Jul 28, 2023 5:29:25 PM Me

Hi Heidi! It's Bert from the Bumble app. I hope you've had a most excellent day! It IS Friday after all. 😊 Any plans for the weekend? Let me know you got this and looking forward to connecting!

Jul 28, 2023 6:05:26 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +13014089785

Hey Bert! I've had a great day! Been working on a couple of projects I'm excited about. Was in zoom meetings all day and because I'm a glutton for punishment, I'm currently in a self development workshop zoom. 😆

Jul 28, 2023 6:13:12 PM Me

Glad you've had a great day! And I feel for you with online meeting madness; it can make my brain mushy. 😁 And working on projects you're excited about is always excellent. I wonder is Des Moines overheating from what's considered a normal summer? The sun was a skin crisper here in Colorado yesterday. Every time I was outside in the sun it felt like I was under a ginormous orange French Fry light drying my skin.

Jul 28, 2023 6:22:01 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 49 minutes, 36 seconds) +13014089785

It's hot outside! I've stayed inside working, so I've been missing it, but I've got friends doing Ragbrai this week and it's been brutal for them.

Jul 28, 2023 9:25:23 PM Me

Hi, just back from dinner with my cousin and her husband. We had excellent BBQ. Hope Friday evening was enjoyable for you. I'm heading east tomorrow. Not sure what time exactly but I'll ping you when I take off from Colorado. Once I get on the road a while I'll begin to narrow down on my arrival time. I was wondering if you might have a place in mind around town for us to meet? I've never been to Des Moines and according to your profile it's where you’re from, do I have that right?

Jul 28, 2023 11:23:12 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 32 seconds) +13014089785

Yep. Grew up outside of DSM in a small town called Grimes. Just moved back to Iowa last year after living all over the world. It's been a healing time being back. I'm not exactly sure on place to meet yet. I'll definitely get a place narrowed down by tomorrow though.

Jul 28, 2023 11:27:09 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

We have a world winning BBQ place here in town called Smokey Ds that is amazing. I'd totally suggest that place but it also depends on time etc you are wanting to meet up. Let me know if you want to chat on the phone prior to meeting too. I'm much better over chat than text. And I just got done with the epic road trip between Los Angeles and Iowa - I was so thankful for friends who broke up the monotony by calling me or me calling them.

Jul 28, 2023 11:28:36 PM Me

wow that sounds like you may have some good stories having lived all around the world, and stories about healing too.

Jul 28, 2023 11:31:43 PM Me

We could chat on the phone before meeting. And I would be happy to give you a call when I'm on the road. Probably sometime Sunday afternoon. I may be both close enough to you and close enough to being bored from how flat things are across Nebraska 😁.

Jul 28, 2023 11:31:57 PM +13014089785

I've got a few

Jul 28, 2023 11:34:21 PM +13014089785

Nebraska! Is the worst! Not as bad as it was in the 90s when you'd hit the state and have to gas up because the next gas station was 250 miles down the road! So many trips made between Utah and Iowa so I know the nightmare that is Nebraska

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Jul 28, 2023 11:35:00 PM Me

🤣🤣

Jul 28, 2023 11:36:25 PM Me

I drove NY to LA in 1994 and remeber how barren it felt

Jul 28, 2023 11:38:05 PM +13014089785

Thank God for satellite radio, podcasts, internet, etc now cause back then was torture!

Jul 28, 2023 11:41:20 PM Me

Very true. I survived on a solid cassette collection. Funny I have no idea where most of those cassettes are now of course that's 30 years ago 🤣 K I'm off to sleep here. Start the drive tomorrow and will keep you updated. I'm looking forward to seeing you soon. Sleep well and be well 😊

Jul 29, 2023 12:14:35 AM (Read by you after 10 hours, 37 minutes, 13 seconds) +13014089785

You too! Drive safe!

Jul 29, 2023 10:37:32 PM Me

Hello 👋 Heidi! I hope all is well with you ☺️ Made it to Lexington Nebraska and calling it a day. Made it past North Platte which was the target when I started. So far so good! I plan to start early tomorrow.

Jul 29, 2023 10:38:20 PM Me

Sleep 😴 well and I'll ping you tomorrow

Jul 29, 2023 11:53:22 PM (Read by you after 44 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

Hi there! Glad to hear you had a good day and you're in for the night. Sleep well too!

Jul 30, 2023 3:18:20 PM Me

Hi 👋 Heidi, I'm in Avoca, just west of Des Moines. I'm traveling faster than I anticipated. I planned on meeting you tomorrow but was curious if you're around and free? If not no worries I already have plan B in my pocket 😁 and I'll plan on meeting you tomorrow. I believe you mentioned having an appointment tomorrow morning so we can meet sometime after that.

Jul 30, 2023 3:55:45 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry but I'm not able to meet today but I don't have anything going on tomorrow at all so we could always meet for breakfast too. Just let me know!

Jul 30, 2023 4:05:16 PM Me

Totally understand, all good! I'll be staying in the area tonight. I'll reach out tomorrow morning once I'm up and we can take it from there. I'm up for anything tomorrow and looking forward to connecting 😊

Jul 30, 2023 4:13:24 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Me too! Talk to you tomorrow!

Jul 30, 2023 4:17:40 PM Me

Great! Have a great evening!

Jul 30, 2023 4:27:48 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 7 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

You too!

Jul 31, 2023 9:26:44 AM Me

Hi Heidi! Good morning 😃 I'm currently in Waukee charging my car.

Jul 31, 2023 9:38:09 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Waukee isn't far from me!

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Jul 31, 2023 9:50:48 AM (Read by you after 32 seconds) +13014089785

This is a good brunch spot not far from Waukee: https://maps.app.goo.gl/dEdNEMX3QvMgGdf27

Jul 31, 2023 9:52:31 AM Me

Looks yummy 😋 7 mins away for me

Jul 31, 2023 9:52:56 AM Me

Car is nearly done charging

Jul 31, 2023 9:54:45 AM Me

I can meet you there. And I'll text again when I head over there

Jul 31, 2023 9:55:18 AM Me

Just waiting for car to finish

Jul 31, 2023 10:05:24 AM Me

On my way over

Jul 31, 2023 10:10:19 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Give me about 20-30 mins. Just finishing up something and then it's about a 10-15 min drive for me.

Jul 31, 2023 10:12:01 AM Me

Sure. No problem

Jul 31, 2023 10:12:10 AM Me

I'm here at the place

Jul 31, 2023 10:12:37 AM Me

But outside at my car

Jul 31, 2023 10:26:26 AM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +13014089785

On my way!

Jul 31, 2023 10:27:08 AM Me

Ok

Jul 31, 2023 6:56:29 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +13014089785

Thanks again for brunch today. It was awesome meeting you and getting to know you. I hope you have safe travels today and for the rest of your trip.

Jul 31, 2023 6:56:49 PM Me

Hi 👋

Jul 31, 2023 6:57:00 PM Me

I literally just stopped to charge

Jul 31, 2023 7:21:02 PM +13014089785

Where did you make it so far?

Jul 31, 2023 7:21:58 PM Me

You are so welcome for brunch today and it was such a pleasure to meet you and talk with you! I really enjoyed our conversation. I'm in Geneseo Illinois

Jul 31, 2023 7:32:32 PM Me

Ok taking off to last location for the day. About another hour of driving. I haven't forgotten about the Reiki 😊 Are you still ok with that?

Jul 31, 2023 9:08:34 PM Me

I'm currently in Ottawa Illinois

Jul 31, 2023 9:11:49 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! Just seeing your messages! I'm about to head to bed for the night but hit me up tomorrow when you stop! Hope you get great sleep and safe travels for tomorrow.

Jul 31, 2023 9:30:24 PM Me

Okay sounds like a plan. I really appreciate you taking time to meet me today. I'm some random guy you met from the Internet and you were so kind and fun to be with. 😊 I enjoyed brunch and it was honestly hard not to get mesmerized by your eyes and lose track of the conversation. 😵‍💫 I could swim in them. I kissed you on the cheek and that was spontaneous. 😘 Ok, Big time share... I wanted to kiss you, but it felt too forward since we just met. Maybe I'm old fashioned, but, I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable, put you in an awkward position and creep you out. ☺️ But, I was incredibly drawn to you and your energy. I love your vibe 😘 If I'm in or around Des Moines I would love to see you again and perhaps go out for dinner and fun if you're interested. And I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Thanks again for your wonderful company and conversation! I'm really glad to have met you Good night and sweet dreams

Jul 31, 2023 9:35:56 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Oh my goodness - I felt the same way! I had wanted to kiss you too! 😊

Jul 31, 2023 9:37:20 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 55 seconds) +13014089785

I really enjoyed our time, too. You are just so easy to talk to. I feel like we're both on the same energetic level for sure. Maybe that's why the universe conspired to have us meet. It feels a little magical

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Jul 31, 2023 9:38:44 PM (Read by you after 31 seconds) +13014089785

Anyway, I thought I was going to sleep but now I'm about to take a bath and meditate. I finally opened that envelope I got in the mail. It WAS the divorce decree. So it hit me a little hard.

Jul 31, 2023 10:07:39 PM Me

Wow, I hope you're doing okay. I imagine it's both triggering and stressful. Never fun. Bath and getting centered and quieting the mind sound like an excellent antidote Thinking of you 😘 Sleep well And yes I was definitely feeling really good spending time with you today. I'm off to sleep and up early to drive.

Jul 31, 2023 10:07:57 PM Me

I'll text you tomorrow from the road

Jul 31, 2023 10:43:51 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 44 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

​❤️​ to “ Wow, I hope you're doing okay. I imagine it's both triggering and stressful. Never fun. Bath and getting centered and quieting the mind sound like an excellent antidote Thinking of you 😘 Sleep well And yes I was definitely feeling really good spending time with you today. I'm off to sleep and up early to drive. ”

Jul 31, 2023 10:43:51 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 44 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

​❤️​ to “ I'll text you tomorrow from the road ”

Aug 01, 2023 9:02:24 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 26 minutes, 56 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you for the kind words. I cried a bunch but felt so much better afterwards. I guess I just needed a release because after the bath and meditation I felt like a complete 180 and went from feeling unsure and unsettled to excited and ecstatic. And waking up today I'm feeling like I released something that was holding me back and I'm feeling much lighter and happier today. I'm so glad you had a good time during the brunch, too. I thought I blew it since all we talked about was bummer subjects like the sorry state of the foster care system in Alabama. I never got around to telling you any of my cool stories like when I met John Carpenter or my misadventures in the Air Force. Next time! Anyway, I can't wait to connect with you again. I hope you have an excellent day of driving! Where are you looking to stop tonight?

Aug 01, 2023 9:08:57 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 20 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

And it's a full moon today so extra powerful in releasing the old.

Aug 01, 2023 10:35:10 AM Me

Hi 👋 Heidi! I'm in the interestingly named Mishawaka Indiana 🤙 ￼

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y goal is Erie Pennsylvania, but we'll see. I may have to drive late to do that which means I may have to wait on doing the Reiki until Wednesday. Have to see how tired I feel later. But that might be good because I will be at my destination in NY and I will need a "cleansing" of sorts from the travel and if you could help with "grounding me" THAT would be a-maz-ing!! Ok back on the road and on to the next charger 🔌

Aug 01, 2023 11:02:18 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 52 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Safe travels! I hope you make good time!

Aug 01, 2023 12:57:35 PM Me

Thanks! I'm in Ohio now, just west of Toledo 🚘 I'm thinking Erie might be possible by 9pm 😁 I'll let you know where I end up

Aug 01, 2023 1:03:37 PM (Read by you after 7 hours, 43 minutes, 51 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! Sounds good!

Aug 01, 2023 8:54:03 PM Me

Hi Heidi! I made it to Erie PA, but it's late and I'm spent after 15 hours on the road. Just glad to be still right now 😊 So lets plan on Reiki when I'm in NY. We could do phone, face time, zoom, whatever modality works for you. It would be great to see you and talk, IMO but I'm happy with whatever works best for your practice. I was thinking that if we have success, I coul I was thinking that if we have success, I could be one of your “test subjects” 😁 Ok I'm off to sleep. I’ll text again tomorrow 😘

Aug 01, 2023 8:54:17 PM Me

Good night and sweet dreams!

Aug 01, 2023 9:57:13 PM (Read by you after 20 hours, 35 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

So glad you made it to Erie! Yes, let's do reiki when you make it to your parents' place. I'm going to see a movie with friends tomorrow night but I'll be free Thursday night! I hope you get good sleep tonight and sweet dreams to you too! 😊

Aug 02, 2023 6:34:17 PM Me

Perfect idea to do it tomorrow because my brother and a friend are wanting to hang out. So I'm going out with friends too 😁

Aug 02, 2023 6:34:50 PM Me

Hope you have a great night with your friends and go ahead and reach out tomorrow or I will reach out to you at some point. I have an apartment in the upstairs of the house that I get to live in that separate from my parents, makes it very ideal for me.

Aug 02, 2023 7:38:29 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 23 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Love it!! ❤️

Aug 02, 2023 7:38:47 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 22 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Yes, let's chat tomorrow! Have a wonderful night! 😊

Aug 03, 2023 12:02:04 AM Me

I made it! Hammin’ it up on the last photo

Aug 03, 2023 3:25:19 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 44 minutes, 35 seconds) +13014089785

How was your night? I saw Talk to Me and it was really scary and actually surprisingly hits you in the feels too - A24 just does smart horror so well. I really hope to work with them one day. I also went to see Barbie today! It was so good!

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Aug 03, 2023 8:16:34 PM Me

Hi Heidi! I was incredibly tired today. didn't realize how out of balance I've been past few days. More driving and road focus than sleep 😊 Wow something thats scary AND feely? I did not know that was possible. I have definitely need to get some recommendations from you and good ones to watch. I do like good horror/scary movies as long as the story is solid. The ones that are just gratuitous and gross don't do it for me. and Barbie movie sounds very interesting only because I've heard many reviews online and there is weirdly a lot of positive feedback about it. One hot topic was that they saw it as a feminist movie and that kind of blew my mind. 🤯 Aside from the fantastic production and costume design that that movie has, I am very curious about the other aspects. You find good or redeeming qualities in the movie Or better yet I wonder how you think young women of today would look at that movie let's say a girl between the ages of 10 and 13? Aside from the fantastic production and costume design that that movie has, I am very curious about the other aspects. You find good or redeeming qualities in the movie Or better yet I wonder how you think young women of today would look at that movie let's say a girl between the ages of 10 and 13. Do you think the movie would be positive for them to see? And I haven't even watched the trailer for it. I've just listened to the interviews of people who have seen it.

Aug 03, 2023 8:16:53 PM Me

I just realized that I sent you a small book. I'll be better about breaking those up in the smaller bite-size chunks like this one.

Aug 03, 2023 8:18:00 PM Me

I'm actually laying in bed and going to crash for the night right now as I'm totally exhausted. Let me know when you think a Reiki session could happen and I will make myself available. I think it's easier for me to bend to your availability 😁

Aug 03, 2023 8:19:35 PM Me

OK, I'm off to sleep, and I hope you have a restful evening, are happy and peaceful. i'm looking forward to connecting with you soon. Sweet dreams Heidi! Good night. 😴

Aug 03, 2023 10:50:04 PM (Read by you after 1 day, 6 hours, 52 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

No worries on the book long texts! I do the same! Like notorious! 😆 Also, let's try to do something Sunday or Monday. I've got that reiki & spiritual growth group event I'm doing Sat from noon to whenever. I'm nervous and trying to get myself prepared so I'll be only thinking of that tomorrow. Just let me know if Sunday sometime works for you. I hope you get a good night's rest and I'll talk to you later! 😊

Aug 05, 2023 5:47:42 AM Me

Hi Heidi, sun/Mon is perfect. You're going to be great today! If you can, do a grounding meditation to help you feel more tethered to earth, and less in your head. 😁 You have so got this!!

Aug 05, 2023 5:48:22 AM Me

Text me later today and let me know 😊

Aug 05, 2023 7:17:36 AM (Read by you after 12 hours, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you so much! I will text you later. Have an awesome day!! 😊

Aug 05, 2023 7:17:51 PM Me

👍

Aug 05, 2023 7:18:01 PM Me

How did it go?!?

Aug 05, 2023 7:18:10 PM Me

so curious

Aug 05, 2023 7:18:30 PM Me

Been thinking about you and your day today

Aug 05, 2023 8:14:20 PM (Read by you after 16 hours, 54 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! The last two JUST left! 😆 Such a great day! It went really well! It was a small group - only 4 people - which was perfect for a first time thing and everyone had an amazing healing & transformative experience. Now they have this new ability to heal themselves through reiki anytime. I'm so happy that I was able to provide that for them. And now that I've realized just how easy it is to do the reiki I placement, I want to do it more often with more people. How was your day? How has your visit been going with your family and friends?

Aug 07, 2023 5:42:31 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 18 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! I hope you're doing okay. Sending you good vibes today! 😊

Aug 07, 2023 7:06:55 PM Me

Hi Heidi! Thanks for the good vibes 😊 I definitely needed them today. I wanted to follow up on the awesome job you did on Saturday!! I'm very happy for you that it all went well. It sounds like it gave you more confidence as a practitioner. That is so very cool. Visit here has been going well. Finally settled down. The initial few days are a bit nuts as everyone wants to take you somewhere. That's finally died down and things are "normal" Just hanging out in the apartment and watercoloring tonight. Nothing too exciting. 😊 I hope you are well, happy and peaceful tonight—and every day!

Aug 07, 2023 7:07:09 PM Me

Oh, and let me know if some day this week would work to do remote reiki with you.

Aug 07, 2023 9:22:14 PM (Read by you after 1 day, 1 hour, 5 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Sure. Anytime Thursday or Friday before 7pm your time.

Aug 08, 2023 10:29:03 PM Me

Thursday would be great! Let me know what specific time works for you and I will make myself available. 😊 Also, I just saw this which made me wonder, what sign are you???￼

I am a Taurus. Born May 1st, MayDay!

Aug 08, 2023 10:30:08 PM Me

And I can share that I was NOT judging you based on your meal selections 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 08, 2023 10:34:58 PM (Read by you after 50 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

Ha ha! And I was NOT picturing any anniversary anything! 😆 I'm a Libra. Oct 16th. I love that your birthday is May Day - one of my favorite holidays. We used to make May Day baskets for the little old lady neighbor when I was like 8 & 9. She had awesome blue hair.

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Aug 08, 2023 10:35:52 PM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

For Thursday, let's do noon my time, 1pm yours?

Aug 08, 2023 10:51:50 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

My mom was a Taurus. My step-dad is one, too.

Aug 08, 2023 11:28:22 PM Me

Wow, so cool 😎 To my knowledge I've never had the pleasure of being attracted to a Libra ♎️ Totally new and exciting for me 😍

Aug 08, 2023 11:38:22 PM Me

I hope your experience with other Tauri doesn't reflect or affect your perception of me 😊 I'm loyal and committed to those closest to me. I would do anything for those I love and care about—literally anything including sacrificing myself if it would save them and allow them to carry on. That may come across as extreme, but that's how the Taurus ♉ manifests itself in me. Through loyalty and devotion to those I hold close to my ❤️

Aug 08, 2023 11:40:56 PM Me

Thursday, 1pm EST I'm SO looking forward to both the Reiki, and just connecting with you real time 😊

Aug 08, 2023 11:43:35 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 4 seconds) +13014089785

I love that! And every Taurus in my life has held a special place in my heart. I've only dated one - back in high school. And I still love the guy to this day. My only pet peeve with the Tauruses in my life is every single one of them is soooo stubborn. But I'm a typical libra and very indecisive so I'm equally annoying when it comes to notorious traits of the zodiac. Do you know your moon or rising sign? I'm fascinated in learning that aspect too especially since it actually explains more about yourself when you look into those signs too. I'm an Aquarius moon and Cancer rising.

Aug 08, 2023 11:45:31 PM Me

mmm… let me look

Aug 08, 2023 11:45:53 PM Me

I know I have that somewhere…

Aug 08, 2023 11:46:03 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

You should check out the co-star app. It let's you connect with friends on it

Aug 08, 2023 11:46:42 PM Me

Cool

Aug 08, 2023 11:54:49 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

What the friend area looks like. I love it! I think it's AI driven horoscopes so sometimes the advice part sounds like word salad but there are days things line up and its spooky accurate. Who knows. But it's fun to check out

Aug 08, 2023 11:58:42 PM Me

Does this look right?

Aug 08, 2023 11:59:43 PM (Read by you after 54 seconds) +13014089785

Yep!

Aug 09, 2023 12:00:38 AM +13014089785

I just added you! 😊

Aug 09, 2023 12:00:43 AM Me

Aug 09, 2023 12:01:03 AM Me

Aug 09, 2023 12:01:26 AM Me

Aug 09, 2023 12:02:10 AM Me

Wait… there are too many to send 🤣🤣

Aug 09, 2023 12:03:57 AM Me

Can you see my whole chart??

Aug 09, 2023 12:03:57 AM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +13014089785

Add me too and I can just read it and you don't have to send all the screenshots! 😁

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Aug 09, 2023 12:06:20 AM Me

Yay!!!

Aug 09, 2023 12:06:34 AM Me

I added you

Aug 09, 2023 12:09:49 AM Me

Wow, it's a lot to take in

Aug 09, 2023 12:11:58 AM Me

Reading it and it's telling me, according to the stars, how I am and will be. I have to disagree with some of what app is saying. I'm different than some of what's implied 😊

Aug 09, 2023 12:12:36 AM Me

It's totally fun to check out!!

Aug 09, 2023 12:14:32 AM Me

Oh…. Willis—I didn't know your last name 😊 and now happy I do. Is that your maiden name?

Aug 09, 2023 12:15:32 AM +13014089785

I'm different too and don't agree with everything it says. It is fun to check it out though. I must say that once I started reading up on Aquarius traits, I was like, "yup, that explains a lot." Like the rebellious nature, free spirit, humanitarian, etc.

Aug 09, 2023 12:18:31 AM +13014089785

Nope. My married name. I've had it for so long, I'm sticking with it for now. I don't want to go back to my maiden name - Rasmussen. It's a mouthful and I didn't care for my father so it was a name I was happy to get rid of. But my grandfather's name was Ragnar Rasmussen and I'm seriously thinking of using it for a pen name.

Aug 09, 2023 12:19:10 AM +13014089785

BTW - you are up late! Night owl too or just can't sleep tonight?

Aug 09, 2023 12:22:35 AM Me

Aug 09, 2023 12:22:50 AM +13014089785

Is your last name Mahoney?

Aug 09, 2023 12:23:00 AM Me

Hahaha “Ragnar” is an incredible name. Absolutely a pen name for sure!!

Aug 09, 2023 12:23:02 AM Me

Yes

Aug 09, 2023 12:23:04 AM +13014089785

😍

Aug 09, 2023 12:23:07 AM Me

mahoney

Aug 09, 2023 12:23:54 AM Me

I am up late and a night owl too 🦉

Aug 09, 2023 12:24:23 AM Me

But definitely need to crash

Aug 09, 2023 12:24:39 AM +13014089785

I know a Justin Mahoney and Jennifer Mahoney. Air Force couple I met while living in South Carolina so not sure where they were from originally.

Aug 09, 2023 12:25:37 AM Me

cool. I've had people ask me from time to time. “Are you related to the Mahoney's from upper Connecticut?” or some other location in the Northeast. And I have to reply no.

Aug 09, 2023 12:26:01 AM +13014089785

Me too! I've had a crazy day with the portal energies, did several meditations and then tantra yoga earlier tonight. A lot of energy got moved around! So I'm both wiped out and energized. It's crazy

Aug 09, 2023 12:26:49 AM Me

Whoa, you had me at Tantric yoga

Aug 09, 2023 12:28:08 AM Me

Isn't that the same thing Sting does with his wife while they're intimate?? Or am I totally off track?

Aug 09, 2023 12:28:15 AM +13014089785

It's fascinating. I've only been going a couple months but I'm hooked. It's definitely been helping me get through my spontaneous kundalini awakening that happened to me back in April

Aug 09, 2023 12:30:47 AM Me

omgoodness I need to hear more about that!!

Aug 09, 2023 12:31:15 AM Me

But when we connect on Thurs.

Aug 09, 2023 12:32:42 AM Me

I have to say it would be really nice to be hanging out with you right now. you can get so much more done in a real conversation than texting crap. 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 09, 2023 12:32:58 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Yeah, I guess tantric sex is a part of that but the yoga practice itself is more about aligning chakras, activating kundalini and harnessing that life energy, etc. I'm still so new to it all but our instructor does a great job doing like a slide show class about one specific yoga pose and what it can do for you. Then she incorporates that pose in the practice. Tonight's pose was perfect - Virasana or heros pose.

Aug 09, 2023 12:34:27 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

One of the slides. We also learned about Karma yoga which was fascinating too.

Aug 09, 2023 12:35:15 AM +13014089785

I know! A phone convo would be better than texting - texting is the worst! Face to face or phone is sooooo much better! 😁

Aug 09, 2023 12:35:18 AM Me

oh so cool. You are ahead of me in your pursuit learning more about your inner power

Aug 09, 2023 12:35:46 AM Me

So agree on the phone convo

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Aug 09, 2023 12:36:49 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I'm stumbling through this spiritual journey just picking up what works for me along the way. So far, reiki, yoga and meditation are my must dos

Aug 09, 2023 12:38:48 AM +13014089785

The way the yoga instructor has it set up is if you go every Tuesday, after 2 years you will have gone through all the poses and classes. It's super in depth. One lady in the class has been going for 5 years!

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Aug 09, 2023 12:39:29 AM Me

That's just it. There is no one magical program. Each and everyone of us hast to find our own little bits and pieces that make sense to us and create a patchwork that I guess turns into some kind of mental quilt. 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I listen to many different spiritual teachers/scholars and I get bits and pieces from every one of them so I guess my take on it is a mixed approach

Aug 09, 2023 12:39:42 AM Me

That is very cool what you just shared about the class

Aug 09, 2023 12:41:58 AM Me

OK it's almost 2:45 here and I need to crash. It kind of sucks because we got into this and I want to continue. I'm really enjoying the texting but totally agree that phone call or video chat would be far better. I'll say good night now and let you know that I am so looking forward to Thursday and connecting with you and doing the remote Reiki. I have never done Reiki before, so I guess I am a virgin. I just ask that you're gentle with me. 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 09, 2023 12:42:28 AM +13014089785

That's how I'm approaching it too. Trying out different modalities, practices, etc and seeing what resonates for me personally, what feels good, etc. I've still got a ways to go like I'm still not eating that great of a diet. I blame my ADHD mostly for that.

Aug 09, 2023 12:44:09 AM +13014089785

Reiki is gentle, healing and relaxing. You're gonna love it! Yes! Get to sleep. I'm headed there too. Hope you have the most wonderful dreams and I'll talk to you later. 😊

Aug 09, 2023 12:46:09 AM Me

Such a sweet and lovely sentiment. I hope you have delightful and sweet dreams tonight Heidi. I'm really enjoying our chats and look forward to Thursday.😚

Aug 09, 2023 12:47:41 AM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 45 seconds) +13014089785

Me too! ☺️

Aug 09, 2023 9:39:11 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Hope you have a great day! 😊

Aug 09, 2023 9:45:17 AM Me

Hahaha, I love it! And I LOVED that show, uncle Fester was a favorite 😊

Aug 09, 2023 9:45:51 AM Me

You actually put a smile on my face😊 Thanks!! I hope you have a great day too!

Aug 09, 2023 9:49:31 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 36 seconds) +13014089785

Uncle Fester and Thing! Loved that show too!

Aug 10, 2023 11:01:26 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 56 seconds) +13014089785

Give me a couple mins! My family hijacked my morning! 😆

Aug 10, 2023 11:08:40 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Here's a good playlist for the session. Is now still a good time for you? https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1oqBRYCJxC5AS0KTG7ktYU?si=I0eS0z9ZR8W5B6KN8AZk0Q

Aug 10, 2023 11:13:50 AM Me

Hola! I'm out on my walk at moment. Ack! I need a did I just totally screw this up? Can I ping you when I'm back?

Aug 10, 2023 11:14:16 AM Me

I'm trying to squeeze the walk in before the rain and lightning hit

Aug 10, 2023 11:19:50 AM (Read by you after 34 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

No worries! Like I said my family hijacked my morning so I'm still not ready to give a session yet. Take your time and just ping me when you get home and you're relaxed and ready to go.

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Aug 10, 2023 12:53:08 PM Me

Hi!

Aug 10, 2023 12:53:56 PM Me

I'm back.

Aug 10, 2023 12:54:32 PM Me

I'm wondering, should I lay down on the bed for this?

Aug 10, 2023 1:01:28 PM +13014089785

Lying down is best. I either lie down on a bed, a couch or a recliner. Have that soothing playlist going. I'll call you in a few.

Aug 10, 2023 1:04:07 PM Me

Ok

Aug 10, 2023 3:37:07 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

https://maps.app.goo.gl/jXCBT2Z4ymjUntt68

Aug 10, 2023 3:53:56 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

https://artoflivingretreatcenter.org/?utm_source=google&utm_medium=organic&utm_campaign=gmb

Aug 10, 2023 4:11:51 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

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Aug 10, 2023 10:07:44 PM Me

Off to sleep 🌙 Thanks again for everything. I feel more relaxed than ever, and feels great

Aug 10, 2023 10:08:19 PM Me

Sweet dreams! 😘

Aug 10, 2023 10:27:56 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 58 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

Sweet dreams to you, too! 😘

Aug 11, 2023 7:08:43 AM Me

Good morning! I feel really good this morning. Lighter in mind, not feeling heavy stress as usual. And I felt good all last night afterwards. More at ease than I've been the whole time I've been here in NY. Thank you for helping me shift ☺️😘

Aug 11, 2023 9:29:32 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! 🌞 You are so welcome! I'm glad I could help you. Let me know if you're still up for a phone chat this afternoon! And more reiki if you'd like. 😊

Aug 11, 2023 9:35:29 AM Me

I am out running some errands and will text you when I'm back home

Aug 11, 2023 9:49:18 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +13014089785

No worries. I just woke up myself so I won't be ready for human interaction until after noon. 😄

Aug 11, 2023 3:26:19 PM Me

Hahaha! I love that you said "human interaction" I sometimes refer to other people as "the 'humans' over there..." Or my fav... Carbon-based Human life forms 😊 (showing a bit of my sci fi nerd there)

Aug 11, 2023 3:26:54 PM Me

I'm getting ready to head out with my brother and cousin for an evening of I dont know what.

Aug 11, 2023 3:27:44 PM Me

I'm from here, but dont live here. So I basically have no idea where the bars and restaurants are. Anything I knew was 25 years ago and only 2 are still around

Aug 11, 2023 3:29:03 PM Me

Oh, a good friend and I have been trading Montgomery Brawl memes. Have you heard about that? The one below is based on the intro to "Good Times" one of my favorite TV shows: https://twitter.com/wutangkids/status/1689044660977635329?s=42&t=73pMjYgsCw4By0MuUzWRCg

Aug 11, 2023 3:29:35 PM Me

Just bananas.

Aug 11, 2023 3:49:46 PM (Read by you after 23 seconds) +13014089785

That brawl was EPIC! And I know that pier and that Riverboat! I lived in Montgomery for 9 years before moving back to Iowa last year. It's freaking hilarious to me. If they had just moved their fucking boat!! 🤣

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Aug 11, 2023 3:50:48 PM Me

Whoa!! That's another one of those small world moments where somebody you know knows something about the "thing" 🤣

Aug 11, 2023 3:51:01 PM +13014089785

I loved Good Times too! Also, The Jeffersons, All in The Family, One Day At A Time

Aug 11, 2023 3:52:04 PM Me

You literally named all my favorite shows, don't forget, Alice, Morgan, Mindy, happy days, Laverne, and Shirley

Aug 11, 2023 3:52:34 PM Me

I'm talking to the phone so of course it Mangels things like Merck, Mork, and Mindy

Aug 11, 2023 3:52:38 PM Me

Haha

Aug 11, 2023 3:53:09 PM Me

I was waiting for mangle to come out Mengele or mango

Aug 11, 2023 3:53:13 PM +13014089785

I got to meet Norman Lear a few years ago. I thanked him for creating such amazing content. That I consider him to be a sort of father figure as he imparted amazing moral lessons to us Gen Xers who were raising ourselves basically. I got to hug him. It was seriously such a special moment.

Aug 11, 2023 3:53:34 PM Me

Wow

Aug 11, 2023 3:54:01 PM +13014089785

Ha! Yes! MORK & MINDY! I was madly in love with Robin Williams! 😆

Aug 11, 2023 3:54:01 PM Me

That's pretty cool I just found out I'm 1° of separation from Norman Lear

Aug 11, 2023 3:54:42 PM Me

By the way, I know Noah Wyle personally, and he was in a few good men with Kevin Bacon and Tom Cruise and Jack Nicholson, so I'm connected to everyone

Aug 11, 2023 3:54:54 PM +13014089785

And yes to Laverne and Shirley. Alice was the best!

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:05 PM Me

Kiss my grits!!

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:11 PM +13014089785

That's awesome!

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:28 PM Me

That redhead beehive was amazing

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:30 PM +13014089785

Flo!!

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:38 PM Me

Yes!!!!

Aug 11, 2023 3:55:44 PM +13014089785

She was an awesome character

Aug 11, 2023 3:56:04 PM Me

I love my mom, but I wanted Flo to be my mom too

Aug 11, 2023 3:56:20 PM Me

I love how she a basically always told Mel to go stuff it

Aug 11, 2023 3:57:00 PM +13014089785

Ha! Yeah I get that too. I wanted Claire Huxtable or the Family Ties mom for my mom.

Aug 11, 2023 3:57:12 PM Me

OK I got a drive now. I'll take a picture of the boat before the sunsets and send you a pic

Aug 11, 2023 3:57:24 PM Me

We're going on a boat down by Albany on the Hudson River

Aug 11, 2023 3:57:39 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! Awesome! Enjoy your night!

Aug 11, 2023 4:00:39 PM Me

You too. And honestly, I love we had breakfast together but I know it would be a lot of fun to go out on a night on the town with you

Aug 11, 2023 4:00:53 PM Me

Can we both put that on our to do list? 😉

Aug 11, 2023 4:01:13 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Yes! Me too! Let's make it happen! 😁

Aug 11, 2023 4:01:24 PM Me

I have a feeling that we would go out and literally laugh all night

Aug 11, 2023 4:02:11 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 14 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Absolutely!

Aug 11, 2023 6:17:47 PM Me

Hudson River headed south to NYC. Albany NY state capital building in silhouette on the right. It’s getting a facelift.

Aug 11, 2023 6:20:22 PM Me

L to R — Me, my brother, and our cousin Jason at the dock before casting off. I have a big cheese smile going on and the beard is getting longer 🎅🏼

Aug 11, 2023 6:34:03 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 51 seconds) +13014089785

Love it!! ☺️ I just went through an amazing meditation. So many downloads and epiphanies. Now I'm watching an inspiring discussion on YouTube that totally corresponds with the downloads. It's insane. Lots of epiphanies dealing with shadow work, etc.

Aug 11, 2023 7:01:08 PM Me

I find that incredibly exciting when there is synchronicity and you have total awareness of everything ❤️

Aug 11, 2023 7:02:48 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +13014089785

It feels miraculous when it happens. 😇

Aug 11, 2023 7:03:13 PM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0eZvCQAK6hsPSlcfqzREvB?si=IJv_TFz1RkWR3FFtefT7sw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5W9OT0a5iZlBr83a9WMKFY

Aug 11, 2023 7:03:26 PM Me

Do you have Spotify??

Aug 11, 2023 7:39:12 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 27 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Yes! That's my go to for my playlists and podcasts.

Aug 11, 2023 7:50:42 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 15 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

What a great album, huh?

Aug 11, 2023 11:06:34 PM Me

Completely!

Aug 11, 2023 11:06:56 PM Me

I just got back into the apartment after being the driver for tonight.

Aug 11, 2023 11:12:05 PM +13014089785

Did you have a good time?

Aug 11, 2023 11:12:25 PM Me

The boat cruise went until 11pm and then we went to a bar for the nightcap. I have to say that it was a fun evening but a bit overwhelming at the same time—music was LOUD. I forgot my earplugs but used bar napkins in a pinch to put in my ears—thank the universe. My brother is into hardcore metal (oh the joy) and I do listen to everything so tonight was a solid dose of local bands. My ears are ok, but the sound waves were penetrating your physical body everywhere. It was a relatively confined space. Needless to say I feel like I have some of that energy from the music STUCK inside my body. Its like I can feel this discomfort having that music vibrate my body for 3 hours. As if my body was saying—no, this is NOT the frequency we should be at all the time. 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 11, 2023 11:12:31 PM Me

HI!!

Aug 11, 2023 11:12:38 PM Me

I didnt think you'd be up.

Aug 11, 2023 11:13:35 PM Me

I was driving home thinking... I need Reiki to get this frequency out of me

Aug 11, 2023 11:14:41 PM Me

There were people full on mosh pit, and some of that energy was incredibly intense. I could feel ALOT of angry energy out there in front of the band.

Aug 11, 2023 11:14:52 PM Me

A truly interesting experience

Aug 11, 2023 11:15:09 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Oh man. I can't do metal anymore either!

Aug 11, 2023 11:15:14 PM Me

Hahaha

Aug 11, 2023 11:15:44 PM Me

I never knew how much the music "sticks" into your body

Aug 11, 2023 11:16:20 PM Me

Not until I've recently been through the dark stuff and now have superpower awareness

Aug 11, 2023 11:17:21 PM Me

It's crazy how "aware" I am wherever I go. I already had hyper vigilance from my upbringing but this is not that energy. Its like superpower observational powers

Aug 11, 2023 11:17:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I can do a remote session for you now. I don't mind. I think I need it too. I've had a roller coaster day too. Just coming out of some depths I was dealing with the past few hours.

Aug 11, 2023 11:17:48 PM Me

Really??

Aug 11, 2023 11:18:26 PM Me

Ok. Can you give me a minute to get it together?

Aug 11, 2023 11:18:46 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Of course

Aug 11, 2023 11:18:50 PM Me

Just so I can lie down and get the phone setup 😊

Aug 11, 2023 11:19:52 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 8 seconds) +13014089785

I just got out of the bath/shower so I need a min anyway! 😁

Aug 11, 2023 11:27:40 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 20 seconds) +13014089785

I'm ready whenever you are! 😊

Aug 11, 2023 11:29:34 PM Me

Ok, one min I'll call you 😊

Aug 11, 2023 11:55:35 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 36 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

https://www.ayahuascachurches.org/

Aug 11, 2023 11:56:14 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 35 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

(Un)well https://g.co/kgs/TV4tht

Aug 12, 2023 3:37:56 AM Me

😍

Aug 12, 2023 4:06:40 AM (Read by you after 6 hours, 6 minutes, 56 seconds) +13014089785

💦💦💦💦 I even got a voice recording of it! I wasn't expecting to actually feel you & your energy at the end and I cut off the primal ending. That was the most amazing masturbation orgasm I've had yet. That was nuts! I'm going to have a hard time getting to sleep. I just want to keep playing with myself pretending it's you caressing me.

Aug 12, 2023 10:21:50 AM Me

❤️☺️

Aug 12, 2023 10:26:22 AM Me

Wow 🤩 I love that the thought of me turns you on. An infinite loop ➰ of turn ons happening 😜 Btw orgasm on my end was excellent! I couldn't get your comment about "fucking like rabbits" out of my head and imagined us like that sweating 😅 and writhing while our bodies rub and hips grind together in rhythm... Mmm... 😍

Aug 12, 2023 10:56:34 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning!

Aug 12, 2023 10:59:23 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 17 seconds) +13014089785

I just woke up in a panic because I hadn't set an alarm and thought it was super late! Happy that it's only just noon here. Whew! I've got a blog post I still need to get done for my friend and then make it to my aunts by 5pm. I'm totally skipping the sweet corn festival! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 11:02:04 AM (Read by you after 36 seconds) +13014089785

Last night was very cool. The energy exchange was off the charts. Really makes the anticipation for the real face to face so much more intense.

Aug 12, 2023 11:06:20 AM Me

Good morning/afternoon! Completely agree!! I've never experienced something like that. I'm so looking forward to our encounter 😘 Hope all goes well this afternoon. 😊 Chores and a short hike for me before the rain starts later today. I'll be around

Aug 12, 2023 11:46:53 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

So let's chat tonight! 😊 You have a wonderful day! ❤️

Aug 12, 2023 11:52:22 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Hey look! Allegiant Air flies between Albany and Des Moines! I've got a voucher I've got to use up too! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 11:55:45 AM Me

😍

Aug 12, 2023 12:42:20 PM Me

I'm loving my daydreams today. 😋 A continuation of fantasies from last night and it's nuts because I'm walking around turned on with my mind in another place, time and planet with you. SO UNABLE to focus 🤣🤣🤣 but never have I so thoroughly enjoyed the distraction. 😘

Aug 12, 2023 12:56:04 PM Me

I'm loving my daydreams today. 😋 A continuation of fantasies from last night and it's nuts because I'm walking around turned on with my mind in another place, time and planet with you. SO UNABLE to focus 🤣🤣🤣 but never have I so thoroughly enjoyed the distraction. 😘

Aug 12, 2023 12:59:30 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

I was just about to text you and ask if you were thinking of me because I can feel you. Like you said, I'm super distracted and unable to focus! 😆

Aug 12, 2023 12:59:51 PM Me

I ❤️ it

Aug 12, 2023 12:59:57 PM +13014089785

But I'm also not minding it either. 😘

Aug 12, 2023 1:00:22 PM Me

So much better than feeling blah.

Aug 12, 2023 1:00:46 PM Me

I was distracted looking at plane tix too 😊

Aug 12, 2023 1:00:56 PM +13014089785

Absolutely.

Aug 12, 2023 1:01:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Really!? What dates?

Aug 12, 2023 1:01:35 PM Me

And I've felt like a hormone filled teenager too 🤣

Aug 12, 2023 1:01:51 PM Me

I was looking at the end of this week

Aug 12, 2023 1:02:30 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Just a heads up. I'll be driving to Detroit on the 22nd. Be back in Iowa on the 29th.

Aug 12, 2023 1:02:41 PM Me

Ah, ok

Aug 12, 2023 1:02:42 PM +13014089785

Perfect

Aug 12, 2023 1:02:43 PM Me

Good to know

Aug 12, 2023 1:03:30 PM +13014089785

So yeah, the end of this week & this next weekend would be perfect.

Aug 12, 2023 1:03:30 PM Me

Somewhat perfect because my moms oldest sister, my Aunt Pat, is flying in from Colorado on the 25th and I'm on tap to pick her up at the airport

Aug 12, 2023 1:03:59 PM (Read by you after 41 seconds) +13014089785

I've got an Aunt Pat too!

Aug 12, 2023 1:04:36 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Aunt Diane to us but goes by Pat or Patricia to her friends/co-workers.

Aug 12, 2023 1:04:51 PM Me

Haha so cool

Aug 12, 2023 1:05:25 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

And an Aunt Joyce, Aunt Mary. They're all crazy.

Aug 12, 2023 1:05:50 PM Me

It almost sounds cliche 😊 "Crazy Aunties"

Aug 12, 2023 1:08:17 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

They are. I try to have lunch with them all once a month. Next one is Sept 1st. Going to see my Aunt Diane today about her RV. She's let friends borrow it in the past so I'm going to see if she'd let me do the same to see if that's the avenue I want to go before I buy anything. She's got a sweet rv too. I'll take pics and send them to you later.

Aug 12, 2023 1:09:28 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 46 seconds) +13014089785

Oh! You gotta send me that binaural beats music channel you use for focus! I need that! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 1:12:34 PM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +13014089785

I'm dying!! 🤣🤣🤣 What does mind say on your end?

Aug 12, 2023 1:12:34 PM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +13014089785

Mine.

Aug 12, 2023 1:13:37 PM Me

OMG

Aug 12, 2023 1:14:05 PM Me

Bert IS VERY distracted by fantasy today — TOTALLY LEGIT 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 12, 2023 1:14:11 PM Me

Let me look

Aug 12, 2023 1:17:31 PM Me

We’re the same

Aug 12, 2023 1:17:55 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Ha ha!! That is awesome!

Aug 12, 2023 1:18:14 PM Me

What are these about?

Aug 12, 2023 1:18:28 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

No clinging to old ideas- only new allowed! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 1:18:55 PM Me

Yes, only new

Aug 12, 2023 1:19:24 PM Me

My old ideas are stale like bread

Aug 12, 2023 1:19:48 PM Me

I'm so ready for something new and fun

Aug 12, 2023 1:19:56 PM +13014089785

I guess where they say where we mesh well and areas to watch out for with the compatability thing but like we discussed I don't think it's always accurate with everything.

Aug 12, 2023 1:20:49 PM +13014089785

And we don't have to talk about reality! Let's stay in fantasy land today! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 1:20:53 PM Me

I would agree with you, I always read those things with a grain of salt, but I didn't know what the signs meant under each title

Aug 12, 2023 1:21:22 PM Me

I agree let's stay in the fantasy because it's fun 🤩

Aug 12, 2023 1:24:30 PM Me

Ok here's "Mind Amend" by Jason Lewis Guy is legit, and his tracks WORK!! 😊 I find Isochronic tones better than binaural beats for me. go to his playlists tab and you'll see the collections of everything. He has a lot of genres and it's a giant rabbit hole 🕳️ I've been subscribed for years, and he's replied to my comments before which had me pretty stoked https://youtube.com/@MindAmend

Aug 12, 2023 1:25:08 PM Me

he also has tracks for clearing negative energy out of spaces and the like

Aug 12, 2023 1:25:14 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

If you keep scrolling it explains the compatability areas and how our signs in each area could cause issues like our moon signs - mine in Aquarius and yours in Scorpio don't exactly mesh but also you can be aware of them too and work to overcome anything that might pop up.

Aug 12, 2023 1:25:36 PM Me

Got it. Makes sense

Aug 12, 2023 1:26:18 PM Me

Having gone through the recent mental things, I am highly aware of myself, my behaviors and my bullshit ☺️ I'm actually incredibly grateful when someone points out some thing I'm blind to

Aug 12, 2023 1:27:43 PM +13014089785

Me too!

Aug 12, 2023 1:31:47 PM +13014089785

Will you do me a favor and watch this video? I know it's two chicks talking about relationships but I loved how she approached her relationship with her husband when they first started out - the safe space, the deep questions, etc. Plus she's so inspirational. Her part is only 90 mins long. So worth it! https://youtu.be/Lybk-4Fp3zg

Aug 12, 2023 1:32:51 PM +13014089785

This was the interview I watched after my profound meditation. So much of it resonated.

Aug 12, 2023 1:33:09 PM Me

Yes. I'm headed out on my walk but will watch when I return. Need to get out there before it rains

Aug 12, 2023 1:34:01 PM +13014089785

And I need to get this blog post done! Just put on one his focus tracks! Thank you! Chat with you later! Have a magical walk! ✨️

Aug 12, 2023 1:34:35 PM Me

By the way, this kind of thing happens to me all the time, multiple times a day where I turn on my phone and the time it’s all the same numbers. I’ve been screen capturing them and keeping them. I’m going to create a poster of them sometime. I know it’s some kind of weird numerology thing, but I don’t want to go down that rabbit hole 🤣🤣

Aug 12, 2023 1:35:33 PM Me

Ok, sounds good. Looking forward to talking with you later tonight. One thing, maybe we start talking EARLIER 😆 😆 😆

Aug 12, 2023 1:35:42 PM Me

😘

Aug 12, 2023 1:35:59 PM +13014089785

They are angel numbers! 😇 You are being guided and protected. I see them all the time too! One day it was 555 everywhere. It got ridiculous. I just had to laugh.

Aug 12, 2023 1:36:19 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Yes!! Let's do earlier! 🤣🤣

Aug 12, 2023 1:39:12 PM Me

Text me when you're back home from your Aunts RV visit if that works, or after dinner

Aug 12, 2023 1:39:30 PM Me

Aug 12, 2023 1:39:55 PM Me

Have it ready to go on my return. Is there a point I should fast forward two? Or start from the beginning?

Aug 12, 2023 1:41:03 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Start from the beginning.

Aug 12, 2023 1:41:15 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 12, 2023 1:42:13 PM (Read by you after 17 seconds) +13014089785

Yes. I'll text you when I get back home from my aunt's place. After 8pm your time? Way better than midnight! 😊

Aug 12, 2023 1:42:40 PM Me

Liked an image

Aug 12, 2023 1:42:46 PM Me

Perfect

Aug 12, 2023 2:44:36 PM Me

For real. Just opened my phone 😳

Aug 12, 2023 2:57:04 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 40 minutes, 18 seconds) +13014089785

Crazy! ✨️

Aug 12, 2023 5:04:32 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 32 minutes, 50 seconds) +13014089785

The Perseids Meteor Shower, One of the Year’s Best, Is Reaching Its Peak https://www.nytimes.com/2023/08/11/science/perseids-meteor-shower.html?smid=nytcore-android-share

Aug 12, 2023 5:52:01 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

I forgot to send you this when I sent you the link for the mats. Great documentary on the science behind them. It's fascinating. https://www.groundology.com/ie/videos?show=science-of-grounding#video

Aug 12, 2023 5:55:25 PM (Read by you after 41 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

I ended up rescheduling with my aunt for tomorrow and wrote all day. The videos I played for focus and creativity helped big time! I got into such a great flow! Thank you so much for sharing that guy's channel. So weird that none of his videos have come up in my feed. I listen to that stuff nightly!

Aug 12, 2023 6:09:49 PM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

I forgot to tell you I always watch those interviews on 1.5 to 2.0 speed - helps my ADHD brain. Otherwise, I get distracted.

Aug 12, 2023 6:37:54 PM Me

Hi 👋

Aug 12, 2023 6:38:57 PM +13014089785

👋 I felt your energy right before your text came in! Crazy!

Aug 12, 2023 6:38:59 PM Me

I just saw all your texts. I've been watching the interview intensely and it's incredible. And I was downstairs chatting with my mom for a bit and I was telling her about you, It was funny because she would look at me and raise her eyebrows and would make me giggle and ask "what?"

Aug 12, 2023 6:39:40 PM Me

I kept looking at the clock thinking oh my goodness I'm missing Heidi's call and then my mom would start talking again and 10 more minutes would flash by

Aug 12, 2023 6:39:48 PM +13014089785

What we're experiencing must sound insane to others! 😁

Aug 12, 2023 6:40:11 PM Me

Yeah, Kinda is

Aug 12, 2023 6:40:30 PM Me

If you give me a few minutes, we can talk on the phone if you're free

Aug 12, 2023 6:40:39 PM Me

It's way better than texting you

Aug 12, 2023 6:40:55 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I am free. Call when you're ready

Aug 12, 2023 7:04:12 PM Me

Hi

Aug 12, 2023 7:04:27 PM Me

Sorry a few turned into 20

Aug 12, 2023 7:04:44 PM Me

Is now a good time??

Aug 12, 2023 7:05:18 PM Me

Duh I'm calling 😜

Aug 12, 2023 7:05:25 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 33 minutes, 8 seconds) +13014089785

Yep! Perfect 😉

Aug 12, 2023 7:37:56 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 37 seconds) +13014089785

https://open.spotify.com/track/3XNNd534cBur3sshbvIiij?si=4vGEtHFSTF66Tbo7EwLGOw

Aug 12, 2023 8:38:34 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3QgvRGjmYwQlFTFqqdqodO?si=_h-pxuZCS6WpVafr1FVfHA

Aug 12, 2023 9:51:47 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 48 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

Go the F**k to Sleep https://a.co/d/5uxCxiu

Aug 12, 2023 11:07:06 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0107357/mediaviewer/rm3015220736/?ref_=ext_shr_lnk

Aug 12, 2023 11:08:43 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0107357/mediaviewer/rm1129684480/?ref_=ext_shr_lnk

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Aug 13, 2023 12:07:25 AM +13014089785

Elwood - worlds largest wooden gnome. 😁

Aug 13, 2023 12:11:17 AM +13014089785

Dolly the cat!

Aug 13, 2023 12:13:01 AM +13014089785

Carrie and I at the picket line!

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Me and some of my Ayahuasca crew at Soul Quest in Orlando.

Aug 13, 2023 1:22:19 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 25 seconds) +13014089785

Good night! 😘

Aug 13, 2023 11:31:37 AM Me

Good Morning 😊

Aug 13, 2023 11:31:45 AM Me

Or Good Afternoon!!

Aug 13, 2023 11:32:52 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 25 seconds) +13014089785

Good afternoon! How are you today?

Aug 13, 2023 11:34:38 AM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +13014089785

I had the BEST sleep and dreams- woke up all inspired so I decided instead of doing board games with a bunch of strangers, I would write today so I've been on a tear this morning! 😊 How are you doing?

Aug 13, 2023 11:35:52 AM Me

I love hearing about your inspired morning 😊

Aug 13, 2023 11:38:26 AM Me

I'm doing really well. I woke up did chores and just got done watching my fav soccer team play—Chelsea, from London. First game of the new Premier League season with a new manager and so many new players it was one of the first times where I didnt know all the players on the field. Good result considering so many new pieces to the puzzle— they played Liverpool tied 1-1

Aug 13, 2023 11:39:11 AM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +13014089785

Your text came at the perfect time too. Finally taking a break to eat something and play with a bored kitty. 😁

Aug 13, 2023 11:39:39 AM Me

Now I head out into the humidity to mow the lawn. It will be a schvitz for sure 🥵

Aug 13, 2023 11:40:37 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

This bored kitty 😺

Aug 13, 2023 11:41:08 AM Me

So cute

Aug 13, 2023 11:41:15 AM Me

Remind me how old?

Aug 13, 2023 11:41:29 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Ooof. Sending you cooling vibes. 😎

Aug 13, 2023 11:44:37 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 12 seconds) +13014089785

I'm not sure how old she is. 10? I acquired her from my step-dad after my mom's death because he was going to bring their cats to the shelter. I couldn't have him do that to her. So I convinced him to keep their old dying cat until he died (which happened last month) and then I took Dolly. She's a sweetie.

Aug 13, 2023 11:46:49 AM Me

Ah, I bet she's still adjusting to all the changes. But I bet she loves the chill vibe you have in your apartment ☺️

Aug 13, 2023 11:46:57 AM +13014089785

Glad you got to see your favorite team.

Aug 13, 2023 11:47:15 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

She loves the reiki for sure!

Aug 13, 2023 11:47:42 AM Me

Oh, yes. I woke up 3 minutes before kickoff at 11:27am Talk about sleeping in and cutting it close 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 13, 2023 11:48:50 AM Me

Really excited for a new season of soccer. Been a happy place for me since I was 7. Going to play was a HUGE escape for me to get lots of energy out.

Aug 13, 2023 11:49:00 AM +13014089785

Did you get good sleep too? What time is your concert tonight? Maybe we can chat before you leave.

Aug 13, 2023 11:49:09 AM Me

I did get good sleep for sure

Aug 13, 2023 11:50:12 AM Me

8 pm is when it starts

Aug 13, 2023 11:50:45 AM Me

Imagine we'll head out for pre-show drinks so maybe take off at 6pm eat

Aug 13, 2023 11:50:56 AM Me

est, no eat hahaha

Aug 13, 2023 11:51:12 AM Me

Ok, heading out to the schvitz 😊

Aug 13, 2023 11:52:21 AM Me

BTW, I woke up with you on my mind first thing, and I had a giant hard on! I had the BEST sleep last night 😊

Aug 13, 2023 11:53:55 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 36 seconds) +13014089785

Well, call me if you have time before going out! I'll probably be going out to my aunt's place around 6pm your time too.

Aug 13, 2023 11:54:34 AM (Read by you after 57 seconds) +13014089785

Got the tingles reading that last text! 😘

Aug 13, 2023 11:55:49 AM Me

🥰

Aug 13, 2023 12:15:58 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 42 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

Forgot to send this one last night. This is my family. My niece, Reanna with her boyfriend, Cam and her son, Jace. Me. My step-dad, Jerry, my daughter, Diana, and finally my sister, Leah - Reanna's mom.. This was at the figure 8 races a few weeks ago. Fun night! 😊

Aug 13, 2023 1:58:37 PM Me

Loved an image

Aug 13, 2023 1:58:58 PM Me

Love your family photo!

Aug 13, 2023 2:34:13 PM Me

Ok sending you some pics of the house 🏡 yard, etc. And video of the stained glass windows 🪟

Aug 13, 2023 2:35:51 PM Me

Aug 13, 2023 2:36:01 PM Me

My sweaty 🥵 face after mowing

Aug 13, 2023 2:36:34 PM Me

Now the vids. I walk thru the downstairs and the front hall

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Aug 13, 2023 2:39:54 PM Me

Had to chop it up 😕

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Aug 13, 2023 2:40:17 PM Me

Hopefully there's enough there 😊

Aug 13, 2023 2:40:47 PM Me

Aug 13, 2023 2:51:11 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 26 seconds) +13014089785

Oh my God! So gorgeous! Thank you for sending. I love all the stained glass, too! I'm a sucker for stained glass art. You were cracking me up with your commentary! Now I definitely want to come out for a visit in Sept! 😁 Oh and I've let my day fly by without a shower so I'm jumping in now. Won't have time to chat before I head out to my aunts. But I hope you have an awesome time at the concert! If you feel up for talking after, text me. 😊

Aug 13, 2023 2:53:30 PM Me

Oh so glad that videos came through

Aug 13, 2023 2:53:36 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

The airbnb my friend Melanie and I are staying in Michigan 10 days from today. https://air.tl/S0ecF9nY

Aug 13, 2023 2:54:26 PM Me

And that u liked my ADD commentary getting distracted by everything

Aug 13, 2023 2:54:46 PM +13014089785

I couldn't resist reserving it because all the stained glass and that it probably is totally haunted. Perfect place to stay during a paranormal conference! 😁

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Aug 13, 2023 2:55:02 PM Me

My apt is small but hardwood floors thruout

Aug 13, 2023 2:56:09 PM Me

Oh shit! Better bring the spirit box 📦 👻

Aug 13, 2023 2:56:30 PM Me

Looks 👀

Aug 13, 2023 2:56:35 PM Me

BEAUTIFUL

Aug 13, 2023 2:58:17 PM Me

Ps. Was daydreaming about you all afternoon and thinking about the chain of events that got me here.

Aug 13, 2023 2:58:51 PM Me

Realize that having a partner who is aligned with you can be a superpower

Aug 13, 2023 2:59:10 PM Me

Make you grow more than you can imagine

Aug 13, 2023 2:59:44 PM Me

Like you'll be an entirely different person in the most beautiful and excellent of ways

Aug 13, 2023 3:00:10 PM Me

Would be so fun to share that and watch the other person grow

Aug 13, 2023 3:02:57 PM Me

You make me feel calm in a way I'm just discovering and I love that.

Aug 13, 2023 3:03:07 PM Me

🥰

Aug 13, 2023 3:05:32 PM Me

I hope you have an excellent visit with your aunt!

Aug 13, 2023 3:06:22 PM Me

And I would SO ❤️ to text or talk later I'll reach out when I'm on the way home

Aug 13, 2023 4:48:48 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

I agree with all your sentiments. It's all I want - a true partner, who's aligned with me and helps me grow as a person with love, compassion, and wonder as I do with them. Someone who's going to encourage me to be my full expression of self as I do the same for them. We offer freedom & independence as well as safety and a sense of home to each other. I feel like we could be that for each other and that makes me really really happy. I feel like we both were these kind, loving teddy bears of the human souls out there and we've been mistreated by all these people who didn't know what they had while they had us. But we had to experience those other people to realize just how special we are ourselves but also how to recognize that special quality in someone else. We were meant to go through our previous Hells so that we'd recognize what's really good and treat it as the treasure it is. I think it's so good that neither one of us wants to screw this up. Communication is key. And I love that you aren't afraid to open up and get vulnerable. It helps me feel safe to do the same. BTW - I had to cancel on my aunt again. Started feeling off right before getting in the shower and almost fainted. Feeling nauseous too. I hope it's just an energy thing and maybe I haven't been drinking enough water. Who knows but I'm just doing reiki on myself hoping it doesn't turn into true illness. I don't have time to get sick! 😁

Aug 13, 2023 4:51:38 PM Me

I love 💕 what you wrote We are aligned It's as simple as that 😘 I truly hope whatever is troubling you passes like a cloud ☁️ Here for a bit, maybe change shape... and 💨 all gone

Aug 13, 2023 4:54:48 PM Me

Words fail to express what I feel because it's all new. Meaning I've never felt this way before. I've never had these feelings about someone before. And yes I was married. This is on another level for me. A level of connectedness, and intimacy that I have never experienced before, and I love it so much and don't want it to stop. That's why we both feel we don't want to screw this up.

Aug 13, 2023 4:56:31 PM Me

I'm about to walk out of the apartment get in my car and go pick up my brother and head to the concert. I will absolutely text you when I walk out of the venue and then it takes me 20 minutes or so to get home from there and then I'll call you only if you reply and tell me it's OK. I realize it may be 11 more like 12 AM Eastern when I would call, so let me know. With love and admiration, Bert

Aug 13, 2023 5:21:00 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 16 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

Sounds awesome! I hope you have a great time and I'll look for your text later. Sending you lots of love. 💓

Aug 13, 2023 9:35:46 PM Me

Hi 👋

Aug 13, 2023 9:36:07 PM Me

I'm home and jumping in the shower

Aug 13, 2023 9:36:13 PM Me

I'm soaked

Aug 13, 2023 9:37:36 PM Me

I was in the mosh pit for a long time. I was on the edge of it and people kept smashing into me

Aug 13, 2023 9:38:18 PM Me

Ok, shower time

Aug 13, 2023 9:38:34 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 15 minutes, 17 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! I'm up still so call when you're ready! 😊

Aug 13, 2023 10:51:49 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 2 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

I'm guessing you might have fallen asleep. 😆 If so, sweet dreams to you and we can talk tomorrow sometime. I'm free until 3pm your time, then I'm going to the state fair and Black Keys concert. Sending you love. ❤️

Aug 13, 2023 11:54:08 PM Me

Hi

Aug 13, 2023 11:55:51 PM Me

I've been nursing a stomach ache, and I didn't realize it, but have an abrasion/bruise on left side of forehead

Aug 13, 2023 11:57:18 PM +13014089785

Oh no! Are you okay? From the moshpit?

Aug 13, 2023 11:57:25 PM Me

I was in the mosh pit tonight. It was right behind my back and I kept getting hit and pushed from the action behind.

Aug 13, 2023 11:58:13 PM +13014089785

Was just going to send you this video that popped up on my feed. Crazy how it fits for our now lives. https://youtu.be/T9yeIKMy12Y

Aug 13, 2023 11:59:15 PM Me

So, I turned around looked at the children 🙂 and brought 1980s punk pit attitude and went full tilt. Off the hook I let TONS OF ENERGY go. So much so that my brother had to drive home I was too exhausted

Aug 13, 2023 11:59:29 PM +13014089785

I can send you reiki. It can help with all that. I had a stomach ache & nausea earlier too and reiki helped me big time.

Aug 14, 2023 12:00:15 AM Me

Someone, I think he was undercover security, or some thing grabbed me out of the pit and asked me to tone it down. Exclamation I couldn't believe it. It was like I was going to hurt someone but it was a damn MoshPit. That's the point! People get pummeled

Aug 14, 2023 12:00:36 AM Me

Haha

Aug 14, 2023 12:01:07 AM Me

Anyhow, I'm ok. I've just never felt this level of pure exhaustion ever.

Aug 14, 2023 12:01:54 AM Me

Apparently, my brother has video of me in the mosh pit, of course I had no idea he was shooting it. But when I get my hands on it tomorrow, I'll send it your way. 😊

Aug 14, 2023 12:02:11 AM +13014089785

Well, you should get to sleep! I can send you reiki while you sleep.

Aug 14, 2023 12:02:29 AM Me

That I think might be my final foray into MoshPit at hard rock show 😊

Aug 14, 2023 12:02:37 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Yeah! I'd like to see that video! 😁

Aug 14, 2023 12:02:53 AM Me

I had zero intention of going in there, but they kept pushing me. Couple guys pulled on me, and so I went for it.

Aug 14, 2023 12:03:09 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

You're final goodbye. Time to hang up the mosh pit shoes! 😆

Aug 14, 2023 12:03:21 AM Me

My whole body is sore. It feels like a combination of the sonic pummeling, and the pummeling of the pit.

Aug 14, 2023 12:03:32 AM Me

Haha

Aug 14, 2023 12:04:29 AM Me

Yeah, time to hang up those pit shoes🤣🤣🤣 I seriously intimidated the younger people. It was like their father was out there in the mosh pit and ready to bring it

Aug 14, 2023 12:05:16 AM Me

Initially, they were hitting me hard and then my brain said OK time to teach them a lesson. And within 15 seconds, I owned the entire pit everyone left the pit. 🤣🤣🤣

Aug 14, 2023 12:06:00 AM +13014089785

Wow! 😃

Aug 14, 2023 12:06:25 AM Me

In the moment, the energy, the music and the pit it was exhilarating

Aug 14, 2023 12:07:10 AM Me

Total fun. Feel like I maximized my experience tonight

Aug 14, 2023 12:07:54 AM Me

ps. Excited you're up and replying

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Aug 14, 2023 2:04:44 AM Me

Hi, my phone died and battery is recharging

Aug 14, 2023 2:05:44 AM Me

I came right when the phone died 😊 I went looking for the charge cord in the dark and found it 😊 but its taking forever

Aug 14, 2023 7:53:44 AM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 40 seconds) +13014089785

Oh no! Did your phone die!?! 😁😆😅😝🤪

Aug 14, 2023 7:53:46 AM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

I came so hard! I totally still felt your energy! That was nuts. I won't ever get sick of that feeling. You don't need to worry about calling back. It's so late and we can talk again tomorrow. I hope you have the best dreams and you get the best sleep. Sending you healing loving energy. ✨️ ❤️

Aug 14, 2023 8:29:42 AM Me

Good morning 😁 My two texts from last night are above. Phone died and tried to plug in but the cord didn't charge until this morning. 🙃

Aug 14, 2023 8:31:46 AM Me

That mutual masturbation was amazing 😍 I could hear you getting turned on and that sent me 🚀

Aug 14, 2023 8:32:24 AM Me

I'll make Sure the phone is charged well when we do that again 😝

Aug 14, 2023 9:39:32 AM Me

Out on a walk to get some of the soreness worked out 😊

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Aug 14, 2023 9:40:05 AM +13014089785

Ha! Too funny! I thought it was just classic that your phone died right then especially after we talked about technology being easily manipulated by Spirit. That was such a God move. 😆

Aug 14, 2023 9:41:03 AM +13014089785

Just woke up myself. Good morning! How you feeling?

Aug 14, 2023 9:41:47 AM +13014089785

Remind me - what town are you in?

Aug 14, 2023 9:42:01 AM Me

Hahahahaha spirit manipulation

Aug 14, 2023 9:42:17 AM Me

Good morning 😊

Aug 14, 2023 9:42:36 AM Me

I'm in Waterford NY

Aug 14, 2023 9:43:19 AM Me

The Hudson River is on the left and I'm crossing the Mohawk river

Aug 14, 2023 9:44:20 AM Me

I am hiking at a place called People's Island, and there is a place on the island where I want to bring you if you come out this way. I'm on my way to it now so I can take a picture and send it to you.

Aug 14, 2023 9:44:26 AM Me

Peebles

Aug 14, 2023 9:44:30 AM Me

Not t Peoples

Aug 14, 2023 9:47:04 AM Me

There is also a large herd of deer on this island, and on my last few hikes, I walked right into them all, having a little snack. I could get probably 6-7 feet away from them before they decided I was too close. 🙂

Aug 14, 2023 9:47:20 AM Me

I have pics

Aug 14, 2023 9:54:00 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

That's awesome! I also just can't get over how close you are to many places I've been or near my ex's family. His brother & family lives in Glens Falls. He owns a restaurant there. His dad still lives in Whitehall. Aunts & uncles scattered in that area & Vermont. I definitely want to make the trip your way. The area you're in looks gorgeous!

Aug 14, 2023 10:21:36 AM Me

I just shot this video walking down the trail just to give you a feel of what it's like and I looked off to the right deep in the bush and I got a 🦌 Just for you 😊 https://share.icloud.com/photos/0bctJJrwdWKlqfkPSJO-XuAPQ

Aug 14, 2023 10:22:04 AM Me

About 2 mins in

Aug 14, 2023 10:26:10 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 43 seconds) +13014089785

Still says it's uploading. Looks beautiful, so I can't wait to watch.

Aug 14, 2023 11:28:06 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Just watched and that was so cool! I love the idea of lying on a blanket with you, gazing up at the sky and making clouds move with our minds! 😊

Aug 14, 2023 11:28:25 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 50 seconds) +13014089785

The deer came was cool!

Aug 14, 2023 11:28:30 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 45 seconds) +13014089785

Cameo

Aug 14, 2023 11:40:56 AM Me

😊

Aug 14, 2023 11:42:15 AM Me

Bunch of stills from previous walks

Aug 14, 2023 11:42:57 AM Me

Like I mentioned they'll let me Get about 6-8 feet away and then they move

Aug 14, 2023 12:01:53 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 10 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

So cool. They are very docile and chill out at my step-dad's place. He lives out on a lake so it's like a big park - very peaceful. Lots of wildlife.

Aug 14, 2023 1:58:12 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 52 seconds) +13014089785

I'm off to the fair and concert tonight. I'll try to send pics and then text you later tonight when I get home. I hope you have a marvelous day! 😘

Aug 14, 2023 2:18:14 PM Me

I hope you have a great time tonight! I'll be around so please do text me 😘

Aug 14, 2023 5:44:27 PM Me

Hope all is well with you and you’re having fun 😘 Thinking of you

Aug 14, 2023 9:25:24 PM Me

Heidi, Sending a note to say how much I look forward to hearing your voice 💕 I'm hopeful the fair and concert lived up to their billing 🙂 Please feel free to call me anytime, doesn't matter how late ❤️ I'm here for you 😘

Aug 14, 2023 9:26:08 PM Me

And my battery 🔋 is at 💯😍

Aug 14, 2023 10:49:46 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 9 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

You still up?

Aug 15, 2023 7:59:53 AM Me

Good morning 😊

Aug 15, 2023 8:00:21 AM Me

How was your night?

Aug 15, 2023 8:01:18 AM Me

I must have fallen asleep but had my ringer on loud to wake up when you called😊

Aug 15, 2023 8:34:52 AM (Read by you after 11 minutes) +13014089785

Good morning! 😊

Aug 15, 2023 8:40:54 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 58 seconds) +13014089785

It was a weird, crazy night. I wish we could've talked last night! I know I should've called but at the same time I didn't want to wake you if you were asleep - knowing you probably needed it to recover from your mosh pit fun! I wish we could talk this morning too but I'm rushing to get ready for my tattoo appt at 11am. But I should be done by 4pm so I'll have some time between my tattoo and yoga at 6:30pm if you want to talk then. Otherwise maybe after yoga? After 10pm your time?

Aug 15, 2023 8:48:18 AM Me

Oh wow 😮 Tattoos! Can't wait to hear about what you're having done. I did notice you had a few and would love to know more about them 😊 And of course I want to see them all too 😍

Aug 15, 2023 8:51:24 AM Me

I was wiped out for sure, but was incredibly horny thinking about you all evening and hoping we could connect 🥰 All good 😊 Yes let's talk before yoga. Would love to hear about last night, and I can fill you in on my day.

Aug 15, 2023 8:52:25 AM Me

And if you're free later tonight I would love to talk more if you're up for it.

Aug 15, 2023 8:53:51 AM Me

Send me a pic of your tattoo in progress today if you can. I'll be here online most of the day 😘😘

Aug 15, 2023 9:12:37 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 52 seconds) +13014089785

Here's the tattoo. I'm getting color put in today.

Aug 15, 2023 10:18:10 AM Me

Wow! That is incredible! Can't wait to see the color 😍

Aug 15, 2023 10:18:36 AM Me

And I want to know the story behind it 😊

Aug 15, 2023 12:02:34 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 45 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

For sure! It's a cool story! 😎

Aug 15, 2023 2:48:46 PM Me

I'm around if you want to call. Just on the laptop all alone 😘

Aug 15, 2023 3:05:57 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 36 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! I just got back. Calling you here in a few. 😊

Aug 15, 2023 3:23:00 PM Me

😊

Aug 15, 2023 3:25:59 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 24 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 15, 2023 3:39:14 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 11 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum on the left! 😆

Aug 15, 2023 4:53:57 PM +13014089785

Aug 15, 2023 6:27:29 PM Me

Loved an image

Aug 15, 2023 9:02:49 PM Me

Hola! I'm around if you're free

Aug 15, 2023 9:10:43 PM Me

Hope sound bath was transformative 😊

Aug 15, 2023 9:11:53 PM Me

😊

Aug 16, 2023 1:53:57 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 18 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

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Aug 16, 2023 2:03:15 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 8 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 16, 2023 3:11:43 AM Me

I feel So much ❤️ right now

Aug 16, 2023 3:12:02 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

Me too! 🥰

Aug 16, 2023 3:13:21 AM Me

😘

Aug 16, 2023 3:14:58 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 6 minutes, 7 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 16, 2023 3:16:56 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 26 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

😘

Aug 16, 2023 8:45:53 AM Me

Good morning 🥰 Feeling lots of love for you this morning

Aug 16, 2023 9:21:02 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Did you see the Duckie gif I sent you? It seemed so perfect!

Aug 16, 2023 9:21:21 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 59 minutes, 44 seconds) +13014089785

Feeling do much love for you too! ❤️

Aug 16, 2023 9:21:32 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 59 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

So much..

Aug 16, 2023 11:23:42 AM Me

I saw the Duckie gif and LOVED it. I remember that scene, The "who me?" moment when he thinks she's looking past him. I felt that 😊

Aug 16, 2023 11:24:49 AM Me

Just back from running errands with mom at Lowe's. I now have paint to change the mauve in the apartment bedroom

Aug 16, 2023 11:25:38 AM Me

Aug 16, 2023 11:26:11 AM Me

Aug 16, 2023 11:26:44 AM Me

Against the white... 🤢 At least for me

Aug 16, 2023 11:27:03 AM (Read by you after 40 seconds) +13014089785

Ugh. No. That pink is the worst!

Aug 16, 2023 11:27:04 AM (Read by you after 39 seconds) +13014089785

My favorite scene in the whole movie!

Aug 16, 2023 11:27:33 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

I'm getting ready to meet my step-dad for lunch. Then errands afterwards for me too

Aug 16, 2023 11:29:01 AM Me

We should watch that and Breakfast Club. Haven't seen them in forever and would be so fun to share the nostalgia 😊

Aug 16, 2023 11:32:58 AM Me

Have a great lunch and visit with your step-dad! I'll be around on the laptop 💻 doing some work and taking breaks to daydream about you 🥰 I so loved 🥰 that experience last night, and looking forward to more

Aug 16, 2023 11:33:12 AM Me

❤️😘

Aug 16, 2023 11:56:54 AM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 35 seconds) +13014089785

Look what I happen to be wearing today! Also tattoo progress

Aug 16, 2023 12:26:01 PM Me

Wow! OMG I ❤️ it!

Aug 16, 2023 12:30:29 PM Me

Your tattoo is looking so beautiful! It's going to be an amazing work of art when complete. And I love the story behind it. I find it interesting that I show up in your life as that imagery comes into full color on your body. 😘 And I can't help but notice your wonderful natural beauty 😍 I know its going to be hard to take my eyes off you when we're in person

Aug 16, 2023 12:40:11 PM Me

You intoxicate me with your beauty, presence, intelligence, and energy ❤️

Aug 16, 2023 12:40:45 PM Me

I want to be with you

Aug 16, 2023 12:43:23 PM Me

I already love how you make me feel and how reinvigorated I now feel at being my best self. I feel love and connection, and the opportunity to explore life and living with someone already (by some quirk in the universe) I already feel an incredible connection that I want to explore more—and see where it takes us 😘❤️

Aug 16, 2023 12:54:58 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

I feel all of this too. Just told my step-dad about you. He's excited for me. At first I wasn't going to say anything because he's been nursing a broken heart after a break up but is now interested in a lady who lives in Omaha so he was asking for advice on that which is super cute. So I felt it was okay to open up about you. I'm beyond excited about where this journey is going to take us. 😘

Aug 16, 2023 12:55:57 PM Me

Oh wow, I love reading that.

Aug 16, 2023 12:57:35 PM Me

I love hearing about your step-dad asking for advice, I know how he feels 😊

Aug 16, 2023 12:58:00 PM Me

I love that you shared about me 🥰

Aug 16, 2023 12:59:45 PM Me

And I so ❤️ that you're beyond excited — I am too, so very much.

Aug 16, 2023 1:29:24 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 14 minutes, 54 seconds) +13014089785

Today's fortune cookies. Thought they were so apt

Aug 16, 2023 1:56:29 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

BTW - my body definitely feels like I was a part of an epic sex session with you last night. My muscles ache all over like I actually ran a marathon or something. It's crazy. 😁 I just got back to my apt after lunch and I've decided to take a nap before I do anything else. 😴

Aug 16, 2023 2:46:02 PM Me

I love the fortune cookies 😊 And I feel like I had a workout last night 😍 I LOVE how you make me feel

Aug 16, 2023 2:46:29 PM Me

Oh, and 444 was on the phone when I woke it up

Aug 16, 2023 4:49:15 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

Just woke up from my "power nap" that turned into a 2 hour snooze fest! 😆

Aug 16, 2023 4:59:20 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 16 seconds) +13014089785

I had my fill-in Bert as my cuddle buddy. Can't wait to cuddle the real Bert in real life! 😘

Aug 16, 2023 5:01:02 PM Me

Oh, the real Bert can't wait either 😍

Aug 16, 2023 5:26:56 PM Me

Let me know what time you're free later. Would love to see you on a video call 😍

Aug 16, 2023 5:28:43 PM +13014089785

Let's chat after I'm off the phone with my friend Jane. By 10pm your time if not before.

Aug 16, 2023 5:29:33 PM Me

Perfecto!

Aug 16, 2023 5:30:23 PM Me

Can't wait to see you. 😍

Aug 16, 2023 5:35:47 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Me too!

Aug 16, 2023 5:35:55 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

😘

Aug 16, 2023 8:07:56 PM Me

Hola 👋 I’m here for you whenever you ready to connect. Just relaxing in bed watching vids. 😘

Aug 16, 2023 8:24:28 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Weird I called twice and it rang twice. Do you want to try calling from your end?

Aug 16, 2023 10:37:39 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 17, 2023 12:44:58 AM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 44 seconds) +13014089785

Have the sweetest dreams. 💓 😘

Aug 17, 2023 1:04:51 AM Me

You too 💕 🥰🌙🥰🌙🥰

Aug 17, 2023 9:55:02 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘

Aug 17, 2023 9:55:21 AM Me

I slept really late 🥱

Aug 17, 2023 9:56:13 AM Me

Wishing you a wonderful day filled with love 💕

Aug 17, 2023 9:56:18 AM Me

😘😘😘

Aug 17, 2023 10:02:39 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 47 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! 😘

Aug 17, 2023 10:06:23 AM (Read by you after 19 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

I did not sleep in but had great sleep and amazing dreams. Woke up super happy. 😁 Woke up just in time to make it to my car service appt. I'm at dealership now.

Aug 17, 2023 10:25:47 AM Me

🥰

Aug 17, 2023 10:27:09 AM Me

Glad you had a good rest and good dreams. 😊 And glad you didn't miss your appt. 😯

Aug 17, 2023 10:28:31 AM Me

I was just looking at your pictures 😍 and staring at your beautiful eyes. I feel love inside me when I look 💕

Aug 17, 2023 10:30:36 AM Me

I feel the intensity and intention behind your eyes. And I was reminded of why I swiped to meet you. 😊 SO happy I did!😘

Aug 17, 2023 10:31:26 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

I am so happy you did, too! 🥰

Aug 17, 2023 10:33:14 AM +13014089785

I hope you have the best day! 😊

Aug 17, 2023 10:33:30 AM Me

You too😊

Aug 17, 2023 10:33:44 AM Me

I'll be daydreaming of you for sure

Aug 17, 2023 10:33:50 AM Me

🥰😍😘

Aug 17, 2023 10:35:44 AM Me

i'll share that I had a nice dream of waking up next to you and the two of us just lying holding one another and enjoying, feeling the living being and the love coming through each other 🥰

Aug 17, 2023 10:36:10 AM Me

No words just love ❤️

Aug 17, 2023 10:46:52 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

I love that. Also, I read your message and it gave me a full body shiver. I cannot wait to wake up next to you. I'm just full of anticipation and excitement for when that happens. I can barely contain myself. 😁

Aug 17, 2023 10:47:52 AM (Read by you after 44 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

So yeah, having full body shivers while in the waiting room! I don't think anyone noticed but if they did... 😆

Aug 17, 2023 11:32:15 AM Me

🥰

Aug 17, 2023 11:34:46 AM Me

Just came out from a 30-minute meditation, and had some really great insights and things revealed to me while still. It was powerful and imbued with confidence and masculine energy 🔋

Aug 17, 2023 11:35:30 AM Me

Was Reflecting on my own perspective, regarding where I am on this journey of finding myself again.

Aug 17, 2023 11:41:47 AM Me

And then things that have been hidden from me, for what feels like forever, were revealed and came into focus in my mind. I felt a sense of belonging here again, peace and harmony with the present moment manifested themselves inside me. I had never felt that level of flow “deep within” in a moment like that ever EVER.

Aug 17, 2023 11:42:08 AM +13014089785

I love this for you. And I cannot wait to hear more about it. Also, cannot wait to experience your masculine energy in person. I know my feminine energy is going to love it and welcome it.

Aug 17, 2023 11:42:30 AM Me

I literally felt myself grow in that 30mins. 🤯

Aug 17, 2023 11:43:56 AM Me

I can tell you, I am gonna enjoy being with your energy, no matter what. I feel you are already having an impact on me and I love it. 💗

Aug 17, 2023 11:45:52 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

That's amazing. I love meditations like that. I've had a few like that too - like you were in direct connection with the Divine. It feels so profound and like you're getting more knowledge that you need at this time in your journey- downloads that seem to come at the right moment. I love all this for you. I'm having some synchronicities going on that I cannot wait to tell you about too.

Aug 17, 2023 11:50:35 AM Me

I feel you are helping me ground my true self that I had lost. I found myself but have still been affected by the “lost me” still hanging around—the “lost me” energy is strong as I was clinging to that energy and identity for dear life for years If I wasn't a husband, who was I? If I weren't a family man, who was I? How could I still be a dad if I didn't have my family? I had completely and truly lost my identity and was clueless.

Aug 17, 2023 11:52:20 AM Me

I can't wait to hear about your own experience today too ☺️ i'll share more with you later. I'm gonna jump in the shower and head to Starbucks for a change of environment and work for a few hours.

Aug 17, 2023 11:53:49 AM Me

Feeling so grateful to you. You have already made an impact on my growth and understanding. ❤️❤️❤️

Aug 17, 2023 11:54:29 AM Me

Talk later 😘

Aug 17, 2023 11:57:09 AM (Read by you after 49 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

I'm so grateful for you too. I love that we are helping each other grow - because you're doing the same for me - and I hope that it never ends. Can't wait to chat later! 😘

Aug 17, 2023 12:28:17 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

I forgot to send this to you last night but after we got off I looked at my phone and it was 2:22 with 22% battery left. It felt very much like a sign. 😊

Aug 17, 2023 12:46:37 PM Me

Loved an image

Aug 17, 2023 12:48:29 PM Me

Aug 17, 2023 12:49:06 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Hey there handsome! 😍

Aug 17, 2023 12:49:15 PM Me

I'm being brave and sending you a pic I just took. #nofilter as you can see to the left I didn't rub the lotion on the akin — I guess I “get the hose again” 🦬 Bill 😂

Aug 17, 2023 12:50:07 PM Me

There is a smile under the beard 😊 you'll soon be able to put your hands on my cheeks and feel me smile

Aug 17, 2023 12:50:50 PM Me

Haha, I just realized how much my T-shirt and my eyes are nearly the same color, at least it appears that way to me. What do you think?

Aug 17, 2023 12:51:23 PM Me

Slate blue + gray is what I see

Aug 17, 2023 12:57:05 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 11 seconds) +13014089785

Yes! I see that too. The eyes and shirt match and it's so sexy to me. 😍

Aug 17, 2023 12:58:14 PM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +13014089785

Can't wait to caress that face and stare into those eyes in person! 😘

Aug 17, 2023 12:58:34 PM Me

Me too 😍

Aug 17, 2023 12:58:51 PM Me

Ok driving to Starbucks now

Aug 17, 2023 1:01:55 PM (Read by you after 36 minutes, 25 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! Drive safe and I hope you get lots of good work done. Car is done, just ate some lunch. Now, it's errands time for me. 😋 Can't wait to chat later! 😊

Aug 17, 2023 1:23:01 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Love this! Knew you would too. 😊

Aug 17, 2023 1:39:29 PM Me

❤️

Aug 17, 2023 1:41:11 PM Me

Wow 😯

Aug 17, 2023 2:21:55 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

All of mine today. 😊

Aug 17, 2023 2:36:30 PM Me

👀

Aug 17, 2023 2:36:48 PM Me

Wow. It has me right 💯

Aug 17, 2023 2:37:34 PM Me

And please assert your will on me 😊 Imagine you look sexy in leather 😍

Aug 17, 2023 2:50:13 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

I will. 😉

Aug 17, 2023 2:52:08 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Yeah, the being misunderstood remark was on point for me, too. Definitely makes me moody. 😁 Not really scared of my feelings per say but maybe sometimes. 💁‍♀️

Aug 17, 2023 2:58:35 PM Me

I so love that you are OPEN about how you feel and willing to share. I think that is something we both appreciate.

Aug 17, 2023 2:58:51 PM Me

The idea of the two of us having our own "safe space" between us that no one has privy to means a great deal to me. I dont think I've ever had that in a relationship. Of course I didnt have my current understanding of myself and all the tools and skills developed from the overall experience 😜

Aug 17, 2023 3:23:57 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

I agree with all of this. Totally my feelings too. Never had that but was never in a position to fully embrace being completely and utterly myself either with the benefits of knowing myself and having the tools to deal with the hard knarly stuff. I'm excited that we have the opportunity to be ourselves together and that we'll get to explore what it is to be fully 100 percent our true selves. To be our full selves. To realize our full potential. I think that's what's been missing for both of us - that partner that is going to help us catapult to our highest selves. I'm here for it. 😃❤️😊

Aug 17, 2023 3:41:13 PM Me

I'm SO here for all of that and can't wait to see where our connection takes us 😘 I'm having a good day today. I just got done texting my oldest Aidan, about all that's been going on this summer for me. Didnt mention you because he and his brothers talk to their mom constantly. Right now she is putting them between us and communicating to me through them. I apologized to Aidan that she's doing that and said I would address her directly and ask her to kindly address questions to me and not bother them—going to assert myself and see what happens. She has no idea I found myself again, and I'm getting my confidence back and the depression is going deeper into remission 😊

Aug 17, 2023 3:43:34 PM Me

Both the "divorce" and her — Elizabeth -my X— have far less influence on my mental health and overall well being than ever before. Not since before we were connected in the 90s — like ZERO power. 😊

Aug 17, 2023 3:44:26 PM Me

I am feeling and witnessing myself grow and change real time. It feels like this...

Aug 17, 2023 3:44:27 PM Me

🤯

Aug 17, 2023 3:44:42 PM Me

And I absolutely LOVE IT

Aug 17, 2023 3:46:15 PM Me

Thank you for triggering this 😘 There is no doubt I wouldn't have gotten clear on some things recently without all the hours together on the phone with you. You've already been a catalyst for change and want more. Explains my intoxication with you. ❤️

Aug 17, 2023 3:47:50 PM Me

K, heading back to the apt. My friend Dale has been reaching out so I may go play cornhole for a bit at his house ( a mile away ). Dont know yet but will keep you posted

Aug 17, 2023 3:54:11 PM (Read by you after 54 minutes, 8 seconds) +13014089785

I love that for you too! And I think it's more powerful to heal and grow out of sight of the ex. I give my ex the bare minimum of info. When I first left him, he was constantly texting, calling, inserting himself daily. He was so used to knowing my every move. It took a while to break him of that and for me to feel fully free - not feeling like I have a towering presence hovering over my every move. It was huge to finally feel at ease again.

Aug 17, 2023 3:56:24 PM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Go hang with your friend! I'm out getting a Pedicure and going to look for a couple new outfits for the conference and for your visit! Gotta find THE dress. 😘

Aug 17, 2023 4:49:23 PM Me

Oh.... another thing to look forward to 😍 can't wait 😝

Aug 17, 2023 4:50:51 PM Me

And I love hearing about your experience with communication. Hearing about you and your life draws me closer and closer to you 🥰

Aug 17, 2023 4:51:43 PM Me

I love that we can share at that level and feel safe, comfortable and UNDERSTOOD 😊😘

Aug 17, 2023 4:53:02 PM Me

I still would love to have a vid call with you later to share about todays epiphanies. Would 11pm my time work??

Aug 17, 2023 4:55:09 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +13014089785

Yes! That totally works! And call anytime if you get back earlier too. Just call. Video call again- yes! 😁

Aug 17, 2023 4:55:37 PM Me

😘❤️

Aug 17, 2023 4:56:49 PM +13014089785

😘

Aug 17, 2023 8:33:14 PM Me

Hi 😊 I'm back and going to jump in the shower🚿 and rinse off. Really humid outside and even with a breeze it was still a slight schvitz 😊 I'll check in when out of the shower and ready for you 😍

Aug 17, 2023 8:48:58 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I just got back from errands/grocery run! I'll text you when I'm done unloading my car.

Aug 17, 2023 9:08:48 PM Me

K 😘

Aug 17, 2023 9:09:07 PM Me

I'm done

Aug 17, 2023 9:10:16 PM Me

Wish I was there unloading and helping put away so you could relax 😌

Aug 17, 2023 9:12:41 PM Me

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I just looked up to see the time

Aug 17, 2023 9:13:27 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

😊

Aug 17, 2023 9:14:30 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 12 seconds) +13014089785

I'm done!

Aug 17, 2023 9:23:58 PM Me

I just saw your text

Aug 17, 2023 9:25:38 PM Me

Just tried vid

Aug 17, 2023 9:25:52 PM Me

I'm here

Aug 17, 2023 9:32:31 PM +13014089785

Oh now I'm just seeing texts! 😆

Aug 17, 2023 9:33:07 PM Me

K

Aug 17, 2023 9:33:20 PM +13014089785

Let me call you regular first. I'm scarfing down some noodles since I haven't eaten since lunch!

Aug 17, 2023 9:33:27 PM Me

K

Aug 18, 2023 12:04:20 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

https://maps.app.goo.gl/6pRNS3sJf7WF87tr5

Aug 18, 2023 1:55:16 AM Me

Feeling lots of ❤️ Sweet Dreams 😘😘

Aug 18, 2023 1:56:02 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

I love you!! Sweet dreams to you too! 💕 💖❤️😘

Aug 18, 2023 8:28:50 AM (Read by you after 53 seconds) +13014089785

Woke up with a smile on my face thinking of you. I hope you have the best day. Talk to you soon! 😘

Aug 18, 2023 8:29:55 AM Me

🥰

Aug 18, 2023 8:30:54 AM Me

Good morning! Feeling your love 😘

Aug 18, 2023 8:31:19 AM Me

I'm here for you.

Aug 18, 2023 8:31:21 AM Me

😘

Aug 18, 2023 10:29:10 AM Me

https://www.instagram.com/p/CwFglIFSiTs/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Aug 18, 2023 10:34:05 AM Me

https://www.instagram.com/p/CwFnCE5ydQq/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== 🥰😘

Aug 18, 2023 10:52:49 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Love both these sentiments. Just got new banking and insurance accounts established. Whew. Now I've got to set up my VA direct deposit, bill payer etc to get that fully transferred to my account solely. So much adulting already today! 😵‍💫

Aug 18, 2023 10:57:45 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Now I'm about to call that IA county I got the speeding ticket in and hope they take mercy on me! Send all the good vibes! 😊

Aug 18, 2023 11:07:26 AM Me

Sent and sending 🧘

Aug 18, 2023 11:10:44 AM Me

I'll give you your last and most exciting adult task today. 😘 Here's the picture of my license. Should have all you need. remember I am happy to takeoff on the first flight of the day, and actually would prefer that to maximize my time with you 🥰

Aug 18, 2023 11:11:48 AM Me

Aug 18, 2023 11:12:29 AM Me

Right as I was sending my pic I looked at the time on my phone 👀

Aug 18, 2023 11:13:03 AM Me

1s always showing up for me 🙃

Aug 18, 2023 11:14:18 AM +13014089785

Good signs all around! And the speeding ticket was a nothing burger. I just paid it and there were no late fees - whew! So relieved!

Aug 18, 2023 11:14:39 AM Me

Oh, and I plan on surprising you at some point for your generosity, kindness, and understanding. ❤️💗❤️💗

Aug 18, 2023 11:15:17 AM Me

don't know what it is yet, but you can count on it 😘😘😘

Aug 18, 2023 11:15:30 AM +13014089785

No worries. Gotta call the ex back but after that I'm going to call you because I really need to hear your voice! 😘

Aug 18, 2023 11:15:52 AM Me

YAY!!!! So happy about ur ticket

Aug 18, 2023 11:16:42 AM Me

I’m here for you. ❤️😘

Aug 18, 2023 12:16:35 PM Me

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Aug 18, 2023 3:17:27 PM +13014089785

Me. Oct 2021 - 5 months before my awakening

Aug 18, 2023 8:11:08 PM Me

Hi there 😘 with my brother in his back yard. He has a fire going

Aug 18, 2023 8:11:08 PM Me

Aug 18, 2023 8:12:14 PM Me

I'll let you know when I’m back. Would ❤️ some Reiki ☺️

Aug 18, 2023 8:13:04 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 36 seconds) +13014089785

Gorgeous! I love the vibe! Don't rush yourself either! I'm on the phone with another friend. Thank goodness we don't pay long distances calls by the minute anymore! I'd be broke! 😆

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Aug 18, 2023 8:14:18 PM (Read by you after 22 seconds) +13014089785

My phone usage stats are crazy for this week! 🤣

Aug 18, 2023 8:17:11 PM Me

K 😘 Cant stop thinking of you 🥰

Aug 18, 2023 8:17:25 PM Me

ill ping l8r

Aug 18, 2023 8:19:53 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

Can't stop thinking of you either! ❤️ Sending you love, light and tingles. 😉

Aug 18, 2023 8:42:41 PM (Read by you after 21 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

I'm off the phone and now I'm in the bathtub soaking. Meditating...thinking of you. 😚

Aug 18, 2023 9:41:12 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

I'm out of the bath/shower. I'm blissfully relaxed and chilling out. Hope you're getting in good brother bonding time! ❤️

Aug 18, 2023 9:41:30 PM Me

I am

Aug 18, 2023 9:41:46 PM Me

Heading home shortly

Aug 18, 2023 9:42:34 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +13014089785

No worries. Call whenever you're ready. 😊

Aug 18, 2023 9:43:00 PM +13014089785

I'll be up for a while! 😜

Aug 18, 2023 10:10:47 PM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 42 seconds) +13014089785

The massage oils arrived today! 🫠😛😘

Aug 18, 2023 10:29:50 PM Me

OMG

Aug 18, 2023 10:30:24 PM Me

SO amazing that you have them already

Aug 18, 2023 10:30:30 PM Me

On way home

Aug 18, 2023 10:38:14 PM Me

almost to my front door, and then I just want to take my pants off before I call you 😘

Aug 18, 2023 10:40:26 PM Me

I smell like a fire 🔥

Aug 18, 2023 10:51:00 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +13014089785

😊

Aug 18, 2023 10:52:05 PM Me

Just about to call you Ready? Restroom run 🏃‍♀️ before? 🤣

Aug 18, 2023 10:52:26 PM Me

I'll use messenger

Aug 18, 2023 10:53:00 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Give me a sec!

Aug 18, 2023 10:53:16 PM Me

Of course

Aug 18, 2023 10:53:26 PM Me

LMK when you're ready

Aug 18, 2023 10:54:58 PM +13014089785

Ready!

Aug 19, 2023 1:33:34 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

I bet it's 3:33 there

Aug 19, 2023 1:33:49 AM Me

Aug 19, 2023 1:33:55 AM +13014089785

😊

Aug 19, 2023 1:33:55 AM Me

Just captured 🤣

Aug 19, 2023 1:34:16 AM Me

I wasn't going to send it because I wanted to let you go to sleep😘😘

Aug 19, 2023 1:34:46 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Good night sweet prince. 😘

Aug 19, 2023 1:36:39 AM Me

🥰

Aug 19, 2023 8:17:52 AM Me

Good morning Gorgeous! 😘 😘 😘

Aug 19, 2023 8:18:08 AM Me

Thinking of you 😍

Aug 19, 2023 9:15:01 AM Me

Wishing you a happy, peaceful and relaxing day today 💕💕💕

Aug 19, 2023 9:16:14 AM Me

🔜 ❤️🔥

Aug 19, 2023 9:16:43 AM Me

🥰

Aug 19, 2023 9:46:18 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! 😊

Aug 19, 2023 9:46:18 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Thinking of you too! 😘

Aug 19, 2023 9:46:19 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes) +13014089785

I hope you have the best day! Sending you lots of love & light! 💓💖✨️

Aug 19, 2023 9:49:46 AM Me

I can feel it 🥰

Aug 19, 2023 9:50:10 AM Me

And love how it makes me feel 😘

Aug 19, 2023 10:06:09 AM Me

https://www.instagram.com/p/CwHA_mqytX2/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Aug 19, 2023 12:14:25 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +13014089785

I love that. So true. ❤️

Aug 19, 2023 12:16:25 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 19, 2023 12:58:53 PM Me

Loved an image

Aug 19, 2023 5:24:22 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Whatcha up to? 😊 I've been feeling weird energy all day. I'm also running around like a chicken with its head cut off - frantic trying to remember all the shit I need to take care of before I leave on Tuesday. How are you feeling? I'm about to take a bath, meditate & do some reiki on myself and wanted to know if you want me to send some your way too? ❤️

Aug 19, 2023 5:25:53 PM Me

Hi 👋 I watched two soccer games and went for a 3 mile run and just got done mowing the lawn for my dad. Interesting you comment about the weird energy. I felt a bit of that today too. I would definitely love Reiki from you, I always do ❤️

Aug 19, 2023 5:29:17 PM Me

And I am just now jumping into a hot shower thinking of you and fantasizing about having you in the shower with me. I want to wash you with my bare hands and touch you everywhere. Let my hands roam across your skin exploring a new landscape 😘❤️

Aug 19, 2023 5:29:32 PM Me

🔥❤️

Aug 19, 2023 5:35:59 PM +13014089785

I love that mental image so much! 😍

Aug 19, 2023 5:36:37 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

🤣🤣🤣

Aug 19, 2023 5:37:13 PM Me

🤣🤣

Aug 19, 2023 5:37:25 PM Me

I hadn't looked at that app yet today

Aug 19, 2023 5:37:36 PM Me

thank you for reminding me😘

Aug 19, 2023 6:26:50 PM +13014089785

Okay. Finally in the bath. Starting reiki now. 😊

Aug 19, 2023 6:27:12 PM Me

Mmm....

Aug 19, 2023 6:27:20 PM Me

Love ❤️ it

Aug 19, 2023 6:28:11 PM Me

I am just now getting in the shower. I just got done cleaning up after cooking myself spaghetti and meatballs 🍝

Aug 19, 2023 6:31:40 PM Me

so looking 👀 forward to our week together

Aug 19, 2023 6:50:43 PM +13014089785

Me too!! 😊

Aug 19, 2023 6:52:04 PM +13014089785

I forgot to send this earlier but I'm doing a countdown app for it! 😁

Aug 19, 2023 6:52:19 PM +13014089785

Aug 19, 2023 6:52:32 PM Me

Might you want to have a call? I promise I won't take us to 5am 🕔 😘 I could be ready in 15

Aug 19, 2023 6:53:24 PM Me

I saved the image to my library

Aug 19, 2023 6:54:03 PM Me

I love collecting screen shots and images.

Aug 19, 2023 6:55:11 PM +13014089785

Me too!! 😊 I'm letting my bath water out and going to take a shower now. I can be ready in 30 mins! 😁

Aug 19, 2023 6:55:24 PM Me

Perfect 😍

Aug 19, 2023 7:39:34 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 4 seconds) +13014089785

Just got out of the shower so it ended up extra long! I'll hurry and get lotioned up, hair mostly dry and dressed quickly. Give me another 15-20 mins. 😁

Aug 19, 2023 7:43:04 PM Me

Aok

Aug 19, 2023 7:44:57 PM Me

I'm running late too. I was online and saw that the pixies are playing 80 miles away in Cooperstown at the Ommegang brewery next Friday night. I have been texting my brother for a while about getting tickets because there's not many left. For me, seeing that pixies live is certainly a band on my music bucket list so, I got caught up in that and I myself just got out of the shower. Please don't rush on my behalf. Take your time and luxuriate and enjoy putting the lotion on your skin 😘😘😘😘😘

Aug 19, 2023 7:45:28 PM Me

I'll ping when I'm ready

Aug 19, 2023 8:04:40 PM Me

almost there, need charging cord so no dead battery 🪫

Aug 19, 2023 8:13:58 PM Me

I'm ready

Aug 19, 2023 8:14:04 PM Me

😘

Aug 19, 2023 8:16:22 PM Me

Hopefully you didn't fall asleep 😴 waiting

Aug 19, 2023 8:16:48 PM Me

Call me in messenger if you see this

Aug 19, 2023 8:27:57 PM Me

Wow. Feeling this

Aug 19, 2023 8:28:45 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Just got done myself! Forgot about my laundry and just took out garbage, etc. About to call you in messenger! 😘

Aug 19, 2023 8:28:55 PM Me

K

Aug 19, 2023 10:07:56 PM Me

Battery 🪫

Aug 19, 2023 10:08:02 PM Me

Back on

Aug 19, 2023 10:08:08 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Ahhh!

Aug 19, 2023 11:53:50 PM Me

🫶

Aug 20, 2023 12:01:46 AM +13014089785

🥰 I love you more than I'll ever be able to express in words or even actions. You make me so incredibly happy and I just feel so safe with you, so loved. I appreciate you and all you've given me already. Have the best dreams and I'll talk to you in a few hours. ❤️

Aug 20, 2023 6:41:50 AM Me

❤️

Aug 20, 2023 8:10:08 AM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

These were both just spot on. 😊 https://youtu.be/ZDQAyQ1aIbU https://youtu.be/7Z2japmMjd4 Good morning! Talk to you soon! 😘

Aug 20, 2023 8:20:46 AM Me

Hi! Good morning 😘

Aug 20, 2023 8:21:03 AM Me

Just back from 3 mile run 🏃‍♀️

Aug 20, 2023 8:21:53 AM Me

Around the island 🏝️ Mohawk River behind me.

Aug 20, 2023 8:21:57 AM Me

I'm hot 🥵 and sweaty 💧

Aug 20, 2023 8:22:56 AM Me

So energized right now. Run was cathartic - I felt like I was shedding skin 😮

Aug 20, 2023 8:29:04 AM Me

OMG 😳 The YouTube vids. 😯😮😶

Aug 20, 2023 8:29:17 AM Me

🤯

Aug 20, 2023 8:29:28 AM Me

Wow, wow, woooooowwwww

Aug 20, 2023 8:33:25 AM Me

Contentment bingo!

Aug 20, 2023 8:34:13 AM Me

Self worth is a reminder to stay balanced.

Aug 20, 2023 8:36:57 AM Me

Amazing 😻

Aug 20, 2023 8:39:12 AM Me

We are happy 😊 We are worthy 🥰 Don't overthink it 😘

Aug 20, 2023 8:39:22 AM Me

Love the messages

Aug 20, 2023 8:47:41 AM Me

are you as gobsmacked 😶 as I am?? Wow 😍

Aug 20, 2023 8:50:44 AM Me

K, jumping in shower 🚿 Will text you here when I'm ready 😘

Aug 20, 2023 8:50:56 AM +13014089785

I've been gobsmacked at every reading I've come across on my feed. It's crazy. They've all been like that! Messages from Spirit for sure! All confirmation that we are on the right path and we deserve this.

Aug 20, 2023 8:52:29 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Okay. I'm getting myself ready, too. 😊

Aug 20, 2023 9:21:20 AM Me

Look 👀 It happened 😮

Aug 20, 2023 9:22:07 AM Me

Ready in 5

Aug 20, 2023 9:27:28 AM Me

Ready when you are

Aug 20, 2023 9:27:32 AM Me

😘

Aug 20, 2023 9:47:11 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1oqBRYCJxC5AS0KTG7ktYU?si=unlgeh4xStmvzYkRJl0dGQ

Aug 20, 2023 11:08:29 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 20, 2023 11:08:50 AM Me

🥰

Aug 20, 2023 11:08:57 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 20, 2023 11:09:53 AM Me

🤗

Aug 20, 2023 11:12:50 AM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 20, 2023 11:16:16 AM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

😆

Aug 20, 2023 11:16:48 AM Me

😂

Aug 20, 2023 11:34:57 AM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/5JHmTzesNSJwMuMpBm46oa?si=mlqkrMI7SYO4TVK7zy-VWw

Aug 20, 2023 11:35:08 AM Me

♥️

Aug 20, 2023 12:06:35 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

I've heard this one a thousand times but listening to it now really hits. I feel this for you: https://open.spotify.com/track/0EKBV6GybPtALXUgWqWrym?si=Y_v2Hc1PSkSijCltWLUywQ

Aug 20, 2023 12:56:26 PM Me

Being good 👍

Aug 20, 2023 1:19:44 PM Me

I just got back from the store with my father, who offered to take me shopping. I actually stayed very relaxed and open the whole time which is unusual. I tend to clam up or not be as fully expressive when near him or his energy.

Aug 20, 2023 1:21:30 PM Me

Good day so far. 😘

Aug 20, 2023 2:04:37 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

😊 That makes me so happy! You're realizing you CAN feel good and you CAN maintain a zen even if you're around him. You have the power to maintain your peace even in the face of a chaotic energy. So happy you're feeling good. 🤗

Aug 20, 2023 2:04:41 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

https://open.spotify.com/track/4JehYebiI9JE8sR8MisGVb?si=xoSMw8-eRsKo6BdmYOQrnw

Aug 20, 2023 2:11:55 PM Me

Thanks! And thank you for helping me make it happen 😘😘😘

Aug 20, 2023 2:12:51 PM Me

I'm excited to love ❤️ you and help you be your best self 🥰

Aug 20, 2023 2:27:26 PM Me

I want you see this. I texted Declan and Darragh today and let them know that I was genuinely happy today, and I was feeling positive for the first time in years. They know this well. We went thru Covid times together and they saw me in the deepest parts of my depression. I did my level best to not let it infect them, but it was impossible to mask 24/7. Also it usually takes them hours to reply to my texts. On this they replied immediately. I looked away and then back at my phone and they BOTH had replied

Aug 20, 2023 2:28:18 PM Me

First time they've replied like that and it nearly brought me to tears 😭

Aug 20, 2023 2:34:01 PM Me

Photo from when I was DEEP. Thoughts of suicide were daily for a long time, maybe months, didnt document it, and I’ve NEVER shared that with another living soul. I’m so happy I’m here and that I met you.

Aug 20, 2023 2:38:15 PM Me

Some older photos I found. I’ll send more. My mom, dad seated, me photo-bombing with my fresh 80s threads and my little brother Russell. This would be 1984 Second one of me and russ screams 80s. I think that is 5 years later. I’m 19 and he’s 13.

Aug 20, 2023 2:44:43 PM Me

Ack! This day is amazing so far

Aug 20, 2023 2:44:54 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

That brought tears to my eyes about your boys. I know that was something really special for you.

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Aug 20, 2023 2:45:00 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

https://open.spotify.com/track/4FWbsd91QSvgr1dSWwW51e?si=N5MoykJ4Tv-LwwLqm86SZA

Aug 20, 2023 2:47:04 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

I love all these pics! You were/are seriously so cute.

Aug 20, 2023 2:47:34 PM Me

🥰

Aug 20, 2023 4:09:57 PM Me

I never play this game. It’s my brothers set 🤣🤣

Aug 20, 2023 4:10:40 PM Me

Loved hitting 2 in a row 😜

Aug 20, 2023 4:16:22 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 18 minutes, 18 seconds) +13014089785

Very cool! I love cornhole!

Aug 20, 2023 5:34:48 PM Me

😘

Aug 20, 2023 5:35:00 PM Me

Thinking of you the whole time 🥰

Aug 20, 2023 5:37:39 PM Me

I hope you have a great concert and hang time afterwards!

Aug 20, 2023 5:37:55 PM Me

I'll be up painting watercolors

Aug 20, 2023 5:43:57 PM (Read by you after 22 seconds) +13014089785

Love it! Thinking of you too! ❤️ u!

Aug 20, 2023 5:44:28 PM Me

😍

Aug 20, 2023 5:44:44 PM Me

So excited for adventures with you 😘

Aug 20, 2023 5:49:12 PM Me

Whenever you're back shoot me a text. If I'm up we'll connect for a few

Aug 20, 2023 5:54:57 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +13014089785

😚

Aug 20, 2023 5:55:29 PM Me

😁

Aug 20, 2023 5:55:33 PM Me

🥰

Aug 20, 2023 6:11:48 PM Me

I want you to know that I'm off all the dating apps. I don't open them anymore. I'm confident and comfortable with you and I am all in. You are my focus. 🥰😘😘😘 However before I toast my Bumble profile, I want to login and capture both our profiles for posterity 😍

Aug 20, 2023 6:12:58 PM Me

You'll need the visuals for your story 😍

Aug 20, 2023 8:46:56 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +13014089785

This is so cool!

Aug 20, 2023 8:47:29 PM Me

Whoa! That is very cool

Aug 20, 2023 8:49:01 PM Me

You must still be at the show. I'm here watching vids. Ping me when you get home. 😘

Aug 20, 2023 11:48:28 PM +13014089785

Finally home and settled in for the night. You still up?

Aug 21, 2023 7:00:31 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘

Aug 21, 2023 7:01:32 AM Me

I fell asleep 😴 while watching YouTube

Aug 21, 2023 7:02:01 AM Me

Would love to hear about your experience ☺️

Aug 21, 2023 7:03:11 AM Me

I'm here online today, say hi when you can. I know you are busy preparing for your trip. Know that I'm thinking of you. 🥰😘😘

Aug 21, 2023 8:33:53 AM Me

https://www.instagram.com/p/CwNaC6dPUwL/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Aug 21, 2023 8:37:23 AM Me

Aug 21, 2023 8:39:03 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Love it!! ❤️

Aug 21, 2023 8:39:18 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! 😊

Aug 21, 2023 8:43:28 AM Me

Hi! 😘😘😘

Aug 21, 2023 8:44:07 AM Me

Hope you have a wonderfully productive day 😊

Aug 21, 2023 8:51:17 AM (Read by you after 54 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

🥰 I wish that for you too! I forgot I scheduled a reiki exchange this morning too. At first I was going to cancel but I think I actually need it so I'm going keep it. Wanna try to chat this evening?

Aug 21, 2023 9:48:26 AM Me

Absolutely 😍 Text me when you feel like you have yourself in a good place with your travel plans tomorrow. Would love to video chat with you for a bit, and I promise to not go on for hours 😆 We both need our sleep ❤️

Aug 21, 2023 11:03:40 AM Me

Hi, wanted to share this link. I watched them build these apartments driving by them. Some have ocean views and once you cross the freeway you are at the ocean—easy walk, I've done it. Plus its downtown Ventura which can be fun. https://www.apartments.com/coastline-ventura-ventura-ca/9mwe2d7

Aug 21, 2023 11:04:14 AM Me

I'm targeting something like that 😊

Aug 21, 2023 11:10:28 AM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +13014089785

Those apartments look amazing! 😍

Aug 21, 2023 11:11:03 AM Me

I know 😁

Aug 21, 2023 11:11:16 AM Me

School is 25mins from there

Aug 21, 2023 11:11:38 AM Me

Would be perfect.

Aug 21, 2023 11:12:30 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Just got done with Reiki and now I gotta get myself ready to leave for dermatologist appt at 1pm! Would love to chat afterwards even just for a couple mins. I miss you. 😊

Aug 21, 2023 11:12:48 AM Me

Ok !

Aug 21, 2023 11:13:39 AM Me

A heads up my friend Derick texted me and wanted to call and catch up so if you do get voicemail, it is likely that I am on the phone with him but I will call you right away once off 😘

Aug 21, 2023 11:26:14 AM +13014089785

OK No worries!

Aug 21, 2023 11:29:01 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

We're going to this full moon Gong soundbath the night you get here!!

Aug 21, 2023 11:44:22 AM Me

YES 🙌 So excited 😆

Aug 21, 2023 12:03:26 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 21, 2023 12:04:13 PM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 21, 2023 12:04:48 PM (Read by you after 44 minutes, 35 seconds) +13014089785

These two memes stood out to me today. Thought they might resonate for you too! 😊

Aug 21, 2023 2:25:25 PM Me

Feeling the warmth of your love 💕

Aug 21, 2023 2:51:48 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +13014089785

I was texting you to say something similar. It's like I can feel this new confident energy within me and I instinctively know it's an infusion of your good energy. It makes me even more convinced that we are meant to help each other reach our dreams and accomplish big goals. I feel empowered. It's awesome. 😊

Aug 21, 2023 2:52:34 PM Me

Same 🥰

Aug 21, 2023 2:52:39 PM Me

😍

Aug 21, 2023 2:53:46 PM Me

Haven't felt this positive energy wise since early 2000s

Aug 21, 2023 2:53:57 PM Me

05/06

Aug 21, 2023 2:54:36 PM Me

When Darragh was born, #3

Aug 21, 2023 2:55:58 PM Me

I feel what you described to a "T" It's intoxicating 🥰

Aug 21, 2023 2:56:13 PM Me

In the BEST way

Aug 21, 2023 2:57:30 PM Me

I've was daydreaming about making love to you and your txt sound played out loud- was wild 😜

Aug 21, 2023 2:58:00 PM +13014089785

What's my text sound? 😁

Aug 21, 2023 2:58:09 PM Me

And then read your message ❤️♥️❤️♥️❤️

Aug 21, 2023 2:59:06 PM Me

Text sound "Hello" It may be uniting iOS not sure , but bet u can find it online

Aug 21, 2023 2:59:35 PM Me

Uniting = unique Thanks auto correct

Aug 21, 2023 3:02:00 PM +13014089785

😆

Aug 21, 2023 3:02:10 PM Me

K jumping in shower 🚿 Done helping mom get lumber from garage. Time to get "so fresh and so clean, clean"

Aug 21, 2023 3:02:19 PM +13014089785

Love it!

Aug 21, 2023 3:02:55 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Have a good shower! 😉

Aug 21, 2023 3:03:14 PM Me

Can't wait to scrub your back in the shower/tub 🫧

Aug 21, 2023 3:06:15 PM +13014089785

My shower/tub combo is tiny, so we may have to wait on that fantasy until we can stay at a hotel with a walk in shower- that would be ideal. 😁😉😊

Aug 21, 2023 3:51:15 PM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 43 seconds) +13014089785

I finally called my Airbnb lady and I got my reservation moved to Oct 16 to Dec 1st! So relieved! Gives me more time to get my apt packed up and moved to storage. What days were you thinking you were wanting to get on the road back to CA?

Aug 21, 2023 4:39:48 PM Me

OMG 😱 that syncs up nearly to the week of wanting to arrive!!! That is PERFECT 😍 It's like the plane ticket 🎟️

Aug 21, 2023 4:41:43 PM Me

We could leave here "Oct 1st" drive across country to Colorado and stay with family there a few days and then go to Airbnb. This is all falling into place... wow 🤩

Aug 21, 2023 4:42:53 PM Me

Just off phone 📱 with Derick. Talked for an hour 🙃

Aug 21, 2023 4:44:10 PM Me

Was great to catch up. He and his wife Molly are good friends. We raised our kids together. They have 2 daughters Jordan and Evan both now out of College and into their first jobs.

Aug 21, 2023 4:44:57 PM Me

I've had another good day. I ♥️ it

Aug 21, 2023 5:04:23 PM (Read by you after 26 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

You up for a phone chat real quick while I take a break?

Aug 21, 2023 7:57:07 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 47 seconds) +13014089785

Taking another break. Wanna chat?

Aug 21, 2023 8:39:58 PM Me

Hi 👋 I'm at my friend Dales. Known him since 5th grade with Mrs. Clemenzi 😊 we're playing darts 🎯 and he's making me laugh like we were kids and loving it. If you come visit he and I said we'll meet up. So you'll meet someone who's known me since I was 11 😜 I can count my dearest friends on one hand and he's one of them.

Aug 21, 2023 8:42:14 PM +13014089785

That's awesome! Glad you're having a blast with someone so special in your life. 😊

Aug 21, 2023 8:42:27 PM Me

I'll be home soonZ

Aug 21, 2023 8:43:37 PM +13014089785

No worries. I'm back to packing/cleaning etc. I've been way too distracted by nonsense today. 🙃

Aug 21, 2023 8:44:45 PM Me

❤️

Aug 21, 2023 8:46:08 PM Me

I'll text when I'm on way home

Aug 21, 2023 8:47:42 PM Me

Would love 💕 to chat before bed

Aug 21, 2023 9:13:57 PM Me

Aug 21, 2023 9:34:05 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 4 seconds) +13014089785

Me too! Just call me. I'm not paying attention to my phone, so I won't know when you've texted so just call.

Aug 21, 2023 9:37:25 PM Me

You got it ♥️💕

Aug 21, 2023 10:58:23 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

I'm fading fast. Running on only 4 hours of sleep. I may need to go to sleep soon. 😴 Can I call you from the road tomorrow? 😊

Aug 21, 2023 11:02:03 PM Me

Sure

Aug 21, 2023 11:02:26 PM Me

I'll try you and see if wake up

Aug 21, 2023 11:12:30 PM Me

Aug 21, 2023 11:28:43 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 23 minutes, 20 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. I'm off to dreamland. I hope you have wonderful dreams tonight and I'll call you tomorrow from the road. 😘

Aug 22, 2023 1:27:37 AM Me

I ♥️ U

Aug 22, 2023 1:27:56 AM Me

♥️❤️💕

Aug 22, 2023 1:28:31 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

🥰😍😘💖❤️

Aug 22, 2023 7:30:42 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘

Aug 22, 2023 7:31:54 AM Me

Thinking of you all day today while you travel. Call if you can or a text message when you pit stop.

Aug 22, 2023 7:34:26 AM Me

I felt so much love 💕 last night. It wrapped me up when I went to bed and it was a wonderful feeling. One week from this morning is our day. 😍 can't wait

Aug 22, 2023 7:37:05 AM Me

Aug 22, 2023 8:52:07 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 22, 2023 8:52:08 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 18 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! 😊 Looking forward to talking to you later. 😘

Aug 22, 2023 8:52:09 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 17 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 22, 2023 8:56:38 AM Me

Just got your messages ❤️

Aug 22, 2023 8:57:32 AM Me

Sending you safe driving vibes 😘

Aug 22, 2023 9:17:16 AM Me

2 fawns on my walk

Aug 22, 2023 9:17:22 AM Me

Aug 22, 2023 9:19:55 AM Me

Now 4 of them 👀

Aug 22, 2023 9:43:39 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

That is so cool. They really are just so chill. Love it!

Aug 22, 2023 9:49:32 AM +13014089785

Silliness that made me laugh a little too hard. 🤣

Aug 22, 2023 9:49:55 AM Me

Hahahahaha

Aug 22, 2023 9:50:00 AM Me

I love that

Aug 22, 2023 9:50:22 AM Me

Always love me a good meme 🙃

Aug 22, 2023 9:51:02 AM +13014089785

Aug 22, 2023 9:53:00 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 22, 2023 9:53:06 AM Me

Wow, I was thinking something right along those lines while I was on my walk. I was reflecting on what both of us have been through. I want a deeper relationship with you — It just feels right to me.

Aug 22, 2023 9:53:44 AM +13014089785

Aug 22, 2023 9:54:07 AM Me

I think we can learn a lot together and have lots of fun along the way 😘

Aug 22, 2023 9:55:56 AM Me

I just realized literally a week from now I will be with you. The plane will be on the ground. It will have taxied. It will have connected. People have walked off the plane, and you saw me at the top of the escalator, I came down to the bottom and we kiss for a long time… 🥰

Aug 22, 2023 10:24:42 AM +13014089785

I cannot wait!! 😁

Aug 22, 2023 10:25:41 AM +13014089785

I'm moving so slow this morning! Won't be leaving until after 1pm now! 😁

Aug 22, 2023 11:56:19 AM Me

Seeing the time and want to wish you Bon Voyage! Safe travels there and back 😘

Aug 22, 2023 1:29:19 PM Me

Wow, I just did some adulting and called about getting my auto loan straightened out

Aug 22, 2023 1:29:30 PM Me

😊

Aug 22, 2023 1:30:19 PM Me

👏

Aug 22, 2023 1:34:04 PM Me

Feeling proud of myself, hahaha

Aug 22, 2023 1:44:56 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Ha ha! Awesome! I'm just now leaving! 😬

Aug 22, 2023 1:46:46 PM Me

I'm glad to hear its time to shove off and start your journey 😊 Be safe out there—I'll be thinking of you and a short call when you're done moving for the day would be oh so sweet. ❤️😘

Aug 22, 2023 1:47:33 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Can I call you from the road? It helps pass the time some. 😊

Aug 22, 2023 1:47:53 PM Me

Sure 😊

Aug 22, 2023 1:49:50 PM Me

Figured you would be rocking out to some tunes in the car while on the road. I did that, but then I was alone. 😜

Aug 22, 2023 5:49:06 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

Been listening to a lot of YouTube videos as I drive and this one was amazing. https://youtu.be/0VoLAsqrxiI

Aug 22, 2023 5:49:35 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Just stopped for gas so I'll call you here in a bit.

Aug 22, 2023 5:53:06 PM Me

K

Aug 22, 2023 7:01:05 PM Me

You're SO on my mind right now. Keep thinking about one week from now when we get to spend our first night together 🥰❤️♥️💕

Aug 22, 2023 7:01:37 PM Me

I so look forward to showering you with love 💗

Aug 22, 2023 8:26:53 PM Me

Saying hi 👋 Thinking of you 🥰 Hoping the drive is going well. I should be home within the hour and will call you to keep you company 😘

Aug 22, 2023 9:11:12 PM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +13014089785

Just made last pit stop for gas - only have 90 mins to go so making really good time considering that I left so late. Can't wait to chat some more!

Aug 22, 2023 9:12:39 PM Me

So happy to get your message. I just walked in the apartment

Aug 22, 2023 9:12:46 PM Me

Call shortly

Aug 22, 2023 9:14:10 PM +13014089785

Okay! 😊

Aug 23, 2023 6:06:16 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 24 minutes, 52 seconds) +13014089785

I'm up! Hope you have the best day! I'm so excited and happy that we get to see each other in only 6 days!!

Aug 23, 2023 8:36:14 AM Me

I just woke up, and I'm feeling the same way - SO excited for next week. Have a wonderful day ahead and know I'm thinking of you 🥰 Call or text when you can 😘😘

Aug 23, 2023 8:38:42 AM Me

Aug 23, 2023 9:05:08 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

Just got to the airport and about to see my friend!!

Aug 23, 2023 9:05:51 AM Me

So happy for you!! Have a wonderful time catching up 😘😘😘

Aug 23, 2023 9:06:21 AM Me

❤️

Aug 23, 2023 9:08:06 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

Purple hair!!

Aug 23, 2023 9:15:35 AM Me

WOW 🤩

Aug 23, 2023 9:16:20 AM Me

You look so good 😍 I love your hair ❤️

Aug 23, 2023 9:16:56 AM Me

💟

Aug 23, 2023 9:17:02 AM (Read by you after 29 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! It'll be faded by the time you get here. I'm sure more pink.

Aug 23, 2023 9:18:02 AM Me

I see SO MUCH happiness in your eyes

Aug 23, 2023 9:18:38 AM Me

So happy for you. You SO deserve to feel good

Aug 23, 2023 10:13:06 AM Me

Aug 23, 2023 10:41:58 AM Me

Whoa 😮

Aug 23, 2023 10:44:01 AM Me

♥️ this. Surreal imagery

Aug 23, 2023 10:46:13 AM Me

Aug 23, 2023 10:47:08 AM Me

😍 co-star is wild for me today

Aug 23, 2023 10:54:15 AM Me

Aug 23, 2023 10:56:27 AM Me

Creative frustration and romantic risk 🥰 this is spot on

Aug 23, 2023 11:53:36 AM (Read by you after 45 seconds) +13014089785

So cool! I love that you're finding the app helpful. 😊 We just passed through Flint, MI!

Aug 23, 2023 11:54:13 AM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +13014089785

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Aug 23, 2023 11:55:00 AM Me

Yes, I love the app. Its cool to check it out and see synchronicities 😊

Aug 23, 2023 11:55:18 AM Me

LOVE your photo. You both look really happy!

Aug 23, 2023 11:55:38 AM Me

Ps. Sure you know, but dont drink the water in Flint 😛

Aug 23, 2023 11:56:01 AM Me

And I LUV your t-shirt

Aug 23, 2023 4:07:01 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

We made it! This place is amazing!

Aug 23, 2023 4:07:25 PM Me

WOWOWOW

Aug 23, 2023 4:07:32 PM Me

So very cool

Aug 23, 2023 4:07:51 PM Me

Glad to know you're both safe and sound 😊

Aug 23, 2023 4:08:38 PM Me

Just zoomed in. Realize that Jesus is always watching 😊

Aug 23, 2023 4:08:44 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

It was a good drive. Now we're off to get groceries and dinner before the shindig tonight.

Aug 23, 2023 4:09:14 PM Me

Very cool. Have lots of fun!❤️

Aug 23, 2023 4:09:28 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Speaking of Jesus, did you watch that YouTube video yet?

Aug 23, 2023 4:10:21 PM Me

Oh no, I will tonight. I'm about to go on my walk/run and when I get back my plan is to binge watch videos in my backlog. I'll make sure I check it out.

Aug 23, 2023 4:11:29 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

No worries. Just wondering. Can't wait to hear what you think. 😊

Aug 23, 2023 4:12:23 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 37 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 23, 2023 4:14:41 PM Me

Truly an amazing and unique space. Enjoy that!

Aug 23, 2023 4:14:50 PM Me

Love the stained glass

Aug 23, 2023 7:15:26 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

Got all our shopping done and ate dinner so now we're about to go out. We won't be staying out late as she is exhausted from the day so I'll call you later. Hope you're having a wonderful night! 😊

Aug 23, 2023 7:16:30 PM Me

Ok, sounds like a plan. I'll be up binge watching something and eating Klondike bars 🙃

Aug 23, 2023 7:17:04 PM Me

Wünderbar!

Aug 23, 2023 11:04:20 PM Me

Sweet dreams 😽 falling asleep here. 😘😘😘

Aug 23, 2023 11:04:55 PM Me

Good night 🌙😴

Aug 23, 2023 11:43:55 PM (Read by you after 7 hours, 42 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Sorry. Just got home! It ended up she wanted to stay and I wanted to go! Been trying to get back here for 2 hours!

Aug 23, 2023 11:54:11 PM (Read by you after 7 hours, 32 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

Good night! I hope you're having the best dreams! I'll text you when I wake up- see if you're up for a chat. I ❤️ u!

Aug 24, 2023 7:26:46 AM Me

Good morning ☀️

Aug 24, 2023 7:28:35 AM Me

Hope u have a wonderful day today 😘 Running errands this morning and back at Apt rest of the day. I'll be on the lookout for you 😍❤️

Aug 24, 2023 7:35:21 AM (Read by you after 49 seconds) +13014089785

Just woke up! 😊 Good morning handsome! 😘

Aug 24, 2023 7:36:16 AM +13014089785

I'll get myself in the shower, get some food, etc and call you later. Have an awesome morning! 😊

Aug 24, 2023 7:36:18 AM Me

😍😘

Aug 24, 2023 7:36:32 AM Me

Ok

Aug 24, 2023 11:35:49 AM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 24, 2023 11:55:07 AM Me

♥️❤️💗

Aug 24, 2023 12:00:54 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

I'm feeling off today too so I'm guessing it's an energy thing. Mercury Retrograde started yesterday so that's affecting lots of stuff. We just gotta breathe, center ourselves, and ground. Maybe we can do some reiki later too. It would help us both for sure! Anyway, just wanted to say I love and miss you! 5 DAYS LEFT!! 😁

Aug 24, 2023 12:03:44 PM Me

I miss you too. And I'm so excited because when we started counting it was 11 days. We're around the bend and headed into the home stretch tomorrow. I've had lots of daydreams while hiking/running around the island seeing the deer 😘

Aug 24, 2023 12:05:47 PM Me

Speaking of which I failed to mention that I saw the Buck on my run on the island today. I've been all over that island the past two years and NEVER saw the male, only all the females and fawns. That ended yesterday when I nearly ran past this guy.

￼￼

Aug 24, 2023 12:54:43 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

It's so cool that you got to see him and he stayed still so you could get some shots of him, too.

Aug 24, 2023 12:55:18 PM Me

I know!! I could feel his energy big time when he was looking at me.

Aug 24, 2023 12:55:51 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +13014089785

This was a fun panel about 28 Days Haunted- a show on Netflix that I need to watch asap!

Aug 24, 2023 12:56:01 PM Me

We each froze and stared at each other for about 30 seconds and didnt move. Then I slowly took the photos before we both headed out.

Aug 24, 2023 12:56:26 PM Me

Oh, you could wait and binge watch it with me 😊

Aug 24, 2023 12:56:32 PM Me

I would love that

Aug 24, 2023 4:35:05 PM Me

So looking forward to connecting with you later tonight 😘

Aug 24, 2023 4:56:12 PM (Read by you after 37 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

We just got done with dinner - Mexican! Was so good but I am sooooo full! Just about to run to my airbnb to pick up warmer clothes - it got cold here! The investigation goes from 8pm to midnight so I'll call after that - maybe 12:30am - is that too late for you?

Aug 24, 2023 5:34:42 PM Me

No I'll be here! Busy painting

Aug 24, 2023 5:34:54 PM Me

Salmon 🍣 wall color

Aug 24, 2023 5:35:47 PM Me

Aug 24, 2023 5:36:16 PM Me

🤢

Aug 24, 2023 5:37:01 PM Me

Flesh like

Aug 24, 2023 5:37:02 PM Me

Aug 24, 2023 5:38:03 PM Me

Well Northern Europe ancestral flesh 🤣🤣

Aug 24, 2023 5:38:16 PM Me

Need to be accurate 😊

Aug 24, 2023 5:51:09 PM +13014089785

🤣🤣🤣

Aug 24, 2023 7:28:16 PM Me

This was fun to watch. https://youtu.be/eqX38J9ya1I?si=pab8lBaJU_3g8EYn

Aug 24, 2023 10:12:42 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 23 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Watched that one and then this one too while I cleaned my face & brushed my teeth. Both are so good! Good find! Calling you here in a second! https://youtu.be/HrZqtJH0dhc?si=ugR0C6mMZy0MPy4M

Aug 24, 2023 11:34:23 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 57 seconds) +13014089785

More from that same chick! https://youtu.be/FqM14Qeozog?si=EVkIv8vg1y2UD1iK

Aug 24, 2023 11:47:11 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Loved this one too! Holy shit! So good!! https://youtu.be/ieBEEYsrNSQ?si=Mx8xQz2-aarJZxkB

Aug 25, 2023 7:24:38 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 25, 2023 7:30:23 AM Me

🤣 good morning

Aug 25, 2023 7:30:45 AM Me

So excited we're 4 days away

Aug 25, 2023 7:31:12 AM Me

Hope you have a great day today ❤️

Aug 25, 2023 7:40:51 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning!🌅

Aug 25, 2023 7:45:35 AM (Read by you after 40 minutes, 25 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 25, 2023 10:04:59 AM Me

I had funky sad backwards energy this morning. Just back from long walk in nature and good meditation session next to a waterfall. Seemed to have helped a bit. ☺️

Aug 25, 2023 10:06:02 AM Me

Going to watch EPL soccer with my brother at his house about 3. Then back here for more painting of the room to get rid of the salmon/northern-european-flesh color 🤣

Aug 25, 2023 10:06:12 AM +13014089785

Me too! I need to meditate badly after my horrible morning. Tell you about it later!

Aug 25, 2023 10:06:18 AM Me

ok

Aug 25, 2023 10:06:28 AM Me

❤️😘

Aug 25, 2023 10:07:35 AM Me

lookiing forward to being in each others presence, face to face, feeling one another's energy... It will be nice.

Aug 25, 2023 10:32:55 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 47 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

Me too! ❤️❤️❤️

Aug 25, 2023 5:51:34 PM Me

Missing you BIGLY 🤣🤣 For real tho!!! 😍🥰😘 Picking up my aunt from ALB at 11:15 pm Likely home after midnight 🕛 But SO WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE 😍😍😍 If you are too pooped to participate after that Let me know. 😘😘

Aug 25, 2023 5:52:03 PM Me

Otherwise I'll ping when I'm back in the Apt

Aug 25, 2023 5:52:13 PM Me

❤️♥️❤️

Aug 25, 2023 7:55:10 PM Me

Wow super missing you 😍 So looking forward to Tuesday

Aug 25, 2023 8:03:46 PM +13014089785

Me too! Been missing you bad! The energy is so weird here. Can't wait to decompress with you later. 💕

Aug 25, 2023 8:05:38 PM Me

Same❤️

Aug 25, 2023 8:06:29 PM Me

Loving you so much 💜🩷🩵

Aug 25, 2023 8:06:39 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Some nice quiet reiki would be nice. 😉

Aug 25, 2023 8:06:53 PM Me

😘

Aug 25, 2023 8:06:57 PM Me

Yes

Aug 25, 2023 8:07:54 PM Me

Daydreaming about our first time together all alone and have complete privacy...

Aug 25, 2023 8:08:30 PM Me

House rules, your choice how we start

Aug 25, 2023 10:11:20 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

I'm back at my airbnb. Just ping me when you get back to your place

Aug 25, 2023 10:12:08 PM Me

Cool. Just about to head back home with my aunt. I have her at the airport. And on our way back.

Aug 25, 2023 10:49:16 PM Me

Just got back give me a few to get set

Aug 25, 2023 10:53:31 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 54 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. Can only talk for a little while. We're up early for our last day of the conference.

Aug 25, 2023 11:00:41 PM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

Problems with my friend and current roomie.

Aug 25, 2023 11:25:24 PM Me

Love ❤️ you 😘😘

Aug 25, 2023 11:30:37 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 25, 2023 11:30:47 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 25, 2023 11:30:51 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 25, 2023 11:31:22 PM Me

Aww, same for me 😘😘😘

Aug 26, 2023 6:44:30 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 52 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 26, 2023 6:51:13 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 45 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 26, 2023 8:37:21 AM Me

Good morning 😘

Aug 26, 2023 8:40:19 AM Me

72 hours

Aug 26, 2023 9:06:58 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 26 minutes, 14 seconds) +13014089785

Yes!!! 😁😁😁

Aug 26, 2023 10:33:43 AM Me

Having a much better day today. Better energy despite stress 😄

Aug 26, 2023 10:34:00 AM Me

Hope today is better for you too!! 😘

Aug 26, 2023 2:43:31 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Better day for sure!! 😊

Aug 26, 2023 2:46:20 PM Me

😍😘

Aug 26, 2023 3:22:32 PM +13014089785

I met Andrea Perron of The Conjuring fame! She's amazing!

Aug 26, 2023 3:27:25 PM Me

How cool! And a great photo of you 🥰

Aug 26, 2023 3:30:45 PM (Read by you after 27 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you!

Aug 26, 2023 3:31:17 PM +13014089785

MUCH better day today. I hope you're having the same!

Aug 26, 2023 3:32:46 PM Me

What I’ve been up to. I am having a good productive day. Room painting will be done tonight! About to go mow the lawn and become a wet mop. Humidity is 🥵

Aug 26, 2023 3:33:59 PM Me

Then shower and chill the rest of the day

Aug 26, 2023 3:35:55 PM (Read by you after 33 seconds) +13014089785

I like that green!! Waaaaayyyyyy better! 😊

Aug 26, 2023 3:36:15 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +13014089785

Sending you good vibes!! 😘

Aug 26, 2023 3:36:36 PM Me

🥰

Aug 26, 2023 3:37:19 PM Me

50+ hours left 😛

Aug 26, 2023 4:07:53 PM Me

Sad news 😢 https://youtu.be/x-Cp15ZwHJY?si=Cq7CJaB03MR0hIyk

Aug 26, 2023 4:08:05 PM Me

Gameshow legend

Aug 26, 2023 4:22:01 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

👻😲😥🥺

Aug 26, 2023 4:22:30 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

Oh no! Didn't mean to send ghost one. Weird. Didn't see it before I sent either.

Aug 26, 2023 4:25:28 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Total legend! Saw Price Is Right live twice with Bob at the helm. Was like bucket list item coolness. Because you were probably like me that we all watched that show whenever you were home sick.

Aug 26, 2023 5:06:59 PM Me

Wow. Never saw it live. A friend was on and actually won bidding and got to go up meet him and play games. Didn't win the whole show but he made it past bidding 😀 also he's from LA, born and bred. Actually has been in a few shows. He's and actor comedian

Aug 26, 2023 6:03:10 PM Me

Just done mowing right before dark. Timed perfectly 😉 Now upstairs for second coat of paint and then shower 🚿

Aug 26, 2023 6:06:03 PM Me

I'm pooped 💩

Aug 26, 2023 6:14:00 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

Busy man! I'll call you later! Last day is still going stromg!

Aug 26, 2023 6:57:17 PM Me

Cool. I'm so missing you 😘 Can't believe tomorrow is 2 days, 48 hours 🥰

Aug 26, 2023 7:11:53 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I know!! Might be a late night!!

Aug 26, 2023 7:20:04 PM Me

All done painting 🖼️ Room smells of fresh paint 🎨 Shower 🚿 time Then chill

Aug 26, 2023 7:58:05 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

About to hang with Andrea Perron as she calls in aliens!! 🤯👽😁

Aug 26, 2023 7:58:34 PM Me

🛸👽

Aug 26, 2023 7:59:12 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

I'll make sure I'm not abducted until after the 5th! 😉

Aug 26, 2023 7:59:41 PM Me

Haha

Aug 26, 2023 9:25:37 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 14 seconds) +13014089785

This awesomeness is going on right now!

Aug 26, 2023 9:51:44 PM Me

Yes! Love it 😊 You've got to be feeling the vibe 💃

Aug 26, 2023 9:52:57 PM Me

I'm home. You can call me anytime 😘😘

Aug 26, 2023 10:31:40 PM Me

I can imagine you're likely having trouble dealing with all the men hitting on you 😍😍😍

Aug 26, 2023 10:31:48 PM Me

😘

Aug 26, 2023 10:38:01 PM Me

For tomorrow night https://youtu.be/FXQLoppTo5o?si=E3KFeKhNM4_Zobyz

Aug 26, 2023 11:10:03 PM Me

Hi 👋 still awake over here. You can call 📱

Aug 26, 2023 11:27:59 PM Me

Maybe you already fell asleep 😴

Aug 26, 2023 11:32:20 PM Me

Was hoping to connect, but that's ok. I hope you sleep well tonight, and have the sweetest dreams 😘😍😘 I'm around all day tomorrow. Feel free to reach out anytime. I ❤️ you 😘

Aug 27, 2023 12:12:44 AM (Read by you after 6 hours, 44 minutes, 52 seconds) +13014089785

Just made it back to our airbnb. Closed out the conference strong. Was soooo much fun! Actually didn't get hit on bad at all. Stuck with my girlfriends and it was a good night. Told a few about you. 😁

Aug 27, 2023 12:14:38 AM (Read by you after 6 hours, 42 minutes, 58 seconds) +13014089785

I love you too! Wish I could've talked to you too but we will chat tomorrow for sure. Gotta be out of our airbnb by 11am so I'll call you after that. Hope you're having the best dreams! 😘

Aug 27, 2023 6:58:23 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘

Aug 27, 2023 6:59:22 AM Me

In 48 hours I'll be in a plane ✈️ in the air. I'm so excited 😆

Aug 27, 2023 7:00:23 AM Me

🤣🤣🤣

Aug 27, 2023 7:00:54 AM Me

❤️🩷💜

Aug 27, 2023 7:05:46 AM Me

Interesting CoPilot 😊

Aug 27, 2023 8:08:28 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Not even sure what that means. Maybe needing independence from a certain controlling and anal roomie! 🙄🤣

Aug 27, 2023 8:08:28 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

BTW - good morning! So excited that we're coming up on 48 hours left. Once it hits 11:30am eastern, 10:30am central we are down to 48 hrs! Can you believe it!?

Aug 27, 2023 8:08:36 AM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 27, 2023 8:32:21 AM Me

I CAN!! It feels VERY real to me today as I'll start packing 😀 im wanting to have time to keep things chill. Not wanting to introduce any sense of rushing about. Im working to make sure I bring positive energy and good vibes, and love, love, love 💕

Aug 27, 2023 8:35:32 AM +13014089785

Aug 27, 2023 8:37:19 AM +13014089785

Aug 27, 2023 8:37:36 AM +13014089785

A lot of the pics I got last few days. Last night was crazy. So many pics others got but I need to get too.

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Aug 27, 2023 8:38:06 AM Me

Soon my hope and daydreams of being with you will become real. Im so grateful and happy for how this journey has started with you. Personally I wanted you to know that I respect you and want to honor your incredible uniqueness, journey and experience. I want to be with you intimately but also be your friend and someone who you can trust and lean on when you need to. Im excited to see where this relationship is headed.🥰😘

Aug 27, 2023 8:39:05 AM +13014089785

Me too! Ditto to it all! Can't wait to chat later! 😊

Aug 27, 2023 8:39:27 AM Me

😘❤️

Aug 27, 2023 8:39:34 AM Me

Same

Aug 27, 2023 8:40:03 AM Me

Travel safely, I'll be thinking of you

Aug 27, 2023 11:02:30 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

Making our way straight to Detroit - not making any stops for any fun. I'll call you when we get there. Can't wait to chat!! Less than 48 hours!! 😁😊😘

Aug 27, 2023 11:12:52 AM Me

Ok, sounds like a plan. I'm out watching Premier League with my brother. Liverpool v Newcastle

Aug 27, 2023 12:49:26 PM Me

Back home now. Starting to pack 😊

Aug 27, 2023 1:56:32 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Got 100 miles to go! Call you when we get there!

Aug 27, 2023 2:04:09 PM Me

Okay!

Aug 27, 2023 2:05:30 PM Me

Btw, I'll share that today is the first day I've felt your energy this strong 💪 since you left for the trip. I'm excited to feel your energy again!

Aug 27, 2023 2:05:32 PM Me

🥰

Aug 27, 2023 4:04:49 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 12 seconds) +13014089785

Just got to Detroit and tried calling you. Just call me when you can. Was hoping to talk to you while I was alone but even if you call later, I can still talk but no privacy so we'll have to keep it light around her. Just FYI. I miss you though and can't believe I'll be seeing you in less than 2 days - it's nuts. And I'm so excited!! 😁

Aug 27, 2023 4:14:12 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 25 seconds) +13014089785

We must've got dropped. It's okay you don't have to call back. I'll call you tonight. Have a fun time and I'll talk to you later! ❤️ u!

Aug 27, 2023 4:17:53 PM Me

So so sorry 😣

Aug 27, 2023 4:18:48 PM +13014089785

No worries! We'll have more time later tonight. It'll be better to catch up then anyway. 😊

Aug 27, 2023 4:20:33 PM Me

It did drop, but it was great to hear your voice and know you're done driving for the day. 😘 I think it's divine intervention to tease us both for Tuesday 🥰

Aug 27, 2023 4:21:32 PM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/4ZA0EXmjnZIYguEMf0Mc88?si=uHqrIfN5RaeMmcAALJM5Tg

Aug 27, 2023 4:32:51 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

❤️❤️❤️

Aug 27, 2023 7:46:41 PM Me

Hi, just leaving Dales and headed home. I'll be there in 10

Aug 27, 2023 8:10:14 PM Me

I'm home

Aug 27, 2023 8:11:17 PM +13014089785

Perfect timing. Just got to the lobby. 😊

Aug 27, 2023 8:11:53 PM Me

I'm walking in to apt now

Aug 27, 2023 9:20:54 PM (Read by you after 19 seconds) +13014089785

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt4015500/?ref_=ext_shr_lnk

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Aug 27, 2023 11:06:35 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 24 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Sweet dreams! 😘

Aug 28, 2023 5:31:16 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous! 😘

Aug 28, 2023 5:33:55 AM Me

Aug 28, 2023 5:35:20 AM Me

I'll already be in the air 24 hours from now. I'm giddy with excitement and anticipation 😍🥰😘

Aug 28, 2023 5:48:53 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 40 minutes, 7 seconds) +13014089785

Yay!!! So excited too!

Aug 28, 2023 7:29:24 AM Me

I just checked out the weather and it looks like we'll have a week of sunshine. 😊

Aug 28, 2023 7:30:04 AM Me

Aug 28, 2023 7:30:45 AM Me

I made my list of things to get done today and already going through it. Today already feels like its going by fast.

Aug 28, 2023 7:35:07 AM Me

My brain is in a state of heightened anticipation. 😀 I haven't had this feeling since I was a kid on Christmas Eve and it feels wonderful! A little over 24 hours from now I get to put my arms around you and give you the biggest hug and squeeze you with glee. 😍😘

Aug 28, 2023 8:46:25 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

We are down to 24 hrs and a few mins! 😁 Sooooo excited!! I'm about to finally leave Detroit! Woo hoo! I'll call you later this afternoon! I love you! ❤️

Aug 28, 2023 8:46:57 AM Me

Me too 🩷❤️💜

Aug 28, 2023 10:05:18 AM Me

Just saw this online and it struck me.

Aug 28, 2023 10:05:20 AM Me

Aug 28, 2023 10:05:43 AM Me

I love when these things randomly show up in my face.

Aug 28, 2023 11:37:51 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

Me too!! Just stopped for a pee. You up for a chat? If so, call me. I'll be just listening to videos until you call. 😊

Aug 28, 2023 8:26:39 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 8:37:13 PM Me

https://youtu.be/FXQLoppTo5o?si=sH05qbuuLfVZuNlX

Aug 28, 2023 8:38:43 PM Me

https://youtu.be/ye-TXtsR5K8?si=Fr5LuXzB1G3QIwYN

Aug 28, 2023 9:01:16 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

That's the same soundbath guy I like too!! 😊

Aug 28, 2023 9:01:24 PM Me

Yay!

Aug 28, 2023 9:01:32 PM (Read by you after 27 seconds) +13014089785

I'm inside and got all my shit inside. Only two trips!

Aug 28, 2023 9:01:53 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Already covered in cat hair! 😆

Aug 28, 2023 9:02:10 PM Me

🤣

Aug 28, 2023 9:02:22 PM Me

😹

Aug 28, 2023 9:02:55 PM Me

Glad you have your stuff inside and kitty 🐱 said hello

Aug 28, 2023 9:03:15 PM Me

I'm an hour away from takeoff

Aug 28, 2023 9:04:03 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 28, 2023 9:04:11 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

She's like "where the fuck is my dinner?"

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Aug 28, 2023 9:04:19 PM +13014089785

​❤️​ to “ I'm an hour away from takeoff  ”

Aug 28, 2023 9:04:58 PM Me

She looks tired 🥱

Aug 28, 2023 9:12:07 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 10:11:21 PM Me

Elvis has left the building

Aug 28, 2023 10:12:44 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 10:18:03 PM Me

On my way to airport 😘

Aug 28, 2023 10:35:16 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

Yay!!! I just got mostly unpacked, cleaned up where needed, vacuumed the floors, threw in a load of laundry and I'm about to jump in the bathtub. Only 11 hours to go before you land!!!

Aug 28, 2023 10:41:36 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 10:42:23 PM Me

I found my spot. Kiosks are turned off so I have to sit tight for now. Have a comfy chair to chill in.

Aug 28, 2023 10:42:42 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 10:43:30 PM Me

I'm happy you were able to get some things done. I know it does make you feel good

Aug 28, 2023 10:48:40 PM Me

3 hours until TSA opens up and I can head to the gate. Setting 3 alarms 🚨 to wake up at 4, 4:02, 4:05

Aug 28, 2023 10:48:47 PM Me

🤣🤣

Aug 28, 2023 10:49:13 PM Me

I'm going to try and get a few hours sleep now.

Aug 28, 2023 10:50:41 PM Me

Big kisses 😘 And big hugs 🤗 to you. Sweet dreams and I'll see you after sunrise 🥰😍

Aug 28, 2023 10:50:45 PM Me

🌅

Aug 28, 2023 10:50:58 PM Me

💜❤️🩷

Aug 28, 2023 10:51:57 PM Me

Hope your bath 🛀 is luxurious and relaxing 😌 I so look forward to seeing you again 😘

Aug 28, 2023 10:53:19 PM Me

Currently in Heidi mode ❤️

Aug 28, 2023 10:55:55 PM Me

Aug 28, 2023 11:21:49 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 59 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Finally in the bath! Had to get clothes in dryer, feed the cat, wash my face, etc. I hope you get some good sleep and you have a wonderful morning. I'm so excited! See you soon!!! 😃

Aug 28, 2023 11:23:15 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 57 minutes, 36 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 29, 2023 2:21:35 AM Me

I’m at the gate, waiting to board 😁

Aug 29, 2023 3:42:40 AM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/3zf2eLN9Yf8ayZO5cn4Xh5?si=DcBEP76pSYST_gbDsb5CfA

Aug 29, 2023 3:58:11 AM Me

Guess where I am? On my plane to Chicago, then I transfer to another plane ✈️ to get to you. Very excited this day is here! See you in about 6 hours 😍😘

Aug 29, 2023 3:58:33 AM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0gzqZ9d1jIKo9psEIthwXe?si=JIRvQe0-SiSzr0djozyC3g

Aug 29, 2023 6:08:19 AM Me

Just landed 🛬 in Chicago 😁

Aug 29, 2023 6:09:22 AM Me

Slept almost the entire time 🥱

Aug 29, 2023 6:31:37 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

Just woke up - before my alarms even went off!! My mind/soul is like "Wake up darling! Today is the day!" So freaking excited. 😁 Jumping in the shower now!

Aug 29, 2023 6:46:18 AM (Read by you after 45 seconds) +13014089785

Playlist I created for today. 😘 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/13FgjlTZC1ruIu1W2CCPxc?si=McBCxd-ySlu7B7OOL4ovJQ&pt=6d5fad0dc650fcd287eca2779ccceeec

Aug 29, 2023 6:46:48 AM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

Okay, NOW, I'm jumping in the shower. 😁

Aug 29, 2023 7:00:47 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 7:14:24 AM Me

At my gate. Boarding starts soon.

Aug 29, 2023 7:15:42 AM Me

I didn't have time to get coffee ☕️ so hoping to get some on the plane. 😁 Otherwise I'll need coffee stat!

Aug 29, 2023 7:18:31 AM Me

Wow! We're boarding!! Good thing I hustled had to go to another terminal

Aug 29, 2023 7:35:00 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 29, 2023 7:35:04 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

Coffee WILL happen! 😁

Aug 29, 2023 7:37:52 AM Me

I'm in my seat on the plane ✈️

Aug 29, 2023 7:39:35 AM Me

Coffee cup that size would be great!!

Aug 29, 2023 7:40:01 AM Me

Your playlist is 🔥

Aug 29, 2023 7:55:07 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

😉🥰😘

Aug 29, 2023 7:55:46 AM Me

We're waiting to pull away from the gate

Aug 29, 2023 7:56:19 AM Me

Ugh

Aug 29, 2023 7:56:21 AM Me

Delay

Aug 29, 2023 7:56:43 AM Me

We have to de plane

Aug 29, 2023 7:57:13 AM Me

They have to fix something on the plane and we all need to get off 😣

Aug 29, 2023 7:57:56 AM Me

Hopefully you haven't left for airport

Aug 29, 2023 8:00:33 AM Me

I'll keep you updated

Aug 29, 2023 8:00:49 AM Me

They said perhaps 45min delay

Aug 29, 2023 8:12:56 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 58 seconds) +13014089785

Boo! Nope. Wasn't leaving until 9:30am.

Aug 29, 2023 8:14:58 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 56 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. No worries. Just text me when you are back on board and have a new arrival time. Just glad they're fixing stuff now and you aren't having issues while in the air.

Aug 29, 2023 8:19:03 AM Me

Boo is right!!! 😂😂 I was able to go get a coffee ☕️ so there's a silver lining Btw, your playlist is SO good

Aug 29, 2023 8:19:36 AM Me

I'm sitting at the gate waiting. As soon as I have info I'll let you know

Aug 29, 2023 8:19:59 AM Me

So looking forward to a big hug 😘😘😘

Aug 29, 2023 8:43:55 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Me too!! 😊

Aug 29, 2023 8:44:46 AM Me

Lots of sexiness in your playlist — love it 😍

Aug 29, 2023 8:44:52 AM +13014089785

FYI - I'm going to save the dress for our dress up night out. So I'm in regular clothes but they're easy off stuff. 😉

Aug 29, 2023 8:45:05 AM Me

😂

Aug 29, 2023 8:45:14 AM +13014089785

The playlist is a vibe, right? 🫠

Aug 29, 2023 8:45:30 AM Me

TOTALLY!!! 🔥❤️🔥❤️

Aug 29, 2023 8:46:19 AM Me

I see people queuing to get back on the plane. I'll text again when we pull away from gate.

Aug 29, 2023 8:46:58 AM +13014089785

Okay! 😊

Aug 29, 2023 9:06:30 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

What time was your Chicago departure?

Aug 29, 2023 9:06:35 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Original

Aug 29, 2023 9:06:45 AM Me

8:52

Aug 29, 2023 9:09:49 AM +13014089785

Besides coffee, another silver lining is that I got my foster son's birthday gift ordered and sent - today is his birthday! He's going to be happy as a clam with Target & Fortnite gift cards. But that would've been a huge mommy fail if I'd forgotten completely!! 😬 Divine intervention! 😆 My mind has been a little distracted. 😁😘

Aug 29, 2023 9:11:03 AM Me

Oh, so good that you got that done! Big win for mom! He'll be stoked for gift cards.

Aug 29, 2023 9:11:09 AM +13014089785

Are you boarding like you thought?

Aug 29, 2023 9:11:47 AM +13014089785

At that age, gift cards or cash is king.

Aug 29, 2023 9:13:07 AM Me

Yep. I'm on the plane ✈️ Final safety check, and pulling away from gate NOW! I'm on my way! We're moving!!

Aug 29, 2023 9:13:20 AM Me

😍

Aug 29, 2023 9:13:30 AM Me

See you soon

Aug 29, 2023 9:13:36 AM Me

😘😘

Aug 29, 2023 9:14:00 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 9:14:24 AM +13014089785

Yay!! I'll see you in just a few!! 😍

Aug 29, 2023 9:14:42 AM Me

I know, this leg of flight is short

Aug 29, 2023 9:14:55 AM Me

Half of Chicago flight

Aug 29, 2023 9:15:59 AM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +13014089785

Got new arrival time - 11:24am! 😃

Aug 29, 2023 9:16:16 AM Me

Excellent

Aug 29, 2023 9:17:31 AM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Aug 29, 2023 9:19:01 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 9:22:02 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 9:22:07 AM Me

Getting in line to blast off

Aug 29, 2023 9:28:38 AM Me

We're next

Aug 29, 2023 9:30:41 AM Me

On my way

Aug 29, 2023 9:30:46 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 10:16:15 AM (Read by you after 2 seconds) +13014089785

Aug 29, 2023 10:16:25 AM Me

Just touched down

Aug 29, 2023 10:16:52 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 10:17:17 AM Me

Aug 29, 2023 10:17:51 AM +13014089785

Yay!! Almost there!

Aug 29, 2023 10:18:09 AM Me

Are you here?

Aug 29, 2023 10:18:18 AM Me

Bottom of escalator??

Aug 29, 2023 10:18:43 AM Me

I got it

Aug 29, 2023 10:18:51 AM Me

You're almost here

Aug 29, 2023 10:19:01 AM +13014089785

Not yet!! 😁

Aug 29, 2023 10:19:04 AM Me

I'm still taxiing

Aug 29, 2023 10:19:20 AM +13014089785

My stomach was doing cart wheels!

Aug 29, 2023 10:19:43 AM Me

And I'll hit restroom so I can just roll and we can go! 😘

Aug 29, 2023 10:20:02 AM Me

I'm numb with anticipation

Aug 29, 2023 10:21:11 AM Me

🦋

Aug 29, 2023 10:21:17 AM Me

In your stomach

Aug 29, 2023 10:22:51 AM Me

We're at gate. I'm row 30 so it will be a few until I'm out of plane

Aug 29, 2023 10:23:48 AM Me

Been waiting for today since we met in July and SO excited it's here

Aug 29, 2023 10:28:58 AM Me

On my way off plane ✈️

Aug 29, 2023 10:29:04 AM +13014089785

Just parked!

Aug 29, 2023 10:29:12 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 34 seconds) +13014089785

Walking in now!

Aug 29, 2023 10:30:34 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Going to pee!

Aug 29, 2023 10:30:53 AM Me

Haha me too

Aug 29, 2023 10:33:03 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 34 seconds) +13014089785

I'm by the escalator

Aug 29, 2023 10:33:10 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

😁

Aug 29, 2023 11:05:02 AM Me

Text the pet sitter!!

Aug 30, 2023 2:08:50 PM Me

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/725FmBjRjDsQ9EthNIQkrw?si=hEEBCBMFQHCCAJ7t2L8dDw&pt=c01a0326fcd23b612fa83f22bfd8948a

Aug 31, 2023 7:13:02 PM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/1LOjOTOYn2DPu7JVgpEHtF?si=8ab1c225f69e4c16

Sep 01, 2023 3:23:08 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Just got done and about to call my daughter then I'm coming to get you. Are you doing okay? Lunch was good. Was good to catch up with everyone. They know about you now but have no idea you are here in Iowa though! 😁

Sep 01, 2023 3:23:23 PM Me

Cool

Sep 01, 2023 3:23:43 PM Me

I'm just a bit cold. Its like a meat locker in here.

Sep 01, 2023 3:24:15 PM Me

Do your call and swing by. Text me to let me know you're outside

Sep 01, 2023 3:24:28 PM Me

Want to hear about how telling them about me went

Sep 01, 2023 3:30:21 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +13014089785

On my way. Be there in 2 mins

Sep 01, 2023 3:30:25 PM Me

Ok

Sep 05, 2023 2:09:40 PM Me

I'm onboard and in my seat 💺 I'm already looking forward to seeing you again. It will be here before we know it. 🥰 I'll be safe and keep you updated as I make my way back to New York 😘😘

Sep 05, 2023 2:13:38 PM Me

The headphones are AMAZINGLY QUIET!! ❤️😘 Thank you so much for them 🎧

Sep 05, 2023 2:32:51 PM Me

Sep 05, 2023 3:08:16 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 8 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

Love it! So glad they are working great for you and I hope they allow you to have a good peaceful flight!

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Sep 05, 2023 3:25:28 PM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Sep 05, 2023 3:25:30 PM (Read by you after 51 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Sep 05, 2023 3:25:34 PM Me

Just landed 🛬 In Chicago

Sep 05, 2023 3:25:46 PM Me

Loved an image

Sep 05, 2023 3:26:35 PM Me

LOVE 💕the photos!!

Sep 05, 2023 3:45:13 PM Me

Nuts 🙃

Sep 05, 2023 4:26:31 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

😊

Sep 05, 2023 4:27:43 PM Me

I'm still sitting in Chicago. Im at the gate for Albany. Waiting to board which will start in about 20 mins. Been working on our spreadsheet of dates and will send you the link. What email address should I use??

Sep 05, 2023 4:29:39 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

Sep 05, 2023 4:29:43 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

writingbyheidi@gmail.com

Sep 05, 2023 4:33:16 PM Me

I miss you too!! BIG time. I'm being distracted by travel, but I imagine my absence in your apt is noticeably profound. Know that I am thinking about you all the time. Miss you SO MUCH ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Sep 05, 2023 4:37:51 PM Me

I just sent you the invitation to the google doc :-)

Sep 05, 2023 4:38:07 PM Me

Its called — "CA or Bust — Transit Stop List"

Sep 05, 2023 4:50:02 PM Me

On my plane ✈️ to Albany 26F Had windows for both flights 🙂 I’ll be sure to let you know when I land. I 🩷 U

Sep 05, 2023 4:50:11 PM Me

😘🥰😍

Sep 05, 2023 6:56:48 PM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

I love you too! Have a good flight and I'll talk to you later! 😊

Sep 05, 2023 7:12:14 PM Me

I just got on the ground in Albany 💕

Sep 05, 2023 7:12:14 PM Me

Im done in the air 😘😘

Sep 05, 2023 7:12:15 PM Me

Haven't flown into a sunset 🌅 in a long time and it was pretty seeing the light and shadow out the window

Sep 05, 2023 7:17:07 PM Me

Happy to be back and get things going

Sep 05, 2023 7:18:25 PM Me

I finished a draft of something I've been meaning to write for a long time. I'll share when it's ready for another set of eyes

Sep 05, 2023 7:56:51 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

Love it! ❤️ I'm super duper high! 😄 And about to jump in the bathtub.

Sep 05, 2023 8:07:01 PM Me

I am back in Waterford, and I am in my electric car, and I am headed to the market at the moment because I don't have anything in my fridge. Once I get back and settled in the apartment, I will shoot you a text to see if it's a good time to call. I don't wanna interrupt your chill out in the tub. 😘😘😘

Sep 05, 2023 8:09:09 PM Me

oh, I ate half of the chocolate on my flight from Chicago to Albany and it help me write the essay 😍

Sep 05, 2023 8:15:01 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 11 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

Ooooohhhhh! Can't wait to hear more about it! 😍

Sep 05, 2023 9:27:04 PM Me

Hi 👋 I'll be ready in about 20 mins Ok?

Sep 05, 2023 9:27:16 PM Me

😍

Sep 05, 2023 9:27:49 PM Me

I'll explain when I speak to you

Sep 05, 2023 9:38:48 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. I might be a bit too. 😁

Sep 05, 2023 9:39:02 PM Me

K

Sep 05, 2023 9:39:10 PM Me

Let me know when you're ready

Sep 05, 2023 9:39:16 PM Me

😘😘

Sep 05, 2023 10:01:12 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +13014089785

I'm out of the bath! Ready when you are!😘

Sep 05, 2023 10:02:44 PM Me

K getting cables to plug 🔌 in so I don't disappear on you 😘 And going to use new headphones 🎧😍

Sep 06, 2023 6:02:37 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous! Happy Wednesday to you! I hope you have a really productive day. I'll be here and look forward to hearing from you later today. 😘😘

Sep 06, 2023 8:27:34 AM Me

Back from my run 🏃 before it's 1000° here 🥵 Already high humidity but the run was great 😊 Cooling off and then online. Thinking of you 😘

Sep 06, 2023 9:19:22 AM (Read by you after 27 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! I hope you're having a wonderful day! Call you later! 😘

Sep 06, 2023 9:47:50 AM Me

Love the animation you sent, hahaha 🤣😘😘

Sep 06, 2023 12:24:08 PM Me

I have started the trip planner in my charge finding app. Attached is a screen capture of my starting point in Waterford, NY. When I have more details I'll share the map. I will adjust the city names based on where I find the chargers and let you know 😊￼

Sep 06, 2023 2:18:27 PM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +13014089785

Okay! 😊

Sep 06, 2023 3:59:04 PM Me

SAG-AFTRA leader Fran Drescher has some choice words for Hollywood studio heads https://www.npr.org/2023/09/06/1197987624/sag-aftra-leader-fran-drescher-has-some-choice-words-for-hollywood-studio-heads

Sep 06, 2023 3:59:48 PM Me

What studio executives are saying about the strike https://www.npr.org/2023/09/06/1197987631/what-studio-executives-are-saying-about-the-strike

Sep 06, 2023 8:42:12 PM Me

So on my mind....

Sep 06, 2023 8:43:41 PM Me

Sep 06, 2023 8:44:52 PM Me

Remind me to tell you later about cornhole and spirit 😊

Sep 06, 2023 9:38:49 PM Me

So in love with you and the future we'll build together and individually—the possibilities are a dream to build towards... I feel grateful to find another person who is truly in line with me. And so open and loving 😘😘😘 https://open.spotify.com/track/5y8zb3grlQonjdqd27K39T?si=67mkyyVWQY-Z8NNpwaAC6g

Sep 06, 2023 10:21:41 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Are you asleep already? Sorry. Been getting ready for bed. Should've called when I walked in the door. Call me back if you're still awake.

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:00 PM Me

I am

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:14 PM Me

Just walking in door

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:30 PM Me

Call u in 15, cool?

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:44 PM Me

Or less

Sep 06, 2023 10:22:48 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Sure! 😊

Sep 06, 2023 10:23:04 PM Me

Yay! 😘

Sep 06, 2023 10:45:50 PM Me

I am coming, my son, Declan texted me and had to reply to his questions 😘 All good

Sep 06, 2023 10:46:03 PM Me

One min and calling you

Sep 07, 2023 7:42:34 AM Me

😘

Sep 07, 2023 7:42:44 AM Me

Good morning ☀️

Sep 07, 2023 7:52:26 AM Me

Hope you have a great day today. I'll be thinking of you 😍

Sep 07, 2023 10:26:46 AM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 43 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you have a great day too! I slept forever - I'm just waking up. I slept through all my alarms. Guess I needed the sleep!😁

Sep 07, 2023 10:33:03 AM Me

Some pretty flowers I saw and made me think of you. Luv, Bert

Sep 07, 2023 10:51:17 AM Me

Just read your sleepy head text. You definitely need rest so you're recharged for packing 😘 Now is the time you can take it without added stress—go for it!

Sep 07, 2023 11:59:57 AM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +13014089785

Gorgeous flowers! 😍

Sep 07, 2023 2:07:03 PM Me

😘

Sep 07, 2023 2:07:24 PM Me

Sending love to you 💕

Sep 07, 2023 2:08:31 PM Me

Listening to this new focus mix. This one is "cinematic" which is interesting 🤔 I'm listening now and thought you might like it https://youtu.be/QzlSRe2JIxQ?si=mEc_SgyHIHxtyY59

Sep 07, 2023 2:09:01 PM Me

These mixes might help when you're in packing mode 😘

Sep 07, 2023 2:23:59 PM +13014089785

This is great! Thank you! 😊

Sep 07, 2023 2:43:49 PM Me

😍

Sep 07, 2023 5:27:01 PM Me

Hi, I'm not feeling great right now, it feels like a headache and that vertigo feeling in the head from depression meds. Whatever bug I have is screwing with how it affects me 😟 I'm hopeful that you are doing AOK and are feeling fit as a fiddle. LMK. I may go to bed early tonight

Sep 07, 2023 5:27:30 PM Me

Feeling like sleep will help.

Sep 07, 2023 5:34:17 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Oh no! We might be connected energetically. I've had a headache brewing all day, too. Also, some epiphanies - like it just hit me today that the year I became a mom for real (adopted Diana Feb 2022) is the same year I lost my mom. It's hitting me hard. But I'm also journaling about it, which is helping. You get some sleep. Energies are crazy weird right now and we all are being affected.

Sep 07, 2023 5:34:38 PM Me

Wow!!

Sep 07, 2023 5:35:59 PM Me

Interesting synchronicity — and I am wishing you smooth sailing through the sometimes rough sea of energy. I'm going to do self Reiki and ask Spirit if it can help me out to process whatever is in me.

Sep 07, 2023 5:36:46 PM Me

So hoping your headache dissapates and you can relax tonight.

Sep 07, 2023 5:36:56 PM Me

❤️😘

Sep 07, 2023 5:37:04 PM Me

Love you SO much.

Sep 07, 2023 6:20:07 PM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

I love you too! 🥰

Sep 07, 2023 9:11:30 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 7 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Must be 11:11 there.

Sep 07, 2023 9:13:07 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 6 minutes, 20 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you're feeling a bit better. I'm just getting out of the shower after an epic 3 hour bath & meditation session. So many downloads, epiphanies and ideas. My brain can't keep up with it all! 😊

Sep 08, 2023 8:22:16 AM Me

Good morning 😃 Still feeling gross. Was sweating hard all night and just woke up. Have a headache and not feeling 💯

Sep 08, 2023 8:23:08 AM Me

Glad to hear about the downloads 😍 and I hope you have a fantastic day today, my love. 😘😘

Sep 08, 2023 11:47:05 AM Me

Hope you're doing ok 😘😘

Sep 08, 2023 12:40:16 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. Having a slow day today. Avoiding everything and everyone. Kinda in panicked paralysis mode. Also some identity crisis stuff going on. You know, all this spiritual journey fun we get to have. 😆

Sep 08, 2023 12:42:40 PM Me

Yeah, I know what you're talking about! Have been there many times. You want to talk later today? I would like to if you're up for it. If you're not up for it, I totally get it. 🥰😘

Sep 08, 2023 12:43:48 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Absolutely. 😊 Later tonight? 😘

Sep 08, 2023 12:44:10 PM +13014089785

I hope you're doing better today. How are you feeling?

Sep 08, 2023 12:49:31 PM Me

Yes, later 😘 Still feeling sick. Low fever, fatigue, headache and muscle soreness. Going to lay back down now. I'll be up later. Have been in bed all day

Sep 08, 2023 1:58:37 PM (Read by you after 17 hours, 43 minutes, 59 seconds) +13014089785

Boo! I'm sorry you're feeling sick. I hope you didn't catch what your parents have! Just take good care of yourself and get plenty of rest! Sending you lots of virtual hugs & healing vibes. 🤗

Sep 08, 2023 9:00:30 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 42 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

How are you feeling? Did you get some good rest today? It's been a difficult day for me - been in a dark night of the soul since last night. Really can't wait to talk with you again. I hope you're okay. Sending you lots of love & healing vibes. ❤️

Sep 09, 2023 7:45:55 AM Me

Hi 👋 I'm SO SORRY to have missed you last night. I was watching something on my laptop, and fell asleep . I've slept 40 of last 48 hours. Still not 💯 but a bit better. I'm really sorry to hear about the dark Night. of the soul. I am up now watching soccer for the next few hours and I might take a nap but I don't think I'll sleep the entire day like the past two. I've been thinking about you tons and miss you very very much 😘😘😘

Sep 09, 2023 7:46:31 AM Me

Call me if you have time this morning 😘

Sep 09, 2023 8:24:02 AM Me

I found and watched this, this morning. Thought you might find it interesting. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvR-GALZ2BE&list=TLPQMDkwOTIwMjMVeJx-a94TMw&index=2

Sep 09, 2023 8:24:12 AM Me

😘

Sep 09, 2023 8:52:46 AM Me

Found a different video interview of Lisa Nichols by Michael Beckwith: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkEo7pxLltY

Sep 09, 2023 9:49:55 AM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you for the videos! I'm in the rabbit hole! 😆 Glad you're feeling better! I've got to get my apartment cleaned up and get in the shower. My friend Courtney is coming over tonight. Going to have a girls night in. I'll try you now, but if it's not a good time, I'll call you later before Courtney comes over.

Sep 09, 2023 11:27:19 AM Me

Have no idea what co-star is referencing?!? It’s weird

Sep 09, 2023 12:28:45 PM Me

I want you to know that I have lots of love ❤️ in my heart and soul for you—nothing has changed how I feel about you. And I SO appreciate your openness and candor with me. It means a great deal to me 🥰😘😘

Sep 09, 2023 12:30:34 PM Me

I'm drawn to you more for that quality, and simultaneously respectful of you sharing your needs. 😘

Sep 09, 2023 12:40:53 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you so much. That makes me feel much better. I know how special our connection is and I don't want the 3D material world and all our unresolved built-up traumas & programming over our lifetimes to ruin it. Open communication is key for sure. I appreciate you so much and I'm happy you are able to take this information in without taking any of it personally. I'd be having the same reaction to any other partner in the same position.. And me learning to look after my own needs first before someone else's is a big issue I'm trying to be better at. People pleasing is probably my worst quality right now and something I've got to work on big time. It's the reason I haven't cut out a few people out of my life because I'm so worried about hurting people's feelings that I keep toxic people in my life that aren't good for me. Time to put on my big girl panties and tackle this shit once and for all. I'm ready. 😊

Sep 09, 2023 1:00:11 PM Me

I loved reading that. And know I'm here to support you however I'm able, be it just listening or maybe you want some perspective? No matter what I'm here for you ❤️😘

Sep 09, 2023 1:00:42 PM Me

You have me in your corner! 🥰😍😘

Sep 09, 2023 1:48:13 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 26 seconds) +13014089785

I love that! You've got me in your corner too! 😘🥰😍

Sep 09, 2023 2:03:11 PM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

I finally got all my travel stuff handled. Huge! Especially after all the frustration of dealing with non functional sites or apps yesterday and today. Got all my condo reservations completed. Flight between LAX & Orlando in Nov for Thanksgiving week bought with my Delta Skmiles. Then I finally got the Allegiant Air ticket voucher to go through so I could get my ticket for Christmas week bought too so that's booked as well. I'm relieved and happy that's all done. Now I've got to jump in the shower & get myself together before Courtney comes over. I hope you continue to feel better. Wish I was there to help take care of you - make you soup, back massage, etc. 😊

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Sep 09, 2023 2:16:21 PM Me

That's such good news!! Happy for you 😊 That's a fair amount of stress and adulting handled all at once, touché!! That's a huge relief. I'm actually feeling a bit better now, as day goes on I'm about 70% when I was feeling like 20% past 2 days. Oh and I would love to bask in your warm healing presence and beautiful energy—it would be powerful to be near you when healing ❤️‍🩹 Soup and massage would be fantastic, yummy 🥰😘

Sep 09, 2023 2:17:34 PM Me

Ps. thanks for sharing that you're in my corner too, that means a great deal to me 😘😘😘

Sep 09, 2023 3:13:06 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +13014089785

😊🥰😘

Sep 09, 2023 3:57:00 PM Me

Hope you have a wonderful evening at girls night in 😘

Sep 09, 2023 4:11:06 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 49 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Hope you have a great night too! Talk to you later! 😘

Sep 09, 2023 9:59:31 PM Me

Hi 👋 still awake here if you're awake 😘 I know you have been dealing with a lot and want you to know I'm here for you 😘 And if by chance you're asleep now 😴 I send you peace, happiness, and love 💕 with sweet dreams on top

Sep 09, 2023 10:20:48 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

She's just leaving. Call you in a few!

Sep 09, 2023 10:21:11 PM Me

No worries 😉

Sep 09, 2023 10:33:33 PM Me

https://youtu.be/n0QVFiSQ4bQ?si=CDTQ3_-aQ6tCKKQ7

Sep 10, 2023 8:38:59 AM Me

Good morning my love 😍 I hope you have a day free of distractions, negative energy and bad juju. 😘😘😘

Sep 10, 2023 10:03:55 AM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! 😊 Look what was waiting in my feed this morning! Another good one! https://youtu.be/gx1KoPhJVlY?si=ahivz7adQONR6zh-

Sep 10, 2023 3:42:57 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

Another good video I found! https://youtu.be/gTFRer7r48Y?si=9uQaq-SmOlWWWi1W

Sep 10, 2023 3:44:24 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 14 seconds) +13014089785

As you can imagine, I've been down multiple rabbit holes today! Hope your day is going good! ❤️

Sep 10, 2023 3:56:27 PM Me

Hola, thank you for the video shares! I will definitely watch. Right now about to do a Shamanic Shadow Work Session on InsightTimer. I went looking for Shadow Work Meditations 😊

Sep 10, 2023 3:59:13 PM Me

Also, in other news I tested positive for Covid about 20 mins ago. Didnt think I had it, but apparently I caught the new strain. I had all shots and boosters, but it doesn't cover this — boo! ☹️ So, definitely take extra good care and its my sincere hope that you are in the clear and I caught it on the plane home, or in the Chicago Airport during transfer.

Sep 10, 2023 4:00:12 PM Me

I'll let you know how the meditation goes 😘

Sep 10, 2023 4:00:52 PM Me

Also if you know any other movies I might enjoy share away. I'll likely stay inside until I test negative

Sep 10, 2023 4:04:58 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +13014089785

Oh no! I'm so sorry you're dealing with covid!! Please take good care of yourself! Glad you've got family nearby that can help take care of you. Sending you lots of healing vibes. 💓 Definitely let me know how the meditation goes for you.

Sep 10, 2023 4:05:10 PM Me

I will.

Sep 10, 2023 4:05:17 PM Me

Could we do Reiki later?

Sep 10, 2023 4:06:15 PM Me

I would definitely like to do that, or perhaps meet my spirit guide

Sep 10, 2023 4:07:32 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Sure! I could use it too.

Sep 10, 2023 4:07:40 PM Me

YAY!

Sep 10, 2023 4:07:52 PM Me

So excited to do that later

Sep 10, 2023 4:07:56 PM Me

I know it will feel good

Sep 10, 2023 4:57:31 PM Me

Meditation was great

Sep 10, 2023 4:57:57 PM Me

https://insig.ht/mRPiiJ1wZCb

Sep 10, 2023 10:09:24 PM Me

Hi 👋

Sep 10, 2023 10:09:36 PM Me

You awake?

Sep 10, 2023 10:14:26 PM Me

Would love to hear your voice and hear about your day. 😚

Sep 10, 2023 11:37:16 PM Me

I'm off to sleep 😴 Goodnight 😘😘😘🌙 💤

Sep 10, 2023 11:37:51 PM Me

Sweet dreams to you ❤️💕

Sep 11, 2023 6:40:26 AM Me

Good morning ☀️ I hope you are well and have a wonderful day ahead 😘 Let me know how things are going.

Sep 11, 2023 8:26:32 AM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 45 seconds) +13014089785

I'm so sorry. I had a really rough night. Did a meditation last night after my bath/shower and fell asleep. Just woke up a little bit ago. Got lots of sleep! Guess I needed it. 😁 Heading to my step-dad's place in an hour. Can I call you from the car? About 10:30am? I hope you're feeling better today. We'll do reiki later for sure! Talk to you soon! 😘

Sep 11, 2023 8:48:35 AM Me

Don't need to apologize, for realz 😘 Happy to hear from you, and sure call away. Should be done with meditation by then 😉

Sep 11, 2023 8:48:53 AM Me

Drive safe ❤️

Sep 11, 2023 9:56:42 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

I'm still trying to get ready. Moving slow this morning.

Sep 11, 2023 9:57:13 AM Me

No problemo.

Sep 11, 2023 9:57:20 AM Me

I was moving VERY slow this morning as well

Sep 11, 2023 9:57:31 AM Me

Lots of fatigue

Sep 11, 2023 10:00:22 AM (Read by you after 32 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

Stomach issues going on, too.

Sep 11, 2023 10:51:47 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Got in my car and about threw up. I'm back in my apartment now. Going to have to cancel lunch with my step-dad. I hate doing that but I also don't want to get him sick. I'll call you after I call him.

Sep 11, 2023 10:52:00 AM Me

Ok

Sep 11, 2023 5:43:05 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! Wanna chat now? 😁

Sep 11, 2023 5:52:27 PM Me

👋

Sep 11, 2023 5:53:40 PM Me

Yes 🙌 I'm all set up to paint 🎨 Perfect timing ⏱️

Sep 11, 2023 5:53:55 PM Me

Want to check my energy first 😚

Sep 11, 2023 6:14:53 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

https://www.netflix.com/us/title/80195378?s=a&trkid=13747225&trg=cp&vlang=en&clip=81009226

Sep 11, 2023 6:15:32 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

https://www.netflix.com/us/title/81596972?s=a&trkid=13747225&trg=cp&vlang=en&clip=81702942

Sep 11, 2023 9:37:09 PM Me

Hola! I didn't forget about the AI resources. Here you go. 😘

Sep 11, 2023 9:37:12 PM Me

https://mayday.am/

Sep 11, 2023 9:38:56 PM Me

That one above is for calendar and scheduling

Sep 11, 2023 9:39:06 PM Me

This one is for copywriting help:

Sep 11, 2023 9:39:07 PM Me

https://www.copy.ai/

Sep 11, 2023 9:39:56 PM Me

This tool lets you paste copy into it, and it will tell you if its derived from AI

Sep 11, 2023 9:39:58 PM Me

https://contentatscale.ai/ai-content-detector/

Sep 11, 2023 9:40:36 PM Me

Resume Scanner: https://pdf.ai/tools/resume-ai-scanner

Sep 11, 2023 9:40:53 PM Me

Image Creation...

Sep 11, 2023 9:40:59 PM Me

Midjourney: https://www.midjourney.com/home/

Sep 11, 2023 9:42:32 PM Me

This plugin for Chrome allows you to store, customize and optimize Prompts you use often

Sep 11, 2023 9:42:34 PM Me

https://prompteasy.co/

Sep 11, 2023 9:45:17 PM Me

Here's a good advanced guide for ChatGPT

Sep 11, 2023 9:45:19 PM Me

https://bit.ly/3Llm4mi

Sep 11, 2023 9:47:27 PM Me

This is the software Notion I was telling you about. Free to download for personal use, Yay!!

Sep 11, 2023 9:47:28 PM Me

https://www.notion.so/desktop

Sep 11, 2023 11:33:02 PM (Read by you after 7 hours, 58 minutes, 49 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you so much for all of this!! The link for the advanced guide to ChatCPT didn't come through. Definitely want to check that out too sometime. I hope you sleep well tonight! Sweet dreams! 😘

Sep 12, 2023 7:36:26 AM Me

Good morning my lovely lady 😍 Hope you have a great day ahead 😘😘

Sep 12, 2023 8:40:49 AM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! 😊 Hope you have a great day too!

Sep 12, 2023 8:41:24 AM Me

😍😘😘

Sep 12, 2023 10:17:56 AM Me

Wow! https://www.latimes.com/california/story/2023-09-07/california-magic-mushrooms-psychedelics-scott-wiener-psilocybin

Sep 12, 2023 10:34:58 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 39 seconds) +13014089785

That's awesome!!

Sep 12, 2023 10:37:12 AM Me

I know. I can already see a section at the dispensaries for them. "Shroom Bar"

Sep 12, 2023 10:38:30 AM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +13014089785

Absolutely. So exciting.

Sep 12, 2023 10:39:16 AM Me

That may be another draw to move to CA for you 😊

Sep 12, 2023 10:40:06 AM (Read by you after 30 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

I've got MANY things drawing me to CA! 😘

Sep 12, 2023 11:10:50 AM Me

Hahaha

Sep 12, 2023 11:34:08 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 7 seconds) +13014089785

🤣🤣🤣

Sep 12, 2023 12:34:37 PM Me

I thought so too. Hope your day is going well and you're feeling good.

Sep 12, 2023 12:47:48 PM Me

Dont know if this interests you but I found some suggestions valuable

Sep 12, 2023 12:47:50 PM Me

https://media.licdn.com/dms/image/D4D22AQGtRw7Qg9mBag/feedshare-shrink_1280/0/1693194403820?e=1697068800&v=beta&t=3Utfhh2wNz1ySkCzR8WFu0XpPkUUmNXQmWd5FQLkicA

Sep 12, 2023 1:06:59 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

This is all good stuff! Thank you! Day is going okay. Struggling a bit after a disappointing doctor's appt earlier. Trying to rally. How are you doing?

Sep 12, 2023 1:10:08 PM Me

Sorry to hear about bad Dr visit 🫤 hope nothing serious I'm doing okay. Lots and lots more rejection for me today. About to switch gears and go mow lawn. Feel well enough to do it. 😘

Sep 12, 2023 1:11:29 PM Me

I know you have it in you to rally! 😍 visualize the satisfaction on the other side Getting shit done ✔️

Sep 12, 2023 1:12:50 PM Me

Sep 12, 2023 1:20:39 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 11 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! I definitely need some support today. No nothing serious. Just perimenopause & hormone issues that I was hoping my doctor could help me with, especially after my long wait for the appt. Nope. Gotta see an OB/GYN. Ugh. And I have enough of a hard time making appts anyway so for an appt to be worthless is soul crushing. And who knows how long it'll be to get in there, probably not before I leave IA so it'll be more months of waiting. Oh well. But at least my 2nd appt went way better - my psychiatrist switched my ADHD meds so hoping that'll help with the ADHD & mental health stuff at least.

Sep 12, 2023 1:24:46 PM Me

Some good stuff in there, not all negative 😊

Sep 12, 2023 1:24:59 PM Me

I have more AI fun for you

Sep 12, 2023 1:25:12 PM Me

This tool will summarize any book for you https://www.snackz.ai/

Sep 12, 2023 1:25:35 PM Me

AI Personal Assistant https://mavex.ai/

Sep 12, 2023 1:26:43 PM Me

This AI can take documents and increase reading efficiency through summaries of docs https://docuspeed.ai/

Sep 12, 2023 1:34:00 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Very cool!

Sep 12, 2023 1:34:53 PM Me

Just came in latest email today. The Personal Assistant could be a tool to help you organize/manage things for you. Certainly worth looking at

Sep 12, 2023 1:56:51 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Cool! Send it my way!

Sep 12, 2023 1:57:16 PM Me

Its the Maven one above 😊

Sep 12, 2023 1:59:54 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +13014089785

Didn't get that.

Sep 12, 2023 2:00:29 PM Me

Meant mavex https://mavex.ai/

Sep 12, 2023 2:03:33 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 9 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

I didn't get most of your links. It's weird. Mercury Retrograde! 🤪 Maybe you could just send a document with all the links in it. Would that be easier?

Sep 12, 2023 4:13:25 PM Me

I could do that. Actually I'll share a google doc with you and keep adding to it

Sep 12, 2023 4:15:08 PM Me

Just done with mowing the lawn. I am exhausted, Covid still keeping me low energy. I'm usually "up" but dragging like droopy dog

Sep 12, 2023 4:15:28 PM Me

Do you have google apps on your phone?

Sep 12, 2023 4:15:52 PM Me

We could try chatting there, let me know

Sep 12, 2023 4:19:01 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes) +13014089785

What's Google apps? Do you mean Docs? Maps, etc? I have all those.

Sep 12, 2023 4:20:37 PM (Read by you after 24 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry you're so tired - definitely don't overdo it! You'll set yourself back! I learned that the hard way when I got covid. Try to do too much too soon and you really wreck yourself. Just take it easy! On my way to the new moon sound bath!! 😁 I soooo need it!

Sep 12, 2023 4:21:35 PM Me

I just emailed you a link to join a private space chat

Sep 12, 2023 4:21:41 PM Me

Google Chat

Sep 12, 2023 4:22:16 PM Me

I'll admit that I'm jealous of the sound bath

Sep 13, 2023 8:41:45 AM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you have a wonderful day!

Sep 13, 2023 8:46:38 AM Me

Good morning to you 😘

Sep 13, 2023 8:46:53 AM Me

Rainy here and just woke up

Sep 13, 2023 8:47:24 AM Me

Sleepy head over here

Sep 13, 2023 8:47:44 AM Me

I wish you a wonderful and productive day 😘😘

Sep 13, 2023 10:18:38 AM Me

I am missing you ❤️

Sep 13, 2023 10:38:27 AM Me

Hope tattoo appt is fun and you ❤️ the results

Sep 13, 2023 11:40:12 AM (Read by you after 5 minutes, 14 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there!! Been watching shadow work videos whole time. It's looking really good. I'll be sure to get pics before she bandages it. Probably have 2 hrs left.

Sep 13, 2023 11:45:46 AM Me

Ah, cool. Thx for update 😊

Sep 13, 2023 12:42:34 PM (Read by you after 9 seconds) +13014089785

Sep 13, 2023 12:42:49 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Almost done.

Sep 13, 2023 12:43:07 PM Me

Looks AMAZING

Sep 13, 2023 1:59:55 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Lomo Saltado

Sep 13, 2023 7:19:47 PM Me

Hi, going to call in a few mins in case you want to run to bathroom 😊

Sep 13, 2023 7:20:13 PM (Read by you after 11 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Give me 10!

Sep 13, 2023 7:31:36 PM Me

k

Sep 13, 2023 7:31:38 PM Me

https://northern-account-de2.notion.site/AI-Resources-List-5e992ba51f294190a21c6af8042c2f2c?pvs=4

Sep 13, 2023 8:36:04 PM Me

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-art-bell-archive/id1679032756?i=1000627737388

Sep 13, 2023 8:37:05 PM Me

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/art-bell-tape-vault/id1611966186?i=1000612032680

Sep 14, 2023 7:18:16 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous! I hope you're feeling great this morning and are ready to take on the day. I'm feeling almost human. 😘😘😘

Sep 14, 2023 7:23:53 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you have the best day! Feeling much better today! Yay! 😁

Sep 14, 2023 8:31:49 AM Me

I'm SO glad to hear you feel better today!! I'm feeling that you've turned a corner mentally and are now on the other side. The magnitude of what you're needing to do is what you've been reacting to—which is totally normal. The fight or flight feeling is real when facing that—been there done that—and can support you 1000% When dealing with that mentality. Let me know if I can help in any way

Sep 14, 2023 8:34:38 AM Me

Just saw this and thought of you. https://open.substack.com/pub/on/p/internet-for-writers?r=at1m5&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email

Sep 14, 2023 8:47:27 AM Me

Also, when you said to me "want to drive around the country?" This is the vehicle I've seen people at campgrounds in the southwest with. Looks amazing. https://uncrate.com/2024-airstream-interstate-19x-adventure-van

Sep 14, 2023 8:48:22 AM Me

Has solar, and looks like could go off grid.

Sep 14, 2023 9:16:28 AM Me

Here it is on Airstreams site: https://www.airstream.com/touring-coaches/interstate-19x/

Sep 14, 2023 11:20:44 AM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 37 seconds) +13014089785

It is sweet but soooo expensive! 200K is a lot for a van! 😬 But I agree, it is sweet.

Sep 14, 2023 1:07:04 PM Me

If one were to go on the road full time, sans traditional stationary dwelling, its makes total sense. Only need a parking spot anywhere—and if you DID want to have a home base/city that's doable as well. I think of all the places I've never been inside the US alone (Badlands in Dakotas for me, Montana)

Sep 14, 2023 5:44:58 PM Me

New why files tonight. Hope your dinner is going well 😘

Sep 14, 2023 8:15:04 PM Me

Calling in 5 ok?

Sep 14, 2023 8:15:34 PM Me

Won't keep you up late 😘

Sep 14, 2023 8:24:20 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Just got in the bath! Call away! 😊

Sep 14, 2023 8:24:33 PM Me

K one min

Sep 14, 2023 9:04:18 PM (Read by you after 26 seconds) +13014089785

https://youtu.be/YcR6FB0u6SY?si=JAc1BWFrDNvjkeeu

Sep 14, 2023 9:11:53 PM Me

Sep 15, 2023 8:36:54 AM Me

Good morning ☀️ Hope you're having a good wake-up and feel productive. Here's a great album you've likely not listened to in forever. https://spotify.link/3Ojz9mGf7Cb Couldn't resist the kitty meme😍😘😘

Sep 15, 2023 8:37:51 AM Me

The album is great for getting stuff done around the house. At least for me 🤣

Sep 15, 2023 10:59:03 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

I think I'm missing some texts. All I got is the one talking about an album being good for getting stuff done. What album? 😊

Sep 15, 2023 11:01:45 AM Me

Sep 15, 2023 11:02:08 AM Me

Good morning ☀️ Hope you're having a good wake-up and feel productive. Here's a great album you've likely not listened to in forever. https://spotify.link/3Ojz9mGf7Cb Couldn't resist the kitty meme😍😘😘

Sep 15, 2023 11:02:57 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

Ahhhh! Thank you!! ❤️

Sep 15, 2023 11:05:00 AM (Read by you after 45 minutes, 45 seconds) +13014089785

Sep 15, 2023 11:51:11 AM Me

Maybe I should just use Google chat 💬 yeah?

Sep 15, 2023 12:07:11 PM Me

Going on a good walk. Biggest since being sick 😷 I'll let you know how it goes

Sep 15, 2023 12:27:47 PM (Read by you after 4 hours, 30 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Have a good walk! 😊

Sep 15, 2023 4:55:18 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

How are you doing?

Sep 15, 2023 4:55:23 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 43 seconds) +13014089785

Wanna chat?

Sep 15, 2023 4:58:47 PM Me

Going to the store (with 😷) to get munchies

Sep 15, 2023 4:58:56 PM Me

When I get back?

Sep 15, 2023 4:59:22 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 4 seconds) +13014089785

Absolutely!! 😊

Sep 15, 2023 6:08:28 PM Me

Back and going to get set

Sep 15, 2023 6:54:45 PM (Read by you after 13 seconds) +13014089785

No worries. Call whenever you're ready. I'm feeling very zen today. Got some "hard stuff" items partialy checked off my list today. Tonight been watching some good videos on goal setting, manifestation, etc. Good stuff.

Sep 15, 2023 6:55:35 PM Me

Calling in a few. Got sucked into why files

Sep 15, 2023 7:06:14 PM Me

Calling

Sep 15, 2023 7:49:02 PM Me

https://www.notion.so/5e992ba51f294190a21c6af8042c2f2c

Sep 15, 2023 8:56:31 PM Me

https://maps.app.goo.gl/gGvfKZqMsVpDmvBf7?g_st=i

Sep 16, 2023 8:11:23 AM Me

Good morning 😘

Sep 16, 2023 8:12:19 AM Me

Missing you, but wishing you a happy and productive day ahead 💕❤️💕❤️💕

Sep 16, 2023 9:23:03 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 28 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you have a great day! I'll be hanging out with my sister all day! 😁

Sep 16, 2023 10:51:23 AM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +13014089785

Hope you have a wonderful day too! 😘

Sep 16, 2023 10:52:36 AM Me

Thanks 😊 About to go on a run. First since 9 days ago 😜 Then hot shower and chill

Sep 16, 2023 10:52:59 AM Me

Hope you're having a great time with your sister today😁

Sep 16, 2023 10:57:22 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 49 seconds) +13014089785

Seeing her in a couple hours. About to jump in the shower to get ready

Sep 16, 2023 12:04:27 PM Me

Cool! Just back from run. Made me want to go home and hermit some more 😂

Sep 16, 2023 1:13:52 PM (Read by you after 36 seconds) +13014089785

Take it easy!! 🥵

Sep 16, 2023 1:14:43 PM Me

😘

Sep 16, 2023 4:04:37 PM Me

https://www.instagram.com/p/CxOX6tvvd1J/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Sep 16, 2023 4:32:14 PM (Read by you after 47 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

❤️❤️❤️

Sep 16, 2023 6:14:39 PM Me

I'm home 🏠 Tested positive again today Watching why files and having tacos

Sep 16, 2023 6:38:46 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Resin fun with my sister!!

Sep 16, 2023 6:40:00 PM +13014089785

That sucks that you're still popping positive. Take it easy and get yourself well!! 😊

Sep 17, 2023 9:09:36 AM Me

Good morning 😘

Sep 17, 2023 9:10:05 AM Me

I went to sleep early last night. Slept a lot

Sep 17, 2023 9:10:28 AM Me

Hope you're doing well and have a great day today ☺️

Sep 17, 2023 9:47:35 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning handsome! I figured you went to bed early. I did not. We stayed up late talking and then I passed out when I got home. Just waking up in time for a shower before my psychic circle zoom at noon. Then thesis advisor zoom at 3pm. Wanna chat after that last meeting? Would probably be more like 6pm your time. How are you feeling today?

Sep 17, 2023 9:52:25 AM Me

Hi— I SO love that happy Sunday graphic. I feel the pug, and so miss the ocean behind him. I was thinking about getting back to the west coast vibe in a month—something inside me needs the chill of California. You have a busy day and sounds fun. I would definitely like to chat later today. 😊 I'm feeling ok, still have some of it in my sinuses—dont feel bad physically, its more psychological as I'm on day 10 of staying inside. Its sunny and nice out—today would be a great day to go up to the Adirondacks and hike—but dont have the juice. About to meditate and then some computer time. I look forward to talking later 😘

Sep 17, 2023 9:55:51 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 52 seconds) +13014089785

I thought you'd like that graphic! 😊 We'll chat later! Have an awesome day!! 😊 😘 🤗

Sep 17, 2023 9:58:48 AM Me

You too!

Sep 17, 2023 12:43:41 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 4 seconds) +13014089785

First Psychic Circle was AMAZING! So stoked to be a part of this group. She challenged us to create our own local groups to expand and grow not only our own abilities but to encourage others to develop and connect with theirs as well. The more people get connected to Source, the better for everyone in the collective.

Sep 17, 2023 4:15:05 PM Me

Sep 17, 2023 8:48:44 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

Just got home from my sister's place. You still up?

Sep 17, 2023 8:53:31 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

Resin items turned out pretty good considering it was my first time doing that. It was fun and I'm now hooked. I'll be making more stuff in the future. Hope you had a good night and you get lots of good sleep tonight. Sweet dreams! 😘

Sep 17, 2023 9:26:49 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

Pink pineapple! 😊

Sep 18, 2023 7:59:44 AM Me

Hi good morning 😘 hope you have a great day!

Sep 18, 2023 8:39:55 AM Me

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CxSrlJOs5CC/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Sep 18, 2023 8:46:24 AM Me

Sep 18, 2023 9:43:45 AM (Read by you after 24 minutes, 47 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! 😊 I hope you have the best day! How are you feeling?

Sep 18, 2023 10:09:16 AM Me

Hi! I'm actually feeling a bit more human today. Dont feel like I have the cold in my head, just the glue coming out of my head now 😊

Sep 18, 2023 10:56:36 AM (Read by you after 28 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

Glad to hear you're feeling better! 😊

Sep 18, 2023 11:25:40 AM Me

Just had the potential new client call. The 2 guys I was talking to were really nice and seemed interested in getting back to me so we'll see. 😊

Sep 18, 2023 11:26:03 AM Me

Also video replies walking people through my projects for a few recruiters 😉

Sep 18, 2023 11:48:26 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

That's awesome! 😊

Sep 18, 2023 12:18:41 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 33 seconds) +13014089785

Forgot to send these the other day when I was out at my step-dad's. Deer family visited while I was there.

Sep 18, 2023 2:02:32 PM Me

Love the photos.

Sep 18, 2023 10:15:13 PM Me

Hi 👋 you at home?

Sep 19, 2023 6:31:53 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 40 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. Sorry. Been going through some stuff and in total hermit mode. Hope you're feeling better today. 😊

Sep 19, 2023 8:59:53 AM Me

Hi 👋 good morning 😘

Sep 19, 2023 9:00:23 AM Me

I just woke up a few mins ago. Feeling almost 100%

Sep 19, 2023 9:02:27 AM Me

Really curious how you are doing today

Sep 19, 2023 9:02:46 AM Me

Let me know when you can. Thinking of you 😘😘😘

Sep 19, 2023 11:07:44 AM Me

Hi, just checking in again. All good over here, but want to know you are doing ok. Thinking of you 😘

Sep 19, 2023 1:24:02 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 13 seconds) +13014089785

I'm doing okay. Better than yesterday. Thank you for the good feelings and vibes- much needed. Just being hit by some old stuff I thought I was long over. I think before I leave Iowa, I'm just being forced to release lots of old stuff so I'm fully ready for this new adventure. Definitely see how this is all going to be all worth it in the end. But as I'm going through it, I've just gotta take some time for myself. But please don't worry for my safety. I'm not suicidal - just lots of crying and releasing. Sending you lots of love back. ❤️

Sep 19, 2023 1:45:30 PM Me

Heidi, thank you for sharing and being so open about your experience. I want to acknowledge and thank you for that. ☺️ I'll share that I know what you describe. Facing uncomfortable feelings, processing, and releasing is HARD work. 😓 I want you to know that I'm here for you and will support you however I can. The way I'll support you now is to know that you're going through deep work, that you're safe, and that I'll stand by and let you be. I'm here whenever you reach out. 😘 I care for and about you, be well Heidi ❤️ Bert

Sep 19, 2023 1:46:12 PM Me

😘

Sep 19, 2023 2:42:16 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 25 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Means a lot that you understand. I love you too. ❤️

Sep 19, 2023 9:08:30 PM Me

Just wanted to wish you a good night 😴 Sweet dreams to you Heidi 💤🌙

Sep 19, 2023 9:08:39 PM Me

❤️😘

Sep 19, 2023 9:20:39 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 53 minutes, 35 seconds) +13014089785

❤

Sep 19, 2023 9:20:41 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 53 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

To you as well!

Sep 20, 2023 7:20:48 AM Me

❤️😘❤️

Sep 20, 2023 7:21:59 AM Me

A horse? 🤣

Sep 20, 2023 8:36:32 AM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

🤣🤣🤣

Sep 20, 2023 8:37:10 AM Me

Hope you have a great day! I had a great interview this morning 😊

Sep 20, 2023 8:37:20 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! I hope you had a good night!

Sep 20, 2023 8:37:36 AM +13014089785

Awesome!

Sep 20, 2023 8:38:21 AM Me

Feeling totally healthy again. No sick in me today—finally!!

Sep 20, 2023 8:38:29 AM Me

2 weeks, ugh

Sep 20, 2023 8:38:39 AM (Read by you after 47 minutes) +13014089785

I've got a packed day - lots to do! Thankfully, I'm not a weepy mess today. I'll give you a call later today.

Sep 20, 2023 8:39:15 AM (Read by you after 46 minutes, 24 seconds) +13014089785

Glad to hear you've turned the corner with covid!

Sep 20, 2023 9:25:56 AM Me

Genius. — Danish artist ordered to repay museum after delivering blank canvases

Sep 20, 2023 9:25:56 AM Me

https://www.npr.org/2023/09/18/1200192209/danish-artist-jens-haaning-blank-canvases-ordered-to-repay-loan-kunsten?ft=nprml&f=191676894

Sep 20, 2023 12:04:49 PM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

I don't see that guy getting many commissions after this stunt. He really screwed himself. 🙄

Sep 20, 2023 12:20:58 PM (Read by you after 42 minutes) +13014089785

A really helpful meditation I discovered today and less than 8 mins long - bonus! https://youtu.be/nVZPWnsgJvo?si=d9Yqy9ph2AJRRlIS

Sep 20, 2023 1:04:00 PM Me

I thought the art stunt was brilliantly titled 🤣🤣 And thank you for the mediation 😁

Sep 20, 2023 1:28:24 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 37 minutes, 17 seconds) +13014089785

Clever title but a total dick move.

Sep 20, 2023 1:28:32 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 37 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

You're welcome!

Sep 20, 2023 1:29:39 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 36 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

His stunt would've been so much better if it had been a commissioned piece for a rich asshole but to do it to a small museum - total asshole. He deserved to lose that case.

Sep 20, 2023 3:07:54 PM Me

I hear you on that—the small museum vs the billionaire asshat. Makes total sense. I'm around later if you want to call. Please feel no pressure—I want you to take the time you need. 😘

Sep 20, 2023 3:16:11 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! 😊

Sep 20, 2023 3:16:33 PM Me

😘

Sep 20, 2023 8:48:48 PM Me

good night. I'll leave you with this...

Sep 20, 2023 8:48:57 PM Me

❤️😘

Sep 20, 2023 8:49:00 PM Me

https://youtu.be/v54begBp3pE?si=RCVBmcUxcwrl8YKa

Sep 21, 2023 7:01:32 AM Me

Good morning 🌞

Sep 21, 2023 7:02:08 AM Me

Hope you have a great day ahead. Thinking of you ❤️😘

Sep 21, 2023 10:22:51 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 32 minutes, 59 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Hope you have a good day today too! I'm doing hard stuff today - new drivers license! 😊

Sep 21, 2023 11:14:17 AM (Read by you after 41 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

Welp that was a bust. They're only doing star IDs and I need certified copies of marriage certs. What a fucking pain in the ass. So scrambling to get all those docs from NM & NV before next week.

Sep 21, 2023 11:58:35 AM Me

Curve ball ! Agree total PITA. Universe is triggering you to test your patience and emotions. Once your awareness of the stress kicks in, pause and reframe the situation. ❤️😘

Sep 21, 2023 11:59:07 AM Me

Of course you can always tell me to go pound sand. 😂

Sep 21, 2023 7:38:56 PM Me

Hi 👋 heading home soon. Been out with my friend Dale. Played cornhole and lost badly.😜

Sep 21, 2023 7:40:40 PM Me

I'm around if you want to call me later. Been missing you. But I'm also perfectly fine giving you all the time and space you need and would like 😘

Sep 21, 2023 7:58:12 PM (Read by you after 30 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. I'm sorry. I've been wanting to call you all evening but I'm dealing with a depressed teenager tonight. She's supposed to be calling me back any minute. Lots of drama going on. And it sucks that I'm not totally well myself so I'm trying to be the strong, supportive mom to her but I'm also on the verge of a breakdown myself.

Sep 21, 2023 8:05:18 PM Me

Focus on being the best mom. I know you are, I've witnessed it firsthand ☺️ Focus on her. 😊 Then call me later. I'll listen and be there for you. Your shoulder to lean on. Would love to listen to your voice🥰😘

Sep 21, 2023 8:11:33 PM Me

But after being a mom, if you are spent and want to crash and talk another time — I completely understand that, and you should chill and recharge your energy; however works best for you ❤️😘

Sep 21, 2023 8:36:02 PM Me

Just know I'm here for you whenever you want ♥️💕💙💛💚💙💟💞💘💓💟😻💌

Sep 21, 2023 8:37:58 PM Me

As many hearts I could find quickly 😘 Ps. I've raised 3 teens, although lads

Sep 21, 2023 8:39:13 PM Me

Sep 21, 2023 8:40:07 PM Me

At the market and getting ice 🍨 cream. Be Home soon

Sep 22, 2023 7:54:54 AM Me

Good morning 🌞

Sep 22, 2023 7:55:04 AM Me

Hope all is well 😘♥️

Sep 22, 2023 7:59:28 AM Me

Sep 22, 2023 10:00:35 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 25 seconds) +13014089785

This resonated big time. Loads of messages and advice. Crazy. https://youtu.be/hqpFL1NQInc?si=IduOKbkkS-6ipUkX Sending you lots of love. ❤️

Sep 24, 2023 11:05:00 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 57 minutes, 7 seconds) +13014089785

I hope you're doing okay today. Thinking of you and I'm sending you lots of love. ❤️

Sep 24, 2023 11:06:05 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 56 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Watched this and thought you might find it helpful too. https://youtu.be/UqWty9ogrDc?si=yHWUTT2u-W_wm-jg

Sep 25, 2023 6:21:09 AM Me

Writers reach deal with Hollywood studios, agree to end strike

Sep 25, 2023 6:21:09 AM Me

https://www.npr.org/2023/09/24/1200770450/writers-strike-ends

Sep 25, 2023 7:37:10 AM Me

Saw this on NPR this morning and instantaneously thought of you. Hope you are doing well, and thank you for the videos 😁 Had an illuminating weekend and had a major download and shift yesterday 👍 May you be happy, May you be well, May you be peaceful ☺️

Sep 25, 2023 9:23:19 AM (Read by you after 6 hours, 39 minutes, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you for the messages! Happy to hear you're doing good and the downloads/lessons continue for us both. I cried & released a ton yesterday so I'm feeling much lighter and better today, too.

Sep 25, 2023 7:45:36 PM Me

👋

Sep 25, 2023 7:58:16 PM (Read by you after 27 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! I hope you're doing good. I thought I was done with the crying but nope, all day Spirit has been dragging me over the coals. I think I'm all cried out. How have you been? I've been thinking of you. 😊

Sep 25, 2023 7:59:43 PM Me

I had a weekend and today open me up to so much more of what I did not know existed. Blinding lights and big shifts in energy and confidence 🆙 ⬆️ Voices speaking to me in a way that freaked me out at first. Thought I was going bananas 🍌😜 I have a great deal to share with you. I was hoping we'd talk on the phone 📱 so I can have a "safe space" with you as well. Plus the logistics of me going westwards could be drastically different. I found what I would like for my first tattoo ￼

Sep 25, 2023 8:00:09 PM Me

I've been thinking of you too 🥰😘

Sep 25, 2023 8:02:26 PM Me

I met Ezekiel and Metatron They're part of my "team" Ezekiel is my body man

Sep 25, 2023 8:02:45 PM Me

Metatron 🤯

Sep 25, 2023 8:02:59 PM +13014089785

Oh my god!! That is fucking amazing!

Sep 25, 2023 8:03:11 PM Me

Talks to me like I'm his friend.

Sep 25, 2023 8:03:16 PM +13014089785

Let's chat!

Sep 25, 2023 8:03:41 PM Me

Can I call you later?

Sep 25, 2023 8:03:46 PM Me

How about in a little bit

Sep 25, 2023 8:04:01 PM +13014089785

Absolutely

Sep 25, 2023 8:04:03 PM Me

Pizza 🍕 in oven 😁

Sep 25, 2023 8:04:29 PM Me

Want to stuff my face and can't talk at same time

Sep 25, 2023 8:04:39 PM Me

😝

Sep 25, 2023 8:05:13 PM +13014089785

Call when you've sufficiently stuffed your face! 😆

Sep 25, 2023 8:05:44 PM Me

Hahaha

Sep 25, 2023 8:23:31 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Jumping in the bath for meditation. Call you after?

Sep 25, 2023 8:23:54 PM Me

Ok, perfect 😘

Sep 25, 2023 10:06:08 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 25 minutes, 58 seconds) +13014089785

You still up? I went into some more purging & cleansing.

Sep 25, 2023 10:06:38 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 25 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

But I feel like I've turned an important corner.

Sep 25, 2023 10:25:04 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 7 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Just tried you and no answer. I'm guessing you went to sleep. Sorry I missed you. I hope you have a good night & the healing & growth keeps going for you.

Sep 26, 2023 7:33:25 AM Me

Hi, I fell asleep 😴 watching YouTube. Maybe we can connect tonight? Hope you have a great day today.

Sep 26, 2023 9:16:51 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 38 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Tonight works! You have a great day too! 😊

Sep 27, 2023 10:18:45 AM Me

Hi, I was around last night wondering who was contacting who while streaming vids and fell asleep. Night before was up most of the night with back spasms and having a hard time breathing because of bruise location. More transformations on my end. The connection to Metatron is 🤯 I hope you are doing well. I miss you 🥰

Sep 27, 2023 2:31:36 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 7 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there! It's crazy but I've been going through lots of physical symptoms too on top of the brutal ego deaths. New ADHD medication side effects (nausea being the big one), period pain, headaches, etc. It's been a lot. But I think I'm finally coming out the other side. Still not 100% but feeling better than yesterday for sure. That makes me so happy that you're having all these transformative experiences and you're meeting your guides. It's so life changing. Can't wait to hear more about it. Call me later tonight. I'm finally leaving my apartment after being holed up since last week - I need groceries bad. FYI - I miss you too. 😊 ❤️

Sep 27, 2023 2:42:04 PM Me

❤️

Sep 27, 2023 2:43:18 PM Me

I'll call you later and text you to give a heads up Looking forward to hearing your voice 😘

Sep 27, 2023 2:44:54 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 3 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Same! Sounds good!

Sep 27, 2023 4:23:51 PM Me

Are you really fluent?

Sep 27, 2023 4:26:21 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

Ha!! When it comes to devious 8 year olds or stubborn teens? Absolutely. I will use reverse psychology every time! 😆

Sep 27, 2023 4:46:50 PM Me

😂

Sep 27, 2023 4:46:57 PM Me

Love it

Sep 27, 2023 9:23:50 PM Me

Sep 27, 2023 9:25:41 PM Me

Hanging out with my friends right now. My brother in white hat, and best buddy Dale in red

Sep 27, 2023 9:26:31 PM Me

Heading home soon

Sep 27, 2023 9:54:18 PM (Read by you after 53 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. Have a good time!

Sep 27, 2023 10:47:55 PM Me

👋

Sep 27, 2023 10:53:42 PM Me

I'm minutes away from heading back to apt. My friend Dale whose house we're at is not feeling well. Just helped him upstairs and now turning off lights and locking up. I have keys 🔑 so I can lock him in and head home knowing he's all good. Everyone who was here was adamant that I made sure he was in bed and everything was good.👍 Easy peasy for me — I've known him since kindergarten, so 49years. I think he qualifies as an OG Homie!! 🤣🤣 Seriously though I should be back in the apartment inside of 1015 minutes. I'll text you again when I'm ready to call. I hope you're home and ready for my call, I really miss you ❤️

Sep 27, 2023 10:58:49 PM Me

As an aside, I'll let you know I asked Metatron for help handling this situation. It made my fucking arms shake like crazy when I asked to connect. It is totally out of my control, for real. It freaked me the fuck out. But then I realized what was going on and relaxed into it, almost like you're learning to ride waves in the surf. And then it was weird because suddenly, the vibrations made sense inside my head. It was like communication and a giant download all at once. I didn't have to parse the minutia. It was instant understanding.

Sep 27, 2023 10:59:18 PM Me

🤯

Sep 27, 2023 10:59:58 PM Me

Ok I'm still at Dale's, and right now I am going to check on him one last time. Make sure he is OK and then lock up and drive home. It's literally less than five minutes away from here by car.

Sep 27, 2023 11:02:38 PM Me

I will let you know when I get inside my apartment

Sep 27, 2023 11:02:47 PM Me

🥰♥️😘

Sep 27, 2023 11:11:41 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

I'm still up for a little while longer but I can't talk long. I haven't been sleeping - new ADHD med causing wicked insomnia. But do want to chat for a little while. 😊

Sep 27, 2023 11:12:00 PM Me

Ok

Sep 27, 2023 11:12:29 PM Me

I won't be slow. Almost out the door

Sep 27, 2023 11:12:41 PM Me

🙏♥️

Sep 27, 2023 11:28:58 PM Me

Just parked at home

Sep 27, 2023 11:31:45 PM Me

In the apartment

Sep 27, 2023 11:32:04 PM Me

Let me know when you're ready, I'm ready to call whenever you're set

Sep 27, 2023 11:35:14 PM Me

Sep 28, 2023 12:23:38 AM Me

Right when we hung up I saw this on my phone ☎️

Sep 28, 2023 12:44:44 AM Me

Totally feeling this

Sep 28, 2023 1:50:59 AM Me

🥰♥️😘

Sep 28, 2023 1:53:53 AM Me

Just off to sleep 🌙 Been wath videos 😁 Hopefully I can Find my way into your dreams 🥰😻💌

Sep 28, 2023 8:16:24 AM Me

If its possible I would love to talk with you at a reasonable hour? 😊 I can't thank you enough for staying awake to connect. Still have lots to share as I'm sure you do. 😘

Sep 28, 2023 8:17:14 AM Me

Good morning. I hope you are feeling well and are ready to take on the day! Sending you lots of good vibes and plenty of love ❤️

Sep 28, 2023 8:23:49 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning. I'm already having a day as my overnight package to NM never made it so won't be getting my drivers license today either.

Sep 28, 2023 8:24:29 AM +13014089785

Just struggling a lot already.

Sep 28, 2023 8:24:45 AM Me

Oy, sorry to hear that.

Sep 28, 2023 8:27:15 AM Me

If you want to vent and have someone listen with an open heart and mind I am here for you 1000% ☺️

Sep 28, 2023 8:28:51 AM Me

Text or talk I'm around if you want to decompress. I wish I could give you a massage to help you relax

Sep 28, 2023 8:29:27 AM Me

Hey remember YOU GOT THIS ❤️❤️❤️

Sep 28, 2023 8:38:04 AM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you. Just stressing over the millions of things I've got to accomplish in such a short time. I know I'll get it all done. Just wish I wasn't hitting so many roadblocks and things going wrong. Just wish things would go right for once.

Sep 28, 2023 8:43:02 AM Me

I SO know what you're saying. I feel the same way with roadblocks. It always makes me think WTF?!? Give me a break universe, please 🙏

Sep 28, 2023 8:43:13 AM +13014089785

I was crying because the NM County office never got my overnight package with the documents request but now I'm crying because the clerk I talked to just emailed me back saying she's sending me the docs free of charge and apologized to me for the post office screwing up. So now I'm crying because she was so kind.

Sep 28, 2023 8:43:48 AM Me

OMG 😳 that is so nice to hear

Sep 28, 2023 8:44:17 AM +13014089785

I seriously was like, please God, help me out here.

Sep 28, 2023 8:44:54 AM Me

You were answered! How cool is that!!!

Sep 28, 2023 8:45:37 AM Me

Think about how amazing that is 😁

Sep 28, 2023 9:00:56 AM (Read by you after 42 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

It is. Really felt like she turned my day around for me.

Sep 28, 2023 9:44:15 AM Me

😊

Sep 28, 2023 4:38:37 PM Me

Hi 👋 There's a new why files debuting at 9pm EST You around later? I'm at home tonight so call can be early 😊

Sep 28, 2023 4:41:56 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Currently out running errands but yep, I'll be around later. 😊

Sep 28, 2023 4:54:23 PM Me

Cool 😎😘

Sep 28, 2023 5:11:30 PM Me

I just saw this in email and it said send this to Heidi, she may benefit from reading it. I remember you telling me you felt like everything was going wrong/falling apart. With love and affection 😘 https://bit.ly/3t5RcQi

Sep 28, 2023 7:26:46 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

I'm home! Call whenever! I just started Knock At The Cabin.

Sep 28, 2023 7:27:08 PM Me

ok, will call you soon watching teh why files 😊

Sep 28, 2023 8:56:20 PM Me

Hi

Sep 28, 2023 8:56:28 PM Me

Going to call, ok?

Sep 28, 2023 10:47:51 PM Me

About to nod off and want you to know that I'm grateful you've come into my life. You are very special to me. ❤️ I'm around online all day tomorrow if you need anything. 🥰 Be well and know you have a place in my heart 💕😘

Sep 29, 2023 6:33:43 AM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 13 seconds) +13014089785

I'm glad you're in my life too. And you definitely have a special place in my heart as well. I hope you have the best day. Talk to you tomorrow. ❤️

Sep 29, 2023 5:43:05 PM Me

I like the laying in bed and reading stories to one another

Sep 29, 2023 6:30:12 PM Me

Having an uncomfortable evening. Feeling my depression lurking about. A "nothing really matters" mindset has arrived. I was out with my parents and brother for a bit, and my brother wanted to go out and "hit the town" afterwards but i said Id rather go home. He was surprised and stunned. It was 8pm on a Saturday night and I want to hide from the world. Incredibly negative energy and vibe in and around me. I don't matter is dominating my mind. Sux

Sep 29, 2023 6:32:31 PM Me

Enormous feeling of worthlessness

Sep 29, 2023 6:33:58 PM Me

Sometimes it feels like this is my life ahead and can't shake it off

Sep 29, 2023 7:24:29 PM Me

Okay. Better now. Feeling grounded and grateful. ☺️ Meditation is medicine 💊

Sep 29, 2023 7:25:30 PM Me

Hope this evenings sound bath went splendidly.

Sep 29, 2023 7:49:56 PM (Read by you after 40 minutes, 37 seconds) +13014089785

I just got home from the soundbath. Was a good one and much needed!! Found out I've been without insurance since my divorce was final. So yeah that sucks. Gotta get to Omaha on Monday as that's the nearest Air Force Base to get that fixed and figured out. This full moon's energies are off the charts so there's a lot being processed and released by everyone. Everyone is feeling it. You're not alone. I was feeling all those same things all weekend long. But I cried it all out and got rid of a lot of old crap. I mean just thinking about getting the news about the insurance thing - if I'd found that out last week, I know I wouldn't have handled it well. Today it threw me for a loop but I'm like okay, this is my reality, how do I fix this and handle this? I can do this. I've got this. It's not the end of the world. Seriously, this kind of thing would've probably put me over the edge just a few days ago. Today? I freaked out for 10 mins and then shook it off and handled business. It's like night and day. I feel like something significant shifted in me. You wanna chat in a bit?

Sep 29, 2023 9:17:20 PM (Read by you after 10 seconds) +13014089785

I'm exhausted, so I'm going to bed now but we'll chat tomorrow after I get done at my step-dad's place. Say around 6pm your time? Hope you had a better night and you get some good rest tonight. Sending you lots of love & light! 😊

Sep 29, 2023 9:19:43 PM Me

Hi, just saw your texts. Thanks for replying!!! I'm in a MUCH better head space now that I've been back alone for a few hours. I'm SO happy your sound bath was rewarding and the crazy off-key singing lady wasn't there 🤣🤣 Bummer we dint get to talk, but I'll look forward to tomorrow night. Thank you for the love and light. I ❤️ having you in my life. Good night gorgeous 😘

Sep 30, 2023 7:48:15 AM Me

Hi 👋 Hope your night was restful and rejuvenating 😁 Rainy here, sitting inside doing some art 🖼️ and packing. Looking forward to connecting tonight 💕

Sep 30, 2023 8:21:27 AM (Read by you after 22 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! I ended up falling asleep watching The Why Files! 😁 So I watched the Plum Island episode and the UK UFO one. Both good! Just waking up after snoozing through all my alarms. Hope you have a great day! Talk to you tonight. 😊

Sep 30, 2023 4:16:46 PM Me

What’s the name of that great bbq place we went to?

Sep 30, 2023 4:43:13 PM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 21 seconds) +13014089785

It's called Smokey D's BBQ. Still hanging at my step-dad's place. Call you on my way home?

Sep 30, 2023 4:53:08 PM Me

I'm out at soccer ⚽️ game with Dale. About to start at 7. I'll let you know when I'm on my way home 😘 who knows you may not be on the road yet 😜

Sep 30, 2023 4:54:30 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 1 second) +13014089785

Okay. No worries. We'll try later tonight. Have a fun time! 😊

Sep 30, 2023 4:56:49 PM Me

Wouldn't miss you for anything

Sep 30, 2023 8:19:32 PM Me

Hellllooooo 😝

Sep 30, 2023 8:19:50 PM Me

I am on my way home right now. Let me know where you're at in terms of calling.

Sep 30, 2023 8:25:54 PM Me

I'm home

Sep 30, 2023 8:26:14 PM Me

Maybe you're driving home?

Sep 30, 2023 8:26:37 PM Me

Or in the bath 🛀

Sep 30, 2023 9:31:40 PM +13014089785

Hey there! I'm home but doing some distance reiki for a friend who's in pain. I'll text you when I'm done. You still up?

Sep 30, 2023 9:32:34 PM Me

Yep

Sep 30, 2023 9:32:40 PM Me

im here

Sep 30, 2023 9:32:52 PM Me

Been waiting around 😘

Sep 30, 2023 9:33:07 PM Me

I'll be here, text when your done

Sep 30, 2023 9:43:03 PM +13014089785

Okay. I'm done. Wanna chat?

Sep 30, 2023 9:46:19 PM Me

Just missed ya

Oct 01, 2023 1:01:26 AM Me

Weirdly still awake. Wishing you a restful sleep and the sweetest of dreams. 😘

Oct 01, 2023 7:16:05 AM Me

And woke up 45 mins ago. Past 2 days with short sleep and unsure why. 🤔 Hope today is powerful and productive for you 😘

Oct 01, 2023 7:30:42 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 4 minutes, 32 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! 😊 I had trouble sleeping too. Energies are still strong, so it's to be expected. I hope you have an awesome day too!

Oct 01, 2023 8:37:12 AM Me

We “follow an odd logic that somehow works.” 😂❤️😘

Oct 01, 2023 8:50:15 AM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 51 seconds) +13014089785

https://youtu.be/0tTOQT4HhXI?si=Jo-5kQX-8DYIfDcD

Oct 01, 2023 10:46:26 AM Me

I SO LOVE THIS Where did you find it? And are you going to do it?

Oct 01, 2023 11:09:27 AM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +13014089785

I'm going to try to do it once I get to CA. Until then, I'm not going to worry about it. But I love the idea of it and thought you would too. I'm like knee deep in life stuff so probably not going to reach out today.. I think I've lapsed and started spreading myself too thin again so let's chat tomorrow night maybe? Does that work for you? I'll be done with that big life hiccup - fixing my health insurance - and I'll be in a better headspace then too. Have the best Sunday! 😊

Oct 01, 2023 11:10:06 AM +13014089785

This one is so cool too!! https://youtu.be/BAO6MD7Qc44?si=RLMaODR8WkBZu6rm

Oct 01, 2023 11:10:44 AM +13014089785

This guy is my new hero. Love his vibe and the way he approaches life.

Oct 01, 2023 11:13:52 AM Me

Yes, I love the project and already signed up. 😁 Sure we can talk tomorrow. I know you have other calls today and the adulting so agree you don't want to deplete yourself 🪫☺️ However if you want to talk later I'll be around. You never know what the day will bring and I hope it's friction free for insurance and enjoyable conversations ❤️💕😘

Oct 01, 2023 11:41:30 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 6 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Have an awesome Sunday! 😘

Oct 01, 2023 11:44:39 AM Me

I read this and thought of you. You certainly do. Your smile is beautiful in every way possible—there is genuine kindness, love and compassion. ❤️💜❤️💜❤️ Safe travels driving today, I think spirit is alongside you today too 😘 Be well beautiful 😻

Oct 01, 2023 11:46:23 AM +13014089785

😊 awww. Thank you. ❤️

Oct 01, 2023 11:48:35 AM Me

You are welcome and worthy of that and so much love, respect, and support.

Oct 01, 2023 11:56:39 AM Me

Just came out of a third eye 👁️ meditation and it was fantastic Tingles, colors (eyes closed), and a deep relaxation in my mind. And things look technicolor.

Oct 01, 2023 11:58:17 AM Me

This was the meditation I did. Meditation itself starts at 3:30 in.

Oct 01, 2023 11:58:17 AM Me

https://youtu.be/UVZk0YkAkxw?si=H6_3-TsIvAkycioG

Oct 01, 2023 12:04:34 PM Me

Liked “https://youtu.be/BAO6MD7Qc44?si=RLMaODR8WkBZu6rm”

Oct 01, 2023 8:32:11 PM Me

I hope you were able to sort out insurance today. ☺️ and that you had enough time to talk with your friends while driving. I had a amazing day of stuff. Did the third eye meditation and another later in the day. Was also listening to "third eye 👁️ tones" in headphones while painting 🖼️ went on a hike solo and was pretty much a day all by myself.

Oct 01, 2023 8:33:28 PM Me

Wishing you a very restful night of sleep 😴. Sending love 💕 and hugs 🥰 Sweet dreams gorgeous 😘😘

Oct 02, 2023 6:12:17 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘 Hope you have a great day ahead. I love todays co-star ❤️

Oct 02, 2023 6:43:17 AM (Read by you after 37 seconds) +13014089785

I love it too! Good morning to you too. I'm going to the base today to take care of the insurance stuff. Wish me luck!! 😊

Oct 02, 2023 6:46:47 AM Me

I'm about to meditate and will focus on you and send you good mojo for the day. ❤️😘 Let me know how things go later today. 😊

Oct 02, 2023 6:48:19 AM Me

I'm planning and packing a bit today. Unsure of exactly when I'll depart NY, but I'll be moving come hell or high water by the 15th

Oct 02, 2023 7:35:42 AM Me

This was a great meditation for this morning

Oct 02, 2023 7:35:42 AM Me

https://insig.ht/5WquUMIozDb

Oct 02, 2023 7:37:17 AM Me

Davidji is the teacher. To me he's one of the best.

Oct 02, 2023 12:08:51 PM (Read by you after 56 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Good afternoon! Had a slowwwww morning. Just got to base. So far so good. I'm waiting to be seen now. Meditation sounds great. Did you send it? I didn't get it. I've been releasing so much stuck energy over the past few days. It's crazy. We'll have to chat later all about it.

Oct 02, 2023 1:05:54 PM Me

Weird here's the meditation again: https://insig.ht/5WquUMIozDb

Oct 02, 2023 10:34:22 PM (Read by you after 6 hours, 32 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

I hope you're okay. Did you get my last text? It was a long day so, I'm off to bed. Maybe we try to catch up tomorrow? Hope you're having a good night and you get good sleep! 😊

Oct 03, 2023 5:56:15 AM Me

Hi 😊 and good morning to you gorgeous 😘 Not sure if I got your last text. Been tired lately. Didn't get great sleep last week because of bruised ribs from playing alumni soccer game (we won 7-5, and I had 2 assists for goals 😁) So much movement spiritually for me the past week too. Finding myself 😑 in meditation. It's been amazing. I'm around all day on my computer. Would love to talk with you anytime today! ❤️😘

Oct 03, 2023 7:05:07 AM Me

Heard this morning and taking a guess you'd like a listen 😘 Jordan Peele has a new collection of scary stories called 'Out there Screaming'

Oct 03, 2023 7:05:07 AM Me

https://www.npr.org/2023/10/03/1203173381/jordan-peele-has-a-new-collection-of-scary-stories-called-out-there-screaming

Oct 03, 2023 7:49:41 AM Me

Here's an AI tool you might find interesting: https://strut.so/

Oct 03, 2023 10:40:30 AM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you for the link! Having a productive day so far. Woke up with so many cool ideas!! 😎 Hope you're having a great day too!

Oct 03, 2023 10:41:03 AM Me

❤️hearing that!!

Oct 03, 2023 11:47:59 AM Me

https://youtu.be/hPOgtnBs-y4?si=5mamHgG1zwoEOLUs

Oct 03, 2023 11:54:47 AM Me

Just watched and it confirms what we've both have been feeling

Oct 03, 2023 11:55:15 AM Me

And for me, it's sort of reaffirms the idea that we should help each other as much as possible because like she says in the video it's wicked fast

Oct 03, 2023 2:50:51 PM Me

Oct 03, 2023 2:56:02 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 32 minutes, 4 seconds) +13014089785

Love that!! ❤️

Oct 03, 2023 4:29:33 PM Me

would be great to connect later tonight if you're free. Dealing with some unhappy news after doing some adulting—things will be fine, but the xtra stress and headaches of it all are exhausting.

Oct 03, 2023 4:30:55 PM Me

BTW, I was able to get my hands on the large hooga grounding mat!! Going to go meditate and sit on it. I need some grounding about now. Then maybe some painting.

Oct 03, 2023 4:31:24 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 37 seconds) +13014089785

Of course! I've been adulting all day too.

Oct 03, 2023 4:31:50 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 11 seconds) +13014089785

I got someone coming by to see Dolly soon but maybe after that we can chat?

Oct 03, 2023 4:34:12 PM Me

Oh I'm SO EXCITED for Ms. Dolly!! I really hope it works out for her, and you! Make sure you tell her not to complain too much 🤣

Oct 03, 2023 5:08:08 PM Me

Hi, I am on my way up to Dale's to play some darts for a bit. I should be back here by 9 o'clock Eastern.

Oct 03, 2023 5:14:00 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

Okay. Neighbor just left who's going to take Dolly tomorrow!! 😁 Trial basis for now. Fingers crossed!

Oct 03, 2023 5:14:07 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Have fun!

Oct 03, 2023 6:29:04 PM Me

This just showed up on my phone. It has a random display function. I 💕 it 😘

Oct 03, 2023 6:39:24 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 10 seconds) +13014089785

Such a fun day!

Oct 03, 2023 8:14:44 PM Me

It was one of my favorite days of this year.

Oct 03, 2023 8:15:01 PM Me

Rather, it IS…

Oct 03, 2023 8:15:15 PM Me

I just walked into apartment

Oct 03, 2023 8:15:37 PM Me

Want to talk? 15 mins?

Oct 03, 2023 8:19:09 PM Me

Bet you're chilling in the bath 🛁

Oct 03, 2023 8:19:26 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Yes! Just woke up from a nap! 😁

Oct 03, 2023 8:20:03 PM Me

Oh wow. Waking up from a nap at 9:20 PM doesn't throw you off? Will you be able to get back to sleep?

Oct 03, 2023 8:20:25 PM Me

Or will you turn into a vampire? 🧛🦇

Oct 03, 2023 8:20:32 PM Me

🤣

Oct 03, 2023 8:20:52 PM Me

Give you 15?

Oct 03, 2023 8:25:23 PM +13014089785

It wasn't a planned nap! 😁😆🤣

Oct 03, 2023 8:25:44 PM Me

😂

Oct 03, 2023 8:26:10 PM +13014089785

Just watching videos and fell asleep.

Oct 03, 2023 8:26:24 PM +13014089785

Give me 5 mins.

Oct 03, 2023 8:26:50 PM Me

No problem take 10

Oct 03, 2023 8:42:51 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 38 seconds) +13014089785

Sorry. I'm ready! Call whenever! 😊

Oct 03, 2023 8:44:37 PM Me

K one min

Oct 03, 2023 9:29:00 PM Me

https://youtu.be/kIOvBtjFyqA?si=Ounx5-UqnvvkZg04

Oct 04, 2023 7:51:49 AM Me

Good morning gorgeous 😘 About to go online for the day. Just had a 30-minute meditation on grounding mat and it was deep. Finding I can go deeper into the stillness and its shifting me. Coming out of it I feel the shift within— it seems to be repeatable for me 🧘‍♂️ I hope you have an incredibly productive day with little to no roadblocks I'm around all day online so reach out, or call if you like ❤️😘

Oct 04, 2023 8:50:15 AM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Hope you have a great day! 😊

Oct 05, 2023 7:37:25 AM Me

Hi 👋 there Hope you're doing well and have a productive and positive day 🥰

Oct 05, 2023 8:58:01 AM (Read by you after 16 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! I hope you have an awesome day, too! 😊 I'm doing good. Got a ton of errands done yesterday. Was a good self care day, too. How are you doing?

Oct 05, 2023 3:09:17 PM Me

I'm ok. Felling a bit of Groundhog Day

Oct 05, 2023 3:09:25 PM Me

Every day feels the same

Oct 05, 2023 3:12:54 PM Me

But not feeling depressed, maybe stuck is more like it

Oct 05, 2023 3:40:05 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Went down this rabbit hole: https://youtu.be/HaU5X4ReRfg?si=LWsntwB9WJrfZNOD

Oct 05, 2023 3:40:06 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

I hear you on the Groundhog Day feeling. Get outside and maybe do something different. Check out events going on in your area through FB or MeetUp and meet some new people. I think it would help you get unstuck.

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Oct 05, 2023 3:40:08 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +13014089785

BTW - Dolly is staying with the neighbor!! Yay!! They love her already. 😊

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Oct 05, 2023 3:42:20 PM Me

I'm so happy for you and Miss Dolly, that this all worked out!

Oct 05, 2023 3:42:33 PM Me

I really wonder what she thinks about the dog!

Oct 05, 2023 3:43:17 PM Me

And great suggestion on going outside, there is a soccer game tonight at seven and I think Dale and my brother are going so I'll get out and socialize a bit. I'm sure that will make me right as rain

Oct 05, 2023 3:44:56 PM Me

Tomorrow morning, I head to Massachusetts with my brother and my parents to travel about an hour and a half to a place called the old burying grounds. My seventh generation grandfather, Thomas Noble, who was a colonel in the revolutionary war is buried there, so is his father, who would be my eighth generation grandfather. This is all on my mother side, his name is Thomas Noble, and my mother's maiden name is Noble!! So we're going to go visit them and see where they're at, then maybe have lunch somewhere in town and then head back here probably mid afternoon tomorrow

Oct 05, 2023 3:45:47 PM Me

So I wanted to do that last time I was here visiting, but I couldn't squeeze it in. I'm excited to go

Oct 05, 2023 3:47:20 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 42 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

I'm excited for you too! That'll be great! And I love that maiden name - Noble is a kickass name!

Oct 05, 2023 4:40:43 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 49 minutes, 8 seconds) +13014089785

https://youtu.be/xP3Gv6prXMU?si=WzhyNbfSoZkn0QFi

Oct 05, 2023 7:12:45 PM Me

Thank you for the video 😘

Oct 05, 2023 8:24:02 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 31 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

You are very welcome! 😊

Oct 06, 2023 7:59:10 AM Me

Good morning beautiful 😍 On the road with familia headed to Massachusetts and great, great, great, great, great, great grandfather. Hope you have a wonderfully calming peaceful and productive day.

Oct 06, 2023 9:06:39 AM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 27 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Have the best time! Thank you! ❤️

Oct 06, 2023 9:14:05 AM Me

Remember me, as you pass by: as you are now, so once was I: as I am now, so you must be: Prepare for death 💀 Wow!!

Oct 06, 2023 10:12:30 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 2 seconds) +13014089785

Chills!

Oct 06, 2023 10:14:01 AM Me

Exactly!! Here's another

Oct 06, 2023 10:14:58 AM Me

Death is a debt To Nature due Which I have paid And so must you

Oct 06, 2023 11:46:16 AM (Read by you after 48 minutes, 16 seconds) +13014089785

Good reminder that life is short. 😁

Oct 06, 2023 2:10:21 PM Me

Back home in NY, and looks like the plans for tonight just fell apart. I'll be alone tonight and tomorrow. Brother busy with his family and Dale said something about me and my life that made me block him so he can't text or call. I'm rather pissed off 😡 at him right now. He's currently on my asshat list.

Oct 06, 2023 2:11:32 PM Me

So no hanging out with him the remainder of my time here. I dont have space in my life for him anymore.

Oct 06, 2023 2:12:02 PM Me

Life happens 🫤

Oct 06, 2023 2:12:46 PM Me

Hope you're having a good day 🙂

Oct 06, 2023 2:26:43 PM (Read by you after 14 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry to hear that. I've had to let go of so many people. Sometimes they come back. Sometimes not. It's for the best. Time for people who resonate with new Bert anyway. Look for groups in your area. Meet new people. I'm getting new license! Just got here. Fingers crossed it goes well this time!! 🙏

Oct 06, 2023 2:27:21 PM Me

🤞

Oct 06, 2023 2:27:41 PM Me

And thanks for the perspective 😘

Oct 06, 2023 2:30:48 PM +13014089785

You'll be fine. You're just vibrating at a different vibration now. Don't take it too hard. Everything is a lesson. Sending you lots of love & light. ❤️

Oct 06, 2023 2:41:17 PM Me

❤️🥰

Oct 06, 2023 3:06:23 PM (Read by you after 40 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

Done!!! Gonna get my star card ID in mail in about 2-3 weeks. Yay!! This has been hanging over my head for years. YEARS!

Oct 06, 2023 3:47:22 PM Me

Oct 06, 2023 3:47:50 PM Me

So happy for you! I'm toasting and drinking a Guinness at my favorite Irish pub in Saratoga

Oct 06, 2023 3:48:03 PM Me

Oct 06, 2023 4:05:21 PM Me

Now I've managed to piss my brother off. I might be hitting the road sooner than planned 🫤

Oct 06, 2023 4:06:43 PM Me

Was going to takeoff next weekend, but my brother and Dale are the only people I hang out with. There's no sense in making new friends when I'm blowing out of here in seven days.

Oct 06, 2023 4:08:04 PM Me

Like I texted my brother, I'm cool being alone and isolated from people. Been that way for a long time. For better or worse I'm good at it.

Oct 06, 2023 4:20:26 PM (Read by you after 6 minutes, 20 seconds) +13014089785

Do whatever you're feeling called to do. Everything happens for a reason.

Oct 06, 2023 4:27:19 PM Me

Just weird every where I go

Oct 06, 2023 4:27:24 PM Me

On way home

Oct 06, 2023 4:28:25 PM Me

Times like this when I feel very "outside" society. Like I don't fit in

Oct 06, 2023 5:12:19 PM (Read by you after 10 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Are you avoiding any inner work you know you should be doing? Spirit always shakes stuff up when you need a wake up call of some sort. Do some meditations, watch some comedies afterwards to balance out the tough. You'll get through this. Sending you big hugs!

Oct 06, 2023 5:25:58 PM Me

I'm 🏠

Oct 06, 2023 5:26:52 PM Me

Sux

Oct 06, 2023 5:28:01 PM Me

This kind of fucked up night is how my life usually is either I'm sitting home alone or if there is some plan it's fucked up and I sit home anyway. 🤷‍♂️

Oct 06, 2023 5:28:33 PM Me

I lack confidence because I have discontent

Oct 06, 2023 5:29:34 PM Me

Thing is I've been after "this" for years now. The attitude that surfaces when I get triggered like this

Oct 06, 2023 5:30:14 PM Me

I can see it, feel it aware of it, but don't know what is behind it from the past

Oct 06, 2023 5:30:28 PM Me

Ok meditation time

Oct 06, 2023 5:32:26 PM Me

Ps I apologize for the string of texts and bombarding you on a Friday evening. 😕

Oct 06, 2023 5:44:16 PM (Read by you after 13 minutes, 39 seconds) +13014089785

No worries. On my way to an art showing.

Oct 06, 2023 5:45:24 PM (Read by you after 12 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

Oct 06, 2023 5:58:41 PM Me

How fun! Hope you have a wonderful time 😘

Oct 06, 2023 6:56:01 PM Me

Did a very good meditation that provided me new perspective.

Oct 06, 2023 7:15:18 PM (Read by you after 9 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Awesome! This art place is soooo cool!

Oct 06, 2023 7:15:48 PM (Read by you after 8 minutes, 39 seconds) +13014089785

They do a first Friday open house thing. All kinds of artists. Got to make some art too!

Oct 06, 2023 7:25:46 PM Me

That's what I've been doing. Painting again for first time in 30 years And what's so weird is that I feel like I picked up where I left off

Oct 06, 2023 7:26:46 PM Me

Wishing I was there with you right now 🙂

Oct 06, 2023 7:32:11 PM (Read by you after 1 second) +13014089785

Oct 06, 2023 7:48:07 PM Me

That is cool. Did you get to make a tile?

Oct 06, 2023 7:49:21 PM Me

FYI home in bed already. I'm unsure if I should be happy or sad

Oct 06, 2023 7:51:37 PM Me

Happy to watch something Vs Sad it's Friday and I'm inside alone

Oct 06, 2023 7:52:33 PM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Well, home alone on a Friday is my usual MO so don't feel so bad. Watch something fun. Cheer yourself up.

Oct 06, 2023 7:53:55 PM Me

That's a muscle 💪 I need to work on. Been so long imbalanced that I forgot how to do it.

Oct 06, 2023 7:54:12 PM Me

Cheering myself up part

Oct 06, 2023 7:54:59 PM Me

Ps. I would hang out with you on Fridays 😍

Oct 06, 2023 7:55:54 PM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 15 seconds) +13014089785

We'll definitely do that in CA! You'll have to show me Ventura! 😁

Oct 06, 2023 8:51:51 PM Me

Looking forward to that 🥰 I'm off to sleep now wishing you a peaceful night and sweet dreams 😴😘😘

Oct 06, 2023 9:43:11 PM (Read by you after 9 hours, 47 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Sweet dreams to you too! 😊

Oct 07, 2023 7:32:41 AM Me

Good morning over there 😗 Hope you have a good and productive day today! I'll be online for a good chunk of today. Feel free to text anytime

Oct 07, 2023 8:11:33 AM Me

Ps yesterday was last day of Indian summer, cold today

Oct 07, 2023 10:27:02 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 44 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning!! Summer is over here too. Highs in the 50s. Brrr. 😁

Oct 07, 2023 10:27:19 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 27 seconds) +13014089785

I hope you have a better day today too!

Oct 07, 2023 10:54:16 AM (Read by you after 33 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Just got my haircut. And now traveling out to my sister's campsite to hang out with her, my step-dad and my niece's family today. Looking forward to it. Hoping there aren't any blowouts but who knows. After hearing about your day yesterday and all the tarot readings and guidance is saying tower moments are coming to jolt us all out of stagnation. I hope my big move is mine already and Spirit isn't going to tack something else on top of that already stressful situation. 🙃 But I guess we'll see what happens. I'm not in control, Spirit has it planned and I'll be grateful for whatever - lesson or blessing - God sends my way.

Oct 07, 2023 11:30:56 AM Me

Enjoy your visit!! 😁 And I love your attitude of being open and accepting. Sending you love and positive vibes 😘 Oh and I would love to see your new doo! Did you color it too?

Oct 07, 2023 2:35:19 PM (Read by you after 17 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you!!

Oct 07, 2023 2:35:50 PM (Read by you after 16 minutes, 59 seconds) +13014089785

Oct 07, 2023 2:56:53 PM Me

Luv luv luv the pictures! And the picture of you with your new doo made me want to reach into the photo and kiss 💋 you. You're so beautiful 😍😘

Oct 07, 2023 3:10:48 PM (Read by you after 18 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you!! 😊

Oct 07, 2023 4:16:34 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 15 minutes) +13014089785

Went metal detecting.

Oct 07, 2023 4:17:06 PM (Read by you after 1 hour, 14 minutes, 28 seconds) +13014089785

The "treasure" we found! 🤣

Oct 07, 2023 5:32:25 PM Me

😳

Oct 07, 2023 5:32:37 PM Me

What the heck is that?

Oct 07, 2023 5:32:57 PM Me

How fun!

Oct 07, 2023 5:33:05 PM Me

Metal detectors

Oct 07, 2023 5:33:17 PM Me

They're fun at the beach

Oct 07, 2023 5:34:52 PM Me

Also if you ever see these at the market, they are a must buy. Gluten dairy nut and soy free and they are better than any cupcake I've had.

Oct 07, 2023 5:35:21 PM Me

Oct 07, 2023 5:42:33 PM Me

Ps. If you're around later, I'd love to have a chat if you're free 🙂

Oct 07, 2023 5:43:38 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 52 seconds) +13014089785

I'm hanging out with my sister tonight. Everyone else left and she wants to look for Bigfoot with her IR camera! 😁

Oct 07, 2023 5:57:24 PM Me

Omg 😱 be careful out there 👻👽🛸

Oct 07, 2023 5:57:44 PM Me

That will be fun!

Oct 07, 2023 6:22:51 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 58 minutes, 13 seconds) +13014089785

🤣🤣🤣

Oct 07, 2023 6:32:50 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 48 minutes, 14 seconds) +13014089785

Fun with the thermal camera!

Oct 07, 2023 6:34:33 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 46 minutes, 31 seconds) +13014089785

The campfire!

Oct 07, 2023 9:23:10 PM Me

Goodnight to you out there camping ⛺️ wishing you a restful night of sleep 😴😘

Oct 07, 2023 11:57:24 PM (Read by you after 5 hours, 45 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Good night to you too! Had a wonderful day/evening hanging with family and I feel like my sister and I really bonded. It was good. Hope you're having good sleep too! Good night! 😊

Oct 08, 2023 5:46:12 AM Me

I'm happy to hear you say you had good time bonding with your sister! And that you had a great day with family!

Oct 08, 2023 5:47:43 AM Me

Good morning too! Hoping you have another great day today. 😁 I'll be online and painting 🖼️ today, and start packing. Heading out next Sunday to CA

Oct 08, 2023 5:47:52 AM Me

😘

Oct 08, 2023 9:01:32 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Good morning! Got the psychic Circle group today and lots of packing too! Hope you have a great day too!

Oct 08, 2023 9:02:20 AM Me

Oh cool! Do let me know how the circle ⭕️ goes 😃

Oct 08, 2023 8:31:25 PM Me

Hi 👋 there

Oct 08, 2023 10:04:18 PM Me

Wishing you a good night 😘 I hope your day went well today. I hope to hear about your psychic circle group tomorrow. Would love 💕 to hear your voice again 🥰😘

Oct 09, 2023 6:57:26 AM Me

Good morning ☀️ My hope is you have a wonderful day and your productivity is off the charts 📈 Found a new meditation this morning and, wow. Transforming is all I can say.

Oct 09, 2023 6:57:26 AM Me

https://insig.ht/xLzxWgcYKDb

Oct 09, 2023 6:58:34 AM Me

May you be well and happy today and every day 😘

Oct 09, 2023 8:18:36 AM Me

Mmm…

Oct 09, 2023 12:35:52 PM Me

Everything okay with you?

Oct 09, 2023 12:41:54 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 59 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. Sorry to be MIA. I'm okay. Give me an hour and I'll call you.

Oct 09, 2023 12:47:20 PM Me

Hey 👋 Happy to hear from ya I'm around 😁

Oct 09, 2023 10:14:23 PM Me

Want to say goodnight. My hope is that you will find that which makes you happy. I'm so rooting for you but sad that we can't share thoughts and stories of the journey. I have an enormous amount of love and respect for you. I admire you and find you so very beautiful and will miss our chats and conversations. Im a bit tearful as I write this, as I've never felt more instantly comfortable with another person in my existence than you and I both treasure that and will miss it dearly. I won't lie, I'm feeling hurt. Be well. And I'm here for you ♥️ Love, hugs and kisses, Bert

Oct 09, 2023 10:14:30 PM Me

https://spotify.link/hKR9gUL1LDb

Oct 09, 2023 10:20:07 PM Me

The one thing I don't understand is that it wasn't more than a week ago you were telling me that you needed time alone which I totally get. But then why are you with this guy? It's none of my business but there's a contradiction there that I don't understand. It flies in the face of your own logic and desires you shared with me. Ok. I needed to share that as it came to mind after I sent my message to you just moments ago.

Oct 10, 2023 8:39:53 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry. I really am. I know you're hurting. I'm hurting too. And of course we can still share our journeys with each other and be friends. I just needed to be honest with you about what was happening to me. Like I said on the phone, I don't know what the future holds or where any of this is going. I just know that I go where Spirit is leading me. And that is still me leaving Iowa, alone.

Oct 10, 2023 7:55:04 PM Me

Hi there, Thank you for writing back 🙂 I'm glad you did. May I ask for permission to share freely ☺️ I'm sorry this is hurtful to you. Neither of us would wish harm or hurt on the other—that I know is true. I get it 💯 % I also know we were worried about "screwing this up." Sometimes, we would speak on the phone until 4:30 a.m. EST 😂. I still don't want to screw this up; I don't want to lose touch with you — you are very special to me. I know that NONE OF THIS is easy for you. Sharing a part of your life you didn't need to but did—bringing up your feelings towards someone else to me is never simple or easy, no matter the context. This is a somewhat overwhelming time for you with so much change and uncertainty; having me in your life makes "your tea ☕️ 🫖 cup overflow." You're a mom, soul warrior, reiki master, a writer ✍️ working on taking their game to the next level (with that great story you teased me with), a future nomad of sorts (close to my ♥️)— leaving Iowa for the warm, southern sunny coast of California 🌊 🏄‍♂️ 🌊... In essence, when you leave Iowa and head to California, you are closing one chapter in the book of your life and opening another. I know you're aware of all of this ♥️ The next chapter will be about California and your experience there. You don't know how long this chapter will last; who knows what the next chapter after that will be? Could it be more California? Could it be more Iowa? Could it be more nomadic energy and being off the grid? No one knows! You need to live it to find out, and how exciting is that! It sounds like a fun adventure to me! 😁 Know that I'm on your team and rooting for you and a tsunami of success ❤️ With bucketfuls of 💕love and endless affection 😍 I wish you the most restful and sleepiest and comfy nights of sleep that you've had in a very long time. I will make a special request to Metatron to make that happen. Love ❤️ Bert

Oct 10, 2023 7:57:59 PM Me

Ps. In loved getting to spoon with you 🥄 🥰

Oct 10, 2023 8:18:13 PM Me

Oct 11, 2023 12:29:36 PM (Read by you after 31 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you very much for your kind and loving message. I felt it in my heart deeply & profoundly. I really do appreciate you and all the care & support you've shown me even as I break your heart to follow this new & uncertain path. Again, I'm so sorry for everything. I'm glad you know I never meant to hurt you and it's actually the last thing I ever wanted to do. I want you to know I'm here rooting for you as well. I believe we both have big jobs to do to help the world wake up and spiritually evolve. And we do that by continuing to heal and grow ourselves and we keep following God's divine plan. We both have made great strides on this journey and I can't wait to see how far we go over the next few months. Again, thank you for your love & kindness. I send lots of love back to you. I hope you have a wonderful day/week. 😊

Oct 12, 2023 9:55:05 AM Me

♥️

Oct 12, 2023 9:56:53 AM Me

I saw this today and thought of you: https://x.com/emollick/status/1708908960948851038?s=20 let me know if you currently have access to AI, if not, I can help you get set up with free ChatGPT 3.5. I highly, highly recommend getting an account and at least playing around with it to see what it can do, and to interact with it on your own . Even though it would never take the place of your writing it's an incredible research assistant, and a very good editor. 😁 be well and I hope you have a great day today

Oct 13, 2023 7:32:46 AM Me

Happy Friday 🙂 Hope all is well. I saw and signed up for this today and thought you might be interested. He's one of my favorite teachers. Very West Coast vibe:

Oct 13, 2023 7:32:47 AM Me

https://insig.ht/e/1HCI4qkERDb

Oct 13, 2023 7:36:08 AM Me

I've seen from multiple sources that tomorrow the 14th is supposed to be pretty bananas, energy wise, I think it's the eclipse most likely. Anyhow, I hope all is well, and packing is proceeding, according to plan 🙂

Oct 13, 2023 10:03:31 PM Me

I miss you.

Oct 14, 2023 8:12:50 PM Me

I hope all's well and good 😊

Oct 14, 2023 8:13:20 PM Me

Thinking of you

Oct 15, 2023 1:11:21 PM Me

Missing you

Oct 15, 2023 1:11:21 PM Me

https://spotify.link/awGZZPqmVDb

Oct 15, 2023 1:13:22 PM Me

https://spotify.link/dESBxSCmVDb

Oct 15, 2023 8:41:46 PM Me

All the feels tonight 🥹

Oct 15, 2023 9:03:03 PM Me

rejection looms large in all aspects of my life right now as I'm about to strike out towards Ojai tomorrow Been gone 1/3 of the year This evening I've been overwhelmed with emotions about returning and being back in a place where I've struggled the hardest in my life over past 5 years. Concerned about being triggered and unable to deal properly. I was so looking forward to this drive to California and now I'm feeling dread. As if it will be a slow and long descent backwards into depression and the dark side turning my heart 🖤 again

Oct 16, 2023 6:42:40 AM Me

Happiest of Birthdays to you!! Welcome to the other side of 50 🥳🎂 🎉🎈🎊🎉🎊🎈🎉🎈🎊🎉

Oct 16, 2023 12:03:10 PM Me

I trust that you are ok. I've not heard back so I'm curious if you're ok 😊

Oct 16, 2023 12:54:42 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 50 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. I'm sorry I haven't responded. I've been going through it too. Lots of crying. Lots of healing. The energies have definitely been insane. But add in that this big move, my birthday, my mom's 1 year anniversary of her death tomorrow and then everything going on with my relationships & connections - saying goodbye to people I love & care about. It's been so overwhelming. I really am sorry I can't really be there for you. I know you're going to have a good journey and everything will work out for you. You just have to believe it. You've come so far. Don't slide backwards. Sending you lots of love. ❤️

Oct 16, 2023 12:59:14 PM Me

So glad to simply hear from you. Thanks 🙏

Oct 16, 2023 12:59:37 PM Me

I'm leaving my parents house right now and headed west

Oct 16, 2023 1:08:47 PM Me

I'm going through a really difficult time heading back.

Oct 16, 2023 3:36:55 PM Me

At the first charging stop in Utica. I've been thinking about you while driving and sending you love and hugs 🥰 I'm sorry to hear about the suffering you're going through during this time. I wish I could wave a wand and make things all better for you. I'm about to takeoff to my next stop near Syracuse and when I'm there I'm going to meditate and I'm gonna focus on you and sending you energy and good vibes. Take some time for yourself. 😊

Oct 16, 2023 4:15:52 PM (Read by you after 39 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Take good care of yourself too.

Oct 16, 2023 4:59:11 PM Me

I've arrived in Syracuse. While on the drive here, right after I texted you, moore like a few minutes after I texted you I saw this .

that is transformation and growth, and that the angels and spirit team are all looking out for both of us 😃 And don't forget that you always have me. I'm a text or call away 😌

Oct 16, 2023 4:59:39 PM Me

One more leg and done for the night

Oct 16, 2023 7:24:02 PM Me

I am at my overnight place in Rochester. On the drive here I had the number 717171 show up which was for like miles per hour how many miles are left in the battery and some other oh my cruise control is set to so I had 111 and 777 both at the same time 😱

Oct 16, 2023 7:31:23 PM Me

I'm thinking of you big-time and hoping you find peace and relaxation during this difficult time.😊 Sending you love, hugs, and lightness 🪽🦋 I hope you have a very peaceful night of sleep. 😴 And one last time, I wish you, a gorgeous woman, a very happy birthday. I feel lucky to have met you. Be well 😘

Oct 17, 2023 1:16:00 PM (Read by you after 25 minutes, 44 seconds) +13014089785

Thinking of you too. I'm dealing with a head cold as I continue to pack. Hoping with some Sudafed and reiki I can knock this cold out in a day or two. Safe travels to you and I hope this journey West is as healing and enlightening as your trip was going East. Sending you lots of love. 😊

Oct 17, 2023 1:58:07 PM Me

Awww… Thank You! I am sorry to hear that you're not feeling well. Your plan sounds good, and make sure to balance rest with packing. Don't do too much of either. 😜 I've been for 24 hours now, and I've already had peaks and valleys of thinking, some tears, and a lot of steadiness, stillness, and calm— which is 180° from where I'm typically at after that. Emotions have run my show my whole life. I've never felt in control because my feelings would take over. And, of course, there was no awareness in the previous version of Bert software to deal appropriately. I have a few software upgrades already 😂😂 It's the big unknown on the horizon that's tweaking me for sure. I've Processed my past. Things that used to trigger me no longer do whenever they come to mind. I'm a far different person than the one that drove out here. So many things that once triggered me no longer do. Some I don't notice until I realize I didn't react, which is funny. 🤣🤣 So I'm feeling good; traveling is all about movement and change for me right now As I text this, I’m in Ohio past Cleveland. Bingo since 7:30 AM Eastern. making decent progress. I'll shoot you another text later tonight when I stop. Be well 😘

Oct 17, 2023 6:06:04 PM Me

https://youtube.com/shorts/RCJJk7GJjZk?si=N1nVrGsA6Bq_wWBm

Oct 18, 2023 8:00:45 AM Me

Good morning from outside Chicago. I might make it to Iowa today, we'll see. I hope you're feeling better and that you have a good packing day today! Sending you love and hugs 🥰

Oct 18, 2023 12:03:24 PM Me

Oct 18, 2023 5:30:01 PM Me

Hi, I'm not sure if you're busy but Could call you? And if I couldn't call you now when would be a good time?

Oct 18, 2023 6:51:21 PM Me

Oct 18, 2023 11:29:34 PM Me

I just saw the exit for Grimes and it made me smile🥰😘

Oct 19, 2023 12:15:08 AM Me

Because inquiring minds want to know 😄

Oct 19, 2023 12:15:48 AM Me

My location on google maps 😄

Oct 19, 2023 12:15:49 AM Me

https://maps.app.goo.gl/b3oWwYTicqkL2Xqp7?g_st=i

Oct 19, 2023 12:16:21 AM Me

Room is really nice.

Oct 19, 2023 1:43:13 AM Me

I hope you're resting well right now. 😘 I could hear the stress in your voice tonight and it made me want to jump through the phone and give you a hug. I know where you are with moving and the stress. I care about you very much and I'm hopeful that I could be helpful and not a distraction. Our week together was truly magical for me. You made me feel so incredibly special in a way that I've never felt before and I'll cherish that week as one of the best in my life. Thank you for making me feel special 🥰 No matter what, you are not alone and I'm here for you. With all the love 💕 I have... Bert Ps. It's late. Off to sleep for me

Oct 19, 2023 1:43:57 AM Me

I'll text you when I'm up 🙃

Oct 19, 2023 7:46:50 AM Me

I'm awake 😒

Oct 19, 2023 9:12:34 AM Me

Hi, checkout here is 11am. Going to get my car loaded and hopefully hear from you.

Oct 19, 2023 9:15:27 AM Me

I was thinking this morning that I'm not honoring the boundaries that you asked for. I'll understand if you don't want to see me because of all you have up in the air. Let me know, and I'll honor your request and I'll hit the road.

Oct 19, 2023 10:40:16 AM Me

I’m over here now charging my car and hanging out on WiFi at Starbucks. Give me a shout 😊

Oct 19, 2023 10:40:17 AM Me

https://maps.app.goo.gl/CXzteScBhvaTkNq7A

Oct 19, 2023 10:47:09 AM (Read by you after 4 seconds) +13014089785

Just getting around. Was up until 4am working. Still have so much to do. I'd rather hang out & catch up once we're both in CA and the stress of moving is in the rear view mirror. I'm sorry. I just have zero time to give to anyone today. I hope you have a great road trip back home. I'll let you know when I get on the road myself too. Sending you lots of love & good vibes. 😊

Oct 19, 2023 10:47:32 AM Me

👍

Oct 19, 2023 10:57:42 AM Me

Hey, please don't be sorry AT ALL

Oct 19, 2023 10:57:51 AM Me

I popped up unexpectedly

Oct 19, 2023 11:03:17 AM Me

And I didn't honor your request to drive by as we talked about. I want to acknowledge that—that's on ME. I see me "falling out of the sky like a piano" into your life at this very moment as adding MORE to your stress pile—I dont want that AT ALL. Just know that my heart gets opened up when I see people I care about in distress and have an innate urge to reach out and ask if I can help. My intentions are always from a place of an open heart rooted in kindness—and I can get blinded by that and not see the whole picture because I'm focused on wanting to help and can get to the point of being annoying.

Oct 19, 2023 11:03:26 AM Me

I hope you have a productive day today!

Oct 19, 2023 11:03:50 AM Me

I'll be thinking of you the rest of the way and will send you some pics as I head towards CA.

Oct 19, 2023 11:06:52 AM Me

Dont forget. Time box this. Set a timer. Work for 40mins, Take 5 min break, Repeat Or Work for 50min, take 10min break, repeat The breaks will help you even tho they seem counter intuitive

Oct 19, 2023 11:07:41 AM Me

Oct 19, 2023 11:08:11 AM Me

You got this!!

Oct 19, 2023 11:09:54 AM Me

https://insig.ht/Di4YyupR1Db

Oct 19, 2023 11:10:14 AM Me

Try this 😊

Oct 19, 2023 12:26:27 PM Me

I am done charging and I am currently on the road headed out of Des Moines.

Oct 19, 2023 3:13:59 PM (Read by you after 12 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you for understanding. And thank you for the love & support - MUCH appreciated! My friend Nancy came over and was a huge help to me as she carted away a ton of crap to Goodwill and stuff she's keeping for herself and her mom. So I'm further than I would've been by now. Taking my first break since getting here. Definitely will try out the timer thing. Don't want to put my back out right before the big road trip. Again, I hope you have a good journey home and I'm sending you lots of love & good vibes. 😊

Oct 19, 2023 11:22:16 PM Me

Hi 👋 I am done driving for today; I made it to Lexington, Nebraska. I should be in Longmont tomorrow 😁 I hope all went well and smoothly for you today you got it done, and you're getting a good night's rest now so you're ready for the movers tomorrow morning. You got this!! 😘😘 Sending you lots and lots of love and lots and lots of hugs and some kisses too, because if you're gonna have love and hugs, you might as well have kisses 😘 I can't wait to hear about getting everything done tomorrow it's going to be a gigantic monkey off your back 🦍

Oct 19, 2023 11:36:18 PM Me

https://youtu.be/Md2CBLGdxeo?si=OU5i-wTnRu9STy2x

Oct 20, 2023 8:09:41 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 4 minutes, 19 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Was up until 5am after pulling an all nighter to get everything done in time. The movers are here now and they are really zooming. I might be done with this part by lunch. Still have a bit of packing to do in the kitchen and closets but the big stuff will be done. Very much relieved. Hope you're having a good travel day.

Oct 20, 2023 9:19:26 AM Me

Good morning!😚 I'm stoked to hear the news that everything is going really well now and moving faster than you thought!! 😊 Yaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!! I'm in North Platte NE recharging now. One last charge in Braska after this and then I'm in Colorado. I'll be to my destination at my cousins probably by dinner time in Longmont. I really enjoy driving electric cars. I'm having so much fun on this trip. 😁 I'll let you know when I reach Longmont today, and let me know how the rest of your day goes And if you could remind me when you takeoff from Iowa? And once you're done, make sure you luxuriate in one of your lovely baths 🛁🫧

Oct 20, 2023 9:19:46 AM Me

Oct 20, 2023 2:29:20 PM Me

I'm in Fort, Morgan, Colorado, my last charging stop before hitting Longmont. I'm so excited for a shower and a regular bed.😃

Oct 20, 2023 2:30:14 PM Me

if you have a sec, let me know how your day is going and if not, maybe later. Also, can't wait to plug my grounding mat in and have a good session. Also had lots of downloads yesterday and today. I didn't realize how many downloads I get driving in the car. It's it's a bombardment.🤣🤣🤣

Oct 20, 2023 4:12:39 PM (Read by you after 20 seconds) +13014089785

I'm doing okay. Just so exhausted. Thinking I might take the night off and continue tomorrow. Hope you have a great night!

Oct 20, 2023 4:13:52 PM Me

Let me know if you wanna talk on the phone later. Am going to be in Longmont in about 45 minutes and then I'm gonna stay put and not move for more than 24 hours. I have not stopped moving since I left Des Moines other than sleeping. Go go go go go go go.

Oct 20, 2023 5:48:43 PM Me

I'm in Longmont. So happy 😁

Oct 20, 2023 5:48:56 PM Me

Hope all is well 😊

Oct 20, 2023 11:16:18 PM Me

Goodnight to you over there in Iowa beautiful Heidi 😴 I trust all is as best it can be. I'm here for you. Sending lots of love and hugs to you 😘😘 Ps. I look forward to seeing you in California when the time is right for you.

Oct 21, 2023 10:08:09 AM Me

Hi there. Letting you know I'll stop with my incessant texting. Realizing that you asked for space and a boundary and I feel that I've been stomping on. 😖 I'm a bit upset with myself. I never want to be annoying to you, so please don't take my radio silence as anything other than honoring your request. My hope is I haven't added to what you've been dealing with these past couple weeks. 🙂 Wishing you a safe and happy trip to California! If you're up for it after you've gotten settled we could meet. However, I know what your priorities are for your trip and I'm not going to interfere with that. So if for some reason you don't reach out I won't take offense. You have your life and priorities focus set and I'm not messing with that. Ok, not sure if this is the last time I'll communicate with you but know you have a special place in my heart. ♥️ Bert

Oct 28, 2023 10:30:23 PM Me

Oct 29, 2023 10:15:57 AM (Read by you after 23 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. I'm glad to hear you made it back to California! I'm out of my apartment, staying with my aunt until next week and then I get on the road myself on Wed. Everything is working out in divine timing. ✨️

Oct 31, 2023 1:22:00 PM Me

Thank you SO much for your message—it truly means a great deal to me to hear from you ❤️ I realize that Día de Muertos is your blast off day — tomorrow!! I'm glad to hear that things are working out in divine timing for you. 😊 Things here are good. Although the universe has been throwing things at me since Sunday. Largely downloads of old thoughts, patterns, and ways of being that I no longer inhabit. Its as if the environment is trying to bring me backwards — a test of sorts in which today I'm beginning to feel grounded again after 2 weeks of constant movement. I did stop in Zion and hiked Angels Landing—bucket list hike for me as it's one of the top 10 most dangerous hikes in the US. I have some great pics and vids I can share if interested. Last night the moon was really intense, and where I am has little to no light pollution so the sky is littered with twinkling stars. If you like I can take you a few places where you can see an incredible number of them at night near a local observatory. I attach two photos from my travels yesterday... Sunset & Moonbeams ❤️ Just for you. Be safe on your journey, and I hope to hear from you when you're settled and would like to meet.

Oct 31, 2023 1:22:09 PM Me

❤️ Bert

Oct 31, 2023 1:22:31 PM Me

Oct 31, 2023 2:28:34 PM (Read by you after 20 minutes, 29 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! The pics are awesome! I'll keep you updated on things. Have a wonderful Halloween! 😊

Oct 31, 2023 2:50:47 PM Me

You too! Imagine you're going to be handing out candy at your aunts house tonight. If so enjoy the trick-or-treaters

Oct 31, 2023 7:57:00 PM Me

Made me curious, what type scents do you have an affinity for?

Oct 31, 2023 9:34:17 PM (Read by you after 7 seconds) +13014089785

Mostly masculine scents like musk, sandalwood, tobacco, etc. Had a good night - went to a friend's Halloween party. Just back to my aunts house. Now time to sleep so I can get on the road early tomorrow. How's things with you?

Oct 31, 2023 9:45:06 PM Me

Love your scent selections 😊 Glad you had a good night and are eager to get on the road. 🚙 While I was driving, I kept thinking you were on the road already and my pitstop in Colorado allowed you to catch up and I kept thinking I saw your car drive by me 🤣🤣🤣 Things are really good with me at present. I've been in nature a lot since returning and it helps me stay grounded, and I have my hooga mat too and used it at hotel stops. I'm enjoying being on the field coaching and spending time with Declan and Darragh. attached a selfie i took with them today. Declan on your left. My eldest, Aidan is still in San Diego living with friends. It would be wonderful to spend time together at the beach and talk about spiritual healing and maybe some reiki with waves 🌊 in the background 😊

Oct 31, 2023 9:46:26 PM +13014089785

Yes! That sounds wonderful! 😊

Oct 31, 2023 9:55:32 PM Me

My meditation practice is great and my trip across country proved to be download warehouse. So many reflections So many insights So much growth I couldnt stop thinking... "There and back again" A hobbits tale My crossing back to NY and spending time there and driving back here closed a long chapter in my life. The past 30 years. It's all long gone and firmly fading in the rear view mirror. I'm off on new adventures now. I'm feeling more centered, grounded and happy than at any other time I can remember. And you are part of my journey and I love it so ❤️ Sleep well beautiful Heidi and make sure you have some good playlists. Ps. I've added, and continue to add tunes to my Heidi list ❤️

Oct 31, 2023 9:56:28 PM Me

Sweet Dreams 😴

Oct 31, 2023 9:57:49 PM (Read by you after 3 seconds) +13014089785

To you as well! 😊

Nov 01, 2023 1:52:06 PM Me

Hola! ❤️ and a Good Afternoon! Want to wish you a safe and secure journey over the landscapes filled with love, lightness, and joyful reflections, and insightful downloads. 😊 I'm thinking of you as you cross the miles on your way to California. I'm here for you. With love and affection 😘 Bert

Nov 01, 2023 4:57:18 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 6 minutes, 17 seconds) +13014089785

Very cool!! Enjoy the scenery! 😊

Nov 01, 2023 7:03:51 PM Me

FYI, I have a beach front camp from this Sunday until next Thursday. One of the spots in this photo that is up against the rocks on the left. 😊 ￼

Nov 01, 2023 7:05:38 PM Me

View from one of our soccer fields

Nov 01, 2023 9:55:50 PM (Read by you after 57 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Beautiful! Made it to Pratt, KS!! Tomorrow: Albuquerque 😊

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Nov 01, 2023 11:01:50 PM Me

Oh wow! That's great progress. I can see your going on the 400 then to 54 taking you south west. Tomorrow you will see the landscape change dramatically. 🏔️ Im sure you'll enjoy the scenery 😊 Be well, be safe, be happy. Your adventures have begun. ❤️Bert Ps. I would love to go on a road trip with you 😍

Nov 01, 2023 11:03:08 PM Me

Wishing you the sweetest of dreams 😴🌙

Nov 02, 2023 1:02:42 PM Me

Happy Throwback Thursday! I hope the miles you are crossing are passing by faster than you realize. I wish smooth, steady progress for you free of hassles and assholes. (if only there were an O in hassle it would be great wordplay 😊) universe is playing with me. woke myself up in the middle of throwing a punch at I know not what — I'm going to take an hour near sunset today to see if I can go deep into meditation and find out what this all is. I feel it's connected to what you witnessed in DSM. My bet: a deep subconscious part of myself that won't let go of its grip on the deeper parts of me. Like a subconscious anchor-weight. I'm sure if I focus my attention on it like a laser I can transmute this currently unknown subconscious energy that won't let go. Any advice or guidance in this arena of taking on something you know is there that keeps playing with you, but you dont fully know what it is. Sending you good reiki energy from across the miles — and lots of love and hugs too. ❤️Bert

Nov 02, 2023 1:08:11 PM Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/3fH4KjXFYMmljxrcGrbPj9?si=330cf64b2f4044d6

Nov 02, 2023 1:08:35 PM Me

My throwback to you 😘

Nov 02, 2023 8:16:41 PM Me

Albuquerque?

Nov 02, 2023 8:27:04 PM (Read by you after 15 seconds) +13014089785

Made it! Just got in. I'm exhausted and ready for a nice long bath! 😊

Nov 02, 2023 8:27:57 PM Me

Incredibly happy to get your text and know you're safe. Enjoy your bath. You definitely deserve it 😊

Nov 03, 2023 9:45:13 AM Me

Good morning to you over there in Albuquerque!! I love Santa Fe and Taos, New Mexico, in fact, they would be places I could see myself living. Very artistic communities, and both just scenically beautiful. Wishing you safe travels today. Imagine you are going to be on the 10 freeway heading west through Phoenix and then through the desert of California right on into LA and then probably going on the 210 towards Pasadena and Burbank, yeah you might get there today if you're gonna push. Let me know what your goal is today for driving. I'm very excited to know when you're in California safe and sound 🥰 May you be well, safe, and happy. 😊 ❤️Bert

Nov 03, 2023 9:46:24 AM Me

PS.I've always found the vibe in New Mexico to be excellent

Nov 03, 2023 8:37:10 PM Me

Hope all is well on the road

Nov 03, 2023 8:55:46 PM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Made it to Williams, AZ! 😊

Nov 03, 2023 8:57:54 PM Me

I'm really happy to hear that. Yay!!!! 😁

Nov 03, 2023 8:58:34 PM Me

how have things been on the road? Any insights or downloads?

Nov 04, 2023 1:23:17 PM Me

Be safe out there. I know it will go from light traffic to LA traffic. You may need to engage the bobble head while on the LA freeways 😂 Makes me curious how LA driving is for you? Be well! ❤️Bert

Nov 04, 2023 1:57:32 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 22 seconds) +13014089785

Hello from The Grand Canyon!! 😁

Nov 04, 2023 1:59:59 PM Me

YAY!!!

Nov 04, 2023 2:00:14 PM Me

Happy Saturday!! I hope this day is treating you well and you're finding your road trip rewarding. 😊 Been in the 70s-80s all week here. Not a drop of rain to be seen. We did have a small earthquake in Ojai yesterday. So small I didnt feel it, I had my boys ask me if I did 🤣

Nov 04, 2023 2:02:16 PM Me

I love seeing your picture there! The west looks good on you 😍

Nov 04, 2023 2:13:55 PM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

The road has been good. Lots of downloads and insights for sure! We'll chat soon.

Nov 04, 2023 2:17:52 PM Me

Love to hear that, and LOVE, LOVE, LOVE getting your picture. Brightened my day for sure.

Nov 05, 2023 7:15:46 AM Me

Hi 👋 there! Wishing you a day of safe travels and happiness. I'm happy the road has been good and giving you insights and downloads. My first week back here has been more intense on the mental side than I anticipated. Things are OK and I'm fine, but I'm having to face things I didn't anticipate or have any preparation for. So I'm doubling down on some meditation and grounding myself as best as possible. I'll be camping at the beach the next four days and be sure to send you a picture or two 😊 ❤️Bert

Nov 05, 2023 11:40:05 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 57 minutes, 45 seconds) +13014089785

Made it to CA late last night. It's great to be back! Excited to get my next life chapter going. Got an intuition class on zoom in 90 mins, then shopping to get groceries, etc, then time with my landlord. After that, I'll spend the evening writing and working. I'm sorry to hear you're going through it again. The healing & growth is never ending but it does get better. I hope the meditations and time in solitude helps you as you work through some of these issues that are cropping up for you. Just know you've tackled other things and overcome them - you've got this too. 😊

Nov 05, 2023 11:40:57 AM (Read by you after 4 hours, 56 minutes, 53 seconds) +13014089785

My landlord is such a sweetheart- she left me flowers & an orchid! 🥰

Nov 05, 2023 5:37:04 PM Me

Omg!!😳 You're here! I knew it. I could feel it. Thank you for your words on taking things on. This morning getting to hear I did a lot of good processing and I'm feeling a lot better. I just had a nice 10 minute meditation right next to the Pacific Ocean and it was sublime.

Nov 05, 2023 5:37:17 PM Me

Ps. I love getting photos of you.

Nov 05, 2023 6:03:07 PM Me

Was catching these guys on the last set of waves before the sun went down

Nov 06, 2023 9:08:43 AM Me

Good morning ☀️ Another happy sunshine day in California 😊 Looking forward to hearing your secrets 😂

Nov 06, 2023 11:36:25 AM (Read by you after 58 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Gorgeous photos! Currently in a heavy spiritual download and cleansing day. Things are shifting & happening!! 🙃

Nov 06, 2023 2:53:25 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 35 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

If you want to chat later and catch up, I'm open this afternoon/evening. 😊

Nov 06, 2023 5:26:15 PM (Read by you after 2 minutes, 33 seconds) +13014089785

Might need any phone chat to be later now. Got plans to chat with a couple friends earlier than I thought. Just let me know if around 9pm works for you.

Nov 06, 2023 6:33:06 PM Me

Completely! 😁 Currently coaching in Ojai

Nov 06, 2023 9:12:03 PM Me

I have an alarm set. I'll call you.

Nov 06, 2023 10:07:16 PM Me

One min. Getting myself inside my car 🙂

Nov 07, 2023 8:36:16 AM Me

Good morning 😊 So nice to hear your voice last night. I want to wish you a happy and productive day. Excited for you! Also know I'm here for you. If you need a hug or someone you know to hang out with I'm close! Let me know. Lots of love and happiness to you 😘 Bert

Nov 07, 2023 9:00:18 AM (Read by you after 30 seconds) +13014089785

Thank you! Excited for you as well. We are both embarking on new chapters in our lives. Sending you lots of love too! 😊

Nov 07, 2023 9:00:59 AM Me

🥰

Nov 07, 2023 9:02:23 AM Me

Nov 07, 2023 9:03:22 AM Me

Morning coast looking north towards Santa Barbara ⛵️

Nov 07, 2023 9:03:55 AM Me

That's from my camp spot

Nov 07, 2023 9:30:21 AM Me

His tracks are great background music for being productive on the computer 😊

Nov 07, 2023 9:30:21 AM Me

https://youtu.be/sL6Xx6hpwGs?si=L5jRDp-t0EAug9Zi

Nov 07, 2023 10:24:11 AM Me

I like this one 😊

Nov 07, 2023 10:24:11 AM Me

https://insig.ht/nK0uaqzpxEb

Nov 07, 2023 12:36:18 PM Me

My current meditation spot 😊

Nov 08, 2023 11:57:48 AM Me

Happy Wednesday! I fell asleep during my morning meditation, and woke up an hour later! 😳 Hope Burbank is treating you well. ☺️

Nov 08, 2023 1:14:05 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 42 seconds) +13014089785

Oh you needed the sleep! I've done that before too. Just got done with a powerful reiki exchange session. Had a ton of downloads and insights. Now I'm going for coffee with my landlord, Lisa. Hope you have a wonderful day! 😊

Nov 10, 2023 8:45:14 AM Me

Hi 👋 Happy Friday 🙂 Hope you are well, happy, and peaceful in Burbank. Also hope that you're beginning to feel settled and can begin to dig into projects

Nov 12, 2023 1:37:02 PM Me

Nov 12, 2023 9:56:05 PM Me

Hope all is well, happy and peaceful ☺️ Sending love and hugs ♥️

Nov 13, 2023 10:11:03 AM Me

https://insig.ht/e/ysTe1z5lHEb

Nov 13, 2023 10:11:21 AM Me

At 12noon pacific time today

Nov 13, 2023 10:11:29 AM Me

😊

Nov 13, 2023 11:27:52 AM (Read by you after 15 minutes, 7 seconds) +13014089785

Hey there. Sorry I've been MIA - been ignoring the world as I go through more "stuff" 😬 I hope you're okay. 😊

Nov 13, 2023 11:28:11 AM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 48 seconds) +13014089785

Thanks for sharing the meditation. I'm going to attend too!

Nov 13, 2023 11:53:01 AM Me

HI! I'm so very glad to hear from you. And I'm sorry to hear you've been going through more "stuff." Please know that I am here for you, anytime 😊 I have been going through more stuff too. Being back where I've lived for 24 years and it's all different now—very different. Past two weeks I've been blindsided by triggers I didn't see coming—mainly 'out of sight, out of mind' because I've been away from here for over 4 months. The beach was incredibly grounding, but very unproductive. The negative ions have a way of making me chill so hard I dont to much. Went on the first hike with Weston yesterday since being back. It was both joyful and sad at the same time. Happy to be back, but also keenly aware of what's been lost. I'm also contending with loneliness. I'm not a super social guy with dozens of friends. I can count them on one hand and none live here. And currently don't have the time, energy, or drive to put myself out there right now. Other items are more pressing. Anyhow, there's my rambling update from the Ojai Valley. ￼

Photo of Twin Peaks 😊

Nov 13, 2023 12:49:35 PM Me

Ps. Just saw this: https://www.synthesia.io/post/ai-tools Also, I hope you enjoy the Cello. Janice is excellent. She replied to one of my comments on one of her pieces—it was cool to know ppl look at those things 😊

Nov 13, 2023 1:04:02 PM Me

She said hi to me 🤗

Nov 13, 2023 9:41:50 PM Me

Simple but good reminders during these times. Sending ♥️

Nov 13, 2023 9:41:51 PM Me

https://youtu.be/Lvvt863w0O0?si=4o8bPlBiGirNJvRD

Nov 14, 2023 11:33:23 AM (Read by you after 18 minutes, 42 seconds) +13014089785

Such good info: https://youtu.be/ujtj4R37M40?si=p9KkztOB8MAKVvZO

Nov 14, 2023 1:36:54 PM Me

I’d whale with you anytime 😘

Nov 14, 2023 10:45:27 PM Me

I hope you're doing well. And hoping you've had a reprieve from the download bombardment. I know for myself the previous two or three days were really really intense to the point of being completely unproductive kind of useless. I'm feeling so much better now. Much more grounded, and centered. After being away for so long, I think I've gotten past the initial arrival phase of triggering and downloads. My awareness is is tuned to this place now far better than it was the day I arrived 😊

Nov 15, 2023 9:46:22 PM Me

👋

Nov 15, 2023 9:51:15 PM Me

I hope you're doing well Heidi. I miss you 😘 and I miss reiki with you ☺️ I'm hoping that we can still connect next week for Thanksgiving 🦃 Let me know when you can. Sending love and positive energy your way ♥️

Nov 16, 2023 10:15:44 AM Me

Good morning, the video you sent about the emotional triggers and how to heal them was amazing. Thank you so much for sending that. I just watched it this morning and was incredibly informative and helpful. Hope you're doing well. ♥️

Nov 16, 2023 9:23:00 PM (Read by you after 2 hours, 7 minutes, 57 seconds) +13014089785

Today's tarot card resonated big time.

Nov 16, 2023 11:32:24 PM Me

👀

Nov 16, 2023 11:32:54 PM Me

Indeed

Nov 17, 2023 4:19:07 PM Me

How are you doing on this Friday? Doing anything fun?

Nov 19, 2023 8:47:54 AM Me

Costar set me straight. If you want to connect reach out. Otherwise I’ll be quiet and let you be.

Nov 19, 2023 9:17:23 AM (Read by you after 35 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry. It's not just you. I'm disconnecting from most in my past. Going through a total reset. It's been difficult but needed.

Nov 19, 2023 9:18:34 AM Me

Ok

Nov 19, 2023 9:19:35 AM Me

Is this goodbye? 😢

Nov 19, 2023 9:26:19 AM +13014089785

Yes. I'm sorry.

Nov 19, 2023 9:26:31 AM Me

I was guessing you reconnected with the friends you made in LA when you visited before. I didn't think I was part of your past

Nov 19, 2023 9:26:39 AM Me

Wow

Nov 19, 2023 9:26:44 AM Me

😭

Nov 19, 2023 9:27:27 AM Me

I thought you were my friend?

Nov 19, 2023 9:29:12 AM Me

What happened?

Nov 19, 2023 9:30:13 AM Me

Honest... The really hurts HARD Heidi

Nov 19, 2023 9:30:52 AM +13014089785

I am your friend but I also know how you feel about me and keeping this connection going is selfish of me and is stopping your growth (all downloads I got) so I've got to let you go. One day you'll see this was for the best.

Nov 19, 2023 9:40:02 AM Me

You actually got me on a healing track. Before meeting you I was pushing through each day so it would be over. One day at a time, no happiness or joy. You showed me that someone else cares, that I exist. Not sure what I feel now... Just crying

Nov 19, 2023 9:50:34 AM Me

If you give me an address I'll send you your bracelets and reimburse you for the plane ticket.

Nov 19, 2023 10:28:26 AM Me

I want you to be successful and find your happiness 🙂 I truly hope you find what you're looking for and have contentment ♥️Bert

Nov 19, 2023 2:11:51 PM Me

Nov 19, 2023 2:17:08 PM Me

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Nov 22, 2023 12:00:33 PM Me

Might be of interest: https://medium.com/@iampaulrose/i-found-the-best-side-hustle-for-writers-081bc14cdcdf

Nov 23, 2023 10:45:15 AM Me

Happy Thanksgiving 🍁

Nov 23, 2023 10:57:51 AM (Read by you after 5 seconds) +13014089785

Happy Thanksgiving to you, too. I do hope you have a good day.

Nov 23, 2023 10:58:07 AM Me

Already hard. I'm alone

Nov 23, 2023 10:59:43 AM (Read by you after 1 minute, 25 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry about that. I've been sick with the flu for the past 5 days so I'm spending the day alone too. But try to use this time for self growth and self love. You've got this Bert.

Nov 23, 2023 11:06:02 AM Me

So sorry to hear that you've not been well—truly hope you had someone to help. I'm not trying, I'm doing self-growth... It's my first homeless, unemployed and alone holiday in my life. Never thought I would find myself here. A new experience, that's for sure. I miss my kids. Experience. What you get when you don't get what you want. I'm unfortunately not in a great place right now. But it will pass, eventually everything does.

Nov 23, 2023 11:07:22 AM Me

I'm looking for lightness today and freedom from cultural norms

Nov 23, 2023 12:47:02 PM Me

I want to let you know that I was able to turn my frown upside down. When I woke up this morning, my mind fell into a pit. I wasn't really "awake". I'm chill. Things are back on track. 👍 Now to you, I'm hoping you feel better this morning 😁 And that your fever has broken. If you need ANYTHING, I am not too far away to help. I will respect your boundaries and be your good friend you have a "safe zone" with 😊 I know I can be with you and not have it go anywhere other than being in your presence. I respect you very much and would like not to lose connection with you. Your friend, Bert

Nov 23, 2023 12:48:43 PM Me

I am sending you happiness, peace, and wellness. 😌

Nov 25, 2023 2:18:08 PM Me

https://theresanaiforthat.com/

Nov 25, 2023 11:19:17 PM Me

Feb 16, 2024 9:47:05 PM Me

Hi Heidi, I hope that this message finds you well. It's Bert. Just wanted to say hello and see how things are going for you. I think you're done with your timeshares in CA, where are you now? Hope to hear from you. Be well, Bert

Feb 16, 2024 10:21:27 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 50 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Hi Bert. I'm in the Ozarks! Traveling east to visit my daughter and friends on the east coast. I'm doing the time share condo traveling thing for the foreseeable future. Got condos booked until June. Hoping to be back on the West Coast by then. But who knows - anything could happen. How have you been?

Feb 17, 2024 9:14:01 PM Me

Wow that sounds like you are doing well and it's working out. I've been better honestly. Things have been really rough. Still actively looking for work and rejection is non-stop. Wish I had better news to share

Feb 18, 2024 9:22:25 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 7 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry to hear that. Things will turn around for you. Just keep working through the junk you've got to get through. I've been through a ton of old junk and each time I go through a dark night, it gets a little bit better. It will for you too. Keep going! You've got this. I'm sending you lots of love and good vibes.

Apr 04, 2024 6:28:15 PM Me

Hello Heidi, Happy April 🙂 I hope you're doing well.

Apr 05, 2024 5:00:12 AM (Read by you after 5 hours, 40 seconds) +13014089785

I'm doing good. Still traveling. Still searching for where I belong. How are you?

Jun 24, 2024 8:00:08 AM Me

Hi 👋 it's been a bit and realizing that I never responded to you. Honestly I have been better. I'm in the same situation 14 months and still at it. How about you? Where in the world is Heidi Willis? My hope is that you're well, have found your people, and life is good. Be well and hope to hear from you soon 🙂 Bert

Jun 24, 2024 10:59:56 AM (Read by you after 3 minutes, 23 seconds) +13014089785

Hey Bert. It's good to hear from you. I'm well. It was a tough year as I traveled around looking for where I belong and trying to discover who I am now. I'm finally figuring that all out. After all my travels it dawned on me as I crossed the border from Illinois into Iowa that Iowa is really where I belong so I've found an apt, I am finding my soul tribe, and I'm slowly but surely rebuilding my life. It's been a terrifying and emotional experience but ultimately it's been profound too. I've healed a ton, and I've started really loving myself again. It's been a tough road to travel, but I'm glad I'm doing it. I see the progress I've made, and I'm proud of myself. I'm not the same person I was a year ago. I'm not in this desperate place anymore, looking for someone to save me. I'm saving myself.. I realized I had to find the love within. It feels good to stand on my own two feet. To build my life the way I want it to look. I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling. I hope through the struggles you've been able to peel back some of your own layers and heal some of your own traumas, too. The journey isn't easy, but I'm here to tell you it's worth it. You'll find your way. You've got a good soul who's had some fucked up shit happen in life. But your past doesn't define you. You can overcome it and thrive, but you've got to want it more than the past baggage you think you still need to carry. I wish only the best for you. You're stronger than you know! Sending you big hugs! 🙂

Jun 24, 2024 11:22:44 AM Me

reading your message just now and had to let you know. I'm so very happy to hear of your journey and decisions. I know that you were wrestling with “what to do, where to go, and how to find your people”last year and it makes me glad to hear that youre on your path now. I feel mystically ‘held back’ from going forward. When I do feel honest movement forward the universe throws something unexpected at me—without fail. I know that you're acquainted with that feeling 😉 My youngest, Darragh, has graduated from Thacher and is headed to Lewis and Clark this fall in Oregon. I'm going to help him train over the summer here, he wants to walk on for the soccer team. Then I'm going to head to Colorado and maybe spend the winter in the Rockies—at this point who knows, but that's my version of things now. I'll keep you updated if anything changes or happens on my end. Be well and if I can ask one favor that would be to send me some Reiki healing ❤️‍🩹 and I'll gladly accept it. 🙂 Ok, bye for now though not forever 👋 —Bert 🙂

Jun 24, 2024 12:59:32 PM (Read by you after 6 seconds) +13014089785

Of course I can send you reiki healing! I'd be glad to do that for you! I've had even more training since we last talked so it's even more powerful than before. In fact, I just got done with a reiki exchange with my friend Margie that was super profound - lots of visions - so I'm already in the energy. I'll do a distance session and once I'm done, I'll let you know. All you'll have to do is lay back, relax and say yes to receive whenever you're ready for it. Easy. ✨️

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Jun 24, 2024 9:27:28 PM Me

Whenever you have time I would be grateful

Jun 24, 2024 11:19:03 PM (Read by you after 10 hours, 28 minutes, 30 seconds) +13014089785

Sorry. I then got distracted by a phone call from my sister. Got busy. I'm heading back to my place now.

Jun 25, 2024 12:54:52 AM (Read by you after 8 hours, 52 minutes, 41 seconds) +13014089785

I'm sorry Bert. Today/tonight ended up being tough. I'll try to get a session sent to you tomorrow night after I get all my errands done.

Jun 25, 2024 9:52:32 AM Me

Heidi, it's so kind to apologize and please know I had no expectations set. Whenever is fine. I'm simply grateful to connect. Have a wonderful day and be well 🙂

Aug 15, 2024 5:47:58 PM Me

Hi Heidi, Filed for divorce this morning at the county courthouse by myself. Was feeling dissociated entire time as to not cry while waiting in line. Even though this is the way forward and I made this decision long ago, the act of going through it brings quality to it that is hard not to be moved by. Unfortunately I also find myself alone during this period of time as I don't have any friends or connections here to chill out with or find support, so im kinda winging it. Anyhow, I remember you dealing with your paperwork and the finality of it and you dealing with your emotions around that when we first met. That's why I reached out because I know you've been through this. I hope you're doing well and things are settling down for you now that you figure out where your place is . Do you let me know how things are going, I think of you often Be well, Bert

Aug 15, 2024 9:28:01 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 15 minutes, 3 seconds) +13014089785

Hey Bert. I'm so sorry you're going through that. And to do that all alone must be especially rough. I'm also sorry about not texting you again about the reiki. I actually did do a session for you back then but apparently forgot to text you about it. My ADHD has been really bad the past year. But I'm finally getting it back under control. The session is there in the ethers if you accept it. I'm still attempting to get settled but it's been a rough road for me as well. Some days are good and I feel connected to friends and family but then I have several days where I'm in the depths feeling all alone so I do feel for you. It's a hard road to go down to rebuild yourself and rebuild a life for yourself. I'm sending you a big hug.

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Aug 16, 2024 11:21:10 PM Me

Heidi thank you so much for the kind note back. It's funny you mention the Reiki because I figured exactly what had happened. I do remember excepting the Reiki back then and I did feel it. So thank you. I can also relate to ADHD distraction mind. I get that from time to time. The big one for me though is the depression and chronic loneliness. When both of those are in full swing it's really challenging to stay grounded. My youngest takes off for Lewis and Clark in Portland in one week,. Then my ballpark plan right now is to head to Colorado the beginning of September.

Aug 16, 2024 11:24:15 PM Me

I have no idea when or where I will find my place I'm just going with the flow right now. Filing the paperwork and having that behind me feels good but the process is just getting underway, so what I'm hoping is she simply agrees to what I have in the paperwork And we don't have to fight over anything. Not that I think we would fight but she may object to something I have in there. Which I think means we then have to go to court.

Aug 16, 2024 11:25:17 PM Me

All that said it will be nice to get paperwork that puts this whole thing behind me. I still can't believe that my life exploded like it did. I was far too depressed and inside the dark corners of my mind to be aware of anything going on outside my head. It's really honestly super sad because my mental illness is what ended my family and my relationship. It wasn't anything I did it was just that I had an illness and it made it like hanging out with Eeyore every day, over and over again.

Aug 16, 2024 11:26:50 PM Me

I've spent a great deal of time meditating and reflecting on how I got to where I am because it's always easy to connect the dots looking backwards. I had the realization I lived my entire life from a place of fear. And when that really hit me it made me incredibly sad to think of all the opportunities that I simply didn't have the courage to go for or to take on.

Aug 16, 2024 11:30:13 PM Me

Never been more awake and aware in my life. And all the hours of meditation and self reflection left me with this thought; I am perfect, I am flawed, I am human.

Aug 16, 2024 11:33:37 PM Me

Good night and be well 😊

Aug 17, 2024 6:27:57 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 50 minutes, 5 seconds) +13014089785

I'm glad you've been seeing the reality of the situation and seen what you're own role in the situation has been. Your trauma isn't your fault but now that you recognize how your energy affects others, it's definitely your responsibility to heal yourself and make the necessary changes to improve your life. Your inner world gets reflected into the outer world. I've seen it for myself- once I got out of a victim mentality and took charge of my inner world, I was able to see the positive changes reflected in the 3D as well. I think a move to Colorado to be near family will be good for you - give you a fresh start. That's what I realized too - that I needed the support of family & friends as I continue to rebuild my life. You be well too and good luck with everything.

Aug 29, 2024 10:49:43 AM Me

Heidi, I hope you are well. I've been deep in shadow integration work this past week. Intense is putting it lightly. And from the outside you see me sipping my coffee all chill while an "existential crisis" happens in the brain 🤣 I had a question come to mind, and then you showed up in my mind. I think you may know the answer. How do you know you've met your twin flame? Are there any specific signs or 'tells' or synchronycities to watch out for? Asking for a friend, hahaha No, asking for me. I met someone who I cannot get out of my mind no matter what. Even with intentional—I need to move on—she keeps showing up as if to remind me about this or that with her. So, thank you for any insight you could provide. 🙏

Aug 29, 2024 10:50:41 AM Me

Also, while my prospects for the gig havent changed much, feeling a bit better about it. Changing strategy at the moment. I'll keep you posted on updates. Do let me know how things are going in your orbit! ps. I did receive the Reiki from long ago. All good. Would love another if you have the space. Stay in touch :-)

Aug 29, 2024 12:35:37 PM (Read by you after 14 minutes, 9 seconds) +13014089785

Well, I'm not sure I'll have the twin flame info your hoping for. I'm actually off of that train now. It really messed with my mind for far too long. I see how going down that rabbit hole actually did kick start my spiritual journey but I definitely wasn't meant to stay on that roller coaster. I finally reached out to the guy from high school I was convinced was my twin and we had a really good conversation that kind of put a stop to all the rumination and what was really going on, which was limerance, stemming from childhood trauma. I had a pretty intense come to Jesus breakthrough with my inner child and discovered she had been the one holding on believing he was her knight in shining armor and he was going to one day save us from our circumstances. Was never happening and it was all a fantasy. I don't think me and this guy would even like each other. I created a fantasy in my mind and it was really hard getting out of that mindset. Now I've redirected my focus to healing and improving my life for me so I've stopped dating, I'm getting back to my first love which is telling stories and screenwriting. Things aren't perfect by no means and I've got a long ways to go but I'm feeling much more sane & grounded than I was a year ago. I'd suggest not becoming too fixated on the twin flame thing. Who knows, maybe Jerry is actually my twin flame, but we just aren't meant to reunite on this lifetime or he's a false twinflame or a karmic. Who knows for sure. But I am thankful for the lessons that crazy roller coaster provided me but I'm super happy to be off that ride. I now know that for me to welcome in healthy, real love, first I had to release all past connections, all the fantasy potentials I created for those connections and just concentrate on how to manifest a better life for myself from where I am currently. If we hold too tightly to the past or all the what ifs, we don't have the space for all the new blessings the universe wants to send to us. Sorry for the book. I hope that makes sense. I'd just watch out that it doesn't become obsessive or damaging to your growth. Let it be the catalyst for your growth but release that story as soon as you can because it'll just start holding you back. I'm glad finally talked to that former boyfriend and cleared so much of this stuff up. I just wished I'd done it a year sooner. Would've saved myself lots of time and energy. 😊

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Aug 29, 2024 12:45:06 PM (Read by you after 4 minutes, 40 seconds) +13014089785

I hear ya on the shadow work. I'm seeing an intuitive coach once a week, a therapist once a week and also doing my own internal work with Spirit and having lots of breakthroughs. It's been nuts, the progress I'm making. Was talking my therapist today about all the work I did this week with acknowledging and accepting of my past selves which I had rejected along the way because they'd messed up in my eyes. And of course when you do that, you're rejecting all the strengths that facet of yourself held too. So I just journaled a bunch of love letters to my previous selves and told them how much I love them and how I was embracing them, loving them, protecting them now. It was super cathartic and so powerful. These parts of ourselves, our facets just want to be recognized and integrated. Once you do that, you'll find that you become more whole, more empowered, stronger.

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Aug 29, 2024 12:48:12 PM (Read by you after 1 minute, 34 seconds) +13014089785

This recent video was super helpful too. The allowing of feelings to pop up, not fighting them, really feeling them and then releasing them is exactly what we all need to be doing. No more repression. Gotta free all this stuck toxic energy: https://youtu.be/Af1L_Z4oipE?si=HxHkgBIptSR7eGop

Sep 08, 2024 9:59:59 AM Me

Heidi, I hope you are well. I've been deep in shadow integration work this past week. Intense is putting it lightly. And from the outside you see me sipping my coffee all chill while an "existential crisis" happens in the brain 🤣 I had a question come to mind, and then you showed up in my mind. I think you may know the answer. How do you know you've met your twin flame? Are there any specific signs or 'tells' or synchronycities to watch out for? Asking for a friend, hahaha No, asking for me. I met someone who I cannot get out of my mind no matter what. Even with intentional—I need to move on—she keeps showing up as if to remind me about this or that with her. So, thank you for any insight you could provide. 🙏

Sep 21, 2024 7:52:02 PM Me

Hi Heidi! I hope this message finds you well. As you can see in my graphic, it said to contact a friend, and I thought of you. Photos from last summer of us are the art park came up and reminded me of that time we got to spend together, which I have fond memories of.

Sep 21, 2024 7:52:54 PM Me

I am within two weeks of taking off from Ventura and Southern California. I'm going to head to Colorado to change things up over the winter. I have family there and I don't want to be alone alone here during the holidays living in my car if that's still the case

Sep 21, 2024 7:53:18 PM Me

and yes I am still living in my car and applying to gigs. I interviewed with a company in Colorado in the same town my cousin lives in

Sep 21, 2024 7:54:04 PM Me

I've been waiting to hear back from them, however I'm going to move no matter what I need a change

Sep 21, 2024 7:54:32 PM Me

do you let me know how things are going for you. I know this is a typically a big time of change for most people in this culture, however I know astrologically there's a lot of big shit going on

Sep 21, 2024 7:54:58 PM Me

If you have anything you think I might or should pay attention to that would be great. and it would be cool to connect with you again on costar if you are on there

Sep 21, 2024 8:52:19 PM (Read by you after 11 seconds) +13014089785

Hey Bert! I'm glad to hear you're moving to Colorado to be near family. A change of scenery is exactly what you need I'm sure. As for the astrological stuff - I don't follow that very closely to be honest with you. I follow the moon cycles though and try to set intentions according to whether it's a full moon or a new moon, etc. This past super moon eclipse hit everyone a little bit differently and it was certainly a big one for me too. I happened to be in Austin visiting friends and it was truly magical. Got lots of downloads and epiphanies. It was great. I don't really use Co-Star anymore - it seemed to give me the same word salad over and over so I gave up on it. I just think my combo confused it maybe. Not sure. I wish you luck on the move and job hunt!

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Sep 22, 2024 8:21:25 PM Me

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Sep 22, 2024 10:07:02 PM Me

Hi Heidi, so nice to hear from you. I will definitely keep you posted on my travels to Colorado and if anything falls into place. Consider it safe to assume if you've not heard from me about any change in my life that things are still the same

Sep 22, 2024 10:08:46 PM Me

I've been quite the hermit and haven't been social at all. I liken it to standing outside the restaurant window watching everyone inside enjoy a hot meal, having fun, giggling and laughing, and having a good time. Meanwhile you're outside and wondering what the hell happened and why the heck you aren't in there because that's where you used to be

Sep 22, 2024 10:09:28 PM Me

Although being a hermit has served a very good purpose in allowing me to spend a lot of time with myself not only grappling with emotions but spending big periods of time in stillness

Sep 22, 2024 10:11:21 PM Me

I have found over the past few months that my meditation practice is reaping some good benefits in terms of calming the nervous system and feeling more chill 😁 Anyhow I just wanted to say thanks for the reply and share a little more be well Heidi!! Do you let me know if you have any big life changes like meeting a special someone or winning the lottery or who knows 🤣🤣🤣

Sep 22, 2024 10:16:10 PM Me

I want to say that I'm very grateful you have continued to communicate with me even though you have moved on. I want to acknowledge what an incredible quality that is. It speaks to your ability to open your ❤️❤️❤️ You're an extraordinary person, Heidi and I hope whoever you're with sees that and values it

Sep 22, 2024 10:17:58 PM Me

Ps. I Received response paperwork to my my filing for divorce. She does not contest the divorce. It is now simply a matter of division of assets and after that we signed final docs and it's done

Sep 23, 2024 8:42:27 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 59 minutes, 59 seconds) +13014089785

I'm glad to hear you're making the best of the hermit mode and you're seeing improvements in your mental health from it as well. My year of going inward was super helpful for my journey, too. And I'm happy to remain friends as long as you know that's all we'll ever be. I'm sorry if you ever felt led on by me or I hurt you. I'm sorry about that. It was never my intention to hurt you. I wasn't well mentally last year and after everything with you, Colby, the guy who I thought was my twin flame, etc, I realized I needed to do some major internal work before I could enter into another relationship or else I'd end up hurt or hurting others all over again. I wanted to break the toxic cycles I'd been in most of my life. So it's been good to heal most of my issues and really dig down deep into where the roots of them lie. In fact, I just got to a pretty big one last night - an abandonment wound from childhood I hadn't yet fully healed & released. It was intense, but I'm feeling so much lighter today. Healing is an ongoing process I don't think I'll ever be done with. But I do see the progress I've made. All the hard internal work has been worth it and I'm seeing the results show up in my 3D world, as well. The friends who are entering my life are real friends, not like the fair weather friends of my past. I've got a couple of men who are in my life as friends only currently, but I can see that possibly changing into something romantic in the future - who knows - but I'm not forcing anything because I do like the pace and how things are developing. I'm placing zero expectations on anything. It's a nice change from how I used to approach romantic partnerships. I expected intensity and an immediate spark, but those connections were built on a fantasy and usually led to more toxic patterns. I'm done with all that, and the slow burn is now my style. Hopefully, you're meeting good people, too. I do wish you all the best and that you meet someone special, too. Keep working on those wounds, those shadows and I promise you, the 3D world will start reflecting the work you've done.

Sep 30, 2024 11:42:13 PM Me

Heidi, I hope you are safe and doing well. Seeing footage of 🌪️ tornados touching down in Iowa. I know it's a big state however I want to make sure ur good. 🙂 Let me know when u can

Sep 30, 2024 11:42:41 PM Me

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Oct 01, 2024 5:53:56 AM (Read by you after 2 hours, 22 minutes, 36 seconds) +13014089785

I think that was from months ago. No tornadoes in the state for some time. We're good here! But yeah, that was a crazy one. Had one hit my neighborhood when my daughter was in town back in July. Thankfully, I've got a basement.

Oct 01, 2024 8:34:11 AM Me

OMG 🤦‍♂️ Glad youre all safe. Maybe I should look for dates on videos.

Oct 01, 2024 2:44:03 PM Me

Question unrelated to tornadoes unless u say otherwise. What are your thoughts on angel numbers? 111, 444, 555 etc Significant? Not? Asking because I see them constantly and im not looking for them Thx for any thoughts and be well! 🙂

Oct 01, 2024 3:15:01 PM (Read by you after 59 minutes, 55 seconds) +13014089785

Oh yeah. Angel numbers are real. I see them & pay attention to them as well. The advice I was given was that you should pay attention to what you were thinking about or what you were doing right before you saw the number. Then look up the meaning and see what resonates for you. I don't usually look up numbers anymore as I get clear guidance from my spirit team about what my messages are. And really lately I've been getting more blatant and obvious signs & synchronicities more so than angel numbers. Like today, I was feeling anxious about my trip to Austin to see my friends again and to attend a music festival. Even dealing with stomach issues as well. All day, it has felt like something is trying to block me and I asked my team for a message. Within minutes, I got sent a Pete Holmes comedy special titled "Nice Try, Satan" and he's actually doing the show from Austin. So I took it as a sign that yep, I'm definitely meant to go, have a good time and most likely more magic will happen during the trip just like the last time I was there. And yep, the title says it all - something dark is trying to stop me from going. So now I'm busy energetically cleansing myself, my apartment, etc, while I try to pack. It's kind of nuts how specific & with great clarity Spirit can get when conveying messages and giving answers to questions we might have about things.

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Oct 01, 2024 4:17:21 PM Me

Wow! So very cool. The sychronicities are there. I've been getting into Carl Jung and doing shadow work and also his ideas around synchronicity in general