:50 PM Me

Sep 14, 2024 5:59:29 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Still don’t get it

Sep 14, 2024 6:03:10 PM Me

Sep 14, 2024 6:03:18 PM Me

It says delivered, just sent it again

Sep 15, 2024 12:11:35 PM Me

I glanced just now

Sep 15, 2024 3:22:50 PM Me

Just now

Sep 15, 2024 3:23:39 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

🙄

Sep 15, 2024 3:23:56 PM Me

Keep getting them

Sep 15, 2024 3:32:04 PM Me

I don’t feel too great.

Sep 15, 2024 3:33:11 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 50 seconds) +15185908211

222 , means your prayers have been answered, good fortune in finances ,

Sep 15, 2024 3:33:13 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 15, 2024 3:33:41 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Sep 15, 2024 3:34:07 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

Are you sick?

Sep 15, 2024 3:56:27 PM Me

I don’t know if I’m sick but I kind of have that feeling

Sep 15, 2024 3:56:37 PM Me

I haven’t been sick since I had Covid

Sep 15, 2024 3:57:30 PM +15185908211

I hope not🙏

Sep 15, 2024 3:57:40 PM Me

I’m sick in the head that’s for sure

Sep 15, 2024 3:57:50 PM +15185908211

🤣🤣

Sep 15, 2024 3:58:19 PM Me

I think I’m making myself sick because of how worried I am about getting the news about that job

Sep 15, 2024 3:59:15 PM Me

I mentally preparing myself for the worst

Sep 15, 2024 3:59:48 PM Me

Imagining I have the negative news and how that feels inside my mind and body Trying to live that experience as real as possible before it really happens to help blunt the effect

Sep 15, 2024 4:03:13 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

Called Aidan today, talked to him for a few& Dad too , sent him a card with 💵 he was on his way to La to see a haunted boat ??

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Sep 15, 2024 4:33:37 PM Me

Got this one too

Sep 16, 2024 3:22:41 PM Me

Just now

Sep 16, 2024 3:23:30 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

🙀👍

Sep 17, 2024 12:22:27 PM Me

Good night

Sep 17, 2024 12:22:31 PM Me

Sep 18, 2024 11:02:02 AM Me

Palindrome Same forward or backward

Sep 18, 2024 4:33:21 PM Me

Sep 18, 2024 4:35:57 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

😱

Sep 19, 2024 3:22:53 PM Me

Another

Sep 19, 2024 4:06:01 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 51 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Sep 20, 2024 4:26:03 PM Me

Are you away from the house? Must be why I can’t FaceTime

Sep 20, 2024 4:27:03 PM +15185908211

No I am on back porch, I tried to face time you but you didn’t answer

Sep 20, 2024 4:27:03 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Sep 20, 2024 4:27:15 PM Me

Not drivung

Sep 20, 2024 4:27:19 PM Me

Try now

Sep 20, 2024 4:29:56 PM Me

Sep 20, 2024 4:30:00 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

No not comming through

Sep 20, 2024 4:30:17 PM Me

It’s on my end hold on a second

Sep 20, 2024 4:30:31 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 56 seconds) +15185908211

I try again

Sep 20, 2024 4:31:38 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 49 seconds) +15185908211

It said bert unavailable

Sep 20, 2024 4:32:08 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 19 seconds) +15185908211

You have not silenced

Sep 20, 2024 4:33:29 PM Me

Just tried it rang

Sep 20, 2024 4:33:37 PM Me

I restarted my phone

Sep 20, 2024 4:33:44 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Kk

Sep 20, 2024 4:46:33 PM (Read by you after 27 seconds) +15185908211

Just tx

Sep 20, 2024 4:46:47 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

Tx Dad

Sep 21, 2024 5:44:35 PM Me

Now

Sep 21, 2024 6:18:12 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

👍😊

Sep 21, 2024 6:22:30 PM Me

I have a bunch from a couple of days where I wasn’t able to text all the time because my phone was off-line. What’s wild is my phone is on the same wireless network, but I pay one months worth it me six months on my new plan I get unlimited text talk and data for 15 bucks a month

Sep 21, 2024 6:23:14 PM Me

I am on Mint Mobile, the one with the Ryan Reynolds commercials. And it’s on top of the T-Mobile network. So I didn’t change networks or technology I literally just change companies and I’m saving $85 a month

Sep 21, 2024 6:23:37 PM Me

The $85 was for all the overhead and fees

Sep 21, 2024 6:23:57 PM Me

I paid 50 bucks and change for three months of service

Sep 21, 2024 6:24:14 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Excellent wow

Sep 21, 2024 6:24:54 PM Me

I just pulled into storage. I’m up in Ojai now. You would’ve seen the graphic I posted with the DoorDash. It was the first one I’ve been able to do since Dad lent me the money so I could get Mint Mobile going and get my car charged.

Sep 21, 2024 6:26:00 PM Me

So I am at storage and going to take a cursory inventory of things to remind myself of what is in there. I’ll start making the three piles. Things to keep. Things to give away and things to pitch into the trashola

Sep 21, 2024 6:26:37 PM Me

I have a rule. If it’s not a sentimental item and I can replace it for less than $100 and not something rare it’s gone

Sep 21, 2024 6:26:46 PM Me

If it’s something I forgot I even had it’s gone

Sep 21, 2024 6:27:02 PM Me

Why am I paying to store things I don’t even remember I have??

Sep 21, 2024 6:27:34 PM Me

🫠

Sep 21, 2024 6:27:48 PM Me

🤑

Sep 21, 2024 6:27:56 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Good idea 👍 so true, haven’t seen it, don’t need it gone

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Sep 21, 2024 6:27:58 PM Me

😜

Sep 21, 2024 6:28:25 PM +15185908211

🙄🙃

Sep 21, 2024 6:28:37 PM Me

What do you and dad think about the hundred dollar level. Should I make that more? So something that I can replace for less than $200 What do you think is better

Sep 21, 2024 6:28:57 PM Me

Obviously the higher the number the more stuff gets pitched

Sep 21, 2024 6:29:17 PM Me

Actually given away because there will be 80 $90 items in there

Sep 21, 2024 6:29:39 PM Me

OK shutting my mouth and getting into storage to look this over. If I can do a little bit every day it’s better than leaving it to the end

Sep 21, 2024 6:29:54 PM (Read by you after 1 second) ⇲ +15185908211

Have a storage sale

Sep 21, 2024 6:30:11 PM ⇲ Me

Possibly

Sep 21, 2024 6:30:28 PM ⇲ +15185908211

Make some money??

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Sep 21, 2024 6:31:12 PM ⇲ Me

The storage place might let me do it right in front or on the street right outside the place. I’m not going to have much stuff. Maybe 10 feet long that’s it

Sep 21, 2024 6:32:41 PM ⇲ +15185908211

Ask ? Sounds good

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Sep 21, 2024 6:29:54 PM (Read by you after 1 second) ⇱ +15185908211

Have a storage sale
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Sep 21, 2024 6:30:11 PM ⇱ Me

Possibly
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Sep 21, 2024 6:30:28 PM ⇱ +15185908211

Make some money??

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Sep 21, 2024 6:31:12 PM ⇱ Me

The storage place might let me do it right in front or on the street right outside the place. I’m not going to have much stuff. Maybe 10 feet long that’s it
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Sep 21, 2024 6:31:45 PM Me

I’m pretty sure a lot of things are going to go the way of the dodo bird

Sep 21, 2024 6:31:48 PM Me

🦤

Sep 21, 2024 6:32:03 PM Me

I love that they have a 🦤

Sep 21, 2024 6:32:41 PM ⇱ +15185908211

Ask ? Sounds good

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Sep 22, 2024 3:23:45 PM Me

Pulled phone out of pocket to check on something and I see 2:22 on 9/22

Sep 22, 2024 3:24:48 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

👍, good fortune

Sep 22, 2024 3:43:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

yes please

Sep 22, 2024 3:43:32 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

feeling a bit tired and burned out

Sep 22, 2024 3:47:52 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

Beacuse you are moving forward with your life, and that’s a good thing, you are concentrating on moving forward so you don’t have time to dwell on the past 🥰

Sep 22, 2024 10:39:09 PM Me

I cant sit around and wait for that number to show up as my balance.

Sep 22, 2024 10:40:50 PM Me

Not kidding when I say the synchronicities are constant now. I saw 5:55pm today but was unable to capture. I simply pick up the phone and the number is staring me in the face

Sep 22, 2024 10:41:46 PM Me

I see the synchronicity of the numbers in more places than just the clock is what I’m getting at. Like if I go to the market and get a receipt it will have either three of the same number or two pairs. Three of kind or two pairs sounds like we’re playing poker now🤣🤣🤣

Sep 22, 2024 10:48:50 PM Me

Sep 22, 2024 10:54:45 PM Me

Sep 22, 2024 11:20:53 PM Me

Sep 22, 2024 11:21:32 PM Me

Sep 23, 2024 12:12:15 AM Me

Bedtime

Sep 23, 2024 5:45:05 PM Me

Sep 24, 2024 4:33:42 PM Me

Beginning to think these are bad luck

Sep 24, 2024 4:34:31 PM Me

depression is heavy today. Very dark day. ☹️

Sep 24, 2024 4:47:58 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Taking meds? A lot going on right now in your life, just try to chill, meditate 🧘, tommrow will look better🥰 Mom

Sep 24, 2024 4:56:55 PM Me

Yes, absolutely taking my meds. I don’t miss them because if I do the side effects of withdrawal are hideous And you’re right I have a lot going on. I’m pretty much numb most of the time because if I really try to hold everything going on in my head at once it feels like it’s going to explode

Sep 24, 2024 5:00:44 PM +15185908211

Make your list& cross off as you go, it helps so you are not thinking of everything at once😍

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Sep 26, 2024 7:13:13 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 40 seconds) +15185908211

Hey what’s up , haven’t heard from you, hope all is well 🥰 Mom

Sep 26, 2024 7:27:12 PM Me

Im busy at darts.

Sep 26, 2024 7:27:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Ok

Sep 26, 2024 7:32:29 PM Me

www.google.com

Sep 26, 2024 7:32:29 PM Me

Anhedonia, a facet of my depression. Lack of pleasure See link

Sep 26, 2024 7:33:59 PM Me

depressed and not bothering anyone with my shit same routine, nothing new

Sep 26, 2024 7:35:34 PM Me

The saying “same shit different day” comes to mind

Sep 26, 2024 7:36:54 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 27 seconds) +15185908211

Ok just worried 😟 didn’t hear from you since Tuesday Lv 😍Mom , Dar didn’t either. Or Russ , they were concerned

Sep 26, 2024 7:37:29 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Touch base

Sep 26, 2024 7:52:49 PM Me

K

Sep 26, 2024 7:54:06 PM Me

No one wants to hear the same song and dance every day

Sep 26, 2024 7:57:31 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 41 seconds) +15185908211

No they just want to know you are ok Lv🥰 Mom

Sep 26, 2024 7:58:37 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

They worry about you , we all do 😍

Sep 26, 2024 8:25:23 PM Me

Just ask. Not going to broadcast everything anymore. Same shit diff day

Sep 26, 2024 8:25:43 PM Me

Lost my first dart match

Sep 26, 2024 8:26:43 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 55 minutes, 35 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , Lv you anyway, hope you have a great game

Sep 28, 2024 6:21:49 PM Me

Sep 28, 2024 6:21:49 PM Me

Heres my astrology chart based on day time and gps Very interesting as it has many things about me spot on there are maybe two things that don’t manifest in me

Sep 30, 2024 2:11:43 PM Me

Always seem to be around watching me get nowhere ☹️

Sep 30, 2024 5:44:48 PM Me

Just now

Sep 30, 2024 5:45:33 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 37 seconds) +15185908211

🙄 wow

Sep 30, 2024 6:55:51 PM Me

This is a little ridiculous

Sep 30, 2024 6:56:38 PM +15185908211

What the hell? 😱

Oct 01, 2024 10:18:38 AM Me

I just got done DoorDash Ing. Look at how much I made

Oct 01, 2024 12:11:39 PM Me

Just now

Oct 01, 2024 12:12:10 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 42 seconds) +15185908211

😵

Oct 01, 2024 2:12:22 PM Me

Just now. Phone ran out of charge. Powered up while I was in restroom. Swiped finger and 111

Oct 05, 2024 12:11:42 PM Me

Oct 06, 2024 12:11:47 PM Me

Oct 06, 2024 12:12:09 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 41 minutes, 48 seconds) +15185908211

😵

Oct 06, 2024 12:12:49 PM Me

I catch the morning 11:11 alot

Oct 06, 2024 12:13:12 PM Me

Headed yo storage. It should be the end of it today

Oct 06, 2024 12:13:24 PM Me

I’m bone marrow tired

Oct 06, 2024 5:44:59 PM Me

Just now while taking dinner time break at storage

Oct 06, 2024 5:45:51 PM +15185908211

Good idea 👍

Oct 06, 2024 5:47:04 PM Me

I’ve been working in 25 minute blocks then taking a 5 to 10 minute break. Then go another 25. It’s far better stretching out your energy over long day then the typical pushing as hard as you can just to get it over with

Oct 06, 2024 5:47:46 PM Me

At the end of the tired days I just start throwing things in the spaces and holes without thinking because I get frustrated because I’m tired and it feels like it’ll never end

Oct 06, 2024 5:49:17 PM +15185908211

It. Will, be positive a little at a time, 😁

Oct 06, 2024 5:49:51 PM Me

However, I’m in a good spot right now. I essentially have everything in my 5 x 5 except for the things I have to sort through for going with me. Namely clothes shoes winter kind of stuff. Plus my art stuff so I can paint, and that’s about it. The stuff will stay here in the 5 x 5 until I figure out what’s happening with my life. Hypothetically if I were to go to Colorado and end up getting a fully remote position making the kind of money I would like to. I will move back to Ventura and live by the ocean Love living by the ocean and being close to the mountains at the same time and I have that here

Oct 06, 2024 5:50:57 PM Me

Later tonight if I have the energy left I’ll edit together all the time lapse videos I’ve taken of this entire move. Every 25 minutes I record that 25 minutes in a time lapse video. So when I watch the video back I move super fast like Keystone cops

Oct 06, 2024 5:51:27 PM Me

My only issue is I wish I could move it the stuff as fast as I see it done in the video. It will be interesting to see how long the video is time lapsed because I know how much real time it took

Oct 06, 2024 5:51:59 PM Me

I’m between 25 to 30 hours so far since Friday

Oct 06, 2024 5:52:28 PM Me

12 yesterday Woke up at 8 That’s a major sleep in for me

Oct 06, 2024 5:53:29 PM +15185908211

Physical work is good for mind & body

Oct 06, 2024 5:54:00 PM ⇲ Me

| I totally agree I’ve not been thinking on the hamster wheel while doing this. However it was creeping in when I was
Edited 8 seconds later | I totally agree I’ve not been thinking on the hamster wheel while doing this. However it was creeping in when I wasnt

Oct 06, 2024 5:53:30 PM Me

Anyhow I’m gonna shut up and get back to it. Like I said I will send a video of this entire move thing when I’m done. I may post it to YouTube on my channel

Oct 06, 2024 5:53:57 PM +15185908211

👍 cool

Oct 06, 2024 5:54:00 PM ⇱ Me

| I totally agree I’ve not been thinking on the hamster wheel while doing this. However it was creeping in when I was
Edited 8 seconds later | I totally agree I’ve not been thinking on the hamster wheel while doing this. However it was creeping in when I wasnt

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Oct 06, 2024 5:54:38 PM Me

Mainly because I’m tired mostly. I was sharing with Darrell that if I am either tired or hungry or both I am highly susceptible to triggers and going down the rabbit hole

Oct 06, 2024 5:55:10 PM Me

The hypothetical would be if you’ve done enough skydiving jumping out of the plane isn’t really a big deal anymore

Oct 06, 2024 5:56:41 PM Me

There has to be a clinical name for what I am or what I think I would call myself and that is a “functional depressive“ I’m someone who, when I have a job and a place to live, from the outside looks perfectly normal and happy. However as I have been expressing more and more to people when they ask how are you I tell them the truth. I used the word fair as a response to that and the person stopped dead in their tracks like I told them my dog died

Oct 06, 2024 5:56:51 PM +15185908211

Na physical is good for. Mind body & sole

Oct 06, 2024 5:57:27 PM Me

Especially the fillet of sole 🐟

Oct 06, 2024 5:57:32 PM Me

🤣

Oct 06, 2024 5:57:40 PM Me

Soul v sole

Oct 07, 2024 2:13:16 PM Me

Hey! Check out this insight from The Pattern.

Oct 07, 2024 2:13:21 PM Me

Oct 08, 2024 12:11:59 PM Me

I just parked the car to charge and this is what time it is

Oct 08, 2024 4:21:29 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +15185908211

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Sunset tonight

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Oct 08, 2024 4:22:28 PM Me

R u able to see instagram updates?

Oct 08, 2024 4:23:25 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 7 seconds) +15185908211

Not me many Dad didn’t ck yet, let you know

Oct 08, 2024 4:33:38 PM Me

Just now

Oct 09, 2024 4:45:03 PM Me

Oct 09, 2024 4:45:25 PM (Read by you after 27 seconds) +15185908211

👀😵

Oct 09, 2024 4:47:32 PM Me

Saw 222 as well I just didn’t catch it with my screen capture

Oct 09, 2024 4:47:53 PM Me

Ive been so unproductive today Worthless

Oct 09, 2024 4:48:34 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 19 seconds) +15185908211

Sometimes you need one of those days 😊

Oct 09, 2024 4:50:23 PM Me

Not relaxed Anxiety and dread

Oct 09, 2024 4:50:32 PM Me

All day every day

Oct 09, 2024 4:50:52 PM Me

I meditate and do all my shit but I don’t seem to be able to get beyond this

Oct 09, 2024 4:51:29 PM Me

Feel very much the unsuccessful fuckup

Oct 09, 2024 4:54:15 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 26 seconds) +15185908211

Your trying to hard, say it’ will be all right , it will pass, chill, you have to thinks of your future& what you can make of it. Mom😊

Oct 09, 2024 4:55:49 PM Me

K

Oct 10, 2024 11:11:38 AM Me

I just hung up with Darrell and this is what the clock said

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Oct 11, 2024 1:08:53 PM Me

I’m driving with Focus turned on. I’ll see your message when I get where I’m going.

Oct 12, 2024 3:30:45 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +15185908211

How are things going?

Oct 12, 2024 3:31:36 PM Me

good. got my uhaul drop-off changed to a place less than 2 miles from Aunt Pot 🤣

Oct 12, 2024 3:32:07 PM Me

only cost $50 more. Saves me 6 or seven hours of my life driving back and forth over the mountaints

Oct 12, 2024 3:32:22 PM Me

takes about 3.5 from here to APat

Oct 12, 2024 3:32:55 PM Me

slept until 9, usually up at 6

Oct 12, 2024 3:33:16 PM Me

still need to do some stretching. I feel cramped into a car seat position

Oct 12, 2024 3:33:57 PM Me

hips are tight as all hell asked darrell about finding a massage place but I’ll wait until after tomorrow.

Oct 12, 2024 3:34:29 PM Me

Staying here tonight. Here by myself, Darrell is working. Its nice and quiet. Me and the rabbit. Super cute.

Oct 12, 2024 3:36:46 PM +15185908211

Sounds good ,👍 take a hot shower 😄

Oct 12, 2024 3:36:49 PM Me

— Tomorrow morning he will follow me over the mountains to Aunt Pat’s. We unload the car and park it somewhere it can stay for a bit—to be figured out there. Then take the 10 or so things I have in crates in the back of the uhaul to where I’ll stay in her house. Then Darrell and I will take Uhaul over to return it by 3pm tomorrow in Longmont.

Oct 12, 2024 3:37:32 PM Me

I’m already online trying to find the part for my car OEM/Third Party. Car is 5 years old so the parts are out there, even used ones.

Oct 12, 2024 3:37:39 PM Me

on ebay like $300

Oct 12, 2024 3:37:50 PM Me

VW wants $2,000

Oct 12, 2024 3:38:04 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

estiamte on car fix was $3300

Oct 12, 2024 3:38:56 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

If I had the money under a matress, no problem. I dont even have a matress.

Oct 12, 2024 3:38:58 PM Me

🤣🤣🤣

Oct 12, 2024 3:39:24 PM Me

I’m so ok with just about anything that comes at me now.

Oct 12, 2024 3:41:53 PM +15185908211

Sounds like a plan, keep me updated 🥰

Oct 12, 2024 3:41:55 PM Me

I did nearly lost my shit night before last when I had to drive an extra 3 hrs / 200 miles just to get the trailer. I was drained from the day, and had just picked up everything from teh car at teh airport and was ready to leave town. Darrell calls and says that he talked to a guy 90 miles away who has a trailer. He said if you leave without your car, its going to cost you more later.

Oct 12, 2024 3:42:06 PM Me

I hung up on him

Oct 12, 2024 3:42:11 PM Me

I never do that

Oct 12, 2024 3:42:14 PM Me

to anyone

Oct 12, 2024 3:42:22 PM Me

mid sentence

Oct 12, 2024 3:42:52 PM Me

I am very glad I did the drive and got the car.

Oct 12, 2024 3:43:13 PM Me

I’m pretty sure I can lure Uncle Don into the project.

Oct 12, 2024 3:43:21 PM +15185908211

👍

Oct 12, 2024 3:43:24 PM Me

He loves building and fixing things

Oct 12, 2024 3:43:30 PM Me

and he has an electric car

Oct 12, 2024 3:43:39 PM Me

smart dude

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:00 PM Me

do u know he and I text constantly about politics

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:00 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Hopefully his heel is better?

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:07 PM Me

hell?

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:14 PM Me

did he injure?

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:52 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Also, I am up to date on Uncle Bob. I asked D this morning and got the story

Oct 12, 2024 3:44:59 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yea, had an operation on heel & ended up with an infection

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Oct 12, 2024 3:45:13 PM Me

I’ll text and ask him.

Oct 12, 2024 3:45:27 PM Me

D says UBob’s Dementia is getting pretty bad

Oct 12, 2024 3:45:33 PM Me

all his filters are gone

Oct 12, 2024 3:45:44 PM +15185908211

Yea

Oct 12, 2024 3:46:00 PM Me

just says shit out loud — the thinking parts that are supposed to be quiet

Oct 12, 2024 3:47:02 PM Me

its sad to hear about that. Afflicitions or diseases are always this abstract idea until it hits someone you know personally

Oct 12, 2024 3:47:33 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

and even then, everything and eveyone is on a spectrum. No two things are alike, ever.

Oct 12, 2024 3:47:48 PM Me

anyhow.

Oct 12, 2024 3:48:17 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

going back to looking for parts and I’ll text Don

Oct 12, 2024 3:48:30 PM +15185908211

👍

Oct 12, 2024 3:48:31 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I’m sure A Pat will let you know I’m there

Oct 12, 2024 3:48:37 PM Me

when was last you talked?

Oct 12, 2024 3:49:09 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Couple of days ago

Oct 12, 2024 3:49:12 PM Me

k

Oct 12, 2024 3:49:18 PM Me

just curious

Oct 12, 2024 3:49:30 PM Me

she may facetime you when I get there

Oct 12, 2024 3:49:46 PM +15185908211

She knew you were comming

Oct 12, 2024 3:50:01 PM +15185908211

Didn’t know when

Oct 12, 2024 3:50:57 PM Me

its fine with me. beats doing the car thing forever. even tho I wont have the car immediately—NOT sleeping in it will be a treat

Oct 12, 2024 3:51:21 PM Me

Slept in the car seat 4 days straight

Oct 12, 2024 3:51:32 PM Me

most nights I’m in the back somewhat flat

Oct 12, 2024 3:51:52 PM +15185908211

& shower 🚿

Oct 12, 2024 3:51:58 PM Me

I should do a video for you all during the day

Oct 12, 2024 3:52:10 PM Me

show you how I move around and set it all up WITHOUT leaving the car

Oct 12, 2024 3:52:29 PM +15185908211

🤣🤣

Oct 12, 2024 3:52:32 PM Me

some pretzeling involved

Oct 12, 2024 3:52:51 PM Me

for my age I can still move around pretty damn good

Oct 12, 2024 3:53:04 PM Me

I’m just slower

Oct 12, 2024 3:53:07 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hahaha

Oct 12, 2024 3:53:25 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

and yes the hot shower last night was awesome.

Oct 12, 2024 3:53:51 PM Me

I was unable to get my feet fully clean. I need pumice or lava rock to scrub my feets

Oct 12, 2024 3:55:31 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 6 seconds) +15185908211

😱

Oct 12, 2024 3:58:42 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

haha

Oct 12, 2024 4:11:48 PM Me

Yesterday

Oct 12, 2024 4:12:49 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15185908211

You can see men’s

Oct 12, 2024 4:13:05 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Mountains

Oct 12, 2024 4:14:58 PM Me

I took a lot of photos. I have a lot to share and will do it at some point.

Oct 12, 2024 4:15:19 PM Me

I have easily over 10,000 photos in my library

Oct 12, 2024 4:16:27 PM +15185908211

Ok👍, going to make dinner now, later😍

Oct 12, 2024 4:18:51 PM Me

K

Oct 14, 2024 11:33:23 AM Me

Saw this on the phone 📱 after we hung up

Oct 14, 2024 11:33:58 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 8 seconds) +15185908211

🤔

Oct 17, 2024 9:37:07 AM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 34 seconds) +15185908211

Went to see gastroenterologist yesterday, having procedure on Monday @ 7:30. To stretch throat & evsofgas 😩 ugh

Oct 17, 2024 10:04:03 AM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Oh wow. You awake for it or asleep?

Oct 17, 2024 11:12:15 AM Me

Opened laptop and... 11:11

Oct 19, 2024 7:05:27 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hey mom check this out:

Oct 19, 2024 7:05:29 PM Me

Instagram

Oct 22, 2024 2:22:53 PM Me

222 on 1022

Oct 22, 2024 2:35:13 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

Oh wow👀☠️

Oct 23, 2024 11:12:23 AM Me

Wow, again yoday just now

Oct 23, 2024 1:12:21 PM Me

OMG

Oct 24, 2024 7:07:08 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 5 seconds) +15185908211

Russ is sending you money by vemo for your car

Oct 24, 2024 7:08:19 PM Me

at starbucks onilne right now

Oct 24, 2024 7:08:42 PM Me

trying to do some work Today has been one of the hardest days of depression for me

Oct 24, 2024 7:08:53 PM Me

Easy top 5

Oct 24, 2024 7:09:11 PM Me

thank you for helping me

Oct 24, 2024 7:09:27 PM +15185908211

Russ is trying to vemo you the money for car pmt

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Oct 24, 2024 7:09:38 PM Me

doing best to take one thing at a time, however overwhelm hits

Oct 24, 2024 7:09:46 PM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +15185908211

And him

Oct 24, 2024 7:09:57 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

Answer him

Oct 24, 2024 7:10:13 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

just didi

Oct 24, 2024 7:10:21 PM Me

didnt see messages

Oct 24, 2024 7:10:26 PM Me

was in a file

Oct 24, 2024 7:10:52 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 54 seconds) +15185908211

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Oct 24, 2024 7:43:22 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

thanks for the early xmas present 😊 its likely the only thing I’ll get 😜

Oct 24, 2024 7:43:45 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

keeps reposession off my back

Oct 24, 2024 10:28:42 PM Me

I so would have loved to go to this concert

Oct 24, 2024 10:28:44 PM Me

YouTube

Oct 24, 2024 10:29:08 PM Me

Can feel that groove, and the mic dance 🔥🔥🔥

Oct 29, 2024 10:12:40 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 52 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning , how is the job front going? How is everything else going? 😍Mom

Oct 29, 2024 10:37:00 AM Me

Hi, getting nowhere on jobs. Either not the right experience or too much experience. Not much else to say. Dont have much of a life Nothing going on. I dont have friends here, dont know anyone, or have any money to go out to do anything with anyone so I sit inside alone every day Pretty much it. Thats why I dont text or send updates, literally nothing happening in my life. Everyday is the same.

Oct 29, 2024 10:39:25 AM Me

Have meetings setup with local people and services that will start soon. However moving to a new state where i dont know anyone or the area and moving into a place by myself is even more isolating so no idea where life is headed. Really sucks

Oct 29, 2024 10:40:09 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

How about Lowe’s or Home Depot, that are always hiring, plus it will give you some money ? Drive over & get app

Oct 29, 2024 10:41:25 AM Me

If it will make everyone happy I will record audio or video as I walk in and they tell me I dont have right experience and that I shouldn’t be looking for a job there They hire people who used to be plumbers and carpenters and electricians to work there

Oct 29, 2024 10:41:40 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Or local hardware store

Oct 29, 2024 10:41:45 AM Me

They don’t hire 55-year-old people for their entry-level jobs

Oct 29, 2024 10:42:26 AM Me

Also being outgoing is not a hallmark of depression

Oct 29, 2024 10:42:38 AM Me

Quite the ipposite

Oct 29, 2024 10:42:50 AM Me

Rather be hidden in a cave

Oct 29, 2024 10:44:36 AM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +15185908211

Yes they do they like older workers , you know a lot about paint lumber & etc, you have to suck it up for a while to get on your feet,

Oct 29, 2024 10:45:35 AM Me

Pretty sure Ive been “sucking it up” for over a year. Im full.

Oct 29, 2024 10:46:06 AM +15185908211

Put up signs in , neighborhood to do dog walking

Oct 29, 2024 10:50:12 AM Me

Im not going to walk into places to get rejection to the face. Im all filled up on rejection. Got enough for multiple people for multiple lifetimes I’m simply not wanted. I’m ok with that but no one else is. If I had ability to support myself id live all alone like a hermit. I know thats how I’ll be. Too hurt and damaged to put myself out there again. Ive had enough of people

Oct 29, 2024 10:51:54 AM Me

— Anyhow, just another day like any other… it will carry on until the sun rises again and it all repeats. No big. Been there done that

Oct 29, 2024 10:52:57 AM (Read by you after 21 seconds) +15185908211

☹️

Oct 29, 2024 10:53:55 AM ⇲ Me

Pretty much. Its my normal so it doesnt phase me. Others freak out

Oct 29, 2024 10:53:55 AM ⇱ Me

Pretty much. Its my normal so it doesnt phase me. Others freak out
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Oct 29, 2024 10:55:07 AM Me

They’re uncomfortable with the idea, and then when they discover its my reality they dont know how to relate to me

Oct 29, 2024 10:57:38 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

Just come home at least you have support here & have a place over your head

Oct 29, 2024 10:58:52 AM Me

Its same situation differnet location. Supported by family and still no life.

Oct 29, 2024 11:01:19 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

You have to make up your mind & it will happen, it will be difficult but dig deep & it can happen🙂‍↔️

Oct 29, 2024 11:01:43 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 45 seconds) +15185908211

Making lunch now

Oct 31, 2024 12:34:57 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Happy Halloween 🎃

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Downtown with Addy for lunch today

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Nov 03, 2024 8:21:07 PM Me

Mom youll like this mashup Jolene and Sweet dreams are made of this. Plus gen x ppl like me dancing

Nov 03, 2024 8:21:09 PM Me

YouTube

Nov 04, 2024 2:57:37 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Hi Mom. So I got the prescriptions and was about to purchase them using the MasterCard and Amazon wants me to re-enter the card number. Its because its the first time I’m shipping them here to Colorado otherwise I wouldn’t be bugging you for the number. Its a MasterCard ending 6267. The script is for 90 days which will get me into the new year and hopefully onto some kind of insurance. If we had medicine setup like every other European ally there would be no cost or hoop jumping. Ahh to dream…. Anyhow. Feeling woozy as I type this and the fastest I get the pills is Thursday so its going to get worse before better over here. Wednesday will be a banner day for sure. So, whenever you get this and have a moment to call that would be bueno. 😬

Nov 04, 2024 3:47:34 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

Is that to order your meds?

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Nov 04, 2024 3:48:44 PM (Read by you after 54 seconds) +15185908211

Then it is the right no

Nov 04, 2024 3:49:09 PM (Read by you after 29 seconds) +15185908211

Let me know how much 😏

Nov 04, 2024 3:49:51 PM Me

Its $49

Nov 04, 2024 3:52:22 PM Me

For the med order.

Nov 04, 2024 3:53:11 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍 ok I will let Dad know, that would be great if you could wean off meds& do therapy 😃

Nov 04, 2024 4:02:26 PM Me

Not therapy. Diff solution than pills tho. For ppl with bad depression

Nov 04, 2024 4:03:26 PM +15185908211

Yes I saw what your talking about

Nov 04, 2024 4:04:26 PM Me

all meds are doing is helping me tread water keep head above water

Nov 04, 2024 4:05:30 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Yes I know, brain fog and all, need clarity

Nov 04, 2024 4:55:48 PM Me

Going on walk Still havent ordered. Likley Friday arrival now. No big just useless more days. Ive had worse

Nov 05, 2024 10:54:39 AM Me

Hi. Good afternoon Still wondering about ordering the meds. About to drive Don to Denver Airport so wont be back for a few hours

Nov 05, 2024 10:56:04 AM (Read by you after 32 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , I thought you already did?

Nov 05, 2024 10:58:37 AM Me

No. I paid $50 to meet with a nurse online to get my prescription renewed NOT refilled. I had no refills and no way to get a new prescription because no insurance or healthcare coverage. So now i have the prescription, but no pills.

Nov 05, 2024 1:55:47 PM Me

Just back from driving Don to airport Feeling dizzy and slight nauseous feeling. Withdrawls are here 🥳🎉 hooray 🤢🤮

Nov 05, 2024 2:01:46 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +15185908211

You can’t order your meds??

Nov 05, 2024 2:02:16 PM Me

No

Nov 05, 2024 2:02:28 PM Me

Thats what ive been saying

Nov 05, 2024 2:02:38 PM Me

This whole time

Nov 05, 2024 2:03:17 PM Me

Been off depression meds going on 5 days

Nov 05, 2024 2:05:09 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

Why can’t you get them through on line like before

Nov 05, 2024 2:07:43 PM Me

I have cash and no credit. I should have had prescription sent local but i cant think straight with side effects. Anyhow at this point earliest id get it is Friday or Saturday

Nov 05, 2024 2:08:11 PM Me

So i have days of fetal position ahead

Nov 05, 2024 2:11:30 PM Me

Ill figure it out

Nov 05, 2024 2:12:10 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Ask Aunt Pat & give her the cash

Nov 05, 2024 3:23:07 PM Me

I ordered meds. 49.60 and had 49.80 in my account

Nov 05, 2024 3:24:08 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +15185908211

?

Nov 05, 2024 3:24:24 PM Me

My doordash acct

Nov 05, 2024 3:24:44 PM Me

Cost 49.60 I had 49.80

Nov 05, 2024 3:24:53 PM Me

.20 left

Nov 05, 2024 3:25:10 PM +15185908211

😩

Nov 05, 2024 3:43:02 PM Me

— Observation: I’m isolated here. I could see Declan in person. Could soak up the wave energy at the beach knew where things were and where to go I knew a few people I had places to hang out even without money simply because I had lived there for decades Had the dart people in Ventura to hang with who all became great friends — Here, best way to describe the dissociation… I’m outside the snow-globe looking in. Im fine, but alone and have an invisible barrier between me and real life inside the snow globe. Im More the observer Than a participant living Im totally ok with that There are many ppl who Id rather avoid — I asked the nurse who helped me yesterday that if she didn’t read about my depression or need for meds, would she have the slightest inkling Im someone with major recurrent treatment resistant depressive disorder or any flavor of depression?? She said absolutely not, no way. I’m far too chatty and laugh too much when in conversation and make jokes. And shes a medical pro and couldnt see it in me—the average person has zero clue

Nov 05, 2024 3:46:00 PM Me

All that to say that adjusting to things is far more difficult than would appear on the surface and im done lying to ppl when they ask how im doing. Ive stopped a few grocery clerks stone cold frozen when they absorb what I say back. Simply honest, not mean

Nov 05, 2024 3:48:38 PM +15185908211

There’s nothing wrong with that, I am like that& so is Aunt Pot

Nov 05, 2024 3:48:50 PM Me

Not everyone gets the fun happy comfortable life. You know that from growing up. I know it from living in my car and being inside another level of society for a while, and divorce, no job, moving to another state, yadayada

Nov 05, 2024 3:50:12 PM ⇲ +15185908211

That’s called starting over

Nov 05, 2024 3:49:09 PM Me

And sallies passing too

Nov 05, 2024 3:49:25 PM Me

Its alot in one year and its not over

Nov 05, 2024 3:49:43 PM Me

Plus losing my connection to Jenica

Nov 05, 2024 3:49:57 PM Me

Not the best year for me

Nov 05, 2024 3:50:12 PM ⇱ +15185908211

That’s called starting over
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Nov 05, 2024 3:53:54 PM Me

— Not my experience Ive been mentally, and psychically tortured with depression, physically and mentally exhausted. Fight half the day just to get head above water to be less than 20% productive than what I was once capable of. My brain has taken a hit like a cricket bat from this whole year and my head is still ringning 😝

Nov 05, 2024 3:57:28 PM Me

Like i said to Darrell, wave a magic wand and job apartment money social life is instantly here tomorrow morning… Its going to take time for me to reassimilate to this culture and im not sure I want to. One way plane tix to europe 😜

Nov 05, 2024 3:58:35 PM Me

Srsly tho I wish I could snap back but Im not going back anymore. Ive always retreated, no more.

Nov 05, 2024 4:00:20 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

That’s right go forward

Nov 07, 2024 9:13:52 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 53 seconds) +15185908211

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Nov 07, 2024 5:58:22 PM (Read by you after 52 minutes, 17 seconds) +15185908211

😱😄

Nov 14, 2024 4:45:16 PM Me

On the 14th no less

Nov 23, 2024 12:13:45 PM Me

How are you? ☺️

Nov 23, 2024 2:47:42 PM Me

Universe hing up

Nov 23, 2024 2:47:52 PM Me

Go do stretches

Nov 23, 2024 2:47:59 PM Me

Be well

Nov 23, 2024 2:48:08 PM +15185908211

Kk 🥰

Nov 23, 2024 2:48:09 PM Me

❤️bert

Nov 23, 2024 6:41:21 PM Me

You and Dad should fly out to Colorado for Christmas

Nov 23, 2024 6:42:34 PM Me

Done door dashing. 3 shifts today 5.5 hours, $70 :-(

Nov 23, 2024 6:43:25 PM Me

My pro rate that would be over $400 for same amt time :-(

Nov 23, 2024 6:45:03 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

👀 woah 😮

Nov 23, 2024 6:47:45 PM Me

Right?!? Its depressing. im working on a way to sell some art online I watched liz do it years ago and she has a good side histle selling note cards, prince, and calendars of her photography. And she does it all online. I was still living at the house when she started that business of selling her photos I went through 5000 mountain photos I have from all of my hiking. I have 60 photos selected that are all pretty awesome. Anyhow my point is I’m going to set it up And see if I can sell some notecards maybe some 2025 calendars, who knows

Nov 23, 2024 6:47:55 PM Me

You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take

Nov 23, 2024 6:49:34 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

Sounds like a plan 😏

Dec 02, 2024 4:44:55 PM Me

Dec 02, 2024 4:48:17 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +15185908211

🤨

Dec 02, 2024 4:48:59 PM Me

Theyre just numbers inhappen to see alot

Dec 02, 2024 4:49:11 PM Me

Nothing much else

Dec 03, 2024 10:27:29 AM Me

Not a good day ☹️ My mind wont cooperate.

Dec 03, 2024 4:44:35 PM Me

Just now

Dec 03, 2024 4:45:55 PM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

🤨

Dec 04, 2024 4:44:29 PM Me

Just now

Dec 04, 2024 9:01:07 PM Me

Youll LOVE this routine. Give a min.

Dec 07, 2024 4:45:28 PM Me

Again with the 4s Door dashing, swiped and 444

Dec 08, 2024 11:12:12 AM Me

Gm Just now

Dec 10, 2024 1:53:57 PM Me

Got this earlier while sitting at a stoplight

Dec 11, 2024 12:13:21 PM Me

Just now as I picked up the phone If I get 1212 tomorrow on December 12 my head might pop off

Dec 11, 2024 12:14:07 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 4 seconds) +15185908211

🤣

Dec 13, 2024 3:33:43 PM Me

Just got this

Dec 16, 2024 4:44:31 PM Me

Just now

Dec 16, 2024 4:48:09 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

😮

Dec 18, 2024 6:01:37 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Planning, Building & Construction Today

Dec 25, 2024 7:55:57 AM (Read by you after 35 minutes, 33 seconds) +15185908211

Merry Christmas 🎄, Lv Mom

Dec 25, 2024 8:31:41 AM Me

Merry Christmas

Dec 30, 2024 3:06:31 PM Me

Won $14 Everyone got one here

Dec 30, 2024 3:08:18 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 5 seconds) +15185908211

👍🙂

Dec 31, 2024 4:51:24 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

crappy day today 🙁 ‘

Dec 31, 2024 7:49:14 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

YouTube

Jan 02, 2025 7:57:32 AM (Read by you after 3 hours, 4 minutes, 9 seconds) +15185908211

Good morning 😊 , I want to know how much to save your car from collection. We hate to see you lose your car. Lv Mim& Dad

Jan 02, 2025 11:06:47 AM Me

Hi! Thanks for calling. It was nice to talk. Waiting for Car people to get back to me. Storage is $276 That pays for December and this January, and puts acct in good standing until next payment due Feb 1st. Normally $119/mo Have 36 late fee :-( I can give you guys my login info and you and Dad could pay online from there. Or do the money transfer to Russ thing. Will call/facetime once I hear about car. ❤️ bert

Jan 02, 2025 11:08:02 AM +15185908211

👍

Jan 02, 2025 11:08:11 AM Me

Ok

Jan 02, 2025 11:09:18 AM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

🥳

Jan 02, 2025 11:09:31 AM Me

👍

Jan 02, 2025 3:29:17 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 10 seconds) +15185908211

Did our hear from car dealership yet?

Jan 02, 2025 3:30:07 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 20 seconds) +15185908211

Also send Dad info for your storage unit

Jan 02, 2025 3:33:36 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I have not heard back from Capital One about car yet. I will try again shortly. Going to get my daily one mile walk in. And I can send Dad the login info for storage right now before I head out to the walk. I’ll text again when its sent.

Jan 02, 2025 3:34:14 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 11 seconds) +15185908211

👍

Jan 02, 2025 3:40:03 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

ok, just emailed everything but the password. I’ll put that here. W/O info connected no one knows what its for. That’s an exclamation point between1970 and “Admit” 1970!Admit

Jan 02, 2025 3:40:29 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Total is $276

Jan 02, 2025 3:40:38 PM Me

k, off for a walk.

Jan 02, 2025 5:53:18 PM (Read by you after 34 seconds) +15185908211

Did you hear from storage unit?

Jan 02, 2025 5:56:38 PM Me

Yes. Just got back from walk. Luke, jr worker, returned my call and left a message saying he doesnt have control of the payment system. He did say I could call him and do payment over phone. They’re closing now but open at 9am PST, so noon for you

Jan 02, 2025 6:01:35 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , Luke jr. ? I am your father 🤣🤣 Dad will call at noon , Lv Mom

Jan 02, 2025 6:02:25 PM Me

Jan 02, 2025 6:02:29 PM Me

Hahaha

Jan 02, 2025 6:03:08 PM +15185908211

😁😃🤣

Jan 02, 2025 6:05:58 PM Me

Love it, didnt think of that. His name is Luke, not a jr I meant hes the junior employee not the boss. I know her too I would stop in on 100+ days cuz office has ac. I would “shoot the shit” for a while to cool down and got to know them all on first name basis. When Dad calls ask for Luke, and simply say youre calling to pay for Bert. He knows me. Hes about Aidans age

Jan 02, 2025 6:06:31 PM Me

Nice kid

Jan 02, 2025 6:07:47 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Do you have the number?

Jan 02, 2025 6:08:03 PM Me

Yes one sec

Jan 02, 2025 6:08:35 PM Me

805-646-2354

Jan 02, 2025 6:09:40 PM Me

If by some weird chance Luke isn’t there whoever answers can take the payment just tell them it’s for Bert Mahoney and give them my unit number. Dad can see the unit number on the screen. I believe it is E081 but confirm it

Jan 02, 2025 6:10:49 PM Me

And they should be able to confirm payment right while he’s on the phone. Then if dad logs into the website he should see that the account is paid up. Then he knows it went through

Jan 02, 2025 6:11:24 PM Me

And THANK YOU I AM GRATEFUL
Sent with Loud

Jan 02, 2025 6:11:36 PM Me

🙂❤️

Jan 02, 2025 6:12:02 PM Me

It takes enormous stress off my mind.

Jan 02, 2025 6:13:20 PM Me

All the financial stuff stresses me out more than anything else Im dealing with. Even the depression

Jan 02, 2025 6:14:02 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 32 seconds) +15185908211

Ok ,tks, I will ft you tommrow, and I know you are 😊🥰 you too

Jan 04, 2025 12:20:39 PM Me

Spotify

Jan 09, 2025 3:42:07 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 49 seconds) +15185908211

Chill, listen to ocean waves , & recalibrate tomorrow.

Jan 09, 2025 3:47:03 PM Me

Its hard

Jan 09, 2025 3:47:12 PM Me

Harder than u can imagine

Jan 09, 2025 3:48:12 PM Me

Told Darrell that it will likely take me as much time to heal, as Ive been falling… years. Sux

Jan 09, 2025 3:49:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Yoda says must do, can do no matter how long it takes

Jan 09, 2025 3:49:30 PM Me

Just feel trapped

Jan 09, 2025 3:51:31 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

You have to say to yourself, I can do it & it will not be this way forever, I will not let you win🤨

Jan 09, 2025 3:52:11 PM Me

I hear it but don’t feel it at all, sorry.

Jan 09, 2025 3:52:22 PM Me

Disingenuine

Jan 09, 2025 3:52:37 PM Me

Its not an authentic feeling

Jan 09, 2025 3:53:35 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Look at yourself in the mirror & say you are not going to win& I mean it

Jan 09, 2025 3:53:36 PM Me

I probably will go to bed soon for the day.

Jan 09, 2025 3:54:22 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Ok , you are probably mental exhausted

Jan 09, 2025 3:59:20 PM Me

Ive simply lived in this space for too long. I dont have optimism. Ive been f*cked over too hard for it to exist in me anymore. And I still have yet to feel that I care. No one wants to hear it. Im not suicidal, BUT MY DEPRESSION hasnt gone away. Its still here. Its just not dominating right now. I still have so much work ahead of me before I’ll feel safe and simply content.

Jan 09, 2025 4:00:20 PM Me

Someone else chose this path for me, I didnt want this, but have to deal.

Jan 09, 2025 4:01:56 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 11 seconds) +15185908211

I know, it will take time, I will always be here to listen to you 🥰 Mom

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Jan 10, 2025 11:40:21 AM Me

So, adjusting back is WAY HARDER THAN IMAGINED.

Jan 10, 2025 11:43:37 AM Me

I felt an understanding and non-judgmental experience inside there. And I felt community with others in the same boat no matter how severe their condition. I know what everyone there feels like on some level. There is shared experience and you find camaraderie - and that alone goes a long way in taking stigma and labels off your mind.

Jan 10, 2025 11:45:47 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Do you have heckle fish or did they come & get it? Have to make up your mind you have to do it, day by day it’s not going to happen overnight. So what’s your plan, did you sell any mor prints?

Jan 10, 2025 11:51:10 AM ⇲ Me

Hecklefish? Why Files? Im confused as I dont have one. I know this takes time. Its going to take years and that sucks to know I’m going to feel like this until I get a MAJOR BREAK, like my art taking off, or getting a remote gig in my field. Working at 7-11, homedepot, or target will add to feeling stuck and down. But everyone is pushing me to go get one despite me knowing i’ll be triggered hard by it at some point — just dont know when it’ll show up. At least I could go back to the hospital if I have to.

Jan 10, 2025 11:46:46 AM Me

And being in the basement all day isolated inside of loneliness is never good. But thats whats on tap for me today. Cant go or do anything, not even $3 coffee outside, with no resources. It’s as if you’re being punished on top of everything else for feeling down , “just because.”

Jan 10, 2025 11:50:22 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Do you want to come home?

Jan 10, 2025 11:51:10 AM ⇱ Me

Hecklefish? Why Files? Im confused as I dont have one. I know this takes time. Its going to take years and that sucks to know I’m going to feel like this until I get a MAJOR BREAK, like my art taking off, or getting a remote gig in my field. Working at 7-11, homedepot, or target will add to feeling stuck and down. But everyone is pushing me to go get one despite me knowing i’ll be triggered hard by it at some point — just dont know when it’ll show up. At least I could go back to the hospital if I have to.
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Jan 10, 2025 12:06:36 PM Me

No. Honestly I want to be in CA, back in Ventura. I feel safe there even if I was in my car, I had a routine that made me feel ok.

Jan 10, 2025 12:08:55 PM Me

Just came up with this. — Simple paradigm. Berts life is a mess, MEANS Bert is a mess. — Until my quality of life issues are resolved in a non-triggering way, I will continue to be a mess. I cannot WILL motivation or happiness when I’ve been depressed, suicidal, and feeling like shit for years. I definitely WONT feel this crap if I had something to look forward to, and thats non-existent right now.

Jan 10, 2025 12:09:24 PM Me

dont know how to boil it down simpler than that

Jan 10, 2025 12:10:15 PM Me

Otherwise Im still here existing, but not living. 😕

Jan 10, 2025 12:11:50 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

You are the only one to make that happen for yourself 😃

Jan 10, 2025 12:17:57 PM Me

Exactly Thats why everyone should pipe down and get off my back. My self awareness is strong enuf for 10 ppl. I know whats going on, what I need to do, etc etc. Im not ignorant, stupid, or blind to my situation. Im so in tune its hurts twice. The disease itself, and the clarity of awareness of whats happening and being helpless when in the throws of it. So when others jump in my band wagon and start complaining to me, about me, I’ll shut down faster than a meth lab. If I could make everything move faster and get out of this hellhole I would.

Jan 10, 2025 12:22:12 PM Me

Thats why I was sharing about Aunt Pats pressure other day It makes me shut up shop and turn off. It does the opposite of what everyone wants to happen, including myself. I know ppl want to help. However, lack of experience with the severely depressed makes it so good intentions are harmful rather than helpful. Not once inside the hospital did anyone tell me what I should do, or suggest it. They simply acknowledged your issues and asked HOW they can help. Rather than TELLING me how to help myself. I know what needs to be done, but depression gets in the way.

Jan 10, 2025 12:25:36 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +15185908211

I understand that, just have to keep trucking. I wanted to know if you still have your car?

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Jan 10, 2025 12:25:56 PM Me

Yeah, its still parked outside last night

Jan 10, 2025 12:27:08 PM +15185908211

Good , I call it hecklefish 🤣

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Jan 10, 2025 12:28:24 PM Me

Still dealing with that psychologically. That car saved my ass from the streets and makes me cry to lose it. Im emotionally attached to it because its a safe space for me inside it. One if the two places I can relax. Sitting in that car, and when deep inside my mind in a long meditaion.

Jan 10, 2025 12:32:28 PM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +15185908211

Ok going out for a while

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Jan 10, 2025 3:58:46 PM Me

Have watched numerous YT videos about fire. I recognize so many places when watching The scene along the coast in Malibu is mind blowing. Unsure if malibu high school survived?? Went with Declan there to play soccer against Malibu for Nordhoff. You have a beautiful view of the ocean not too far back from PCH at that school. This may be bad now, but the rebuild and recovery will be in the multi-Billions. You have so many 10 and 20 million dollar homes up in there. NONE of the homes in the Palisades go for less than 1million. Even 1bed 1bath

Jan 10, 2025 3:59:22 PM Me

Brings back my vivid memories of driving out of Ojai while it was on fire.

Jan 10, 2025 3:59:38 PM Me

Gave me goosebumps and chills watching

Jan 10, 2025 4:01:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

A terrible thing, all you can do is pray 🙏 forthosepoorpeople

Jan 10, 2025 4:05:11 PM Me

Ppl may think its all rich ppl living there but lots live paycheck to paycheck. There will be hundreds of homes that wont rebuild and leave scarred, empty lots in neighborhoods. This happpened in Ventura Ojai after Thomas fire. No insurance, no rebuild. Will be 10+ years before that area heals the scars

Jan 10, 2025 4:05:46 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Everyday people

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Jan 10, 2025 4:06:27 PM Me

I know ppl who lost everything. It was awful in a scale hard to wrap head around and this is 100x worse

Jan 10, 2025 4:07:55 PM +15185908211

Yes PP 13,000 acres equals 2 long islands

Jan 10, 2025 4:15:54 PM Me

And palisades alone is 20+

Jan 10, 2025 11:20:29 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

check this instagram, its the french bulldog breeder I told you about. The puppies on here are so crazy cute:

Jan 11, 2025 4:03:07 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 10 seconds) ⇲ +15185908211

Need to go for a walk, & them meditate 🧘

Jan 11, 2025 4:03:54 PM (Read by you after 23 seconds) ⇲ +15185908211

Need to get rid of pent up energy

Jan 11, 2025 4:04:31 PM ⇲ +15185908211

Get up & move

Jan 10, 2025 11:20:30 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

https://www.instagram.com/fergusonbulldogs/

Jan 10, 2025 11:20:57 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Jan 10, 2025 11:23:54 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

Jan 10, 2025 11:24:05 PM Me

love the david bowie eyes

Jan 11, 2025 4:03:07 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 10 seconds) ⇱ +15185908211

Need to go for a walk, & them meditate 🧘
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Jan 11, 2025 4:03:54 PM (Read by you after 23 seconds) ⇱ +15185908211

Need to get rid of pent up energy
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Jan 11, 2025 4:04:29 PM Me

I’m currently on a walk, walking while I sent that message

Jan 11, 2025 4:04:31 PM ⇱ +15185908211

Get up & move
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Jan 11, 2025 4:05:08 PM Me

I’m outside walking around aimlessly with no destination other than going back in the basement like the good obedient troll that I am

Jan 11, 2025 4:06:21 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Stop that does not help, breath in & out

Jan 11, 2025 4:06:44 PM Me

I’m never gonna get my head out of that space I’ve been in it for more than three years

Jan 11, 2025 4:07:44 PM Me

There are reasons why I am where I am. I obviously don’t have any inherent value to any business in this country, I have self after being crushed by rejections and my divorce

Jan 11, 2025 4:08:10 PM Me

Anyhow

Jan 11, 2025 4:08:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I said it’s up to you to make it happen. Jog over to the center & see if anyone is hiring for any thing

Jan 11, 2025 4:08:45 PM Me

I just sit inside my head and complain 24 seven really hard to do anything else because nothing in my life is good right now and nothing is moving in any direction that’s positive

Jan 11, 2025 4:09:29 PM Me

Anyway looking at map cuz im lost

Jan 11, 2025 4:09:39 PM Me

In more ways than o e

Jan 11, 2025 4:13:30 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

Only you can make it happen, just you, it’s totally up to you, yourself , it’s mind over matter, but you have to do it, have to really dig deep, deeper than ever before Mom

Jan 11, 2025 4:25:28 PM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 23 seconds) +15185908211

I’ve been there , I wanted to call it a day too, so many times you don’t know, I had no help at all it was all up to me to pull myself out of the hell hole in felt , no one else understood or knew how I felt , my Dr said take 2 aspirin & everything will be ok that’s all I got. It takes a strong inner strength to beat this. 🙏 try with all your strength, and don’t tell me it’s easy for you to say, beacuse I did it all by myself. 😘. Your Morher

Jan 11, 2025 5:35:31 PM Me

Thx

Jan 11, 2025 5:35:58 PM Me

From my astological chart: Because your Mars was Retrograde when you were born, you have a unique way of asserting yourself, taking action, and embodying your masculine energy. Once you learn to accept what makes you different, your actions can carry unusual power and effectiveness. Having Natal Mars Retrograde is rare.

Jan 11, 2025 5:37:16 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 21 seconds) +15185908211

🤨

Jan 11, 2025 5:45:26 PM Me

Check out this audio from The Pattern. Its the astrology app I use. My Scorpio Moon with Pluto is also not common. What she says is true for me, thru and thru. Repressed my entire life

Jan 11, 2025 5:45:32 PM Me

Jan 11, 2025 5:48:53 PM Me

My Pluto Complex Not everyone has this, but I do. Death and rebirth

Jan 11, 2025 5:48:58 PM Me

Jan 11, 2025 5:48:58 PM Me

Jan 11, 2025 5:56:42 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 44 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

When I was young you don’t know what I had to repress , but at te time I didn’t know it, but now I do, finding my mother dead, not having any food to eat , no clean clothes, no one there for you . If I can make it through all That shit you can find the strength to do it to

Jan 11, 2025 7:42:08 PM Me

I respect your story.

Jan 11, 2025 7:43:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

There’s a whole lot more that you can’t even manage

Jan 11, 2025 7:43:52 PM Me

Something I discovered during my three days in the hospital. Depression affects every person differently. You can have two people showing the exact same symptomology and give them the same medicine, one of them might get better and the other may not. My point is everyone’s depression experience is unique unto themselves. Everyone has different factors and variables contributing to their condition. Everyone is biochemically different. No two people have the same chemistry set running inside them. These are all things that are true.

Jan 11, 2025 7:44:08 PM Me

The point in sharing this is that it’s impossible to compare to depression experiences they are their own unique things

Jan 11, 2025 7:44:30 PM Me

That’s why I said right off the bat I respect your story because I respect what you’ve gone through and I know it wasn’t easy and I know it was painful

Jan 11, 2025 7:45:24 PM Me

The one thing that I know about myself is that I am off the charts sensitive. That’s one of the things I’ve repressed is my sensitivity I’ve never spoken up about how much I fucking hurt

Jan 11, 2025 7:45:58 PM Me

I know I can try as hard as I like but no matter what if the depression wants to win it will

Jan 11, 2025 7:46:25 PM +15185908211

Oh yes I never did either to this day

Jan 11, 2025 7:47:05 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

I wondent let it win ….

Jan 11, 2025 7:55:39 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Nite nite😘

Jan 11, 2025 8:01:20 PM Me

I am insanely sensitive. I FEEL MORE DEEPLY THAN neurotypicals ( normal people ) Anything that hits me is 10x compared to others 1x We’re feeling same things, but the energy and force, up against my HYPERACTIVE AND HYPERSENSITIVE that I developed to keep quiet and not have Dad beat my ass. I anticipated an ass whooping every day. So every day I repressed myself. I stuffed myself down inside to avoid being a ‘normal kid’ who makes lots of mistakes. Im afraid of making mistakes to this day. I SUPRESS my opinions and thoughts all day every day. Until recently. I am deeply broken. I know it, I feel it, I am it. Just know that when I open my mouth about whats in my head, its ORDERS or magnitude deeper simply because my system can detect a butterfly wing moving a mile away. By the time I say something its been going on weeks or months. Ive been up against demons trying to coax me to escape it all. I FEEL this pressure 10x. What Im getting at is my depression is not garden variety. They couldnt even classify my specific type of depression because my skills living with it and being a ‘functional depressive’ for all my life. Im very good at being depressed, keeping it to myself, and no one can tell, even you. My masking skills are world class. Im very good. I know it because its one of my primary survival tools. I can turn it on/off in a blink of the eye. No one has EVER suspected i was depressed, even the docs in the hospital. Even a fellow patient, Billy, who commented that “you dont seem depressed at all” as I sat across from him having lunch together and conversing. Masking at work. I am a master. Yoda level.

Jan 11, 2025 8:03:10 PM Me

Trying to unlearn whats taken 50 years of mastery its a tall task.

Jan 11, 2025 8:04:12 PM Me

I have to NOT mask, and ppl have to deal with me. Too bad. Kept my mouth shut 50 years and sick of it.

Jan 11, 2025 8:05:18 PM +15185908211

Don’t fool me , l know

Jan 11, 2025 8:05:22 PM Me

I know i will upset and piss off many. And that is their problem and/or projection on me. As far as I care they cant sit and spin.

Jan 11, 2025 8:06:15 PM Me

ive let it rip in front of Aunt Pat at 50% Im sure she told u about it. It was 50% held back.

Jan 11, 2025 8:06:48 PM Me

Anyhow. Let u head to bed

Jan 11, 2025 8:08:19 PM Me

Im going to try yo watch a movie for first time in years. Cant concentrate that long on things, so I havent watched or even tried. Hopefully i can be distracted and not be in the depression. hamster wheel

Jan 11, 2025 8:09:01 PM +15185908211

Tks tired, had a good group session🥰

Jan 11, 2025 8:09:08 PM Me

Depression came back last night. Been on at about 60%

Jan 11, 2025 8:09:12 PM Me

All day today

Jan 11, 2025 8:09:34 PM Me

So lots of my mind soaking in it.

Jan 11, 2025 8:09:40 PM Me

G night

Jan 11, 2025 8:10:00 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 47 seconds) +15185908211

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Jan 12, 2025 1:20:30 PM (Read by them after 2 seconds) Me

hi, GA. Feeling effects of isolation and loneliness today. Been in the basement since Thursday. APat is the only human I’ve interacted with. No resources, no where to go So I sit in the basement waiting for the world to change. meanwhile more days, weeks, months, and years of my life go into the trash bin — 5 years and counting of my life I’d rather not remember. Sad.

Jan 12, 2025 1:28:00 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 12 seconds) +15185908211

You have your appt tommrow in Longmont, see what they have to say about your review in the clinic

Jan 12, 2025 1:31:58 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +15185908211

And see if you should stay or go back to clinic maybe it was too soon to leave ?

Jan 12, 2025 1:34:36 PM Me

Nah, staying in longer would eat at my mind and become counter productive.

Jan 12, 2025 1:35:00 PM Me

Yeah, appt tomorrow. Only talking meds.

Jan 12, 2025 1:35:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Ok just a suggestion

Jan 12, 2025 1:48:21 PM Me

I feel down, but not dark today. Not being able to go to a coffee shop creates alot of negative things because, other than being in my car, its a safe space where I see random people, able to focus on laptop and push on things, and simply feel a part of the world as time goes by. Went every day in CA. Here, its whenever I have at least $4 to buy coffee. Otherwise I dont go. If Im not a patron, i wont go. So all this time I sit in a basement isolated until the universe decides to either cut me slack, or make something significant shift in my life, like having work with real money. im used to being isolated, but thats when I CHOOSE to be. Here I havent a choice. It simply is what is so. Resistance creates suffering. Wanting something else creates suffering. So I simply have to accept that everything is shit until something shifts.

Jan 12, 2025 1:49:51 PM +15185908211

Memo, after appt tomorrow, go ride around to see if a places are hiring, if so stop in & see ,

Jan 12, 2025 1:51:48 PM Me

Just unsure how much more time I’ll tolerate this existence. No human should have to go thru this, for YEARS. thats why I have no patience for this slow approach. I need a drastic intervention. Not weekly office visits, that kicks the can down the road for me. Makes docotrs feel good but not me

Jan 12, 2025 2:05:42 PM Me

— Question I ask is… How many more days do I have to live like this? Its been years ( over 1000 days) and simply fed up, burned out, angry because I cant live and instead I watch everyone around me enjoy their lives and having fun and laughter Everyone doc I meet wants to back to square one, be cautious, take time. I dont have time. I’ve sacrificed enuf of my life to this I have over 1,000 days behind me that have been exactly the same day. That is historical data that tells me tomorrow will be like today and the hundreds and hundreds of days before. How many more days of my life do I sit around waiting? 1,000 more days? to me there is no end Kinda makes you want to ‘get off the ride’ cuz its making u sick, just like a rollercoaster would. That make sense? I try to be as logical as possible when I share this stuff to avoid confusion

Jan 12, 2025 4:45:41 PM Me

- Exhausted and ive done nothing other than be depressed all day and spend 23 hours in the basement

Jan 13, 2025 1:46:54 PM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Hi, I have 2 meds ready for pickup at CVS inside Target. Its less than one mile from Aunt Pat’s house. I haven’t had either of these since leaving the hospital last Thursday. I was going to use Amazon Pharmacy, but I can’t get access to it and I spent hours trying to get in there so I could transfer the meds. So, these two are the one’s I need at the moment. Roughly $46. Thats straight up, no insurance. However I may be able to get this money back when Medicaid kicks in. They go back 90 days from application. Anyhow. Had a check in this morning and nothing. Same meds, wait 6 more weeks. I told them I’m not living. “I’m sorry you feel like that.” But I still have to sit in my pile of shit. At the point where I simply dont care anymore. Nothing changes, nothing gets better, for years. I tell them this and I can’t get to ketamine. Because I’m on Medicaid (for the poors ) and Ketamine is apparently expensive, I cannot get access. I was told “it’s expensive” which is code for “you’re too poor to access that level of care.” I can get a month’s supply of ketamine, from a licensed clinic for at home use for $129/month. If I had money I would have bought that years ago and might not be in this hell hole. Anyhow, that’s the latest from here. No one is reaching out on all my job applications out there, for both menial and in my field. I’ve been promoting my artwork online and have sold $0, except for Russ and my old therapist. However, my prices were too low, and basically they got my artwork, and I got nothing. All the money went to printing, taxes and shipping. I’ve tweaked the prices, but getting buyers may never happen—who the fuck knows? Not me, thats for sure. Day 4 since leaving hospital and I have yet to NOT feel depressed, miserable, or have suicide dancing around in my head. And yes, I told them about the suicide thoughts I had over the weekend. I told them I’m not going to act on it, but GOD DAMN its impossible to live your life when all you can think about is tapping out of it. I dont’t know many more days, weeks, months and years I need to sit in this, but I would welcome going to sleep and not waking up from natural causes somehow. Sadly, I would see that as a blessing from the creator themselves showing me mercy. K, back to sitting in it. —

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Jan 13, 2025 2:52:41 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 43 seconds) +15185908211

Bert I was out, when I got home I had a call from bolder Community Health, I don’t know why there called, no message

Jan 13, 2025 2:56:42 PM ⇲ Me

No idea why they would call

Jan 13, 2025 2:54:49 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 35 seconds) +15185908211

& are you picking up your meds?

Jan 13, 2025 2:57:31 PM ⇲ Me

Cant. No $ about to go into talk therapy session in town. Then headed back to the basement

Jan 13, 2025 2:56:42 PM ⇱ Me

No idea why they would call
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Jan 13, 2025 2:57:31 PM ⇱ Me

Cant. No $ about to go into talk therapy session in town. Then headed back to the basement
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Jan 13, 2025 2:58:30 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 23 seconds) +15185908211

Ask aunt Pat & I will send her the money

Jan 13, 2025 2:59:56 PM Me

Ok

Jan 13, 2025 3:02:18 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

Let me know how much

Jan 13, 2025 3:55:36 PM Me

Ok

Jan 13, 2025 3:56:04 PM Me

I just got out of my counseling session and headed back now.

Jan 13, 2025 3:56:59 PM Me

Woman I met with was kind. Shes a good local resource for me. Have all her contact info

Jan 13, 2025 3:58:11 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 21 seconds) +15185908211

😊👍

Jan 13, 2025 7:07:33 PM Me

I borrowed $60 Got 2 of 3 prescriptions. Came to $45 ish. I’ll give her $15 back. 3rd was $131.00 for 30 days Cant spend that much so nada. However, i have some here. So Im not out.

Jan 13, 2025 7:11:34 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

I thought you had 2 scripts

Jan 13, 2025 7:14:06 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

What about the other script?

Jan 13, 2025 7:16:47 PM ⇲ Me

Have it in 300 + 150 pills

Jan 13, 2025 7:17:02 PM ⇲ Me

I have enuf to get by for a month

Jan 13, 2025 7:15:45 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Try to find the card no I gage you to use , you have to have it somewhere, ck

Jan 13, 2025 7:18:13 PM ⇲ Me

What does it look like?? You gave me the numbers and expirtion so i could use it in Amazon. Never had a solid card. Othwise u would know Cuz id be using it

Jan 13, 2025 7:16:07 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

It makes it easier

Jan 13, 2025 7:16:13 PM Me

Entire experience made me drop into a DEEP hole now. I pray the lord my soul to take. Wont have to live another groundhog day of depression. Did the math with AI today. Since I moved out of Ojai: - 609 days - 87 weeks - 20 months And I simply have to keep taking it. what I want to do doesnt seem to matter

Jan 13, 2025 7:16:47 PM ⇱ Me

Have it in 300 + 150 pills
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Jan 13, 2025 7:17:02 PM ⇱ Me

I have enuf to get by for a month
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Jan 13, 2025 7:17:12 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Jan 13, 2025 7:18:13 PM ⇱ Me

What does it look like?? You gave me the numbers and expirtion so i could use it in Amazon. Never had a solid card. Othwise u would know Cuz id be using it
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Jan 13, 2025 7:18:48 PM Me

Ill look again

Jan 13, 2025 7:18:59 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

I will send Aunt Pat 60.00 keep the difference

Jan 13, 2025 7:19:20 PM ⇲ Me

Gave her $15 back already.

Jan 13, 2025 7:19:01 PM Me

MC or Visa?

Jan 13, 2025 7:19:06 PM +15185908211

Ok

Jan 13, 2025 7:19:20 PM ⇱ Me

Gave her $15 back already.
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Jan 13, 2025 7:19:44 PM Me

so u owe her $45

Jan 13, 2025 7:20:00 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +15185908211

Ok

Jan 13, 2025 7:21:24 PM Me

Im going to bed Too depressed to even watch mindless youtube videos Likely cry myself to sleep. Done it probably 200 of those 600+ days

Jan 13, 2025 7:22:45 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +15185908211

I will have to look it up, let you know tommrow , I am going to bed soon too. 😘

Jan 13, 2025 7:23:42 PM Me

Jan 13, 2025 7:24:37 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

What’s that

Jan 13, 2025 7:25:00 PM Me

All cards I have. Everything on the left are CC’s or banks that have written off my debts and out me south of a 400 credit score Nice added benefit to my already awesome situation

Jan 13, 2025 7:25:48 PM Me

Cards on right are only i use Theyre all debit They have less than $3 put together

Jan 13, 2025 7:25:57 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Wow🫢

Jan 13, 2025 7:26:08 PM Me

Yeah

Jan 13, 2025 7:26:17 PM Me

Exactly.

Jan 13, 2025 7:26:45 PM Me

Its what I got to leave the marriage with, all the debt

Jan 13, 2025 7:27:21 PM Me

~40k

Jan 13, 2025 7:27:52 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +15185908211

Ok relax your mind & listen to ocean

Jan 13, 2025 7:27:56 PM Me

I have so much more than just depression

Jan 13, 2025 7:29:15 PM Me

Either I simply don’t care (debt) or have given up trying. I have over 600 days in a row to show Ive tried

Jan 13, 2025 7:29:42 PM Me

I havent felt relaxed in half a Decade

Jan 13, 2025 7:29:51 PM Me

5 years

Jan 13, 2025 7:29:57 PM Me

Since covid

Jan 13, 2025 7:30:56 PM Me

Burned out, tired, and I physically hurt all over from chronic muscle tension for 80 weeks

Jan 13, 2025 7:33:03 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Apparently no. One else cared, what was happening there at that time

Jan 13, 2025 7:34:34 PM Me

— Fwiw I applied to the local supermarket. If I get a job Ill be interested to see how long it takes for the next wave of depression and anxiety to hit. I already know I’ll be triggered and then begin to believe I’m stuck there. And the longer I work there, the deeper I go into darkness. Ive sat in this long enuf to know how Ill react.

Jan 13, 2025 7:36:22 PM +15185908211

Maybe not haven’t tried it yet, you my be surprised 😳 I hope so

Jan 13, 2025 7:36:24 PM Me

— Everything inside me gives me warnings to not do things. My intuition. Problem is things outside are telling me NOT to trust myself. Which has been a primary problem since age 5

Jan 13, 2025 7:36:57 PM Me

So im internally fightung myself in top of it all

Jan 13, 2025 7:37:37 PM Me

anytime i want to follow my intuition, someone or something sweeps in and takes it away

Jan 13, 2025 7:38:40 PM Me

Why i have no self esteem and zero confidence. When all u hear growing up is “its not good enough” you internalize it. You become it. Sux

Jan 13, 2025 7:40:05 PM Me

it feels woven into me cuz its been my entire life ive felt this way Ive simply kept my mouth shut and moved on.

Jan 13, 2025 7:41:28 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

You have to try to throw that out the window , I went to the market once to go shopping & couldn’t do it left the cart there with all my stuff& went home & eventually had to go back , I cried but I forced myself to do it & evertime I forced myself to do it it got better

Jan 13, 2025 7:42:47 PM Me

Desensitization. A powerful anti anxiety technique Know it very well. Does nada on my depression tho

Jan 13, 2025 7:44:02 PM Me

Besides I cant go out and about, I have zero resources. Why I dont go to coffee shops anymore.

Jan 13, 2025 7:44:22 PM Me

Cant work with what u dont got

Jan 13, 2025 7:44:24 PM +15185908211

Me too! I was depressed too! But the more I forced myself to in situations I didn’t know the better it got

Jan 13, 2025 7:45:22 PM Me

My depression doesnt work that way. You can keep exposing me and Ill say I dont care and sit zoned out - catatonic

Jan 13, 2025 7:45:34 PM Me

doesnt phase me

Jan 13, 2025 7:45:49 PM Me

Im too detached. Dissociated.

Jan 13, 2025 7:46:13 PM Me

im physically there Brain is somewhere else way far away

Jan 13, 2025 7:46:26 PM Me

hence catatonia

Jan 13, 2025 7:46:36 PM Me

zombie mode

Jan 13, 2025 7:48:11 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 16 seconds) +15185908211

& even now I have to deal with situations , l don’t what more I can do , it’s worth a try to do it

Jan 13, 2025 7:50:57 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

But if you are there you can engage I’ve seen you do it , it’s a pattern to expose yourself in those situations

Jan 13, 2025 7:52:34 PM ⇲ Me

You watched me MASK. Enormous amounts of energy, hyperfocus, and hyper-vigilance to perform so well that no one suspects a thing.

Jan 13, 2025 7:53:53 PM ⇲ Me

The shrinks notice it once I tell them. Otherwise I can fool them. People dont read me as a severely depressed person And THAT IS A HUGE reason why I cant get what I want.

Jan 13, 2025 7:51:17 PM Me

You dont need to do anything other than read my ranting. Not asking u to save me.

Jan 13, 2025 7:52:32 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

But I want to, & will hear your ranting & raving 🥰

Jan 13, 2025 7:52:34 PM ⇱ Me

You watched me MASK. Enormous amounts of energy, hyperfocus, and hyper-vigilance to perform so well that no one suspects a thing.
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Jan 13, 2025 7:53:53 PM ⇱ Me

The shrinks notice it once I tell them. Otherwise I can fool them. People dont read me as a severely depressed person And THAT IS A HUGE reason why I cant get what I want.
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Jan 13, 2025 7:54:08 PM Me

Im academy award level acting

Jan 13, 2025 7:54:23 PM Me

I can fool ANYONE

Jan 13, 2025 7:54:39 PM Me

One of my superpowers, masking

Jan 13, 2025 7:54:40 PM +15185908211

Not me

Jan 13, 2025 7:55:13 PM Me

Darrell brought up a great example to me today. How many people you think believed Robin Williams was a depressed person??

Jan 13, 2025 7:55:25 PM Me

Im that

Jan 13, 2025 7:56:01 PM Me

Funny, fun, quick witted, goofy I can do it well, just that he was next level

Jan 13, 2025 7:56:22 PM Me

I can conncet weird things in my head like he did

Jan 13, 2025 7:57:45 PM Me

read an interview with Robyn Williams son and he said everyone knew my father the way he was on TV and movies. But to generate that much energy and excitement required a lot of him, so when he was at home in private space he isolated himself was kind of down and just depressed

Jan 13, 2025 7:58:52 PM Me

he could “turn it on” like a toaster popping up So can I Gotta be ready to save ur self at a moments notice

Jan 13, 2025 7:59:00 PM +15185908211

Ok going to the pottie, & night night I hear that, yes I know all about him

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Jan 13, 2025 7:59:09 PM Me

Or distract others away from u

Jan 13, 2025 7:59:25 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

❤️

Jan 14, 2025 12:04:33 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 1 minute, 3 seconds) +15185908211

See if you can get your other script sent to Amazon acct, & I will send you the card number

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Jan 14, 2025 1:06:21 PM ⇲ Me

Inhave it stored in the account I cant get into acct Im fine for now

Jan 14, 2025 1:05:43 PM Me

At coffee shop

Jan 14, 2025 1:06:21 PM ⇱ Me

Inhave it stored in the account I cant get into acct Im fine for now
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Jan 14, 2025 1:06:38 PM Me

Have meds for a month now

Jan 14, 2025 1:08:51 PM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 39 seconds) +15185908211

Do you still have a script at pharmacy ? If so how much? & see if tree or Don have vemo & we can send to them. Or Aunt Pat ?

Jan 14, 2025 1:29:49 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

I do have the 450mg pills. But I DONT NEED THEM. I have a 300 + 150 pill I take each day. Costs < $50 for those two compared to the 450mg. Right now I have all my meds. FOR sure.

Jan 14, 2025 1:30:20 PM Me

Got to take them all today and already feel better with the beta blocker. Heart isnt beating out of my chest all day

Jan 14, 2025 5:57:49 PM Me

Instagram

Jan 14, 2025 5:59:57 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 59 seconds) +15185908211

So cute 🥰 , I don’t do instagram but thanks

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Jan 15, 2025 2:14:08 PM Me

— Was motivated to try and do something today on computer Now frustrated I cant focus, feel confident, or get jack shit done. Trying to push thru it only makes me more depressed Sux trying to be good and push forward but brain wont cooperate

Jan 15, 2025 2:16:34 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 31 seconds) +15185908211

Tell it let’s go baby 😊

Jan 15, 2025 2:18:15 PM Me

Dont work like that 4 me

Jan 15, 2025 2:19:20 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +15185908211

Yea I know but give it a try, tell it I am in charge 🙃

Jan 15, 2025 2:19:53 PM Me

Feel empty inside

Jan 15, 2025 2:20:45 PM Me

Going to leave coffee shop and go back to the basement Im not fit for purpose

Jan 15, 2025 2:21:23 PM Me

Felt kinda positive yesterday but that fizzled

Jan 15, 2025 2:21:48 PM Me

Literally NOTHING positive going on for me

Jan 15, 2025 2:21:56 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Oh stop it , 😁

Jan 15, 2025 2:22:41 PM Me

Name something significant I can point to?

Jan 15, 2025 2:23:24 PM Me

I literally have no value in this economy.

Jan 15, 2025 2:23:36 PM Me

Or Id be making money

Jan 15, 2025 2:24:05 PM Me

Its all fuel on my depression fire

Jan 15, 2025 2:31:09 PM Me

I’m back in the basement at Aunt Pat’s I left the coffee shop

Jan 15, 2025 2:31:28 PM Me

Too sad to sit there

Jan 16, 2025 10:46:22 PM Me

Instagram

Jan 17, 2025 10:44:56 AM Me

Instagram

Jan 17, 2025 3:27:49 PM Me

Without #fail, today continues the never ending streak of depressed and ideation Jack shit done on any front today. No job search, no art, no nothing. Been here 3 months and I FEEL WORSE than in CA despite sleeping in the car. Constant stress and pressure to get my ass moving and take any job. Cant take what no ones offering. Anyhow looking at another weekend of life pissed away, 89 weeks. No money, no friends, just sit in the basement because, failed. April will come soon enuf and then its half a year in the basement. How long to I need to keep doing this?

Jan 17, 2025 3:28:17 PM Me

I cannot overpower my depression. Ive tried, and it made me pay

Jan 21, 2025 3:22:57 PM Me

Think you’d like these painting styles. Lots of local artists on the walls Pink flowers are $75 each 6” x 6 “ Same for the small purple ones

Jan 21, 2025 3:33:56 PM Me

Astrological significance of today is apparently off the charts

Jan 25, 2025 12:42:15 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

hi. are you at home? can you facetime today?

Jan 25, 2025 12:42:38 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +15185908211

Yes in a min

Jan 25, 2025 12:43:08 PM (Read by them after 1 second) Me

k, 5 mins

Jan 26, 2025 9:16:34 AM Me

Hi, Woke up in bad headspace. Depressed and isolated. Up 5 mins and ready for day to be over. Likely spend day in bed. Would go out somewhere to pretend I belong, but have $2 to my name. Anyhow, a shit day ahead. If I dont reply im probably sleeping

Jan 26, 2025 11:56:39 AM Me

Hi, woke up. Going for a walk. I need money to get some food—GF bread, turkey meat. And so I can go to coffee shop. However, money is something Ive NEVER had enuf of and can never seem to have it when I desperately need it. K, going to walk a cry a bit. Then go back to sleep in the basement because it’s easier to be asleep than to be awake, reminding me of my situation, and feeling fucking awful Until I get traction with new project I’m in a bad space.

Jan 26, 2025 11:57:30 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Go take a nice long walk, don’t forget to shovel 😘

Jan 26, 2025 11:58:40 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

👍🌞 take in some fresh air& happy thoughts😊

Jan 26, 2025 12:09:25 PM Me

Stabbing pencils into my eyes sounds like more fun

Jan 26, 2025 12:11:08 PM Me

Im in nihilism mode I really don’t give a shit about anything could care less if I drop dead any second And the world can shove it where the sun don’t shine I simply could not give a shit about dirt, let alone anything significant or positive

Jan 26, 2025 12:11:50 PM +15185908211

🤣 Happy Happy 😃😀🤩🤣🤣🤣🤣

Jan 26, 2025 12:11:57 PM Me

I can’t kill myself into happiness. If I try to think happy thoughts worst thoughts come and crush them. There is no happy

Jan 26, 2025 12:12:18 PM Me

I’ve been here enough to know what the routine is and no amount of positive makes it better

Jan 26, 2025 12:12:42 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +15185908211

Going out, later🧘

Jan 26, 2025 12:12:56 PM Me

Im a loser who cant make money.

Jan 26, 2025 12:22:25 PM Me

Got ideation and all that fun stuff in my head today Unless I can distract myself that’s where I sit all day

Jan 26, 2025 12:25:18 PM Me

I mean is walking in circles around a pond of water really gonna change anything in my life?? No. So why bother?

Jan 29, 2025 4:44:59 PM Me

🤦‍♂️

Jan 29, 2025 5:20:01 PM (Read by you after 8 hours, 30 minutes, 30 seconds) +15185908211

👍 4 is a good sign

Jan 31, 2025 11:06:37 AM Me

Jan 31, 2025 11:06:37 AM (Read by them after 3 seconds) Me

Meditation minutes today

Jan 31, 2025 11:11:35 PM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

Jan 31, 2025 11:11:35 PM (Read by them after 4 seconds) Me

Caught near bedtime.